♥ Monday, January 26
finally `
monday `
i do love holidays `
meetinq up with boyf `
happiness `
packed lots of stuffs `
went over by car `
was qettinq pretty late already `
boyf looked so formal `
like oh my qod -_- `
went over to westmall `
super quiet `
no interestinq movies `
mostly NC16 `
-siqhs- `
slacked around for awhile `
lalalas ~ `
i wanted to qo playqround `
thus sittinq bus over far far away `
th playqround was flooded `
with children of course `
went to th carpark `
way quieter `
slacked with boyf `
seriously dear `
without them `
we don't fiqht `
much more peace `
trust me ;D `
chatted until 9 `
lauqhs `
a whole day at th carpark `
went to qas station `
stayed there for a lil while `
hmmmmms `
ah qonq came down `
looked super formal `
blah blah went back to carpark `
met up with dear's friend `
slack slack =__= `
went home `
qettinq lazier to bloq `
details too fuckinq lonq `
sianded `
monday `
i do love holidays `
meetinq up with boyf `
happiness `
packed lots of stuffs `
went over by car `
was qettinq pretty late already `
boyf looked so formal `
like oh my qod -_- `
went over to westmall `
super quiet `
no interestinq movies `
mostly NC16 `
-siqhs- `
slacked around for awhile `
lalalas ~ `
i wanted to qo playqround `
thus sittinq bus over far far away `
th playqround was flooded `
with children of course `
went to th carpark `
way quieter `
slacked with boyf `
seriously dear `
without them `
we don't fiqht `
much more peace `
trust me ;D `
chatted until 9 `
lauqhs `
a whole day at th carpark `
went to qas station `
stayed there for a lil while `
hmmmmms `
ah qonq came down `
looked super formal `
blah blah went back to carpark `
met up with dear's friend `
slack slack =__= `
went home `
qettinq lazier to bloq `
details too fuckinq lonq `
sianded `
Labels: lalalas `
♥ Sunday, January 25
chinese new year's eve `
oh my fuck `
had prayers qoinq on `
and appointments early `
as usual ; late `
met up with qwen & alex `
went to chinatown `
walked about `
super hot -_- `
i forqot what really happened `
but we were just walkinq `
and crappinq `
lauqhter and weird stuffs `
went into th street `
th stuff they sold `
super cute and unexpected `
didn't buy anyway `
moodless `
thinkinq about evil stuffs `
bouqht and went over aqain `
i forqot why `
but i was callinq alex mum -_- `
ah nianq ah ; ah bu ah `
i forqot why `
just seemed so fun `
-ROFLMAO- `
he went bishan soonafter `
thus we went home `
nothinq to do anyway `
chatted all th way `
lalalas ! `
had plans cominq up `
said bye to qwen and homed `
riqht `
slacked for a lil below `
went back to chinatown late `
couldn't help it `
needed to qet stuffs `
qot into thunderous moodswinqs `
hate th crowds `
morninqs are way better `
bouqht th stuff `
chionq-ed home `
couldn't be bothered `
like oh my qod `
oh my fuck `
had prayers qoinq on `
and appointments early `
as usual ; late `
met up with qwen & alex `
went to chinatown `
walked about `
super hot -_- `
i forqot what really happened `
but we were just walkinq `
and crappinq `
lauqhter and weird stuffs `
went into th street `
th stuff they sold `
super cute and unexpected `
didn't buy anyway `
moodless `
thinkinq about evil stuffs `
bouqht and went over aqain `
i forqot why `
but i was callinq alex mum -_- `
ah nianq ah ; ah bu ah `
i forqot why `
just seemed so fun `
-ROFLMAO- `
he went bishan soonafter `
thus we went home `
nothinq to do anyway `
chatted all th way `
lalalas ! `
had plans cominq up `
said bye to qwen and homed `
riqht `
slacked for a lil below `
went back to chinatown late `
couldn't help it `
needed to qet stuffs `
qot into thunderous moodswinqs `
hate th crowds `
morninqs are way better `
bouqht th stuff `
chionq-ed home `
couldn't be bothered `
like oh my qod `
Labels: and i'm qettinq bitchier `
♥ Saturday, January 24
lauqhs `
such redundancy `
riqht `
hmm lets see `
i like spoilinq ppl's relations `
hmm well awesome `
is it my fault if you cant keep yours ? `
lauqhs extra `
whats it with you anyway `
can't even speak proper enqlish `
its "likes" and "spoil" you dimwit `
and qood for her `
what th fuck ? `
oh well some people are like that `
its my problem if i suck `
nincompoop -_- `
i placed this infront and behind `
so that you'll see this `
WE DIDN'T BREAK _l_ `
BOYF WAS DRUNK WHEN HE TAGGED `
therefore ; fuck off `
oh wow fine i'm a fuckinq lousy qf `
thanks passerby `
seriously `
-siqhs- `
look whos talkinq `
it's not like i wanted to be this way `
is it my fault ?! `
fine it is `
and so be it `
whats th use of tellinq anyway `
its obvious `
its written here in th bloq why `
and you qot fed up `
so why do you want to to say `
am i qonna qet another scoldinq `
qo on `
fine be like that `
sorry i wasn't your dream qirl `
sorry i have major attitudes `
and fuck `
blame me `
qo on `
kill me whatever `
even if i dont have th riqhts to be `
i must admit `
i'm flaminq hot outside `
but i'm freezinq inside `
seriously fucked up `
no one understands me `
