Monday, September 29

it's midniqht `
12:00AM `
29th september 2oO8 `
dear `
just to say `
Happy First Month `
Wishes do come true ` !
-lauqhs- ` !
hehs =] `
i received your SMS'es `
those words `
etched in my mind `
unforqhettable `
no i'll never forqhet =] `
i know it's your first time so lonq `
1st month =X -honqsterF3- `
roflmaO ` !
you told me `
you wasn't sure if we could last a month `
& now we did =] `
-lauqhs- `
i trust you `
believe me when i say i do `
cause i really , really do `
you told me you were cryinq `
i didn't understand why `
but i just want you to know `
i'll be there `
whenever & wherever you need me `
i'll hear you out when you need me `
you told me `
for me , `
you'll quit smokinq `
dear `
if you have the urqe `
do carry on `
i won't force you not to `
i won't stop you `
cause i don't believe in force `
i believe in determination =] `
force will qet you no where =] `
i don't blame you for not pei-inq me enouqh `
it's the holidays for you now `
& you'll definately ton alot outside `
you need enouqh sleep one okay ` !
tired just sleep `
it's ok de =] `
don't need pei me if you tired =] `
your not superman `
-lauqhs- `
i really hope you qet yourself enouqh sleep `
take care of yourself =] `
don't qet sick `
thanks for everythinq `
remember that day ` ?
i came with my eyeliner all smirqed `
obvious siqhs of cryinq `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for hearinq me out `
i know i show you black face many many time luh `
i'm sorry `
just that at this period `
thanks for lendinq me the shoulder `
it's appreciated ; really `
it's quite crucial `
i can't tell you much `
i hope you understand `
it's not that i don't want to say `
it's not that i'm keepinq sh!ts from you `
but it's cause i can't say `
-siqhs- `
i know at times `
i really have these major moodswinqs `
i wonder why `
you try to cheer me up `
-lauqhs- `
thanks dear <3>
i promise `
once this shit is over `
i'll not qet so moody `
trust me would ya ? `
=]] ` !
-lauqhs- `
dear `
=] `
happy first month `
niitex `


sonq dedication aqain `
credits ;
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忘了有多久
wang le you duo jiu
I’ve forgotten how long it has been

再沒聽到你
zai mei ting dao ni
Since the last time I heard you

對我說你最愛的故事
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
Tell me your favorite story

我想了很久
wo xiang le hen jiu
I have thought for a long time

我開始慌了
wo kai shi huang le
I start to panic

是不是我又做錯什麼
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo shen me
Wondering if I have done something wrong again

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ken eng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我要變成童話裡
wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我会變成童話裡
wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

起寫我們的結局
yi qi xie wo me de jie ju
Together we can write our own ending

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Sunday, September 28

sunday ! `
hahs `
spent half the day sleepinq =] `
lack of sleep `
slept til i skipped tuition `
=__= `
damn me man `
-lauqhs- `
finished ALOT of chocolate `
-________- `
lauqhs `
came online and chatted =] `
damn i lauqh-ed too much today `
uncle was tellinq me about super funny stuffs `
roflmaO ` !
so much for alfro's ` !
too many linkaqes =] `
talk about alfro baqqinqs `
-lauqhs- ` !
lauqhed too much `
talked to peeps `
and now on MSN `
qwen&jiamin talkinq -_- `
lauqhs `
super funny la ` !
qot super hiqh `
=]] `
lauqhinq is contaqious `
happiness is temporary ` !
-lauqhs- `
quess what `
i becom-ed DARLING on jiamin's bloq `
awesome aint it ?! `
lauqhs =] `
btw its insomnia `
1 more hour dear `
1st month =] `
quess i'll be meetinq you tomorrow `
=] `
surprise lauqhs ` !
thanks for everythinq `

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Saturday, September 27

woke up early `
went home =] `
bath-ed chanqe and all `
lauqhs ` !
went back to houqanq `
chatted a lil before leavinq `
had to collect stuffs soon `
went over to marsilinq `
-lauqhs- `
it was super nice of dear to accompany me `
went over to his house =] `
waited for sebas aqain `
lauqhs ` !
went down to amk hub `
qot canceled `
but we went anyway `
had my EZ link card made =] `
was planninq on qoinq down buqis `
but didn't have much mood luh `
slacked down there `
-lauqhs- `
dear was doinq stupid stuffs `
tied his hair `
look like those ahda ahda those kind `

tucked in his shirt `
went round with sebas `
called him daddy `
uber funny la `
-lauqhs- `
they were so nice `
wanted to visit ahSIAOx `
poor thinq `
had to stay home for 2 weeks `
lonely ~ ! `
they went over `
and dear had tha funny hairstyle `
all the way to my house la `
waddafuck riqht ?! `
but they really had qood hearts `
-lauqhs- `
qot super annoyed i played a disc `
texas chainsaw `
super nice `
somethinq i watch outta anqer at times `
its about mass murder `
super bloody `
dear was so in to it `
sebas was freaked out rofl `
went out of house around niqht `
lauqhs `
slacked at 234 `
think so `
STML ~ ! `
-lauqhs- `
they went back around 10 plus `
i went home with ahSIAOx `
=] `
haiis i feel so hopeless `
a week `
and i couldn't complete the hearts `
-lauqhs- `
laziness `
quess i'll do smth else then `
haiiz ` ! `
sometimes i wonder `
why choose me `
-lauqhs- `
i'm not worth it =] `

