♥ Monday, August 31
i don't know `
i think i'm qoinq mental `
i'm actinq weird `
just not th way i want it `
-siqhs- `
i don't know `
i'm sorry `
this isn't th way i wanted to be `
but just knowinq certain facts `
-lauqhs- `
makes me this way `
sorry if you feel so `
i'm weird & all `
i just need to think about it `
thanks for everythinq `
but what i need now is a listeninq ear `
i think i'm qoinq mental `
i'm actinq weird `
just not th way i want it `
-siqhs- `
i don't know `
i'm sorry `
this isn't th way i wanted to be `
but just knowinq certain facts `
-lauqhs- `
makes me this way `
sorry if you feel so `
i'm weird & all `
i just need to think about it `
thanks for everythinq `
but what i need now is a listeninq ear `
Labels: hais `
-__________- `
i'm just so screwed riqht now `
bitch-ed `
& fucked up `
seriously `
just came home from th teacher's day concert `
not that i enjoyed it la `
i mean `
my ass hurts can `
yeah sure `
unqrateful bitch's bloq you're readinq okays `
just look at my pathetic results `
oh wow `
i failed math okays `
that means imma qonna be in school `
for th ENTIRE september holidays `
what th FUCK `
qeez `
so ruined la cans `
all my fuckinq fault i know `
i didnt study for th fuckinq paper `
what's th point of passinq paper 2 `
if i failed paper 1 `
lauqhs `
i was born dumb can `
fuck this sucks `
came home & saw my allowance `
mum decided to cut my allowance `
for no fuckinq reason `
oh wow `
and what ? `
next month `
you qonna remove some aqain `
just cause of some lousy excuse you come up with `
pur-lease `
i can count properly okays `
i may have failed maths `
but i remember what i took okays `
qeez `
miqht as well don't qive me money `
don't treat it like i will die `
and don't qive me th excuse `
i do this everytime `
come on la `
don't wanna qive me money `
so be it `
it's not like i can't qain money okays `
i have limbs one okays `
& don't qo cryinq your hearts out `
seriously `
i too am a female `
so that trick of yours `
no it doesn't work on me anymore `
so much for softheartedness `
that is so old fashion-ed okays `
i hate it okays `
yeah sure `
qo complain to your husband `
qo on `
as if i care `
scold me all you want `
cold war `
whatever `
i won't die `
seriously `
it's not like i don't have personal savinqs `
money `
that's all you quys ever think of `
sure sure ; humans -_- `
so yeah `
cause of you `
i'm so not in th mood riqht now `
cancelled appointment with honeh `
& my mei `
but yeah `
whatever `
it's better then me qoinq down `
ruin their happy moods `
screw them and all riqht `
i won't do sucha thinq `
i'd rather vent my anqer at home `
-_- screwed _I_ `
i'm just so screwed riqht now `
bitch-ed `
& fucked up `
seriously `
just came home from th teacher's day concert `
not that i enjoyed it la `
i mean `
my ass hurts can `
yeah sure `
unqrateful bitch's bloq you're readinq okays `
just look at my pathetic results `
oh wow `
i failed math okays `
that means imma qonna be in school `
for th ENTIRE september holidays `
what th FUCK `
qeez `
so ruined la cans `
all my fuckinq fault i know `
i didnt study for th fuckinq paper `
what's th point of passinq paper 2 `
if i failed paper 1 `
lauqhs `
i was born dumb can `
fuck this sucks `
came home & saw my allowance `
mum decided to cut my allowance `
for no fuckinq reason `
oh wow `
and what ? `
next month `
you qonna remove some aqain `
just cause of some lousy excuse you come up with `
pur-lease `
i can count properly okays `
i may have failed maths `
but i remember what i took okays `
qeez `
miqht as well don't qive me money `
don't treat it like i will die `
and don't qive me th excuse `
i do this everytime `
come on la `
don't wanna qive me money `
so be it `
it's not like i can't qain money okays `
i have limbs one okays `
& don't qo cryinq your hearts out `
seriously `
i too am a female `
so that trick of yours `
no it doesn't work on me anymore `
so much for softheartedness `
that is so old fashion-ed okays `
i hate it okays `
yeah sure `
qo complain to your husband `
qo on `
as if i care `
scold me all you want `
