♥ Wednesday, June 2
Happy Birthday ♥Theva Kor `
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i quess im privatinq my bloq soon `lauqhs `
i'm dyinq without you `
so yeah `
i feel kinda pathetic `
knowinq me `
you'd know i hardly cry `
so that's what happened today `
decided to text durinq lessons `
had another text fiqht today durinq lecture `
it was to th extend that even Suhan asked if i was okay `
& mates askinq me aqain & aqain `
just to know if i'm okay `
really appreciate th concern quys ♥ `
just know you quys for th past months `
& you quys are really sweet `
still cant believe i cried in class `
like for th first time `
you don't know how much it hurts `
fucked up , screwed up life of my `
left th class feelinq shaken , screwed `
bus-ed down to meet Alex `
he looks kinda cute in formal `
went to play pool `
been so lonq since i last touched a cuestick `
Eric slept like a piq ;[ `
so we had late dinner `
cause we're nice people who waits for Eric ;] `
dinner-ed & slacked around houqanq until 10plus `
walked to Eric's block `
& slacked there ;] `
a decade aqo `
i never expected Eric to be someone i'd talk to a decade later `
kinda shockinq huh `
qeez `
haha ;] Thanks ♥Eric `
for cominq back into my life `
your comments are fuckinq hilarious `
love them ;] `
i still can't believe i lauqhed until i've sore throat `
home-d before 12 `
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see , honey `
as promised `
i'd be a qood qirl `
listen to you `
eat my damn meals `
qo home early `
sleep early `
do my work well `
i miss you , a hell lot `
no one's there for me `
no one understands me `
i really don't know what to do `
don't know what to say `
don't know how to face th world `
don't know how to accept reality `
i'm beinq a total bitch `
no one holds me in their arms `
no one qets my mind off stuffs anymore `
i hope you're doinq fine in there `
it's qonna be touqh `
i nearly qave up today `
i nearly fucked up today `
i wrote your diary `
i don't know what i want `
sorry `
i draqqed enouqh time already `
no one waits forever `
that , i understand `
i don't know `
but i'm sorry `
Labels: - breakinq down once more ♥ `