its hard to open once closed `
so much for happy endinqs `
lies lies and more lies `
envious of shit ; whatever `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
today `
went to cut my hair `
fuckinq short `
met up with daniel first `
went over to punqqol `
was meetinq up with qwen `
and bryan of course `
jia called to say she reached `
as usual `
i'm always late la `
bouqht some junk `
cabbed down to PE `
met up with jia `
waited for qwen and bryan `
walked further down `
has a lil "suntan" `
hmmms `
haven't felt so peaceful in awhile `
chatted with qwen `
lame but funny issues `
-lauqhs- `
just slacked around `
thinkinq about shits `
couldn't help it `
eveninq approached soon enouqh `
started diqqinq mussels `
tried pryinq them open `
sadistic lamenessity ? `
whatever `
felt super emotional just then `
but life qoes on doesn't it `
hmmm `
don't know what i'm thinkinq `
bryan was playinq with deadfish `
they debated on its species `
tadpole or catfish `
more like sperm -_- `
he was practically murderinq it `
thouqh it seemed like savior `
tried sittinq on th canal openinq `
slipped but didn't land on my nose `
thank qod -_- `
scratched my thiqh `
darn th markinqs there `
laid around slackinq `
chatted with qwen `
ate loads of sand for lunch `
lalalas ! `
started buildinq fiqurines after `
fraqile sand structures `
somethinq about 290808 `
and a stupid heart `
oh my fuck `
qot super bored thereafter `
back to sun tanninq `
qwen came over `
so i built some obsence stuff `
had funny comments `
didn't qet exact answers `
are they attached ?! `
one said yes `
th other said no `
qwen just kept lauqhinq `
too short `
and too biq th bottoms `
moved on to full body shits `
had F cup sized boobs created `
funny comments `
too perfect `
created th body with help `
hmmm `
i hate uploadinq photos `
esp with th current mood i'm in `
made her full body `
qwen and bryan found th nipples `
daniel stuck th eyes in `
with much comments `
th body was created `
and th cbk was made biq `
with daniel pourinq red miranda in `
super funny `
lai anq -_- riqht `
left soonafter `
said bye to qwen and bryan ~ `
they rode off so quickly T_T `
cabbed daniel to kallanq `
went home `
was doinq homework `
-siqhs- `
received th messaqe `
dear asked me to read bloq `
came over and saw `
stupid stuffs `
redundancy `
teared a lil at th replied SMSes `
just hurt so bad `
but i deserved them anyway `
& a jackass who doesn't have a name `
oh well `
quess what jackass ? `
dear was drunk when he taqqed `
too bad for you `
we didn't break `
so much for your happiness `
he apoloqised `
its not his fault `
i don't blame him either `
yes it's my fuckinq fault `
and i'm happy about it `
only throuqh faults do we learn `
relations without fiqhts/quarrels ? `
to me `
that's a no life relationship `
you learn practically nothinq `
perfectionist ? ; no way man `
more like anti social peeps `
maybe jackass's a ch00b at it `
ROFLMAO ! `
oh well can't blame `
some peeps are born dumb `
qenes ; whatever `
and FYI `
he's talkinq to me super nicely `
sorry to ruin your fantasy `
it doesn't bother me either `
but seriously passerby `
i know who you are `
and i thank thee for all `
dearest sister of my `
thouqh we've not talked lately `
thanks for beinq there for me `
its definately appreciated `
sorry if he offended you `
he was drunk and unaware `
thus ventinq anqer everywhere `
and to dearest boyf `
sorry for everythinq `
throuqh today `
i understand why `
but you must understand `
i told you already `
i'm not sufferinq `
other than no life bitches `
laminq my life away `
that's all `
i can handle stuffs myself a.t.m `
just take care of yourself `
rest early `
don't drink already `
but hey `
i do miss cruiser `
had too much breezer lately `
be meetinq alex tomorrow perhaps `
super early `
but life has to qo on anyway `
i want to be with dear riqht now `
it doesn't matter `
scoldinqs ; quarrels ; fiqhts `
just beinq with dear is enouqh `
at least dear's sane `
unlike some peeps out there `
qwen ~ bryan ~ daniel ~ `
you know you quys do rock ;D `
niqhts babes & hulks `
and of course `
th sore loser ;D `
such redundancy `
riqht `
hmm lets see `
i like spoilinq ppl's relations `
hmm well awesome `
is it my fault if you cant keep yours ? `
lauqhs extra `
whats it with you anyway `
can't even speak proper enqlish `
its "likes" and "spoil" you dimwit `
and qood for her `
what th fuck ? `
oh well some people are like that `
its my problem if i suck `
nincompoop -_- `
i placed this infront and behind `
so that you'll see this `
WE DIDN'T BREAK _l_ `
BOYF WAS DRUNK WHEN HE TAGGED `
therefore ; fuck off `
oh wow fine i'm a fuckinq lousy qf `
thanks passerby `
seriously `
-siqhs- `
look whos talkinq `
it's not like i wanted to be this way `
is it my fault ?! `
fine it is `
and so be it `
whats th use of tellinq anyway `
its obvious `
its written here in th bloq why `
and you qot fed up `
so why do you want to to say `
am i qonna qet another scoldinq `
