♥ Sunday, August 31
sunday `
sleep aqain `
woke up at niqht `
went home =] `
qood qirl riqht `
yaya -_- `
as if you will believe `
hais `
nevermind `
i made up my mind `
met up with kor late `
went over to his friend's `
-______- DINNERed `
at midniqht ='[ `
-hais-
ppl who can persuade `
are really smart ppl =] `
went back around 3 `
& slept `
qoodnite =]
sleep aqain `
woke up at niqht `
went home =] `
qood qirl riqht `
yaya -_- `
as if you will believe `
hais `
nevermind `
i made up my mind `
met up with kor late `
went over to his friend's `
-______- DINNERed `
at midniqht ='[ `
-hais-
ppl who can persuade `
are really smart ppl =] `
went back around 3 `
& slept `
qoodnite =]
Labels: and a sweet lil qoodnite for you `
♥ Saturday, August 30
saturday `
spent my day sleepinq =] `
and JIAMIN came pei me aqain `
lalalas `
hmmms `
& slept all day aqain `
lalalas `
spent my day sleepinq =] `
and JIAMIN came pei me aqain `
lalalas `
hmmms `
& slept all day aqain `
lalalas `
Labels: bitch LOVEs sleepinq =]
-lauqhs- `
ahSIAOx `
ahbudhen i call you ahSIAOx `
if not call you what sia ` !
you tell me la `
call you kor ah `
i call you kor meh `
dowan la `
i thouqht i call you ahSIAOx `
so unique la `
then qot chance you dont know what `
aiseh `
scold me on bloq `
i smack you ah `
you wait your chickenPOKPOKPOK `
FINISHED !! `
i tell you `
you GG liao lor `
to anqel/devil freak uh `
lalalas `
i dont care la `
aiyoh `
i super touched le T_T `
i cry you a river of tears `
thanks worh `
sorry about yesterday `
but i qot pei you celebrate lor ` !
i ate with jiamin =] `
lauqhs ` !
=]] ` thanks for everythinq `
-lauqhs- `
went over to buqis with jiamin `
& i did not sadistically torture you T_T `
i'm a nice, kind bitch ` !
-roflmaO- `
duhh `
walk like siao only muh `
you sayinq who ? `
i catch no ball lehh `
-lauqhs- `
nevermind `
=]] `
ahSIAOx `
ahbudhen i call you ahSIAOx `
if not call you what sia ` !
you tell me la `
call you kor ah `
i call you kor meh `
dowan la `
i thouqht i call you ahSIAOx `
so unique la `
then qot chance you dont know what `
aiseh `
scold me on bloq `
i smack you ah `
you wait your chickenPOKPOKPOK `
FINISHED !! `
i tell you `
you GG liao lor `
to anqel/devil freak uh `
lalalas `
i dont care la `
aiyoh `
i super touched le T_T `
i cry you a river of tears `
thanks worh `
sorry about yesterday `
but i qot pei you celebrate lor ` !
i ate with jiamin =] `
lauqhs ` !
=]] ` thanks for everythinq `
-lauqhs- `
went over to buqis with jiamin `
& i did not sadistically torture you T_T `
i'm a nice, kind bitch ` !
-roflmaO- `
duhh `
walk like siao only muh `
you sayinq who ? `
i catch no ball lehh `
-lauqhs- `
nevermind `
=]] `
Labels: ~
♥ Friday, August 29
friday `
-siqhs- `
super borinq day `
bloody school `
FUCK `
boredom killed me `
went back to SKPS `
oh FUCK `
no ppl one `
waddaFUCK ` ?
saw few peepz nia `
left in awhile `
& some idiot `
keep sayinq my phone alot ... `
_l_ ! `
F7 `
feel so insulted `
nevermind `
went over with JIAMIN `
to her house `
then went to slack `
more sian la -__- `
-lauqhs-
met up with peepz `
lalalas `
crapped `
went over to causeway `
had some stuffs bouqht `
CHEOWHENG ! `
we bought YOUR birthday present `
see `
we're nice kind peepz ` !
F7 `
i feel insulted `
whatever `
sent JIAMIN to businterchanqe `
& ton-ed `
and `
Yes i accepted `
=] 29o82oO9 ` !
bitchy old me `
oh yes `
and `
qoodnite =] `
&boiifuckinqmissyou`
-siqhs- `
super borinq day `
bloody school `
FUCK `
boredom killed me `
went back to SKPS `
oh FUCK `
no ppl one `
waddaFUCK ` ?
saw few peepz nia `
left in awhile `
& some idiot `
keep sayinq my phone alot ... `
_l_ ! `
F7 `
feel so insulted `
nevermind `
went over with JIAMIN `
to her house `
then went to slack `
more sian la -__- `
-lauqhs-
met up with peepz `
lalalas `
crapped `
went over to causeway `
had some stuffs bouqht `
CHEOWHENG ! `
we bought YOUR birthday present `
see `
we're nice kind peepz ` !
F7 `
i feel insulted `
whatever `
sent JIAMIN to businterchanqe `
& ton-ed `
and `
Yes i accepted `
=] 29o82oO9 ` !
bitchy old me `
oh yes `
and `
qoodnite =] `
&boiifuckinqmissyou`
Labels: ifhy =] `
♥ Thursday, August 28
school-ed ` !
jiamin had fever `
sadded `
didnt come to school `
haiis `
collected her homeworks for her `
wrote some stupid notes for her `
ps `
i qot super bored in class F7 ` !
-lauqhs-
after school `
went over to JIAMIN's `
just to pass her homework `
see even thouqh i'm a bitch `
i'm a "nice,kind" bitch `
-lauqhs- `
after that `
went shoppinq aqain -_- `
super bored `
boredom kills `
hmms `
do qet well soon JIAMIN =] `
jiamin had fever `
sadded `
didnt come to school `
haiis `
collected her homeworks for her `
wrote some stupid notes for her `
ps `
i qot super bored in class F7 ` !
-lauqhs-
after school `
went over to JIAMIN's `
just to pass her homework `
see even thouqh i'm a bitch `
i'm a "nice,kind" bitch `
-lauqhs- `
after that `
went shoppinq aqain -_- `
super bored `
boredom kills `
hmms `
do qet well soon JIAMIN =] `
Labels: my lamenessity in life
♥ Wednesday, August 27
went out to upqrade certain stuffs `
qot super bored of current stuffs `
lauqhs `
i just chanqe stuffs when i qet bored `
i'm like that `
-siqhs- `
as usual `
mind thinkinq of other stuffs `
thinkinq of how i'm qonna live my life `
what's wronq with me `
oh FUCK it `
you know `
i already forqhot alot `
but `
hmm `
how to say `
your name just appeared "there" `
well `
what can i say `
feels like a knife stabbinq `
lauqhs ` !
wasnt you `
but it felt like you `
yes =] `
lauqhs `
my bloody fantasy ` !
=] hehz ` !
lalalas ` ! `
i'm so darn crazy `
why did i let you qo ` ?
not that i wanted to `
no boy , `
no . `
就是因为我太爱你`
才会放弃你`
而不是对你没有感情了`
以现在说这些`
太迟了`
well `
life qoes on `
but my mind have problem la `
whatever -_- `
cant control my mindset `
nevermind `
i wish you happiness =] `
i'm weird `
the earth is movinq `
but i cant feel the qround `
qot super bored of current stuffs `
lauqhs `
i just chanqe stuffs when i qet bored `
i'm like that `
-siqhs- `
as usual `
mind thinkinq of other stuffs `
thinkinq of how i'm qonna live my life `
what's wronq with me `
oh FUCK it `
you know `
i already forqhot alot `
but `
hmm `
how to say `
your name just appeared "there" `
well `
what can i say `
feels like a knife stabbinq `
lauqhs ` !
wasnt you `
but it felt like you `
yes =] `
lauqhs `
my bloody fantasy ` !
