Thursday, November 20

//emo =] `
quess you're all sick of my playlist `

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"


hontou ni taisetsu na mono igai subete sutete
shimaetara ii no ni ne
genjitsu wa tada zankoku de

It would be nice if we could put away and throw out
everything except what really mattered, but
reality is just cruel.

sonna toki itsu datte
me o tojireba
waratteru kimi ga iru

In such times,
I see you laughing
whenever I close my eyes.

itsuka eien no nemuri ni tsuku hi made
dou ka sono egao ga
taema naku aru you ni

Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will
have to stay with me without fail.

hito wa minna kanashii kara
wasurete yuku ikimono dakedo

People are all sad, so
they go and forget, but--

aisubeki mono no tame
ai o kureru mono no tame dekiru koto

For that which I should love,
For that which gives me love, I will do what I can.

deatta ano koro wa
subete ga bukiyou de
toomawari shita yo ne
kizutsuke atta yo ne

Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got hurt, didn't we?

itsuka eien no nemuri ni tsuku hi made
dou ka sono egao ga
taema naku aru you ni

Until the day I reach eternal sleep,
that smiling face will
have to stay with me without fail.

deatta ano koro wa
subete ga bukiyou de
toomawari shita yo ne
tadoritsuitan da ne

Back then, when we met,
it was all awkward.
We went the long way, didn't we?
We got there in the end.

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thursday `
1;01AM `
can't sleep `
-siqhs- `
don't know `
read th taqs `
don't know how to feel `
can i drop dead `
forqhet it `
life's like that `
doubt i'll be sleepinq `
daddiie `
are you sleepinq ? `
nuer wants comfort T_T `
whininq arsehole . `
fuck `

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Wednesday, November 19

wednesday `
CCAed `
super hard time `
i wish i was arse `
his life is awesome `
dearest GANKOR ! `
when are you qonna come back ? `
qive arse a nicer name `
-siqhs- `
had to take stupid photos `
wasn't payinq much attention `
so didn't catch th ball either `
daydreaminq most probably `
ended quite soon `
dropped josephine off at CVSS ~ `
went over to houqanq point `
bouqht more junk food `
-_- qettinq fatter T_T `
shall diet next week -_- `
hais `
moodless `
qettinq lamer already `
tired `
tried out some jp stuffs `
don't want daddiie qettinq FP ! `
riqht=_= `
slacked awhile `
been thinkinq `
why am i such a bitch ? -_- `
so not understandinq `
yeah slap me `
SMSed daddiieeeee ~ `
yay daddiie rawks ! `
daddiie went to work T_T `
means very less see daddiie `
-siqhs- `
cashstrapped `
can't qo far `
still planninq december's outinq `
can i back out ? `
this whole thinq sucks `
until now `
no SMS ~ `
thanks ian `
but i quess not `
not in th mood riqht now `
=] sorry `
-siqhs- `
not in th mood to bloq either `
qoodbye la _l_ `
lala _l_ `
damn i'm so qonna do it `
miqrate farfar `
don't need to see you all `
i had it already `

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Tuesday, November 18

18th november 2oO8 `
th worst tuesday ever `
perhaps `
i quess so `
poned th CCA thinqy `
sorryaye peeps -_- `
didn't have much mood lately `
supposed to meet them at 3 `
brouqht forward `
ahqonq told me `
meet at eunos `
-siqhs- `
you know i have phobia -_- `
then after that `
he called me to say `
nono wronqwronq `
is payalebar `
-siqhs- `
horrible thunderstorm mood `
went anyway `
went over to qeylanq area `
anyway quys `
sorry th outinq is cancelled `
i can't perform it alone `
i'm cashstrapped riqht now `
sat around with them `
shouldn't elaborate `
walked around a lil `
didn't have much mood `
don't have a choice do i ? `
i'm not supposed to show my moods `
like a lil spoilt brat `
so just followed `
eveninq `
just so you know `
i don't need ppl remindinq me `
i know whats riqht `
i know whats wronq `
don't force me to do wronq stuff `
you know its wronq `
then why ? `
and now its aimed at me `
do i owe you ? ; no `
you think i'm happy `
arse ; as if `
you told me `
qo stand anywhere in qeylanq `
hello -_- `
imaqine if i told you to stand at chanqi `
oh yea i forqhot `
you won't mind `
a wonder i'm familiar with qeylanq `
qod knows what miqht happen `
oh yea `
i doubt you cared anyway `
why is it ahqonq `
or your friend `
who tried reachinq me `
damn i love my ex `
for brinqinq me around qeylanq `
thanks ex darlinq `
thanks for th teachinqs `
i didn't think you cared anymore `
is it over ? `
lalalas `
whats life `
you think i can stand it `
why oh why `
didn't receive anythinq from you `
not even a minor SMS `
unhappiness `
just felt like tearinq `
but quess what `
no ; th tears wouldn't come `
i'm qoinq back to beinq heartless `
seriously ; do you care ? `
i doubt `
i feel it `
sorry if i can't be understandinq `
but just so you know `
patience has its limits `
oh wow `
don't think i'm sufferinq `
as if i would show you that `
it's just qivinq you happiness `
i hate it you know ? `
oh qeez i forqhot `
you DON't know `
went home after that `
had to bath -_- `
smelled like some qui -_- `
okay that's how i felt f3 `
huishenq daddiie `
thanks for everythinq `
throuqhout `
you've been comfortinq me `
thanks daddiie `
i didn't mean to complain so much `
sorry and thanks `
i wouldn't have made it without you `
daddiie was kind `
daddiie has strict parents `
but he told me to meet him anyway `
was qettinq kinda late `
but daddiie found his way out `
wonderful daddiie `
met daddiie at 8 plus `
reached earlier =] `
daddiie was shocked `
-lauqhs- `
daddiie bouqht me candy `
muacks daddiie rawks <3 `
walked around lalalas `
daddiie is a super lucky daddiie ! `
lost his wallet `
but some kind soul found it `
and actually returned it `
walked over to th tower thinqy `
lalalas `
talked and talked `
uh i love my GANs ! `
especially daddiie&marmiie =] `
lalalas ! `
even thouqh marmiie didnt turn up `
cute reasons -_- `
qonna rain `
lauqhs super funny =X `
didn't feel like qoinq lan `
blahs -_- `
nevermind `
lalalas ~ `
talked until 10 plus ~ `
went back to same spot `
daddiie lost his wallet aqain `
like wow -_- `
daddiie's pocket no space =X `
so he ran back ~ `
tower thinqy ~ `
and yeah lucky daddiie found it `
wonderful isn't it ? `
lucky daddiie `
=]DADDIIE RAWKS ! `
daddiie had to qo home T_T `
so he went and i went ~ `
went homeeeeee `
emo-ed aqain `
nearly cried haiis -_- `
but i didn't ok ? `
i'm no crybaby anymore `
like duhh ~_~ hello `
i'll try to tolerate `
thanks daddiie `
daddiie rawks ! `
ok =X `
i promise you `
i'll qet th stuffs i owe you `
lauqhs ! `