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Friday, September 26

friday `
really was feelinq shit `

why do i feel shitty everyday ? `
-lauqhs- `
i know thats what your thinkinq `
why this siaozabor always feel shit -_- `
everyday shit here shit there -_- `
lauqhs `
D&T-ed `
had an open book test `
was damn hard `
quess i'll fail that for sure `
-siqhs- `
with my pathetic results `
i'm most probably fallinq to NA `
-siqhs- `
A-Math-ed `
had some quarrels back at home `
resultinq in me not qoinq home that niqht `
lauqhs `
a runaway ` ?
can't help it `
didn't have much mood `
jiamin came down `
she spent 90% of her time `
chattinq on the phone `
amusinq isn't it ` ?
sat around with sebas&boon =] `
lauqhs
jiamin homed soon after her calls `
so evil panqseh-inq me like that `
sebas also `
but his parents uh `
then we continu-ed chattinq =] `
damn i love beinq with dear ALONE -_- `
qod i'm a sicko `
mwahahhahaha ` !
was planninq to leave at 11 `
fear dear wouldn't catch the last bus home `
-lauqhs- `
around 1045 `
ahbanq came f3 `
then obvious case `
no need qo home luhh =] `
all ton at houqanq `
roflmaO `
-lauqhs- `
i love ton-inq with dear `
so nevermind =] `
and didn't feel like qoinq home either `
sat around and chatted `
lauqhs `
he was super nice `
brouqht down stuffs for us la `
so nice `
told us stuffs `
damn interestinq `
lauqhs `
3 + i wan dou le lorh `
-____- `
went over to 837 `
just below jiamin block `
& i slept there `
overniqht `
T______T ` !
all the kazhua `
-ROFLMAO- `
went home in the morninq =] `
lauqhs `
such nice ppl `
-lauqhs- `

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Thursday, September 25

E-Maths tuition `
LAUGHS ` !
thats all peeps =] `
SMILE !
for all that qod has qiven us `
treasure it `
for life's short `
and nothinq lasts forever `
for every vow you make `
fulfil it =] `

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Tuesday, September 23

haiis `
had oral today `
fucked up `
-siqhs- `
1st to have the oral `
reqister #13 `
and her face showed obvious siqns of boredom `
a siqn of my failure perhaps ? `
quess i flunked it `
-siqhs- `
it was obvious aint it ? `
the most strikinq person `
the tour quide in old british formals `
damn it -_- `
i said 3 most strikinq peeps were the kids `
all 3 `
and i panicked loads `
-siqhs- `
qot all jittery `
anxious about it `
blurted out alot of rubbish `
and i repeated alot ` !
quess it's over =] `
-siqhs- `
met up with jiamin and nuer `
-siqhs- `
late aqain `
soz nuer `
caused you to qo alone `
-siqhs- `
someone picked her up `
they walked round for aqes `
interestinq aint it ? `
-lauqhs- `
waited for her `
but in the end `
someone sent her home `
leavinq us behind `
haiis `
slacked bits around `
didn't really feel well `
went home soon after `
can't help it `
sorry yeahhs ` !

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Sunday, September 21

http://www.put-them-in-ur-cart.blogspot.com/
she's sellinq really nice nail studs `
do support =] `
she's cappinq real fast as they are hot `
so order's qonna come in real quick =] `

