♥ Saturday, April 23
life's qettinq fucked up `
been havinq a headache since morninq `
but i dropped by buqis to qet my boots anyway `
qot home, bathed&chanqed for th niqht `
was seriously tired ttm, -siqhs- `
metup w th quys and all pretty late `
& had a fucked up niqht `
dear jesus, i hate myself `
i nearly did it , but FML `
urqh fuck th clubs toniqht `
saturday niqht is so not fun when this happens `
well we hopped 3 spots with personal reasons `
sincerest apoloqies to all `
but i quess th most fun part is when th quys piqqy me `
i didn't know they were that stronq `
it started off outside butter when i was too layzee `
& kenji & weiwei carried me for fun `
went over to clarke quay in awhile `
th quys picked me up and it was so funny `
i lost my phone at helipad btw `
kinda upset since i lost my itouch yesterday `
seriously fucked up with th world at th moment `
qet a life & buy your own nonsense, it aint tht expensive `
it's cheap, & if you worked for it, you deserve it `
how th fuck can you stand usinq somethinq you stole `
awesome, cause of you bitches `
th next time i find somethinq be it an iphone, wallet or what `
fuck you, it's mine (; `
th quys all tried pickinq me up one by one `
i swear i enjoyed th entire walk back since i didn't take 20 steps `
from central to carpark, awesomeshitzo `
-lauqhs- ` alriqht, make th best out of a ruined day `
headed to neverland for drinks `
was damn tired & home by 730AM `
KO-ed .
♥ Friday, April 22
woke up at 7 plus just to qo to work `
had traininq at tohquan, kinda borinq `
but hey, since when was workinq fun `
so yeah, had an early release today at 3 30 `
so i went over to find boyf since i missed him anyway `
off to juronq east & spend a few hours w him `
metup w ben&sweesh at JP `
& decided that i really hated th place so we chanqed location `
so we went to buqis, damn, i love buqis `
had dinner at illuma's asian kitchen `
despite th fact that i really hate chinese food `
as lonq as th quys are there i'd be fine (; `
had KOI, i love KOI, & shoppinq at buqis street `
went over to fusion at 9th & qot my itouch stolen `
-siqhs-, emomuchz, had a few rounds of pool `
& a few ciqarettes, thinkinq of him, aqain `
& left for th arcade soonafter, entertaininq much `
i absolutely enjoyed th way ben attempted to entertain me `
-lauqhs-, cute much, they were funny & all `
was feelinq really tired & all, hadn't had a qood day `
sliqht headache, went home early, felt really empty `
& KO-ed after an hour `
i'm qettinq too old for this
♥ Wednesday, April 13
had my septum done today, all lil bro's fault `
he was sayinq that we should do it toqether `
& brave lori says no problem, brinq it on `
until i watched th way th blastedoldlady tortured him `
i was havinq second thouqhts, but no backinq out `
i have th balls too, okay, teehee \(n_n)/ `
th blasted woman, could've killed me `
she couldnt qet throuqh th bone & was forcinq it in `
until my tears auto flow, & i felt blood on my upper lip `
i said bone, bone, bone in chinese `
which she only then, stopped forcinq throuqh th bone `
thank qod for it, she's so fuckinq violent `
well, at least my piercinq's straiqht, jesus `
every sinqle fuckinq soul was like starinq at me `
& lil bro, he kept lauqhinq `
fuckinq pain & i looked stupid, like a freak `
left soonafter, qotta appointment for th niqht `
it was pretty last minute & i was rather confused `
but i wanted to qo ladiesniqht badly `
but everyone was busy, out of town, school tomorrow `
& i wanted to open somethinq, at least one blasted bottle `
after lotsa confusion, and upset remarks thrown `
we metup at butter, excited much `
first time clubbinq w my awesome darlinq Gwen `
Kien & Scarlet were there too & they were friqqinq awesome ! `
since i dont club with qirls, this, beinq th first time `
i was fuckinq excited, i qot hiqh lonq before th party started `
teehee, qrandpa was there, excited much `
kuan saw me halfway, qeez `
had some issues with th tables and qot a place i wanted `
started on th vodka & seriously `
qwennie&i spent 2hours in th smokinq room `
its been so fuckinq lonq since we last talked `
missed her so badly `
so we talked while th rest qot hiqh `
we qot hiqh enouqh to do some nonsense teehee `
i dont really remember who was entertaininq me `
-lauqhs- but it was a qreat niqht at butter `
iqnorinq all mishaps that happened `
iqnorinq all mishaps that happened `
♥ Monday, April 11
monday , slept til late & did my nails `
thouqh lil bro said it was uqly - hmph `
