♥ Friday, October 31
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥XINXIN ! `
lalalas anyway `
JUST SO YOU FUCKING KNOW `
I KNOW YOU ARE READING `
AND JUST HAPPENS THAT `
YOU ARE ONE FUCKING ARSE ! `
UNINVITED PEEPS FUCK OFF `
i know you are readinq `
someone told me already `
you have any idea how pissed i qot ? `
ninabueh you not happy riqht ? `
fuck off la cheebonq `
as if i cared that fuckinq much `
but then hor `
i'm tellinq you straiqht `
don't expect me to reply you `
i'm so NOT qoinq to `
cause you fuckinq suck `
i hate you `
for real `
and for LIFE la `
nabuehcheebye _!_ ~ ! `
okok chanqe `
DADDIIEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!! `
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH `
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH`
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH `
REMOVE IT T_T `
i'm back from MIA already ! `
yay & boooo `
riqht `
thanks LOVEs for the wishes ~ `
thanks ♥KOR `
for the qinea piqs `
arse is mean ok -_- `
thanksthanks =x `
thanks ♥GARYUNCLE `
for callinq in `
and wishinq me happy birthday `
i super touched you know rofl `
why didnt you qo kbox =[ `
-siqhs- `
anyway it was a joke `
you no need to pay =] `
thanks ♥KEITH DI`
i miss you many many you know ! `
funny =X `
i didn't expect you to remember `
its ok if you didn't turn up `
sick luh must take care youself `
health first yea =] `
muacks DI♥ `
qet well soon `
thanks ♥DANIEL kor `
for wishinq me personally ~ `
-touched to tears- `
T_______T `
thanks korkor you rawks ~ `
remember the transplant yeah =] `
thanks ♥PEIQI mei `
-lauqhs- `
for the belated wishes `
and the on the day itself wishes `
as well as the taq =] `
very much appreciated `
stay pretty aye `
thanks ♥KAIXUN daddiie `
for the wishes and all `
lalalas daddiie rawks =] `
hope you liked th stuffs `
should i call you daddiie ? `
or marmiie ? =X `
thanks ♥XINXIN `
birthday wishes back to you `
=] thanks for the stuffs `
hope you liked the necklace `
-lauqhs- `
sweet 16 aye ! `
take care =] `
thanks ♥GER laopo `
for the wishes `
qet well soon uh ! `
health is super important `
hope you liked the present =] `
thanks ♥WEEKEAT uncle `
for the wishes and all `
ok =X `
promise i'll be quiet =] `
ROFLMAO ! `
then you dont quiet =X `
thanks ♥JACQUELINE jie `
for the wishes and all `
i miss you luh =[ `
lets be xmas tree some day `
-lauqhs- `
orchard ok ? =X `
thanks ♥JERROLD kor `
for your lollies `
and the companience `
must remember leh kor `
i fuckinq L♥VE you ! `
already a year `
still my kor f3 `
lalalals ! `
thanks ♥JASLYN mummy `
for rememberinq nuer's birthday `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for the wishes =] `
thanks ♥JULIE mei ! `
for the wishes and all =] `
its appreciated really `
-lauqhs- `
thanks ♥SUMEI ! `
i know you have been busy `
but you remembered anyway `
thanks LOVE `
when you're free `
do contact me yeah ? `
don't overwork yourself `
lets JY for O lvls already =] `
thanks ♥HERA aka ♥EVIL ! `
thanks for the wishes =] `
cheerup luh ! `
thanks ♥JIAMIN ~ `
haven't been seeinq you lately `
soz ~_~ `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for the wishes `
lalalas see ya super soon aye `
thanks ♥CHEOWHENG `
you arse ! `
thanks for rememberinq `
and the wishes `
anw i haven't finished the script `
-lauqhs- `
thanks ♥NUER `
for rememberinq `
just a few more months `
and i'll be seeinq you `
don't think too much `
you were riqht `
thanks for the advice `
and for the wishes =] `
thanks ♥MICHELLE `
the funny thinq is that `
you remembered ? `
like ohmyfuck `
it's been so many years already `
thanks LOVE `
i miss you so much `
shoppinq soon aye ? `
new destination =] `
thanks ♥EUGENE `
for the late wishes `
but i appreciate it anyway `
thanks yeahs `
thanks ahSIAOx `
-_- `
dont blame me for callinq you that `
haiis thanks thanks -_- `
thanks parents `
for the anqbao ~ `
yay shoppinq `
wonderful `
thanks #14♥ `
for the vodka `
and the stars `
and the 99 candy `
it means alot to me =] `
sompa `
i won't drink one okays ? =X `
i don't even want to touch th candy `
=X -lauqhs- `
ok thats all the peeps i remember `
had kbox yesterday `
success =D `
f3 -_- `
but felt super cheebye -_- `
didn't have enouqh shoes =X `
so wore the fuckinq boots `
which broke my fuckinq nail `
from kickinq too much fuckinq stuffs `
now im havinq achinq leqs `
f3 -______- `
i want to buy flat baqqy boots -_- `
the instocks came in time `
met up with kor first `
realize weijie was in the same train `
so walked all the way back `
like ouch _l_ !!!!! `
went over to marina luh `
booked in and stuffs `
sorry i'm always late =X `
lauqhs `
at least 17 -VIP- came `
=] YAYNESS `
FUCK _!_ `
what makes you think i'm pleased ? `
nooooo thats utter nonsense `
already had fever then -_- `
already felt like vomitinq then `
wonderful isn't it `
tryinq to cover my puffy eyes `
cried until i had flu `
how awesome `
lalalas -_- `
watched them happy ~ `
SMS really makes one emo -_- `
bullsh!t what the fuck `
picked mei up around 3 `
she qot LOST like wah lah ? `
nevermind `
she found her way in the end anyway `
dyinq already `
-siqhs- `
at least kor's there `
=[ kor i love you many many `
fuck my pathetic enqlish la `
cheebye wtf is wronq with me `
sound like a druq addict ? `
perhaps -_- `
addicted to somethinq else `
-siqhs- `
uncle came at last `
super happy `
like ahhhhhhhhhhh ! `
what the FUCK -_- `
finished soon at 7 `
with ♥ERZI sinqinq `
i never knew his voice so nice `
lalalas `
i took a video `
but lazy to upload `
had to pay the bills `
$365.20 i think ~_~ `
17 VIP paid the $$$ `
can quess what happened `
i didn't carry coins around `
cause they are fuckinq heavy `
-lauqhs- `
so kor paid the coins `
ha...ha...ha... `
super funny =X `
thanks kor ~ `
i know you paid more then others `
why you lidat one T_T `
you not married leh f3 `
settled anyway `
hope you quys had fun `
-siqhs- `
i'll upload photos soon `
not in the mood riqht now `
with some uninvited arse readinq `
went over to esplanade `
slackout area `
then i realized stuffs `
kor is SUPERFUNNY ! `
and he qot lamer `
and more racist already `
1 year kor `
and you chanqed so much `
better then elsewhere already `
went home around 10 ~ `
reached around 11 ~ `
sucked ok `
ok that was yesterday `
today `
woke up with sliqht fever `
fuckinq blocked nose `
and puffy eyes `
onlined for a lil while `
fell asleep soonafter `
cause #14 had school `
so i had time to sleep `
fuckinq headaches and all `
had planned to qo to the bitch `
but didn't anyway `
went elsewhere `
and i fell asleep `
met up with #14 `
happiness is satisfactory `
i qot 9 wishes `
fuckinq nice and swee eh ? `
pendinq haiis `
it's ok if you dont fulfil `
f3 -_- `
im nice `
-lauqhs- `
wasnt feelinq so damn well `
so i slept `
wasted the day `
at least you were there `
for a moment i thouqht i lost it `
but no `
i hope its real `
althouqh i know nothinq is forever `
momentary is enouqh `
-lauqhs- `
much thinqs to say `
yet no words can fit in `
somethinqs you know `
and i know `
and thats all that matters `
thanks for everthinq `
i'm fuckinq tired =] `
qoodniqht LOVEs `
lalalas anyway `
JUST SO YOU FUCKING KNOW `
I KNOW YOU ARE READING `
AND JUST HAPPENS THAT `
YOU ARE ONE FUCKING ARSE ! `
UNINVITED PEEPS FUCK OFF `
i know you are readinq `
someone told me already `
you have any idea how pissed i qot ? `
ninabueh you not happy riqht ? `
fuck off la cheebonq `
as if i cared that fuckinq much `
but then hor `
i'm tellinq you straiqht `
don't expect me to reply you `
i'm so NOT qoinq to `
cause you fuckinq suck `
i hate you `
for real `
and for LIFE la `
nabuehcheebye _!_ ~ ! `
okok chanqe `
DADDIIEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!! `
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH `
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH`
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH `
REMOVE IT T_T `
i'm back from MIA already ! `
yay & boooo `
riqht `
thanks LOVEs for the wishes ~ `
thanks ♥KOR `
for the qinea piqs `
arse is mean ok -_- `
thanksthanks =x `
thanks ♥GARYUNCLE `
for callinq in `
and wishinq me happy birthday `
i super touched you know rofl `
why didnt you qo kbox =[ `
-siqhs- `
anyway it was a joke `
you no need to pay =] `
thanks ♥KEITH DI`
i miss you many many you know ! `
funny =X `
i didn't expect you to remember `
its ok if you didn't turn up `
sick luh must take care youself `
health first yea =] `
muacks DI♥ `
qet well soon `
thanks ♥DANIEL kor `
for wishinq me personally ~ `
-touched to tears- `
T_______T `
thanks korkor you rawks ~ `
remember the transplant yeah =] `
thanks ♥PEIQI mei `
-lauqhs- `
for the belated wishes `
and the on the day itself wishes `
as well as the taq =] `
very much appreciated `
stay pretty aye `
thanks ♥KAIXUN daddiie `
for the wishes and all `
lalalas daddiie rawks =] `
hope you liked th stuffs `
should i call you daddiie ? `
or marmiie ? =X `
thanks ♥XINXIN `
birthday wishes back to you `
=] thanks for the stuffs `
hope you liked the necklace `
-lauqhs- `
sweet 16 aye ! `
take care =] `
thanks ♥GER laopo `
for the wishes `
qet well soon uh ! `
health is super important `
hope you liked the present =] `
thanks ♥WEEKEAT uncle `
for the wishes and all `
ok =X `
promise i'll be quiet =] `
ROFLMAO ! `
then you dont quiet =X `
thanks ♥JACQUELINE jie `
for the wishes and all `
i miss you luh =[ `
lets be xmas tree some day `
-lauqhs- `
orchard ok ? =X `
thanks ♥JERROLD kor `
for your lollies `
and the companience `
must remember leh kor `
i fuckinq L♥VE you ! `
already a year `
still my kor f3 `
lalalals ! `
thanks ♥JASLYN mummy `
for rememberinq nuer's birthday `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for the wishes =] `
thanks ♥JULIE mei ! `
for the wishes and all =] `
its appreciated really `
-lauqhs- `
thanks ♥SUMEI ! `
i know you have been busy `
but you remembered anyway `
thanks LOVE `
when you're free `
do contact me yeah ? `
don't overwork yourself `
lets JY for O lvls already =] `
thanks ♥HERA aka ♥EVIL ! `
thanks for the wishes =] `
cheerup luh ! `
thanks ♥JIAMIN ~ `
haven't been seeinq you lately `
soz ~_~ `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for the wishes `
lalalas see ya super soon aye `
thanks ♥CHEOWHENG `
you arse ! `
thanks for rememberinq `
and the wishes `
anw i haven't finished the script `
-lauqhs- `
thanks ♥NUER `
for rememberinq `
just a few more months `
and i'll be seeinq you `
don't think too much `
you were riqht `
thanks for the advice `
and for the wishes =] `
thanks ♥MICHELLE `
the funny thinq is that `
you remembered ? `
like ohmyfuck `
it's been so many years already `
thanks LOVE `
i miss you so much `
shoppinq soon aye ? `
new destination =] `
thanks ♥EUGENE `
for the late wishes `
but i appreciate it anyway `
thanks yeahs `
thanks ahSIAOx `
-_- `
dont blame me for callinq you that `
haiis thanks thanks -_- `
thanks parents `
for the anqbao ~ `
yay shoppinq `
wonderful `
thanks #14♥ `
for the vodka `
and the stars `
and the 99 candy `
it means alot to me =] `
sompa `
i won't drink one okays ? =X `
i don't even want to touch th candy `
=X -lauqhs- `
ok thats all the peeps i remember `
had kbox yesterday `
success =D `
f3 -_- `
but felt super cheebye -_- `
didn't have enouqh shoes =X `
so wore the fuckinq boots `
which broke my fuckinq nail `
from kickinq too much fuckinq stuffs `
now im havinq achinq leqs `
f3 -______- `
i want to buy flat baqqy boots -_- `
the instocks came in time `
met up with kor first `
realize weijie was in the same train `
so walked all the way back `
like ouch _l_ !!!!! `
went over to marina luh `
booked in and stuffs `
sorry i'm always late =X `
lauqhs `
at least 17 -VIP- came `
=] YAYNESS `
FUCK _!_ `
what makes you think i'm pleased ? `
nooooo thats utter nonsense `
already had fever then -_- `
already felt like vomitinq then `
wonderful isn't it `
tryinq to cover my puffy eyes `
cried until i had flu `
how awesome `
lalalas -_- `
watched them happy ~ `
SMS really makes one emo -_- `
bullsh!t what the fuck `
picked mei up around 3 `
she qot LOST like wah lah ? `
nevermind `
she found her way in the end anyway `
dyinq already `
-siqhs- `
at least kor's there `
=[ kor i love you many many `
fuck my pathetic enqlish la `
cheebye wtf is wronq with me `
sound like a druq addict ? `
perhaps -_- `
addicted to somethinq else `
-siqhs- `
uncle came at last `
super happy `
like ahhhhhhhhhhh ! `
what the FUCK -_- `
finished soon at 7 `
with ♥ERZI sinqinq `
i never knew his voice so nice `
lalalas `
i took a video `
but lazy to upload `
had to pay the bills `
$365.20 i think ~_~ `
17 VIP paid the $$$ `
can quess what happened `
i didn't carry coins around `
cause they are fuckinq heavy `
-lauqhs- `
so kor paid the coins `
ha...ha...ha... `
super funny =X `
thanks kor ~ `
i know you paid more then others `
why you lidat one T_T `
you not married leh f3 `
settled anyway `
hope you quys had fun `
-siqhs- `
i'll upload photos soon `
not in the mood riqht now `
with some uninvited arse readinq `
went over to esplanade `
slackout area `
then i realized stuffs `
kor is SUPERFUNNY ! `
and he qot lamer `
and more racist already `
1 year kor `
and you chanqed so much `
better then elsewhere already `
went home around 10 ~ `
reached around 11 ~ `
sucked ok `
ok that was yesterday `
today `
woke up with sliqht fever `
fuckinq blocked nose `
and puffy eyes `
onlined for a lil while `
fell asleep soonafter `
cause #14 had school `
so i had time to sleep `
fuckinq headaches and all `
had planned to qo to the bitch `
but didn't anyway `
went elsewhere `
and i fell asleep `
met up with #14 `
happiness is satisfactory `
i qot 9 wishes `
fuckinq nice and swee eh ? `
pendinq haiis `
it's ok if you dont fulfil `
f3 -_- `
im nice `
-lauqhs- `
wasnt feelinq so damn well `
so i slept `
wasted the day `
at least you were there `
for a moment i thouqht i lost it `
but no `
i hope its real `
althouqh i know nothinq is forever `
momentary is enouqh `
-lauqhs- `
much thinqs to say `
yet no words can fit in `
somethinqs you know `
and i know `
and thats all that matters `
thanks for everthinq `
i'm fuckinq tired =] `
qoodniqht LOVEs `
Labels: how pathetic
♥ Tuesday, October 28
happy birthday laopo&jiamin `
shouldn't elaborate `
laopo ! `
i didn't forqhet lehs =] `
updated vip bloq for you le `
happy birthday loves `
niqhts peeps `
i'm so not in the mood `
shouldn't elaborate `
laopo ! `
i didn't forqhet lehs =] `
updated vip bloq for you le `
happy birthday loves `
niqhts peeps `
i'm so not in the mood `
Labels: happy birthday laopo and jiamin =]
♥ Monday, October 27
happy birthday kaixun daddiie =] `
uploaded pics at vip bloq already `
bye peeps `
uploaded pics at vip bloq already `
bye peeps `
Labels: happy birthday daddiie
♥ Sunday, October 26
on the surface `
tears flow endlessly `
i don't know why `
it just hurts so bad `
as if stabbed in the heart `
just when i learnt to accept reality `
just when i decided to move on `
just when i wanted to `
you let me qo `
let me fall `
deep down it hurts so much `
who took care of me `
even if it was just 2months `
i felt the love `
i loved it `
i forqhot the past already `
sisteraye `
i quess my prediction was riqht `
and im sure you didn't believe `
but now, you have to `
cause it happened `
why hold so tiqht `
when you'll let qo one day `
why act so true `
when deep down its not `
i know i haven't been awesome `
no, i haven't `
how do you know i never tried `
i tried `
it hurts alot even tryinq `
i doubt you'll ever understand `
you think i wanted to let you `
no; never `
out of anqer `
i blurted out some bullshit `
out of anqer `
i never bothered to SMS `
out of anqer `
i always defied `
sorry `
i never meant it `
all those flaqrant lies `
i'm sorry `
i believed in it `
i believed the impossible could happen `
but no; it won't `
those words ahbanq said `
lies `
i'd never believe another soul `
not in this lifetime `
i never let you do what you want `
fear of this `
and it happened `
-lauqhs- `
how stupid i am `
whats the use of cryinq now `
remember the first time we broke `
i was quite contented back then `
i thouqht you were just a sadistic pervet `
i hated the way you acted `
i hated your desires `
but you chanqed `
i was impressed `
touched deeply `
i know you couldn't quit smokinq `
i know you tried `
but i just aqitated you `
-siqhs- `
even if you did play mind qames `
i don't mind `
i seriously don't `
cause i already accepted the fact `
i'd loved you for who you are `
and not what you are `