i hate myself `
for not beinq understandinq `
i hate myself `
for beinq so selfish `
i hate myself `
for beinq so petty `
i hate myself `
for bearinq qrudqes `
i hate myself `
for beinq th bitch i am `
i hate myself `
for not qivinq in `
i hate myself `
for not tryinq `
but it doesn't matter `
deeper and deeper `
it's just qettinq worse `
i quess ... `
oh nevermind `

a million thanks `
daddiie =] `

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Monday, November 17

had this fuckinq course `
photoqraphy `
2 weeks -_- `
have to make way there ownself `
TP -_- `
-siqhs- `
and qo home ourselves `
it is NOT fun `
alot of talkinq and stuffs `
at least i have josephine there `
like wow -_- `
only us 2 qirls T_T `
planninq not to qo tomorrow `
cause josephine aint qoinq `
and i'm so not qoinq alone `
-lauqhs- `
yeah i'm superlow over it `
but i quess i'll qo on wed `
for that certificate `
fine i'll do it -_- `
-siqhs- `
sat super lonq bus ride `
MRT-ed home anyway `
she couldn't stand th ride `
and i qot effed up already `
-_- `
met up with jia at 1435 `
th usual -_- `
bouqht stuffs `
slacked around `
super funny `
th stuffs shes thinkinq `
its hilarious la `
just imaqininq `
i want to bloq about it la T_T `
she was like `
sq where qot shuai qe `
then i burst out into lauqhter `
she was like "Really what" `
" not meh ? " `
" in 1000 sq peeps 0 shuaiqe "
i became nutty after `
too funny already `
started pointinq out `
and lame excuses `
more lauqhter `
-lauqhs- `
damn jia i'm lmao riqht now `
see la `
marmiie -_- `
READ THIS ! `
jia thinks your handsome `
so jia had this idea `
-for marmiie perhaps- `
another qatherinq `
she was like shittinq more craps `
and damn `
thanks to you my stomach hurts `
she said funny funny stuffs like `
hmm.... `
don jio th not handsome ones `
more lauqhter `
and she also added `
tell those peeps `
不帅的不要以为自己很帅`
then come `
they will spoil my eyes `
i need shades `
seriously la `
was emo day `
become overhiqh day `
lauqhs `
she siaozabor riqht ? `
hahs =] `
lauqhinq is bad `
-lauqhs- `
had th plan finished `
another stupid ECP outinq `
i'm qettinq th phobia already `
esp from th BBQ event f3 `
do we qo barefoot catchinq aqain ? `
-lauqhs- `
remember darlinq `
this time i want TRU quns `
super hiqh after `
after i sent out th invitations `
she asked me a stupid question `
are those 2 qoinq ? `
i was like which -_- ? `
and she was like " those 2 lor " `
then i say him arh ? `
she was like NONONO !! HIM !! `
th not shuai one `
more lauqhter -_- `
always me lauqhinq `
she's too calm rofl `
after a few quesses `
binqo `
unexpected `
i didnt think she cared so much `
about him i mean `
too funny `
i started lauqhinq like siao `
think th residents had niqhtmares `
it was quite late -_- `
-lauqhs- `
was decidinq what to cook `
yay ~ `
her mum's qonna cook a bento `
for me and her `
safety la ! `
th rest .... `
jia and me cook aqain `
T____________T `
quys ! `
that niqht after BBQ `
did anyone have stomachache ? `
=D SMILE ! `
ok i'm sadistic `
whatever -_- `
uh huh its true `
i'm not revealinq thouqh `
spoil her plans `
-lauqhs- `
more sacrifice of $$$ `
$_________$ `
losinq money fast `
3 outinqs in one month `
-_- fuck `
forqhet it -_- `
-siqhs- `
she asked about them aqain `
then i was like SALAD `
then X + Y SALAD `
i lauqhed at my own joke `
super funny what `
really ~ `
about X and Y ! `
i'm not qonna state names `
super offensive `
-__________- `
last time better riqht `
yeah babe i know =] `
cause qot me riqht ROFL `
ok forqhet my thick hide `
after discussinq shits `
went home `
didn't qet online `
sorry if i made you wait `
couldn't help `
internet CMI already `
-siqhs- `
another damn outinq -_- `
at least its possible `
cause jia's qonna spon more ! `
oleaaaaaa ~ `
no need waste my time cook `
lalalas and cleaninq `
waited for th SMS that never came `
-lauqhs- `
tried on peach varnish `
horrible `
removed `
thinkinq alot lately `
-lauqhs- `
life's weird `
forqhet it `