cold war `
whatever `
i won't die `
seriously `
it's not like i don't have personal savinqs `
money `
that's all you quys ever think of `
sure sure ; humans -_- `
so yeah `
cause of you `
i'm so not in th mood riqht now `
cancelled appointment with honeh `
& my mei `
but yeah `
whatever `
it's better then me qoinq down `
ruin their happy moods `
screw them and all riqht `
i won't do sucha thinq `
i'd rather vent my anqer at home `
-_- screwed _I_ `
Labels: fuck i hate you `
♥ Sunday, August 30
woke up super early today `
qod knows why `
but i just did `
today's an awesome day `
i met a new quy ;D `
don't think too much `
i didn't qo flirtinq online `
by chance perhaps `
i met this quy ;/ `
he's different `
& we were like talkinq th entire day `
-lauqhs- `
please don't misunderstand `
i know what you're thinkinq `
so yeah `
bitch or not ;/ `
life's like that `
he was runninq late for his lunch date `
& he used me as his excuse ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
told me funny stuffs `
said he sounded qirly `
& ppl called him pretty boy `
& dressed him up as Misa `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
we just clicked `
as friends `
so we were blabbinq all th bullshits `
Bry was so cute -_- `
he PM-ed me funny stuffs `
& i SS-ed it & sent it to him`
& we were like lauqhinq on th phone `
-_- seriously `
Bry's so cute sometimes `
-lauqhs- `
so yeah `
he just talked to me all th way `
til 7 plus `
he made me think throuqh everythinq `
asked me stuffs `
as expected of his job `
he's quite professional about it `
-lauqhs- `
he's totally capable of psycho-inq ppl `
-lauqhs- `
he made me consider loads of stuffs `
made me wonder whether it's worth it `
-lauqhs- `
such extraordinaire `
never once did i consider all these `
seriously `
i cried `
just so affected by his words `
know th questions he asked `
th point of views he has `
considerations `
just so different `
i quess that's just th difference `
between workinq quys `
& th kids `
-lauqhs- `
he calls th quys i mix with KIDS `
LOL ;/ `
totally wow la `
th thinqs he say `
seriously amusinq `
totally unexpected `
he's quite nice la `
but straiqhtforward `
then he'd qo "OOPs" `
-lauqhs- `
yeah `
that's it `
let slip his secret intentions `
funny huh ;/ `
totally entertaininq `
totally forqo my Amath `
only did one paqe `
& fell asleep after that `
-_- `
woke up at midniqht `
saw his SMS `
-_- & started talkinq on th phone `
yes ; aqain `
-lauqhs- `
cant help it ;/ `
was supposed to say a few words `
ended up talkinq until 3AM `
-lauqhs- `
didn't finish Amath `
didn't do anythinq `
just wasted th entire day on th phone `
mum whined -_- `
just as well `
-lauqhs- `
i'm payinq for it anyway `
so yeah `
i don't care `
after all `
it's always th case `
- `
得到我的人并不难`
但想要得到我的心`
我想您做不到吧`
要我爱一个人真的很难`
也许现在不是时间`
您也说了`
就算得到了我`
爱的人也不是您`
您最多只能做个代替`
那算是幸福吗？`
我想；那真是不值得`
您说的真对`
慢慢来`
是您的就是您的`
qod knows why `
but i just did `
today's an awesome day `
i met a new quy ;D `
don't think too much `
i didn't qo flirtinq online `
by chance perhaps `
i met this quy ;/ `
he's different `
& we were like talkinq th entire day `
-lauqhs- `
please don't misunderstand `
i know what you're thinkinq `
so yeah `
bitch or not ;/ `
life's like that `
he was runninq late for his lunch date `
& he used me as his excuse ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
told me funny stuffs `
said he sounded qirly `
& ppl called him pretty boy `
& dressed him up as Misa `
-lauqhs- `
i don't know `
we just clicked `
as friends `
so we were blabbinq all th bullshits `
Bry was so cute -_- `
he PM-ed me funny stuffs `
& i SS-ed it & sent it to him`
& we were like lauqhinq on th phone `
-_- seriously `
Bry's so cute sometimes `
-lauqhs- `
so yeah `
he just talked to me all th way `
til 7 plus `
he made me think throuqh everythinq `
asked me stuffs `
as expected of his job `
he's quite professional about it `
-lauqhs- `
he's totally capable of psycho-inq ppl `
-lauqhs- `
he made me consider loads of stuffs `
made me wonder whether it's worth it `
-lauqhs- `
such extraordinaire `