i dont care if you are a smoker `
but look what happened anyway `
world's bitchiest arse `
everyone warns me `
they all say the same thinq `
now that you have troubles `
i'm here to help you `
but once you've recovered `
once you're happy aqain `
i'll leave you `
i quess it's all true `
but i'm not happy riqht now `
more heartbroken `
i can't say alot of thinqs `
the only thinq i reqretted this 2months `
is ever allowinq you `
to do what you wanted `
even in anqer `
its one biq fuckinq mistake `
whats left `
nothinq but the soul `
i received your present `
million thanks dear love `
how did you know `
i needed beer `
i quitted already you know `
all the candy `
the stars `
i will treasure them `
the vodka `
-lauqhs- `
25% how qirly `
oops i forqhot `
its labeled for qirls only `
sadded `
quess i'll qo out soon `
qet myself some chivas `
wishinq someone would pei me `
but i quess not `
not durinq this period `
the stars `
-siqhs- `
i'll never qet them up `
i can't bear the thouqht `
just holdinq one `
one tiny star `
really stabs my heart `
reasons unfound `
i don't know `
it just hurts so badly `
so much for the empty promises `
i knew it wouldn't last `
i knew it would happen `
i didn't hold on tiqht `
and now your qone `
and i lost you to someone better `
i quess you'll be happier that way `
it doesn't matter for me either `
i don't want my old life back `
thouqht you were someone to rely on `
but no ; just another heartbreaker `
confessions ; so what `
i quess its over already `
its stupid, really `
cryinq over you `
i know you'll jus hurl mean stuffs `
i tasted it before `
but i know `
maybe it'll never happen aqain `
i look at the jacket you qave `
first month `
i huq it to bed every niqht now `
do you remember ? `
wonderful `
the tears are fallinq aqain `
so hot they're burninq `
yet there's no one here `
i kept the pictures `
i remember those times `
so far yet so clearly `
the trolley `
such joy `
never aqain `
sadnessity in the reality world `
you were riqht `
never take photos `
cause nothinq ever lasts `
forever doesn't exist `
the candle hearts `
such sadness `
the hearts `
already planned to fold more `
second month `
i quess its over `
no more `
the keychain `
-siqhs- `
such sadness `
forqhet it `
all that's left are memories `
nothinq else `
you quys treat me as a doll `
happy; play with me `
unhappy; sell me to the qalanq quni `
after that `
qalanq quni sells me to a new buyer `
and i qet played once more `
how bout football `
i hate this `
fuck `
forqhet it `
qoodbye peeps `
i'll be switchinq off my phone `
startinq 27102008 `
~MIA~ peeps ! `
qoodbye `
sorry loves =[ `
but i have to do this `
thanks daddiie for everythinq `
sorry about my moodswinqs `
do cheerup it's your biq day tomorrow `
sorry uncle `
i'm a pure whiner `
sorry i made you so anqry `
i promise i'll qo normal after this `
thanks qwen `
for everythinq thanks love `
thanks for cheerinq me up `
for playinq with me `
thanks for the comforts and tries `
it's deeply appreciated `
thanks jironq `
thanks for the companience `
for beinq there for me `
& for the patience `
thanks daniel kor `
thanks for listeninq `
you're just so understandinq `
i appreciate you tellinq me stuffs `
i don't mind it at all `
i accepted the fact already `
-siqhs- `
thanks siyu auntie `
thanks for tellinq me facts `
thanks for educatinq me `
thanks for the comforts and all `
everythinq you say `
i'll remember it `
jerrold kor `
i love you the most `
i treasured you alot `
thanks for the comforts `
thanks for tryinq `
thanks for everythinq `
i love you alot =] `
it really did cheer me up `
<3 anyway `
1 lolly is enouqh love `
i love you kor =]
Labels: traqical `
sunday `
was planninq to qo buqis today `
didn't qo anway `
jiamin went malaysia T_T `
GANs already out =X `
late aqain ROFL `
haven't decided what to buy for them `
qettinq late already `
i'll qo broke after 30th `
-siqhs- `
nevermind =] `
qot the manicured removed `
pearly brown super sweet `
but not suitable `
wasted `
had to qet it removed `
reqretinq a lil riqht now `
had qreen polished wiped over my nails `
at least 4 layers `
cause 1 layer was translucent `
addinq on made me look evil `
like a evil arse with qreen nails `
its stated pearly qreen `
but its more qlittery then pearl `
dodo club `
korean brand `
somethinq i picked off at novena `
& had my nails pierced aqain `
still dreaminnq about those danqlets `
simply way too cute `
don't ask why `
i'm just so into qreen now `
i just love it `
no reason `
plan to qet my hair hiqhliqhted qreen `
next week perhaps `
maybe some qreen eyeliner `
eew ? `
no ; totally wacky `
qreen contacts ~_~ `
qreen nails `
qreen hiqhliqhts `
qreen blinqs `
qreen wallpaper `
qreen makeup `
qreen accesories `
qreen heels `
like wow i'd look like a walkinq tree `
way too weird ~_~ `
but just a chanqe for a lil while `
perhaps purple next `
=X purple ; universal qay color `
but its sweet `
i'll rot to death here `
my audi stuffed already `
desktop ; nothinq to play `
photo editor ; no thanks `
P.S ; no thanks `
WCIII ; no thanks `
Frozenthrone ; no thanks `
dota ; no thanks `
cabal ; no thanks `
just realized how empty it is `
reformattinq soon `
happiness ! `
all this junk deprive me of space `
boredom once more `
-siqhs- `
waitinq for some peeps `
supposed to loq in toniqht `
but i don't think i'll make it `
all this shit `
stuffed `
riqht `
nevermind `
i'll qo shoppinq tomorrow `
by hook or by crook `
i don't have a choice T_T `
-siqhs- `
was planninq to qo buqis today `
didn't qo anway `
jiamin went malaysia T_T `
GANs already out =X `
late aqain ROFL `
haven't decided what to buy for them `
qettinq late already `
i'll qo broke after 30th `
-siqhs- `
nevermind =] `
qot the manicured removed `
pearly brown super sweet `
but not suitable `
wasted `
had to qet it removed `
reqretinq a lil riqht now `
had qreen polished wiped over my nails `
at least 4 layers `
cause 1 layer was translucent `
addinq on made me look evil `
like a evil arse with qreen nails `
its stated pearly qreen `
but its more qlittery then pearl `
dodo club `
korean brand `
somethinq i picked off at novena `
& had my nails pierced aqain `
still dreaminnq about those danqlets `
simply way too cute `
don't ask why `
i'm just so into qreen now `
i just love it `
no reason `
plan to qet my hair hiqhliqhted qreen `
next week perhaps `
maybe some qreen eyeliner `
eew ? `
no ; totally wacky `
qreen contacts ~_~ `
qreen nails `
qreen hiqhliqhts `
qreen blinqs `
qreen wallpaper `
qreen makeup `
qreen accesories `
qreen heels `
like wow i'd look like a walkinq tree `
way too weird ~_~ `
but just a chanqe for a lil while `
perhaps purple next `
=X purple ; universal qay color `
but its sweet `
i'll rot to death here `
my audi stuffed already `
desktop ; nothinq to play `
photo editor ; no thanks `
P.S ; no thanks `
WCIII ; no thanks `
Frozenthrone ; no thanks `
dota ; no thanks `
cabal ; no thanks `
just realized how empty it is `
reformattinq soon `
happiness ! `
all this junk deprive me of space `
boredom once more `
-siqhs- `
waitinq for some peeps `
supposed to loq in toniqht `
but i don't think i'll make it `
all this shit `
stuffed `
riqht `
nevermind `
i'll qo shoppinq tomorrow `
by hook or by crook `
i don't have a choice T_T `
-siqhs- `
Labels: ` i love qreen nails =] `
♥ Saturday, October 25
hello peeps =] `
didn't have to qo to school today `
so i went shoppinq instead `
olea ~ `
went over to 4 malls `
NorthPoint `
nothinq much here `
bouqht a lil stuffs `
Sunplaza `
updated my stocks `
make ups and stuffs `
bouqht more heels `
Novena2 `
Novena1 `
mainly makeups `
the makeups from korea are awesome `
you qirls shoud visit =] `
super cute and cool colors `
100% reccomended `
and the items there `
anna sui inspired `
it's so OMG `
i'm qoinq qaqa over it already -_- `
prices are acceptable `
also stronqly reccomended `
& the restaurants there `
just like central `
alot of japanese restaurants `
-lauqhs- `
still thinkinq about the sushi quy `
maqqots in his brain `
omq ! `
-faint- `
ok i'll stop the nonsensical shits `
updated wishlist `
mwahaha -_- `
canceled most of the stuffs already `
yay =D `
i'm qettinq lazier `
bloqqinq seems a chore now `
lazy la ~ `
can't help it either `
had the menicure removed `
not nice `
see until sian already `
qettinq jumpy over certain issues `
watched TV `
the continuous from halloween `
i think it's rated `
-_- `
i hate rated stuffs `
cuts out the qruesome parts `
moodless already `
4 more days `
~stuck~ `
didn't have to qo to school today `
so i went shoppinq instead `
olea ~ `
went over to 4 malls `
NorthPoint `
nothinq much here `
bouqht a lil stuffs `
Sunplaza `
updated my stocks `
make ups and stuffs `
bouqht more heels `
Novena2 `
Novena1 `
mainly makeups `
the makeups from korea are awesome `
you qirls shoud visit =] `
super cute and cool colors `
100% reccomended `
and the items there `
anna sui inspired `
it's so OMG `
i'm qoinq qaqa over it already -_- `
prices are acceptable `
also stronqly reccomended `
& the restaurants there `
just like central `
alot of japanese restaurants `
-lauqhs- `
still thinkinq about the sushi quy `
maqqots in his brain `
omq ! `
-faint- `
ok i'll stop the nonsensical shits `
updated wishlist `
mwahaha -_- `
canceled most of the stuffs already `
yay =D `
i'm qettinq lazier `
bloqqinq seems a chore now `
lazy la ~ `
can't help it either `
had the menicure removed `
not nice `
see until sian already `
qettinq jumpy over certain issues `
watched TV `
the continuous from halloween `
i think it's rated `
-_- `
i hate rated stuffs `
cuts out the qruesome parts `
moodless already `
4 more days `
~stuck~ `
Labels: ~stuck~ `
~EMO~
don't ask why `
my piercinq don't hurt anymore `
the pain is nothinq compared to this `
feelinq shit already `
morninq ; 1;24AM `
played audi with peeps `
kor become so pro already =] `
muacks kor i fuckinq love you `
without you , life is a mess `
with you , everythinq seems a bliss `
i want huq kor T_T `
i'm so darn deprived of huqs `
since july `
-siqhs- `
started tearinq when play 1,2 party `
like a lil qirl `
it was definately easy `
the sonq , the memories `
lonq qone already ; yet remembered `
played BU `
brain doesn't seem to work `
spinninq fantasy `
thinkinq of somethinq `
7 buttons `
such simplicity `
yet so much pain `
deep down `
i thank kor for beinq there `
it's been a year already `
and your still here =] `
thanks kor i love you `
trust me when i say i do `
kor went to bed soonafter `
havinq dizzy spells `
all those thouqhts `
too much for my puny brain `
it's killinq me `
wanqzi's talkinq to me riqht now `
thanks wanqzi `
it's been 2 years already `
yeps time flies doesn't it `
your always there when i need you `
thanks to you `
i'm always smilinq `
even if it was those fake spastic smiles `
it counts riqht ? `
-lauqhs- definately `
thanks for the advice `
for the jokes `
and all the efforts to cheer me up `
such advices ; priceless `
but i don't ever listen `
you could say i'm soft hearted `
i realized all this already `
sorry if i let you down `
i'm a failure in life `
such aqony is too much to take `
my eyelid's twitchinq `
received SMSes `
i didn't really care `
it's obvious that i hate SMSinq now `
& i hate answerinq calls `
don't bother already `
don't ask who i'm aiminq `
don't ask me to the movies `
especially with peeps i hate `
you know who you are `
& don't bother seekinq my help `
cause i have no intention of helpinq you `
not one fuckinq bit `
even if i'm a doq `
i'm definately not your doq `
the siqht of your face irks me `
it sends shivers down my spine `
you know `
i thouqht everyone knew `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
& the word "forever" `
it doesn't exist in my dictionary `
sometimes i realize `
you don't understand me `
no ; not one bit `
not that i qive a fuckinq damn `
i'm obviously beinq unreasonable here `
hello this is http://dhe-bitch.bs.com/ `
101% bitchiness `
so don't qo whininq about my bitchy arse `
my way of thinkinq `
is none of your fuckinq business `
anyway `
i quess you know by now `
i rather live my life as it is now `
then chanqe it for your comfort `
even my GANs `
they understand me more then you do `
they can differentiate everythinq i say `
jokes or reality `
but you? ; nothinq `
how pathetic `
i quess that's what you qet `
whatever `
i'm a life ruiner anyway `
whatever i fantasize in `
doesn't concern you `
so whatever you fantasize in `
doesn't concern me either `
i quess you must be fuminq already `
too bad `
want a fire extinquisher ? `
nah i don't care `
i'm just a bitch; doq `
woof -_- bone please `
riqht how lame `
anyway `
maybe your brains aren't workinq `
then i shall enliqhten you `
you know `
sometimes `
i say yes when i really mean no `
and i say no when i really mean yes `
that's stupid riqht `
can't help it if i was borne that way `
you want a GAN laopo `
qo luh `
as if i qive a fuck `
my fuckcare attitude stays `
thanks JR for understandinq me `
see i love my GANs `
they fuckinq understand me `
not sympathize ; i'm not a beqqar `
who wants to share their husband? `
anyway `
i could ask you the same `
it's so easy to qet one anyway `
i won't beq you to stay `
i learnt from past experience `
humans are borne with leqs `
they move whenever they feel like it `
qo on `
i'm prepared already `
life's like that `
he is riqht you know `
life; the railway train `
everyone comes and qoes `
even the opposition tells the truth `
throuqh experience i know `
i never put my whole heart into anythinq `
a minority; a majority `
but never put my whole heart into it `
that way `
if thinqs ever end `
or has a twist inside `
the pain won't hurt `
you must be wonderinq `
why is it that i'm never close to you `
i quess you know by now `
i think further then you can imaqine `
i don't want to hurt you so badly either `
nor myself either `
the closer we are `
the more pain will be felt `
blame me if you must `
i suck =] `
i quess i won't be replyinq your SMSes `
i know i should have told you no `
i knew it from the start `
yet i told you i didn't mind `
face the consequences; i will `
i quess the result will be no different `
jiamin understands , don't you ? `
sorry `
don't feel like talkinq to you `
qo entertain your GAN laopo la `
whatever `
at least i'm not sufferinq as much as before `
don't try to talk me into it aqain `
thanks JR for the company toniqht `
its deeply appreciated `
it's late `
qonna douse myself with Ice soon `
don't ask why `
my piercinq don't hurt anymore `
the pain is nothinq compared to this `
feelinq shit already `
morninq ; 1;24AM `
played audi with peeps `
kor become so pro already =] `
muacks kor i fuckinq love you `
without you , life is a mess `
with you , everythinq seems a bliss `
i want huq kor T_T `
i'm so darn deprived of huqs `
since july `
-siqhs- `
started tearinq when play 1,2 party `
like a lil qirl `
it was definately easy `
the sonq , the memories `
lonq qone already ; yet remembered `
played BU `
brain doesn't seem to work `
spinninq fantasy `
thinkinq of somethinq `
7 buttons `
such simplicity `
yet so much pain `
deep down `
i thank kor for beinq there `
it's been a year already `
and your still here =] `
thanks kor i love you `
trust me when i say i do `
kor went to bed soonafter `
havinq dizzy spells `
all those thouqhts `
too much for my puny brain `
it's killinq me `
wanqzi's talkinq to me riqht now `
thanks wanqzi `
it's been 2 years already `
yeps time flies doesn't it `
your always there when i need you `
thanks to you `
i'm always smilinq `
even if it was those fake spastic smiles `
it counts riqht ? `
-lauqhs- definately `
thanks for the advice `
for the jokes `
and all the efforts to cheer me up `
such advices ; priceless `
but i don't ever listen `
you could say i'm soft hearted `
i realized all this already `
sorry if i let you down `
i'm a failure in life `
such aqony is too much to take `
my eyelid's twitchinq `
received SMSes `
i didn't really care `
it's obvious that i hate SMSinq now `
& i hate answerinq calls `
don't bother already `
don't ask who i'm aiminq `
don't ask me to the movies `
especially with peeps i hate `
you know who you are `
& don't bother seekinq my help `
cause i have no intention of helpinq you `
not one fuckinq bit `
even if i'm a doq `
i'm definately not your doq `
the siqht of your face irks me `
it sends shivers down my spine `
you know `
i thouqht everyone knew `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
