♥ Sunday, May 31
"O"s tomorrow `
i doubt i'll make it `
totally lost mood already `
practically slackinq `
talked to ♥Disrepute di `
& totally went upset ;[ `
LOL ;/ `
see honeh `
you've made a super qreat impact `
but i'm qlad `
you do understand after all `
thanks for everythinq `
qod knows why `
we started off with me comfortinq you `
endinq th opposite way `
took a book & went out `
tried studyinq in th car `
redundancy `
what's th point `
-lauqhs- `
had my ass burnt at chanqi `
;] lauqh ! `
itsfunny `
i told mum `
continue my wine qlass collection `
& she was like , " noooooooo !! " `
she said i'd use them for lame purposes `
said she dont wanna buy anymore `
& why ? `
cause i used them to put my contacts `
& i broke them `
thus hidinq th remains in th closet `
;X LOL `
kept lauqhinq ;/ `
*quilt* `
okays `
felt super upset `
lalalas `
mum was kind `
tried cheerinq me up `
& i burnt a hole in her pocket `
sorry ;/ `
不拿白不拿`
but i hardly do it anyway `
-_- they went outside `
& i stayed inside `
mum used me to test kor ;O `
th BOYFRIEND TEST OMG `
she wanted to see how lonq he'd last `
in th shop that is `
that's funny ;/ `
made him carry all th stuffs `
but he kept yawninq `
thus i cut short my spree -_- `
in th car `
he kept harpinq on how tolerant he was `
;O OMG `
how mean `
you wouldn't have done it without me `
-_- `
cause i'm kind to your jelly leqs `
hoho ;D `
swensoned `
♥Baby was super sweet `
comforted me ;] `
thanks ♥Baby `
best kor in th world ;] `
makes me happy `
ahahaha `
okays cut th crap `
went home to study okays `
it was like 10 already `
whined at qwen ;/ `
LOL `
*SELF PITY* `
okays shut up ; i don't `
you must've qot pretty pissed `
LOL ;/ `
come on `
hmmms `
received weird stuff ;o `
weirdest came from henqburqer `
♥TANCHEOWHENG `
thank Q ;] `
thanks for everythinq `
th comforts and all `
cominq from you `
its pretty unexpected `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for tryinq ;D `
for teachinq me th format `
not that i remember `
he kept tellinq me to sleep `
but he kept disturbinq `
how cute `
utterly unexpected `
you know what ;/ `
he called me despo `
i went into hystericals after that `
this is seriously funny ;/ `
everytime i talk to him `
i become his joke ;O `
♥JIAMIN ! `
slap him ;D `
i'll complain about you tomorrow `
you GG liao ;D `
thanks to your lamenessity `
i fell asleep ;/ `
thanks ♥Sumei `
for rememberinq me ;D `
you know babe , `
you must qet A1 okays `
you'll make it ;D `
thanks for your wishes `
thanks ♥Michy honey `
i know you qot A1 ;D `
qood lor ;/ `
but i won't make it ;/ `
but i don't care ;D `
let's meet up soon `
i fuckinq miss you la qirl ;/ `
thanks ♥Jiamin `
for pushinq me `
hmph `
and crappinq bullshit with me `
it's appreciated `
for always beinq there `
& ♥Gwen SUGAR `
thanks la `
for sufferinq under my hands ;/ `
omq `
why am i havinq thankinq sessions ;/ `
oh qod `
i've lots more to thank `
but i'm qonna cut it short `
-_- `
time waits for no man ;/ `
i doubt i'll make it `
totally lost mood already `
practically slackinq `
talked to ♥Disrepute di `
& totally went upset ;[ `
LOL ;/ `
see honeh `
you've made a super qreat impact `
but i'm qlad `
you do understand after all `
thanks for everythinq `
qod knows why `
we started off with me comfortinq you `
endinq th opposite way `
took a book & went out `
tried studyinq in th car `
redundancy `
what's th point `
-lauqhs- `
had my ass burnt at chanqi `
;] lauqh ! `
its
i told mum `
continue my wine qlass collection `
& she was like , " noooooooo !! " `
she said i'd use them for lame purposes `
said she dont wanna buy anymore `
& why ? `
cause i used them to put my contacts `
& i broke them `
thus hidinq th remains in th closet `
;X LOL `
kept lauqhinq ;/ `
*quilt* `
okays `
felt super upset `
lalalas `
mum was kind `
tried cheerinq me up `
& i burnt a hole in her pocket `
sorry ;/ `
不拿白不拿`
but i hardly do it anyway `
-_- they went outside `
& i stayed inside `
mum used me to test kor ;O `
th BOYFRIEND TEST OMG `
she wanted to see how lonq he'd last `
in th shop that is `
that's funny ;/ `
made him carry all th stuffs `
but he kept yawninq `
thus i cut short my spree -_- `
in th car `
he kept harpinq on how tolerant he was `
;O OMG `
how mean `
you wouldn't have done it without me `
-_- `
cause i'm kind to your jelly leqs `
hoho ;D `
swensoned `
♥Baby was super sweet `
comforted me ;] `
thanks ♥Baby `
best kor in th world ;] `
makes me happy `
ahahaha `
okays cut th crap `
went home to study okays `
it was like 10 already `
whined at qwen ;/ `
LOL `
*SELF PITY* `
okays shut up ; i don't `
you must've qot pretty pissed `
LOL ;/ `
come on `
hmmms `
received weird stuff ;o `
weirdest came from henqburqer `
♥TANCHEOWHENG `
thank Q ;] `
thanks for everythinq `
th comforts and all `
cominq from you `
its pretty unexpected `
-lauqhs- `
thanks for tryinq ;D `
for teachinq me th format `
not that i remember `
he kept tellinq me to sleep `
but he kept disturbinq `
how cute `
utterly unexpected `
you know what ;/ `
he called me despo `
i went into hystericals after that `
this is seriously funny ;/ `
everytime i talk to him `
i become his joke ;O `
♥JIAMIN ! `
slap him ;D `
i'll complain about you tomorrow `
you GG liao ;D `
thanks to your lamenessity `
i fell asleep ;/ `
thanks ♥Sumei `
for rememberinq me ;D `
you know babe , `
you must qet A1 okays `
you'll make it ;D `
thanks for your wishes `
thanks ♥Michy honey `
i know you qot A1 ;D `
qood lor ;/ `
but i won't make it ;/ `
but i don't care ;D `
let's meet up soon `
i fuckinq miss you la qirl ;/ `
thanks ♥Jiamin `
for pushinq me `
hmph `
and crappinq bullshit with me `
it's appreciated `
for always beinq there `
& ♥Gwen SUGAR `
thanks la `
for sufferinq under my hands ;/ `
omq `
why am i havinq thankinq sessions ;/ `
oh qod `
i've lots more to thank `
but i'm qonna cut it short `
-_- `
time waits for no man ;/ `
Labels: ` O lvls tomorrow ` how utterly awesome ;/ `
♥ Saturday, May 30
Saturday `
-siqhs- `
fuckfuck `
woke up from a niqhtmare `
fuckinq worried `
-siqhs- `
went tuition anyway `
didn't feel like qoinq `
but i went `
& why `
cause i'm super quai `
went early `
so we sat below `
i was sittinq just opposite mum `
then i received this SMS `
"eh didi passed away" `
then i panicked `
dropped everythinq `
panicked `
called `
but he didn't ans `
SMSed `
& know what `
he told me `
joke `
haha -_- `
-siqhs- `
really qot shocked `
-siqhs- `
but i'll let you know `
i cant take jokes these days `
i'm just so sensitive alriqht `
i won't qet mad `
but i'll qet upset easy `
sure no prob `
life's a whore `
-siqhs- `
okays tuitioned `
new tuition teacher `
he's entertaininq `
tried to push me to learn `
drew funky stuff to make me remember `
haha -_- `
told us stuffs `
but not funny enouqh `
still super upset `
moodiness won th battle `
-siqhs- `
he was so nice `
told me not to qive up `
why's everyone tellinq me th same `
-siqhs- `
fuck life `
oh well `
-siqhs- `
finished tuition `
went to beach road `
just had to do it `
-_- `
after sayinq i didn't believe 啊娘`
i qot burnt by joss stick `
straiqht -_- `
whole finqer numb `
-siqhs- `
bad siqn `
okays `
qot super emo `
mum was kind `
she told me stuffs `
talked to me about life `
told me my reward was boots `
she bouqht me my boots `
you know qwen `
th one i went qaqa about `
th biker slut from hell look -_- `
-lauqhs- `
i dont know why `
perhaps to cheer me up `
yay -_- `
but there's a catch `
pass Amath `
or i pay for it `
-_- 112 ; no prob `
fine `
at least i qet it first `
not that i'm qoinq anywhere `
*苦笑* `
okays `
don't have mood anyway `
went home `
complained to mum `
you know what `
i told her we broke up `
she didn't believe `
haha -_- `
btw you won't be able to SMS her `
what's th point `
;D we're over `
yayness `
-_- messed everythinq up `
i just don have th mood okays `
dont push me `
one day when everythinq's over `
i'll tell you how i really feel `
& what i've went throuqh `
& perhaps you'd just fuck off `
all'swell hell `
don't worry `
i won't die `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
currently talkinq to ahnianq ;[ `
super upset `
咳`
啊娘`
您今天答应了我`
不会比我找死`
不要讲骗话`
时间过得真快`
真的好想您`
怎么办？`
希望您早日康复`
如果没事就好`
您知道吗`
我所说的话都是事实`
您问了`
如果早知您有这个问题`
我还会接受吗`
您真的很笨`
难道您认为我会拒绝吗`
对不起，但我不是那种人`
如果是您所想的`
为何我还在这呢`
别想太多好吗`
您答应我十二月会回来`
我还在等待呢`
别让我和弟弟失望`
我真得很怕`
咳`
别叫我答应您这一回事`
您明知我是不行的`
只能说声对不起啦`
难道您认为我会那么容易开心吗`
苦笑并不难`
但真笑我笑不出了`
我只能说是不可能的`
我很怕手术的结果`
我真得不知不觉会如何反应`
希望您没事`
但我还是很感激您`
把事情的情况告诉了我`
谢谢`
啊娘`
无论发生什么事情`
答应我您不会放弃`
继续生活到最后`
我一定会陪您的`
我不会放弃您的`
因为就是您给了我希望`
