♥ Wednesday, May 2
Morninq, just woke up from my powernap, temperature seems t be more stable riqht now. At least normal enouqh for me t last th niqht.
Been a hellova lonq day today. Couldn't qet t sleep last niqht, spent th 2hours lyinq in bed thinkinq about possible scenarios for th upcominq presentation & how cui I'd be. Debated whether I should attend school or just listen t my lil brother & pop by th nearest clinic & spend $40 on an MC t coverup, for I was so tired already, I sorta fell asleep 15minutes before th timinq I was supposed t wake up. Thank God it's consultation day, slept for half an hour before qoinq t school, literally draqqed myself t school, for attendance's sake, not qonna risk my second week of school MCinq my way throuqh.
Reached school at 10AM when lecturer had already finished tellinq my team what t do, th quys were nice enouqh t fill me in within 15minutes & discussed for abit before leavinq for P3, i stayed back for a bit w another qroup & just bombed nonsense when th lecturer asked me about my product, siqhs. Th quys would blow when they find out I said Bentley & BMW & Merc used same enqines, hah, I know it isn't th same but I wasn't thinkinq straiqht. Wasn't exactly feelinq well already, breakinq out in cold sweat in th back of th freezinq classroom.
At least my team's submission has been extended, qives me more time t finish up Project3, more sleepless niqhts aqain. Over & over, breakinq down mentally, seriously.
Went for Project3, lectures, discussion, fillinq in th missinq points & attemptinq t finish everythinq before 3.30PM. Wasn't feelinq normal, so I left w Nadiah, cabbed home & popped anarex & straiqht t bed. Dreamt of Boyf aqain, it was kinda sweet. Just him cominq over t say some stuffs t me & cuddlinq for abit before my alarm ranq, yes. My fuckinq alarm ranq, because I had t wake up t finish th presentation slides, super lack of time. Addinq on w th extended report I'm supposed t do, really qrateful that th lecturer's understandinq enouqh t qive 3 of us transferees extension.
So yeah, another sleepless niqht just havinq t compile all th infomation on Maserati & Architectural styles, Tired of sketchinq already, finqers hurtinq horrendously bad from all th typinqs over & over.
Mock presentation before finals tomorrow, doubt we can even finish up. Ohwell, qotta print & touch up everythinq, Siqhs. Really, seriously, tired.
& Lil brother's kpinq on MSN about how fucked up his life is in CCK ITE, hmmmm. Siqhs, probably my fault too, it's probably my fault why he's so aqqresive these days, but I think he's really bottlinq too much up. Siqhs.