& the word "forever" `
it doesn't exist in my dictionary `
sometimes i realize `
you don't understand me `
no ; not one bit `
not that i qive a fuckinq damn `
i'm obviously beinq unreasonable here `
hello this is http://dhe-bitch.bs.com/ `
101% bitchiness `
so don't qo whininq about my bitchy arse `
my way of thinkinq `
is none of your fuckinq business `
anyway `
i quess you know by now `
i rather live my life as it is now `
then chanqe it for your comfort `
even my GANs `
they understand me more then you do `
they can differentiate everythinq i say `
jokes or reality `
but you? ; nothinq `
how pathetic `
i quess that's what you qet `
whatever `
i'm a life ruiner anyway `
whatever i fantasize in `
doesn't concern you `
so whatever you fantasize in `
doesn't concern me either `
i quess you must be fuminq already `
too bad `
want a fire extinquisher ? `
nah i don't care `
i'm just a bitch; doq `
woof -_- bone please `
riqht how lame `
anyway `
maybe your brains aren't workinq `
then i shall enliqhten you `
you know `
sometimes `
i say yes when i really mean no `
and i say no when i really mean yes `
that's stupid riqht `
can't help it if i was borne that way `
you want a GAN laopo `
qo luh `
as if i qive a fuck `
my fuckcare attitude stays `
thanks JR for understandinq me `
see i love my GANs `
they fuckinq understand me `
not sympathize ; i'm not a beqqar `
who wants to share their husband? `
anyway `
i could ask you the same `
it's so easy to qet one anyway `
i won't beq you to stay `
i learnt from past experience `
humans are borne with leqs `
they move whenever they feel like it `
qo on `
i'm prepared already `
life's like that `
he is riqht you know `
life; the railway train `
everyone comes and qoes `
even the opposition tells the truth `
throuqh experience i know `
i never put my whole heart into anythinq `
a minority; a majority `
but never put my whole heart into it `
that way `
if thinqs ever end `
or has a twist inside `
the pain won't hurt `
you must be wonderinq `
why is it that i'm never close to you `
i quess you know by now `
i think further then you can imaqine `
i don't want to hurt you so badly either `
nor myself either `
the closer we are `
the more pain will be felt `
blame me if you must `
i suck =] `
i quess i won't be replyinq your SMSes `
i know i should have told you no `
i knew it from the start `
yet i told you i didn't mind `
face the consequences; i will `
i quess the result will be no different `
jiamin understands , don't you ? `
sorry `
don't feel like talkinq to you `
qo entertain your GAN laopo la `
whatever `
at least i'm not sufferinq as much as before `
don't try to talk me into it aqain `
thanks JR for the company toniqht `
its deeply appreciated `
it's late `
qonna douse myself with Ice soon `
Labels: ~EMO~
♥ Friday, October 24
it's friday ; the first day of holidays `
doesn't matter much either `
qoinq back to school tomorrow `
learninq fest `
as if i wanted to qo `
don't have other choices `
i'm happy for NUER! `
at least ; at last `
NUER found her true happiness `
yay =] `
she did it `
i'm qlad she did `
she knew what she really wanted `
unlike me `
hopeless & pathetic `
can't make riqht decisions `
despite all those talks with peeps `
i'm still stuck `
same spot `
i didn't move an inch `
NUER ! `
sorry =] `
qlad for you thouqh `
smile more `
riqht `
i'm qettinq jumpy already `
collected contacts for him `
then met up with jiamin aqain `
uh -_- not in awesome mood `
went over to tampines `
collected stuffs `
bouqht shits `
walked around `
and watched her spend 32 on XXXXX `
went back to houqanq `
qot bored `
slacked a lil `
watched this lil boy `
super not the way he wanted us to be `
duh different mindset `
aqe i quess `
went home `
suppose to be waitinq for peeps `
-_- `
sianded `
quess i don't have to qo LF `
thanks CH `
i hate you for PS-inq me `
you suck `
thanks for everythinq `
without you `
i'd had died already `
doesn't matter much either `
qoinq back to school tomorrow `
learninq fest `
as if i wanted to qo `
don't have other choices `
i'm happy for NUER! `
at least ; at last `
NUER found her true happiness `
yay =] `
she did it `
i'm qlad she did `
she knew what she really wanted `
unlike me `
hopeless & pathetic `
can't make riqht decisions `
despite all those talks with peeps `
i'm still stuck `
same spot `
i didn't move an inch `
NUER ! `
sorry =] `
qlad for you thouqh `
smile more `
riqht `
i'm qettinq jumpy already `
collected contacts for him `
then met up with jiamin aqain `
uh -_- not in awesome mood `
went over to tampines `
collected stuffs `
bouqht shits `
walked around `
and watched her spend 32 on XXXXX `
went back to houqanq `
qot bored `
slacked a lil `
watched this lil boy `
super not the way he wanted us to be `
duh different mindset `
aqe i quess `
went home `
suppose to be waitinq for peeps `
-_- `
sianded `
quess i don't have to qo LF `
thanks CH `
i hate you for PS-inq me `
you suck `
thanks for everythinq `
without you `
i'd had died already `
Labels: lala LF
♥ Thursday, October 23
JERROLD KOR ! `
i fuckinq miss you =[ `
thanks for the taq `
T_T i miss your sexy voice F3 `
last day of school `
played around with qwen `
=] she's super nice `
yay i love qwen `
0k i always do `
-ROFLMAO- `
whole day did the same stuffs `
went home for awhile `
had the MTP sessions at 530 `
yep i fell asleep -_- `
at least i woke up in time `
the teacher said i had pathetic results `
duh -_- `
i'm one friqqinq dumbass `
i dropped to NA aha olea -_- `
that's what you peeps are thinkinq `
yay dumbo dropped olea `
duh whatever -_- `
joke la -_- `
i'm bored nia `
as predicted `
she was still sleepinq `
i phoned her at 7 =] `
still in bed eh ? `
comfirm , qaruntee plus chop ! `
-lauqhs- `
met up soon anyway `
doesn't matter `
went over to houqanq mall `
first thinq we did ; the piercinqs `
don't ask why `
i just enjoy pain when emo `
duh -_- `
penknives are stupid `
qet more useful stuffs `
can expand so fun ~ `
why cut and qet scarred ? `
had my traqus piercinqs at last `
like finally ?!?!?!?! `
i have low patience limits `
can't wait `
and to think of all those thouqhts `
pain and pain and more pain `
no it's nothinq `
what's this pain compared to the inside ? `
no it's practically nothinq `
my nose hole piercinq hurt more `
just imaqine -_- `
maybe i'll consider one more `
look like a dinqo cow `
-ROFL- `
damn i'm so into qreen now `
lazy to qet the stuffs anyway `
bouqht shits and the usual `
slack spot `
ate and swinq swinq ~ `
felt like pukinq my quts out after -_- `
i'm weird `
still remember the bubbletea incident ? `
damn havinq headaches now `
maybe i'm dead yay `
chatted at stairs `
i love the stairs `
cute structure deep down whatever `
-lauqhs- `
retardacy exists `
anyway `
i picked up a new laopo `
she's extremly HOT `
cute but darn black `
-ROFL- `
sayanqed her =] `
resulted in a catfiqht `
-_- serious `
not the zabor zabor one `
yeps she's a cat F3 `
sometimes i think i lost it `
i don't know what qoes on inside `
just childish acts `
would'nt it be qood `
if we could just wish ourselves away ? `
went online after midniqht `
chatted with daddiie&lalamin awhile `
wanqzi came online ~ `
yay i missed him ! `
WANGZI ! SEE THIS ~ `
IFUCKINGMISSEDYOU ~ `
-ROFLMAO- `
he told me to see a site `
mainly about jokes `
cauqht not many balls ~_~ `
look `
if you're interested just qo to the link `
=] it's quite cute `
TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
Cute eh ? `
i found this one atrociously funny `
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
hahas i shouldn't copy all =X `
special thanks to the site `
do visit
daddiie! `
do cheerup =] `
read the jokes & hope you cheerup =] `
i fuckinq miss you =[ `
thanks for the taq `
T_T i miss your sexy voice F3 `
last day of school `
played around with qwen `
=] she's super nice `
yay i love qwen `
0k i always do `
-ROFLMAO- `
whole day did the same stuffs `
went home for awhile `
had the MTP sessions at 530 `
yep i fell asleep -_- `
at least i woke up in time `
the teacher said i had pathetic results `
duh -_- `
i'm one friqqinq dumbass `
i dropped to NA aha olea -_- `
that's what you peeps are thinkinq `
yay dumbo dropped olea `
duh whatever -_- `
joke la -_- `
i'm bored nia `
as predicted `
she was still sleepinq `
i phoned her at 7 =] `
still in bed eh ? `
comfirm , qaruntee plus chop ! `
-lauqhs- `
met up soon anyway `
doesn't matter `
went over to houqanq mall `
first thinq we did ; the piercinqs `
don't ask why `
i just enjoy pain when emo `
duh -_- `
penknives are stupid `
qet more useful stuffs `
can expand so fun ~ `
why cut and qet scarred ? `
had my traqus piercinqs at last `
like finally ?!?!?!?! `
i have low patience limits `
can't wait `
and to think of all those thouqhts `
pain and pain and more pain `
no it's nothinq `
what's this pain compared to the inside ? `
no it's practically nothinq `
my nose hole piercinq hurt more `
just imaqine -_- `
maybe i'll consider one more `
look like a dinqo cow `
-ROFL- `
damn i'm so into qreen now `
lazy to qet the stuffs anyway `
bouqht shits and the usual `
slack spot `
ate and swinq swinq ~ `
felt like pukinq my quts out after -_- `
i'm weird `
still remember the bubbletea incident ? `
damn havinq headaches now `
maybe i'm dead yay `
chatted at stairs `
i love the stairs `
cute structure deep down whatever `
-lauqhs- `
retardacy exists `
anyway `
i picked up a new laopo `
she's extremly HOT `
cute but darn black `
-ROFL- `
sayanqed her =] `
resulted in a catfiqht `
-_- serious `
not the zabor zabor one `
yeps she's a cat F3 `
sometimes i think i lost it `
i don't know what qoes on inside `
just childish acts `
would'nt it be qood `
if we could just wish ourselves away ? `
went online after midniqht `
chatted with daddiie&lalamin awhile `
wanqzi came online ~ `
yay i missed him ! `
WANGZI ! SEE THIS ~ `
IFUCKINGMISSEDYOU ~ `
-ROFLMAO- `
he told me to see a site `
mainly about jokes `
cauqht not many balls ~_~ `
look `
if you're interested just qo to the link `
=] it's quite cute `
TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?
CLASS: Maria.
TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
Cute eh ? `
i found this one atrociously funny `
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
hahas i shouldn't copy all =X `
special thanks to the site `
do visit
daddiie! `
do cheerup =] `
read the jokes & hope you cheerup =] `
Labels: another happy ending cuts like a knife `
♥ Wednesday, October 22
wednesday `
-siqhs- `
boredom`
first day of school ? `
-lauqhs- `
i missed peeps already `
qlad they're enjoyinq themselves `
heard about my shittish results `
fucked up alls not well `
schooled `
movied and all `
schould have MC-ed my way throuqh `
2 days `
and POOF ! `
holidays `
chionqed home after school `
-ROFL- `
like so kiasu riqht ? `
ya aqreed -_- `
-ROFLMAO- `
met up with daddiie,XINXIN&uncle `
damn i missed them =[ `
so damn much T_T arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! `
like super lonq since i last saw them `
like centuries of liqhtyears away `
as predicted `
he didn't turn up =] `
saddeninq isn't it `
oh ~ lala ~ `
uncle is really taller then me T_T `
qrow shorter uncle ! `
i know it's super lonq `
and you comfirm won't read one ! `
unless i cap your name here ~
-ROFLMAO- `
went over to LAN ~ `
auditioned `
nothinq else to do anyway `
had a few rounds of BP `
surprisinqly the results; multiple wins `
wonderful isn't it ? `
yeps definately `
i'm so qettinq den up for FAM `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm one weird arse hows that ? `
went off like 2 hours later `
Uncle had to qo home ~ `
daddiie also ~ `
XINXIN also T_T `
daddiie tell me send uncle home `
-ROFL- `
decided to MRT all the way with him `
went over to MRT with XINXIN&uncle `
heard daniel same school as uncle `
asked stupid redundant questions `
super lameeeeeeeee `
in the end realized its different ppl `
we were talkinq about different peeps `
like wOw ? `
-_- whininq in the MRT `
hahas =X sorry uncle `
qot super emo `
qod knows why =] `
was like uncleeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
in the MRT T_T `
hey i saw what you wrote in your bloq `
don't quilty leh `
it's not your fault =[ `
thanks for everythinq `
after uncle left at tionq bahru `
saddeninq T_T `
emo-ed more `
went over to DEAR's `
yay i missed DEAR `
but actually... -_- `
i went there and fell asleep `
sorry DEAR `
really super tired `
not used to runninq about luh `
GG ! `
-ROFLMAO- `
He came over soon ~ `
then i continued sleepinq `
i love sleepinq `
my one and only hobby `
sleepinq&SLEEPING&sleepinq `
riqht i'm super lame `
went home and slept aqain `
-ROFL- `
tomorrow last day `
how pathetic `
2 days of school `
-siqhs- `
boredom`
first day of school ? `
-lauqhs- `
i missed peeps already `
qlad they're enjoyinq themselves `
heard about my shittish results `
fucked up alls not well `
schooled `
movied and all `
schould have MC-ed my way throuqh `
2 days `
and POOF ! `
holidays `
chionqed home after school `
-ROFL- `
like so kiasu riqht ? `
ya aqreed -_- `
-ROFLMAO- `
met up with daddiie,XINXIN&uncle `
damn i missed them =[ `
so damn much T_T arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! `
like super lonq since i last saw them `
like centuries of liqhtyears away `
as predicted `
he didn't turn up =] `
saddeninq isn't it `
oh ~ lala ~ `
uncle is really taller then me T_T `
qrow shorter uncle ! `
i know it's super lonq `
and you comfirm won't read one ! `
unless i cap your name here ~
-ROFLMAO- `
went over to LAN ~ `
auditioned `
nothinq else to do anyway `
had a few rounds of BP `
surprisinqly the results; multiple wins `
wonderful isn't it ? `
yeps definately `
i'm so qettinq den up for FAM `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm one weird arse hows that ? `
went off like 2 hours later `
Uncle had to qo home ~ `
daddiie also ~ `
XINXIN also T_T `
daddiie tell me send uncle home `
-ROFL- `
decided to MRT all the way with him `
went over to MRT with XINXIN&uncle `
heard daniel same school as uncle `
asked stupid redundant questions `
super lameeeeeeeee `
in the end realized its different ppl `
we were talkinq about different peeps `
like wOw ? `
-_- whininq in the MRT `
hahas =X sorry uncle `
qot super emo `
qod knows why =] `
was like uncleeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
uncleeeeeeeeee `
in the MRT T_T `
hey i saw what you wrote in your bloq `
don't quilty leh `
it's not your fault =[ `
thanks for everythinq `
after uncle left at tionq bahru `
saddeninq T_T `
emo-ed more `
went over to DEAR's `
yay i missed DEAR `
but actually... -_- `
i went there and fell asleep `
sorry DEAR `
really super tired `
not used to runninq about luh `
GG ! `
-ROFLMAO- `
He came over soon ~ `
then i continued sleepinq `
i love sleepinq `
my one and only hobby `
sleepinq&SLEEPING&sleepinq `
riqht i'm super lame `
went home and slept aqain `
-ROFL- `
tomorrow last day `
how pathetic `
2 days of school `
♥ Tuesday, October 21
yay freedom `
i stopped countinq down anyway `
qot super bored `
-lauqhs- `
horrible life of boredom `
movied a lil `
and that's the end `
went home ` ?!
met up with jiamin `
went over to buqis `
met up with sellers `
lalalas ~ ! `
up back and qot bored already `
buqis street ; walked til ni le `
so we went walkinq round!? `
quess where we walked ?! `
-ROFLMAO- `
buqis to arab street `
still averaqe nice slow journey `
walk walk lalalas ~ `
super hiqh today ! `
didn't know sinqapore sold so many stuffs `
it's like hidden paradise ? `
oh qeez i sound like a hopeless kiddo `
don't know anythinq like that `
as if uh babes?! `
whatever -_- `
watched her buy some stuff `
was like =O all the way `
-ROFLMAO- `
ok i'm nuts as well `
duhh everyone knows that `
qot bored `
practically sellinq same stuffs everywhere `
walked anyhow lulu ~ `
all the way until beach road `
i was like qaqa already la `
-ROFLMAO- `
nevermind `
super sian there `
went over to qolden mile tower `
super dark and super scary `
imaqine beinq alone there at niqht `
-ROFL- `
pathetic `
sat there for a few hours ~_~ `
went over to qolden mile plaza `
walked a lil `
went home soonafter `
yay i summarized the pathetic day `
duh ~_~ `
normal ain't it ? `
uh huh what ever `
weirdos will be weirdos `
okay `
i'm practically unstable ATM alriqht ? `
yeah whatever
i stopped countinq down anyway `
qot super bored `
-lauqhs- `
horrible life of boredom `
movied a lil `
and that's the end `
went home ` ?!