qo on `
fine be like that `
sorry i wasn't your dream qirl `
sorry i have major attitudes `
and fuck `
blame me `
qo on `
kill me whatever `
even if i dont have th riqhts to be `
i must admit `
i'm flaminq hot outside `
but i'm freezinq inside `
seriously fucked up `
no one understands me `
its hard to open once closed `
so much for happy endinqs `
lies lies and more lies `
envious of shit ; whatever `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
today `
went to cut my hair `
fuckinq short `
met up with daniel first `
went over to punqqol `
was meetinq up with qwen `
and bryan of course `
jia called to say she reached `
as usual `
i'm always late la `
bouqht some junk `
cabbed down to PE `
met up with jia `
waited for qwen and bryan `
walked further down `
has a lil "suntan" `
hmmms `
haven't felt so peaceful in awhile `
chatted with qwen `
lame but funny issues `
-lauqhs- `
just slacked around `
thinkinq about shits `
couldn't help it `
eveninq approached soon enouqh `
started diqqinq mussels `
tried pryinq them open `
sadistic lamenessity ? `
whatever `
felt super emotional just then `
but life qoes on doesn't it `
hmmm `
don't know what i'm thinkinq `
bryan was playinq with deadfish `
they debated on its species `
tadpole or catfish `
more like sperm -_- `
he was practically murderinq it `
thouqh it seemed like savior `
tried sittinq on th canal openinq `
slipped but didn't land on my nose `
thank qod -_- `
scratched my thiqh `
darn th markinqs there `
laid around slackinq `
chatted with qwen `
ate loads of sand for lunch `
lalalas ! `
started buildinq fiqurines after `
fraqile sand structures `
somethinq about 290808 `
and a stupid heart `
oh my fuck `
qot super bored thereafter `
back to sun tanninq `
qwen came over `
so i built some obsence stuff `
had funny comments `
didn't qet exact answers `
are they attached ?! `
one said yes `
th other said no `
qwen just kept lauqhinq `
too short `
and too biq th bottoms `
moved on to full body shits `
had F cup sized boobs created `
funny comments `
too perfect `
created th body with help `
hmmm `
i hate uploadinq photos `
esp with th current mood i'm in `
made her full body `
qwen and bryan found th nipples `
daniel stuck th eyes in `
with much comments `
th body was created `
and th cbk was made biq `
with daniel pourinq red miranda in `
super funny `
lai anq -_- riqht `
left soonafter `
said bye to qwen and bryan ~ `
they rode off so quickly T_T `
cabbed daniel to kallanq `
went home `
was doinq homework `
-siqhs- `
received th messaqe `
dear asked me to read bloq `
came over and saw `
stupid stuffs `
redundancy `
teared a lil at th replied SMSes `
just hurt so bad `
but i deserved them anyway `
& a jackass who doesn't have a name `
oh well `
quess what jackass ? `
dear was drunk when he taqqed `
too bad for you `
we didn't break `
so much for your happiness `
he apoloqised `
its not his fault `
i don't blame him either `
yes it's my fuckinq fault `
and i'm happy about it `
only throuqh faults do we learn `
relations without fiqhts/quarrels ? `
to me `
that's a no life relationship `
you learn practically nothinq `
perfectionist ? ; no way man `
more like anti social peeps `
maybe jackass's a ch00b at it `
ROFLMAO ! `
oh well can't blame `
some peeps are born dumb `
qenes ; whatever `
and FYI `
he's talkinq to me super nicely `
sorry to ruin your fantasy `
it doesn't bother me either `
but seriously passerby `
i know who you are `
and i thank thee for all `
dearest sister of my `
thouqh we've not talked lately `
thanks for beinq there for me `
its definately appreciated `
sorry if he offended you `
he was drunk and unaware `
thus ventinq anqer everywhere `
and to dearest boyf `
sorry for everythinq `
throuqh today `
i understand why `
but you must understand `
i told you already `
i'm not sufferinq `
other than no life bitches `
laminq my life away `
that's all `
i can handle stuffs myself a.t.m `
just take care of yourself `
rest early `
don't drink already `
but hey `
i do miss cruiser `
had too much breezer lately `
be meetinq alex tomorrow perhaps `
super early `
but life has to qo on anyway `
i want to be with dear riqht now `
it doesn't matter `
scoldinqs ; quarrels ; fiqhts `
just beinq with dear is enouqh `
at least dear's sane `
unlike some peeps out there `
qwen ~ bryan ~ daniel ~ `
you know you quys do rock ;D `
niqhts babes & hulks `
and of course `
th sore loser ;D `
Labels: fuck lalala _l_ `
♥ Wednesday, January 21
she's an utter failure `
he's riqht `
maybe she's not matured yet `
she realized somethinq `
she's one qodarned selfish bitch `
lauqhs `
admittance is necessary to chanqe `
it's her fault `
thinqs turned out this way `
all her fuckinq fault `
he did hint to her time after time `
did she listen ? ; no`
it's her nature `
she rather suffer alone `
why draq others in `
one sufferinq is better then two `
so much for sharinq burdens `
her dear has enouqh problems `
why add on when she can manaqe `
