Th truth is, if I could be with anyone, it'd still be you.

Went t this salon farfar away from a friend's recommendation at th price & it seriously sucked. Had my hair bleached, but only th black areas that qrew out from my last colorinq session. didn't dye my tail for fear that it miqht dry up & my one year effort would qo t waste.

Hello, it's Friday but i'm stuck at home, outta boredom Mum & I went t fetch biqbro from Republic Polytechnic, & biq bro wanted t have dinner, so we went t Quality hotel for dinner. Don't ask why, just bored you know? & Since hubby's so busy recently, i quess I'd just ~

So we had Porridqe buffet, speakinq of porridqe, biqbro & I still owe hubby dinner!

Sweet potato porridqe

Duck & Salted Veqetable Soup!

French Toast w Raisins

Nonya Kueh

Porridqe condiments

Weird Stuff my bro took

Lala

Lu dan

Chicken feet & salted eqqs

& Icecream that biqbro scooped for me!

basically that's about it, kinda worth it if you're a biq porridqe fan, for about 10.80(Lunch) & 18.90(dinner), you qet these kinda stuffies & it's super fillinq!

Overate so we went t play billards at Jalan Besar, first round tio thrashed til sibei jialat, i qot 4points versus like 42 i think! Only cause i kept qettinq th white ball in, thus th lil points, was confident on thrashinq him durinq th second round when i up t 31 & biqbro was like 4, & then he startinq pwninq me like nobody's business. So i lost both matches.

Went home after that since biqbro's qotta work in th morninq & i was freakinq tired from th pool.

Eveninq sweethearts, just qot home from Malaysia! (;

No idea why th randomcy of qoinq into Malaysia today, probably because of whatever I'd seen on my timetable earlier on, kinda upsettinq, 3months straiqht of Project3, another major bullshit that's qonna be th sole cause of my horrendous temper, & probably th first few strands of white hair i miqht qrow in awhile! & Project2 straiqht after that, endinq up w lil time for my dearest!

So yeah, texted Wilberlyn & she immediately knew what i wanted, told hubby i was qoinq in in awhile & left th damn country. So fuckinq upset, & there's no where t run t anyway, siqnificant shit in my life.

Decided that i wanted t eat so we went t Season's, it's actually Swenson's but it's under a different name thouqh if you qo in, th menu & interior architecture as well as th settinq is exactly like th typical Sinqapore's Swenson's. Had mushroom soup & pasta while Wilberlyn had her chicken kebab, ohwell, typicaltypical!

So tired somehow, bouqht ciqarettes for hubby & left Malaysia, hubby slept early. Limo called me th moment i reached home, sayinq she's qonna touch down tomorrow morninq, too lazy t fetch her. she's stayinq at boonkenq this time, seriously missinq her, i'm qlad she's back! But i just don't have time for her anymore.

I'm actually kinda happy today, iqnorinq th timetable stuff, buyinq thinqs for hubby actually makes me very happy. Somehow, i know it sounds stupid but it's like i just have a meaninq in life when i know he's there, somethinq i never really felt before i stepped into this relationship. & when people ask me about him, i'm actually very excited, kinda cheesy but yep.

I love you dear, truly do, xoxo <3

Eveninq sweethearts, no idea why i went on t Google & searched for kittens, sudden obsession of kittens after hubby left my house this afternoon. Just, kinda upset recently & it's been about a year since Arse&Bitch died, yep, i named my quinea piqs Arse&Bitch, you can flip t 2010, i think there's a few of their photos uploaded there. I used t cry t Arse & he'd just stare at me w those innocent eyes & blinkblink in silence, & sometimes chewinq on leaves while listeninq t my bullshit. qone, i miss both of you, thouqh Arse's a horny bastard who fucks my bitch on a niqhtly basis, which is probably why she died earlier despite beinq younqer. I'd never forqet th particular afternoon when Jason on th Television & G Force was on, & I cried on th spot, Arse looked exactly like th main character. Ohwell, it's been two years & I haven't qotten a new pet since, th pain was too much t take. I admit, I cried when I found his body all cold & stiff, i loved both of them, truly did.

qonna be a double post today cause i'm too lazy t split anyway.

Tuesday;

Woke up t a surprise upon checkinq my phone, after a month or so, hubby texted me. But i wasn't qonna qet my hopes up hiqh, fear of beinq hurt once more. I'd told myself days aqo that i could do it myself, so yeah. Riqht up til i received hubby's text i had this mindset that i was almost there, but when he started talkinq t me, i quess i knew i was lyinq t myself, all those feelinqs never really faded. I tried so hard t conceal all those feelinqs but phailed. ohwell.

Went t Compass point w hubby for some lunch since both of us hadn't eaten anythinq th entire day, had Ajisen because I refused t eat KFC w hubby, lauqhs, ohwell. I'd really missed him in his absense, th familiar eyes, th familiar finqers, th familiar way he walked, everythinq just didn't seem real.

Kept askinq myself if this was real, i mean it's like, th tables turned overniqht & that's just weird, dreaminq of hubby every sinqle niqht & suddenly he appears outside my house w a ciqarette in between his sexy lips & he had me wrapped around his lil finqer already. I quess i had faith, i believed that he was worth it, probably. I just couldn't accept th amount of criticism i was qettinq from friends for rejectinq other men just t wait for this one man. But i quess as lonq as he stays, everythinq's qonna be worth it, riqht?

Went back home t watch some movies toqether, afterall he's th only man in th world w th exception of xiaoDamien, whom my mother really likes & allows him t sleep w me in my room whenever he likes, sometimes i think she likes him more than she likes me. hmph, hubby's so proud of it, he practically tells me how much my mum misses him every sinqle time. I love him, so much.

Was on my lappy playinq Bejewelled when Theva kor facebook chat me, & hubby decided t reply for me, endinq up w kor really ridinq down all th way from Pasiris, w hubby lauqhinq t himself, thinkinq about why some people are so nice t that extend of cominq down at eleven in th niqht just t chill, lauqhs.

Practically nua-ed until kor came over, called all th assholes down. Hubby's so funny, hubby&kor paka hao do some stunts on some motherfucker, hilarious, lauqhed until my ribs hurt, left at 2plus, kors had school. Kidnapped hubby home for th niqht \(n_n)/

Thank qod i kept his clothinqs here, he actually wore th Tinkerbelle boxers i bouqht for him, in love.

Talked about shit life until five plus i quess? huqqed him t bed.

Woke up at nine w a hellova stiff backbone, i'm beqinninq t suspect a slip disc, kinda painful in th morninq. Bathed, chanqed & watched hubby sleep, th sexy curves he has really appeals t me. His fiqure looks like lun, more muscular & th distinctive qrimreaper on his calf emphasizes his character, didn't want t leave, was considerinq skippinq pole & just cuddle w him under th sheets. He opened his eyes while i was searchinq for my phone, & smiled, i melted.

zzZ this post is qettinq too cheesy, okay, i went for pole, smilinq like an idiot t th extend i forqot my FBTs. Finished, went for a puff & cabbed home. feelinq so quilty about Scarlett, i promised t watch a movie w her last pole, so that we'd be able t spend th time quickly and peacefully so she could qo t work after th movie all freshened up! i'm sorry babe, really!

But i couldn't leave hubby home alone since mum wanted t qo out, & she was pushinq me t come accompany hubby. Came home & accompanied him while he fantasized about his childhood drama series which wasn't th type of thinq you'd see me watchinq.

Finished lunch & sent hubby down, went home & slept.