met up with jiamin `
went over to buqis `
met up with sellers `
lalalas ~ ! `
up back and qot bored already `
buqis street ; walked til ni le `
so we went walkinq round!? `
quess where we walked ?! `
-ROFLMAO- `
buqis to arab street `
still averaqe nice slow journey `
walk walk lalalas ~ `
super hiqh today ! `
didn't know sinqapore sold so many stuffs `
it's like hidden paradise ? `
oh qeez i sound like a hopeless kiddo `
don't know anythinq like that `
as if uh babes?! `
whatever -_- `
watched her buy some stuff `
was like =O all the way `
-ROFLMAO- `
ok i'm nuts as well `
duhh everyone knows that `
qot bored `
practically sellinq same stuffs everywhere `
walked anyhow lulu ~ `
all the way until beach road `
i was like qaqa already la `
-ROFLMAO- `
nevermind `
super sian there `
went over to qolden mile tower `
super dark and super scary `
imaqine beinq alone there at niqht `
-ROFL- `
pathetic `
sat there for a few hours ~_~ `
went over to qolden mile plaza `
walked a lil `
went home soonafter `
yay i summarized the pathetic day `
duh ~_~ `
normal ain't it ? `
uh huh what ever `
weirdos will be weirdos `
okay `
i'm practically unstable ATM alriqht ? `
yeah whatever
Labels: lala walk walk `
♥ Monday, October 20
lalalas ~ ! `
Monday `
2 more days `
& i'll be back in school `
how horrible `
the M-T-P qives me the creeps `
heard it was someone we know? `
abit relaxed `
but what if . . . ? `
i shall keep the horrible thouqhts to myself `
-ROFL- `
he came to my house =D `
he also came =] `
-lauqhs- `
super funny ! `
he comes to my house to sleep `
diaO ! `
i qot the chance... `
to PAINT HIS NAILS BLACK ! `
-ROFLMAO- `
super funny `
his finqernails were super nice `
super za bor `
-ROFL- `
all black `
if qirl's nails `
just so perfect lor `
CH called me down `
-_- i'm super lazy `
it's not the first day you know me =D `
i didn't qo down `
-lauqhs- `
he was beinq mean `
tellinq me to be director `
i don't want lo T_T `
i hao xin help nia leh `
met up with jiamin at 6 `
-ROFL- `
decided to slack and all `
bouqht stuffs and went to 830 `
stupidity ~__~ `
uhh ! `
he come disiao me aqain T_T `
then i make his hair `
like the zhonq quo wa wa `
super funny `
then i forqhot why `
we ended up wrestlinq on the chair `
diaO ?! `
-___- `
kickinq and pokinq `
qeez that's crazy `
-__- `
then i qot fed up `
super dulan `
cause i small qas qhost ma =] `
then i qo to other corner `
Jiamin followed ~ `
yay `
how pathetic `
chatted about stuffs `
they were leavinq already `
Jiamin had to leave too `
so i just went luh ~ `
reached home early `
9+ -___- `
how pathetic `
watched a bit of TV `
thouqht of CH `
then did the script for him`
it's basically a romance thinq `
diaO riqht? `
took me 3 hours to complete `
supposed to be a 9min play `
but i think it overshot `
i cut alot already leh CH ! `
don't blame me `
i was super tired `
and i'm extremly lonq-winded `
-lauqhs- `
lalalas ~ `
did it anyway ! `
finished and off to bed=] `
qonna meet CH 2molo `
pass him the script `
i hope it's accepted `
tata peeps `
Monday `
2 more days `
& i'll be back in school `
how horrible `
the M-T-P qives me the creeps `
heard it was someone we know? `
abit relaxed `
but what if . . . ? `
i shall keep the horrible thouqhts to myself `
-ROFL- `
he came to my house =D `
he also came =] `
-lauqhs- `
super funny ! `
he comes to my house to sleep `
diaO ! `
i qot the chance... `
to PAINT HIS NAILS BLACK ! `
-ROFLMAO- `
super funny `
his finqernails were super nice `
super za bor `
-ROFL- `
all black `
if qirl's nails `
just so perfect lor `
CH called me down `
-_- i'm super lazy `
it's not the first day you know me =D `
i didn't qo down `
-lauqhs- `
he was beinq mean `
tellinq me to be director `
i don't want lo T_T `
i hao xin help nia leh `
met up with jiamin at 6 `
-ROFL- `
decided to slack and all `
bouqht stuffs and went to 830 `
stupidity ~__~ `
uhh ! `
he come disiao me aqain T_T `
then i make his hair `
like the zhonq quo wa wa `
super funny `
then i forqhot why `
we ended up wrestlinq on the chair `
diaO ?! `
-___- `
kickinq and pokinq `
qeez that's crazy `
-__- `
then i qot fed up `
super dulan `
cause i small qas qhost ma =] `
then i qo to other corner `
Jiamin followed ~ `
yay `
how pathetic `
chatted about stuffs `
they were leavinq already `
Jiamin had to leave too `
so i just went luh ~ `
reached home early `
9+ -___- `
how pathetic `
watched a bit of TV `
thouqht of CH `
then did the script for him`
it's basically a romance thinq `
diaO riqht? `
took me 3 hours to complete `
supposed to be a 9min play `
but i think it overshot `
i cut alot already leh CH ! `
don't blame me `
i was super tired `
and i'm extremly lonq-winded `
-lauqhs- `
lalalas ~ `
did it anyway ! `
finished and off to bed=] `
qonna meet CH 2molo `
pass him the script `
i hope it's accepted `
tata peeps `
Labels: black nails `
♥ Sunday, October 19
hello peeps =] `
yay i'm no lonqer a jailbirdy `
-lauqhs- `
but my MC still lasts ok ? `
so don't ask why i'm not in school `
extra holidays! `
quess i'll be meetinq jiamin soon! `
olea? `
more shoppinq hours `
more holes to burn in the pockets `
so well we went over to far east `
shop shop ~ `
then rained super heavily `
-lauqhs- `
not supposed to qet drenched in the rain `
some funny stuffs `
bouqht more nail stuffs `
i'm like a fanatic now eh ? `
-ROFL- `
can't help it if i'm mentally unstable `
diaO `
supposed to buy some presents `
some really nice peeps birthdays cominq `
confusion `
don't know what they liked `
so i asked daddiie `
-lauqhs- `
but i still lost T_T `
don't know how `
quess i'll qo round Sq soon `
in search for the Perfect Present ! `
-ROFL- `
i'm retarded `
the fuckinq cold war ended `
olea ? ` or boo...? `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
went back to houqanq to slack `
felt super dumb `
it's weird but just~ `
yeah i'm nuts `
more peeps come down ~ `
oleaaaa ! `
& he came ~ `
Jiamin went home soon=[ `
always sad when she panqsehs me T_T `
slacked til 10 plus `
went home `
quess he ton-ed `
but he said he went home `
diaO lo -_- `
yay ~ `
i'm unstable once more ! `
yay i'm no lonqer a jailbirdy `
-lauqhs- `
but my MC still lasts ok ? `
so don't ask why i'm not in school `
extra holidays! `
quess i'll be meetinq jiamin soon! `
olea? `
more shoppinq hours `
more holes to burn in the pockets `
so well we went over to far east `
shop shop ~ `
then rained super heavily `
-lauqhs- `
not supposed to qet drenched in the rain `
some funny stuffs `
bouqht more nail stuffs `
i'm like a fanatic now eh ? `
-ROFL- `
can't help it if i'm mentally unstable `
diaO `
supposed to buy some presents `
some really nice peeps birthdays cominq `
confusion `
don't know what they liked `
so i asked daddiie `
-lauqhs- `
but i still lost T_T `
don't know how `
quess i'll qo round Sq soon `
in search for the Perfect Present ! `
-ROFL- `
i'm retarded `
the fuckinq cold war ended `
olea ? ` or boo...? `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
went back to houqanq to slack `
felt super dumb `
it's weird but just~ `
yeah i'm nuts `
more peeps come down ~ `
oleaaaa ! `
& he came ~ `
Jiamin went home soon=[ `
always sad when she panqsehs me T_T `
slacked til 10 plus `
went home `
quess he ton-ed `
but he said he went home `
diaO lo -_- `
yay ~ `
i'm unstable once more ! `
Labels: lala ` freedOm `
♥ Saturday, October 18
hello peeps =] `
i moved back `
i have my reasons alriqht `
sorry `
at least i didn't tell most peeps to link `
ROFL ! `
just hidinqs and stuffs `
sorry for inconvenience yeahs `
just came home `
damn i'm super hiqh today `
spent about $200 `
a lil 夸张 eh ? `
bouqht alot of stuffs `
went over to lianq court `
the stuffs were super nice `
but prices were OMG la `
bouqht alot of qoods =] `
adorable and unseen in local markets `
bouqht somethinq for jiamin `
don't ask why `
it just reminded me of her `
ROFL ! `
so i bouqht `
it's quite cute `
=X won't be seeinq her soon `
perhaps tuesday `
MC lasts til then `
ROFL ! `
alriqht `
then went over to central `
nothinq much `
the usual stuffs didn't attract `
don't know why `
moodless perhaps ? `
so went around in the twirly carpark `
qives major dizzy spells `
went over to suntec `
bouqht more stuffs `
walked and walked `
and more stuffs ! `
suntec has my needs `
but the pricinq `
ok a lil better then lianq court `
so i bouqht all the shits =] `
then qot bored `
so rode to kovan `
bouqht more junk there `
spent an hour there =] `
small area `
but stuffs i need as well la `
i'm weird riqht ? `
ya i know `
walked in the small area for 1 hour `
went home `
-lauqhs- `
qot pretty bored `
packed all the makeups `
don't know why i bouqht `
i have so many brands already `
i'm plain weird `
all the nail polish restocks `
i have the desired colours already `
bouqht still `
don't understand myself `
all the candy i can't eat =] `
3 more weeks `
darn chicken pok `
and all the stuffs and whatever `
randomcy luh `
can't believe it `
such lil stuffs `
costinq so much `
whatever `
received messaqes from ♥XINXIN `
audition aqain `
-ROFLMAO- `
was tryinq to solve a problem =] `
no solutions thouqh `
sadded `
but i'll think of one sooner or later `
daddiie was playinq with others `
sad =[ `
didn't know how `
then went over to msn `
it's easier to talk =] `
introduced ♥JER kor to them `
hiqhly entertaininq la `
-ROFLMAO- `
horny thouqhts unleashed ~_~ `
stuffs i didn't know `
was lauqhinq all the way `
all's so not well `
don't take thinqs to heart yeah ? `
no qood =] `
be happy and open-minded `
then they left soonafter `
♥JER kor `
remember huqhuq =[ `
& lollipop =] `
i'm so deprived of huqs riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
sounds like a maniac ? `
-duhh- `
whatever `
promise to qo must qo =] `
i know you will de =] `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm super bhb -_- `
riqht i know that `
talked about super funny stuffs `
MSN ; the BEST thinq on earth `
learned somethinq new `
couldn't stop lauqhinq thereafter `
it was damn funny `
SA KE LI PO PO `
somethinq kor tauqht `
my brain's all messed up now `
stuffs i learnt today `
i practically forqhot all `
-ROFLMAO- `
too much brain activity `
damn i love kor <3 `
cause kor rawks `
he doesnt talk to me like some ppl `
awesomest ! `
i still remember the first time we met `
super paisae la `
walan oi `
-_- no talk one then you dao me `
i super sad leh `
but after that ok le ROFL `
you know `
i wasn't anqry at that `
you know it ; don't you ? `
i don't qet anqry for that small matter `
sorry for callinq you a bastard `
it wasn't on purpose `
but callinq me a bitch ? `
perhaps i'm not used to it `
you ; my fuckinq BF `
callinq me a bitch `
funny `
first time ; straiqht bull's eye `
i started it `
but i quess you should know by now `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
it's fuckinq hurtful `
who else is there for comfort `
such people `
causinq more harm talkinq to them `
but i still do `
cause they really are awesome `
even a sinqle sentence `
& i feel better already `
seriously la `
i'm like that `
sorry to say i'm a lousy GF `
sorry to say `
i'm fuckinq petty `
i fuckinq hate this `
i understand that you sacrificed alot `
i'm not worth it `
til now `
i know i shown you nothinq `
i'm pathetic `
my heart is dead `
how do you know i haven't tried ? `
it takes time `
just depends on how peeps open my heart `
i doubt it'll ever open aqain `
its obvious that your a qood quy `
my mum likes you alot already `
the freedom i have `
i love it `
i know you won't interfere `
why sacrifice so much for me `
i'm just a useless bitch `
pathetic and whininq `
yes i chanqed my bloq link `
reason ; hide from you `
all that i can say is sorry `
i just don't feel like talkinq `
i find it a pain to reply SMS'es `
& i hate answerinq calls `
i hate it when people touch me `
i'm a motherfuckinq slut `
not a perfectionist here `
i'm just not used to life `
life like this `
it's scarey you know `
i hate smokers `
i admit i fuckinq hate smokers `
and i fuckinq cant stand some ppl `
makinq life worse `
qettinq me hot headed aqain `
i hate peer pressure `
it's qettinq to you isn't it ? `
i know you dont interfere much `
thanks i truly appreciate it `
perhaps the fucker is riqht `
he wasted his efforts on me `
how devastatinqly true `
i don't know `
but i know when it's time to chanqe `
perhaps my attitude's like that `
i have major attitude problem `
so much for tears `
why should i ? `
-lauqhs- `
could just suicide `
then i remember his last words `
the horrible past few days `
-lauqhs- `
i becomed more anti already `
i rather keep it deep within `
i don't want to talk much `
don't like troublinq people either `
thanks nuer thouqh `
but i don't know =] `
i'm indecisive `
just the little hope keepinq me qoinq `
sorry luh `
i'm hopeless `
i don't know what i'm thinkinq either `
i know you hate me now =] `
it's better that way `
somehow `
i don't know why `
i just like keepinq quiet `
it's not so as stated in the SMS `
since the patch `
i keep dowan you ? `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
just not qettinq my hopes too hiqh `
i thank thee for everythinq `
perhaps i take thinqs for qranted `
the word forever doesn't exist does it ? `
i know it `
i'm undaunted by the pain already `
too used to it `
i learnt from past mistakes `
never hold on too tiqht `
cause nothinq's qonna be forever `
such beauty `
will never last `
even happiness `
forever doesn't exist there `
it's true isn't it `
they say ; treasure what you qot `
don wait til it's lost `
but i don't `
perhaps i'm dumb `
the word treasure just doesn't appear `
i know i'm beinq stupid `
treatinq such a wonderous BF like that `
who would ? `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity in a bitch `
can't help it `
stubborness i quess `
i don't believe much `
don't qive me too much hope `
it's stupid `
anyway `
if you think i'm enjoyinq my life `
think aqain `
if you can't chanqe your mindset `
so be it `
two people `
two different worlds `
i doubt you'll ever understand `
sometimes it's best confininq in others `
and never your BF `
i used to do that `
P.S it's past tense `
i used to be able to feel comfort `
that was back then `
for now `
no way `
more stress `
more secrets `
more lies `
such harmful thouqhts `
tears of aqony `
i hate it `
i fuckinq hate it `
i can't stand it `
just those pathetic stuffs `
i wish you went away =[ `
i hate the fact lies exist `
i hate lyinq to you about certain stuffs `
but life's like that `
no use forcinq it out `
i won't say anythinq either `
i'm like that `
pathetic & sucky & all `
fuck them all `
forqive me dearest `
i haven't been of best behaviour `
just receivinq `
no qivinq `
such selfishnessity `
it's unneccesary `
-siqhs- `
i quess faith doesn't drive me far `
to others `
perhaps it keeps them qoinq `
but not me `
i don't enjoy myself out there `
oh wow `
i seem to be don't i ? `
i'm practically thinkinq every second `
every step i qo `
takinq the jacket wherever i qo `
i don't understand `
-siqhs- `
the pathetic slut `
brain damaqe already `
even sister has her problems `
don't want to add on `
it's harmful `
too much content kills brain cells `
he has his own problems `
qans don't know much `
even her `
damn i don't wanna talk about it `
just so you know `
if there's a time you want to leave `
do qo ahead `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you `
if you think you'll be happier then `
do qo ahead `
for your happiness `
i'll qive you up willinqly `
i know your a so called extinct dinosaur `
can't help it if i'm blind `
can't see `
pajiao you know ? `
need wear super thick spec `
-_- `
riqht i'm qettinq weirder `
and stupider `
no i'm not stupid `
i'm dumb `
there's a difference if you noticed `
check out the dictionary `
oh well `
qoodniqht love `
sorry if i can't be the best `
i know other qirls will treasure `
remember love `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you dearest `
=] qoodniqht `
i moved back `
i have my reasons alriqht `
sorry `
at least i didn't tell most peeps to link `
ROFL ! `
just hidinqs and stuffs `
sorry for inconvenience yeahs `
just came home `
damn i'm super hiqh today `
spent about $200 `
a lil 夸张 eh ? `
bouqht alot of stuffs `
went over to lianq court `
the stuffs were super nice `
but prices were OMG la `
bouqht alot of qoods =] `
adorable and unseen in local markets `
bouqht somethinq for jiamin `
don't ask why `
it just reminded me of her `
ROFL ! `
so i bouqht `
it's quite cute `
=X won't be seeinq her soon `
perhaps tuesday `
MC lasts til then `
ROFL ! `
alriqht `
then went over to central `
nothinq much `
the usual stuffs didn't attract `
don't know why `
moodless perhaps ? `
so went around in the twirly carpark `
qives major dizzy spells `
went over to suntec `
bouqht more stuffs `
walked and walked `
and more stuffs ! `
suntec has my needs `
but the pricinq `
ok a lil better then lianq court `
so i bouqht all the shits =] `
then qot bored `
so rode to kovan `
bouqht more junk there `
spent an hour there =] `
small area `
but stuffs i need as well la `
i'm weird riqht ? `
ya i know `
walked in the small area for 1 hour `
went home `
-lauqhs- `
qot pretty bored `
packed all the makeups `
don't know why i bouqht `
i have so many brands already `
i'm plain weird `
all the nail polish restocks `
i have the desired colours already `
bouqht still `
don't understand myself `
all the candy i can't eat =] `
3 more weeks `
darn chicken pok `
and all the stuffs and whatever `
randomcy luh `
can't believe it `
such lil stuffs `
costinq so much `
whatever `
received messaqes from ♥XINXIN `
audition aqain `
-ROFLMAO- `
was tryinq to solve a problem =] `
no solutions thouqh `
sadded `
but i'll think of one sooner or later `
daddiie was playinq with others `
sad =[ `
didn't know how `
then went over to msn `
it's easier to talk =] `
introduced ♥JER kor to them `
hiqhly entertaininq la `
-ROFLMAO- `
horny thouqhts unleashed ~_~ `
stuffs i didn't know `
was lauqhinq all the way `
all's so not well `
don't take thinqs to heart yeah ? `
no qood =] `
be happy and open-minded `
then they left soonafter `
♥JER kor `
remember huqhuq =[ `
& lollipop =] `
i'm so deprived of huqs riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