but she hurt someone in th process `
he's always th one who apoloqises `
it isn't fair to him `
but th fuckinq bitch here `
she's way too selfish to do anythinq `
towards cold wars and fiqhts `
th bitch prefers cold wars `
yet her dear prefers fiqhts `
only throuqh fiqhts will they learn `
but th bitch is sick of fiqhts `
she'd had enouqh already `
raised voices ; stronq words `
what's th use of cold wars anyway `
they'd just drift apart `
and fiqhts ? ; fades `
so much for dreams `
th bitch does stupid thinqs now `
known to some `
yet unknown to most `
it is hiqhly obvious thouqh `
lauqhs `
why is she doinq it `
i don't know `
she's retarded `
qo ask her and maybe she'll tell you `
for th bitch `
sorry is th hardest word `
she doesn't care about money `
it doesn't matter `
but truckloads of peeps think otherwise `
she doesn't care about smart peeps `
so what if peeps can qet into exp/spc `
th bitch doesn't care `
even if her dear's a dropout `
it doesn't matter `
-siqhs- `
th bitch doesn't like surprises `
they hurt more than excite `
a surprise ; or a harsh joke `
she doesn't know `
she has been fuckinq selfish now `
like a lil kid `
she hates iqnorance ; yet she is `
so much for hints `
she's too unattentive `
th bitch hates beinq provoked `
blame her for th black face `
it doesn't matter `
but she wants it known `
she fuckinq hates beinq provoked `
you think it's funny maybe `
then don't blame th outcome `
she won't scream anymore `
she'll shut th fuck up for now `
no one understands her `
seriously ; no one `
she doesn't open up to anyone `
what's th use `
he thinks someone else understands `
lauqhs `
what a fuckinq joke `
why bother `
share a burden ? ; no thanks `
she's so not in th mood `
she's still in mourninq mood `
it just hurts her so bad `
it affects her mood `
and she affects him in a way `
she qets aqitated at th sliqhtest `
but does it matter ? ; no `
not a confidant to be trusted `
people who act as if they cared `
fuck ; lies `
lauqhs `
th bitch understands hatred `
she knows what's qood for her `
but accepts th bad `
others think she confides in friends `
and so called GANs `
lauqhs `
utter bullshit `
what's th use of her complaininq ? `
matters of relationships `
they are meant for other's ears `
don't wash your dirty linen in public `
stupidity exists `
but th full stories are never known
only known deep down inside `
she'll probably die of cancer `
doesn't feel well lately `
after death ; nothinq matters `
Britney Spears Sometimes
You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you righ
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time
橡樹的綠葉啊
xiang shu de lu ye ah
The green oak leaf
白色的竹籬笆
bai se de zhu li ba
and the white bamboo fence
好想告訴我的她
Hao xiang gao su wo de ta
I wish I could tell my girl
這裡像幅畫
zhe li xiang fu hua
how picturesque it is here
去年的聖誕卡
Qu nian de sheng dan ka
I look at last year's christmas card
鏡子裡的鬍渣
jing zi li de hu zha
and then at my stubble in the mirror
畫面開始沒有她
Hua mian kai shi mei you ta
She is fading from the picture
我還在裝傻
wo hai zai zhuang sha
yet I continue to feign ignorance
說好為我泡花茶
Shuo hao wei wo pao hua cha
She promised to make me flower tea
學習擺刀叉
xue xi bai dao cha
and learn to set the table
學生宿舍空蕩蕩的家
Xue sheng su se kong dang dang de jia
But the students’ dormitory remains just an empty home
守著電話
Shou zhe dian hua
The phone is always by my side
卻等不到她
que deng bu dao ta
I am waiting, but there is no call from her.
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
也沾不濕她的髮
ye zhan bu shi ta de fa
yet her hair will be forever dry
淚暈開明信片上的牽掛
Lei yun kai ming xin pian shang de qian gua
As tears smudge words of concern in the postcard
那傷心原來沒有時差
na shang xin yuan lai mei you shi cha
I realize sorrow knows no difference in time
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
卻始終淋不到她
que shi zhong lin bu dao ta
yet the raindrops will never reach her
寒風經過院子裡的枝椏
Han feng jing guo yuan zhi li de zhi ya
The cold wind passes by the branches in the garden
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花
ye leng que le wo shou zhong de xian hua
and froze the fresh flowers in my hands
橡樹的綠葉啊
The green oak leaf
bai se de zhu li ba
白色的竹籬笆
xiang shu de lu ye ah
and the white bamboo fence
好想告訴我的她
Hao xiang gao su wo de ta
I wish I could tell my girl
這裡像幅畫
zhe li xiang fu hua
how picturesque it is here
去年的聖誕卡
Qu nian de sheng dan ka
I look at last year's christmas card
鏡子裡的鬍渣
jing zi li de hu zha
and then at my stubble in the mirror
畫面開始沒有她
Hua mian kai shi mei you ta
She is fading from the picture
我還在裝傻
wo hai zai zhuang sha
yet I continue to feign ignorance
說好為我泡花茶
Shuo hao wei wo pao hua cha
She promised to make me flower tea
學習擺刀叉
xue xi bai dao cha
and learn to set the table
學生宿舍空蕩蕩的家
Xue sheng su se kong dang dang de jia
But the students’ dormitory remains just an empty home
守著電話
Shou zhe dian hua
The phone is always by my side
卻等不到她
que deng bu dao ta
I am waiting, but there is no call from her.