3rd post of the day `
can't help it `
feelinq so different hourly `
why do i feel so BLUE ?
thanks to you `
oh fuck `
haiis `
feelinq so damn HURT `
don't ask why `
just emoinq aqain `
just feel like tearinq once more `
perhaps the pain would qo `
but i doubt it ever will `
just so hurtful `
no dear not you `
at least i didn't lose my BF -_- `
i thouqht i did but no ` -__- `
thinkinq about what NUER said `
thinkinq about what nadiahNUERx said `
both opposite answers `
what other options is there ? `
haiis `
i'll forqet about it `
i'm a bitch `
i admit to it `
how bout you all bitches else outside ? `
do you admit ? `
-lauqhs- `
i doubt so `
i'm thankful to be in sec school `
life outside -_- `
it's shit `
full of peeps with no oriqinality `
no life `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps i have no riqht to say `
but facts will be facts `
you peeps have NO SENSE OF ORIGINALITY `
F3 `
duhh -____- `
-lauqhs- `
can't help it if i shoot you `
who tell you `
COPYBITCH&COPYBASTARD `
no life -_- `
-YAWNs- `
btw peeps `
i just dumped a whole load of GANs `
qot SUPER FUCKED UP `
-DUH` - _ - `
=] `
however you treat me `
i'll treat you `
just the same `
hate me `
and i'll hate you double `
copy me `
and i'll insult you double `
dear `
i know when you see this `
maybe you'll be anqry `
but qal's are lidat `
i'm temperamental `
& i can't stand people with no sense of oriqinality `
& people who make use of me `
it's like a fake -_- `
no life -____- `
btw `
i cant stand your writinq skills `
i don't understand half of what your sayinq `
yep i'm stupid `
reasons ; `
1st ; i dont understand a FUCK `
2nd ; if your not below 13 & you twit `
that's childish esp if your male `
3rd ; i cant stand it =] `
i admit i used to twit `
but after a lecture from a matured lady `
yeah i realized how annoyinq it could qet `
i'm fuckinq secondary 3 `
& i quitted ` =]
i speak in proper enqlish `
only the fact that my G is Q `
and if your fuckinq unhappy about it `
fuck off `
your attention isn't wanted `
i won't entertain you `
say what you want =] `
facts will be facts `
oh well `
fuckers will be fuckers `
i know your aiminq me `
& i'm tellinq you straiqht `
motherfuckinq slut `
you're no better =] `
don't think your so qreat `
shitface -_- `
damn i'm no better i admit `
but your the same =] `

you know cheowhenq `
a million thanks to you `
thanks for beinq there for me `
althouqh i know you don't want to `
thanks for encouraqinq me `
its 101% appreciated =] `
thanks for beinq my listeninq ear `
i really needed to 消气 `
thanks for printinq it for me `
i could have done it `
but i was too lazy `
and you were kind enouqh to help `
a million thanks `
you know `
i really hope you don't drop next year =] `
i know you can do it `
so jiayou for tommorrow's major examination `
it's important `
wishinq you all the best =] `
thanks for everythinq you have done `
from the start `
=]

wanqzi the LOVE `
thanks for everythinq `
i know that your not in a awesome mood today`
but you tried to cheer me up `
it's definately appreciated `
we known each other for about a year and 3 months now `
-lauqhs- `
i remembered =] `
do cheerup yeah `
if you emo `
i'll always be your listeninq ear `
for all those times you were there for me `
i want to do the same =] `
wanqzi `
thanks for everythinq =] `

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super dulan `
damn -_- `
can't help it -_- `
ahSIAOx had chickenpok `
POKPOKPOK -_- `
i dowan qet it la T_T `
walan my examination cominq `
haiiz forqhet it `
aha i'm retarded luh `
forqhet it `
don't care me -_- `
had my tuition cancel-ed `
=D i hate tuition `
esp when i don't understand `
qeez -_- `
anyone wanna teach me ` ?
A/E- math =D `
trust me i'll be qlad `
-lauqhs- `
spent the afternoon surfinq for bloqskins `
finally found some -_- `
tried editinq `
seriously fuck-ed `
qot DAMN-ed pissed off `
cause the code's wouldn't overwrite `
-lauqhs- `
nevermind -__- `
i'm too attached to this skin anw -_- `
like super qlue luh `
dear said `
dear quitted smokinq `
-lauqhs- `
i qave sarcastic remarks -_- `
and he was like `
i quit smokinq mean nth tuh you ` ?
funny -_- `
no dear `
it means ALOT to me `
at least i won't hav polluted lunqs `
oh qeez i'm soundinq mean `
better then some peeps out there `
i hope you smoke tio lunq cancer `
-roflmaO `
nono `
my beLOVEDx GANFAMILY ` !
i'm not aiminq yous ` !
i'm aiminq some other idiots `
damn them to hell `
qet the feet and dhe black teeth `
always qettinq my lunqs polluted `
fuck -_- `
back to the topic `
thanks dear `
thanks for beinq so considerate `
don't qo to the fucker `
keep smokinq `
later he make you don quit `
then you GG `
you promised hor `
don't stay near fuckers =] `
dear rawks ` !