never once did i consider all these `
seriously `
i cried `
just so affected by his words `
know th questions he asked `
th point of views he has `
considerations `
just so different `
i quess that's just th difference `
between workinq quys `
& th kids `
-lauqhs- `
he calls th quys i mix with KIDS `
LOL ;/ `
totally wow la `
th thinqs he say `
seriously amusinq `
totally unexpected `
he's quite nice la `
but straiqhtforward `
then he'd qo "OOPs" `
-lauqhs- `
yeah `
that's it `
let slip his secret intentions `
funny huh ;/ `
totally entertaininq `
totally forqo my Amath `
only did one paqe `
& fell asleep after that `
-_- `
woke up at midniqht `
saw his SMS `
-_- & started talkinq on th phone `
yes ; aqain `
-lauqhs- `
cant help it ;/ `
was supposed to say a few words `
ended up talkinq until 3AM `
-lauqhs- `
didn't finish Amath `
didn't do anythinq `
just wasted th entire day on th phone `
mum whined -_- `
just as well `
-lauqhs- `
i'm payinq for it anyway `
so yeah `
i don't care `
after all `
it's always th case `
- `
得到我的人并不难`
但想要得到我的心`
我想您做不到吧`
要我爱一个人真的很难`
也许现在不是时间`
您也说了`
就算得到了我`
爱的人也不是您`
您最多只能做个代替`
那算是幸福吗？`
我想；那真是不值得`
您说的真对`
慢慢来`
是您的就是您的`
Labels: 10 hours on th phone ;D `
♥ Friday, August 28
it's way past midniqht already `
& i just qot home ;/ `
oh wow bloqqer's fine now `
awesome `
oh well `
some hectic bullshit day `
didnt study for d&t paper `
finished it anyway `
much easier then expected `
cause it was MrTan who set it `
obviously `
if you qet th hint `
went for d&t after th paper `
had to finish up my journal `
& th presentation boards `
qwen was kind ;/ `
let me use her baozhuanq `
muacks ily <3 `
THANKs `
she&nuer even helped me bao `
so touched ;/ `
despite her rushinq for time `
MrLee told me to bind th journal myself `
-lauqhs- `
cause i used extra paper ;/ `
so i went down to th workshop `
& i was like "MrLee借你的wire!" `
then he was like "借?!你要还啊?" `
hahs ;/ `
he's awesome ;/ SERIOUSLY `
if you qet th hint ;/ `
so i took th wire & bind th paqes toqether `
then binded it to th sketchbook `
succeeded ; shockinqly `
brouqht th artefact up `
& went home `
my 2CM nail broke `
it didnt just break `
it cut deep into my skin `
& it just kept bleedinq `
i qot so pissed off i removed it `
cut it `
th last resort `
didn't have time to consider anythinq `
was runninq late `
had to be on time `
went down to Manjusri `
& waited for daddy `
then he called `
told me he'd be late by half hour `
extra period `
& honeh didn't release so early `
so i waited ;/ `
then qwen phoned `
asked whether i put th form in th journal `
& i was like "OMGFTW" -_- `
i think i lost it ;/ `
& they couldn't help me hand in `
cause of th damned siqnature ;/ `
can someone please learn to forqe my siqnature ? `
so i didn't have a choice `
went back to school to siqn `
THANKS NUER `
for brinqinq down th form for me `
i know time was runninq out `
but you brouqht it anyway `
thanks a lot qirl <3 `
went to honeh's house after that `
i envy him ;/ `
every part of his house have computers `
qood ones leh `
i jealous siol ;O `
hmph `
daddy&honeh played audi `
& it was my turn to sleep on honeh's bed `
HAHs ;/ `
watched him play audition ;/ `
fell asleep after some time `
left his house around eveninq `
went over to plazasinq `
his idea ;/ `
LOL `
he's so cute you know ;/ `
walked around & all `
went to parklane's due to th lack of space `
parklane's way emptier `
hehs ;/ `
had our dinner there `
honeh&i didnt feel like eatinq `
so we ordered dessert `
but it feels weird `
so yeah we went to search for somethinq else `
-_- `
& we ended up buyinq hotstuffs `
oh wow -_- `
cold dessert & hot dinner `
;/ `
lauqhs `
we ate both anyway `
a definate case of stomachache toniqht `
lauqhs `
ended up sittinq there for quite awhile `
talked about matured issues `
turns out honeh's a pro at it `
& daddy's so cute `
daddy should learn from honeh `
learn from wiki `
lauqhs `
riqht `
he knew about qirl's mensus at primary 4 `
oh wow `
-_- `
went to buqis after awhile `
nothinq else to do `
walked around junction `
& iluma `
daddy wanted th toys `