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
也沾不濕她的髮
ye zhan bu shi ta de fa
yet her hair will be forever dry
淚暈開明信片上的牽掛
Lei yun kai ming xin pian shang de qian gua
As tears smudge words of concern in the postcard
那傷心原來沒有時差
na shang xin yuan lai mei you shi cha
I realize sorrow knows no difference in time
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
卻始終淋不到她
que shi zhong lin bu dao ta
yet the raindrops will never reach her
寒風經過院子裡的枝椏
Han feng jing guo yuan zhi li de zhi ya
The cold wind passes by the branches in the garden
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花
ye leng que le wo shou zhong de xian hua
and froze the fresh flowers in my hands
寒風經過院子裡的枝椏
ye leng que le wo shou zhong de xian hua
The cold wind passes by the branches in the garden
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花
Han feng jing guo yuan zhi li de zhi ya
and froze the fresh flowers in my hands
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
也沾不濕她的髮
ye zhan bu shi ta de fa
yet her hair will be forever dry
淚暈開明信片上的牽掛
Lei yun kai ming xin pian shang de qian gua
As tears smudge words of concern in the postcard
那傷心原來沒有時差
na shang xin yuan lai mei you shi cha
I realize sorrow knows no difference in time
心裡的雨傾盆而下
xin li de yu qing pen er xia
There’s a rainstorm in my heart
卻始終淋不到她
que shi zhong lin bu dao ta
yet the raindrops will never reach her
寒風經過院子裡的枝椏
Han feng jing guo yuan zhi li de zhi ya
The cold wind passes by the branches in the garden
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花
ye leng que le wo shou zhong de xian hua
and froze the fresh flowers in my hands
寒風經過院子裡的枝椏
ye leng que le wo shou zhong de xian hua
The cold wind passes by the branches in the garden
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花
Han feng jing guo yuan zhi li de zhi ya
and froze the fresh flowers in my hands
Labels: and she's just cuttinq her life short `
♥ Tuesday, January 20
tuesday `
first day of school `
-siqhs- `
not that i wanted it `
it's sickeninq and annoyinq `
jia's been entertaininq me `
she's superb in it `
qoes too funny at times `
qot scolded -_- `
hmmm `
just cause i didn't do homework `
but i didn't turn up for lesson `
and my fuckinq ear `
plus th neck jia sent last year `
but was coached anyway `
qot it riqht soon `
happy and contented ;] `
i'm beinq retarded aqain `
nuer and jia followed me home `
my qod -_- `
they ate at my house `
and quess what `
jia did th most OMG thinq `
she was washinq th dishes `
but she didn't use th usual sponqe `
she used my arse's fooddish sponqe `
i was like OHMYGOD -_- `
superb joke huh jia `
like wow `
i marked th plate `
don't worry `
-lauqhs- `
just pityinq those who ton here `
sorry quys ;D `
but i'm evil `
after th incident `
jia kept playinq with my arse `
I KNOW WHAT GWEN'LL SAY !!! `
THAT SOUNDS SO WRONG !!!! `
ROFLMAO ! `
okay and after that `
they went home `
nuer had tuition `
useless daddiie USELESS ! `
lauqhs `
was meetinq dear and di after `
met up with di first `
dear was in KFC `
ahqonq was there lalalas ! `
hmmmms `
decided to do homework `
didn't qet any done thouqh `
qot pretty fucked up `
for qod knows what reason `
didn't talk to dear after that `
hmmms `
they went home anyway `
saw no point of stayinq i quess `
stayed on with di `
-siqhs- `
adopted a new erzi `
hmmm `
walk walk ~ `
went home soon `
qot super stress `
but couldn't find some stuffs `
so i went to bed early `
to ease th desire `
lalalas `
i'm qettinq th hanq of it ;] `
somethinq others wouldn't want `
first day of school `
-siqhs- `
not that i wanted it `
it's sickeninq and annoyinq `
jia's been entertaininq me `
she's superb in it `
qoes too funny at times `
qot scolded -_- `
hmmm `
just cause i didn't do homework `
but i didn't turn up for lesson `
and my fuckinq ear `
plus th neck jia sent last year `
but was coached anyway `
qot it riqht soon `
happy and contented ;] `
i'm beinq retarded aqain `
nuer and jia followed me home `
my qod -_- `
they ate at my house `
and quess what `
jia did th most OMG thinq `
she was washinq th dishes `
but she didn't use th usual sponqe `
she used my arse's fooddish sponqe `
i was like OHMYGOD -_- `
superb joke huh jia `
like wow `
i marked th plate `
don't worry `
-lauqhs- `
just pityinq those who ton here `
sorry quys ;D `
but i'm evil `
after th incident `
jia kept playinq with my arse `
I KNOW WHAT GWEN'LL SAY !!! `
THAT SOUNDS SO WRONG !!!! `
ROFLMAO ! `
okay and after that `
they went home `
nuer had tuition `
useless daddiie USELESS ! `
lauqhs `
was meetinq dear and di after `
met up with di first `
dear was in KFC `
ahqonq was there lalalas ! `
hmmmms `
decided to do homework `
didn't qet any done thouqh `
qot pretty fucked up `
for qod knows what reason `
didn't talk to dear after that `
hmmms `
they went home anyway `
saw no point of stayinq i quess `
stayed on with di `
-siqhs- `
adopted a new erzi `
hmmm `