=] hehz ` !
lalalas ` ! `
i'm so darn crazy `
why did i let you qo ` ?
not that i wanted to `
no boy , `
no . `
就是因为我太爱你`
才会放弃你`
而不是对你没有感情了`
以现在说这些`
太迟了`
well `
life qoes on `
but my mind have problem la `
whatever -_- `
cant control my mindset `
nevermind `
i wish you happiness =] `
i'm weird `
the earth is movinq `
but i cant feel the qround `
Labels: 就是因为我太爱你才会放弃你`
♥ Tuesday, August 26
& emo once more `
why tell those flaqrant lies `
i know `
understandable `
no ; i dont blame you `
why should i ? `
-siqhs- `
i dont hold on to the past `
it's nothinq anyway `
nothinq but heartwrenchinq memories `
even thouqh `
the period was short `
but `
why sacrifice yourself `
-siqhs- `
i dont understand `
is it ever worth it ` ?
is it undeniable fear `
or are you usinq desire as an excuse ` ?
no ; i dont know `
but i quessed as much `
it's obvious isn't it ` ?
why `
tell me why ; would ya ` ?
yes `
i have phoebia of breakup's `
this sux `
why cant you just believe in yourself `
seriously `
why let others qet to you ` ?
brainwashinq tecniques `
seriously ; kills ` !
arhhhh `
thouqhts floodinq my mind `
on the verqe of screaminq `
duhh -___- `
i'm mentally unsound `
no ; i'm not anqry `
anqer leads to nowhere `
i just really keep these thouqhts `
reasons on why `
is it so hard ` ?
restrain `
as lonq as you try `
nothinq's qonna be too hard `
every problem has it's solution `
just as every story has it's endinq `
however `
after lonq `
it's normal to let qo `
-lauqhs- `
it's nothinq but deceive `
really wonder `
what qoes on in those brains `
of yours `
hmms `
oh kay `
nevermind `
i'll keep most of the comments `
to myself `
just to ME, MYSELF & I ` !
until one day `
when someone manaqes to qet it outta me `
which i doubt `
the day would ever come `
& the reason why i let you qo `
is because `
decisions were never made by me `
i have no riqht , no say `
& for the very same reason `
that you be happy somehow =] `
wishes made ; `
wishes fulfiled =] `
& not because i ever wanted to `
freedom is priceless `
well `
qoOdbye `
dear love ` =]
26o82oO8 ` !
why tell those flaqrant lies `
i know `
understandable `
no ; i dont blame you `
why should i ? `
-siqhs- `
i dont hold on to the past `
it's nothinq anyway `
nothinq but heartwrenchinq memories `
even thouqh `
the period was short `
but `
why sacrifice yourself `
-siqhs- `
i dont understand `
is it ever worth it ` ?
is it undeniable fear `
or are you usinq desire as an excuse ` ?
no ; i dont know `
but i quessed as much `
it's obvious isn't it ` ?
why `
tell me why ; would ya ` ?
yes `
i have phoebia of breakup's `
this sux `
why cant you just believe in yourself `
seriously `
why let others qet to you ` ?
brainwashinq tecniques `
seriously ; kills ` !
arhhhh `
thouqhts floodinq my mind `
on the verqe of screaminq `
duhh -___- `
i'm mentally unsound `
no ; i'm not anqry `
anqer leads to nowhere `
i just really keep these thouqhts `
reasons on why `
is it so hard ` ?
restrain `
as lonq as you try `
nothinq's qonna be too hard `
every problem has it's solution `
just as every story has it's endinq `
however `
after lonq `
it's normal to let qo `
-lauqhs- `
it's nothinq but deceive `
really wonder `
what qoes on in those brains `
of yours `
hmms `
oh kay `
nevermind `
i'll keep most of the comments `
to myself `
just to ME, MYSELF & I ` !
until one day `
when someone manaqes to qet it outta me `
which i doubt `
the day would ever come `
& the reason why i let you qo `
is because `
decisions were never made by me `
i have no riqht , no say `
& for the very same reason `
that you be happy somehow =] `
wishes made ; `
wishes fulfiled =] `
& not because i ever wanted to `
freedom is priceless `
well `
qoOdbye `
dear love ` =]
26o82oO8 ` !
Labels: ` and a qoOdbye ` x-O-x `
♥ Monday, August 25
monday `
didnt feel like doinq anythinq `
slacked out with JIAMIN `
walked around `
met up with SIOKWEN `
wanted to slack `
but `
she wanted to play catchinq `
me & JIAMIN `
was like `
-haha- how WONDERFUL `
then catchinq `
taq `
taq `
SIOKWEN qot bored -_- `
cause we weren't entertaininq her `
just lauqhinq to ourselves `
lauqhs ` !
made a stupid deal `
play HIDE&SEEK with her `
end up runninq in the carpark `
seriously funny `
then MY turn `
seeker la `
lame riqht ? `
i know `
in the end `
funnily , `
JIAMIN&I `
went to slack at vendinq machine `
come on `
primary 5 kiddo's `
F3 ; no harm yeah ` ?
then end up `
playinq block catchinq of some sort `
hahaha-_- `
super LAME `
JIAMIN ; ` !
why do we entertain them for ` ?
riqht -___- `
SIOKWEN's friend went home soon `
slacked down at the exercise corner `
nothinq else interestinq muh `
heard seriously funny craps `
the talk about BOOBs ` !
qeez small qal biq talk luh ` !
talk about boyfriends `
talk about boobs `
talk about school `
then played this retarded qame `
in reality `
its call fortune teller `
where fortunes are written at random `
but she wrote retarded stuffs `
then i tio the stupidest de `
what `
qive your friend touch your breast 10 seconds `
lame riqht `
i tio at least 3 times `
and she keep lauqhinq `
tell others touch `
we pretend dont hear `
she at there make noise `
she also commented on pretty stuffs `
nevermind that `
then another stupid fortune `
what shits ` !
cannot bathe -___- ` day `
JIAMIN&I both tio-ed `
not that we did as she wished `
& another retarded one `
cannot talk for 5mins `
& another `
cannot move&talk 5mins `
she tell me do til 10mins + la `
-__- `
then suah `
play with her `
qive her torture `
lame yeah `
i know `
slacked abit `
went home around late eveninq `
too much retardacy in a day `
really causes madness =] `
lauqh like shits `
so much for a bitchy monday `
didnt feel like doinq anythinq `
slacked out with JIAMIN `
walked around `
met up with SIOKWEN `
wanted to slack `
but `
she wanted to play catchinq `
me & JIAMIN `
was like `
-haha- how WONDERFUL `
then catchinq `
taq `
taq `
SIOKWEN qot bored -_- `
cause we weren't entertaininq her `
just lauqhinq to ourselves `
lauqhs ` !
made a stupid deal `
play HIDE&SEEK with her `
end up runninq in the carpark `
seriously funny `
then MY turn `
seeker la `
lame riqht ? `
i know `
in the end `
funnily , `
JIAMIN&I `
went to slack at vendinq machine `
come on `
primary 5 kiddo's `
F3 ; no harm yeah ` ?
then end up `
playinq block catchinq of some sort `
hahaha-_- `
super LAME `
JIAMIN ; ` !
why do we entertain them for ` ?
riqht -___- `
SIOKWEN's friend went home soon `
slacked down at the exercise corner `
nothinq else interestinq muh `
heard seriously funny craps `
the talk about BOOBs ` !
qeez small qal biq talk luh ` !
talk about boyfriends `
talk about boobs `
talk about school `
then played this retarded qame `
in reality `
its call fortune teller `
where fortunes are written at random `
but she wrote retarded stuffs `
then i tio the stupidest de `
what `
qive your friend touch your breast 10 seconds `
lame riqht `
i tio at least 3 times `
and she keep lauqhinq `
tell others touch `
we pretend dont hear `
she at there make noise `
she also commented on pretty stuffs `
nevermind that `
then another stupid fortune `
what shits ` !
cannot bathe -___- ` day `
JIAMIN&I both tio-ed `
not that we did as she wished `
& another retarded one `
cannot talk for 5mins `
& another `
cannot move&talk 5mins `
she tell me do til 10mins + la `
-__- `
then suah `
play with her `
qive her torture `
lame yeah `
i know `
slacked abit `
went home around late eveninq `
too much retardacy in a day `
really causes madness =] `
lauqh like shits `
so much for a bitchy monday `
Labels: ` xOx sadistics in a lil kid `
♥ Sunday, August 24
don try to ruin MY happiness `
cause it aint qonna happen `
i'm UNTOUCHED by your SARCASTIC remarks `
no i dont care `
for this is the REALITY world `
heard some stuffs aqain `
i shouldn't be carinq `
i'm PISSED , but unaffected `
and well `
i hope you read this `
dear FUCKTARD out there , `
just so YOU&YOU alone know `
i DONT love you `
no FUCKTARD ` NO !
i just FUCKinq HATE you `
cause YOU are a donkey SHIT of a HOLY cow `
YES you are one =] `
SMILE for the FUCKTARD you are =] `
why twist my words around `
its seriously ANNOYING `
DONT assume it your way `
cause YOU are always WRONG `
YOU crap too much `
dont treat it like YOU are mister universe `
pur-lease it's SICKENING `
think i'd puke last week's dinner out `
oh-my-FUCK- `
what did YOU tell people out there ` ?
i know `
no use hidinq `
i'm not that stupid as YOU think i am `
told ppl i woo YOU is it ` ?
come on `
dont think too hiqhly of YOURSELF `
it aint easy to qet a lil bit of feelinq outta me `
as if it was that easy `
like YOU said `
must think of solutions `
then now YOU say me `
what the FUCK is this ` ?
