Sunday, April 26


horrendous way to spend th day `
this is so funny `
couldn't stop lauqhinq somehow `
qot cut off `
its just convo with qwen `
th words are insultinq `
dont wanna qet her in trouble `
so yeah ;\ `
but i seriously cant stop lauqhinq `
its funny when you qet th meaninq `
lauqhs `

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Saturday, April 25

i don't know why i stopped bloqqinq `
just didn't have th mood `
but it came back today `
25/04/2008 `
-lauqhs- `
met up at seranqoon `
waited for jerroldineh baby `
& bryan hunnybunny `
after awhile `
we decided to qo find qwen `
lazy to take lrt `
i chose to stop at houqanq `
and bus down ;x `
baby said `
take 89 `
i said 27 `
halfway `
i suddenly remembered `
27 didnt qo to plaza `
;XXX super funny `
baby qot that pissed look on his face `
i was like " L O L " all th way la `
he just walked out on th next stop `
houqanq `
th huqe field opposite block 438 `
th only bus that stopped there `
was none other then 27 `
pissed me off `
what an idiot la `
no bus passed that direction `
th heat was HOT `
and off all busstops `
he chose to come down there `
-_- `
tried qettinq a cab `
everytime one came `
he told me `
and i practically jumped onto th road `
he found it super funny `
that was mean lor `
until i chose to call ~_~ `
that a nice uncle chose to stop `
baby so mean la `
-siqhs- `
lunched at KFC `
-__- qwen came in halfway `
crapped blahblahs `
up to 3 plus `
when ppl said they were qoinq `
walked to busstop `
baby kept sayinq i dua him `
meanie `
bussed down to pasiris `
and MRT-ed to paya `
baby complained about th heat `
thus we cabbed down `
he paid ;D `
-Happiness- `
as usual `
played pool `
i have no life la can `
;x its sorta a routine already `
baby's friend came `
didnt want to come in anyway `
so yeah ~_~ `
baobei came `
ahahah -_- `
i'm unstable `
time was short `
i hate time `
hmph `
but it keeps life qoinq `
they left early `
qwen and bryan were so cute la `
;x playinq pool toqether `
damn ; i love bryan ;D `
honeh look at this `
i'm fulfilinq your wishlist `
-lauqhs- `
pardon my thick hide `
it was cold `
thus we went behind to sit `
i dont know ;[ `
its just so peaceful to do so `
came back and bry said `
"malay couple-_-" `
mean mean qwen `
how could you ?! `
-broken heart- `
-Lauqhs- `
here's th cool part `
bry won jerroldineh baby ;D `
ok then we went out `
chatted ~ `
until 6;30 `
and erzi left ;[ `
saddeninq `
went back to pool `
decided to have dinner there `
as usual ;x `
my crazed ideas hahas ;D `
but you quys do enjoy ma `
if dont enjoy i'll cancel ;] `
had smelly beancurd `
and other stuffs ;x `
how weird `
i shose to sit outside `
then don't know who la `
say sit inside `
fine sit inside `
after awhile he ownself buay tahan `
who arh ? `
L O L `
idiot ;D `
thus movinq back outside `
after they picked their choices `
waited `
so tired ;D `
Bry looked so sian ;x `
started complaininq aqain `
as usual `
i cant shuddap ;D `
kept complaininq `
until we reached th Gstrinq `
complained about him la `
he's so mean `
dineh baby said funny thinqs `
stuffs i never thouqht of `
Bry & qwen found these funny ;x `
half crazy all these stuffs `
overjoyed ;D `
dinner-ed `
and decided to qo elsewhere `
most probably vivo `
meet up with ahsiao `
but i dua-ed baby aqain `
i didnt mean to `
just forqot which busstop it was `
-L O L- `
walked around before decidinq `
went back to houqanq `
baby bouqht me icecream `
;DD yaynessity `
went over to 835 play swinq `
entertained bry&qwen `
by dineh baby of course ;x `
-lauqhs- `
he was tryinq to qo sideways `
banq me `
thus i clutched to th pillar `
so afraid of him `
how many times has it happened ? `
use his ass to banq me `
i still remember bbq last year `
used his ass to banq me outta th way `
so damn mean `
but they found it entertaininq `
moved to seesaw `
i reqretted ever sayinq this `
he told me to sit first `
then sat `
and upupup `
then he release `
then pom my ass hurt la `
his idea of hardcore sex `
its me on th seesaw `
made me so mad `
~_~ `
qwen helped me push him up `
so kind
i wish you were here `
seriously `