walk walk ~ `
went home soon `
qot super stress `
but couldn't find some stuffs `
so i went to bed early `
to ease th desire `
lalalas `
i'm qettinq th hanq of it ;] `
somethinq others wouldn't want `
Labels: secrets are meant to be kept `
♥ Monday, January 19
funeral finally over `
been sittinq hours daily `
arse pain `
qot into horrendous fits `
can't help it uh `
my cheebye was vomitinq blood `
hmmm... `
what irks me th most are aunties `
those fuckinq retarded aunties `
one of them `
fuckinq old and disrespectful `
she was like video-inq th funeral `
HELLO ! `
show some respect for my ahqonq `
i had half a mind to _l_ at her `
people were there cryinq `
and she was smilinq while filminq `
what a bitch `
and another annoyinq slut `
her rinqtone was EEW ?! `
and she didn't put silent `
it's normal to put silent `
thats durinq funerals la `
she didn't `
and her fuckinq phone ranq twice `
just when ahqonq went into th cremation `
i was like what th fuck `
oh my qod `
at least i had th respect to shut up `
i hate old stupid brainless aunties `
still can lauqh about it `
but qot over it after th funeral `
father took me out `
happiness `
qot myself 16 studs ~ `
lalalas ~ ! `
and 6 months colored contacts `
thanks father `
went home soonafter `
spendinq money isn't fun `
been sittinq hours daily `
arse pain `
qot into horrendous fits `
can't help it uh `
my cheebye was vomitinq blood `
hmmm... `
what irks me th most are aunties `
those fuckinq retarded aunties `
one of them `
fuckinq old and disrespectful `
she was like video-inq th funeral `
HELLO ! `
show some respect for my ahqonq `
i had half a mind to _l_ at her `
people were there cryinq `
and she was smilinq while filminq `
what a bitch `
and another annoyinq slut `
her rinqtone was EEW ?! `
and she didn't put silent `
it's normal to put silent `
thats durinq funerals la `
she didn't `
and her fuckinq phone ranq twice `
just when ahqonq went into th cremation `
i was like what th fuck `
oh my qod `
at least i had th respect to shut up `
i hate old stupid brainless aunties `
still can lauqh about it `
but qot over it after th funeral `
father took me out `
happiness `
qot myself 16 studs ~ `
lalalas ~ ! `
and 6 months colored contacts `
thanks father `
went home soonafter `
spendinq money isn't fun `
Labels: fuckinq old brainless aunties `
♥ Thursday, January 15
qrandfather left us today `
wasn't very happy either `
had major moodswinqs all day `
just didn't feel like doinq anythinq `
no one understands anyway `
sorry about th moodswinqs `
qot anqry over myself `
why didn't i just fuckinq do it `
why cry over spilled milk `
it's pointless `
qonna be busy over th next few days `
funeral and stuffs `
won't be qoinq to school on monday `
wasn't very happy either `
had major moodswinqs all day `
just didn't feel like doinq anythinq `
no one understands anyway `
sorry about th moodswinqs `
qot anqry over myself `
why didn't i just fuckinq do it `
why cry over spilled milk `
it's pointless `
qonna be busy over th next few days `
funeral and stuffs `
won't be qoinq to school on monday `
Labels: th loss `
♥ Wednesday, January 14
lauqhs `
such insanity `
th holidays are over `
i quess th best part is th sleepovers `
still remeber jerr kor `
daniel di `
xun daddiie stayinq over `
-lauqhs- `
went out at niqht `
when we were qoinq back `
i started whininq `
cause th bike seat was too hiqh `
and it hurts `
qosh wonder how quys do it `
whined super loudly ~ `
i was told to keep quiet `
but i didn't hear th reason `
only to find policemen nearby `
super funny `
they kept remindinq me -_- `
-lauqhs- `
i LOVE sleepovers `
actually JerroldKor `
i fuckinq love you ; i do =] `
had pool sessions often `
tauqht to hold th cue properly `
oh yeah ~ `
and after countless tries `
i won ahSIAOx3 !!! `
oh you know why ? `
cause he doesn't play tyco shots `
so i qot 8 `
happiness surqed in `
i improved ALOT `
ROFLMAO `
fine i have a thick hide `
lalalas `
went for countless niqhtwalks `
spree-d in th morn `
beer partied in th niqht `
dear allowed at last `
but not too much =] `
with th qamblinq qoinq on `
it's super fun `
met a new friend `
he's from -FTB- `
Alex lalalas `
must be touched i bloq about you `
went out with him a few times `
th quild had an overniqht outinq `
tried keepinq qwen in `
but she went anyway `
parents `
sadnessity ~ `
and henqburqer bouqht vodka `
his treat `
he's been so nice lately `
2008 onwards ! `
henqhenq huat arh ! `
stayed overniqht for once `
felt super insulted somehow `
daniel di seems attached to him `
no need jie le `
wheeeee ~ `
met up with mich babe `
she went to korea lately `
qot me some souvenier `
exchanqed presents `
spree-d around sinqapore `
anyway michy babe ! `
conqratulations for your A1 chi `
went on cookinq experiments `
played with food in short `
jia & qwen found it fun `
we're livinq out th school value `
CREATIVITY ! `
fine i'm lame `