metup w th quys late, 10PM `
was meetinq Mon for drinks & sheesha `
headed down to Arab st, & qot a table `
had Heineken & double apple `
was a lil hiqh on happiness that niqht `
went over to qeylanq for a bit `
& down to loronq 27 for some KTV pub `
interestinq thouqht i'm sure damien enjoyed himself `
homed after that
♥ Saturday, April 9
awesome shitzo Saturday `
was kind of fuckedup, since i was tired `
& qot cauqhtup in stuffs, hais `
cabbed down to buqis, aft beinq rushed `
teehee, you quys are so awesome you quys made me cry `
my awesomely thick makeup smerqed `
after i reached buqis, i realized they were at qeylanq `
so back to qeylanq then, i qot all excited when i saw audition `
so i qot a comp & started playinq `
baby qot married today, his qirlf's from GMSS too `
like my awesome lil brother, qeez `
it was pretty, heartwarminq `
relieve th memories from 3 years aqo `
esp when he told her to let him play her acc instead `
this is th main reason why i treasure my -VIP-devil `
i never never NEVER use tht acc in lanshops `
(; i miss you, really, but time will never rewind `
had a few rounds of funnydota , quys `
then lil bro came over to meet me, couldnt qet in V4 toniqht `
so yeah, dressinq & underaqe lil bro `
& we ended up havinq smelly beancurd `
hilarious, baby didn't want to sit cab `
he wanted a lonq walk `
ended up w 3 of us, walkinq from loronq 44 `
all th way until pipit road 92A `
awesome shitzo, halfway he wanted to piqqy me `
happymuch, then he couldnt walk cause i kept lauqhinq `
he said i became fatter because he became skinnier `
okay, joke of th day `
qeez, so we cabbed home after lil bro went home `
chanq wasnt there, no i stayed home like a qoodqirl `
kuan reached home after 5 (; `
talked for a bit before he went to bed `
& i stayed up til 10AM `
♥ Thursday, April 7
poached eqq `
waffles, awesome shit `
so we metup straiqht at th location up nassim road `
it's called hatched, i've been to this area before `
didn't know there's such cool restaurants here `
wine company's just next door, but honestly `
i like th smokinq area th best `
it's so cool, oh yeah, so cool i spent an hour there `
waitinq for kuan, awesome shitzo `
he came, we dined, we talked `
averaqe luh, nothinq tastes awesome to me `
just th averaqe shitzo `
but yeah, i'd recommend this place if you drive `
enjoy eatinq eqqs & all `
we left for juronq after that, th timinq was fucked up `
wasn't an available cab in siqht `
qot to juronq anyway, stayed th niqht `
interestinq niqht i had, sleepinq at 10PM `
YAWN `
heeded back to senqkanq at niqht `
awesome shit, kenji left for thailand `
left me alone here to rot `
hmph `
♥ Wednesday, April 6
whee, wednesday niqht `
was planninq to qet down to th clubs `
but since my body wasn't feelinq up to it `
we decided to catch a movie `
levi wanted to watch faster `
but th stupid lady at th counter qot it wronq `
ended up, we watched Lincoln Lawyer `
looked borinq, but turns out t be a surprise `
its about this lawyer who's so smart, he solves lotsa cases `
whether they're riqht or wronq, he manaqes to qet justice done `
after th movie, where i finished my dinner of popcorns `
we went over to th usual bar for wine `
i picked a slim bottle of icewine `
& enjoyed some sinqinq from chinese people `
i found th icewine too sweet, not cold enouqh `
but pleasant enouqh `
finished th wine within hours & left for parklane `
funnily, i wanted to learn dota, so we went to play lan `
it was th funniest niqht ever, i iqnored th enemy `
killed th towers, won 2/4 rounds `
so retarded, still cant believe we played until 5AM `
cabbed home, hiqh on dota `
♥ Tuesday, April 5
feelinq sliqhty damp in th mood `
i left for woodlands, meetinq my darlinq Sarine today `
qrandpa was cominq too, i reached early `
& realized th bloody mall was still under renovation `
so i called qrandpa & told him to chanqe spot `
i wanted to qo westmall, at least they had decent slackspots `
slacked with qrandpa before Sarine came `
was so fuckinq elated when i saw her `
it's been so lonq & i've neqlected her so much `
chitchat, until 6 plus `
qrandpa sent her home, & i waited for kuan `
yawn, he brouqht me to have a look at juronq `
talked for abit before leavinq for senqkanq `
chanq was there aqain, awesome `
love him to th max, made him walk me to punqol `
just to qrab a pack of cold ciqqies `
we had tea & a plate of cheesefries `
which chanq vomitted out, ohmyqawd `
th color was yellow haha ! i lauqhed-out-loud `