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Saturday, November 15

The Annoyinq Quiz
#o1 . The person who taqqed you is ?
HERA aka xiaoEVIL !

#o2 . You relationship with Him/Her .
爱爱!

#o3 . Your 5 impresion of Him/Her .
Chio , friendly , kind , understandinq , sweet =] `

#o4 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has done for you .
come back to -VIP- `

#o5 . The most memorable thinq that He/She has said to you .
so many T_T `

#o6 . If He/She becomes your LOVER , Thinqs He/She has to improve is ?
nothinq ! she's perfect already =]

#o7 . If He/She becomes your enemy , you will ?
kill myself T_T ` cannot cannot !!!! ` patch patch lauqhs

#o8 . What is the thinq that you want to tell Him/Her now ?
爱爱!I MISS YOU !

#o9 . Your overall impresion of Him/Her .
awesome =]

#o1o . How do think the person around you will feel about you ?
oh my ~_~ what a fuckinq bitch `

#o11 . The character you love of yourself is ?
bitchiness =] `

#o12 . On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
qet hiqh too much for nothinq and kana mistaken for siaokia -_- `

#o13 . The most ideal person you want to be is ?
nooooooo one thats plain stupid F3 `

#o14 . For people(s) who cares & likes you , say somthinq to them .
thanks darlinqs <3

#o15 . Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know thier feel about you .
1. ♥XINXIN `
2. ♥HUISHENG DADDIIE`
3. ♥SHUAIXIONG ERZI `
4. ♥KAIXUN MARMIIE `
5. ♥JIAMIN `
6. ♥WEIJIE `
7. ♥WEEKEAT UNCLE `
8. ♥PEIQI MEI `
9. ♥JULIE MEI `
10. ♥GWYNETH

#o16 . Who No.6 havinq relationship with ?
WEIJIE ! you sinqle ? =x i think so

#o17 . Is No.9 female or male ?
Female `

#o18 . If No.7 & No.1o be toqether , will it be a qood thinq ?
no way =X jie di lian omq `

#o19 . What is No.2 studyinq about ?
MANJUSTRI SECONDARY !

#o2o . When was the last time you chat with No.3 ?
days aqo -lauqhs-

#o21 . What kind of music band does No.8 like ?
alot of idols i dont know `

#o22 . Does No.1 has sibilinqs ?
of course `

#o23 . Will you WOO No.3 ?
SHUAIXIONG BE MY GIRLFRIEND ! ` f3

#o24 . How about No.7 ?
er... dowan =X

#o25 . Is No.4 sinqle ?
not if you count daddiie `

#o26 . What is the surname of No.5 ?
POW ! -LOL- `

#o27 . What is the hobby of No.1o ?
AUDITION ! `

#o28 . Does No.5 and No.9 qet alonq well ?
stranqers `

#o29 . Where is No.2 studyinq at ?
told you liao -_- MANJUSTRISECONDARY `

#o3o . Talk somethinq about No.1 .
♥XINXIN ! i love you =] `

#o31 . Have you tried developinq feelinq for No.8 ?
i wish i was les ` but i quess not ! `

#o32 . Where does No .9 stay ?
SSSSSSSSSSTML ! `

#o33 . What coulour does No.4 like ?
black white qrey if i'm riqht `

#o34 . Are you No.1 & No.5 bestfriend ?
definately babes =] `

#o35 . Does No.1 has pets ?
not sure =x `

#o36 . Is No.7 The sexiest person in the world ?
-wolfwhistle- uncle th hottie ROFL !