SOLUTIONS `
are YOU ; STUPID or BRAINLESS !?!? `
i quess YOU&YOU alone `
is BOTH ; STUPID&BRAINLESS ! `
yes YOU&YOU alone pissed me off hell shit ! `
dont think YOU&YOU alone is super attractive ! `
i'm way more experienced in this line `
then YOU are =] `
trust me i'm `
& YOU&YOU alone `
is not the worse i've seen `
but i must admit `
YOU&YOU alone `
is the most STUCK UP COCKY CRETIN ! `
HaHaHa `
YOU said that others are doublefaced `
how bout YOU ?! `
maybe YOU&YOU alone `
is a doublefacedbrute YOUSELF `
so much for actinq kind `
all for another reason `
no ; i was NEVER jealous `
why should I be ? `
i have everythinq i want =] `
i'm just wary about YOUR actions `
just as YOU&YOU alone draw REDUNDANT comments `
i draw such similar conclusions `
however ; about YOU `
dont BRAINWASH others `
not everyone's sucha innocent lil kid `
believe everythinq YOU say `
just as much as YOU can brainwash people `
i can too ; ok ? `
indeed ; a BITCH i am `
admittance is neccesary in this area `
how bout YOU ? `
HaHaHas `
spreadinq UNNECCESARY rumours `
deliberately tellinq FUCKinq delirious lies `
so that YOU will be known `
as the "INNOCENT" `
& ME ? `
the "GUILTY" `
oh qod `
what FUCKER's we do have on Earth `
DONT try to qain sympathy `
my heart is of stone `
i will take in NO tears `
& i HATE beqqars `
somethinq someone tauqht me `
i dont mean those poor souls without money `
i mean those souls WITH money `
in the sense ; beqqinq for OTHER stuffs `
those kind of BEGGARs `
i qreatly despise `
& YOU , `
happen to be ONE of them `
do FUCK off MY life `
i WONT die without YOU `
STOP spreadinq those flaqrant lies `
facts will be facts ` !
what lies beyond that innocent face of YOURs `
is NOTHING but an EVIL black heart `
YOU&YOU alone `
is forever CONDEMNNED `
only to ME la of course `
but my heart for YOU&YOU alone `
bears such HATRED `
& may YOUR bloody corpse `
rot in the filthy depths of HELL `
ROFLMAO `
dont qo home cryinq to YOUR mummy `
; ` MUMMY ` ! `
this BITCH just insulted me '
dont bother `
facts will be facts ` !
& FUCKTARD ; `
I , qreatly despise you =] `
FUCK off FUCKTARD ` !
wheeeeeeeee qoodbye `
outta my life `
-R . I . P-
dead in my heart `
24.o8.2oO8 `
sorry to others `
my bloq seems to have become `
nothinq `
but a place for me to vent anqer `
dont take offence `
=] `
& JIAMIN `
i'll let you know the details soon `
secrets kept =] `
cause it aint qonna happen `
i'm UNTOUCHED by your SARCASTIC remarks `
no i dont care `
for this is the REALITY world `
heard some stuffs aqain `
i shouldn't be carinq `
i'm PISSED , but unaffected `
and well `
i hope you read this `
dear FUCKTARD out there , `
just so YOU&YOU alone know `
i DONT love you `
no FUCKTARD ` NO !
i just FUCKinq HATE you `
cause YOU are a donkey SHIT of a HOLY cow `
YES you are one =] `
SMILE for the FUCKTARD you are =] `
why twist my words around `
its seriously ANNOYING `
DONT assume it your way `
cause YOU are always WRONG `
YOU crap too much `
dont treat it like YOU are mister universe `
pur-lease it's SICKENING `
think i'd puke last week's dinner out `
oh-my-FUCK- `
what did YOU tell people out there ` ?
i know `
no use hidinq `
i'm not that stupid as YOU think i am `
told ppl i woo YOU is it ` ?
come on `
dont think too hiqhly of YOURSELF `
it aint easy to qet a lil bit of feelinq outta me `
as if it was that easy `
like YOU said `
must think of solutions `
then now YOU say me `
what the FUCK is this ` ?
SOLUTIONS `
are YOU ; STUPID or BRAINLESS !?!? `
i quess YOU&YOU alone `
is BOTH ; STUPID&BRAINLESS ! `
yes YOU&YOU alone pissed me off hell shit ! `
dont think YOU&YOU alone is super attractive ! `
i'm way more experienced in this line `
then YOU are =] `
trust me i'm `
& YOU&YOU alone `
is not the worse i've seen `
but i must admit `
YOU&YOU alone `
is the most STUCK UP COCKY CRETIN ! `
HaHaHa `
YOU said that others are doublefaced `
how bout YOU ?! `
maybe YOU&YOU alone `
is a doublefacedbrute YOUSELF `
so much for actinq kind `
all for another reason `
no ; i was NEVER jealous `
why should I be ? `
i have everythinq i want =] `
i'm just wary about YOUR actions `
just as YOU&YOU alone draw REDUNDANT comments `
i draw such similar conclusions `
however ; about YOU `
dont BRAINWASH others `
not everyone's sucha innocent lil kid `
believe everythinq YOU say `
just as much as YOU can brainwash people `
i can too ; ok ? `
indeed ; a BITCH i am `
admittance is neccesary in this area `
how bout YOU ? `
HaHaHas `
spreadinq UNNECCESARY rumours `
deliberately tellinq FUCKinq delirious lies `
so that YOU will be known `
as the "INNOCENT" `
& ME ? `
the "GUILTY" `
oh qod `
what FUCKER's we do have on Earth `
DONT try to qain sympathy `
my heart is of stone `
i will take in NO tears `
& i HATE beqqars `
somethinq someone tauqht me `
i dont mean those poor souls without money `
i mean those souls WITH money `
in the sense ; beqqinq for OTHER stuffs `
those kind of BEGGARs `
i qreatly despise `
& YOU , `
happen to be ONE of them `
do FUCK off MY life `
i WONT die without YOU `
STOP spreadinq those flaqrant lies `
facts will be facts ` !
what lies beyond that innocent face of YOURs `
is NOTHING but an EVIL black heart `
YOU&YOU alone `
is forever CONDEMNNED `
only to ME la of course `
but my heart for YOU&YOU alone `
bears such HATRED `
& may YOUR bloody corpse `
rot in the filthy depths of HELL `
ROFLMAO `
dont qo home cryinq to YOUR mummy `
; ` MUMMY ` ! `
this BITCH just insulted me '
dont bother `
facts will be facts ` !
& FUCKTARD ; `
I , qreatly despise you =] `
FUCK off FUCKTARD ` !
wheeeeeeeee qoodbye `
outta my life `
-R . I . P-
dead in my heart `
24.o8.2oO8 `
sorry to others `
my bloq seems to have become `
nothinq `
but a place for me to vent anqer `
dont take offence `
=] `
& JIAMIN `
i'll let you know the details soon `
secrets kept =] `
Labels: ` x - FUCKTARDs of the century ` - x `
haiz `
super pissed `
yes it's super early in the morninq `
and YOU `
choose to come `
qet me seriously FUCKed up `
why cant YOU just FUCK off `
bloody motherFUCKinq whore `
YOU dont have any idea `
how GLAD i was , `
when YOU left my livinq area `
YEARs & YEARs aqo `
YES ` !
i was SUPER HAPPY `
cus i FUCKinq HATE you `
YOU are just a CORKSUCKINGSLUT `
why come early in the morninq `
insult my JIAOBIN ? `
i know i JIAOBIN `
but seriously `
what has it qotta do with YOU ? `
huh ? `
dont come MY area and extra la `
years aqo `
YOU left after i shot a few mere statements `
dont come back now `
and say such stuffs `
sorry this aint your house anymore `
YOU dont have such riqhts of insultinq me `
& what's it with YOU `
if i want to pay respects `
to MY qrandparents `
i'm doinq in on behalf of my father `
dont show me that FUCKface of yours `
who qave YOU the riqht to do it ? `
who are YOU ? `
just a mere unmarried female `
whereas i'm the male's dauqhther `
FUCK off WHORE `
and if i choose to help with preparations `
please FUCK off `
YOU are NOT needed around here `
we can manaqe ALONE ` !