okay, so mean of me, but hey ;/ `
chanq was tryinq to qet me to eat his mum cookinq `
but i manaqed to avoid " L O L " `
homed, watched movies until morninq `
Youth in revolt `
was watchinq this, kinda funny `
i thouqht it'd be borinq, cause th main actor wasn't handsome `
qeez, this quy who fell in love with this qirl `
& he tried means and ways to qo back to her area `
he burnt half of brooklyn ( like seriously wow ) `
& his mum's car as well, for that qirl `
& he manaqed to move back to th qirl's housinq area `
but her parents found out & sent her to boardinq school `
he was mean enouqh to qet her expelled, ha `
he druqqed her, causinq her to fall asleep `
& couldn't pass her exams, she moved back & he found her `
but he was reported to th police & was wanted `
he stole his dad's car and, dumped it in th river `
hilarious much, & dressed up as a qirl & went to find her `
he was cauqht soonafter, i still cant believe he's 16 `
awesome show, th thinqs we do for love, can be so evil `
haha ! `
♥ Monday, April 4
uqly bridqe in th way `
Monday Blues aqain - no doubt about that `
Monday Blues aqain - no doubt about that `
4th April 2011 , 7 more days we'd be toqether `
& after that, we're qone `
you promised to be with me, for a week `
so here qoes `
he was late & i arrived at vivo first `
was havinq some problems so it was okay `
took my time, qrabbed qonqcha & waited for kuan `
he came, had another ciqqy & off to keppel club `
he brouqht me to tables by th bay `
awesome place, thouqh i didn't really like it `
th contruction bridqe was in th way of th scenary `
& th club's really ulu, service wise, qeez, averaqe `
picked a table near th smokinq corner `
& ordered some stuffs for dinner `
wasn't really in th mood to eat `
qot some snacks & a chocolate tart `
IKR - such qluttony, oh well `
th sunrise by th beach marqarita came in a cool qlass `
tasted averaqe, everythinq probably tasted averaqe to me `
well, it qoes with th mood isn't it `
went back to vivo & cauqht a movie `
world invasion, awesome shit but i swear i nearly fell asleep `
was tired, & rather upset over lotsa stuffs `
went home around twelve `
thank qod chanq asked me to slack `
would've died if he didn't `
we slacked for abit before i realized how much i missed G `
so we called her & off we went, to punqol `
teehee, everytime i'm upset, qwennie's always there `
so we stayed at her house & watched retarded videos `
riqht up til 4, before qoinq home `
felt much better, qrateful indeed `
thanks quys, what would i ever do without you `
♥ Sunday, April 3
i've been re watchinq a few movies for th day `
since i was too tired to qo out `
& i constantly had th urqe to watch blackswan aqain `
no doubt, it's an awesome movie, beautiful `
started off rather borinq, storyline was averaqe `
it's basically about this qirl who rejected a marriaqe proposal `
she went for therapy & realized therapists all over new york `
went on vacation for a month, thus creatinq a qrouptherapy `
people who faced th same problem, in need of a therapist `
she helped most of them w their needs & rants `
& realized that Steven wasn't th one she wanted to marry `
she was brave enouqh to meet up w Steven aqain to test water `
to see if he was th one she wanted, but she realized she loved AJ `
thus breakinq off w Steven `
th rest of her qroup found solutions&happiness with each other `
they helped each other, qave moral support `
and by th end of auqust, everyone was happy `
most of them paired up & fell in love `
no doubt, by first September `
rated 8/10 `
this is an awesomely fascinatinq story about love `
Luis is a wealthy businessman who seeks a younq wife `
he did not need a beauty or a rich lady, just an americanwife `
they qot married, & they were rather lovinq for some time `
Luis entrusted his entire fortune to Julia `
soonafter, Julia's sister wrote to Julia `
askinq why she did not write back& she was worried `
Julia promised to write back, but when th return mail came `
Emily was there too, & claimed th writinq was a total stranqer's hand `
Luis then realized Julia wasn't Julia, instead she was a poser `
but he didn't care, he loved her despite everythinq `
by th time he qot back, she was qone, w her weddinq rinq on th dresser `
his money was qone, his entire fortune `
he was furious & went in search of Julia `
in th hopes to find her, & kill her `
he found her in th company of another men `
he then understood that she was a whore who scammed men of their money `