#o37 . What is No.1o doinq now ?
i'm so not sure =x `

just read his bloq `
sorry =[ `
i'm a failure `
i'll try `
i know it's hard `
i'm sorry -siqhs- `
i know it hurts `
so after me you'll be playboy ? `
dont hurt others luh `
no qood `
so darn pain `
you want those qirls to feel it ? `
i wouldn't do that `
seriously =[ `
thanks for everythinq `
seriously `
sorry babes =] `
haven't been postinq `
been super busy lately `
went out with kor&jia ytd `
ok other than th stupid incident `
much boredom `
shoppinq and all `
just slacked around `
and homed `
today `
had polish and blinqs removed `
fed arse and bitch `
went over to west coast plaza `
qot super pissed off la `
you know `
th peeps there `
they are so damn pathetic `
don't know how to use toilet `
qot friqqinq disqusted `
all th toilets were flooded with ... `
eew -_- `
ALL leh `
like wtf luh `
can't sit down properly is it ? `
darn them -_- `
qot so dulan i went down `
-siqhs- `
doesn't matter `
didn't talk all th way after `
didn't have much mood `
wishinq phone would vibrate `
-siqhs- `
quess he's always busy now `
at least i qet to chat with him `
th phone rawks `
i love th person who created th phone `
muacks `
quess i'll be callinq him later `
♥DEAR IMY ! `
-_- `
forqhet it seriously `
lalalas ~ `
went over to chanqi after WCP `
saw some super kiasu peeps `
made my mood worse `
yeah peeps `
-_- hot tempered arse riqht ? `
PMS la _l_ `
whatever `
qo on `
shoot your bloody insults `
not like you don't know th consequences `
went home after chanqi `
lost all moods already `
watched a musical on TV `
-_- mum was like shocked `
me ; watchinq a MUSICAL `
hey it was cute lo -_- `
imaqine them sinqinq `
didn't understand much thouqh `
thank qod th subtitles were there `
cute `
somewhat mix of a few tales `
qot bored `
but i finished it anyway =D `
watched more&MORE TV ! `
came online soon `
saw some super touchy messaqes `
happiness at last `
after a screwed day `
finally some supersweet stuffs `
qoodniqhts peeps `
quess i'll be callinq ♥DEAR now `

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Thursday, November 13

dear peeps readinq `
if you have a pet bird `
treasure it `
don't hold on too tiqht `
cause it'll die `
don't qive it too much freedom `
for it'll escape one day `
i hope you understand `
perhaps you don't `
-lauqhs- `
it's ok ; really `

was supposed to meet daddy `
but it was super early ; 1030AM `
and i love sleepinq `
woke up late `
-lauqhs- `
sorryaye daddy&mummy `
met up with them late `
around 1130AM lauqhs `
was super sleepy `
felt like sleepinq at GL `
auditioned a lil `
cant do my lic anymore =] `
droppeddddddd ! `
had mummy doinq it for me `
thanks mummy =] `
BPed for a lonq while `
still felt like sleepinq `
-lauqhs- `
played until 4PM `
they had to qo `
walked around `
waited with them `
saw th canal `
bad memories `
horrible thouqhts came `
sorry imma failure `
i quess scars don fade `
for me ; that is `
so i went to fetch jiamin's LOVE `
he became fatter `
-lauqhs- `
small head biq body `
went over to tampines after that `
sat around for awhile `
proceeded to buqis `
and back to compass `
qettinq seriously bored `
didn't talk much th whole day `
thinkinq throuqh `
-siqhs- `
i quess this is it =] `
-lauqhs- `
what's meant to be ; will be `
i qot th jacket back `
i'm qlad `
somethinq to huq at least `
but i quess your business , `
it really qets us driftinq apart `
doesn't matter `
only time will tell `
ok i updated . `
niqhts `

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Wednesday, November 12

did stuffs with kor `
super funny `

You Are 88% Evil

You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!

You Are 84% Bitchy
Ouch, you've got a heart of steel, and you don't mind throwing out cutting insults to whomever you hate.
Those who know you well know not to mess with you. And those who don't know you well are plain scared of you!
You Always Hold a Grudge
If someone wrongs you, you aren't likely to forgive them. You figure they've showed their true colors.
You've been known to cut people out of your life pretty frequently. And maybe you've even sought revenge a couple times!

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lauqhs `
to anon `
speakinq of twits `
yeah i twit sometimes `
ahlian ? `
hello ! `
maybe you yourself twit `
qod knows `
lil qirls love to twit sometimes `
maybe i'm not that lil qirl anymore `
but what i say `
is none of your fuckinq business `
whoever said i was ahlian `
just a normal express quaikia `
if you mean th vulqarities `
hello ~ `
so many aunties `
teenaqers `
normal adults `
out there scold vulqarities `
lose a qamblinq match ? `
lose money `
cheebye ! comes out anyway `
aiseh `
all ah lian is it !? `
like wow la `
if lidat `
th whole world filled with ahlians `
you have quts to taq `
qutless to put real name ? `
oh qod `
i wont delete your messaqe `
i mean like `
why should i ? `
let th world see how qutless you are `
think you're so perfect `
anyway anon `
since you dont care `
why bother taqqinq ? `
define ahlian for me `
i'm too stupid `
ROFLMAO ! `
but don't think you're any smarter `
you can't even spell funny `
funner ? `
i checked out th dictionary `
no such word `
you're most probably a female `
males aren't that no life today `
and maybe you're just another wannabe `
who'll never be anyway `
-lauqhs- `
failure callinq others fake `
-lauqhs- `
how annoyinqly cute `
but to me `
you're plain stupid `
don't bother callinq your GANs `
qirlfriends `
that is if you have any `
call them for help ? `
not much use `
whatever you do `
face th music yourself `
not that i care `
seriously la `
if you really hate me that much `
i don't care either `
but to pollute my cbox `
with such unhappiness `
i'm free 24/7 `
compassvale st `
block 298C `
call me if you want `
96526234 `
SMS me half hour before you come `
may be out `
and don't come if you're a crybaby `
i can't stand them `
cryinq for sympathy `
i seen one already `
how pathetic `
anyway thanks mei `
but its ok `
=] seriously `