sounds like a maniac ? `
-duhh- `
whatever `
promise to qo must qo =] `
i know you will de =] `
-ROFLMAO- `
i'm super bhb -_- `
riqht i know that `
talked about super funny stuffs `
MSN ; the BEST thinq on earth `
learned somethinq new `
couldn't stop lauqhinq thereafter `
it was damn funny `
SA KE LI PO PO `
somethinq kor tauqht `
my brain's all messed up now `
stuffs i learnt today `
i practically forqhot all `
-ROFLMAO- `
too much brain activity `
damn i love kor <3 `
cause kor rawks `
he doesnt talk to me like some ppl `
awesomest ! `
i still remember the first time we met `
super paisae la `
walan oi `
-_- no talk one then you dao me `
i super sad leh `
but after that ok le ROFL `
you know `
i wasn't anqry at that `
you know it ; don't you ? `
i don't qet anqry for that small matter `
sorry for callinq you a bastard `
it wasn't on purpose `
but callinq me a bitch ? `
perhaps i'm not used to it `
you ; my fuckinq BF `
callinq me a bitch `
funny `
first time ; straiqht bull's eye `
i started it `
but i quess you should know by now `
i don't mean half the thinqs i say `
it's fuckinq hurtful `
who else is there for comfort `
such people `
causinq more harm talkinq to them `
but i still do `
cause they really are awesome `
even a sinqle sentence `
& i feel better already `
seriously la `
i'm like that `
sorry to say i'm a lousy GF `
sorry to say `
i'm fuckinq petty `
i fuckinq hate this `
i understand that you sacrificed alot `
i'm not worth it `
til now `
i know i shown you nothinq `
i'm pathetic `
my heart is dead `
how do you know i haven't tried ? `
it takes time `
just depends on how peeps open my heart `
i doubt it'll ever open aqain `
its obvious that your a qood quy `
my mum likes you alot already `
the freedom i have `
i love it `
i know you won't interfere `
why sacrifice so much for me `
i'm just a useless bitch `
pathetic and whininq `
yes i chanqed my bloq link `
reason ; hide from you `
all that i can say is sorry `
i just don't feel like talkinq `
i find it a pain to reply SMS'es `
& i hate answerinq calls `
i hate it when people touch me `
i'm a motherfuckinq slut `
not a perfectionist here `
i'm just not used to life `
life like this `
it's scarey you know `
i hate smokers `
i admit i fuckinq hate smokers `
and i fuckinq cant stand some ppl `
makinq life worse `
qettinq me hot headed aqain `
i hate peer pressure `
it's qettinq to you isn't it ? `
i know you dont interfere much `
thanks i truly appreciate it `
perhaps the fucker is riqht `
he wasted his efforts on me `
how devastatinqly true `
i don't know `
but i know when it's time to chanqe `
perhaps my attitude's like that `
i have major attitude problem `
so much for tears `
why should i ? `
-lauqhs- `
could just suicide `
then i remember his last words `
the horrible past few days `
-lauqhs- `
i becomed more anti already `
i rather keep it deep within `
i don't want to talk much `
don't like troublinq people either `
thanks nuer thouqh `
but i don't know =] `
i'm indecisive `
just the little hope keepinq me qoinq `
sorry luh `
i'm hopeless `
i don't know what i'm thinkinq either `
i know you hate me now =] `
it's better that way `
somehow `
i don't know why `
i just like keepinq quiet `
it's not so as stated in the SMS `
since the patch `
i keep dowan you ? `
-lauqhs- `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
just not qettinq my hopes too hiqh `
i thank thee for everythinq `
perhaps i take thinqs for qranted `
the word forever doesn't exist does it ? `
i know it `
i'm undaunted by the pain already `
too used to it `
i learnt from past mistakes `
never hold on too tiqht `
cause nothinq's qonna be forever `
such beauty `
will never last `
even happiness `
forever doesn't exist there `
it's true isn't it `
they say ; treasure what you qot `
don wait til it's lost `
but i don't `
perhaps i'm dumb `
the word treasure just doesn't appear `
i know i'm beinq stupid `
treatinq such a wonderous BF like that `
who would ? `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity in a bitch `
can't help it `
stubborness i quess `
i don't believe much `
don't qive me too much hope `
it's stupid `
anyway `
if you think i'm enjoyinq my life `
think aqain `
if you can't chanqe your mindset `
so be it `
two people `
two different worlds `
i doubt you'll ever understand `
sometimes it's best confininq in others `
and never your BF `
i used to do that `
P.S it's past tense `
i used to be able to feel comfort `
that was back then `
for now `
no way `
more stress `
more secrets `
more lies `
such harmful thouqhts `
tears of aqony `
i hate it `
i fuckinq hate it `
i can't stand it `
just those pathetic stuffs `
i wish you went away =[ `
i hate the fact lies exist `
i hate lyinq to you about certain stuffs `
but life's like that `
no use forcinq it out `
i won't say anythinq either `
i'm like that `
pathetic & sucky & all `
fuck them all `
forqive me dearest `
i haven't been of best behaviour `
just receivinq `
no qivinq `
such selfishnessity `
it's unneccesary `
-siqhs- `
i quess faith doesn't drive me far `
to others `
perhaps it keeps them qoinq `
but not me `
i don't enjoy myself out there `
oh wow `
i seem to be don't i ? `
i'm practically thinkinq every second `
every step i qo `
takinq the jacket wherever i qo `
i don't understand `
-siqhs- `
the pathetic slut `
brain damaqe already `
even sister has her problems `
don't want to add on `
it's harmful `
too much content kills brain cells `
he has his own problems `
qans don't know much `
even her `
damn i don't wanna talk about it `
just so you know `
if there's a time you want to leave `
do qo ahead `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you `
if you think you'll be happier then `
do qo ahead `
for your happiness `
i'll qive you up willinqly `
i know your a so called extinct dinosaur `
can't help it if i'm blind `
can't see `
pajiao you know ? `
need wear super thick spec `
-_- `
riqht i'm qettinq weirder `
and stupider `
no i'm not stupid `
i'm dumb `
there's a difference if you noticed `
check out the dictionary `
oh well `
qoodniqht love `
sorry if i can't be the best `
i know other qirls will treasure `
remember love `
no invisible barriers stoppinq you dearest `
=] qoodniqht `
Labels: sOrry to you ` a pathetic slut
♥ Friday, October 17
i did my SS here as first draft -_- `
cause i was super bored `
and word was laqqinq bad `
& my stupidity didn't allow me to use others `
i wrote all the bullshit `
personally , i believe that globalization is a good thing when i compare both factors ; both good and bad factors globalization in its literal sense is the process of transformation of local or regional phenomena into global ones . globalization is when everyone in the world is connecting with each other and spreading ideas from one part of the world to the whole world and such . it introduces to people of the nation new items and happenings from other parts of the world . it educates us about the many different cultures we have never heard of before and it's about how other countries affect us daily . it is stated that it has its own bad points ; in poorer countries , some protestants against the idea of globalization are labeled as terrorists and are severely delt with , causing a desperate downfall into crime and despair gradually leading to a furtile breeding ground for terrorist causing much terrorism about the country and leading on with an international corperate for corrupt in poorer countries with nuclear weapons endangering the lives of other members of the colony as well as the rest of the planet and increases risks about the country . however , there is a good side of globalization . even trying to solve the problems of globalization , men of power have come together to discuss about how to ensure that such problems can be handled so that the countrywomen and men can live in peace and such terrorism can be settled . through globalization , inhabitants living in the northen part of the country are able to send emails , text messages and files to people living far away ; southen part of the country , or even people living in distant countries far away . through globalization , the economy is able to strive for better materials , faster and more efficient . medical science has much improved since the years back , much discoveries and findings have been found and shared through globalization , thus finding cures for many illnesses and this is a very helpful source . producers are able to sell their products globally and people from all over the world are able to leave comments online about how they feel about the world today , leaving their comments and feelings as such , all relating to globalization . through globalization , people from different parts of the world have come together to build up new companies . new companies in the countries provides jobs to the countrymen , ensuring that they would have a job and enough money to raise a family . and when the company prospers , the company is likely to expand to other continents around planet Earth . if this is done , many other foreign men would have jobs at these companies and factories . many new creations have been made , the internet is a great source for all these new creations and even youngsters today who surf the net , this is all part of globalization . concluding , i still believe that globalization is more on the good side compared to that of the bad side because of it's functions and it really helps , being able to come together to solve the problems of other countries .
cause i was super bored `
and word was laqqinq bad `
& my stupidity didn't allow me to use others `
i wrote all the bullshit `
personally , i believe that globalization is a good thing when i compare both factors ; both good and bad factors globalization in its literal sense is the process of transformation of local or regional phenomena into global ones . globalization is when everyone in the world is connecting with each other and spreading ideas from one part of the world to the whole world and such . it introduces to people of the nation new items and happenings from other parts of the world . it educates us about the many different cultures we have never heard of before and it's about how other countries affect us daily . it is stated that it has its own bad points ; in poorer countries , some protestants against the idea of globalization are labeled as terrorists and are severely delt with , causing a desperate downfall into crime and despair gradually leading to a furtile breeding ground for terrorist causing much terrorism about the country and leading on with an international corperate for corrupt in poorer countries with nuclear weapons endangering the lives of other members of the colony as well as the rest of the planet and increases risks about the country . however , there is a good side of globalization . even trying to solve the problems of globalization , men of power have come together to discuss about how to ensure that such problems can be handled so that the countrywomen and men can live in peace and such terrorism can be settled . through globalization , inhabitants living in the northen part of the country are able to send emails , text messages and files to people living far away ; southen part of the country , or even people living in distant countries far away . through globalization , the economy is able to strive for better materials , faster and more efficient . medical science has much improved since the years back , much discoveries and findings have been found and shared through globalization , thus finding cures for many illnesses and this is a very helpful source . producers are able to sell their products globally and people from all over the world are able to leave comments online about how they feel about the world today , leaving their comments and feelings as such , all relating to globalization . through globalization , people from different parts of the world have come together to build up new companies . new companies in the countries provides jobs to the countrymen , ensuring that they would have a job and enough money to raise a family . and when the company prospers , the company is likely to expand to other continents around planet Earth . if this is done , many other foreign men would have jobs at these companies and factories . many new creations have been made , the internet is a great source for all these new creations and even youngsters today who surf the net , this is all part of globalization . concluding , i still believe that globalization is more on the good side compared to that of the bad side because of it's functions and it really helps , being able to come together to solve the problems of other countries .
Labels: SS today
hello peeps =] `
it's way past midniqht now `
-ROFL- `
2:52 AM `
don't ask why i'm still awake =] `
couldn't qet my ass to bed either `
had some really touchy convo's earlier on `
someone told me not to play too much `
T_T saddeninq `
helped me pick out stuffs `
told me some really funny stuffs `
was supposed to be emoinq `
but just then `
at that moment `
it's so hard to resist yeah ? `
especially when it's you `
-ROFLMAO- `
i did cheer up `
alot in fact =] `
i'll heed your advice `
not cause it's awesome doctor's advice `
cause it's from you `
& amp; the reason `
-lauqhs- `
tired so tears `
roflmaO `
i'll listen to whatever you say `
cause every word counts =] `
funny =X `
then was chattinq with jiamin `
we did this by chanqinq over msn personals `
ever so often ! `
roflmaO `
talked about shoppinq `
and she was complaininq abt her leq `
and i was like trolley `
and she was like it'll break `
& her ass would qet outta shape `
& i was like i'd make it back nicely `
blend it all `
super funny larhs `
blend into bloody icecream shape `
melt in the sun and all `
then back to the reqret thinqy `
roflmaO `
super funny `
somethinq about pocket money `
sent me into a huqe fit of qiqqles `
chatted til bloqshop aqain `
saw the DIOR mascara T_T `
omqomqomqomqomqomq `
ok i'm siao about it alriqht ? `
whatever `
i still want that monkey blower `
whoo whoo ~_~ `
roflmaO i sound like a maniac `
but it's damn cute la `
sent out SMS'es `
persuaded jiamin to buy stuffs `
aHa ` !
i know i'm despicable `
=] i'm fillinq her dresser up `
planned for a bit `
planned what to buy for some peeps `
many birthdays cominq up `
seriously confused `
it's always confusinq for quys `
pre-orders don't come in that soon either `
i have about exactly 10 days `
buyinq @cash doesn't seem riqht `
-siqhs- `
i don't know what daddiie likes either `
don't know if the kbox fantasy is still on `
=X depends on the mood -lauqhs `
and heard he was qoinq on wed ? `
i don't know `maybe i'll qo `
but only if WEEKEAT uncle qoes `
but i don't wanna qo lan `
i'm one picky slut aren't i ? `
but without uncle ~ `
it's meaninqless T_T `
i don't know why `
then kor talked to me `
talked about stuffs `
and there i qo once more `
complaininq & complaininq `
yah yah yah `
i complain queen can anot ? `
cannot ar ? fuck off la `
i want a kor transplant T_T `
pathetic suicidal
`-siqhs- `
i doubt it'll ever happen `
all's unwell at unease `
chatted until 3:14 AM `
Kor went to study `
and qoodluck to you Kor `
=]] wish you the best for O lvl's `
must win some bastards arh ! `
=] life's a mystery `damn the pok `
fuckinq itchy `
scratch -_- `
and some of them are out `
think i can qo out soon ? `
i'm still taunted by the MTP session `
i don't want to qo `
seriously `
i don't want to T_T ~ `
well that's it `i'm so doomed `
condemned whatever `
pathetic life of my `
at least i'm unhappy `
i don't qive a fuck `
my phone's on 24/7 =] `
don't have to SMS me if you don't want to `
i don't see why i bother buyinq stuffs `
do they even concern you ? `
you know the fuckinq 600+ hearts i made `
each sinqle piece made by me `
eh my heart pain leh `
my hand pain leh `
i know what you want say la `
not you tell me make one riqht ? `
ar bu dhen i know `
i didn't cheat `
i wanted to make a thousand `
i had the heart before `
not now `
you made me hard hearted aqain `
no space any lonqer `
i know it's my fault `
but bitches will be bitches alriqht `
i hope the days past `
to such a day `
=] i don't know `
sister LOVE , `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
one day it'll happen `
such selfishnessity `
i know `
but perhaps yeah `
btw i want to qo juronq point `
my acrylic shits `
qoodbye peeps `
qotta wake in 4 1/2 hours `
e learninq online =] `
althouqh i'll be audi-inq with daddiie `
most probably ? `
ROFLMAO `
rather then stare at the comp `
do some worksheets online `
duhh ~_~ `
i'm not one friqqinq dumbass `
alriqht =] `
qoodniqht peeps
it's way past midniqht now `
-ROFL- `
2:52 AM `
don't ask why i'm still awake =] `
couldn't qet my ass to bed either `
had some really touchy convo's earlier on `
someone told me not to play too much `
T_T saddeninq `
helped me pick out stuffs `
told me some really funny stuffs `
was supposed to be emoinq `
but just then `
at that moment `
it's so hard to resist yeah ? `
especially when it's you `
-ROFLMAO- `
i did cheer up `
alot in fact =] `
i'll heed your advice `
not cause it's awesome doctor's advice `
cause it's from you `
& amp; the reason `
-lauqhs- `
tired so tears `
roflmaO `
i'll listen to whatever you say `
cause every word counts =] `
funny =X `
then was chattinq with jiamin `
we did this by chanqinq over msn personals `
ever so often ! `
roflmaO `
talked about shoppinq `
and she was complaininq abt her leq `
and i was like trolley `
and she was like it'll break `
& her ass would qet outta shape `
& i was like i'd make it back nicely `
blend it all `
super funny larhs `
blend into bloody icecream shape `
melt in the sun and all `
then back to the reqret thinqy `
roflmaO `
super funny `
somethinq about pocket money `
sent me into a huqe fit of qiqqles `
chatted til bloqshop aqain `
saw the DIOR mascara T_T `
omqomqomqomqomqomq `
ok i'm siao about it alriqht ? `
whatever `
i still want that monkey blower `
whoo whoo ~_~ `
roflmaO i sound like a maniac `
but it's damn cute la `
sent out SMS'es `
persuaded jiamin to buy stuffs `
aHa ` !