Luis attempted to kill her that niqht, but he loved her too much `
instead, he took her to another continent `
in th hope of havinq a new life where no one recoqnized them `
Walter, a PA, or Julia's accomplice "Billy" , followed them `
Billy just wanted Luis's left fortune, but Julia did not want it `
she had somehow or rather, fallen in love with her husband `
& she just wanted Billy to leave him alone `
th story takes them to different countries `
endinq up w Julia sent to poison Luis, which he drank `
despite knowinq everythinq, she did not want to do it `
& saved him instead, shootinq Billy with a qun `
Julia ended up in jail, tellinq her story to a priest `
whom she requested to pray with her before her execution `
they prayed, & she ran with her husband to Morocco `
livinq a luxurious life instead `
this is what i call unconditional love `
Luis sacrificed his all, for a scamminq whore he loved `
he did not care about her history, he just loved her `
& he just wanted to live his life with her `
rated 8/10 `
this is an awesome movie with fabulous storytellinq skills `
Nina is an averaqe qirl who loves ballet `
& one qirl would have th qlory of dancinq swan queen `
no doubt, everyone tried their best in both roles `
th swanqueen would have to dance white&black swan `
one qirl, 2 roles, a qentle & a wild side `
Nina was perfect in th role of th white swan `
but she couldn't manaqe th black `
somehow, she was chosen to be swan queen `
she tried her best but she was too controlled `
her coach tauqht her ways to loosen up `
Nina's mother was a lovinq & carinq mum `
& did not want her dauqhter to be over stressed `
but th niqht Lily asked Nina out, Nina fouqht w her mum `
Nina joined Lily for th niqht & returned home late after dark `
thus oversleepinq, causinq her to be late for her rehearsal `
she was furious when she realized Lily had danced her part `
th niqht before th ballet openinq, Nina wasn't feelinq well `
& her mum had phoned th company `
Nina was furious & went to th openinq in time `
she danced perfectly but was dropped at one point `
Thomas wanted Lily to replace Nina but she fouqht for her role `
& somehow "killed" Lily, but it was her hallucinations `
she continued her dance, & when she was chanqinq her makeup `
Lily popped by & conqraqulated her on her flawless moves `
Nina was shocked & realized she had stabbed herself instead `
but she finished th entire play perfectly, continuinq her dance `
it was only when she ended th dance, did everyone realize `
she was severely injured, she had stabbed herself `
but before she ended, she mouthed th words `
" Perfect, i was perfect " `
beautiful show, really `
rated 7/10 `
not really my type of movie but th quys wanted it `
it's rouqhly th same as your childhood story `
only th fact that th suspense is awesome `
it's about a story of this qirl who loves her qrandma `
& had a lover, yet she was enqaqed to another man `
she did not want to marry him, but she did not have much choice `
he asked her to run away with her, but th niqht they prepared to elope `
her sister was killed by th wolf `
they qrieved, & th men went out in search of th wolf `
only to qet more people murdered `
but they beheaded a wolf, which wasn't th werewolf `
a priest from elsewhere came, in search of th wolf `
no one believed him, until th wolf came on th niqht of celebrations `
th wolf had wanted Valerie to leave w him to another area `
& she understood him, & was betrayed by her friend Roxanne `
thus labellinq her as a witch, & was to be executed `
Peter&Henry had plans to save her toqether `
they saved her, & Henry was cauqht `
Valerie went to find her qrandma after havinq niqhtmares `
Valerie went to find her qrandma after havinq niqhtmares `
she felt that her qrandma was in danqer `
only to find Peter, Valerie thouqht Peter was th wolf `
she wanted to escape, only to face off w th wolf at her qrandma's `
Peter saved her, & she killed th wolf `
but Peter was bitten, & would be a werewolf every full moon `
he would be a danqer to her, & had to leave her `
i always thouqht that th wolf was qrandma `
but turns out, nope, it wasn't `
awesome suspense, unexpected endinq `
♥ Saturday, April 2
my lil brother's birthday celebration - 2nd April `
my drink for th niqht `
no doubt, i'd have made it better, if qiven more time `
th day didn't qo as smoothly as i planned `
i had all sort of nonsense from some of them `
i came an hour late, leavinq poor uncle to wait for us ;( `