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Saturday, April 11

tution-ed `
as usual `
met up with them at 3plus `
late aqain `
sorry ;X `
left my phone on th car `
so damn upset about it `
& jerr kept remindinq me `
-heartache-d- `
walked to ql `
so damn pissed off `
couldn't contact anyone `
danq ;[ `
tried contactinq mum to qet it `
couldn't remember her number somehow `
pool-ed for awhile `
kept qoinq out `
i dont know `
i'm weird `
then erzi turned up `
& i didn't expect it la `
thouqht he dua-ed me aqain `
qot overjoyed ;x `
i'm absolutely unstable `
just waited for di `
the super lonq journey from buqis `
takes hours to reach `
qwen & bry looked bored `
seriously ;X `
i hope they enjoyed `
qwen loves it ;D `
can tell roflmaO `
hehz ;D awesome huh `
poor neiqhbours `
lost th 11 stripe `
too bad ;D `
sorry i'm unusual ;X `
don't know how to entertain them `
daniel came at lonq last `
which was hours later ; obviously `
erzi's dao de came -_- `
so dao ; idiot `
-siqhs- `
daniel came before 7 `
and we left after 7 `
wonderful huh `
went for dinner ;x `
qeylanq ; toad porridqe `
i knows its froq `
but toad sounds way cooler `
-lauqhs- `
toad porridqe `
eew ;x `
qwen said it was nice `
but i freaked `
it taste slimy ;x `
no offence `
but i'm that kind of person `
mei qot super hiqh after drinkinq `
kept lauqhinq ;x `
there was a cretin riqht behind us `
bry saw her take our photo `
what a bitch `
i think it was a prostitude `
not one of those sexy babes `
just a cheena-faced slut `
qot so fucked up -_- `
qwenniie baby ; this is what happened `
i went to look at her cheena phone `
thouqht of shoutinq `
then thouqht about th venue `
and shut th fuck up -_- `
qot so pissed off `
i can't control it `
-_- wanted to qo smash thinqs `
thus i went walkinq away `
cant throw my temper there `
stupid thinq to do `
stupe ; went off sometime later `
walked around qeylanq `
hmph `
bry looked super red `
pray qwen doesn't qet th blame `
sorry qwen ;[ `
decided to ton somehow ;x `
sent di to somewhere `
and considered next locations `
funny ; i don't remember much `
no phone ; it sarked `
wondered how i survived `
qwen & bry left early ;[ `
-heartache- `
everyone didn't wanna ton `
sad case `
went lavendar `
& once aqain `
i thouqht erzi panqseh-ed `
but he didn't ;x `
so touchy `
-lauqhs- `
i'm qettinq insaner by th second `
mei felt super sick ;[ `
she vomited `
horrendous siqht `
freaky `
poor thinq `
hmph `
after vomitinq countless times `
she felt better & hiqher `
went to chanqi airport to slack ;x `
it's 24/7 what ; not meh ? `
mei looked so tired ;[ `
kor was like so hiqh ;[ `
my leqs were breakinq ;[ `
so much for pretty heels `
hmph `
Burqer kinq ; mei slept there `
-_- totally bored stiff `
kor tried qettinq kor to come `
with my phone of course `
first priorites first `
erzi dua-ed me ;[ `
jerr came and told me erzi went home `
then i emo-ed `
& he came out smilinq `
what a meanie ;[ `
after a super lonq wait `
we went to mac `
horrendous way to spend th niqht `
my phone arrived ; happiness 101% `
qot flooded `
stupe ; qot pissed off somehow `
after awhile `
qot bored aqain `
needed new place to slack `
but it was like 4 already `
no bus no nothinq `
just damn cabs `
decided to ton at my house `
qwen was qonna come ;D `
so excited `
overjoyed ;D `
& erzi never came before `
mei paid th fare ;x `
expensive deal `
waited for th taxi `
they started playinq with th trolleys `
kor taunted me ;[ `
so mean la `
kor pushed me `
so fun ;X `
lalalas `
i'm outta my mind `
cabby came `
what an idiot `
he wanted to charqe extra $5 `
barqain abt $4 `
hmph bad deal still `
cabbed home ;D `
waited for qwenniie `
went up & movie-d `
such sick movie `
i slept throuqhout ;x `
no point re-watchinq `
i can memorise th plot `
woke up after it ended ;x `
went downstairs with them `
qwen wanted to watch th sunrise `
too lazy to walk ;x `
qwennie ; my pic , don forqhet `
-siqhs- `
went back `
& bed ;x `
they woke me hours later `
so mean ;[ `
tried draqqinq me out `
kor's wakeup call was funny ;x `
cooked lunch and tried studyinq `
they audi-ed `
-lauqhs- `
mei was super cute `
painted kor's nails with my varnish `
qave up studyinq `
helped them qet more color `
ended up doinq manicure for them `
blinq filled nails `
nail piercinqs ;x `
-lauqhs- `
hello this is funny `
cause they were quys `
for mei fine `
its normal `
but for quys `
way too cool ;x `
started doinq story for them `
see ; i'm so kind `
;D & started earninq den `
they left around 3 `
so sad ;[ `
erzi must ton more kays ;D `
-lauqhs- `
life does rock at certain peaks `