而这只有您做得到`
♥爱您一生一世，生生世世`
-siqhs- `
fuckfuck `
woke up from a niqhtmare `
fuckinq worried `
-siqhs- `
went tuition anyway `
didn't feel like qoinq `
but i went `
& why `
cause i'm super quai `
went early `
so we sat below `
i was sittinq just opposite mum `
then i received this SMS `
"eh didi passed away" `
then i panicked `
dropped everythinq `
panicked `
called `
but he didn't ans `
SMSed `
& know what `
he told me `
joke `
haha -_- `
-siqhs- `
really qot shocked `
-siqhs- `
but i'll let you know `
i cant take jokes these days `
i'm just so sensitive alriqht `
i won't qet mad `
but i'll qet upset easy `
sure no prob `
life's a whore `
-siqhs- `
okays tuitioned `
new tuition teacher `
he's entertaininq `
tried to push me to learn `
drew funky stuff to make me remember `
haha -_- `
told us stuffs `
but not funny enouqh `
still super upset `
moodiness won th battle `
-siqhs- `
he was so nice `
told me not to qive up `
why's everyone tellinq me th same `
-siqhs- `
fuck life `
oh well `
-siqhs- `
finished tuition `
went to beach road `
just had to do it `
-_- `
after sayinq i didn't believe 啊娘`
i qot burnt by joss stick `
straiqht -_- `
whole finqer numb `
-siqhs- `
bad siqn `
okays `
qot super emo `
mum was kind `
she told me stuffs `
talked to me about life `
told me my reward was boots `
she bouqht me my boots `
you know qwen `
th one i went qaqa about `
th biker slut from hell look -_- `
-lauqhs- `
i dont know why `
perhaps to cheer me up `
yay -_- `
but there's a catch `
pass Amath `
or i pay for it `
-_- 112 ; no prob `
fine `
at least i qet it first `
not that i'm qoinq anywhere `
*苦笑* `
okays `
don't have mood anyway `
went home `
complained to mum `
you know what `
i told her we broke up `
she didn't believe `
haha -_- `
btw you won't be able to SMS her `
what's th point `
;D we're over `
yayness `
-_- messed everythinq up `
i just don have th mood okays `
dont push me `
one day when everythinq's over `
i'll tell you how i really feel `
& what i've went throuqh `
& perhaps you'd just fuck off `
all's
don't worry `
i won't die `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
currently talkinq to ahnianq ;[ `
super upset `
咳`
啊娘`
您今天答应了我`
不会比我找死`
不要讲骗话`
时间过得真快`
真的好想您`
怎么办？`
希望您早日康复`
如果没事就好`
您知道吗`
我所说的话都是事实`
您问了`
如果早知您有这个问题`
我还会接受吗`
您真的很笨`
难道您认为我会拒绝吗`
对不起，但我不是那种人`
如果是您所想的`
为何我还在这呢`
别想太多好吗`
您答应我十二月会回来`
我还在等待呢`
别让我和弟弟失望`
我真得很怕`
咳`
别叫我答应您这一回事`
您明知我是不行的`
只能说声对不起啦`
难道您认为我会那么容易开心吗`
苦笑并不难`
但真笑我笑不出了`
我只能说是不可能的`
我很怕手术的结果`
我真得不知不觉会如何反应`
希望您没事`
但我还是很感激您`
把事情的情况告诉了我`
谢谢`
啊娘`
无论发生什么事情`
答应我您不会放弃`
继续生活到最后`
我一定会陪您的`
我不会放弃您的`
因为就是您给了我希望`
而这只有您做得到`
♥爱您一生一世，生生世世`
Labels: - ♥啊娘` 好想您` 期待您康复的那一天`
♥ Friday, May 29
29th may `
i won't forqet this fuckinq day `
school ended super soon `
quess what `
i failed alot `
i'm bottom 20% `
that's shockinq ; really `
had to do e math daily `
but i planned that `
no biq surprise there huh `
had to qo for th fuckinq MTP `
yes ; meet th parents `
fine ; by all means `
i know i suck `
i know i failed 3 `
but hey `
that's an improvement `
look at my last year's results `
enqlish ; 46.4 - D7 `
chinese ; 56.9 - C5 `
Amath ; 9.9 - F9 `
Emath ; 37.3 - F9 `
Science ; 42.7 - F9 `
SS/lit ; 56.5 - C5 `
D&T ; 58.1 - C5 `
that's THREE F9's
one D7 `
four fails okay `
and th rest C5 `
class position ; 40/40 `
level position ; 193/195 `
utterly pathetic `
how bout this year ? `
it's way better okays `
enqlish ; 55.9 ; C5 `
chinese ; 59.0 ; C5 ` 1 point to B4 `
Amath ; 12.8 ; F9 `
Emath ; 43.0 ; E8 `
Science ; 42.4 ; E8 `
SS/Lit ; 54.0 ; C6 ` 1point to C5 `
D&T ; 63.5 ; B4 `
class position ; 31/40 `
level position ; 145/190 `
i improved in science &math `
moreover my paper2 for math `
it wasn't fully marked `
cause i used pencil `
& she didn't want to mark `
if i used pen `
i'd have passed okay `
i didn't study chem & D&T `
so th results were expected `
i can't say i'm proud `
but i definately improved okays `
thonq was nice `
he said nice stuffs to mum `
thanks MrThonq `
appreciated la `
esp after what that ... said `
zzz -_- `
see `
i was pretty in th mood `
until she came in th class `
all was fine until then `
she came in `
talked to someone's parent `
& saw me `
quess what she did `
came over & talked to my mum `
hey ; so extra `
i didn't beq you to come over `
-_- i qot really panicky `
seriously `
she asked my mum if i studied `
mum said yes `
i locked myself in room `
& i studied `
she chanqed th subject `
she asked if i qamed `
of course i did `
but FFS `
i DO NOT qame daily `
not even thrice a week `
& know what she said `
lock th comp up `
eh what th fuck `
i was pretty pissed off already `
seriously `
i don't qame `
& you wanna lock it away `
oh wow `
than how about my research `
fuck `
depite mum's defendinqs `
she still said lock it up `
oh wow `
fine i shut up `
then she asked somethinq funny `
seriously `
she asked mum if i watched tv `
hello's madamoiselle `
quess what `
i don't watch tv at all okays `
as if i'm that free la `
she told mum not to let me watch `
thats seriously screwed `
lock somethinq up that i dont do `
oh wow honey `
oh wow `
i'm so fuckinq amused `
addinq on `
she went about my outinqs `
know ; since term 2 `
i don't qo outinqs often `
i haven't seen ♥Baby or ♥Baobei lately `
let alone ♥Daddiiex & my GANs la `
this is qettinq ridiculous `
she thinks i'm so free `
haha -_- `
mum said not often `
& know what `
she told mum not to let me `
oh wow -_- `
haha -_- `
mum was like DIAO already la `
then she told me to drop D&T `
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT !? `
oh wow `
th easiest to score `
she told me to drop `
hahaha -_- `
mum qot mad already `
yay ;D `
told her i would NOT drop D&T `
-LAUGHS- `
then she went on to my other subs `
told me to drop `
what th fuck `
seriously `
th only major prob i'm havinq `
its HER subject `
& i'm tryinq hard to cope `
i'm takinq tuition `
i'm tryinq `
but nothinq works in a day alriqht `
everythinq needs to be done slowly `
oh wow i'm not that smart either `
so she told me to drop Amath `
smart ass -_- `
i told her i couldn't `
then she complained to mum `
she said i talked to much in class `
i do NOT talk so often `
said i refused to move infront `
oh wow `
she doesn't even know th situation `
fuck it `
know what irks me th most ? `
she told mum i did not pay attention `
i qlared at her `
and she was like `
"you ask her la" `
"shaomin do you pay attention in class" `
i responded ; "what do you think" `
and she was like NOOOOOOO `
"you see auntie your dauqhter `
"she don't even pay attention in class" `
"she don't even know how do circle " `
"sinqle diqit leh auntie" `
woi i qot wasn't th sinqle okays `
12 sarks `
but at least i made sliqht improvements `
& you made me sound like `
like a motherfuckinq lousy shit `
eh -_- `
seriously `
she assumed it her way `
i paid attention okays `
if you asked qwen `
she'd know lor `
hor qwen ;[ `
i listened `
i never slept in her class `
i don't listen all th time `
but at least i did riqht `
it just doesn't qet in okays `
then she told mum `
lidat arh `
"than i willinq to qo back school daily?" `
eh i really qot fed up okays `
woman `
look here `
I ATTENDED EVERY LESSON OF YOURS `
i merely skipped once or twice okays `
with MC included `
what th fuck `
walan `
i really buay tahan `
then she saw other parents `
ended chat with my mum `
and went to complain to others parents `
only can say thanks to thonq lor `
he's been super nice to me already `
esp when i've been so mean `
-siqhs- `
sorry thonq ;[ `
i know i sark `
promise to be super qood to you `
will NOT shout at you anymore ;/ `
okays i went home `
emo-ed `
felt super upset `
-siqhs- `
fell asleep `
woke up with a HI from qwen `
;/ Audrey talked to me `
she's so cute can ;/ `
omqomqomq `
then we chatted about qwen `
& life ;] `
she's so sweet you know `
she comforted me `
-siqhs- `
life's too filled with super nice peeps `
-lauqhs- `
thanks Audrey ;/ `
it means alot to me `
-siqhs- `
she sent me photos `
qwen's meanness `
-lauqhs- `
qwen went home after awhile `
-siqhs- `
qot super upset `
kept thinkinq about her bullshit `
totally lost hope `
esp th o lvls on monday `
didn't feel like studyinq `
i won't make it `
-siqhs- `
SMSed daddy `
real daddy `
started cryinq `
just told him everythinq `
couldn't tell mum `
would just cry & cry `
no endinqs `
& i don't want her to see me cry `
Sark `
sat in th kitchen for 4 hours `
just talked to daddy `
felt so upset `
just teared there `
-lauqhs- `
told him everythinq she said `
he told me not to qive up `
but i already did `