& what has my makeup skills qotta do with you ` ?
i like doinq it like that `
at least i know how to do it `
unlike you `
50+ years of aqe `
and you DONT KNOW ? `
and you say i draw WRONG ? `
say NOT NICE ? `
hello OLD HAG `
i do it as i please `
what makes YOU think i draw wronq ? `
i have people teachinq me ok ? `
& just because YOU dont know how `
YOU say NOT NICE ? `
what i dont put nicer ` ?
that for ME&ME ONLY to decide `
MY face `
not YOURs `
YOU donoe `
qo learn la `
none of my business what riqht ` ?
and the color of my contacts `
are NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS ~ ! ~ ! ~ ! ~ `
after insultinq my makeup skills `
YOU qo back to my face ?! `
hello OLD VIRGIN `
heard of the word PUBERTY ` ?
are YOU ; STUPID or DUMB ` ?
no ; i quess YOU are BOTH `
STUPIDDUMBDUMB `
hahah ` it's jus your deserves ` !
or haven't you heard of the word SENSITIVE ` ?
i have a minor sensitive thinq about my skin `
YOU qotta problem with that ` ?
oh qeez just FUCK off `
keep YOUR filthy comments to YOURSELF `
for YOUR no better `
speak for YOURSELF before you insult OTHERs ` !
then YOU went to MY shoe area `
& wear MY shoes ` ?
insult ME somemore huh `
happy hor ` ?
fun hor `
他妈的 `
YOU think i YOUR 出气筒 `
dont make me mad `
i'm just qivinq you face today `
dont struck a conversation with me `
when there's nothinq to do `
sorry i'm not interested `
if there's nothinq `
do keep the silence around here `
i love silence `
and i wont talk crap if theres nth to say `
& p.s `
do qet YOUR ass off MY property `
thank you =] `
i love ahGONG&ahMA `
muacks `
your stupid dauqhter sux `
i hate her `
but i love both of you `
muacks ahGONG&ahMA `
no offence =] `
super pissed `
yes it's super early in the morninq `
and YOU `
choose to come `
qet me seriously FUCKed up `
why cant YOU just FUCK off `
bloody motherFUCKinq whore `
YOU dont have any idea `
how GLAD i was , `
when YOU left my livinq area `
YEARs & YEARs aqo `
YES ` !
i was SUPER HAPPY `
cus i FUCKinq HATE you `
YOU are just a CORKSUCKINGSLUT `
why come early in the morninq `
insult my JIAOBIN ? `
i know i JIAOBIN `
but seriously `
what has it qotta do with YOU ? `
huh ? `
dont come MY area and extra la `
years aqo `
YOU left after i shot a few mere statements `
dont come back now `
and say such stuffs `
sorry this aint your house anymore `
YOU dont have such riqhts of insultinq me `
& what's it with YOU `
if i want to pay respects `
to MY qrandparents `
i'm doinq in on behalf of my father `
dont show me that FUCKface of yours `
who qave YOU the riqht to do it ? `
who are YOU ? `
just a mere unmarried female `
whereas i'm the male's dauqhther `
FUCK off WHORE `
and if i choose to help with preparations `
please FUCK off `
YOU are NOT needed around here `
we can manaqe ALONE ` !
& what has my makeup skills qotta do with you ` ?
i like doinq it like that `
at least i know how to do it `
unlike you `
50+ years of aqe `
and you DONT KNOW ? `
and you say i draw WRONG ? `
say NOT NICE ? `
hello OLD HAG `
i do it as i please `
what makes YOU think i draw wronq ? `
i have people teachinq me ok ? `
& just because YOU dont know how `
YOU say NOT NICE ? `
what i dont put nicer ` ?
that for ME&ME ONLY to decide `
MY face `
not YOURs `
YOU donoe `
qo learn la `
none of my business what riqht ` ?
and the color of my contacts `
are NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS ~ ! ~ ! ~ ! ~ `
after insultinq my makeup skills `
YOU qo back to my face ?! `
hello OLD VIRGIN `
heard of the word PUBERTY ` ?
are YOU ; STUPID or DUMB ` ?
no ; i quess YOU are BOTH `
STUPIDDUMBDUMB `
hahah ` it's jus your deserves ` !
or haven't you heard of the word SENSITIVE ` ?
i have a minor sensitive thinq about my skin `
YOU qotta problem with that ` ?
oh qeez just FUCK off `
keep YOUR filthy comments to YOURSELF `
for YOUR no better `
speak for YOURSELF before you insult OTHERs ` !
then YOU went to MY shoe area `
& wear MY shoes ` ?
insult ME somemore huh `
happy hor ` ?
fun hor `
他妈的 `
YOU think i YOUR 出气筒 `
dont make me mad `
i'm just qivinq you face today `
dont struck a conversation with me `
when there's nothinq to do `
sorry i'm not interested `
if there's nothinq `
do keep the silence around here `
i love silence `
and i wont talk crap if theres nth to say `
& p.s `
do qet YOUR ass off MY property `
thank you =] `
i love ahGONG&ahMA `
muacks `
your stupid dauqhter sux `
i hate her `
but i love both of you `
muacks ahGONG&ahMA `
no offence =] `
Labels: ` FUCK xOx `
♥ Saturday, August 23
seriously sister F3 `
mai chup her la -_- `
eu care her so much `
fer WHAT sio ` ?
F3 sio `
if hor you really trust her `
then just trust `
dont say til lidat luh `
some thinqs arent meant to be said luhh `
say luh `
become like that incident f3 `
meant to be said de just say lo `
do cheer up luh `
what ever happen's `
i'll be here fer eu de `
like you said la `
if i have problem just turn back `
& you'll be there `
and if you have problem `
i'm always in front `
waitinq for you to come `
& i'll hear your problem =] `
lauqhs `
do cheer up `
really `
F3 `
okae i'm super lame f3 `
f3
mai chup her la -_- `
eu care her so much `
fer WHAT sio ` ?
F3 sio `
if hor you really trust her `
then just trust `
dont say til lidat luh `
some thinqs arent meant to be said luhh `
say luh `
become like that incident f3 `
meant to be said de just say lo `
do cheer up luh `
what ever happen's `
i'll be here fer eu de `
like you said la `
if i have problem just turn back `
& you'll be there `
and if you have problem `
i'm always in front `
waitinq for you to come `
& i'll hear your problem =] `
lauqhs `
do cheer up `
really `
F3 `
okae i'm super lame f3 `
f3
Labels: super lame f3
♥ Friday, August 22
dont you just ♥LOVE friday ` ?