lil brother came rouqhly th same timinq `
& i came w biqbro, daddy came soonafter w his friend `
went straiqht to haji lane for sheesha ;/ `
last minute cravinqs & somethinq to do while waitinq `
spent an hour at th turkeyshit which seriously sucked `
th charcoal wasn't hot enouqh, i doubt it was even burnt `
th taste wasn't there, & it was fuckinq hot `
& th women lied, she said we couldn't smoke upstairs `
th last time i came, we smoked upstairs, liarrrr `
so we left for buqis soon, th quys went to pick matt `
qeez, they took an eternity to qet there `
& an eternity to reach Clarke Quay `
we waited for an hour before someone picked us up `
yet we reached before th quys, fuckinq weird huh `
my reservation was 7, they wouldn't hold until 8 `
i understood, & th mofos reached only at 8;50 `
mei&i was superduper fuckedup about it already `
they took one of my tables at th smokinq area `
endinq up w me, cancellinq th reservation&qettinq new tables `
well th quys continued anyway, tryinq to make th best outta it `
afterall, it's been so lonq since i saw my dearest daddy&uncle `
excitedmuch, & it was lil brother's biq day after all, don't want to spoil it `
th table was sorta boomeranq in shape `
lil brother, qirlf, mei, yanq & uncle sat there `
while th rest of us sat on th other curve `
baby & I shared a prawn pasta (; `
or rather, he pushed most of it to me, qeez ;( `
peesao was feelinq rather upset, so i ordered live oysters `
i knew he wanted to have some of these for quite sometime already `
so i ordered a dozen, & we shared (; i love my peesao `
he's been there for me all th way, fuck what you quys think of him `
he's an awesome sister, & i know it & i will hold tht thouqht `
th rest had whatever they wanted, & they didn't feel full `
so i ordered another side of chickenwinqs for lil bro's side `
th rest of us, we were done for th niqht `
(; leavinq for faber w my dearest qans, while mei went home `
biqbro sent her home while th rest qot eqqs, flour & milk `
as requested by Lori T. Lim (; `
lil brother didn't have a cake, so we were to bake him one `
only th bloody mall ran outta whip cream ;( SMD, seriously ! `
they took hours to reach, so i thouqht we'd qo to 99bend for a ride `
since daddy&qirlf have not been there before & it was nearby `
even after we finished, th quys were still at houqanq `
so fine, we went to 7-11 where i thouqht it'd be nice to buy peesao a beer `
since he's still quite upset, don't know how to make him smile `
th quys finally arrived, & uncle needed to qo home `
so qirlf&I sent him back before qoinq back `
th rest started first, enjoyinq th pleasure of bakinq `
what really happened was, pretty hilarious `
th reason why i ordered 50 eqqs, 2baqs of flour & milk `
was so th quys could have fun, & th ladies could have a lauqh `
th quys would throw eqqs and whatever they wanted at lil bro `
can't help it yeah, birthday boy `
it was mean of me, but everyone wasn't really happy `
& it's a qet toqether, at least they enjoyed somethinq toqether `
especially for my NS men, somethinq to remember for th week `
results were disastrous, cleared up quickly & left for west coast `
expected it to be like ECP, qot bath cubicles, but i was wronq `
but alriqhty, at least there's water `
qot my lil brother washed up from th sticky stuff `
th Mac was rather full, so we planned to send qirlf home `
& qo to th Mac at her area, but by th time we reached pasiris `
everyone was tired, so was i ); `
so we were all sent home, peesao was last `
so i thouqht it'd be a comfort to him if i accompanied him `
all th way back to bukitbatok, at least he won't be lonely `
& went home after, i only reached home about 5 plus 6 `
th day was qreat, but i think my planninq still sucks, no doubt `
but i really wonder, how does it feel lil brother ? `
to have 15 people celebratinq your birthday w you (; `
you're really blessed (; but that's okay `
my awesome daddy, uncle & lil brother ♥
Peesao tryinq on lil brother's shirt & my cute lil brother `
Yanq, Daddy & Uncle `
me tryinq on lil brother's shirt too ! ha ♥ `
Mei & qirlf ♥
Mei pointinq a knife at Daddy, he's cute `
Daddy & me in Peesao's beanie `
Yanq & Uncle ♥ `
sittinq on th extreme end of th curve, peechai, biq bro & peesao `
Matt temptinq baby w a chicken winq `
th quys `
lil sister & co `
all stripped in preparation ! `
th outcome , he looks like somethinq outta a halloween movie `
this was hilarious, ROFL `
my drink for th niqht `
was supposed to drink w peesao `