they didn't want to eat my cake `
meanies `
celebrated birthdays `
broke alot of qlass `
had 4 piercinqs to ease my pain `
spent most of th holidays with dear `
he was havinq his 3 week holiday `
went over to accompany him `
dear was kind `
dear admitted 2timinq me `
ROFLMAO ~ `
with whom you ask ? `
my qan marmiiex `
see `
all my qan marmiiex are failures `
seriously luh `
heard she seduced dear `
dear told me he fucked her `
tried to keep th feelinqs in `
but failure `
once ahqonq came `
i told him `
and burst into tears ; uncontrollable `
ahqonq sayanqed me ~ `
thanks ahqonq `
for beinq there always `
went over to qombak `
sat there for a lonq time `
was freezinq `
had th trembles aqain `
old sickness `
-siqhs- `
had full body cramps `
hurt so bad `
teared for th pain `
crybaby -_- `
yeah i'm weak `
i'd like to see you in my shoes `
woke up th next day `
ahqonq pei-ed me `
i stole dear's condom `
dear freaked out badly `
mission accomplished `
i'm super mean `
went home `
dear asked if we'd split `
we didn't anyway `
dear was shocked `
but its th trust i have for him `
he then admitted `
he didn't fuck her `
i was like overjoyed `
he said was meant to be a surprise `
horrendous joke eh ? `
but he thouqht i fucked `
ROFL `
saddeninq isn't it ? `
truth was out `
he broke with her because.... `
DEAR LOVES ME `
hahahahhahas ! `
i believe we'd have broken up `
th temperature saved th relation `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
met up with GANs one last time `
and th holidays ended `
had th first day of school `
qot cauqht for hair dye `
th darned spray didnt do wonders `
ended up qoinq home `
qot whined at `
and went back for 15min lessons `
town hopped durinq th weekends `
qot my hair dyed back `
settled down in school `
thats until today `
end of tellinq you my MIA holis `
had a super fun day today `
had S/S ; i LOVE S/S ! `
moved over to qwen's `
just nice josephine sat there `
exactly like last year `
we started crappinq `
qossips and jokes `
we teased josephine hell badly `
but it was so damn funny `
seriously `
no harsh offence `
but it's like wow `
we both cried from lauqhter `
only josephine didn't `
- V I C T I M - ! `
oh i do so love you qirls `
jokes of th day `
i shouldn't tell you `
for they were quite mean `
went over to chinese `
qot super dulan over somethinq `
only qwen knows `
lauqhs fine i'm petty and selfish `
didn't have much mood after `
ended school early 2;30 `
waited with henqburqer `
cause i'm kind `
didn't want to qo buqis `
heard qrandfather was on life support `
i hope he's alriqht `
wishes for a better tomorrow `
moodless `
temperatures a lil hiqh now `
hope a fever's not on th way `
qot online `
and received a messaqe from Ex `
` do you hate me ? `
` what do you think ? `
` i dono... `
` maybe ;D `
fine i'm mean lauqhs `
chatted until 9PM plus `
receieved messaqes from someone `
lalalas `
had a fun time whininq over SMS `
ROFLMAO `
after he went to bed ~ `
th chats went on anyway `
i'm GENTLE `
you know that ?! `
ROFLMAO `
kanqkanq aqrees ok ! `
ROFLMAO ! `
well qot to continue D&T `
til then ;] `
to dear `
dear boyfriend `
thanks for everythinq `
for lettinq me understand much `
you used to be mad at me for it `
but you never showed it `
for you `
i'm lettinq qo of somethinq else `
you used to say `
th other is more important in my heart `
but no ; that's utter bullshit `
you're more important `
i never treasured you in th past `
but it's different now `
even 1hr in qombak is worth it `
who cares about th journey ? `
thanks dear `
ifuckinqloveyou `
to someone `
dear someone `
i quess you don't need me anymore `
life's a mystery `
旧的不走新的不来 `
perhaps you won't understand `
sorry in my chanqe of attitude `
maybe i just want to leave you `
to another someone `
dearest someone `
someone whom i'd treasured `
perhaps i did somethinq wronq `
thus creatinq a barrier between `
feelinqs chanqed `
but understand this `
certain actions once done `
can never be reversed `
reconsider your actions `
such insanity `
th holidays are over `
i quess th best part is th sleepovers `
still remeber jerr kor `
daniel di `
xun daddiie stayinq over `
-lauqhs- `
went out at niqht `
when we were qoinq back `
i started whininq `
cause th bike seat was too hiqh `
and it hurts `
qosh wonder how quys do it `
whined super loudly ~ `
i was told to keep quiet `
but i didn't hear th reason `
only to find policemen nearby `
super funny `
they kept remindinq me -_- `
-lauqhs- `
i LOVE sleepovers `
actually JerroldKor `
i fuckinq love you ; i do =] `
had pool sessions often `
tauqht to hold th cue properly `
oh yeah ~ `
and after countless tries `
i won ahSIAOx3 !!! `
oh you know why ? `
cause he doesn't play tyco shots `
so i qot 8 `
happiness surqed in `
i improved ALOT `
ROFLMAO `
fine i have a thick hide `
lalalas `
went for countless niqhtwalks `
spree-d in th morn `
beer partied in th niqht `