yepps =] i do `
fastest&bestest day ever `
muacks friday F3 `
had D&T `
super duper funny la `
split into 2 qroups T_T `
went down with qwyneth `
did our stuffs `
i finished everythinq early =] `
went over to josephine's area `
try to help her =] `
i'm nice -haha- `
crap -__- `
halfway `
i realized she didnt fillet the stuffs `
then i kept lauqhinq `
it was super sharp `
super squarish `
& super cute lar `
buay tahan `
keep lauqhinq `
she also darn funny luh `
qotta cut aqain next d&t `
remember miss `
maybe you'll be sent up next week `
idk if i'll be there to help `
but here's the thinq `
it's FILLET `
then save and draq to the thinq `
lalalas `
Amath-ed `
& CCA `
hear them crap -___- `
seriously LAME `
wadeva -__- `
mood swanq far far away ~ `
ended & slack time `
jiamin ` -___- `
funnier `
draq to anchorvale area `
just to see ` ~
dhen i follow luh `
see missy ` i'm nice -haha- `
train-ed down to houqanq `
crapped shits & complains `
as usual -_- `
i'm a complain queen `
so what ` biq fuck FUCK fuck `
jiamin thouqht i wanted red bull -_- `
diao don have luh `
qettinq hiqh isnt fun `
F3 `
went over to 521 `
continue crappinq `
until we had this super duper lame convo `
about skinny -__- `
she was like `
quys who wear skinny , `
looks like their leq will break anytime `
& duhh `
i was like haha-inq all the way `
super hiqh & retarded `
so much for mood swinqs `
super hiqh `
becomes super low `
then super hiqh `
and extraordinarily hiqh `
ans super low `
my thumb nail `
up to 2.85 CM measured tip to tip `
chipped `
qonna cut it all off `
went home `
bath-ed & sleeped -_- `
sorry for not replyinq SMS-es `
either i'm sleepinq `
or i no lonqer have interest `
well `
i'm a bitch =] `
dear JIAMIN `
do cheerup =] `
my ear's are always open `
complain if you must `
for i'm here to listen `
=] SMILE missy ` =]
yepps =] i do `
fastest&bestest day ever `
muacks friday F3 `
had D&T `
super duper funny la `
split into 2 qroups T_T `
went down with qwyneth `
did our stuffs `
i finished everythinq early =] `
went over to josephine's area `
try to help her =] `
i'm nice -haha- `
crap -__- `
halfway `
i realized she didnt fillet the stuffs `
then i kept lauqhinq `
it was super sharp `
super squarish `
& super cute lar `
buay tahan `
keep lauqhinq `
she also darn funny luh `
qotta cut aqain next d&t `
remember miss `
maybe you'll be sent up next week `
idk if i'll be there to help `
but here's the thinq `
it's FILLET `
then save and draq to the thinq `
lalalas `
Amath-ed `
& CCA `
hear them crap -___- `
seriously LAME `
wadeva -__- `
mood swanq far far away ~ `
ended & slack time `
jiamin ` -___- `
funnier `
draq to anchorvale area `
just to see ` ~
dhen i follow luh `
see missy ` i'm nice -haha- `
train-ed down to houqanq `
crapped shits & complains `
as usual -_- `
i'm a complain queen `
so what ` biq fuck FUCK fuck `
jiamin thouqht i wanted red bull -_- `
diao don have luh `
qettinq hiqh isnt fun `
F3 `
went over to 521 `
continue crappinq `
until we had this super duper lame convo `
about skinny -__- `
she was like `
quys who wear skinny , `
looks like their leq will break anytime `
& duhh `
i was like haha-inq all the way `
super hiqh & retarded `
so much for mood swinqs `
super hiqh `
becomes super low `
then super hiqh `
and extraordinarily hiqh `
ans super low `
my thumb nail `
up to 2.85 CM measured tip to tip `
chipped `
qonna cut it all off `
went home `
bath-ed & sleeped -_- `
sorry for not replyinq SMS-es `
either i'm sleepinq `
or i no lonqer have interest `
well `
i'm a bitch =] `
dear JIAMIN `
do cheerup =] `
my ear's are always open `
complain if you must `
for i'm here to listen `
=] SMILE missy ` =]
Labels: - x - moodswinqs and all - x -
♥ Thursday, August 21
decided to remove th 13 pop out's `
cus even i find it 麻烦 la `
chanqe abit `
& considerinq my new URL `
this one SUX `
也许我发疯了`
riqht =] `
vexation is the new emotion =] `
super stupid day `
siianded throuqhout school `
had planned to train down farfar away `
qot late `
and as usual `
ask mummy fetch `
LAUGHs `
buddhen fuck up la `
tire punctualed `
retarded yeahh ` ?
i know `
pissed me off `
esp when i was already half hour late `
and tried qettinq the tire chanqed `
chanqe le realized `
that one also flat `
F3 then really annoyed `
called ppl down for help `
lauqhs `
45 minutes late `
then tell me `
no use `
need qo uncle William there `
nice kind uncle who works in AMK `
his a machanic =] `
super nice & friendly `
lauqhs told me need half hour `
and told me funny stuffs `
said when i was younq `
i used to hide in the vehicle `
and when he wanted to play with me `
i started cryinq `
funny `
i never thouqht i was sucha ; cryBABY `
qot real late `
decided to cancel appointment `
seriously `
no point continuinq `
moreover by the time i reach `
qonna be 8 `
come back qonna be midnite `
so chanqed my mind `
haiiz ` Sorry ` =[ `
i really wan one of those `
Harley Davidson motorcycles `
seriously in LOVE with those `
beautiful `
black&silver `
and superly humonqous `
i love the qleam of those handles ` =] `
i'm a lil bit on the lame side now `
qettinq funny moodswinqs aqain `
yay ` moodswinqs ` !
happy one's at that ` =] `
i'm qettinq verbose too `
i dont know =] `
retarded `
daddiie's cominq back soon `
yay ` $__$ ` !!
LAUGHs ok i'm money faced `
biq fuck ` !
hmms `
actually i do miss daddiie =[ `
all those years `
a deprived childhood `
but loads of freedom `
talked abit to mummy `
sorry mummy i let you down `
haiiz `
cant make my own decisions =] `
& you have to choose `
but trust me when i say dont help `
cus i really mean it `
one day ; you'll understand `
for now ; it's better for me to STFU `
i dont have a choice `
do i ? `
sorry `
and `
even if i do show those `
fake ; spastic smiles `
what lies within `
will always be different `
the outside was always a happy front `
=] but i do thank you `
for always beinq there `
& plans for tomorrow `
should we qo pasirispark ` ?
nothinq much there thou `
let's jus slack should we ` ?
cus even i find it 麻烦 la `
chanqe abit `
& considerinq my new URL `
this one SUX `
也许我发疯了`
riqht =] `
vexation is the new emotion =] `
super stupid day `
siianded throuqhout school `
had planned to train down farfar away `
qot late `
and as usual `
ask mummy fetch `
LAUGHs `
buddhen fuck up la `
tire punctualed `
retarded yeahh ` ?
i know `
pissed me off `
esp when i was already half hour late `
and tried qettinq the tire chanqed `
chanqe le realized `
that one also flat `
F3 then really annoyed `
called ppl down for help `
lauqhs `
45 minutes late `
then tell me `
no use `
need qo uncle William there `
nice kind uncle who works in AMK `
his a machanic =] `
super nice & friendly `
lauqhs told me need half hour `
and told me funny stuffs `
said when i was younq `
i used to hide in the vehicle `
and when he wanted to play with me `
i started cryinq `
funny `
i never thouqht i was sucha ; cryBABY `
qot real late `
decided to cancel appointment `
seriously `
no point continuinq `
moreover by the time i reach `
qonna be 8 `
come back qonna be midnite `
so chanqed my mind `
haiiz ` Sorry ` =[ `
i really wan one of those `
Harley Davidson motorcycles `
seriously in LOVE with those `
beautiful `
black&silver `
and superly humonqous `
i love the qleam of those handles ` =] `
i'm a lil bit on the lame side now `
qettinq funny moodswinqs aqain `
yay ` moodswinqs ` !
happy one's at that ` =] `
i'm qettinq verbose too `
i dont know =] `
retarded `
daddiie's cominq back soon `
yay ` $__$ ` !!
LAUGHs ok i'm money faced `
biq fuck ` !
hmms `
actually i do miss daddiie =[ `
all those years `
a deprived childhood `
but loads of freedom `
talked abit to mummy `
sorry mummy i let you down `
haiiz `
cant make my own decisions =] `
& you have to choose `
but trust me when i say dont help `
cus i really mean it `
one day ; you'll understand `
for now ; it's better for me to STFU `
i dont have a choice `
do i ? `
sorry `
and `
even if i do show those `
fake ; spastic smiles `
what lies within `
will always be different `
the outside was always a happy front `
=] but i do thank you `
for always beinq there `
& plans for tomorrow `
should we qo pasirispark ` ?
nothinq much there thou `
let's jus slack should we ` ?
Labels: ` x ` verbosity in me =] ` x `
♥ Wednesday, August 20
school-ed & emo ` =[ `
i'm worried `
studies `
family `
& some people `
haiiz `
failed chem =[ `
passed enqlish ST ` =] `
dont think i'll make it to 2oO9 exp thou `
bet you'd be happi bout it `
SMILE people ` ! =]
Sorry JIAMIN ` =[ `
just to say `
sorry for emo-inq `
somethinqs arent that easy `
reasons cant always be told `
really very tired laaaaaa `
bth luh haiz `
you asked why i so emo `
if i could , `
i'd tell you `
but sadly ; i cant `
no it's not what you think `
it's jus pathetic `
redundant personal problems `
but no ; `
not relationships `
even I cant solve it `
haiiz ` seriously FUCKed up `
i'm so fuckinq redundant `
breakinq down soon `
why cant i just drop dead `
you know what i hate most ` ?
i hate those Asses `
who push the blame to others `
and feel qood about yourself `
think that after the blame is pushed `
you aren't at fault anymore `
for every mistake one makes `
he/she has to pay the consequences `
why push the blame ` ?
your just hurtinq others `
you dont know `
every blame you push `
someone else feels the pain `
to be blamed ; `
for somethinq you didnt do ; `
doesnt feel qood `
how would you know ` ?
no ; never `
you'll kill the blame pusher `
even before he qet's to you `
trust me =] `
bet you dont know who you are `
LAUGHs `
oh dont qet me wronq `
i'm not tryinq to qain sympathy `
& i'm not the victim this time =] `
just speakinq out for some poor soul `
lauqhs `
you know `
sometimes you shoot other ppl `
but pur-lease `
speak for yourself `
you aren't a perfectionist `
shoot yourself 1st can ` ?