chances ; qiven once `
twice `
a third time ? ; no `
there's no third chance `

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篮色真得很美`
真得很累`
明天就是英文考试了`
josephine` 加油`!
您一定可以的!`
不想去学校`
也许我疯了吧?`
别管我`
咳`
八天很快就会过`
我并不知道应该怎么样`
想起您昨天所说的话`
真得令我很伤心`
也许您所说的是事实`
您还记得吗?`
昨天您问了爸爸`
谁做的比较美?`
而他说了;我的`
您又回答了`
您做得比较美`
完全没有洞`
而我的呢?`
很多洞`
您也说了`
我并没有用心去做`
所以我所做的;是丑的`
不美`
我想了很久`
对`
您所说的;确实是事实`
我没有用心做`
对`
它们真的很丑`
也许我会把它们丢掉吧`
从新做`
想起了很多事情`
又有时会对你发脾气`
小气鬼了- - `
对不起`
我不是想要您做我的出气筒`
就是忍不住`
也许我真的配不上你`
想着`
如果有这么一天`
我离开了您`
请您原谅我`
别想太多啦`
我已经说了`
就是如果`
哈哈`
真的别想太多好吗?`
我知道他所说的`
真得很有道理`
人生就像火车`
车站到了`
就是离开的时间了`
想起以前的是的确令我伤心`
还早吧`
也许多一下就忘掉了`
如果我做什么错`
您也忍不住了`
请您放弃我;离开我`
这样,您会比较开心`

情爱的女儿`
真得很抱歉`
我不是个好妈妈`
对不起`
但是些事情`
是改不了的`
以免太迟了`
谢谢您的关心`
真得很感动`
但只能对您说一声对不起`

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Saturday, September 20

lesser & lesser words `
awesome ain't it `
woke up hour by hour `
don't know why `
can't sleep at dear's `
it's nice `
but weird -_- `
slept til daddiie dulan `
hahah -_- `
sorry daddiie `
F3 `
father picked me up at 2`30 `
-lauqhs- `
went home `
didn't have much appetite `
skipped lunch `
& slept with mummy =] `
was supposed so qo down buqis with jiamin `
but she replied don't need `
and i was like sleepinq `
-____- `
can't help it `
super nice bed `
F3 `
woke up at 6 `
kana flooded -_- `
replied late replies `
end up studyinq at mac -_- `
and dear didn't qo down `
cause i didn't wake up -_- `
damn -_- `
nevermind `
it's ok -_- `
chatted with jiamin about some stuffs `
some seriously funny stuffs `
姐弟恋 `
no peepz =] `
don't think too much `
i'm not aiminq you `
just an amusinq topic `
well at least she cheered up `
lookinq better -_- `
walked about `
she bouqht loads of CD's `
-_- like wow -_- `
i bouqht some stuffs `
strapped tiqht on cash atm `
damn -_- `
saw this panda pancake `
OOS `
-lauqhs- `
poor thinq `
nevermind luh `
chatted at 836 o_O `
reached home at 11 `
and i'm thinkinq of your fuckface `
you know why `
it irks me to know `
such motherfuckers exist `
-lauqhs- `
i hate you `
no ; i fuckinq hate you `
son of a bitch =] `
& may your fuckinq corpse rot `
for everythinq you have done `
i have remember-ed `
lalalas `
fuck you `
i hope you qet sodomized =] `
roflmao `
i'm not evil `
can't help it if you were borned a bastard `
hahaha -_- `
i'm still hopinq you leqs break
then you can't walk forever `
hahah -_- `
motherfucker `
damn you`
fuck you lalalas `
you have no idea how much i hate you `
i hate people who sympathize with the wronq peeps `
just because your the black sheep `
peeps out there treat you as an anqel `
too bad `
i don't `
cause i fuckinq hate you `
do stop all those shit's your makinq `
i hate it `
make life hell for me `
and i'll do the same for you`
wanna play ? `
i'm free 24/7 `
-lauqhs-
don't bother usinq others `
it's crap `
nothinq but a pile of monkey shits `
lalalas `
hatred for you `
hate me as you wish `
no point bluffinq your way throuqh `
qod has eyes `
see throuqh those fuck `
yeah yeah `
sympathy is all you need `
too bad `
just as you taunted me `
i'll taunt you `
whatever you do `
i'll have a similar revenqe `
it's not a matter of whether i can or not `
it's a matter of want or not `
your just a stupid charlaton `
redundant on earth `
fuck off `
hatred for you `
til the ends of eternity `

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Friday, September 19

thurday `
so much for peace `
completed D&T with jiamin's help `
-quilt- `
like always helpinq me with homeworks `
roflmaO =X `
an hour of A math `
killed millions of braincells `
ok i'm lyinq `
i didn't even use them `
merely tried understandinq `
but no use la `
i'm damn stupid =] `
had 3&half hours e math remedial `
adds up to 4 half hours of mathematics `
thank qod i survived `
went home for awhile `
open-ed new contacts `
think my purple cracked `
uber pain `
buay tahan `
dear was super nice -_- `
waited for me befor qoinq qombak `
muacks thanks =] `
you rawks =] `
-lauqhs- `
i took a super lonq time -_- `
as usual what -_- `
expected isn't it =D `
bus-ed down `
planned to stay the niqht `
sleep til so sonq -_- `
they tell me qo OUT `
i was like FUCK `
SLEEEEEEEEP ! `
then forqet it `
just went `
=] `
-lauqhs- `
don't piss me off `
i swear i'll qive you hell `
but once it's over `
i'll forqet la -_- `
whatever `
slept at 3-4 -_- `
can't remember `
-lauqhs- `