sorry babes `
haven't been postinq lately `
been busy lately `
prepatrations for th BBQ party `
i'm proud to say `
it has been a success `
had not enouqh time to update `
thanks jiamin for helpinq out `
seriously it's appreciated `
quys `
th jelly from BBQ ! `
was stirred for 5 hours `
by jiamin of course `
i stirred th ready made ones `
roflmao `
thanks babe =D `
it was drizzlinq `
raininq in other parts of sinqapore `
with lil hope we still went `
had a hard time packinq `
everyone squeezed in jiamin's car `
thanks MRS POW ! `
sorry for th messy stuffs `
with everyone packinq in `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for th ride thouqh `
after reachinq pit #33 `
everyone helped `
thanks quys `
especially kor `
iLy loads =] `
jerrold kor WAN SUI ! `
th rain stopped soon enouqh `
happiness already `
qot hiqh and all `
with qwyneth and jiamin `
jerrold and euqene `
and th his friend `
helped out `
qot everythinq done soon `
weather was qettinq better `
had a fun time with them `
playinq start th fire `
they felt i was sadistic `
pourinq flaminq wax all over `
-lauqhs- `
it's fun you know quys `
seriously jerrold kor `
thanks for everythinq `
you did th most throuqhout `
i'm qlad i postponed to yesterday `
a day you could make it `
daddiie came soon enouqh `
enjoyed with his laoqonq `
-lauqhs- `
peeps cominq in `
they went walkinq around `
loads of them came `
all ate a lil `
played a lil `
HE came as well `
qot overhiqhed for a lil while `
its been so lonq `
-siqhs- `
he didn't stay lonq either `
he sat farfar away `
away from th crowd `
-siqhs- `
it's ok `
everyone turned up `
♥XINXIN turned up with th cake `
ian turned up `
erzi turned up `
even ♥KEITH didi `
happiness di i missed you =] `
ate their fill `
cut th birthday cakes `
weijie's belated birthday `
and VIP `
wonderful isn't it daddiie ? `
1 year already `
and we're still toqether `
a wonder we believed `
remember th time everyone said `
VIP is qoinq to dao bi already `
-lauqhs- `
bullshit ! `
it's here `
had 2 new qirls joininq us `
♥GONGZHU's friend `
as well as euqene's friend `
recruitinq throuqh events ? `
lauqhs `
jiamin qot super hiqh `
playinq with daddiie's laoqonq `
-siqhs- `
why didn't marmiie come ? `
i miss marmiie T_T `
-siqhs- `
i'm qoinq at random paces `
everyone sat around th area `
makeup melted `
-lauqhs- `
they seemed happy `
one by one they left `
it makes me happy seriously `
to see them enjoy `
-lauqhs- `
jiamin and all left soon `
everyone had to qo home `
ian came over to talk to me `
i qot freaked out `
he looks scary `
and his 21 =] `
didn't have th quts to entertain him `
but he's a real qentlemen anyway `
talked to me by th sea `
it's nice beinq close to members `
-lauqhs- `
i'd never reqret th day `
th day i recruited him into VIP `
-lauqhs- `
daddiie most prob thinks i'm crazy `
-lauqhs- `
ian promised me somethinq `
ride on his bike `
happiness `
it's been so lonq `
said he would brinq me out `
yay ? `
another friend for companiance `
didn't have th quts to sit his bike `
was qettinq dark `
so another day `
-lauqhs- `
he was really nice `
had to qo back to camp at midniqht `
but he stayed on with me `
he was last to leave `
helped me with th stuffs `
everyone left `
was too heavy `
too messy `
had to clear `
ian stayed and help me clear `
-TOUCHED- `
really luh `
first day met `
and he's beinq so helpful `
thanks ian `
-lauqhs- `
he even helped carry stuffs `
thanks for cominq `
dear peeps out there `
thanks for cominq `
it's deeply appreciated `
i'm qlad you quys had fun `
it's my job isn't it ? `
thouqh i'm super tired `
but i quess it's worthwhile `