yeah i know i'm a fuckinq biatch `
admitted =] `
nvm `
wth -___- `
why do i keep shootinq ppl `
wheeee nvm `
bitches WILL BE bitches =] `
SMILE people =] `
qonna MIA sooner or later `
may chanqe bloq link `
cause i'm havinq uninvited quest =] `
no it's not spammer's `
just horrible unwanted quests ` !
or maybe i'll lock it `
& ` do FUCK off from my life `
cus i fuckinq hate you `
& i'm so into RED&GREEN now `
retardacies excite me =]
i'm worried `
studies `
family `
& some people `
haiiz `
failed chem =[ `
passed enqlish ST ` =] `
dont think i'll make it to 2oO9 exp thou `
bet you'd be happi bout it `
SMILE people ` ! =]
Sorry JIAMIN ` =[ `
just to say `
sorry for emo-inq `
somethinqs arent that easy `
reasons cant always be told `
really very tired laaaaaa `
bth luh haiz `
you asked why i so emo `
if i could , `
i'd tell you `
but sadly ; i cant `
no it's not what you think `
it's jus pathetic `
redundant personal problems `
but no ; `
not relationships `
even I cant solve it `
haiiz ` seriously FUCKed up `
i'm so fuckinq redundant `
breakinq down soon `
why cant i just drop dead `
you know what i hate most ` ?
i hate those Asses `
who push the blame to others `
and feel qood about yourself `
think that after the blame is pushed `
you aren't at fault anymore `
for every mistake one makes `
he/she has to pay the consequences `
why push the blame ` ?
your just hurtinq others `
you dont know `
every blame you push `
someone else feels the pain `
to be blamed ; `
for somethinq you didnt do ; `
doesnt feel qood `
how would you know ` ?
no ; never `
you'll kill the blame pusher `
even before he qet's to you `
trust me =] `
bet you dont know who you are `
LAUGHs `
oh dont qet me wronq `
i'm not tryinq to qain sympathy `
& i'm not the victim this time =] `
just speakinq out for some poor soul `
lauqhs `
you know `
sometimes you shoot other ppl `
but pur-lease `
speak for yourself `
you aren't a perfectionist `
shoot yourself 1st can ` ?
yeah i know i'm a fuckinq biatch `
admitted =] `
nvm `
wth -___- `
why do i keep shootinq ppl `
wheeee nvm `
bitches WILL BE bitches =] `
SMILE people =] `
qonna MIA sooner or later `
may chanqe bloq link `
cause i'm havinq uninvited quest =] `
no it's not spammer's `
just horrible unwanted quests ` !
or maybe i'll lock it `
& ` do FUCK off from my life `
cus i fuckinq hate you `
& i'm so into RED&GREEN now `
retardacies excite me =]
Labels: ` red and qreen is the new love =] ` x `
for a special someone ; ♥ `
` i'll remember you ; always
x ` treasured `
pain torments me `
i feel the tears cominq `
yet unable to let them out `
i fear the pain `
which i'll have to bear `
keepinq them inside `
i'm dyinq `
the pain tauntinq me `
every now and then `
what else can i do `
other then wait ` ?
no ; nothinq `
the words you speak `
are forever etched in my heart `
deeply touched i was `
from the several sacrifices `
you once made `
so near yet so far `
yes i fuckinq miss you `
why do so much for me ` ?
it aint worth it `
so lonq do we have to wait `
til the day we ever meet aqain `
will you remember me ` ?
who took care of me `
when i was drunk `
alone in a house `
in a lil town `
dark and deserted `
way past midniqht `
who drunk with me `
to ease my sorrow `
who saved me `
after i drank too much `
when i was nearly abducted `
by a by-passer `
who took me home `
just when the streets qet danqerous ` ?
who entertained me `
when i qot bored `
who kept my secrets `
without a doubt `
i just wanna say thanks `
for you did all these `
for the memories `
for the joy you brouqht to my life `
and for everythinq `
that you have ever done `
if i had a chance `
i would reverse time `
and treasure every hour `
every minute `
& every second with you `
do you remember the promise i made `
to you ` ?
i promised returns `
yet i broke the promise `
i'm sorry `
i didnt have a choice `
did i ` ?
oh no ; there wasn't other choices `
left with the choice of leavinq `
and i did `
despite much discussion `
i'm still unable to fulfil `
such a bitch i am `
will you hate me for it ` ?
i promise `
someday `
somhOw `
i'll fulfil it `
be it a decade `
it'll be fulfiled `
but for now `
i'll have to live with it `
the pain taunts me `
every niqht `
wishes to see you aqain `
hopinq you wont forqhet me `
jus as i'll never forqhet you `
photo's were never the same `
& your job keeps you so busy `
there's hardly any time `
any space `
for freedom `
i do miss the times `
i'm thankful `
for the blessinqs of knowinq you `
i miss the times `
tears just flow from the remembrance `
of those meaninqful memories `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
knowinq you `
was the best thinq `
that ever happened in my life `
` lovely ` ; a painful word `
tears of aqony `
& all that i had ever wanted ` ♥
` i'll remember you ; always
x ` treasured `
pain torments me `
i feel the tears cominq `
yet unable to let them out `
i fear the pain `
which i'll have to bear `
keepinq them inside `
i'm dyinq `
the pain tauntinq me `
every now and then `
what else can i do `
other then wait ` ?
no ; nothinq `
the words you speak `
are forever etched in my heart `
deeply touched i was `
from the several sacrifices `
you once made `
so near yet so far `
yes i fuckinq miss you `
why do so much for me ` ?
it aint worth it `
so lonq do we have to wait `
til the day we ever meet aqain `
will you remember me ` ?
who took care of me `
when i was drunk `
alone in a house `
in a lil town `
dark and deserted `
way past midniqht `
who drunk with me `
to ease my sorrow `
who saved me `
after i drank too much `
when i was nearly abducted `
by a by-passer `
who took me home `
just when the streets qet danqerous ` ?
who entertained me `
when i qot bored `
who kept my secrets `
without a doubt `
i just wanna say thanks `
for you did all these `
for the memories `
for the joy you brouqht to my life `
and for everythinq `
that you have ever done `
if i had a chance `
i would reverse time `
and treasure every hour `
every minute `
& every second with you `
do you remember the promise i made `
to you ` ?
i promised returns `
yet i broke the promise `
i'm sorry `
i didnt have a choice `
did i ` ?
oh no ; there wasn't other choices `
left with the choice of leavinq `
and i did `
despite much discussion `
i'm still unable to fulfil `
such a bitch i am `
will you hate me for it ` ?
i promise `
someday `
somhOw `
i'll fulfil it `
be it a decade `
it'll be fulfiled `
but for now `
i'll have to live with it `
the pain taunts me `
every niqht `
wishes to see you aqain `
hopinq you wont forqhet me `
jus as i'll never forqhet you `
photo's were never the same `
& your job keeps you so busy `
there's hardly any time `
any space `
for freedom `
i do miss the times `
i'm thankful `
for the blessinqs of knowinq you `
i miss the times `
tears just flow from the remembrance `
of those meaninqful memories `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
knowinq you `
was the best thinq `
that ever happened in my life `
` lovely ` ; a painful word `
tears of aqony `
& all that i had ever wanted ` ♥
Labels: ` ♥ ` tears of aqony ` ♥ `
♥ Tuesday, August 19
i'm qettinq weirder by the day `
i dont know why `
i just feel so EMO `
♥daddiie ` !
i cauqht your disease aqain =] `
but nbm it's a qood thinq `
~LAUGHs~ `
work hard for upcominq "N" lvls =] `
qoOdluck to ♥daddiie `
& i miss ♥XINXIN `
=[ it's been too lonq `
haiiz ` wheeeeee `
i miss watchinq you peepz study `
LAUGHs ` =X `
i miss crappinq about THEM `
lauqhinq at their stupidity with you =[ `
xEMO-x `
maybe i jus miss you too much `
unable to let qo of the past `
but no i wont fall `
no , not anymore `
been tryinq to remember somethinq `
but i just keep forqhetinq `
haiiz qoinq mental soon `
doinq weird stuffs `
thinkinq weird stuffs `
i dont know anymore =] `
strepsils sux `
eatinq too much causes phoebia `
dont ask why `
i dont have sorethroat `
1st thinq in siqht in my tidbit's area `
lauqhs -__- `
ate 6 lozenqes i think ` F3
haiiz T___T `
i dont know `
i wished i brouqht panadol's instead `
emo-ed abit `
dont ask for reasons `
i wont tell you =] `
i dont have to ` =]
secrets made `
secrets untold `
had stupid double e maths `
double physics `
and a load of crap `
brain damaqe `
yeah i know you peeps can take it `
too bad i cant -___- `
imma bloody dumbass ` =] `
as usual `
moved over to ♥GWEN's area `
for chinese & SS `
took weird pictures `
i dont know `
her table's just so lovely `
so many random pictures `
haiiz `
played with her penknife -_- `
seriously whee i wanna buy one soon `
play with myself `
qot bored soon and started doodlinq `
maskinq tape is the L♥VE ` !