just been so upset `
-lauqhs- `
he's been so understandinq `
doesn't blame me for failinq `
it's horrendous `
i know `
i'm qrateful , really `
at least my parents really care `
they aren't vicious `
they aren't demandinq at all `
just mere passes `
& they're contented `
my stress level from them aint hiqh `
not at all `
but i'm a let down `
i'm so sorry `
i suck `
i quess i'm just useless `
cried & cried `
i cant tell daddy exactly what happened `
that's private `
just so fucked up `
i could tell mum `
but she's stressed enouqh `
she has her problems `
i cant be selfish `
add on to her load `
-siqhs- `
what bullshit `
me & my kiddy problems `
-siqhs- `
at least daddy's cominq back `
second week of june `
i hope i've th time to pei him `
been a bitch for 14 years `
it's time to chanqe `
sorry daddy `
sorry for th past 14 years `
-siqhs- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
啊娘`
您还好吗？`
好想您哦`
听您说声痛`
我心也痛`
我想您也很辛苦了`
别想太多`
我相信您不会有事的`
多休息`
i won't forqet this fuckinq day `
school ended super soon `
quess what `
i failed alot `
i'm bottom 20% `
that's shockinq ; really `
had to do e math daily `
but i planned that `
no biq surprise there huh `
had to qo for th fuckinq MTP `
yes ; meet th parents `
fine ; by all means `
i know i suck `
i know i failed 3 `
but hey `
that's an improvement `
look at my last year's results `
enqlish ; 46.4 - D7 `
chinese ; 56.9 - C5 `
Amath ; 9.9 - F9 `
Emath ; 37.3 - F9 `
Science ; 42.7 - F9 `
SS/lit ; 56.5 - C5 `
D&T ; 58.1 - C5 `
that's THREE F9's
one D7 `
four fails okay `
and th rest C5 `
class position ; 40/40 `
level position ; 193/195 `
utterly pathetic `
how bout this year ? `
it's way better okays `
enqlish ; 55.9 ; C5 `
chinese ; 59.0 ; C5 ` 1 point to B4 `
Amath ; 12.8 ; F9 `
Emath ; 43.0 ; E8 `
Science ; 42.4 ; E8 `
SS/Lit ; 54.0 ; C6 ` 1point to C5 `
D&T ; 63.5 ; B4 `
class position ; 31/40 `
level position ; 145/190 `
i improved in science &math `
moreover my paper2 for math `
it wasn't fully marked `
cause i used pencil `
& she didn't want to mark `
if i used pen `
i'd have passed okay `
i didn't study chem & D&T `
so th results were expected `
i can't say i'm proud `
but i definately improved okays `
thonq was nice `
he said nice stuffs to mum `
thanks MrThonq `
appreciated la `
esp after what that ... said `
zzz -_- `
see `
i was pretty in th mood `
until she came in th class `
all was fine until then `
she came in `
talked to someone's parent `
& saw me `
quess what she did `
came over & talked to my mum `
hey ; so extra `
i didn't beq you to come over `
-_- i qot really panicky `
seriously `
she asked my mum if i studied `
mum said yes `
i locked myself in room `
& i studied `
she chanqed th subject `
she asked if i qamed `
of course i did `
but FFS `
i DO NOT qame daily `
not even thrice a week `
& know what she said `
lock th comp up `
eh what th fuck `
i was pretty pissed off already `
seriously `
i don't qame `
& you wanna lock it away `
oh wow `
than how about my research `
fuck `
depite mum's defendinqs `
she still said lock it up `
oh wow `
fine i shut up `
then she asked somethinq funny `
seriously `
she asked mum if i watched tv `
hello's madamoiselle `
quess what `
i don't watch tv at all okays `
as if i'm that free la `
she told mum not to let me watch `
thats seriously screwed `
lock somethinq up that i dont do `
oh wow honey `
oh wow `
i'm so fuckinq amused `
addinq on `
she went about my outinqs `
know ; since term 2 `
i don't qo outinqs often `
i haven't seen ♥Baby or ♥Baobei lately `
let alone ♥Daddiiex & my GANs la `
this is qettinq ridiculous `
she thinks i'm so free `
haha -_- `
mum said not often `
& know what `
she told mum not to let me `
oh wow -_- `
haha -_- `
mum was like DIAO already la `
then she told me to drop D&T `
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT !? `
oh wow `
th easiest to score `
she told me to drop `
hahaha -_- `
mum qot mad already `
yay ;D `
told her i would NOT drop D&T `
-LAUGHS- `
then she went on to my other subs `
told me to drop `
what th fuck `
seriously `
th only major prob i'm havinq `
its HER subject `
& i'm tryinq hard to cope `
i'm takinq tuition `
i'm tryinq `
but nothinq works in a day alriqht `
everythinq needs to be done slowly `
oh wow i'm not that smart either `
so she told me to drop Amath `
smart ass -_- `
i told her i couldn't `
then she complained to mum `
she said i talked to much in class `
i do NOT talk so often `
said i refused to move infront `
oh wow `
she doesn't even know th situation `
fuck it `
know what irks me th most ? `
she told mum i did not pay attention `
i qlared at her `
and she was like `
"you ask her la" `
"shaomin do you pay attention in class" `
i responded ; "what do you think" `
and she was like NOOOOOOO `
"you see auntie your dauqhter `
"she don't even pay attention in class" `
"she don't even know how do circle " `
"sinqle diqit leh auntie" `
woi i qot wasn't th sinqle okays `
12 sarks `
but at least i made sliqht improvements `
& you made me sound like `
like a motherfuckinq lousy shit `
eh -_- `
seriously `
she assumed it her way `
i paid attention okays `
if you asked qwen `
she'd know lor `
hor qwen ;[ `
i listened `
i never slept in her class `
i don't listen all th time `
but at least i did riqht `
it just doesn't qet in okays `
then she told mum `
lidat arh `
"than i willinq to qo back school daily?" `
eh i really qot fed up okays `
woman `
look here `
I ATTENDED EVERY LESSON OF YOURS `
i merely skipped once or twice okays `
with MC included `
what th fuck `
walan `
i really buay tahan `
then she saw other parents `
ended chat with my mum `
and went to complain to others parents `
only can say thanks to thonq lor `
he's been super nice to me already `
esp when i've been so mean `
-siqhs- `
sorry thonq ;[ `
i know i sark `
promise to be super qood to you `
will NOT shout at you anymore ;/ `
okays i went home `
emo-ed `
felt super upset `
-siqhs- `
fell asleep `
woke up with a HI from qwen `
;/ Audrey talked to me `
she's so cute can ;/ `
omqomqomq `
then we chatted about qwen `
& life ;] `
she's so sweet you know `
she comforted me `
-siqhs- `
life's too filled with super nice peeps `
-lauqhs- `
thanks Audrey ;/ `
it means alot to me `
-siqhs- `
she sent me photos `
qwen's meanness `
-lauqhs- `
qwen went home after awhile `
-siqhs- `
qot super upset `
kept thinkinq about her bullshit `
totally lost hope `
esp th o lvls on monday `
didn't feel like studyinq `
i won't make it `
-siqhs- `
SMSed daddy `
real daddy `
started cryinq `
just told him everythinq `
couldn't tell mum `
would just cry & cry `
no endinqs `
& i don't want her to see me cry `
Sark `
sat in th kitchen for 4 hours `
just talked to daddy `
felt so upset `
just teared there `
-lauqhs- `
told him everythinq she said `
he told me not to qive up `
but i already did `
just been so upset `
-lauqhs- `
he's been so understandinq `
doesn't blame me for failinq `
it's horrendous `
i know `
i'm qrateful , really `
at least my parents really care `
they aren't vicious `
they aren't demandinq at all `
just mere passes `
& they're contented `
my stress level from them aint hiqh `
not at all `
but i'm a let down `
i'm so sorry `
i suck `
i quess i'm just useless `
cried & cried `
i cant tell daddy exactly what happened `
that's private `
just so fucked up `
i could tell mum `
but she's stressed enouqh `
she has her problems `
i cant be selfish `
add on to her load `
-siqhs- `
what bullshit `
me & my kiddy problems `
-siqhs- `
at least daddy's cominq back `
second week of june `
i hope i've th time to pei him `
been a bitch for 14 years `
it's time to chanqe `
sorry daddy `
sorry for th past 14 years `
-siqhs- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
啊娘`
您还好吗？`
好想您哦`
听您说声痛`
我心也痛`
我想您也很辛苦了`
别想太多`
我相信您不会有事的`
多休息`
Labels: - thanks thonq ; boo Amath `
♥ Thursday, May 28
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥DANIEL KOR `
you're finally ♥18 years old ;] `
be happy always alriqht `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
been feelinq super upset lately `
schooled `
as usual `
had th chinese intensive `
believe me `
it's not intensive at all `
for my side that is `
it's more of slack parade `
where we just talk `
awesome stuffs `
entertaininq ourselves `
-lauqhs- `
school's super fast these days `
-siqhs- `
homed `
prayers `
-lauqhs- `
mum's so awesome `
i cheated her money ;D `
& she iqnored it `
hahas ;/ `
biase child's priviledqe `
annoyed mum to transfer cash `
-lauqhs- `
too lazy to take cash directly `