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Tuesday, April 7


- wanqzi died - `
6 april 2009 `
i'm sorry he died `
-siqhs- `
death ; another challenqe `
i don't know what i'm doinq `
been feelinq so unwell lately `
qot stuffs from houqanq `
came home `
and slept straiqhtaway `
riqht up til 11plus `
qot spammed SMSes `
saddeninq ones `
just qot up to do my enqlish `
i don't know `
havinq oral tomorrow `
i'm so not qonna study `
& the fuckinq sci test `
i don't qive a fuck anymore `
fail ; yeah i'm qonna do that `
whats wronq with flunkinq anyway `
who cares anyway `
teared aqain `
i quess only babe knows why `
-siqhs- `
who's there to confide into ? `
no one ; i quess `
huqqinq th black jacket `
i hate it when ppl misinterpret stuffs `
i don't care `
but i hate it `
and to notice somethinq from so lonq aqo `
i dont know `
but now i don care `
i dont have a riqht to anyway `
i've hurt ppl `
i've been hurt `
don't know why i'm thinkinq `
murderinq my braincells `
i should let them live lonqer `
i'm qonna be like bry from now `
cause bry rawks `
and his reasoninqs are awesome `
feel like qoinq downstairs `
but its like beinq blind in th dark `
feel like doinq stuffs `
but i'm constrained `
not havinq much mood here `
& i'm so not beqqinq for your sympathy `
don worry i'll live without it `
been readinq and re-readinq `
maybe i'm stupid `
cauqht no ball `
-siqhs- `
but i dont care `
i'm just not qonna do anythinq `
i'm just qonna rot on earth `
until i die `
until i caused havoc `
until i made shit happen `
my room contains too much junk `
junk that makes one tear `
wonderful huh `
only that it only works for me `
i doubt my minds workinq properly `
-lauqhs- `
such deliriousity `
i don't know seriously `
hmph i think that faded is a nice sonq `
not its meaninq `
i don't know `
i just love cascada `
-siqhs- `
anyone wanna qive a free huq ? `
;[ saddenedd `
oh well tomorrows nt tat shit `
-_- `
first for oral `
first to leave `
first to die ;D `
i'm so afraid `
i don wanna breakdown soon `
;[ someone predicted this `
my breakdown was to occur soon `
;[ life does suck alot `
sorry ;[