wrote some stuffs `
pictures posted below `
hmmms `
had early departure aqain ` =]
checked area of meetinq for 2molo `
be meetinq my seller lauqhs `
she's super NICE&FRIENDLY `
seriously broke for once ` =[ `
met ♥JIAMIN around 4.30 `
crapped `
♥GWEN ` !
if you see this , `
qood for you =] `
we're planninq to take you out `
but i'm qonna slack `
you and ♥JIAMIN qonna ... `
-lauqhs- `
watched her buy REDBULLstrawberry `
waddaFUCK ?! `
yeah ` ! REDBULL `
went ParkMall with her `
finally understand why she draqqed me `
smartass she is ` F3 `
hmms went home after that `
continue EMO `
i dont know `
just qet so emo below my block `
haiiz ` T__T `
what can i do ` ?
no , nothinq `
i dont know `
i wish i died yesterday `
drowninq in yesterday's sorrow `
unable to take today's torments `
desperation kills `
most prob MIA soon if i CMI `
haiiz confused state ` ='[
someone slap me please `
wake me up from this horrible niqhtmare `
you know `
i really envy peepz with perfect enqlish `
& the beauty in correct spellinq `
i know my standard dropped `
a WHOLE lot `
i stopped twittinq much `
tryinq to quit 100% `
i'm fuckinq 14 =] `
& i wanna speak in normal letters `
slanq is ok -_- but no twits `
qettinq the feel it's childish `
don understand half of what twitters say these days `
hmmms okay i'm weird `
bad habits die hard `
most probably be one for awhile `
lauqhs `
i'm jumpinq aqain ohmyqod `
hmms nvm `
certain thouqhts `
are meant to be kept to oneself `
speakinq of them `
just makes matters worse `
and bOi ` !
Just so you know `
ifuckinqhateyou =] `
for everythinq that you ever done `
i thank you `
and ihateyou =] `
hopelessity is the new trend in me `
i didnt do this ` !
the last finqer's SLANTED `
effinq funny `
Cute wall of many prints `
someone's nice kind scissors `
qwen's table `
see the cute doodle ` =]
there ` ! Cute qal's
i drew a lonq sentence `
chopped into half `
that's part ONE `
and that's part TWO `
i dont know why `
i just feel so EMO `
♥daddiie ` !
i cauqht your disease aqain =] `
but nbm it's a qood thinq `
~LAUGHs~ `
work hard for upcominq "N" lvls =] `
qoOdluck to ♥daddiie `
& i miss ♥XINXIN `
=[ it's been too lonq `
haiiz ` wheeeeee `
i miss watchinq you peepz study `
LAUGHs ` =X `
i miss crappinq about THEM `
lauqhinq at their stupidity with you =[ `
xEMO-x `
maybe i jus miss you too much `
unable to let qo of the past `
but no i wont fall `
no , not anymore `
been tryinq to remember somethinq `
but i just keep forqhetinq `
haiiz qoinq mental soon `
doinq weird stuffs `
thinkinq weird stuffs `
i dont know anymore =] `
strepsils sux `
eatinq too much causes phoebia `
dont ask why `
i dont have sorethroat `
1st thinq in siqht in my tidbit's area `
lauqhs -__- `
ate 6 lozenqes i think ` F3
haiiz T___T `
i dont know `
i wished i brouqht panadol's instead `
emo-ed abit `
dont ask for reasons `
i wont tell you =] `
i dont have to ` =]
secrets made `
secrets untold `
had stupid double e maths `
double physics `
and a load of crap `
brain damaqe `
yeah i know you peeps can take it `
too bad i cant -___- `
imma bloody dumbass ` =] `
as usual `
moved over to ♥GWEN's area `
for chinese & SS `
took weird pictures `
i dont know `
her table's just so lovely `
so many random pictures `
haiiz `
played with her penknife -_- `
seriously whee i wanna buy one soon `
play with myself `
qot bored soon and started doodlinq `
maskinq tape is the L♥VE ` !
wrote some stuffs `
pictures posted below `
hmmms `
had early departure aqain ` =]
checked area of meetinq for 2molo `
be meetinq my seller lauqhs `
she's super NICE&FRIENDLY `
seriously broke for once ` =[ `
met ♥JIAMIN around 4.30 `
crapped `
♥GWEN ` !
if you see this , `
qood for you =] `
we're planninq to take you out `
but i'm qonna slack `
you and ♥JIAMIN qonna ... `
-lauqhs- `
watched her buy REDBULLstrawberry `
waddaFUCK ?! `
yeah ` ! REDBULL `
went ParkMall with her `
finally understand why she draqqed me `
smartass she is ` F3 `
hmms went home after that `
continue EMO `
i dont know `
just qet so emo below my block `
haiiz ` T__T `
what can i do ` ?
no , nothinq `
i dont know `
i wish i died yesterday `
drowninq in yesterday's sorrow `
unable to take today's torments `
desperation kills `
most prob MIA soon if i CMI `
haiiz confused state ` ='[
someone slap me please `
wake me up from this horrible niqhtmare `
you know `
i really envy peepz with perfect enqlish `
& the beauty in correct spellinq `
i know my standard dropped `
a WHOLE lot `
i stopped twittinq much `
tryinq to quit 100% `
i'm fuckinq 14 =] `
& i wanna speak in normal letters `
slanq is ok -_- but no twits `
qettinq the feel it's childish `
don understand half of what twitters say these days `
hmmms okay i'm weird `
bad habits die hard `
most probably be one for awhile `
lauqhs `
i'm jumpinq aqain ohmyqod `
hmms nvm `
certain thouqhts `
are meant to be kept to oneself `
speakinq of them `
just makes matters worse `
and bOi ` !
Just so you know `
ifuckinqhateyou =] `
for everythinq that you ever done `
i thank you `
and ihateyou =] `
hopelessity is the new trend in me `
i didnt do this ` !
the last finqer's SLANTED `
effinq funny `
Cute wall of many prints `
someone's nice kind scissors `
qwen's table `
see the cute doodle ` =]
there ` ! Cute qal's
i drew a lonq sentence `
chopped into half `
that's part ONE `
and that's part TWO `
feelinq super cold `
idk why `
everythinq's off `
but i'm freezinq `
quess i'm on my way to hell now `
Labels: i wish i died yesterday `
♥ Monday, August 18
HATE ME =] `
i know you do `
cus i do too `
HATE me `
for everythinq `
and anythinq `
that i have ever done `
for i know `
its true `
i HATE myself `
more than anythinq `
that you HATE `
LAUGHs `
HATE me `
cus i seriously `
seriOusly do `
and i wish `
you HATE me too `
thank you ` =]
LAUGHs `
i make an AWESOME poet `
don you think ` ?
hahas =] `
idk `
i just think i'm a MOFO `
qeez `
HATE HATE HATE `
and lalalas `
wadeva `
i know you do `
cus i do too `
HATE me `
for everythinq `
and anythinq `
that i have ever done `
for i know `
its true `
i HATE myself `
more than anythinq `
that you HATE `
LAUGHs `
HATE me `
cus i seriously `
seriOusly do `
and i wish `
you HATE me too `
thank you ` =]
LAUGHs `
i make an AWESOME poet `
don you think ` ?
hahas =] `
idk `
i just think i'm a MOFO `
qeez `
HATE HATE HATE `
and lalalas `
wadeva `
Labels: -x-Hate Me-x- `
♥ Sunday, August 17
ohmyFUCK `
nearly forqhot `
henq i remembered `
LAUGHs `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ♥GOHSUMEI ~ `
lalalas `
♥ifuckinqLOVEyou♥ qal =] `
let me sinq eu a burfday sonq `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ♥GOHSUMEI ~ ` !
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAY TO YOOOOOOU ` !
just so you know ♥darlinq `
i remember you =] `
and i ♥LOVE you `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
i hope i'm remembered `
i hope i'm not forqhotten `
cus deep in my heart `
your a ♥LOVEDx qal `
always to be remembered by me `
i know i'm a pain at times `
i know we're so different `
i know we live so far apart `
but wadeva happen's `
i promise `
i'll be here for you `
no matter what happen's ` =]
even if you need a listeninq ear `
i'll be here `
you have my phone number `
SMS'es may be replied late at times `
mayb sometimes i dont reply `
due to -___- slpinq ` ?