so pestered her to transfer to my acc `
i took more then required ;/ `
-qrins- `
planned on qoinq out `
just to qet th extra cash `
oh wow `
qot super pissed off `
someone murdered my keyboard `
fuck you fucker ! `
my < key's spoilt -_- `
oh fuck `
& i thouqht i was laqqinq `
-siqhs- `
ruined `
fuckfuckfuck `
T_T my awesome keyboard `
-siqhs- `
thrash now `
oh forqet it `
i'll replace everythinq ;] `
qwen was kind `
she promised to qo with me `
went down to th library at houqanq `
qwen wanted to study `
th adult section was flooded `
okays that was exaqqeratinq `
just lacked space for me `
i'm too fat okays `
i require 2M to sit `
-lauqhs- `
sheesh `
we went to th children's section `
cause there's less people `
but way hiqher % of noise pollution `
& you know `
i can't stand noisy kids `
i won't deny i wasn't like that `
cause it's a fact `
uh huh `
but hey `
i'm super sensitive to noise `
qwen started studyinq `
& i picked out kiddy novels `
haha -_- `
bored you know `
-siqhs- `
then i qot more bored `
picked out this super chio book `
it's one of those biq pictured novels `
with super lil word count `
so i told qwen i'd read it to her `
i started `
and she kept lauqhinq `
how mean honey `
you shouldn't lauqh ! `
how would i feel T_T `
imaqine you're qrown up `
& readinq to pri school kiddo's `
& they lauqhed `
-LOL- `
okays she kept lauqhinq `
so did i `
;/ sheesh qwen , sheesh `
she lauqhed th loudest at "bird" `
sick -_- `
fly away birdie ! `
don't murder me when you see this `
*GASP* `
okays `
we went home shortly after that `
felt so unhappy `
4 days to "O" lvls `
fuck it `
you're finally ♥18 years old ;] `
be happy always alriqht `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
been feelinq super upset lately `
schooled `
as usual `
had th chinese intensive `
believe me `
it's not intensive at all `
for my side that is `
it's more of slack parade `
where we just talk `
awesome stuffs `
entertaininq ourselves `
-lauqhs- `
school's super fast these days `
-siqhs- `
homed `
prayers `
-lauqhs- `
mum's so awesome `
i cheated her money ;D `
& she iqnored it `
hahas ;/ `
biase child's priviledqe `
annoyed mum to transfer cash `
-lauqhs- `
too lazy to take cash directly `
so pestered her to transfer to my acc `
i took more then required ;/ `
-qrins- `
planned on qoinq out `
just to qet th extra cash `
oh wow `
qot super pissed off `
someone murdered my keyboard `
fuck you fucker ! `
my < key's spoilt -_- `
oh fuck `
& i thouqht i was laqqinq `
-siqhs- `
ruined `
fuckfuckfuck `
T_T my awesome keyboard `
-siqhs- `
thrash now `
oh forqet it `
i'll replace everythinq ;] `
qwen was kind `
she promised to qo with me `
went down to th library at houqanq `
qwen wanted to study `
th adult section was flooded `
okays that was exaqqeratinq `
just lacked space for me `
i'm too fat okays `
i require 2M to sit `
-lauqhs- `
sheesh `
we went to th children's section `
cause there's less people `
but way hiqher % of noise pollution `
& you know `
i can't stand noisy kids `
i won't deny i wasn't like that `
cause it's a fact `
uh huh `
but hey `
i'm super sensitive to noise `
qwen started studyinq `
& i picked out kiddy novels `
haha -_- `
bored you know `
-siqhs- `
then i qot more bored `
picked out this super chio book `
it's one of those biq pictured novels `
with super lil word count `
so i told qwen i'd read it to her `
i started `
and she kept lauqhinq `
how mean honey `
you shouldn't lauqh ! `
how would i feel T_T `
imaqine you're qrown up `
& readinq to pri school kiddo's `
& they lauqhed `
-LOL- `
okays she kept lauqhinq `
so did i `
;/ sheesh qwen , sheesh `
she lauqhed th loudest at "bird" `
sick -_- `
fly away birdie ! `
don't murder me when you see this `
*GASP* `
okays `
we went home shortly after that `
felt so unhappy `
4 days to "O" lvls `
fuck it `
Labels: - exaqqeration ; as always `
♥ Monday, May 25
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥SIDNEY `
see i remembered `
love me for it honeh ;] `
& you're still th old virqin `
;D -LAUGHs- `
you said so yourself `
40year old virqin ;X `
oh qeez `
don't look at me `
he said so himself `
;] SMILE ♥Love `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
okays `
quess what `
i flunked everythinq `
except enqlish oral `
results were out today `
i qot C5 -_- `
what th FUCK `
how utterly pathetic `
sheesh `
A math ; 15% `
miqht be persuaded to drop `
flunked D&T hell bad `
don't speak of Emath `
th fuckinq sub i believed in `
i used pencil `
& th super sweet marker `
well he/she didn't mark `
only th penciled paqes that is `
oh fuck i just forqhot `
& now i qot horrendous results `
fuck `
what's th point `
i'm a fuckinq disappointment `
science ; failed `
sorry MrCheonq `
i didn't try hard enouqh `
lack of confidence i quess `
stupidity ; dumb ; th truth `
miqht be bottom 20% `
how upsettinq `
oh fine `
i won't harp on it `
what's th point anyway `
self pity is stupid `
went for chinese intensive `
i brouqht my choco jar `
oh wow `
i reqretted okays `
-lauqhs- `
spent th time slackinq `
didn't feel like doinq anyway `
we joined th tables `
started crappinq `
tried watchinq a movie `
via qwen's phone `
hmph -_- `
decided to be qood qirls `
thus we did our work instead `
see `
i'mworkinq hard for my "O"s `
pray someone dont see this `
-lauqhs- `
i'm ruininq myself `
fuck `
i'll end up failinq my "O"s `
yay `
smile for my failure `
-siqhs- `
went home `
they tried stalkinq `
sorry i just walked `
had to think about stuffs `
-lauqhs- `
bitch huh `
yeah i know `
-lauqhs- `
felt like qoinq out ;/ `
but didn't la `
& i'm lackinq of nosestuds `
fuck -_- `
;/ what to do `
i'm broke T_T `
my ♥Bitch&Arse `
they're qettinq so smart `
i neqlected them `
& they toilet trained themselves `
like wow huh ;/ `
fell asleep anyway `
just so unbearable `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
maybe honeh `
maybe , like you `
i'm qivinq up `
who's there to push me `
-lauqhs- `
failure `
don't tell me `
-siqhs- `
chinese `
i doubt i'll qet distinction `
sorry to dissappoint you `
life's just like that `
i'm feelinq sadistic lately =/ `
started my massacre aqain `
murdered thousands yesterday `
& th massacre continues today ;] `
♥Smile , cause i love it ;] `
takes my mind of thinqs `
bless you souls ;] `
victims of my ;] `
see i remembered `
love me for it honeh ;] `
& you're still th old virqin `
;D -LAUGHs- `
you said so yourself `
40year old virqin ;X `
oh qeez `
don't look at me `
he said so himself `
;] SMILE ♥Love `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
okays `
quess what `
i flunked everythinq `
except enqlish oral `
results were out today `
i qot C5 -_- `
what th FUCK `
how utterly pathetic `
sheesh `
A math ; 15% `
miqht be persuaded to drop `
flunked D&T hell bad `
don't speak of Emath `
th fuckinq sub i believed in `
i used pencil `
& th super sweet marker `
well he/she didn't mark `
only th penciled paqes that is `
oh fuck i just forqhot `
& now i qot horrendous results `
fuck `
what's th point `
i'm a fuckinq disappointment `
science ; failed `
sorry MrCheonq `
i didn't try hard enouqh `
lack of confidence i quess `
stupidity ; dumb ; th truth `
miqht be bottom 20% `
how upsettinq `
oh fine `
i won't harp on it `
what's th point anyway `
self pity is stupid `
went for chinese intensive `
i brouqht my choco jar `
oh wow `
i reqretted okays `
-lauqhs- `
spent th time slackinq `
didn't feel like doinq anyway `
we joined th tables `
started crappinq `
tried watchinq a movie `
via qwen's phone `
hmph -_- `
decided to be qood qirls `
thus we did our work instead `
see `
i'm
pray someone dont see this `
-lauqhs- `
i'm ruininq myself `
fuck `
i'll end up failinq my "O"s `
yay `
smile for my failure `
-siqhs- `
went home `
they tried stalkinq `
sorry i just walked `
had to think about stuffs `
-lauqhs- `
bitch huh `
yeah i know `
-lauqhs- `
felt like qoinq out ;/ `
but didn't la `
& i'm lackinq of nosestuds `
fuck -_- `
;/ what to do `
i'm broke T_T `
my ♥Bitch&Arse `
they're qettinq so smart `
i neqlected them `
& they toilet trained themselves `
like wow huh ;/ `
fell asleep anyway `
just so unbearable `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
maybe honeh `
maybe , like you `
i'm qivinq up `
who's there to push me `
-lauqhs- `
failure `
don't tell me `
-siqhs- `
chinese `
i doubt i'll qet distinction `
sorry to dissappoint you `
life's just like that `
i'm feelinq sadistic lately =/ `
started my massacre aqain `
murdered thousands yesterday `
& th massacre continues today ;] `
