♥ Sunday, February 28
haven't been qoinq online lately `
really busy at work `
just squeezed th medical checkups in my schedule `
& qot a qeek photo done for EZ link `
not that i wanted it that way `
& workinq daily at th moment `
anyone wants to do shifts with me `
;[ i don't wanna work full time anymore `
just make sure you don've camp `
than you can sub me for a week or two `
cause boss's like shorthanded `
& th stupid manaqement's so mean `
& i'm not heartless enouqh to leave boss `
especially since she has 2 shops to tend `
it's almost impossible to tend both for a month `
♥Boyf's really mad about it `
as in th lonq term job `
cause i forced him to quit ;D `
smile dear , qood for you `
& cause of that `
not qonna be free enouqh to qo overseas `
he's really mad about it -_- `
said he planned everythinq with his kors `
than i can't make it `
but hey `
mum's riqht `
i have all th time in th world `
as lonq as i'm alive ;O `
it's not like we're qonna say qoodbye soon `
so probably, we could qo overseas sometime later `
♥Boyf's been super sweet lately `
tryinq to accompany me at times `
pickinq me up from work & all `
know, i really appreciate it `
th effort & all `
despite th short hours `
& th late timinqs `
i don't appreciate thinqs `
until its too late `
always happens `
soz ;/ `
so ♥Boyf's my niqhtly companion `
& iTouch's my overniqht companion `
-_- & Boss's my daytime companion `
-lauqhs- `
okay `
qonna qo offline `
qotta meetup with peeps tomorrow `
;/ sorry `
really busy in th afternoon `
will only meet you quys at 7 `
qot a date ;D `
Labels: i hate but love work
♥ Monday, February 22
past few days with ♥Boyf `
enjoyed it tremendously `
too tired to bloq after i reach home anyway `
- `
just reached home `
went out with ♥Boyf today `
went shoppinq la ;D `
-lauqhsoutloud- `
cant believe i bouqht so much junk `
refilled most of th stuffs `
wasted money for th sake of doinq it `
-lauqhs- `
& qot my eyebrows done `
at lonq last okay -_- `
screwed up workinq schedule `
don't have much off days `
so yeah `
since he's like always late `
& i'm like so free anyway `
he reached about 2 PM or so `
lunched & left for buqis `
(screw th adult fare ; seriously) `
walked about for a bit ;/ `
qot stuffs & left `
like seriously fast `
i know ♥Boyf cant stand th heat `
hahaha -_- `
went for dinner at chompchomp `
♥Boyf's idea `
so yeah -_- `
th usual `
left soonafter walkinq th entire stretch `
;] slacked below my block `
love th playqround `
time flies `
like seriously fast `
he sent me home `
& he left ;[ `
read th stupid poly letters `
jesus `
there's so much to do `
don't know how to tell boss `
qonna be takinq loads of off days soon `
just to qet th stupid medical checkup done `
-_- crap `
think i'd qo for th juronq east one ;o `
than i can qo shoppinq -_- `
-siqhs- `
15 more days to half year anniversary `
been thinkinq alot lately `
;/ alriqht `
qonna wait for honeh to finish his homework `
than we can crap ;] `
ha `
after all ♥Boyf sleeps super early lately ;/ `
& i'm qonna think about my answer to you `
it's a touqh decision `
time flies `
think i'll spend th niqht with tertiary letters `
- `
OH FUCK ! -_- `
i forqot to redo my extensions `
sian la -_-
- `
just to say `
you don't have to haolian to me you've a boyf ;] `
cause it doesnt matter to me `
i'm not even related to you ;] `
no need haolian he picks you up ;] `
cause my does too `
& sends me to my doorstep `
takes me out shoppinq `
tons with me `
qoes clubbinq with me `
& endures my irritatinq crap `
but i dont think you ouqht to know ;] `
cause relationship means 2 of us `
not th entire world `
whether or not you're sinqle or attached `
or i'm sinqle or attached `
i don't think it matters ;] `
2 different lives `
2 different paths `
stop comparinq me with you ;] `
as you said `
my course may be 没有前途 `
but as lonq as family & boyf supports me ;] `
your opinion doesn't affect me `
for one thinq ;] `
at least my parents qive me & Boyf privacy ;] `
no intrusion or black faces `
restrictions or banninq `
not beinq mean or what `
but just to say ;] `
in life `
beinq low profile will ensure a peaceful road `
beinq proud doesnt ensure a prosperous future `
oh ya `
one more thinq `
you did better than me in O's `
by one pathetic point ;] `
& you must've went home `
screaminq & haolianinq to your mum `
but i've to say this `
its not my school's fault i did so badly `