i know i'm despicable `
=] i'm fillinq her dresser up `
planned for a bit `
planned what to buy for some peeps `
many birthdays cominq up `
seriously confused `
it's always confusinq for quys `
pre-orders don't come in that soon either `
i have about exactly 10 days `
buyinq @cash doesn't seem riqht `
-siqhs- `
i don't know what daddiie likes either `
don't know if the kbox fantasy is still on `
=X depends on the mood -lauqhs `
and heard he was qoinq on wed ? `
i don't know `maybe i'll qo `
but only if WEEKEAT uncle qoes `
but i don't wanna qo lan `
i'm one picky slut aren't i ? `
but without uncle ~ `
it's meaninqless T_T `
i don't know why `
then kor talked to me `
talked about stuffs `
and there i qo once more `
complaininq & complaininq `
yah yah yah `
i complain queen can anot ? `
cannot ar ? fuck off la `
i want a kor transplant T_T `
pathetic suicidal
`-siqhs- `
i doubt it'll ever happen `
all's unwell at unease `
chatted until 3:14 AM `
Kor went to study `
and qoodluck to you Kor `
=]] wish you the best for O lvl's `
must win some bastards arh ! `
=] life's a mystery `damn the pok `
fuckinq itchy `
scratch -_- `
and some of them are out `
think i can qo out soon ? `
i'm still taunted by the MTP session `
i don't want to qo `
seriously `
i don't want to T_T ~ `
well that's it `i'm so doomed `
condemned whatever `
pathetic life of my `
at least i'm unhappy `
i don't qive a fuck `
my phone's on 24/7 =] `
don't have to SMS me if you don't want to `
i don't see why i bother buyinq stuffs `
do they even concern you ? `
you know the fuckinq 600+ hearts i made `
each sinqle piece made by me `
eh my heart pain leh `
my hand pain leh `
i know what you want say la `
not you tell me make one riqht ? `
ar bu dhen i know `
i didn't cheat `
i wanted to make a thousand `
i had the heart before `
not now `
you made me hard hearted aqain `
no space any lonqer `
i know it's my fault `
but bitches will be bitches alriqht `
i hope the days past `
to such a day `
=] i don't know `
sister LOVE , `
perhaps ; yet perhaps not `
one day it'll happen `
such selfishnessity `
i know `
but perhaps yeah `
btw i want to qo juronq point `
my acrylic shits `
qoodbye peeps `
qotta wake in 4 1/2 hours `
e learninq online =] `
althouqh i'll be audi-inq with daddiie `
most probably ? `
ROFLMAO `
rather then stare at the comp `
do some worksheets online `
duhh ~_~ `
i'm not one friqqinq dumbass `
alriqht =] `
qoodniqht peeps
Labels: fantasy `
♥ Thursday, October 16
5 more fuckinq days `
& freedom `
to think i can still think about play `
morninq `
received messaqes `
daddiie went to school `
means i didn't have to wake up so early `
qood thinq eh =] `
daddiie'll audi with me 2molo morninq `
yay ~`
oleahhhhhh ! `
-siqhs- `
& CH buqqed me `
fuckinq annoyed la `
esp when i put qeneral when i'm sleepinq `
fuckinq annoyed `
and i cauqht no ball ? `
don't know what the fuck he said `
iqnored ~_~ `
see i suck `
-ROFL- `
whatever `
qot super pissed off after that `
the aqony within la `
-__________- `
i'm one whininq arsehole ok ? `
audi-ed a bit `
-_- no it was alot `
received more and MORE sms'es `
couldn't be bothered to reply `
yay so don't sms me `
unless it's question `
i'll answer you `
don't qive me statements alriqht `
-siqhs- `
just received info that i failed hellshit `
it's saddeninq `
bye jiamin ~ `
i'm shippinq my ass to NA soon `
ROFLMAO `
i'm one lame arse ~_~ `
riqht `
heard i failed 3 subs ~ `
means i passed 4 riqht ? `
rofl =X `
all F9's `
and i failed my overall `
obvious cases of droppinq `
too bad aye sister `
i'm so leavinq you behind `
had the meet the parent thinqy `
qeez i so do not want to qo `
it's not DaveThonq `
somewhat about disciplinary teachers `
horrible positions too `
36/40 `
qeez `
i'm so jumpinq off the cliff `
why can't i have brainier brains ?! `
okay i admit `
i'm lazy -_- `
all's not well `
i do hope i qet to sec 5 then `
more time `
or i'll retain with CH `
ROFL `
i'm a frickinq dumbass `
i'm too cowardy to tell mummy =D `
yay `
"mummy i flunked all the shits " `
later she qimme one tiqht slap ar `
-___- `
maybe i should purchase MC's til 24 `
then i don't need to qo `
& qeez ! `
if they read my bloq `
i also GG what `
-_- someone ~ `
take me away ~ `
i don't ever wanna see CVSS aqain T_T `
fuck `
okay `
heard alot of peeps failed in other classes `
bless you all `
ahqonq&ahma `
T________T `
i pray to you ar ! `
let me advance T_T `
advance i also happy `
if advance dao `
i sompa buy you many many joss stick `
i mia comp [on weekdays] `
-ROFL- `
i'll study `
=D but if drop ~ `
then too bad `
peeps i'll audi with you everyday `
i'll play whatever you want me to `
i'll ton with you all aqain `
& i'll make midniqht cabbinq a hobby `
that is `
if i fail la `
ha...ha...ha... `
-__- `
okay `
i'm super lame `
advancement please ='[ `
i know i don't deserve it `
T______T `
but aiya `
whatever `
it's niqht `
received news from some peeps `
i'm not droppinq to NA ? `
-siqhs- `
i don't know `
doesn't make me happy `
even the least bit la `
fuckinq moodswinqinq like fuck `
duh -_- `
i realized i'm qettinq more cowardy `
daren't do some stuffs anymore `
some stupid dumbass stuffs `
so much for everythinq `
lies `
i'm nothinq but a humjikia =[ `
don't know anythinq `
can't do much `
i'll be a let down aqain `
sorry =[ `
haiis `
what the fuck is wronq with me `
don't ask peeps `
qot the emo disease aqain `
-siqhs- `
and have to attend lead portal 2molo `
fuck-ed `
darn-ed `
damn-ed `
crap-ed `
-siqhs- `
what the fuck `
fuckFUCKfuck `
i don't know `
sorry to someone `
can't do anymore `
let too many people down `
bye peeps =] `
& freedom `
to think i can still think about play `
morninq `
received messaqes `
daddiie went to school `
means i didn't have to wake up so early `
qood thinq eh =] `
daddiie'll audi with me 2molo morninq `
yay ~`
oleahhhhhh ! `
-siqhs- `
& CH buqqed me `
fuckinq annoyed la `
esp when i put qeneral when i'm sleepinq `
fuckinq annoyed `
and i cauqht no ball ? `
don't know what the fuck he said `
iqnored ~_~ `
see i suck `
-ROFL- `
whatever `
qot super pissed off after that `
the aqony within la `
-__________- `
i'm one whininq arsehole ok ? `
audi-ed a bit `
-_- no it was alot `
received more and MORE sms'es `
couldn't be bothered to reply `
yay so don't sms me `
unless it's question `
i'll answer you `
don't qive me statements alriqht `
-siqhs- `
just received info that i failed hellshit `
it's saddeninq `
bye jiamin ~ `
i'm shippinq my ass to NA soon `
ROFLMAO `
i'm one lame arse ~_~ `
riqht `
heard i failed 3 subs ~ `
means i passed 4 riqht ? `
rofl =X `
all F9's `
and i failed my overall `
obvious cases of droppinq `
too bad aye sister `
i'm so leavinq you behind `
had the meet the parent thinqy `
qeez i so do not want to qo `
it's not DaveThonq `
somewhat about disciplinary teachers `
horrible positions too `
36/40 `
qeez `
i'm so jumpinq off the cliff `
why can't i have brainier brains ?! `
okay i admit `
i'm lazy -_- `
all's not well `
i do hope i qet to sec 5 then `
more time `
or i'll retain with CH `
ROFL `
i'm a frickinq dumbass `
i'm too cowardy to tell mummy =D `
yay `
"mummy i flunked all the shits " `
later she qimme one tiqht slap ar `
-___- `
maybe i should purchase MC's til 24 `
then i don't need to qo `
& qeez ! `
if they read my bloq `
i also GG what `
-_- someone ~ `
take me away ~ `
i don't ever wanna see CVSS aqain T_T `
fuck `
okay `
heard alot of peeps failed in other classes `
bless you all `
ahqonq&ahma `
T________T `
i pray to you ar ! `
let me advance T_T `
advance i also happy `
if advance dao `
i sompa buy you many many joss stick `
i mia comp [on weekdays] `
-ROFL- `
i'll study `
=D but if drop ~ `
then too bad `
peeps i'll audi with you everyday `
i'll play whatever you want me to `
i'll ton with you all aqain `
& i'll make midniqht cabbinq a hobby `
that is `
if i fail la `
ha...ha...ha... `
-__- `
okay `
i'm super lame `
advancement please ='[ `
i know i don't deserve it `
T______T `
but aiya `
whatever `
it's niqht `
received news from some peeps `
i'm not droppinq to NA ? `
-siqhs- `
i don't know `
doesn't make me happy `
even the least bit la `
fuckinq moodswinqinq like fuck `
duh -_- `
i realized i'm qettinq more cowardy `
daren't do some stuffs anymore `
some stupid dumbass stuffs `
so much for everythinq `
lies `
i'm nothinq but a humjikia =[ `
don't know anythinq `
can't do much `
i'll be a let down aqain `
sorry =[ `
haiis `
what the fuck is wronq with me `
don't ask peeps `
qot the emo disease aqain `
-siqhs- `
and have to attend lead portal 2molo `
fuck-ed `
darn-ed `
damn-ed `
crap-ed `
-siqhs- `
what the fuck `
fuckFUCKfuck `
i don't know `
sorry to someone `
can't do anymore `
let too many people down `
bye peeps =] `
Labels: lame arse whininq `
♥ Wednesday, October 15
yay `
countdown aqain `
maqical 6 ~ ! `
-ROFL- ? `
yay , i'm qettinq pretty lame `
i'm so qoinq out 6 days later `
won't be attendinq school until 22nd `
qoinq a lil mad after all this jailbirdy `
uh huh `
whatever `
i don't qive a fuck `
he came today `
yes ! AGAIN ! `
_l_ ? `
-ROFL- `
stayed for a bit `
watched me audi before fallinq asleep `
pathetic eh ? `
duhh ~___~ `
woke up & disiao-ed me `
qot pretty fucked up back then `
you know me `
i'm one fucked up kid `
ha.. ha.. ha.. `
dota-ed -___- `
then he had to leave early `
parents `
blahblah `
then he went with him ~ `
olea ~ !? `
hmphhs `
i qot fuckinq pissed off `
cus i'm one fuckinq bitch =] `
how's that , baby ? `
i wished you hate me =] `
don't qive me stupid thinqs -_- `
i hate it `
=X i didn't mean to call you bastard `
but qod knows how much i hate it `
esp when you call me bitch `
duhh `
i know i call myself bitch `
but not for you to call riqht `
qot superduperuber fucked up `
-________________- `
like i cared that much `
i aint qonna qive you one biq fuck `
no ; not in this lifetime `
how come only one quy `
on THIS earth `
can tolerate me `
and bless you dear boy `
he MIA-ed aqain `
sadded `
uncle phoned me at niqht `
so sweet T_T `
he called to see how i was doinq `
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
thanks uncle ♥ `
you rawks ! `
made some comfirmations and all `
went to bed `
& still countinq down =] `
qoodniqht peeps `
countdown aqain `
maqical 6 ~ ! `
-ROFL- ? `
yay , i'm qettinq pretty lame `
i'm so qoinq out 6 days later `
won't be attendinq school until 22nd `
qoinq a lil mad after all this jailbirdy `
uh huh `
whatever `
i don't qive a fuck `
he came today `
yes ! AGAIN ! `
_l_ ? `
-ROFL- `
stayed for a bit `
watched me audi before fallinq asleep `
pathetic eh ? `
duhh ~___~ `
woke up & disiao-ed me `
qot pretty fucked up back then `
you know me `
i'm one fucked up kid `
ha.. ha.. ha.. `
dota-ed -___- `
then he had to leave early `
parents `
blahblah `
then he went with him ~ `
olea ~ !? `
hmphhs `
i qot fuckinq pissed off `
cus i'm one fuckinq bitch =] `
how's that , baby ? `
i wished you hate me =] `
don't qive me stupid thinqs -_- `
i hate it `
=X i didn't mean to call you bastard `
but qod knows how much i hate it `
esp when you call me bitch `
duhh `
i know i call myself bitch `
but not for you to call riqht `
qot superduperuber fucked up `
-________________- `
like i cared that much `
i aint qonna qive you one biq fuck `
no ; not in this lifetime `
how come only one quy `
on THIS earth `
can tolerate me `
and bless you dear boy `
he MIA-ed aqain `
sadded `
uncle phoned me at niqht `
so sweet T_T `
he called to see how i was doinq `
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
thanks uncle ♥ `
you rawks ! `
made some comfirmations and all `
went to bed `
& still countinq down =] `
qoodniqht peeps `
Labels: ` ♥ UNCLE RAWKS ♥ `
♥ Tuesday, October 14
hello peeps =] `
i'm so not feelinq well today `
yeah yeah ! `
i'm still soundinq like a whininq asshole `
-ROFL- `
ok qeez ! `
-lauqhs- `
had a funny dream last niqht `
about murders & stuffs =] `
end up killinq loads of people `
-ROFL- `
my imaqination runninq wilder `
-lauqhs- `
idk =X `
in that dream `
i killed my so called boyfriend `
in that episode nia la `
dont think too much `
it's funny to think about it =] `
qettinq weirder `
quess i'll qo back to school someday `
heard i had shittish results `
like wOwOwOw la `
hehs =] `
qirls ! `
don't fiqht =] `
come on ! `
life's like that `
qive in to each other alriqht ? `
=] smile luh `
don't so hot tempered `
it's understandable `
but just qive in `
i know how it feels `
better one more friend `
then one more enemy riqht ? `
=]] come on `
accept each other's facts yeah ! `
lalalas `
okay `
i uploaded new sonq `
cause i qot super fucked up already `
sian la -_- `
everyday hear same thinq `
yay -______- `
listen peeps ! `
Mariah Carey `
Last Kiss `
SPECIAL THANKS
I know you don't believe that it's over like that
Oh~ Oh~
You know you still love me.
And I love you too.
You know this aint gonna be our last kiss?
I know you don't believe that it's over like that.
Feels so empty inside since our last kiss goodbye
Picture you in my mind and I can't seem to rationalize
The way we let it end
It just don't make no sense
This cant be happening
I need you back again
Everybody asking questions like we're some kind of obsession
For the millionth time asking I'm like
"Uhh, just let it rest"
Can I get a minute to breathe?
They're like "Nope!
What's up with you and so and so?"
But In my heart I know this (What)
Ain't gon' be our last kiss (uh uh)
It's too big we just can't quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feeling is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
You said you'd never leave me so I'll keep believing
That eventually
We gon' kiss away the hurt do it like it were
And wake up how we used to be
Never let it go get it right
Bring it back home stay for life
Call it what you want it's in your eyes
We gon' make it through this i'll prove it
Somethin' bout our love will not fade away
Always everlasting and
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
What we got is trill
Too real to be the last kiss
I mean, it's to big for us to quit
You know, i know you don't believe it's over like this
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
i'm so not feelinq well today `
yeah yeah ! `
i'm still soundinq like a whininq asshole `
-ROFL- `
ok qeez ! `
-lauqhs- `
had a funny dream last niqht `
about murders & stuffs =] `
end up killinq loads of people `
-ROFL- `
my imaqination runninq wilder `
-lauqhs- `
idk =X `
in that dream `
i killed my so called boyfriend `
in that episode nia la `
dont think too much `
it's funny to think about it =] `
qettinq weirder `
quess i'll qo back to school someday `
heard i had shittish results `
like wOwOwOw la `
hehs =] `
qirls ! `
don't fiqht =] `
come on ! `
life's like that `
qive in to each other alriqht ? `
=] smile luh `
don't so hot tempered `
it's understandable `
but just qive in `
i know how it feels `
better one more friend `
then one more enemy riqht ? `
=]] come on `
accept each other's facts yeah ! `
lalalas `
okay `
i uploaded new sonq `
cause i qot super fucked up already `
sian la -_- `
everyday hear same thinq `
yay -______- `
listen peeps ! `
Mariah Carey `
Last Kiss `
SPECIAL THANKS
I know you don't believe that it's over like that
Oh~ Oh~
You know you still love me.
And I love you too.
You know this aint gonna be our last kiss?
I know you don't believe that it's over like that.
Feels so empty inside since our last kiss goodbye
Picture you in my mind and I can't seem to rationalize
The way we let it end
It just don't make no sense
This cant be happening
I need you back again
Everybody asking questions like we're some kind of obsession
For the millionth time asking I'm like
"Uhh, just let it rest"
Can I get a minute to breathe?
They're like "Nope!
What's up with you and so and so?"
But In my heart I know this (What)
Ain't gon' be our last kiss (uh uh)
It's too big we just can't quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feeling is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
You said you'd never leave me so I'll keep believing
That eventually
We gon' kiss away the hurt do it like it were
And wake up how we used to be
Never let it go get it right
Bring it back home stay for life
Call it what you want it's in your eyes
We gon' make it through this i'll prove it
Somethin' bout our love will not fade away
Always everlasting and
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
What we got is trill
Too real to be the last kiss
I mean, it's to big for us to quit
You know, i know you don't believe it's over like this
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
In my heart I know this
Ain't gon' be our last kiss
It's too big we just cant quit
What you think this is?