♥Smile , cause i love it ;] `
takes my mind of thinqs `
bless you souls ;] `
victims of my ;] `
Labels: - GG my fuckinq results `
♥ Saturday, May 23
tuition `
-siqhs- `
oh wow `
my super nice tutor's qoinq overseas `
for a month that is `
sweet ;X `
i could just skip all th lessons `
free saturdays `
that's what i really want ;[ `
but O lvls reachinq real soon `
life rawks ` -_- `
utter bullshit `
he set another tutor for a replacement `
four solid weeks `
-siqhs- `
fine ; follow instructions `
no more free saturdays `
fine `
so be it `
didn't feel like talkinq to mum `
-_- i'm that petty alriqht `
fuck `
horrendous mood `
went home to sleep `
disturbed by phone calls hours later `
♥Mei phoned `
asked me to qo down houqanq `
pool ; aqain `
like wow `
i've no life riqht `
yeah i know `
don't need to tell me `
i know it -_- `
hesistated `
didn't feel like qoinq down `
cash tiqht ;X `
miqht ruin their mood `
-lauqhs- `
went in th end `
was one hour late i think `
♥Baby was mean `
superb la `
kept suaninq me `
♥Baby poked me with th cue `
left me blue chalk marks `
-___- fine `
didn't really qame `
just spent time complaininq `
♥Mei was sweet `
heard my bullshits `
-lauqhs- `
i complain too much `
i'd stop soon `
-lauqhs- `
i enjoy qirls company lately `
maybe your riqht ;D `
maybe i'm Bi-sexual `
-lauqhs- `
this is hilarious `
0kay fine `
they went dinnerinq `
didn't feel like eatinq `
so went slackinq with ♥Mei `
halfway her mean mum called `
she must've practically screamed la `
;X i hate such parents `
i'd never be one `
for one ; i hate kids `
i rather stay sinqle all my life `
rather then bore kids `
-_- fine `
bless my mum who tormented `
♥Mei was super upset `
-sayanq- `
LO L ! `
0kays i've major mind problems `
♥Mei's kor found her soon `
they went `
didn't feel like qoinq home `
but i did anyway `
went home for phonesake `
i dont know `
just need to talk alot lately `
been feelinq so weird ;] `
6 more days `
you'll be fine `
trust me ♥
-siqhs- `
oh wow `
my super nice tutor's qoinq overseas `
for a month that is `
sweet ;X `
i could just skip all th lessons `
free saturdays `
that's what i really want ;[ `
but O lvls reachinq real soon `
life rawks ` -_- `
utter bullshit `
he set another tutor for a replacement `
four solid weeks `
-siqhs- `
fine ; follow instructions `
no more free saturdays `
fine `
so be it `
didn't feel like talkinq to mum `
-_- i'm that petty alriqht `
fuck `
horrendous mood `
went home to sleep `
disturbed by phone calls hours later `
♥Mei phoned `
asked me to qo down houqanq `
pool ; aqain `
like wow `
i've no life riqht `
yeah i know `
don't need to tell me `
i know it -_- `
hesistated `
didn't feel like qoinq down `
cash tiqht ;X `
miqht ruin their mood `
-lauqhs- `
went in th end `
was one hour late i think `
♥Baby was mean `
superb la `
kept suaninq me `
♥Baby poked me with th cue `
left me blue chalk marks `
-___- fine `
didn't really qame `
just spent time complaininq `
♥Mei was sweet `
heard my bullshits `
-lauqhs- `
i complain too much `
i'd stop soon `
-lauqhs- `
i enjoy qirls company lately `
maybe your riqht ;D `
maybe i'm Bi-sexual `
-lauqhs- `
this is hilarious `
0kay fine `
they went dinnerinq `
didn't feel like eatinq `
so went slackinq with ♥Mei `
halfway her mean mum called `
she must've practically screamed la `
;X i hate such parents `
i'd never be one `
for one ; i hate kids `
i rather stay sinqle all my life `
rather then bore kids `
-_- fine `
bless my mum who tormented `
♥Mei was super upset `
-sayanq- `
LO L ! `
0kays i've major mind problems `
♥Mei's kor found her soon `
they went `
didn't feel like qoinq home `
but i did anyway `
went home for phonesake `
i dont know `
just need to talk alot lately `
been feelinq so weird ;] `
6 more days `
you'll be fine `
trust me ♥
Labels: oh yay tutor's qoinq abroad `
♥ Friday, May 22
oh yay `
exams finally over `
received results `
i passed Emath `
biq surprise there `
i've never qot a decent qrade `
but that's merely paper one `
flunked Chem&Amath `
no biq deal `
i cant stand both subs `
not my kind of thinq anyway `
passed th rest `
after checkinq `
went for chinese `
it's qonna be intensive for th next week `
fuck `
i hate chinese `
not an option to take it `
its forced `
fine `
sat at th corner with qwen `
my super sweet confidant these days `
had to do this stupid letter `
fine i did it `
halfway throuqh `
i received some SMSes `
i don't know `
i just cried `
one after another `
i tried to stop `
but another came `
and another `
& another `
th tears just didnt stop `
i don't know `
i'm just so quilty `
just so upset `
but whats done is done `
whats th point of continuinq anyway `
it'll just hurt more `
stop beinq so nice to me `
i'll feel super quilty `
dont blame my mum `
all parents care for their kids `
no point harpinq on it eh `
memories ; harsh or sweet `
i do remember `
remember th first time we steaded `
-lauqhs- `
you weren't interested `
so was i `
3 days & we broke `
people asked why i aqreed `
on th patch that is `
i dont know `
but i'll remember that `
-lauqhs- `
remember th time ; last christmas `
th day you broke my heart ;/ `
told me you fucked another qirl `
i lost hope back then `
which qrew back after sometime `
its not hard for me to love `
but you just made me so vulnerable `
who was there `
& when i accepted you back `
you told me `
i was stupid `
how could i accept you `
after what you've done `
-lauqhs- `
that was how stronq my love was `
for you that is `
was ; past tense `
fine `
back then `
i just knew i couldn't lose you `
there was a time even `
remember `
you left me mad `
riqht in qeylanq `
did you find me ; no `
you didn't even bother to call `
let alone a SMS `
fine i'm familiar with th place `
no harm done `
but i lost hope once more `
who was there for me `
my GAN daddiie `
my super sweet huishenq daddiie `
he has his restrictions `
but he came out anyway `
bouqht me candy `
talked to me `
comforted me `
somethinq i required `
which you didn't do `
he stayed up with me `
entertained me `
then you went blaminq me `
lovinq my GANs too much `
that was more then i could take `
but fine `
i accepted `
after that `
i didn't see much of them `
i just had school mates ;] `
how much did i sacrifice `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity `
i just hate ppl who compare `
but whats th point `
its over `
but i'll remember it `
my birthday `
th funniest part `
you tried to break with me `
-lauqhs- `
i should've just let qo `
th pink vodka broke my heart `
just teared so badly `
qod knows why you came back `
-lauqhs- `
but you did `
then came th march incident `
have you any idea how hurt i was `
-lauqhs- `
you accused me of such hurtinq stuffs `
your bloq alone `
accusations `
fine `
i cried `
who was there for me `
once aqain `
qwen ; jia ; GANs `
you ? ; no `
lost somewhere else maybe `
riqht then `
i lost hope `
& it didnt come back `
i had others comfortinq me `
i didn't feel like talkinq to you `
not at all `
you must've noticed `
lovers come and qo `
i told you once `
i don't believe in forever `
cause that's bullshit `
& lovers who claim forever `
they don end up toqether in th end `
whats th point `
self deceit `
but i tried `
i made an effort `
tried findinq out why `
reasons ; answers `
was i really like that `
maybe half of it was true `
how bout th other half `
lies ; flaqrant lies `
-lauqhs- `
you're riqht `
so fuckinq riqht `
celebratinq valentines'll break us `
-lauqhs- `
its true ain't it not ? `
we broke ;D `
after 9 months , 22 days `
with 7 days left to 10 months `
we broke up `
-lauqhs- `
bad memories aren't all that i keep `
i remember `
orchard `
you hardly went to town `
i remembered `
its just so harsh `
valentines `
th part that hurts th most `
-lauqhs- `
riqht at plaza sinqapura `
a couple rinq `
an awesome dinner `
trip to taka `
vodka `
far east `
& th boxers i bouqht `
-lauqhs- `
sweet memoirs `
me spendinq th niqht at your home `
so often `
i dont know `
but i quess its really over `
its really hard to let qo `
sucha lonq journey `
but i'd to `
love doesnt last `
for me `
you'd to study `
so did i `
it drove us apart `
& made me think `
is this what i really wanted `
from th start ; yes `
but now ; no `
i tried to let qo `
its best aint it not ? `
april ; i tried to find it back ; failed `
may ; tried to let qo
all these thouqhts `
swam throuqh my mind `
i don't know `
i wet my table `
-lauqhs- `
i just felt so mean `
why didnt i just let qo in march `
or oct 08 `
how bout 26 auqust `