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Wednesday, November 5

MICHELLE DARLING ! `
JIAYOU FOR O LVL CHINESE ~ `
OLEA ~ !! `
shoppinq sprees next week `
YOU OWE ME 3 MAJOR DATES ! `
nevermind `
anyway JIAMIIIIIN ! `
you hor `
tell me see your bloq `
BO LINK OI ! T_T `
last day of official school `
excludinq CCA `
you know ma `
actually hor `
GWYNETH&JIAMIN ! ~ `
see this `
i FUCKING hate her too `
you know we did the chinese aqain `
duh -_- `
and i quess you all know already `
since we were sittinq so close `
we were tryinq to do our usual plan `
the A do part A `
the B do part B `
the C do part C `
the D do part D `
and we combine answers `
that way its faster by alot `
cause i didn't study `
i can't do section A `
with you all choosinq other sections `
the chaocheechee hor `
think she overheard or what fuck la `
then she came over `
with the stupid fuckface `
and flipped my paper `
as well as huimin's ?!?!?!?!??!?! `
ninabueh _l_ `
yeah yeah `
and quess how much i scored `
like 1 mark for section A `
now i understand `
every lil bit of hate `
has its pathetic reasons `
at least its not her next year `
calls for a celebration `
qot super pissed off `
didn't understand anyway `
so started chattinq ~ `
and duh `
we qot the scoldinqs la `
answers were qiven out `
wasted my time `
oh my FUCK `
as you all know `
i failed my chinese `
so she was like `
who understands both passaqes `
but from my lanquaqe `
she clearly stated `
who dont understand `
and i was like mememe -_- `
asked me to explain `
and i -BLANK_l_!?- `
diao riqht -_- `
jiamin translated for me `
and i was like hahainq all the way ? `
damn _l_ stupid `
met up with nuer after class `
she was like super hyper `
be meetinq her tomorrow =] `
like wow `
first time qoinq with her ? `
feels weird `
then i started lauqhinq `
think somethinq about jiamin `
i called her my mum ? `
like lauqhinq all the way already `
they found it so amusinq `
it was hard to control `
the qiqqles and lauqhter `
lost control `
and huqqed the pillar for support `
they found this SUPERFUNNY `
and took pictures `
i just kept lauqhinq -_- `
and now my pictures... T_T `
uploaded and i can't qet in T_T `
imaqine peeps lookinq at me `
huqqinq the pillar `
like eew la `
crazy qirl in uniform -_- `
oh yea ~ `
TANSIYUMEI ! `
i know you want see riqht `
lauqhs `
i'll upload it after MUCH edits `
tried revenqe `
but too much lauqhter `
kills the shots `
went home soonafter `
had one hour to prepare `
met up with him at BK `
yayness ~ `
finally the day arrives `
entire day with him `
happiness is satisfactory `
went over to PS `
can't find the thinq i want `
lost in thouqht `
-siqhs- `
movied ~ `
couldn't find candy `
so not used to PS ! `
watched the coffin ~ `
don worry JM `
i'll watch it aqain `
it's a weird story `
not exactly excitinq `
it's scary if you have someone like him `
always pokepoke T_T `
scary leh T_T `
but it's super heartbreakinq `
other then those faces `
it's super nice T_T `
a lil borinq `
catch no ball sometime `
but overall rated 4/5 luh `
now i wanna lie in a coffin `
swee `
no i think he's hand is better `
nooooooooooooooooo ! `
i miss his bed ~ ! `
and the cute qreen blanket `
qeez `
reminds me of sidney's qreenblanket `
-lauqhs- `
went over to Taka `
i didn't know he so pro at walkinq `
was drizzlinq sliqhtly already `
it was horribly lonq `
but just beinq with him rawks `
i love the feelinq `
not just the feelinq `
i love you dear =] `
i quess you know it already `
i love your hand now `
must huqhuq it T_T `
or must holdhold it `
or i'll feel super weird `
he LOVEs chocolate `
i think i've phobia of it already `
remember mudpie `
qot bored `
walked around `
went over to WA `
nothinq much `
walked the streets ~ `
christmas liqhtinqs are pretty `
wishinq he would pei me walk aqain `
-lauqhs- `
i'm super qreedy riqht ? `
walked to the end of orchard `
he thouqht i was bored `
but i was starinq `
cause i'd never walked so far `
the journey was lonq and weird `
but it doesn't matter does it `
the lonqer the better `
if it never ends `
i'll be qlad `
walked all the way to tanqlin `
he was fascinated luh `
super funny `
runninq around `
searchinq for stuffs `
so cute ~faint~ `
he's like so thouqhtful `
bouqht stuffs for his parents `
为什么天下还有那么孝顺的孩子?`
so nice luh `
anyway ! `
remember to tell your parents `
LOVE MINMIN MORE ! `
ROFLMAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! `
walked back one biq round `
ended up in orchard aqain `
MRTed down to CQ `
i thouqht he would like it `
but nooooooooooo `
*GLASSBREAK* `
he didn't hear that `
nevermind `
as lonq as he's happy `
thats all that matters `
he looks super tired all day `
he was supposed to meet peeps `
but i tired him out =x `
sorry LOVE `
he went home soon `
and fell asleep `
as predicted =x `
-lauqhs- `
thanks dear `
for the day `
i know you sacrificed alot `
i just want you to know `
that i appreciated it `
truly ; i do `
i'm super patient when i'm with you `
but i don't know why `
hiqher patience limits already `
i can withstand it `
your project `
qet it done `
jiayou on it =] `
take your time `
in a month it'll all end `
i'll wait `
thanks for your love dearest `
the chanqe `
i now feel it `
sorry if i made you tired `
-lauqhs- `
do rest well LOVE ! `
niqhts dear =] `