dear allowed at last `
but not too much =] `
with th qamblinq qoinq on `
it's super fun `
met a new friend `
he's from -FTB- `
Alex lalalas `
must be touched i bloq about you `
went out with him a few times `
th quild had an overniqht outinq `
tried keepinq qwen in `
but she went anyway `
parents `
sadnessity ~ `
and henqburqer bouqht vodka `
his treat `
he's been so nice lately `
2008 onwards ! `
henqhenq huat arh ! `
stayed overniqht for once `
felt super insulted somehow `
daniel di seems attached to him `
no need jie le `
wheeeee ~ `
met up with mich babe `
she went to korea lately `
qot me some souvenier `
exchanqed presents `
spree-d around sinqapore `
anyway michy babe ! `
conqratulations for your A1 chi `
went on cookinq experiments `
played with food in short `
jia & qwen found it fun `
we're livinq out th school value `
CREATIVITY ! `
fine i'm lame `
they didn't want to eat my cake `
meanies `
celebrated birthdays `
broke alot of qlass `
had 4 piercinqs to ease my pain `
spent most of th holidays with dear `
he was havinq his 3 week holiday `
went over to accompany him `
dear was kind `
dear admitted 2timinq me `
ROFLMAO ~ `
with whom you ask ? `
my qan marmiiex `
see `
all my qan marmiiex are failures `
seriously luh `
heard she seduced dear `
dear told me he fucked her `
tried to keep th feelinqs in `
but failure `
once ahqonq came `
i told him `
and burst into tears ; uncontrollable `
ahqonq sayanqed me ~ `
thanks ahqonq `
for beinq there always `
went over to qombak `
sat there for a lonq time `
was freezinq `
had th trembles aqain `
old sickness `
-siqhs- `
had full body cramps `
hurt so bad `
teared for th pain `
crybaby -_- `
yeah i'm weak `
i'd like to see you in my shoes `
woke up th next day `
ahqonq pei-ed me `
i stole dear's condom `
dear freaked out badly `
mission accomplished `
i'm super mean `
went home `
dear asked if we'd split `
we didn't anyway `
dear was shocked `
but its th trust i have for him `
he then admitted `
he didn't fuck her `
i was like overjoyed `
he said was meant to be a surprise `
horrendous joke eh ? `
but he thouqht i fucked `
ROFL `
saddeninq isn't it ? `
truth was out `
he broke with her because.... `
DEAR LOVES ME `
hahahahhahas ! `
i believe we'd have broken up `
th temperature saved th relation `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
met up with GANs one last time `
and th holidays ended `
had th first day of school `
qot cauqht for hair dye `
th darned spray didnt do wonders `
ended up qoinq home `
qot whined at `
and went back for 15min lessons `
town hopped durinq th weekends `
qot my hair dyed back `
settled down in school `
thats until today `
end of tellinq you my MIA holis `
had a super fun day today `
had S/S ; i LOVE S/S ! `
moved over to qwen's `
just nice josephine sat there `
exactly like last year `
we started crappinq `
qossips and jokes `
we teased josephine hell badly `
but it was so damn funny `
seriously `
no harsh offence `
but it's like wow `
we both cried from lauqhter `
only josephine didn't `
- V I C T I M - ! `
oh i do so love you qirls `
jokes of th day `
i shouldn't tell you `
for they were quite mean `
went over to chinese `
qot super dulan over somethinq `
only qwen knows `
lauqhs fine i'm petty and selfish `
didn't have much mood after `
ended school early 2;30 `
waited with henqburqer `
cause i'm kind `
didn't want to qo buqis `
heard qrandfather was on life support `
i hope he's alriqht `
wishes for a better tomorrow `
moodless `
temperatures a lil hiqh now `
hope a fever's not on th way `
qot online `
and received a messaqe from Ex `
` do you hate me ? `
` what do you think ? `
` i dono... `
` maybe ;D `
fine i'm mean lauqhs `
chatted until 9PM plus `
receieved messaqes from someone `
lalalas `
had a fun time whininq over SMS `
ROFLMAO `
after he went to bed ~ `
th chats went on anyway `
i'm GENTLE `
you know that ?! `
ROFLMAO `
kanqkanq aqrees ok ! `
ROFLMAO ! `
well qot to continue D&T `
til then ;] `
to dear `
dear boyfriend `
thanks for everythinq `
for lettinq me understand much `
you used to be mad at me for it `
but you never showed it `
for you `
i'm lettinq qo of somethinq else `
you used to say `
th other is more important in my heart `
but no ; that's utter bullshit `
you're more important `
i never treasured you in th past `
but it's different now `
even 1hr in qombak is worth it `
who cares about th journey ? `
thanks dear `
ifuckinqloveyou `
to someone `
dear someone `
i quess you don't need me anymore `
life's a mystery `
旧的不走新的不来 `
perhaps you won't understand `
sorry in my chanqe of attitude `
maybe i just want to leave you `
to another someone `
dearest someone `
someone whom i'd treasured `
perhaps i did somethinq wronq `
thus creatinq a barrier between `
feelinqs chanqed `
but understand this `
certain actions once done `
can never be reversed `
reconsider your actions `
Labels: back from MIA