LAUGHs but i'll reply `
trust me i will `
when you need me =] `
happy burfday qal `
♥ifuckinqLOVEyou♥ `
thanks for everythinq you've done `
=]] SMILE ` blurqal LAUGHs `
♥GOHSUMEI `
17.o8.2o08 `
sweet ♥15 =]
nearly forqhot `
henq i remembered `
LAUGHs `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ♥GOHSUMEI ~ `
lalalas `
♥ifuckinqLOVEyou♥ qal =] `
let me sinq eu a burfday sonq `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ `
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ♥GOHSUMEI ~ ` !
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAY TO YOOOOOOU ` !
just so you know ♥darlinq `
i remember you =] `
and i ♥LOVE you `
trust me when i say i do `
cus i really really do `
i hope i'm remembered `
i hope i'm not forqhotten `
cus deep in my heart `
your a ♥LOVEDx qal `
always to be remembered by me `
i know i'm a pain at times `
i know we're so different `
i know we live so far apart `
but wadeva happen's `
i promise `
i'll be here for you `
no matter what happen's ` =]
even if you need a listeninq ear `
i'll be here `
you have my phone number `
SMS'es may be replied late at times `
mayb sometimes i dont reply `
due to -___- slpinq ` ?
LAUGHs but i'll reply `
trust me i will `
when you need me =] `
happy burfday qal `
♥ifuckinqLOVEyou♥ `
thanks for everythinq you've done `
=]] SMILE ` blurqal LAUGHs `
♥GOHSUMEI `
17.o8.2o08 `
sweet ♥15 =]
Labels: ♥happi burfday darliinqq ` =]
weird day `
realized `
my MASCARA nearly finished `
both my MASCARA's `
F3 `
i hardly use them -_- `
either they DRIED `
or i used TOO MUCH =X `
i dont know =[ `
need to restock soon haiz ~ `
GOLF is riqht `
brown mascara SUX `
no colour one hahas =] `
AGREED ` !
went marina SQUARE `
with xiaoGWEN & JIAMIN `
funny peepz `
told them marina `
as in marina SQUARE `
and they went to marina BAY `
i thouqht everyone knew `
shoppinq = marina SQUARE `
LAUGHs `
ok nevermind `
went lookinq for junks `
qeez `
considered buyinq xiaOGWEN `
a SKIRT `
lack of cash F3 `
postponed diao `
hahas =X `
instead bouqht a TUBE `
lalalas `
my mission WILL BE COMPLETED `
trust me it will `
walked around `
from marina to suntec `
from suntec to marina `
from marina to esplanade `
from esplanade to marina `
lauqhs `
awesome exercise `
lameSHIT `
wadeva `
and neber hear weather wishes `
from JIAMIN `
she wished for HEAVY RAIN `
STRONG WIND `
in the end -__- `
we become drenched CHICKENs ` !
wet to the bone `
see la `
mai wish le `
darn shockinq `
went to a few rooftops `
i uploaded pictures =] `
hahas =X `
still qot funny de `
esplanade `
the colorful pictures `
JIAMIN & xiaOGWEN `
posed loads of CUTE poses `
fit for photo competition `
crapped shits `
seriously weird `
F3 riqht `
uh huh it's TRUE `
walked and walked `
lalalas `
i LOVE shit `
hahas =] `
planninq to have campout's `
at PU ` ECP or PRP `
qeez `
anyone wanna join ` ?
someone once promised `
to brinq me to pulau ubin `
lauqhs `
but no `
i quess not `=] `
i quess it'll never happen `
cus life's like that `
reliability on a person `
is plain STUPID `
lalalas `
wheeeee boi `
i FUCKinq miss you =] `
see this boi `
IFUCKINGMISSYOU ` !! `
yeshh i do ` =]
and i really really do =] `
will you ever read this ` ?
perhaps `yet perhaps not `
a pity it's sunday here
haiis ~ `
i know i'm sucha bad BITCH `
fantasy is not a crime =] `
heard someone had a niqhtmare `
about me -_- `
lol =] `
for details `
SMS me `
retarded `
but iFUCKinqLOVEit `
i thank heavens `
for everythinq `
wheee `
i'm FUCKinq hiqh riqht now `
all thanks to you =] `
perseverance is all it takes `
for every second of waitinq `
lies a hidden treasure `
oh wtf ` ?
i'm really nutty abt SH!T `
bless you `
dear boi `=] `
life's a whore `
but i LOVE it `
P.S `
heard i qot BT-ed aqain `
oh FUCK `
nbm `
fact's qonna be facts `
nothinq's qonna chanqe `
twist ~ `
super HEAVY heart `
JIAMIN holdinq one heart LAUGHs `
GWEN mai emo =[ `
Huqqies ` !
POSE ` !
look's real hor ` ?
drawinq lai de `
PASTE ` !
Random reflection ` F3 `
view from abv `
lookinq Down `
playinq while GWEN tried on bottom's `
why am i so SHORT ! F5 `
super TALL buildinqs `
fountain of WEALTH `
flat qrass F3
trellis `
think tts how you spell it `
waaaaaaa ... ` F3`
randomcies `
realized `
my MASCARA nearly finished `
both my MASCARA's `
F3 `
i hardly use them -_- `
either they DRIED `
or i used TOO MUCH =X `
i dont know =[ `
need to restock soon haiz ~ `
GOLF is riqht `
brown mascara SUX `
no colour one hahas =] `
AGREED ` !
went marina SQUARE `
with xiaoGWEN & JIAMIN `
funny peepz `
told them marina `
as in marina SQUARE `
and they went to marina BAY `
i thouqht everyone knew `
shoppinq = marina SQUARE `
LAUGHs `
ok nevermind `
went lookinq for junks `
qeez `
considered buyinq xiaOGWEN `
a SKIRT `
lack of cash F3 `
postponed diao `
hahas =X `
instead bouqht a TUBE `
lalalas `
my mission WILL BE COMPLETED `
trust me it will `
walked around `
from marina to suntec `
from suntec to marina `
from marina to esplanade `
from esplanade to marina `
lauqhs `
awesome exercise `
lameSHIT `
wadeva `
and neber hear weather wishes `
from JIAMIN `
she wished for HEAVY RAIN `
STRONG WIND `
in the end -__- `
we become drenched CHICKENs ` !
wet to the bone `
see la `
mai wish le `
darn shockinq `
went to a few rooftops `
i uploaded pictures =] `
hahas =X `
still qot funny de `
esplanade `
the colorful pictures `
JIAMIN & xiaOGWEN `
posed loads of CUTE poses `
fit for photo competition `
crapped shits `
seriously weird `
F3 riqht `
uh huh it's TRUE `
walked and walked `
lalalas `
i LOVE shit `
hahas =] `
planninq to have campout's `
at PU ` ECP or PRP `
qeez `
anyone wanna join ` ?
someone once promised `
to brinq me to pulau ubin `
lauqhs `
but no `
i quess not `=] `
i quess it'll never happen `
cus life's like that `
reliability on a person `
is plain STUPID `
lalalas `
wheeeee boi `
i FUCKinq miss you =] `
see this boi `
IFUCKINGMISSYOU ` !! `
yeshh i do ` =]
and i really really do =] `
will you ever read this ` ?
perhaps `yet perhaps not `
a pity it's sunday here
haiis ~ `
i know i'm sucha bad BITCH `
fantasy is not a crime =] `
heard someone had a niqhtmare `
about me -_- `
lol =] `
for details `
SMS me `
retarded `
but iFUCKinqLOVEit `
i thank heavens `
for everythinq `
wheee `
i'm FUCKinq hiqh riqht now `
all thanks to you =] `
perseverance is all it takes `
for every second of waitinq `
lies a hidden treasure `
oh wtf ` ?
i'm really nutty abt SH!T `
bless you `
dear boi `=] `
life's a whore `
but i LOVE it `
P.S `
heard i qot BT-ed aqain `
oh FUCK `
nbm `
fact's qonna be facts `
nothinq's qonna chanqe `
twist ~ `
super HEAVY heart `
JIAMIN holdinq one heart LAUGHs `
GWEN mai emo =[ `
Huqqies ` !
POSE ` !
look's real hor ` ?
drawinq lai de `
PASTE ` !
Random reflection ` F3 `
view from abv `
lookinq Down `
playinq while GWEN tried on bottom's `
why am i so SHORT ! F5 `
super TALL buildinqs `
fountain of WEALTH `
flat qrass F3
trellis `
think tts how you spell it `
waaaaaaa ... ` F3`
randomcies `
Labels: trust me ; i do `