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Tuesday, November 4

i'm missinq dear `
dear ! `
see this ~ `
i FUCKING miss you `
but i know you're busy ~ `
so it's ok ~ `
qot super bored `
not feelinq too well either `
stayed at home `
spent half the day sleepinq `
he's super busy anyway `
so it's ok `
decided to post up some photos `
i'm so damn free anyway `
-lauqhs- `
went over to RM to qet more blinqs `
think i want the real stuffs `
just in case =X `
qoinq to school next few weeks `
i'll replace them when school ends `
it's safer that way `
had blue rhinestones placed `
but didn't match my base `
so removed it anyway

i'm bored `
let me entertain you `

what you lookinq at ? `
want some THRILL ? `

OK riqht up `
hold on tiqht baby ! `
~heaves leq on Bitch~

Almost there LOVE ! `
just HOLD ON ! `
FUCK YOU ARSE `
i cant see i'm suppose to be the star `

OH YEAH BABY ! `
it went IN `
oh in ~ out ~ in ~ out ~ `
ARHHH~

omq no strenqth `
Rest Awhile ! `
hey what you lookinq at ?!
OK now they cant see us =D `
JIAMIN's permanent tooth `
like eew i haven't drop teeth in years `
th snowqlobe from her `
thanks babe i LOVE it! `
i ate ONE
and another `
and another `
and another `
and another `
and another `
let me teach eu ART ~ `
mcflurry ; inspired by jiamin `
pour ~ `
with mudpie `
spread it `
jasmine qreen tea ! `
tadaa -_- like urine ! `
add more mudpie `
new layer `
more mudpie `
more jasmine tea `
and finished ! `
ok im plain retarded `
jiamin finds th thinq behind cool `
she was like so cute or smth `
the super sweet candy `
qood for health `
inspired by JIAMIN `
my mismatch nail -_- `
you know PPC are qood `
seriously their use are awesome ! `

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Sunday, November 2

second post of the day `
i'm so bored `
reqrettinq not acceptinq the offer `
i could be out there now T_T `
but i cared too much `
dear fuckinq eyes of my `
see how much i care about you `
cause of YOU ! `
i spent the whole day here `
with comp dearie -_- `
nevermind `
school tomorrow `
qonna be another borinq day `
traqus stud fell out `
imaqine the pain T_T `
i want to buy studs ! `
plain silver pathetic studs `
how weird `
i think jiamin's lost =X `
poor thinq `
hope you do find your way `
huqqinq phone riqht now `
i'm so in love with my phone ! `
the only form of communication `
he's busy riqht now `
he's so quai lor `
do project =X `
-lauqhs- `
waitinq for replies `
3700+ SMSes in my phone `
i can't bear to part with them `
especially when 3000+ are from him `
-lauqhs- `
i'm sort of crazy eh ? `
suppose to be with daddiie now `
but i had to download the sonqs `
kept DCinq `
1 more month `
before his holidays start `
i'm missinq him `
but can't purposely qo find him `
he super busy one T_T `
arhhhhhh ! `
banq the wall `
63% ! _l_ `
can't you move FASTER ?! `
67% `
68% ~ `
riqht my patience limit level is low `
-lauqhs- `
1 more week `
T_____T `
damn this -_- `
JIAMIN ! `
i think arse is fuckinq bitch aqn `
noisy seh _l_ ! `

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madonna piercinq `


basic lip piercinq `


basic lip piercinq `


bridqe/earl piercinq `

corset piercinq `

corset piercinq `

corset piercinq `
been browsinq throuqh the net `
saw these really hot stuffs `
when i was a lil younqer `
i always wanted the madonna piercinq `
it is seriously hot `
put a small diamond there `
and wah la ~ `
nice lil diamon stud `
went qaqa over it for awhile =X `
-lauqhs- `
but didn't do it anyway `
qot my nose pierced instead `
qot freaked out `
just imaqine the pain `
the lip piercinqs are super cool `
=X think i'll qet one end of next yr `
it's like so damn nice T_T ~ `
=[ i want that T_T `
but some kid in kansas =X `
he tried piercinq himself `
with somethinq from the house `
and landed himself in hospital `
poor kid `
he's now sufferinq from infections `
and fiqhtinq for his life `
bless him and may he survive `
like in mid june `
after i saw the model in tampines `
i requested havinq bridqe piercinqs `
but the risk is so damn hiqh ? `
dashed my hopes `
better then beinq crossed eye `
the risk for such piercinqs `
stacks up already `
anyway parents didn't approve `
checked out corset piercinqs `
super hot and sexyaye ! `
normally tied with ribbons `
chains or strinqs `
looks alot like corset strinqs `
maybe i'll try that as well =X `
my qod i'm so fuckinq qreedy ! `
i qave up on the orbital piercinq idea `
don't think i can take it `
traqus already hurtinq badly `
chanqed to helix piercinq `
and industrial piercinq `
maybe my anti traqus too `
mwahahaha `
i'm nuts about piercinq already `
maybe i'll qet more soon `
but so many risk =X `
at least i'm not restricted `
happiness is satisfactory ! `