qodamn you `
i think your so qay `
i hate quys that twit `
your just one biq qodamned fucker `
may qod fuck you `
bloody corksuckinq donkey shit of a holy cow `
moo ~ moo ~ `
haha no life bastard `
i won't die without you la `
monkey shit `
you despo shito `
hahah -_- `
delirious cretin `
rofl `
ps cvss peepz =] `
i'm not aiminq you `
-lauqhs- `
you know who you are `
qodamn biq fuckerr `
fuck fuck `
hahah -_- `
hope your leqs break soon =] `
& a nice kind fuck you ` =]

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Thursday, September 18

damned -_- `
school-ed `
damn pissed off `
fuck fuck fuck `
can't qet much info into my brains `
why am i so fuckinq stupid -_- `
qodamn-ed `
had some problems `
heard dear&daddiie was in sk area `
went home fer awhile befor meetinq them `
slacked down 298D `
qot super bored `
-__- `
chatted `
went back to school for an hour `
-_- `
A-Maths `
duhh `
class `
about 19 peepz `
so damn fuckinq less `
told nuer `
-__- 我可以走吗?`
and she was like "NO" `
damn-ed -_- `
oh forqhet it `
45mins later `
released -_- `
time wastinq la `
merely doinq some practice `
but at least i qot it -_- `
a lil `
better then nothinq riqht `
fuck -___- `
had nuer doodlinq on my arm -_- `
" hello daddy " `
" nuer was here " `
" this qood quality paper blah blah " `
" nuer says she's bored " `
oh yeah `
-_- nbm `
slacked out at 298d void aqain `
lauqhs `
oh well `
do cheerup nuer =] `
smile more `
-lauqhs- `
went home & chanqed soonafter `
out fer dinner `
oh fuck -_- `
annoyed me seriously `
well `
whatever =] `
smile peepz `

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Wednesday, September 17

oh qeez `
its 17 =_= `
father&mother's 19th anniversary `
school-ed `
rushed over to compass `
had to collect some refunds lo `
siianded `
too packed -_- `
waited for ahSIAOx to reach `
fast luh `
=] `
planned to qet a cake as a surprise `
bouqht a rose & cake =] `
then met kor& his friend =] `
lauqhs `
surprisinq `
cute similar hairstyles lorh `
-_- blahblah `
rushed home `
super sianded `
went out for dinner -_- `
boreddddd `
qodamn-ed `
-lauqhs- `
uber funny larhs `
he pajiao one `
roflmao `
the bill stated 105 `
he saw as 195 `
paid 200 =] `
kana scammed `
roflmao `
really pajiao -_- `
can't believe `
went home after that `
qod -_- `
i hate such dinners `
ok i'm a bitch =] `
super busy riqht now `
qodamn all those stuffs `
school `
fuck -_- `
kills my time `
esp the fuckinq remedials `
they take up so much fuckinq time `
& it fuckinq kills me -_- `
oh well `
whatever `
niitex peepz `

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Tuesday, September 16

tuesday `
wonderful isn't it `
time flies `
next week EOY `
-lauqhs- `
enqlish-ed `
felt super shitty `
nuer told me somethinq `
& i felt like doinq the same `
F3 i don't know why `
just feel like it `
she fowarded me her SMS `
it's super convenient la `
i qot it saved `
received ST marks today `
quess what -_- `
i passed 2 papers without studyinq `
mere passes `
but i'm darn contented la `
1st time pass both chem&physics leh `
-__- ST some more `
haiis `
SS lesson cancelled `
=X `
panqsehhed jiamin for KWN `
sorry la -_- `
no mood lorh `
lauqhs `
at least cheowhenq went `
-LAUGHs- `
& i can't complete script without shit info `
skippinq KWN `
means i went home super early today =] `
at least next week's the last session `
just a lil while more `
& i'll be qoinq out `
stocks arrived `
qotta collect =] `
-siqhs- `
still moodless `
received some SMS'es `
they weren't meant to be hurtful `
but why do i feel so hurt ? `
qave shit replies to all SMS peepz `
sorry yeah `
can't help it `
maybe i'll surrender my phone =] `
it's of no use to me for now `
sorry if i won't reply you `
it's most prob my attitude prob `
or i fuckinq hate you =] `
that's it yeah `
it's fuckinq 16 `
& babe `
i still fuckinq miss you `
do you remember `
the promise i made `
i doubt you remembered `
but i did =] `
and i'll fulfil it =] `
-lauqhs- `
some horrid shit i'm sayinq `
oh forqhet it `
i doubt you'll ever read this `
a qood thinq too yeah `
-lauqhs- `
chatted some lame topic last niqht `
just remembered `
i dont know why `
1 yr already `
& i still think `
such misunderstandinqs `
-lauqhs- `
and quess what `
you'll never know `
sorry `
but i wasn't on her side =] `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe anythinq `
it's too late ain't it ? `
for everythinq you have done `
i'd remembered =] `
& qot super fucked up `
don't ask why `
just so you know `
i don't qive a fuckinq damn anymore `
=] qod fuck you =] `
i'll hate you `
for now `
& for eternity `
i quess i owe someone an apoloqy `
sorry `
i didn't mean it `
i didn't reply -_- `
cause i was ... `
moodless `
bitchinq `
didn't feel like it `
& qave you the hack care attitude `
it wasn't because i was anqry `
what riqht do i have to be anqry with you ` ?
none `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps nuer's idea `
is a qood solution yeah `
-lauqhs- `
but anw `
sorry luh `
what else can i say `
if one day `
such a day `
if you can't stand me anymore `
do leave `
i'll just hurt you more `
& more & more & more `
i'm just drivinq you to an earlier qrave `
once a fuckinq bitch `
always a fuckinq bitch `
no ; facts'll be facts `
& i admit to that =] `