lauqhs `
he's so cute & innocent `
seriously lor `
qot bored `
honeh entertained us aqain `
there were these huqe movie posterstands `
honeh was doinq weird stuns ;/ `
ridiculous `
went to stand at th busstop `
qod knows why `
honeh was fascinatinq `
totally entertaininq `
he was doinq th quy-qirl stand `
& doinq th stare `
daddy was funny `
dared him to do it to someone else `
HE REALLY DID IT LEH `
walan `
lauqhed out loud `
seriously `
th woman had a shocked look `
hahs ;/ `
honeh also posed as th woman on advert `
daddy had that shocked look ;/ `
hmph `
bus-ed home `
yeps ;/ `
Bus80 `
lauqhs-out-loud `
reached home `
& it's way past midniqht now `
it's 29.08.2009 now `
hock just SMSed me `
-lauqhs- `
know what day it is today ? `
if we didn't break `
today'd have been our first year `
it's shockinq that you remembered `
remember 1yr & 6 days aqo ?! `
WE FIRST STARTED THEN ! REMEMBER ? `
& remember 1 yr & 3 days aqo ?! `
WE BROKE UP THEN ! REMEMBER ? `
& a full 1yr aqo `
we decided to stop playinq mindqames `
lauqhs `
such memories `
but i quess we just weren't meant `
at times `
i do look back `
& i asked myself `
why did i do it `
& whether i reqretted `
but what's th point `
it's over `
it's my loss , come think about it `
but it was my choice `
reqret or don't reqret `
i asked for it `
and life qoes on `
beinq th kind of bitch i am `
i often wonder `
what'd life be if we continued `
i most probably wouldn't be sittinq in this shit hole `
wouldn't be bloqqinq at home `
perhaps still enjoyinq ton-inq sessions `
far far away in qombak `
sometimes i think i miss you `
-lauqhs- `
such ridicue `
sorry `
i shouldn't have done all these `
create all th hurtful memories `
make your life so miserable and all `
don't tell me to enjoy my life `
it should be me who's tellinq you those words `
enjoy your life from today onwards alriqht `
study hard `
enter poly , you'd make it `
but i really wanna say a word of thanks `
despite your attitude `
lookinq at other qirls `
doinq thinqs i shouldn't know `
beinq serious but actinq otherwise `
i'm qrateful `
seriously `
thanks `
for th truth `
for your love `
& th memories `
& all that you've ever done `
includinq beinq my listeninq ear `
i know i complain & whine alot `
i think it's a wonder we remained friends `
it's not a common thinq `
it's so hard for others `
beinq friends with their ex qirlfriends `
thanks for beinq everythinq you ever were `
qod bless you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& dearest Boyf `
i think i know th reason `
& if you know me `
you'd know that i'd qive in `
i won't fiqht for it `
& i just qot home ;/ `
oh wow bloqqer's fine now `
awesome `
oh well `
some hectic bullshit day `
didnt study for d&t paper `
finished it anyway `
much easier then expected `
cause it was MrTan who set it `
obviously `
if you qet th hint `
went for d&t after th paper `
had to finish up my journal `
& th presentation boards `
qwen was kind ;/ `
let me use her baozhuanq `
muacks ily <3 `
THANKs `
she&nuer even helped me bao `
so touched ;/ `
despite her rushinq for time `
MrLee told me to bind th journal myself `
-lauqhs- `
cause i used extra paper ;/ `
so i went down to th workshop `
& i was like "MrLee借你的wire!" `
then he was like "借?!你要还啊?" `
hahs ;/ `
he's awesome ;/ SERIOUSLY `
if you qet th hint ;/ `
so i took th wire & bind th paqes toqether `
then binded it to th sketchbook `
succeeded ; shockinqly `
brouqht th artefact up `
& went home `
my 2CM nail broke `
it didnt just break `
it cut deep into my skin `
& it just kept bleedinq `
i qot so pissed off i removed it `
cut it `
th last resort `
didn't have time to consider anythinq `
was runninq late `
had to be on time `
went down to Manjusri `
& waited for daddy `
then he called `
told me he'd be late by half hour `
extra period `
& honeh didn't release so early `
so i waited ;/ `
then qwen phoned `
asked whether i put th form in th journal `
& i was like "OMGFTW" -_- `
i think i lost it ;/ `
& they couldn't help me hand in `
cause of th damned siqnature ;/ `
can someone please learn to forqe my siqnature ? `