Our love will always exist
Aww listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin'
What we got is still sumthin' sumthin'
Oh, this feelin' is too good to miss
And ain't no kiss gon' ever be our last kiss
♥ Sunday, October 12
it's late now =] `
don't feel like sleepinq thou `
thinkinq of stuffs `
thankinq qod for everythinq =] `
-lauqhs- `
i'll just bloq today's shit `
audi-ed mad `
morninq audi `
msn-ed awhile `
audi-ed in the afternoon `
msn-ed awhile `
audi-ed in the eveninq `
msn-ed awhile `
wonderful life isn't it ? `
ROFLMAO `
hey my hands were like achinq already `
but just play on lor `
help Uncle lvl up =] `
lalalas ! `
think that's what i'm qonna do `
bore myself with audi `
lazy to download new qames `
T_T lazy to learn either `
1more week before freedom =] `
quess i'll be skippinq lessons `
-___- `
qood news or bad news ? `
peeps askinq me about extra lessons `
a wonder i don't have to attend `
but look at all the shit i'm missinq -_- `
qonna flunk all these chapters `
no way `
dont ask me to study now `
i'm way too lazy to anyway `
just qot the news `
peeps visitinq me 2molo `
in the MORNING `
yayness ? `
or booness !!!! `
him&him ` !
cominq over after school `
they're super funny peeps `
wake up at 6 30 `
just to qo to a farfar school `
and qo there for one hour `
and qo back `
oh qeez `
don't ITE just rawk ? `
imaqine livinq next door `
ROFL `
cool huh `
yay ! `
but i so do not wanna qo there =] `
wanqzi ! `
you better dont qo =] `
qo poly better =] `
lalalas `
i qot kinda bored `
so i opened maple ROFL `
caused someone asked me to `
& i followed =] `
see i'm so GUAI la `
went to do haloween event `
then qot damn pissed off `
cause all the items `
weren't permanent ! `
did the PQ's `
qot almost everythinq `
& as usual la `
BUG ! `
T_________________T `
-siqhs- `
all's not well `
it makes me happy `
just to know humans still exist `
roflmaO `
what's my problem ? `
oh qeez `
i'm just one delirious arse `
boredom results in hiqhnessity `
oh whatever `
for the sake of my freedom `
i'll live on `
still considerinq `
should i qo back on the last day of school ? `
it's like duhh `
last day `
who would ? `
cleaninq all the classrooms `
tables & chairs & all ! `
just a few mere hours of boredom `
i could skip with a letter `
-_- `
well i don't know `
still considerinq `
see conditions luh =] `
lookinq forward to k box with qan's on 30th `
damn i miss them T_T `
-cries- `
this sux `
no shoppinq `
no slackinq `
no bitchinq around `
qeez `
sounds like a qeek off the block yeah `
whatever =] `
don't feel like sleepinq thou `
thinkinq of stuffs `
thankinq qod for everythinq =] `
-lauqhs- `
i'll just bloq today's shit `
audi-ed mad `
morninq audi `
msn-ed awhile `
audi-ed in the afternoon `
msn-ed awhile `
audi-ed in the eveninq `
msn-ed awhile `
wonderful life isn't it ? `
ROFLMAO `
hey my hands were like achinq already `
but just play on lor `
help Uncle lvl up =] `
lalalas ! `
think that's what i'm qonna do `
bore myself with audi `
lazy to download new qames `
T_T lazy to learn either `
1more week before freedom =] `
quess i'll be skippinq lessons `
-___- `
qood news or bad news ? `
peeps askinq me about extra lessons `
a wonder i don't have to attend `
but look at all the shit i'm missinq -_- `
qonna flunk all these chapters `
no way `
dont ask me to study now `
i'm way too lazy to anyway `
just qot the news `
peeps visitinq me 2molo `
in the MORNING `
yayness ? `
or booness !!!! `
him&him ` !
cominq over after school `
they're super funny peeps `
wake up at 6 30 `
just to qo to a farfar school `
and qo there for one hour `
and qo back `
oh qeez `
don't ITE just rawk ? `
imaqine livinq next door `
ROFL `
cool huh `
yay ! `
but i so do not wanna qo there =] `
wanqzi ! `
you better dont qo =] `
qo poly better =] `
lalalas `
i qot kinda bored `
so i opened maple ROFL `
caused someone asked me to `
& i followed =] `
see i'm so GUAI la `
went to do haloween event `
then qot damn pissed off `
cause all the items `
weren't permanent ! `
did the PQ's `
qot almost everythinq `
& as usual la `
BUG ! `
T_________________T `
-siqhs- `
all's not well `
it makes me happy `
just to know humans still exist `
roflmaO `
what's my problem ? `
oh qeez `
i'm just one delirious arse `
boredom results in hiqhnessity `
oh whatever `
for the sake of my freedom `
i'll live on `
still considerinq `
should i qo back on the last day of school ? `
it's like duhh `
last day `
who would ? `
cleaninq all the classrooms `
tables & chairs & all ! `
just a few mere hours of boredom `
i could skip with a letter `
-_- `
well i don't know `
still considerinq `
see conditions luh =] `
lookinq forward to k box with qan's on 30th `
damn i miss them T_T `
-cries- `
this sux `
no shoppinq `
no slackinq `
no bitchinq around `
qeez `
sounds like a qeek off the block yeah `
whatever =] `
Labels: lala and audi ` OH x `
haiiz `
yay `
another chanqe of emotions `
its 2:37am now `
feelinq much better `
nuer ! `
i quess its different =] `
yayness `
sorry sister `
can't qo out `
can't pei you qo anywhere =[ `
even i am bored `
yayness `
boredom for a lonq lonq time `
quess i'll sleep in `
whole of 2molo `
lazy bummer i am ? `
yeahh ; duhh ! `
dont feel so upset alriqht ? `
whatever that has happened `
already happened `
no point cryinq over spilt milk riqht `
forqhet the past `
the present ; the future `
its here luh `
don't think too much `
what's yours will be yours ok ? `
do cheerup `
don qet your temper all flared up `
won't help much `
if he's meant to be yours `
qoodluck to you `
if no , `
do calm down alriqht `
cheerup `
life's like that `
like a deck of cards `
unpredictable `
love yourself `
treasure life as it has been qiven to you `
don throw it away `
stray away from sharp objects `
drinkinq wont qet you anywhere `
dont learn from me `
it aint awesome stuffs you know `
do cheerup `
seriously do `
there's someone watchinq over you `
i'll pei you real soon alriqht ? `
qet over it `
behind every obstacle `
is a lil reward `
pushinq you forward `
step by step `
you'll make it =] `
sorry dear `
haiiz `
yay `
another chanqe of emotions `
its 2:37am now `
feelinq much better `
nuer ! `
i quess its different =] `
yayness `
sorry sister `
can't qo out `
can't pei you qo anywhere =[ `
even i am bored `
yayness `
boredom for a lonq lonq time `
quess i'll sleep in `
whole of 2molo `
lazy bummer i am ? `
yeahh ; duhh ! `
dont feel so upset alriqht ? `
whatever that has happened `
already happened `
no point cryinq over spilt milk riqht `
forqhet the past `
the present ; the future `
its here luh `
don't think too much `
what's yours will be yours ok ? `
do cheerup `
don qet your temper all flared up `
won't help much `
if he's meant to be yours `
qoodluck to you `
if no , `
do calm down alriqht `
cheerup `
life's like that `
like a deck of cards `
unpredictable `
love yourself `
treasure life as it has been qiven to you `
don throw it away `
stray away from sharp objects `
drinkinq wont qet you anywhere `
dont learn from me `
it aint awesome stuffs you know `
do cheerup `
seriously do `
there's someone watchinq over you `
i'll pei you real soon alriqht ? `
qet over it `
behind every obstacle `
is a lil reward `
pushinq you forward `
step by step `
you'll make it =] `
sorry dear `
haiiz `
Labels: cheerup alriqhts
♥ Saturday, October 11
feel so weird riqht now `
upset `
a certain unexplainable feelinq `
-siqhs- `
i'm sorry `
to this special someone `
i just want you to know `
the promise i once made to you `
trust me , `
i'll fulfil it `
i won't break it `
okay ? `
don't think too much `
i mean what i say `
if i ever hurt you `
sorry `
i'm still waitinq `
even if the day comes `
i'll fulfil the stuffs in my promise `
even if i have to suffer =] `
just to say `
iwyb `
i fuckinq want a time twister `
you know `
sourness in reality sux `
upset `
a certain unexplainable feelinq `
-siqhs- `
i'm sorry `
to this special someone `
i just want you to know `
the promise i once made to you `
trust me , `
i'll fulfil it `
i won't break it `
okay ? `
don't think too much `
i mean what i say `
if i ever hurt you `
sorry `
i'm still waitinq `
even if the day comes `
i'll fulfil the stuffs in my promise `
even if i have to suffer =] `
just to say `
iwyb `
i fuckinq want a time twister `
you know `
sourness in reality sux `
Labels: sourness in reality shits `
thanks XXX `
for the taq `
althouqh i donoe who you are `
thanks anyway =] `
thanks qwen `
i donoe your bloq link `
cant taq back T_T `
-cries- `
come on `
qive me T_T `
-lauqhs- `
yay `
10 more days ! `
-ROFL- `
i sound retarded T_T `
tears ofjoy sadness `
feel like a jailbird `
birdie ! `
f3 `
dear's been here super lonq now `
damn -__- `
thanks dear `
muacks qive you a kiss ! `
=D `
smileeeee `
nevermind i take back `
-ROFLMAO- `
crazy qirl =_= `
yayaya i know la `
dont need say `
rofl `
i think dear's sick `
his temperature was HOT today la `
see la `
-siqhs-`
=[ don qet sick cause of me `
sorry dear `
haiis `
T_____T `
your school opens next week `
must attend `
seriously scared `
later you tio-ed cp how ? `
T______T `
haiis tc yourself `
-____________- `
still lookinq like a cow `
devastation T____T `
-siqhs- `
10 more days `
how to survive man `
nevermind `
lalalas `
crazy retard's will live =] `
-lauqhs-
for the taq `
althouqh i donoe who you are `
thanks anyway =] `
thanks qwen `
i donoe your bloq link `
cant taq back T_T `
-cries- `
come on `
qive me T_T `
-lauqhs- `
yay `
10 more days ! `
-ROFL- `
i sound retarded T_T `
tears of
feel like a jailbird `
birdie ! `
f3 `
dear's been here super lonq now `
damn -__- `
thanks dear `
muacks qive you a kiss ! `
=D `
smileeeee `
nevermind i take back `
-ROFLMAO- `
crazy qirl =_= `
yayaya i know la `
dont need say `
rofl `
i think dear's sick `
his temperature was HOT today la `
see la `
-siqhs-`
=[ don qet sick cause of me `
sorry dear `
haiis `
T_____T `
your school opens next week `
must attend `
seriously scared `
later you tio-ed cp how ? `
T______T `
haiis tc yourself `
-____________- `
still lookinq like a cow `
devastation T____T `
-siqhs- `
10 more days `
how to survive man `
nevermind `
lalalas `
crazy retard's will live =] `
-lauqhs-
Labels: ~ x X x ` who are you ~ `
♥ Wednesday, October 8
woke up feelinq shit `
fuckinq cold `
fuckinq dizzy `
felt like vomitinq `
condition worsened `
didn't attend school `
-siqhs- `
went to the doctor `
& heard some stupid remarks `
-________- `
nevermind `
audi-ed a lil `
moodless `
read his messaqes `
quite funny `
i'm like -BLANK- all the way `
F3 -__- `
nevermind `
he thouqht i went to school `
=X cause i didn't tell him i tio `
diaO ` !
nevermind `
-siqhs- `
his cominq over riqht now `
=[[ cook for me `
scarely 2molo tio poisoninq `
-ROFLMAO- `
joke la `
i shouldn't doubt your kind intentions `
F3 -___- `
muacks qive you a kiss `
you rawks ! `
it's raininq so heavily `
his qonna be so damn wet la `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
you don't have to `
i can just drop dead `
scratch myself to death `
sometimes i wonder -_- `
why are boys so weird `
they can be your fairytale dream `
yet they can be your worst niqhtmare `
cute eh ? `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet sick because of me la `
not worth it oh kay ? `
btw `
thanks ch for the concerns `
=] rofl `
sorry la `
you qo that side and enjoy `
i cmi liao `
i'm lookinq worse then a diseased cow today `
& sorry ahJERx3 kor `
=[ can't bunk with you `
CHICKENPOK `
want whole bunk tio with me arh ? `
zai zai neh `
kana thrashed arh `
i then dowan la T_T `
next time ba ` =]
fuckinq cold `
fuckinq dizzy `
felt like vomitinq `
condition worsened `
didn't attend school `
-siqhs- `
went to the doctor `
& heard some stupid remarks `
-________- `
nevermind `
audi-ed a lil `
moodless `
read his messaqes `
quite funny `
i'm like -BLANK- all the way `
F3 -__- `
nevermind `
he thouqht i went to school `
=X cause i didn't tell him i tio `
diaO ` !
nevermind `
-siqhs- `
his cominq over riqht now `
=[[ cook for me `
scarely 2molo tio poisoninq `
-ROFLMAO- `
joke la `
i shouldn't doubt your kind intentions `
F3 -___- `
muacks qive you a kiss `
you rawks ! `
it's raininq so heavily `
his qonna be so damn wet la `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
you don't have to `
i can just drop dead `
scratch myself to death `
sometimes i wonder -_- `
why are boys so weird `
they can be your fairytale dream `
yet they can be your worst niqhtmare `
cute eh ? `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet sick because of me la `
not worth it oh kay ? `
btw `
thanks ch for the concerns `
=] rofl `
sorry la `
you qo that side and enjoy `
i cmi liao `
i'm lookinq worse then a diseased cow today `
& sorry ahJERx3 kor `
=[ can't bunk with you `
CHICKENPOK `
want whole bunk tio with me arh ? `
zai zai neh `
kana thrashed arh `
i then dowan la T_T `
next time ba ` =]
Labels: x-la-lala-la-x
♥ Tuesday, October 7
i love black once more `
not feelinq awesome `
been havinq these headaches `
days already `
like since saturday `
& it's still here `
and that pain in the rib `
fuck it `
seriously `
-siqhs- `
-ROFLMAO- `
had the literature exams `
couldn't really concentrate `
felt super cold `
but was runninq a fever `
weird uh `
obvious cases `
red spots were like pokinq out alrdy `
chicken pox `
yes `
you peeps have NO idea `
how fucked up i qot `
halfway throuqh the exams `
& who's fuckinq fault is it ? `
obviously `
at least i didnt have to see paper 2 `
must be hellshit `
had to fuck off the BBQ event `
sorry to so many peeps `
esp daddiie&XINXIN `
it'll be the same without me =] `
qot uncle can le `
& WEEKEAT uncle `
must qo `
don't cause of me `
then dowan to qo la aiyo `
surfer pei you qo `
=] SMILE la `
qettinq fuckinq itchy `
this sucks `
i seriously look like a diseased cow `
it's not like i wanted it `
i'm utterly disqusted myself `
lookinq like a cheebyebin now `
wonderful isn't it `
like FUCK -_- `
felt stressed around afternoon `
for no fuckinq reason ok ? `
just emo `
didn't want to tell peeps abt it `
qot scolded `
really `
i teared `
for stupid reasons `
i don't matter `
seriously ; i dont `
and i wont qet dulan with u one ok `
i'm like that `
but i dont take harshness either `
-lauqhs- `
i'm picky `
heard of the sayinq `
a qirl's yes `
mean's yes `
a qirl's no `
mean's yes `
catch the ball ? `
catch no ball nvm `
-roflmaO- `
i learnt not to take thinqs seriously `
then `
why does it hurt so badly ? `
certain stuffs `
once said `
can never be taken back `
it's understood isn't it `
apoloqies never work out on me `
you know me `
i hate those words `
thanks `
sorry `
i dont like it `
-siqhs- `
forqhet it `
seriously `
even if i die `
it's none of your business `
a wonder you dont know `
-lauqhs- `
you know `
when i see stuffs pokinq outta my skin `
not 平ah chinese sux ps `
i feel like makinq it flat la `
-siqhs- `
fuck it `
seriously `
fuck it `
not feelinq awesome `
been havinq these headaches `
days already `
like since saturday `
& it's still here `
and that pain in the rib `
fuck it `
seriously `
-siqhs- `
-ROFLMAO- `
had the literature exams `
couldn't really concentrate `
felt super cold `
but was runninq a fever `
weird uh `
obvious cases `
red spots were like pokinq out alrdy `
chicken pox `
yes `
you peeps have NO idea `
how fucked up i qot `
halfway throuqh the exams `
& who's fuckinq fault is it ? `
obviously `
at least i didnt have to see paper 2 `
must be hellshit `
had to fuck off the BBQ event `
sorry to so many peeps `
esp daddiie&XINXIN `
it'll be the same without me =] `
qot uncle can le `
& WEEKEAT uncle `
must qo `
don't cause of me `
then dowan to qo la aiyo `
surfer pei you qo `
=] SMILE la `
qettinq fuckinq itchy `
this sucks `
i seriously look like a diseased cow `
it's not like i wanted it `
i'm utterly disqusted myself `
lookinq like a cheebyebin now `
wonderful isn't it `
like FUCK -_- `
felt stressed around afternoon `
for no fuckinq reason ok ? `
just emo `
didn't want to tell peeps abt it `
qot scolded `
really `
i teared `
for stupid reasons `
i don't matter `
seriously ; i dont `
and i wont qet dulan with u one ok `
i'm like that `
but i dont take harshness either `
-lauqhs- `
i'm picky `
heard of the sayinq `
a qirl's yes `
mean's yes `
a qirl's no `
mean's yes `
catch the ball ? `
catch no ball nvm `
-roflmaO- `
i learnt not to take thinqs seriously `
then `
why does it hurt so badly ? `
certain stuffs `
once said `
can never be taken back `
it's understood isn't it `
apoloqies never work out on me `
you know me `
i hate those words `
thanks `
sorry `
i dont like it `
-siqhs- `
forqhet it `
seriously `
even if i die `
it's none of your business `
a wonder you dont know `
-lauqhs- `
you know `
when i see stuffs pokinq outta my skin `
not 平ah chinese sux ps `
i feel like makinq it flat la `
-siqhs- `
fuck it `
seriously `
fuck it `
Labels: then ` why `
♥ Monday, October 6
taqqed by ♥HERA
♥LOVE i miss you so DAMN much ` !
Seven Things That Scares You ,
1. lose this particular N81 for personal reasons `
2. lose ♥GANs aqain =[ `
3. drop to NA next year `
4. no more freedom `
5. sadistic torture chambers in hell -_- `
6. ppl vomitinq infront of me ` eew =O `
7. hair extensions roflmaO
Seven Things That You L♥VE The Most ,
1. ♥GANs ILY ` ! MUACK `
2 .TON anywhere & everywhere roflmaO `
3. sleepinq ` !
4. alcoholic substances `
5. body piercinqs `
6. ♥SLACK !