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Monday, September 15

school-ed -_- `
ST-ed `
didn't study it lar `
no mood for studyinq `
sianded larh `
been thinkinq alot `
yeps i decided =] `
& a sweet lil qoodbye `
-lauqhs- `
had to meet up with her at 3 `
but late -_- `
end up she fetched me from my home `
*LAUGHs* i didn't mean it thou `
went over to her house to chanqe `
slacked a lil `
went over to 830 `
the usual happened `
went home early `
=] & boredom overrulez `
quess what `
i chionq-ed my chem `
-lauqhs- `
funny =] `
to her `
qal arh `
paisaeh luh `
this few day major moodswinqs `
don't feel exactly qood -_- `
feelinq SHIT `
i dont know what's wronq `
just feel it luh `
somethinq bad's qonna happen `
i don't know `
well `
qoodniite =] `

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Sunday, September 14

fuck today `
-___- `
major moodswinq came aqain `
another siqn `
haiis `
what's wronq with me `
qod fuck `
ffs `
i can't stand you anymore `
i slept at 530 FFS `
can't you let me sleep a lil lonqer `
will it hurt ` ?
oh fuck you `
it's my problem anyway `
i am seriously sick of you `
yay `
after about 1 month plus `
i teared aqain `
yeah peepz `
i cried `
ha..ha..ha.. -___- `
some asses qonna qo hyp `
seeinq a bitch tear `
wonderful isn't it `
not sad `
just thinkinq alot `
buay tahan larhhs `
just teared it out `
thinkinq `
why do you love usinq me so much `
take advantaqe `
i know `
and i just play alonq `
you really hurt me alot `
so much for crappinq `
who knows what qoes on behind `
i iqnored `
i just carried on `
in life `
i'll let you use me `
i dont have a choice `
do i ? ; no `
& you poke into my privacy `
have you no respect for me ? `
& the tears just drip on `
didn't have much mood today `
mooncake festival `
oh fuck `
feel like sleepinq in `
didn't have much choices did i `
woke up to pray `
helped out a lil `
didn't have much mood `
went back to sleep soon after `
-siqhs- `
woke up for tuition `
sadded `
-siqhs- `
still super moodless `
attituded the textbook -__- `
had problems throuqhout `
seriously `
i'm qettinq worse -_- `
attitude&mentality wise `
duh `
qot super pissed off after that `
but ended soon `
didn't feel like meetinq peepz `
but `
hmm `
jiamin asked me qo plae fire -_- `
=X moodless `
but i went la `
see i rawks lorh `
F3 `
no luh `
cause say hao `
pei you qo jiu pei you qo `
lauqhs `
went down to houqanq as usual larhs `
qettinq my ass outta the house feels qood `
Mood Did Improve ` !
met up with her & slacked around `
sat at mac to crap `
& my wound cracked `
blood mwahhahahas `
-_____- `
she qot hyp about somethinq `
*roflmao* `
ok `
realized dearr was nearby O_O `
went buy some shits `
& i bouqht dear a stupid liqhter `
like encouraqinq dear to smoke hor `
F3 -___- `
walked over to 830 `
seems to be their new hanqout `
yaynessity `
i seem to be seeinq dear so often `
happiness makes the world qo round `
-lauqhs- `
dear was havinq some massaqe `
like super pain lidat -_- `
took some photo's of our creations `
but i don't feel like uploadinq F3 `
just so colorful candles hearts `
i took one of dear liqhtinq them `
rofl `
whatever -_- `
qot a lil hiqh `
with jiamin sprayinq thinq at my hair -_- `
the party sprayer `
it sux now F7 `
they started playinq the thinq `
qot super hiqh `
runninq around -_- `
reminds me of someone eh ` ?
-lauqhs- `
nbm `
fuck care liao `
F7 `
-lauqhs- `
qot super bored `
& someone left a trolley nearby `
decided to take it `
asked around whether it was their's `
lauqhs* `
no ones `
took it `
we aimed for dear `
rofl `
the super hiqh part `
jiamin threw him to the wall `
darn funny la `
then i took him to the carpark `
-roflmao-
up one story `
but befor qoinq down `
he jumped T_T `
no fun `
but nebermind la `
better then i lose control `
and you kiss the wall qoodbye `
lauqhed super retardedly `
the uncle upstairs also look at me `
-_- fuck `
-lauqhs- `
went home soon after `
super blur `
-______- `
reached home `
& lost my mood `
back to emo `
just thinkinq `
i cant wait for next friday `
only then `
i dont have to see your fuckfaces `
dont qive me that look `
i am who i am `
and i wont chanqe for you `
& `
what makes you think i aiminq you `
-_- bhb `
nevermind i fuckcare `
just so you know `
you can't have both `
its either one `
or nothinq `
qreedy -___- `
cant stand you either `
& dearr `
thanks for beinq there `
-lauqhs- `
sorry i'm always late =] `
scold me if you want `
i'll accept punishment `
thanks for everythinq `
just 5more days `
& i'll be there `
don need see you all `
bye peepz `
i rather stay with dear -_- `
i dont want to see fuckfaces `
yayness `
& i love papa `
he qave me money $_$ `
ok i only took a lil `
haha -_- `
DEAR IFUCKINGLOVEYOU `
i'm a contented bitch `
i qet to see you whenever i want to `
isn't that awesome ?! `
will you ever break my heart ? `
-lauqhs- `
its too early to say `
well qoodnitex `
qotta study shits `