i could've qotten your results easily `
but FFS `
i spent 80% of th days while you muqqed hard `
enjoyinq life with ♥Boyf `
watchinq videos `
surfinq th net `
bakinq & all those childish crap `
he ton-ed at my house most of th days ;] `
i did not study much okay ;] `
not proud of it `
in fact `
i'm very much ashamed `
didn't do my school proud `
didn't heed friends advice & all `
but facts will be facts `
& you only studied `
cause you fear your mum `
btw `
your mum told me okay `
not my quesswork or i ask ppl to count your life `
but she told me before results came out `
she freaked you out so you would study `
-_- my mum did not put pressure on me ;] `
& FFS `
people who visit me at workplace `
that handsome quy who visits frequently `
buys me chocolate milk tea everytime `
brouqht my itouch for me `
that's my real brother okay -_- `
don't jump to conclusions `
it's sickeninq `
don't qive me those biq eyes `
-imma qonna tell your boyf look- `
qo on , tell him -_- `
i know you look down on me `
pretty obvious `
but i would never cry if mum screamed at me `
in fact i would just justify what i think is riqht `
and not cry -_- `
like duh `
so yeah `
no point beinq proud of what you have `
;] cause you don't know what i have `
you don't know how much we're earninq monthly `
& my ♥Boyf qives me allowance monthly `
does yours ? `
think about it `
i'm just keepinq quiet `
;] no point throwinq your face `
you're workinq with your family ;] `
i'm not so evil to ruin their imaqe of you `
so yeah ;] `
be streetsmart `
thank jesus you aren't in my course `
would transfer to ITE if you were `
like seriously ;] `
okay so much for beinq mean `
- `
just wasted alot of time writinq that out `
but i had to `
so that i will remember you `
♥Boyf hasn't called yet `
honeh's not finished with his homework yet `
& i'm too lazy to redo my skin `
i hope you read my bloq , ♥Boyf `
cause i just want to say `
love you for beinq there, like always `
not 24/7 `
but 12/7 ;/ `
doesn't matter `
Labels: poly considerations `
♥ Monday, February 15
Happy Birthday Dad `
- `
met up with ♥Boyf at woodlands `
& left for chanqi `
-lauqhs- `
walked th entire stretch `
but they were renovatinq `
totally wasted my time man `
sucks `
so we went home `
cause i had dinner appointment `
♥Boyf always sends me to my doorstep `
ha `
than mum asked him to join us `
which was pretty weird `
cause ♥Boyf actually predicted it -_- `
-happyhappy- `
hahahah `
she asked him to qo in `
& we went for dinner toqether ;] `
yay `
and im so qonna qet back that one kiloqram `
-siqhs- `
so yeah `
sent ♥Boyf back after `
& we went home too ;] `
date with ♥Boyf tomorrow `
cause Alex didnt call aqain `
stupid -_- `
always jio outinq `
than last minute like this `
-_- `
but nevermind ;] `
more private time ;] `
happiness `
Labels: Happy Birthday Dad `
♥ Sunday, February 14
Valentine's was fabulous `
;] Thanks ♥Boyf `
for makinq so much sacrifice `
& everythinq today `
i enjoyed every sinqle moment `
& will never forqet `
- `
not feelinq well today `
but i qot throuqh anyway `
-siqhs- `
& i totally forqot about work schedule `
i think boss said tues, but i think its wed `
-lauqhs- `
imaqine if i turned up at thurs `
-ROFL- `
worse case senario `
-lauqhs- `
so yeah `
thank qod i do know th security quards there `
so i just SMSes Raja to check `
he says wednesday ;] `
see , life's a breeze `
-ROFL- `
pretty stupid huh `
yeah , but beter safe than sorry `
& tomorrow ;] `
outinq with ♥Boyf `
& niqht `
Birthday dinner with Family `
- `
♥Boyf `
spend more time with your family `
life's short `
you don't have to put me on first priority `
we have all th time in th world `
but not everyone `
your parents , your bros `
think about them ;] `
niqhts `
♥
Labels: ♥ Valentines was excellent `
♥ Thursday, February 11
i enjoy work , alot `
but just recently `
except for this qodamn fuckinq aunty today `
she totally treated me as if i was her doq okay `
motherfucker -_- `
she was like "xiaojie" here and there `
expect me to serve her when there's others `
like seriously `
i at least had 3 other serious buyers `
crazy old haq
had a bald patch on her head `
& she wanted me to try cover `
i did my best `
and all she did was whine `
made me so fuckinq mad `
so i told boss `
boss is nice to me ;] `
but i know she can be mean ROFL `
bite her once she bite your twice ;/ `
btw `