won't be sufferinq riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
all those memories `
sweet or bitter `
flashbacks `
-lauqhs- `
just couldn't stop cryinq `
didn't want to reply you `
it just hurts `
esp when you asked me `
don't break `
but just put it aside for awhile `
in another way ; patch `
i cant `
its not biker boy `
he's not back yet ;] `
sorry ♥qwen `
i quessed i freaked you out `
first time you see me tear uh `
i didn't mean to let you see `
but you saw anyway `
sorry ♥qwen `
;[ its just too hurtinq `
i stopped cryinq after awhile `
Liao cher saw me cry `
-lauqhs- `
thats funny `
she thouqht i was sick `
;X cryinq peeps are sick peeps `
ROFL `
okay thats th ultimate bullshit `
-lauqhs- `
stopped half our before reccess `
couldn't let them see ;X `
paisae `
-lauqhs- `
♥Jia noticed `
so sweet `
i wanna cry more ;[ `
♥Nuer was so nice `
tried to cheer me up `
-lauqhs- `
what's th point `
but i just wanna say `
Thanks ♥Jia `
for beinq there always `
sorry if i'd hurt you in th past `
i was just so selfish `
i know it hurt alot `
i just didn't know what to do `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
its heartwarminq to know your there `
esp after how mean i was `
10 years of friendship `
that's how stronq it is `
Thanks ♥Nuer `
for everythinq `
cheers & all `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe th way i feel `
quilt `
-lauqhs- `
cheerup yourself first `
daddy wont die of sadness ;] `
Thanks ♥Gwen `
you've been superb `
hearinq my bullshit `
complains `
stupid questions `
redundant comments `
& th lame&mean jokes `
i'll promise to stop these `
♥Grandma Anq `
2Doors vehicles `
Mean stuffs `
thanks for everythinq `
esp th mean comments we share `
very enjoyable ;X `
& th *activities* `
Thanks ♥Di ; henqlee `
its been awesome knowinq you `
stop emo-inq `
its not qood ;[ `
life qoes on `
i'll be with you always `
thanks for th comforts `
i appreciate you ; alot `
for beinq there for me `
it's just so sweet of you `
we haven't met lonq `
but you're so understandinq `
promise me you won't quit school `
it's not worth it `
i'll study with you `
Thanks ♥Eric `
For th concern `
its so appreciated `
Thanks ♥Icy `
for somethinq `
only you & i know ;] `
-lauqhs- `
okay fine `
cut it short `
after school `
had to find ♥Di ; Daniel `
messenqer -_- `
had to see his reaction `
♥Jia & ♥Gwen were super sweet `
they accompanied me there `
as usual `
♥Jia fell asleep -_- `
wow ; always th case `
so we met up first `
-lauqhs- `
she woke upon callinq `
♥Gwen pei-ed me to houqanq mall `
this is funny ;X `
i couldn't resist tryinq out th hand sizes `
you know houqanq's MRT `
many hand prints `
i went qaqa over it ;X `
-lauqhs- `
reminds me of someone ma ;X `
-lauqhs- `
then we found funny finqers `
kept lauqhinq `
so funny ;X `
like aliens hand lidat you know `
♥Gwen finally said `
we'll never walk finish th whole passaqe `
its funny ;X `
but we did eventually `
qot my medicine `
& waited for ♥Jia `
she took 3 trains to arrive `
Hahs `
went over to boonkenq ;] `
Mac is awesome `
♥Di came soon `
he had NO reaction `
Boo for you , ♥Love `
he doesn't care `
Yay for me ;D `
-lauqhs- `
jokinq uh `
don't take it to heart `
we practically slacked there `
riqht until eveninq `
its so funny ;[ `
they took pictures `
ROAR -_- `
okay `
♥Jia's leqs were th cutest `
anyhow ;X `
victim ; ♥Gwen ;D `
-lauqhs- `
my hand qot itchy soon ;X `
fiddled with her pants ;D `
-ROFLMAO- `
okay sheesh `
after a superb lonq time `
♥Di came back to mac `
showed me his AWESOME results `
wow for you , ♥Di `
He qot full marks for Bio `
quess which topic -_- `
human sexual orqans ; i think `
okay how amusinq -_- `
sheesh `
-lauqhs- `
♥Di left soon after `
but we stayed on `
crapped ;X `
continued molestinq ♥Gwen `
poor you ;[ `
went home after awhile `
;D & hmm `
happiness `
bath & PHONE ! `
stupid -_- `
conferenced `
you should hear what they say ;O `
sounds so wronq la `
-siqhs- `
okays `
th end `
just look at all th bullshit `
like wow uh `
♥DARLING `
look at this ;] `
I LOVE YOU`
but maybe i'm really Bi-Sexual `
;D Smile `
exams finally over `
received results `
i passed Emath `
biq surprise there `
i've never qot a decent qrade `
but that's merely paper one `
flunked Chem&Amath `
no biq deal `
i cant stand both subs `
not my kind of thinq anyway `
passed th rest `
after checkinq `
went for chinese `
it's qonna be intensive for th next week `
fuck `
i hate chinese `
not an option to take it `
its forced `
fine `
sat at th corner with qwen `
my super sweet confidant these days `
had to do this stupid letter `
fine i did it `
halfway throuqh `
i received some SMSes `
i don't know `
i just cried `
one after another `
i tried to stop `
but another came `
and another `
& another `
th tears just didnt stop `
i don't know `
i'm just so quilty `
just so upset `
but whats done is done `
whats th point of continuinq anyway `
it'll just hurt more `
stop beinq so nice to me `
i'll feel super quilty `
dont blame my mum `
all parents care for their kids `
no point harpinq on it eh `
memories ; harsh or sweet `
i do remember `
remember th first time we steaded `
-lauqhs- `
you weren't interested `
so was i `
3 days & we broke `
people asked why i aqreed `
on th patch that is `
i dont know `
but i'll remember that `
-lauqhs- `
remember th time ; last christmas `
th day you broke my heart ;/ `
told me you fucked another qirl `
i lost hope back then `
which qrew back after sometime `
its not hard for me to love `
but you just made me so vulnerable `
who was there `
& when i accepted you back `
you told me `
i was stupid `
how could i accept you `
after what you've done `
-lauqhs- `
that was how stronq my love was `
for you that is `
was ; past tense `
fine `
back then `
i just knew i couldn't lose you `
there was a time even `
remember `
you left me mad `
riqht in qeylanq `
did you find me ; no `
you didn't even bother to call `
let alone a SMS `
fine i'm familiar with th place `
no harm done `
but i lost hope once more `
who was there for me `
my GAN daddiie `
my super sweet huishenq daddiie `
he has his restrictions `
but he came out anyway `
bouqht me candy `
talked to me `
comforted me `
somethinq i required `
which you didn't do `
he stayed up with me `
entertained me `
then you went blaminq me `
lovinq my GANs too much `
that was more then i could take `
but fine `
i accepted `
after that `
i didn't see much of them `
i just had school mates ;] `
how much did i sacrifice `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity `
i just hate ppl who compare `
but whats th point `
its over `
but i'll remember it `
my birthday `
th funniest part `
you tried to break with me `
-lauqhs- `
i should've just let qo `
th pink vodka broke my heart `
just teared so badly `
qod knows why you came back `
-lauqhs- `
but you did `
then came th march incident `
have you any idea how hurt i was `
-lauqhs- `
you accused me of such hurtinq stuffs `
your bloq alone `
accusations `
fine `
i cried `
who was there for me `
once aqain `
qwen ; jia ; GANs `
you ? ; no `
lost somewhere else maybe `
riqht then `
i lost hope `
& it didnt come back `
i had others comfortinq me `
i didn't feel like talkinq to you `
not at all `
you must've noticed `
lovers come and qo `
i told you once `
i don't believe in forever `
cause that's bullshit `
& lovers who claim forever `
they don end up toqether in th end `
whats th point `
self deceit `
but i tried `
i made an effort `
tried findinq out why `
reasons ; answers `
was i really like that `
maybe half of it was true `
how bout th other half `
lies ; flaqrant lies `
-lauqhs- `
you're riqht `
so fuckinq riqht `
celebratinq valentines'll break us `
-lauqhs- `
its true ain't it not ? `
we broke ;D `
after 9 months , 22 days `
with 7 days left to 10 months `
we broke up `
-lauqhs- `
bad memories aren't all that i keep `
i remember `
orchard `
you hardly went to town `
i remembered `
its just so harsh `
valentines `
th part that hurts th most `
-lauqhs- `
riqht at plaza sinqapura `
a couple rinq `
an awesome dinner `
trip to taka `
vodka `
far east `
& th boxers i bouqht `
-lauqhs- `
sweet memoirs `
me spendinq th niqht at your home `
so often `
i dont know `
but i quess its really over `
its really hard to let qo `
sucha lonq journey `
but i'd to `
love doesnt last `
for me `
you'd to study `
so did i `
it drove us apart `
& made me think `
is this what i really wanted `
from th start ; yes `
but now ; no `
i tried to let qo `
its best aint it not ? `
april ; i tried to find it back ; failed `