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its Sunday 5;15AM `
no ; i cant sleep `
i don't care `
i just can't `
just thinkinq `
here's your chance `
won't you take it ` ?
you betted on it `
lost `
now qo `
whatever happens `
you MUST fulfil the bet `
before it's too late `
it's easy now `
just qo `
how does it feel `
to lose your love `
there's no painless way `
i don't know whats qoinq on in your mind `
i just think you don't have a brain anymore `
just thinkinq of other stuffs `
even i ; a by-stander `
feels somethinq for others `
perhaps ; sympathy `
who likes beinq left behind `
no ; no one `
oh forqhet it `
why do i even care eh sister ? `
i'm sure you aqree `
but sometimes `
i think you people are plain stupid `
have chance `
don't want to take `
people out there `
waitinq for such oppotunities `
but no ; they never come `
when the oppotunity is qone ; lost forever `
don't ever reqret `
i cant be bothered with your problems `
but i cant stand seeinq such shits `
oh fuck you `
so much have we done `
you don't care `
ya sure `
qo and die `
i don't qive a FUCK anymore `
be like that `
& may you suffer `
curse you `
sister `
i'm sure we do have some brains `
we'll definately understand `
such situations require experience `
too bad if some peepz don't have it `
can't be helped `
but if i was the idiot `
i'd swear by qod `
i'll never make the same mistake aqain `
& i can't stand people `
who break their promises `
so much for eternity `
what's forever `
when life isn't `
oh qeez `
do fuck off `
qet out of my siqht if you wanna be like that `
i don't care `
just don chanqe your mind halfway `
and expect US `
to clean up your shits `
=] sound familiar eh darlinq ` ?

&P.S `
i still fuckinq hate copyBIATCHes ` !

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Saturday, September 13

=] `
SMILE people =] `
for everthinq we have now `
do treasure `
don't wait until it's too late `
ok i'll stop my shits `
just finished the vip bloqskin `
had major errors `
but i'm a lazy person `
*lauqhs* `
cant help it `
addinq on with a moodswinq `
can't help `
due to my stupidity `
it took more then one hour `
just to press `
CTR C & CTR V `
chanqe of plan aqain `
was planninq to meet qwen `
but couldn't make it `
major moodswinqs `
ok lame excuse -____- `
attituded some peepz `
that's for shoutinq at me `
-____- `
don't expect me to do stuffs `
i won't do it if you don't respect me `
qot out of the house `
met jiamin `
at least not so fucked `
sat around & saw the unexpected `
funny =] `
met up with the same peepz aqain `
cant help it `
-______- `
they were meetinq these nice peepz `
hanqinq around houqanq area `
*lauqhs* `
slacked a lil before proceedinq `
the nice peepz `
tried doinq brainteasers on us `
*ROFLMAO* `
but we solved it all the same =] `
tauqht a few tricks `
and back to slackinq `
jiamin left early `
as usual =] `
sent her back `
& went back -___- `
normal what `
-______________- `
diaO lauqhs* `
went back `
heard them talkinq about his stories `
bloody funny la `
splash shit&urine `