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Monday, April 6

school-ed `
S.T for enqlish aqain `
quess i flunked it ;] `
it was too hard `
after school `
went home `
qot stuffs done `
A-Math ASP `
finished it ;x `
went over to RM `
qot my contacts `
-_- this is weird `
qot over to LJS `
slacked there `
just talked `
they were so nice `
listened to my major complains `
th usual ; that is `
i don't know `
its saddeninq `
yet funny `
yes i'm so enjoyinq my life `
an auntie walked past `
qwen smiled `
nadiah qiqqled `
i was like what th fuck ? `
she's kinda cute la `
red baqqy top with hiqh waist pants `
they found it funny ;x `
contaqious lauqhinq `
then i lauqhed `
th auntie was super cute la `
she smiled back at qwen `
;X made us lauqh `
qod -faint- `
as qwen claims `
she was kinda polite and likable `
;X ROFL `
i'm not mean `
i'm th MMT ;X ROFL `
too funny `
went off around 6;30 `
buqqed them to tell me stuffs `
they refused `
hmphs MMTs ! `
fine ;x `
it's best not to know `
i'm so not in th mood `
school tomorrow sounds stupid `
MC sounds th riqht idea `
but i promised ; sadden-ed `
currently considerinq movie-inq `
lazy to qet th papers `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
suqarbabe online-d today `
overjoyed `
drowned her in my sorrows `
complained about practically everythinq `
cant help it ;x `
just when someone's there `
and you need a shoulder `
its just there `
& its so appreciated `
went to find kor after awhile `
kor was chionqinq `
and i was kind ;] `
suqarbabe found me after awhile `
it's been so lonq since i saw her `
suqarbabe `
thanks ;]

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Saturday, April 4

04-04-2009 11;47 AM `
seriously `
i'm deeply touched `
thanks ;] `
just when i put an end to my tears `
you made it start aqain `

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i saw somethinq 04-04-2009 ; 9;31AM `
i cried ;] `
thanks ; its appreciated `

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Thursday, April 2

today was weird `
emo-ed in th morninq `
blank-ed all th way `
just up til PE `
just watched them do th 5items `
qot super hiqh after recess `
=x `
jia's shoe flew ~ `
ran back to class `
qot hyper then `
-lauqhs- `
had SS `
qod knows why `
just kept lauqhinq `
they freaked out ;x `
just kept on lauqhinq `
chain lauqhinq ;x `
crazed ideas in my mind `
just found qwen's joke so funny `
kept lauqhinq lo `
better then th whole day's activities `
she said my lauqhinq's contaqious `
awesome `
hmph `
finished up with D&T `
thouqht about mean stuffs all th way `
about my meanness to some `
-siqhs- `
i dont know `
had 2.4 run today `
siand-ed `
earninq money at th moment `
my bloq sounds all funny ;x `
i don't know why ? `
-lauqh- `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
-siqhs- `
i don't know what you're thinkinq `
so what if one's rich ? `
its not like we're happy `
not like we're havinq much fun `
not like our lives are so carefree `
i hate th way you think `
i hate ppl who think bad when left alone `
yea riqht `
spare tire `
yeah riqht `
my darlinq `
oh wow i call practically everyone that `
qod i'm so pissed `
i hate this life of my `
oh well `
its endinq soon `
and fuck `
i hope you reqret it `

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Wednesday, April 1

thanks cheowhenq for th candy `
thanks for cheerinq me up `
i really needed that ;] `

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