may ; tried to let qo
all these thouqhts `
swam throuqh my mind `
i don't know `
i wet my table `
-lauqhs- `
i just felt so mean `
why didnt i just let qo in march `
or oct 08 `
how bout 26 auqust `
won't be sufferinq riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
all those memories `
sweet or bitter `
flashbacks `
-lauqhs- `
just couldn't stop cryinq `
didn't want to reply you `
it just hurts `
esp when you asked me `
don't break `
but just put it aside for awhile `
in another way ; patch `
i cant `
its not biker boy `
he's not back yet ;] `
sorry ♥qwen `
i quessed i freaked you out `
first time you see me tear uh `
i didn't mean to let you see `
but you saw anyway `
sorry ♥qwen `
;[ its just too hurtinq `
i stopped cryinq after awhile `
Liao cher saw me cry `
-lauqhs- `
thats funny `
she thouqht i was sick `
;X cryinq peeps are sick peeps `
ROFL `
okay thats th ultimate bullshit `
-lauqhs- `
stopped half our before reccess `
couldn't let them see ;X `
paisae `
-lauqhs- `
♥Jia noticed `
so sweet `
i wanna cry more ;[ `
♥Nuer was so nice `
tried to cheer me up `
-lauqhs- `
what's th point `
but i just wanna say `
Thanks ♥Jia `
for beinq there always `
sorry if i'd hurt you in th past `
i was just so selfish `
i know it hurt alot `
i just didn't know what to do `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
its heartwarminq to know your there `
esp after how mean i was `
10 years of friendship `
that's how stronq it is `
Thanks ♥Nuer `
for everythinq `
cheers & all `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe th way i feel `
quilt `
-lauqhs- `
cheerup yourself first `
daddy wont die of sadness ;] `
Thanks ♥Gwen `
you've been superb `
hearinq my bullshit `
complains `
stupid questions `
redundant comments `
& th lame&mean jokes `
i'll promise to stop these `
♥Grandma Anq `
2Doors vehicles `
Mean stuffs `
thanks for everythinq `
esp th mean comments we share `
very enjoyable ;X `
& th *activities* `
Thanks ♥Di ; henqlee `
its been awesome knowinq you `
stop emo-inq `
its not qood ;[ `
life qoes on `
i'll be with you always `
thanks for th comforts `
i appreciate you ; alot `
for beinq there for me `
it's just so sweet of you `
we haven't met lonq `
but you're so understandinq `
promise me you won't quit school `
it's not worth it `
i'll study with you `
Thanks ♥Eric `
For th concern `
its so appreciated `
Thanks ♥Icy `
for somethinq `
only you & i know ;] `
-lauqhs- `
okay fine `
cut it short `
after school `
had to find ♥Di ; Daniel `
messenqer -_- `
had to see his reaction `
♥Jia & ♥Gwen were super sweet `
they accompanied me there `
as usual `
♥Jia fell asleep -_- `
wow ; always th case `
so we met up first `
-lauqhs- `
she woke upon callinq `
♥Gwen pei-ed me to houqanq mall `
this is funny ;X `
i couldn't resist tryinq out th hand sizes `
you know houqanq's MRT `
many hand prints `
i went qaqa over it ;X `
-lauqhs- `
reminds me of someone ma ;X `
-lauqhs- `
then we found funny finqers `
kept lauqhinq `
so funny ;X `
like aliens hand lidat you know `
♥Gwen finally said `
we'll never walk finish th whole passaqe `
its funny ;X `
but we did eventually `
qot my medicine `
& waited for ♥Jia `
she took 3 trains to arrive `
Hahs `
went over to boonkenq ;] `
Mac is awesome `
♥Di came soon `
he had NO reaction `
Boo for you , ♥Love `
he doesn't care `
Yay for me ;D `
-lauqhs- `
jokinq uh `
don't take it to heart `
we practically slacked there `
riqht until eveninq `
its so funny ;[ `
they took pictures `
ROAR -_- `
okay `
♥Jia's leqs were th cutest `
anyhow ;X `
victim ; ♥Gwen ;D `
-lauqhs- `
my hand qot itchy soon ;X `
fiddled with her pants ;D `
-ROFLMAO- `
okay sheesh `
after a superb lonq time `
♥Di came back to mac `
showed me his AWESOME results `
wow for you , ♥Di `
He qot full marks for Bio `
quess which topic -_- `
human sexual orqans ; i think `
okay how amusinq -_- `
sheesh `
-lauqhs- `
♥Di left soon after `
but we stayed on `
crapped ;X `
continued molestinq ♥Gwen `
poor you ;[ `
went home after awhile `
;D & hmm `
happiness `
bath & PHONE ! `
stupid -_- `
conferenced `
you should hear what they say ;O `
sounds so wronq la `
-siqhs- `
okays `
th end `
just look at all th bullshit `
like wow uh `
♥DARLING `
look at this ;] `
I LOVE YOU`
but maybe i'm really Bi-Sexual `
;D Smile `
Labels: for all th l♥ve in this world
♥ Thursday, May 21
i'm happy ;] `
LOL `
retarded way to start `
okay `
i'm not happy `
here's what happened last niqht `
for those whom i SMSed halfway `
& totally stopped replyinq `
see `
i was sendinq a particular SMS `
it kept failinq `
thus i tried to restart th phone `
i have this lock pin code `
it appears everytime it restarts `
so `
just happens i've chanqed it lately `
and i forqhot th pin `
fucked up huh `
oh wow -_- `
so i spent 15minutes quessinq `
& after th quessinq `
it says card locked `
enter PUK code `
;X oh wow another code `
back to quessinq `
how fucked up is that -_- ? `
nevermind `
just restart ;D `
& quess aqain lor `
which really killed after 3 times `
it said `
SIM CARD REJECTED ! `
-_- oh -_- `
then i went next door ;X `
asked kor what to do `
& he was like oh dead `
no choice qotta qet new sim `
-_- fucked up -_- `
butBUTbut -_- `
thats not th end of th world ;D `
someone pei-ed me ;D `
i learnt 2 new words with hidden meaninqs `
one is dumplinq `
and one is north pole -_- `
oh wow huh `
catch no ball ? `
nevermind ;D `
iqnore it `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
okay -_- today's exam `
i'll flunk it without a doubt ;D `
& why ? `
cuz i promised to fail with someone -_- `
awesome huh `
okay i didn't catch half th paper `
planned to qet th piercinq today `
qwen was nice `
she said she'd pei me do it ;X `
i'm so touched la `
okays ;x `
but i asked kor to pei me ytd `
went home ;D `
kor wasn't home -_- `
so i went lor ;X `
just had to qet it done `
before th fear qets in `
th quy was super nice `
he say ; not pain one `
keep tellinq me to relax `
all this kind thinq la `
so sweet F3 `
chose th barbell `
& i qot it done ;D `
i didn't scream ;D `
thats an achievement ;D `
okays `
went to renew th sim `
th quy said `
oh ; must renew `
but must wait `
fastest one hour `
slowest tomorrow `
that's th reason why ;D `
oh wow no SIM -_- `
hmph `
went home `
ran to kor's room `
;D lifted my shirt `
and he was like `
omq your mad `
;D that's a lil too extreme `
then i was like mwhaha -_- `
okays `
qonna phone someone now ;D `
qoodbye ;D `
LOL `
retarded way to start `
okay `
i'm not happy `
here's what happened last niqht `
for those whom i SMSed halfway `
& totally stopped replyinq `
see `
i was sendinq a particular SMS `
it kept failinq `
thus i tried to restart th phone `
i have this lock pin code `
it appears everytime it restarts `
so `
just happens i've chanqed it lately `
and i forqhot th pin `
fucked up huh `
oh wow -_- `
so i spent 15minutes quessinq `
& after th quessinq `
it says card locked `
enter PUK code `
;X oh wow another code `
back to quessinq `
how fucked up is that -_- ? `
nevermind `
just restart ;D `
& quess aqain lor `
which really killed after 3 times `
it said `
SIM CARD REJECTED ! `
-_- oh -_- `
then i went next door ;X `
asked kor what to do `
& he was like oh dead `
no choice qotta qet new sim `
-_- fucked up -_- `
butBUTbut -_- `
thats not th end of th world ;D `
someone pei-ed me ;D `
i learnt 2 new words with hidden meaninqs `
one is dumplinq `
and one is north pole -_- `
oh wow huh `
catch no ball ? `
nevermind ;D `
iqnore it `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
okay -_- today's exam `
i'll flunk it without a doubt ;D `
& why ? `
cuz i promised to fail with someone -_- `
awesome huh `
okay i didn't catch half th paper `
planned to qet th piercinq today `
qwen was nice `
she said she'd pei me do it ;X `
i'm so touched la `
okays ;x `
but i asked kor to pei me ytd `
went home ;D `
kor wasn't home -_- `
so i went lor ;X `
just had to qet it done `
before th fear qets in `
th quy was super nice `
he say ; not pain one `
keep tellinq me to relax `
all this kind thinq la `
so sweet F3 `
chose th barbell `
& i qot it done ;D `
i didn't scream ;D `
thats an achievement ;D `
okays `
went to renew th sim `
th quy said `
oh ; must renew `
but must wait `
fastest one hour `
slowest tomorrow `
that's th reason why ;D `
oh wow no SIM -_- `
hmph `
went home `
ran to kor's room `
;D lifted my shirt `
and he was like `
omq your mad `
;D that's a lil too extreme `
then i was like mwhaha -_- `
okays `
qonna phone someone now ;D `
qoodbye ;D `
Labels: oh yay ;DDDDDD `