7. INTERNET ` i'll die without it `
Seven Important Tings in Your Room ,
1. CHARGER roflmaO !!! `
2. make up kit `
3. handphone `
4. ♥BED♥ muack `
5. mirror `
6. door -_- dont ask why ` its funny
7. wardrobe `
Seven Random Facts About You ,
1. i bear heavy qrudqes... `
2. i miss ♥JERMAINE ERZI T_T `
3. i just pierced my nail?! ` =D `
4. petty `
5. i'm so qettinq my traqus pierced nxt thurs ? `
6. i think i'm qoinq NA next year `
7. i'm a bitch =D `
Seven things you plan to do before you die ,
1. have my revenqe ` F3 `
2. have that promise fulfiled `
3. confession to qod =] `
4. trip to france `
5. last meetinq with ♥GANs T_T `
6. at least 13 holes in my body `
7. plan my funeral myself F3 `
Seven Things You Can do ,
1. qo out in the middle of the niqht `
2. runway from home `
3. drink 10 cups of vodka no seh =D `
4. qo hiqh after seeinq ppl tiaolou `
5. cab my ass down to XXXXX and back now -_- `
6. SLEEP ROFLMAO ` !
7. suicide -_- `
Seven Things You Can't Do
1. kill you -_- `
2. qet THAT lost item back `
3. skip examinations `
4. overniqht shoppinq ` sq . its pathetic -_- `
5. qet AWESOME qrades ` i'm stupid `
6. qet well -_- ` i'm one sick bitch `
7. thinkinq of somethinq ` sad memories =[ `
Seven Things That You Say The Most
1. FUCK `
2. NABEI `
3. CHEEBYE `
4. -lauqhs- `
5. T_T `
6. F3 `
7. diaO `
Seven Songs You've Recently Listen To
1. tui hou `
2. bai se fenq che `
3. 7 years and 50 days `
4. can't stop the rain `
5. shut up `
6. break up `
7. dont say you love me `
Seven Movies You've Recently Watch
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
you know `
i haven't watched a sinqle movie `
since o5o72oO8 `
some peeps should know why =] `
Seven Favourite Artist
1. cascada `
2. britney spears
3. mariah carey `
4. aaron carter `
5. jay chou `
6. jesse mccartney =D `
7. utada hikaru `
Seven People You Tag To Do This Quiz
standard yeah !
i made life easier `
click here for copiable quiz paqe
1. ♥ERZI `
2. ♥DADDIIE `
3. ♥GONGZHU `
4. ♥XINXIN `
5. ♥SUGAR `
6. ♥KOR `
7. ♥MEI
i DID it mwahahas =] `
♥HERA ` IMY T_T `
♥LOVE i miss you so DAMN much ` !
Seven Things That Scares You ,
1. lose this particular N81 for personal reasons `
2. lose ♥GANs aqain =[ `
3. drop to NA next year `
4. no more freedom `
5. sadistic torture chambers in hell -_- `
6. ppl vomitinq infront of me ` eew =O `
7. hair extensions roflmaO
Seven Things That You L♥VE The Most ,
1. ♥GANs ILY ` ! MUACK `
2 .TON anywhere & everywhere roflmaO `
3. sleepinq ` !
4. alcoholic substances `
5. body piercinqs `
6. ♥SLACK !
7. INTERNET ` i'll die without it `
Seven Important Tings in Your Room ,
1. CHARGER roflmaO !!! `
2. make up kit `
3. handphone `
4. ♥BED♥ muack `
5. mirror `
6. door -_- dont ask why ` its funny
7. wardrobe `
Seven Random Facts About You ,
1. i bear heavy qrudqes... `
2. i miss ♥JERMAINE ERZI T_T `
3. i just pierced my nail?! ` =D `
4. petty `
5. i'm so qettinq my traqus pierced nxt thurs ? `
6. i think i'm qoinq NA next year `
7. i'm a bitch =D `
Seven things you plan to do before you die ,
1. have my revenqe ` F3 `
2. have that promise fulfiled `
3. confession to qod =] `
4. trip to france `
5. last meetinq with ♥GANs T_T `
6. at least 13 holes in my body `
7. plan my funeral myself F3 `
Seven Things You Can do ,
1. qo out in the middle of the niqht `
2. runway from home `
3. drink 10 cups of vodka no seh =D `
4. qo hiqh after seeinq ppl tiaolou `
5. cab my ass down to XXXXX and back now -_- `
6. SLEEP ROFLMAO ` !
7. suicide -_- `
Seven Things You Can't Do
1. kill you -_- `
2. qet THAT lost item back `
3. skip examinations `
4. overniqht shoppinq ` sq . its pathetic -_- `
5. qet AWESOME qrades ` i'm stupid `
6. qet well -_- ` i'm one sick bitch `
7. thinkinq of somethinq ` sad memories =[ `
Seven Things That You Say The Most
1. FUCK `
2. NABEI `
3. CHEEBYE `
4. -lauqhs- `
5. T_T `
6. F3 `
7. diaO `
Seven Songs You've Recently Listen To
1. tui hou `
2. bai se fenq che `
3. 7 years and 50 days `
4. can't stop the rain `
5. shut up `
6. break up `
7. dont say you love me `
Seven Movies You've Recently Watch
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
you know `
i haven't watched a sinqle movie `
since o5o72oO8 `
some peeps should know why =] `
Seven Favourite Artist
1. cascada `
2. britney spears
3. mariah carey `
4. aaron carter `
5. jay chou `
6. jesse mccartney =D `
7. utada hikaru `
Seven People You Tag To Do This Quiz
standard yeah !
i made life easier `
click here for copiable quiz paqe
1. ♥ERZI `
2. ♥DADDIIE `
3. ♥GONGZHU `
4. ♥XINXIN `
5. ♥SUGAR `
6. ♥KOR `
7. ♥MEI
i DID it mwahahas =] `
♥HERA ` IMY T_T `
Labels: ♥HERA ` =[[ quizzie done ` T_T `
♥ Sunday, October 5
you have NO idea how fucked up i'm `
i fuckinq hate you `
you just killed the fuckinq comp `
motherfuckinqcorksucker `
i fuckinqhate you `
and i'll fuckinq hate you til the day you die `
i'll del your fuckinq files `
fuckers will be fuckers `
qod damn-ed you `
fuckfuckfuck `
FUCKYOULANABEICHEEBYE `
-_____- `
forqhet it `
-__- had my fuckinq hair cut `
fuckinq style `
showinq my fuckface fuckinq fucked up `
fuck it man `
fuckinq prepared `
planned all the fuckinq shits `
had a fuckinq request `
it's not like i can't fuckinq qet it done `
i'm just fuckinq lazy `
and i fuckinq asked you to help `
and you fuckinq told him `
no fuckinq lies `
fuck you `
i fuckinq hate you `
fuck you to hell `
i hope you fuck off `
think i hadn't enouqh fuckinq lectures !? `
fuck you `
fuckFUCKfuck you to hell sucker `
you fuckinq baotoh-ed me `
fuck you `
then bo ji sms me back la `
tmd fuckinq balless fucker `
can't you just keep your fuckinq mouth shut?! `
fuck you `
as if i had so much fuckinq time `
your not a fuckinq perfectionist `
so shut the fuck up `
you can fuckinq qay with them `
i don't fuckinq mind `
it's not the 1st time i'll lose someone anw `
so much for fuckinq blood `
i have no fuckinq mood to talk to them now `
all your fuckinq fault `
what i fuckinq do outside `
is none of your fuckinq business `
whether i fuckinq lose my life outside `
it's my fuckinq business `
whatever i fuckinq drink outside `
i fuckinq do as i please `
whatever i fuckinq do for others `
shut the fuck up `
so fuck off `
shut your fuckinq trap `
i hate beinq fuckinq questioned `
don't expect me to qive you fuckinq answers `
i fuckinq cant be bothered `
your just qettinq me more fuckinq pissed `
don't think your so fuckinq qreat `
my patience has its fuckinq limits `
just as you fuckinq backstabbed me `
i can fuckinq stab you riqht back `
in your fuckinq back `
and you'll never fuckinq know `
try me man `
i don't qive a fuck `
i'm at no fuckinq losinq end either `
P.S `
to both my beloved uncle's `
dear uncle's `
sorry `
it's all my fault `
don't fiqht would ya ? `
i'm sorry `
i'll do what i can `
if your busy it's alriqht with me `
i can manaqe `
uncle `
thanks for everythinq `
i'll try to manaqe `
thanks uncles <3 `
i fuckinq hate you `
you just killed the fuckinq comp `
motherfuckinqcorksucker `
i fuckinqhate you `
and i'll fuckinq hate you til the day you die `
i'll del your fuckinq files `
fuckers will be fuckers `
qod damn-ed you `
fuckfuckfuck `
FUCKYOULANABEICHEEBYE `
-_____- `
forqhet it `
-__- had my fuckinq hair cut `
fuckinq style `
showinq my fuckface fuckinq fucked up `
fuck it man `
fuckinq prepared `
planned all the fuckinq shits `
had a fuckinq request `
it's not like i can't fuckinq qet it done `
i'm just fuckinq lazy `
and i fuckinq asked you to help `
and you fuckinq told him `
no fuckinq lies `
fuck you `
i fuckinq hate you `
fuck you to hell `
i hope you fuck off `
think i hadn't enouqh fuckinq lectures !? `
fuck you `
fuckFUCKfuck you to hell sucker `
you fuckinq baotoh-ed me `
fuck you `
then bo ji sms me back la `
tmd fuckinq balless fucker `
can't you just keep your fuckinq mouth shut?! `
fuck you `
as if i had so much fuckinq time `
your not a fuckinq perfectionist `
so shut the fuck up `
you can fuckinq qay with them `
i don't fuckinq mind `
it's not the 1st time i'll lose someone anw `
so much for fuckinq blood `
i have no fuckinq mood to talk to them now `
all your fuckinq fault `
what i fuckinq do outside `
is none of your fuckinq business `
whether i fuckinq lose my life outside `
it's my fuckinq business `
whatever i fuckinq drink outside `
i fuckinq do as i please `
whatever i fuckinq do for others `
shut the fuck up `
so fuck off `
shut your fuckinq trap `
i hate beinq fuckinq questioned `
don't expect me to qive you fuckinq answers `
i fuckinq cant be bothered `
your just qettinq me more fuckinq pissed `
don't think your so fuckinq qreat `
my patience has its fuckinq limits `
just as you fuckinq backstabbed me `
i can fuckinq stab you riqht back `
in your fuckinq back `
and you'll never fuckinq know `
try me man `
i don't qive a fuck `
i'm at no fuckinq losinq end either `
P.S `
to both my beloved uncle's `
dear uncle's `
sorry `
it's all my fault `
don't fiqht would ya ? `
i'm sorry `
i'll do what i can `
if your busy it's alriqht with me `
i can manaqe `
uncle `
thanks for everythinq `
i'll try to manaqe `
thanks uncles <3 `
Labels: ` -fuck-FUCK-fuck- `
♥ Saturday, October 4
saturday `
their last day here `
yaynessity ? `
no ; doesn't make a difference `
+_+ to me `
life's like that `
rushed out in the morninq `
with mother aqain luh `
sorry jerr kor =[ `
couldn't make it to bunk with you `
sorry =] `
i'll make it up to you someday `
sorry jiamin `
i promise the next day ok ? `
-lauqhs- `
went over to causeway `
the place chanqed so much `
all the stuffs i want `
just went POOF ! `
-lauqhs- `
went over to juronq `
qot some stuffs for my menicure set `
new plates `
new colors `
-lauqhs- `
qot quite hiqh despite headaches =] `
happiness ! `
but i abandon-ed him aqain `
damn me `
damnDAMNdamn me T_T `
-siqhs- `
went home after that `
quess what `
my nail art jewel set arrived =D `
i was like `
SUPERHIGH after seeinq it `
riqht in my mailbox so early ! `
i expected to qet it the next week `
went back and pack-ed up stuffs `
threw away some useless shits `
4 auto eyeliner pencils `
2 eyeshadow palettes `
1 auto eyebrow pencil `
5 eyeshadow sticks `
1 fake eyelash `
can't remember `
should be about it `
-lauqhs- `
played UNO with them `
-____- `
like wtf `
they went home soonafter `
yayness or sadness ? `
i don't know `
watched the rinq halfway `
fell asleep `
seems to be my usual procedure now `
-lauqhs- `
=] `
their last day here `
yaynessity ? `
no ; doesn't make a difference `
+_+ to me `
life's like that `
rushed out in the morninq `
with mother aqain luh `
sorry jerr kor =[ `
couldn't make it to bunk with you `
sorry =] `
i'll make it up to you someday `
sorry jiamin `
i promise the next day ok ? `
-lauqhs- `
went over to causeway `
the place chanqed so much `
all the stuffs i want `
just went POOF ! `
-lauqhs- `
went over to juronq `
qot some stuffs for my menicure set `
new plates `
new colors `
-lauqhs- `
qot quite hiqh despite headaches =] `
happiness ! `
but i abandon-ed him aqain `
damn me `
damnDAMNdamn me T_T `
-siqhs- `
went home after that `
quess what `
my nail art jewel set arrived =D `
i was like `
SUPERHIGH after seeinq it `
riqht in my mailbox so early ! `
i expected to qet it the next week `
went back and pack-ed up stuffs `
threw away some useless shits `
4 auto eyeliner pencils `
2 eyeshadow palettes `
1 auto eyebrow pencil `
5 eyeshadow sticks `
1 fake eyelash `
can't remember `
should be about it `
-lauqhs- `
played UNO with them `
-____- `
like wtf `
they went home soonafter `
yayness or sadness ? `
i don't know `
watched the rinq halfway `
fell asleep `
seems to be my usual procedure now `
-lauqhs- `
=] `
Labels: dump-ed ` duhh
♥ Friday, October 3
quess they're still here `
-lauqhs- `
too bad `
-siqhs- `
dear took my jacket T_T `
nvermind `
it was his from the start `
-siqhs- `
don't know what i'm thinkinq `
finished the paper =] `
social studies `
but i quess i'll flunk that as well `
-lauqhs- `
i wasn't born with a smart brain =] `
-siqhs- `
didn't really want to stay at home `
heard they were qoinq for beer party `
damn-ed `
-siqhs- `
super fuck-ed up now `
mother-fuckinq-shit `
downloaded all the fuck `
as if i had the time to delete all `
it's laqqinq the whole fuckinq comp `
i'll reformat it sooner or later `
don't try scoldinq me `
who let all the viruses in ` ?
brainless arse `
i'm so qettinq my own space `
i'm practically laqqinq every min now `
this sux ok ? `
i have to open the fuckinq ie many times `
all your fuckinq fault `
download what fuck `
fuck you to hell man `
oh qeez forqhet it `
i hate you `
and that's it man `
-___- `
he complain-ed `
said i didn't accompany him enouqh `
i'm tired `
seriously `
no i'm not a suitable qirl `
not at all spontaneous `
just a useless piece of shit `
so i just hack-cared it uh `
movie-d with him `
some sort of hair extension movie `
super lame -_- `
like eew `
imaqine all the hair `
-yucks- `
and what's with the extensions ? `
super lonq `
and super eew -_- `
damn-ed `
watched another movie `
thai movie `
fell asleep halfway `
can't stand it `
headaches really kill `
abandon-ed him `
and all i can say is sorry `
i won't qive excuses `
i don't see a need to `
-siqhs- `
i'm just plain useless =] `
-lauqhs- `
too bad `
-siqhs- `
dear took my jacket T_T `
nvermind `
it was his from the start `
-siqhs- `
don't know what i'm thinkinq `
finished the paper =] `
social studies `
but i quess i'll flunk that as well `
-lauqhs- `
i wasn't born with a smart brain =] `
-siqhs- `
didn't really want to stay at home `
heard they were qoinq for beer party `
damn-ed `
-siqhs- `
super fuck-ed up now `
mother-fuckinq-shit `
downloaded all the fuck `
as if i had the time to delete all `
it's laqqinq the whole fuckinq comp `
i'll reformat it sooner or later `
don't try scoldinq me `
who let all the viruses in ` ?
brainless arse `
i'm so qettinq my own space `
i'm practically laqqinq every min now `
this sux ok ? `
i have to open the fuckinq ie many times `
all your fuckinq fault `
download what fuck `
fuck you to hell man `
oh qeez forqhet it `
i hate you `
and that's it man `
-___- `
he complain-ed `
said i didn't accompany him enouqh `
i'm tired `
seriously `
no i'm not a suitable qirl `
not at all spontaneous `
just a useless piece of shit `
so i just hack-cared it uh `
movie-d with him `
some sort of hair extension movie `
super lame -_- `
like eew `
imaqine all the hair `
-yucks- `
and what's with the extensions ? `
super lonq `
and super eew -_- `
damn-ed `
watched another movie `
thai movie `
fell asleep halfway `
can't stand it `
headaches really kill `
abandon-ed him `
and all i can say is sorry `
i won't qive excuses `
i don't see a need to `
-siqhs- `
i'm just plain useless =] `
Labels: - for everythinq `
♥ Thursday, October 2
skipped a few days of postinq `
tired uh `
-lauqhs- `
exam-ed loads
chanqed the skin =] `
-lauqhs- `
as you noticed `
i copied and pasted most `
laziness la `
=X `
ROFLMAO ` !
come on `
won't hurt riqht ? `
havinq him and him here `
they ton-inq aqain `
-siqh- `
not feelinq well `
=] but i went out with mother anw `
went around for a bit `
came back and fell asleep `
sorry dear `
i didn't accompany you aqain `
i don't know why either `
i quess i owe you an apoloqy `
sorry is all i can say `
i don't know whats wronq with me `
but really `
thanks for the present =] `
i fuckinq love it `
-siqhs- `
i'm practically attached to it `
brinqinq it everywhere ` !
perhaps a replacement ba `
since your always with them =] `
huqqinq it's just fine enouqh `
for everythinq i have done `
i don't understand `
sorry `
tired uh `
-lauqhs- `
exam-ed loads
chanqed the skin =] `
-lauqhs- `
as you noticed `
i copied and pasted most `
laziness la `
=X `
ROFLMAO ` !
come on `
won't hurt riqht ? `
havinq him and him here `
they ton-inq aqain `
-siqh- `
not feelinq well `
=] but i went out with mother anw `
went around for a bit `
came back and fell asleep `
sorry dear `
i didn't accompany you aqain `
i don't know why either `
i quess i owe you an apoloqy `
sorry is all i can say `
i don't know whats wronq with me `
but really `
thanks for the present =] `
i fuckinq love it `
-siqhs- `
i'm practically attached to it `
brinqinq it everywhere ` !
perhaps a replacement ba `
since your always with them =] `
huqqinq it's just fine enouqh `
for everythinq i have done `
i don't understand `
sorry `
Labels: ` thanks dear `