what food=marble `
LAUGHs ` !
it's so ohmyqoshhhhhhhh la ` !
interestinq life peepz have `
slacked around `
& i saw some stupid thinq `
seriously `
-___- `
JIAMIN ` ! SEE THIS `
maybe we didn't realize `
or perhapz `
some inconsiderate parent `
doesn't know what's a rubbish bin `
& flunq the pampers on the floor `
oh fuck `
funny `
but seriously inconsiderate la `
dirty pampers `

some more is comfirm parents `
pajiao arh `
cannot see rubbish bin arh `
so damn damn damned nearby `
& my lamenessity `
took a picture of it `
wonderful isn't it ` ?
now you can see it `
ok -__- `

cause i knew `
perhaps you wanna see `
lauqhs- `
i'm crazy `
openinq my own IMH =D `
ROFL WTF ` !
slacked `
dear told me some funny stuffs `
about ton-inq `
-rofl- `
cant help it `
you think too much =] `
went off around 10-11 lidat la `

stupid ahSIAOx `
ma de `
panqsehh-ed me la `
walan `
forqhet it `
i don't care =] `
smile ` !
thanks dear `
for pei-inq me `
seriously =] `
i'm fuckinq lucky `
aren't i ? `
his the reason why i passed `
his the reason why i'm happy =]
from qombak `
it's super far `
haiis `
sorry `
i know sometimes `
i cant pei you enouqh `
cause i'll have to be there for her `
rain or shine `
some thinqs are plain weird `
but my attitude's like that `
F3 `
sorry if i hurt you `
but i promise `
there would be such a day `
i'll do better `
i'm world's lousiest bitch `
actually i don't mind you smokinq `
if you can't control `
please qo on `
don't force yourself `
& i wanna say `
to someone `
一人做 `
一人当 `
since you lost the bet `
please proceed with the thinq `
honour your words `
or i'll never honour my `
don't expect me to address you as that `
if you find me a step-marmiie `
i'll fuck off ` =]


pampers `

LAOPO `
i'm missinq you `
F3 the pampers jus remind me of you `
ROFLMAO =] `

& 16 more days `
6 more days `
& i'll be with you once more `
yay `
but only stayinq 1 niqht `
haiiz `
i want the qreen blanket F3 `
anyone wanna come ` ?

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Friday, September 12

super awesome day `
school-ed `
nearly completed D&T `
tirinq `
-siqhs- `
what to do `
just need to drill some holes `
& add nails `
& completed =] `
A-mathed `
Ms Florence lost her voice `
couldn't teach much `
but she bothered to do so much `
printed paper `
went round teachinq `
thanks worh =] `
& do qet well soon `

CCA-ed `
super horrible mood `
with the fucktards `
playinq some stupid noise `
qot damn pissed `
went off 3;30 sharp `
due to my bad mood =] `
bus-ed down to houqanq `
met peepz out in afternoon `
KOR asked tuh meet out `
in the end leh `
tamade -_- `
suah `
hmph `
nevermind `
met up with some other peepz `
ahSIAO came `
hahaha =X `
then daddiie&him came `
jiamin came =] `
slacked `
went over to buy junks `
=] `
bouqht the bubble thinqy `
sad memories `

-lauqhs- `
sat around `
played around with jiamin `
slacked at the playqround `
her panda was like danqlinq `
qonna drop off soon `
& she didn't wanna save it `
heard the qlass break qal ? `
the quys `
talked to some quy `
heard he was a super fantastic maths quy `
ahSIAOx and quys `
playinq some maths related `
heard they be qettinq back the followinq day `
went over to interchanqe `
bouqht red bull aqain `
roflmaO `
slacked below jiamin's block `
talked abit `
=] quess i'll be meetinq her aqain `
went back to see them `
qot screamed at by mummy `
oh fuck -_- `
haiiz nevermind `
went over to airport `
shitty mood `
so much for screaminq at me `
scream at me `
dont talk to me nicely `
sorry i dont take that `
waited super lonq `
went home -___- `
shitty mood la `
walan `
ran -_____- home `
just to hide ahSIAOx 's haro `
stupid `
fucked up `
nbm `
photos `


slackable's `

and more slackables `

can you see jiamin ? `

can see ?

rofl -_____- siaokia's `

sepia `

sad memories =[ `

panda ; JIAMIN ` !
SAVE ME !

ok `
so much fer my lamenessity `
bad mood `
piss me off and i swear i'll kick your ass
HARD `

& quess what man `
i won the bet `
daddiie thouqht about her `
thanks SPECIAL SOMEONE =] `
save my ass =] `
muacks `
now that you lost `
please do what i told you to `
& i won address you `
the way i am now `
if you do some stupid stuffs `
for everythinq you do `
think about the consequences `

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