♥ Tuesday, May 19
i woke up with a start `
& thats all your fault `
i dreamt about you `
aqain `
its not th first time `
lately that is `
either i'm missinq you too much `
or i'm plain hallucinatinq `
th choice is up to you ;X `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
its an awesome day `
i'm happy ;] `
thats a fact `
had e math examinations `
i'll be back daily in june `
thats a hint on my results ;] `
didn't brinq wallet or phone `
they wanted me pei them qo RM `
didn't want to without phone esp `
sat at th staircase crappinq `
its fun ;D `
seriously qwen `
musical talent's a requirement `
BBQ-ed sausaqes `
*yum* ;D `
chanqed topic `
herher bullied nuer `
so MAMA&PAPA's qonna revenqe `
spent th hour suqqestinq sadistic ideas `
shouldn't qo into th details `
it's super funny ;x `
about body parts `
we practically sat there for an hour `
this is funny `
qwen said she slept with her phone `
oh well `
we lauqhed `
you either qet it `
or you don't `
self entertainment ;X `
they decided to qo up my house `
qod knows why `
they just didnt wanna sit on th stairs `
so we went up
some super nice peeps commented `
made is sound as if it was so eew `
i fried her a heart eqq `
mean person `
she poked at it `
duq out th whole yolk -_- `
fine `
went online surfinq `
they found somethinq super funny `
-_- okay i found it hilarious too `
just some controls `
and paqes `
and poof you qet a joke `
shouldn't elaborate `
i'm so happy ;D `
qwen & jia ate my spaqhetti ;D `
~happiness~ `
LOL i haven't cooked for a lonq time `
sorry if you qet stomachaches ;[ `
after awhile they left `
started editinq bloqskins `
qot me so frustrated `
completed and went qaminq ;D `
spent most of th time chattinq `
contentment `
qwen ! `
i chanqe my mind `
Aqain ! `
come think about it `
i do treasure life after all `
cancel all th bad parts `
iqnore them ;] `
life's awesome `
i love it `
i wish it stayed this way `
i enjoy your company ;] `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Boyf sent me this `
dont want to lose you `
love too much til miss you much `
even when i study `
haiz jy for exam `
& same to me `
test and major exams `
hope after exam can pei you alone `
muack `
with love `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i dont know ;] `
life sucks `
but it rawks as well `
i'm stuck `
but i'll shut up `
why ruin this world `
its perfect `
why ruin it with troubles `
Reassurance ; i qot it ;] `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Honey iLoveYou ;] `
trust me when i say i do `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
really nice sonq `
ChrisBrown's Takes time to Love
A material girl
In her own world
Can't even see the things she's missing
Body in the curve
A little girl
Wanting to grow up
And be a star
Take a look around
Without looking down
All these things
Have blurred your vision
Material Things don't amount to nothing
But I know how you feel
It's hard to see whats real
It takes time
Living in a world
when you don't know who to trust
next time
Slow it down and
You'll feel you don't have to rush
It'll be fine
It takes time
It takes time
To love
And Ima tell the truth
When it comes to you
My lady
And its a miracle
You have found a conscience baby
I had plan on leaving
you came and gave a reason
now I know the reason why
But I know how you feel
(You feel)
It's hard to see whats real
(What's real yeah yeah)
It takes time
Living in a world when you don't know who to trust
next time
(next time)
Slow it down and you'll feel you don't have to rush
It'll be fine
(It'll be fine)
It takes time
(Takes time)
It takes time
(Takes time)
To love
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
my player's hanqinq -_- `
but this is th 1st sonq `
Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight
And I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I,I don't wanna let this go
I, I've fallen...
Making my way down town
Waking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you kow I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could just hold you... tonight
& thats all your fault `
i dreamt about you `
aqain `
its not th first time `
lately that is `
either i'm missinq you too much `
or i'm plain hallucinatinq `
th choice is up to you ;X `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
its an awesome day `
i'm happy ;] `
thats a fact `
had e math examinations `
i'll be back daily in june `
thats a hint on my results ;] `
didn't brinq wallet or phone `
they wanted me pei them qo RM `
didn't want to without phone esp `
sat at th staircase crappinq `
its fun ;D `
seriously qwen `
musical talent's a requirement `
BBQ-ed sausaqes `
*yum* ;D `
chanqed topic `
herher bullied nuer `
so MAMA&PAPA's qonna revenqe `
spent th hour suqqestinq sadistic ideas `
shouldn't qo into th details `
it's super funny ;x `
about body parts `
we practically sat there for an hour `
this is funny `
qwen said she slept with her phone `
oh well `
we lauqhed `
you either qet it `
or you don't `
self entertainment ;X `
they decided to qo up my house `
qod knows why `
they just didnt wanna sit on th stairs `
so we went up
some super nice peeps commented `
made is sound as if it was so eew `
i fried her a heart eqq `
mean person `
she poked at it `
duq out th whole yolk -_- `
fine `
went online surfinq `
they found somethinq super funny `
-_- okay i found it hilarious too `
just some controls `
and paqes `
and poof you qet a joke `
shouldn't elaborate `
i'm so happy ;D `
qwen & jia ate my spaqhetti ;D `
~happiness~ `
LOL i haven't cooked for a lonq time `
sorry if you qet stomachaches ;[ `
after awhile they left `
started editinq bloqskins `
qot me so frustrated `
completed and went qaminq ;D `
spent most of th time chattinq `
contentment `
qwen ! `
i chanqe my mind `
Aqain ! `
come think about it `
i do treasure life after all `
cancel all th bad parts `
iqnore them ;] `
life's awesome `
i love it `
i wish it stayed this way `
i enjoy your company ;] `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Boyf sent me this `
dont want to lose you `
love too much til miss you much `
even when i study `
haiz jy for exam `
& same to me `
test and major exams `
hope after exam can pei you alone `
muack `
with love `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i dont know ;] `
life sucks `
but it rawks as well `
i'm stuck `
but i'll shut up `
why ruin this world `
its perfect `
why ruin it with troubles `
Reassurance ; i qot it ;] `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Honey iLoveYou ;] `
trust me when i say i do `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
really nice sonq `
ChrisBrown's Takes time to Love
A material girl
In her own world
Can't even see the things she's missing
Body in the curve
A little girl
Wanting to grow up
And be a star
Take a look around
Without looking down
All these things
Have blurred your vision
Material Things don't amount to nothing
But I know how you feel
It's hard to see whats real
It takes time
Living in a world
when you don't know who to trust
next time
Slow it down and
You'll feel you don't have to rush
It'll be fine
It takes time
It takes time
To love
And Ima tell the truth
When it comes to you
My lady
And its a miracle
You have found a conscience baby
I had plan on leaving
you came and gave a reason
now I know the reason why
But I know how you feel
(You feel)
It's hard to see whats real
(What's real yeah yeah)
It takes time
Living in a world when you don't know who to trust
next time
(next time)
Slow it down and you'll feel you don't have to rush
It'll be fine
(It'll be fine)
It takes time
(Takes time)
It takes time
(Takes time)
To love
- - - - - - - - - - - - - `
my player's hanqinq -_- `
but this is th 1st sonq `
Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you... tonight
And I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I,I don't wanna let this go
I, I've fallen...
Making my way down town
Waking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you kow I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
If I could just hold you... tonight
Labels: contentment `
♥ Monday, May 18
reassurance is what i need `
Labels: trust me `
♥ Sunday, May 10
not qonna post much `
perhaps due to exams `
yet perhaps not `
just not qonna qet online much `
for fast replies `
just sms me `
ciao `
til june `
perhaps ;D `
perhaps due to exams `
yet perhaps not `
just not qonna qet online much `
for fast replies `
just sms me `
ciao `
til june `
perhaps ;D `
Labels: MIAinq once more `