in th end `
th fuckinq old aunty only bouqht $1 item `
stupid riqht `
waste my time , like totally can `
boss qot mad after she knew what happened `
happy happy ;] `
ROFL `
boss is sweet `
- `
Daddy's back already `
he qot me my honqkonq wife biscuits ;] `
lovelove `
qonna brinq some over to ♥Boyf's `
Daddy promised me Itouch & 1k in cash `
yayness ;D `
not that i need money or what `
but `
tht sense of achievement `
- `
Grandma qave me anqpow `
oh my qod ♥ `
THANKS GOD GRANDMA ♥ `thanks for rememberinq me `
Love you always , `
qod bless you ;] `
- `
3 & 1/2 days off `
i don't see why i really bother , really `
-lauqhs- `
so yeah `
i quess it doesnt matter `
since im fully booked for th hols `
so yeah `
i quess you just have to make th final decision `
tell me your answer `
no hard feelinqs love , `
- `
G's leavinq tomorrow `
really upset about it `
but she'd be back by 14th `
;[ -emo- `
take care G `
have a safe trip `
enjoy your cruise ride `
will definately miss you ;] `
Labels: ♥fucked up auntie
♥ Wednesday, February 10
work is qettinq more & more fun `
boss entertains me , alot ;] `
-lauqhs- `
just 3 more days of work `
& 3 days off `
than another month of work `
& i'm quittinq already `
not that i don't enjoy workinq `
but i haven't been spendinq time with ♥Boyf `
& i don't think its fair for him `
moreover , boss is closinq one of her shops `
& school's startinq very soon `
qotta catch up with Gans `
meetup with certain darlinqs of my `
fulfil th promises i made `
& qet everythinq i need `
-lauqhs- `
currently wonderinq what to buy for ♥Boyf `
for Valentine's `
Ipod Touch 3rd qeneration ? `
Iphone(his spoilt) ? `
LV Wallet ? `
cufflinks ? `
formal shirts ? `
LCD TV(his spoilt) ? `
confusion `
-siqhs- `
i do hope ♥Boyf doesn't have to work on V-day `
home-d & actually audi-ed with honeh & G `
ROFL , crap `
they were like bullyinq `
i didnt qo back to audi for a year already `
plus plus `
no interest `
-lauqhs- `
honeh's a clubber now `
biq surprise for me ;] `
qrats honeh `
honeh qot hurt by my intentions `
for qoinq back to audi `
but it was a joke la ;/ `
hahaha ;] `
- `
from today onwards `
10th Feb 2010 `
♥XINXIN my love, will be my Twinnie `
-lauqhs- `
she's exactly one year older than me `
& i love her alot ;] `
she's probably th sweetest qirl i know `
super friendly & hiqh ;] `
i wish she went into poly with me `
but -siqhs- `
so much for wishes `
but no matter what `
will love her always ♥
- `
Daddy's cominq back tomorrow `
hope he remember my wife biscuits from Honqkonq `
-ROFL- `
he once promised me leather boots `
& aunthetic leather handbaqs `
only he didnt know my taste & size `
stupid riqht `
- - - - ! `
nevermind ;] `
will qo Honqkonq some other day `
just 7 more hours `
but i'd be at work `
- `
poor ♥Boyf `
qet well soon `
i know th job's touqh `
and i absolutely hate your boss `
miser . `
ROFL , my boss's way more qenerous `
at least i don't do OT's til 4AM `
what th fuck `
horrendously lonq OTs `
& late pays `
i would sue him if i were you ;] `
qod `
sueinq people sounds fun `
maybe i should have a qo some day ;] `
Labels: ♥XINXIN ; Twinnie
♥ Tuesday, February 9
Happy 5th monthsary , ♥Boyf `
i hate th fact that we're both workinq full time `
you'd probably forqotten about today , already `
-lauqhs- `
oh well , whatever `
one more month & 9 days `
than i'd quit my job ;/ `
- `
Raja thouqht kor was my Boyf -_- `
which was pretty stupid `
but he's not th 1st to assume bro's my sweetheart `
which is dumb since we dont hold hands `
-_- don't we look alike ? `
whatever , lauqhs `
he could be my parttime/fakie `
- `
saw kor's car on th way home ;] `
he's still learninq drivinq at th moment `
fuckinq funny , his screwed up face `
concentratinq too hard `
& he drives very VERY slowly `
think i'd qet his carplate no . `
qo buy 4D ;/ `
if zhonq , half half kay bro ;] `
& your sweet lil sis will buy you leather shoes `
but must zhonq top price kay ;] `
qonna wait up for ♥Boyf `
niqhts `
Labels: Happy fifth monthsary ♥Boyf
♥ Monday, February 8
i just read your bloq `
-lauqhs out loud- `
so what if you're 41 kq ? `
seriously `
you're short , so beinq liqht doesn't make you better
& you're 20 , but your enqlish is pathetic `
not that my's fabulous `
but its hard for me to understand , thats all `
oh well `
-♥-
waitonq for ♥Boyf to call `
2 more hours `
fucked up `
Labels: pathetic enqlish `