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Saturday, November 1

back luh `
-lauqhs- `
jiamin came over to deliver presents `
like santa clause =X `
-lauqhs- `
oi qirl ! `
ta ma de `
you chanqe bloq link never tell me `
T___________________T `
heard the qlass break ? `
-_- she brouqht 3 presents `
like wow la `
=X no need so many ba `
1 also many already f3 `
nevermind `
until now `
i'm too lazy to open anyway `
that freak hor `
looks more like a teddy bear `
doq meh ? `
i wish `
the snow qlobe -_- `
i didn't open `
it's left half open `
-ROFL- `
she thinks my arse is quai `
super quai `
i think arse is just plain weird `
super not quai `
f3 -____- `
went out with puffy eyes `
looked super funny `
lids too heavy `
hard to keep them open `
-siqhs- `
damnit la `
went walkinq to playqrounds `
not in the mood for shoppinq anyway `
slacked around there `
super funny =X `
7-11 shop ran out of slurpee cups `
-lauqhs- `
so we took biq qulp cups =X `
qot throuqh lalalas ! `
went over to the exercise corner `
sit sit as usual blahblahs `
talked about super weird stuffs `
esp the super racist stuffs `
like eeew -__- `
yay i love talkinq `
like a chatterbox `
cant shut the fuck up `
-lauqhs- `
went over to compass in awhile `
sat there `
and visited 7-11 aqain `
rofl iLOVEsevenELEVEN ! `
riqht i'm lame -_- `
cheowhenq saw me -_- `
he phoned me and asked `
you at compass arh ? `
then i was like omq -_- `
asked him to come -_- `
and he didn't want to come `
started whininq T_T `
i know what you're thinkinq `
OHMYGOD siaozabor eeew ? `
bullseye LOVE ! `
he didn't want to come anyway `
said he had to buy his pants `
so we went walkinq -_- `
felt like faintinq already `
so went home soonafter `
and jiamin went elsewhere `
i dont know where `
my puffy eyes are so not cured `
fucked up `
-lauqhs- `
you know LOVE , `
thanks for everythinq `
sorry for everythinq `
when you sent that SMS ytd `
i freaked out =X `
but when i read your bloq `
it was unexpected you know `
never did i expect you to feel that way `
sorry `
i believe those words must have hurt `
thanks for believinq in me `
iqnore her `
i believe in you `
and thats what that matters `
isn't it so ? `
sometimes `
i feel that she doesnt want us to carry on `
do you feel that way too ? `
i don't think you're heartless `
i don't blame you either `
anyway its a lie `
i didn't emo that much `
but yes i trust you =] `
to turn 1 big round and hang me `
this part i catch no ball `
NS is short `
i'll wait =] `
i'll stop drinkinq =] `
don't care about her words `
perhaps you don't know what i'm sayinq `
-lauqhs- `
i'm just typinq accordinq to your bloq `
you know ma `
that day she scolded me `
i really fuckinq dulan already `
but i just shut up `
pretend to sleep `
she just kept talkinq `
i didn't want to talk to her `
i didn't want to look at her `
i won't die without it anyway `
i believe in you `
i don't care about others `
-siqhs- `
aiya `
i don't know how to say la `
when i see you then i tell you `

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1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
♥SUMEI

2. Your relationship with him/her?
friend,quildmate,L♥VE,bestie ? `

3.Your five impressions of him/her ?
intelliqent `
amicable `
super sweet `
carinq `
helpful `

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
help me, comfort me, pei me `

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
i think she said i love you =X ROFL `

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
i will L♥VE her with all my heart ! ` muacks ♥ `

7. If he/she became your lover he/she has to improve on?
must l♥ve me leh of course `

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
i will cry my hearts out `ask her for patch =X `
see i L♥VE you leh `

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
my fuckinq attitude `

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
help her whenever she needs me `
but she's so perfect i doubt she'll need me `

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
L♥VELY !

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
BITCH !

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
nothinq , i hate myself `

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
everythinq -aha- `

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
YOU! EEW la as if i want to be you `
i want to be nobody =] `

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
babes i fuckinq L♥VE you `

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people
no thanks `
shouldn't torture more people `
cause i think i did this before `
-lauqhs-`

hello LOVEs `
quess what `
cheowhenq admitted already `
how cool sia ! `
he admitted smoochinq with him `
inside the CCA room when no one is lookinq `
that is so OHMYGOD ! `
ok cheowhenq `
i lied `
-siqhs- don anqry `
mai xiaoqi luh `
lalalas `
i know you won't take it to heart `
-lauqhs- `
-siqhs- `
still chattinq on the phone `
half hour more `
should be preparinq by now `
but laziness always qets in the way `
havinq major flu still `
but i want to qet out `
fuck -_- `
bye peeps `
should continue later `

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