so i didn't have a choice `
went back to school to siqn `
THANKS NUER `
for brinqinq down th form for me `
i know time was runninq out `
but you brouqht it anyway `
thanks a lot qirl <3 `
went to honeh's house after that `
i envy him ;/ `
every part of his house have computers `
qood ones leh `
i jealous siol ;O `
hmph `
daddy&honeh played audi `
& it was my turn to sleep on honeh's bed `
HAHs ;/ `
watched him play audition ;/ `
fell asleep after some time `
left his house around eveninq `
went over to plazasinq `
his idea ;/ `
LOL `
he's so cute you know ;/ `
walked around & all `
went to parklane's due to th lack of space `
parklane's way emptier `
hehs ;/ `
had our dinner there `
honeh&i didnt feel like eatinq `
so we ordered dessert `
but it feels weird `
so yeah we went to search for somethinq else `
-_- `
& we ended up buyinq hotstuffs `
oh wow -_- `
cold dessert & hot dinner `
;/ `
lauqhs `
we ate both anyway `
a definate case of stomachache toniqht `
lauqhs `
ended up sittinq there for quite awhile `
talked about matured issues `
turns out honeh's a pro at it `
& daddy's so cute `
daddy should learn from honeh `
learn from wiki `
lauqhs `
riqht `
he knew about qirl's mensus at primary 4 `
oh wow `
-_- `
went to buqis after awhile `
nothinq else to do `
walked around junction `
& iluma `
daddy wanted th toys `
lauqhs `
he's so cute & innocent `
seriously lor `
qot bored `
honeh entertained us aqain `
there were these huqe movie posterstands `
honeh was doinq weird stuns ;/ `
ridiculous `
went to stand at th busstop `
qod knows why `
honeh was fascinatinq `
totally entertaininq `
he was doinq th quy-qirl stand `
& doinq th stare `
daddy was funny `
dared him to do it to someone else `
HE REALLY DID IT LEH `
walan `
lauqhed out loud `
seriously `
th woman had a shocked look `
hahs ;/ `
honeh also posed as th woman on advert `
daddy had that shocked look ;/ `
hmph `
bus-ed home `
yeps ;/ `
Bus80 `
lauqhs-out-loud `
reached home `
& it's way past midniqht now `
it's 29.08.2009 now `
hock just SMSed me `
-lauqhs- `
know what day it is today ? `
if we didn't break `
today'd have been our first year `
it's shockinq that you remembered `
remember 1yr & 6 days aqo ?! `
WE FIRST STARTED THEN ! REMEMBER ? `
& remember 1 yr & 3 days aqo ?! `
WE BROKE UP THEN ! REMEMBER ? `
& a full 1yr aqo `
we decided to stop playinq mindqames `
lauqhs `
such memories `
but i quess we just weren't meant `
at times `
i do look back `
& i asked myself `
why did i do it `
& whether i reqretted `
but what's th point `
it's over `
it's my loss , come think about it `
but it was my choice `
reqret or don't reqret `
i asked for it `
and life qoes on `
beinq th kind of bitch i am `
i often wonder `
what'd life be if we continued `
i most probably wouldn't be sittinq in this shit hole `
wouldn't be bloqqinq at home `
perhaps still enjoyinq ton-inq sessions `
far far away in qombak `
sometimes i think i miss you `
-lauqhs- `
such ridicue `
sorry `
i shouldn't have done all these `
create all th hurtful memories `
make your life so miserable and all `
don't tell me to enjoy my life `
it should be me who's tellinq you those words `
enjoy your life from today onwards alriqht `
study hard `
enter poly , you'd make it `
but i really wanna say a word of thanks `
despite your attitude `
lookinq at other qirls `
doinq thinqs i shouldn't know `
beinq serious but actinq otherwise `
i'm qrateful `
seriously `
thanks `
for th truth `
for your love `
& th memories `
& all that you've ever done `
includinq beinq my listeninq ear `
i know i complain & whine alot `
i think it's a wonder we remained friends `
it's not a common thinq `
it's so hard for others `
beinq friends with their ex qirlfriends `
thanks for beinq everythinq you ever were `
qod bless you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& dearest Boyf `
i think i know th reason `
& if you know me `
you'd know that i'd qive in `
i won't fiqht for it `
Labels: 29o8o9 ; a yr aqo when we first started `
♥ Thursday, August 27
i'm almost done with my d&t `
LAUGHs `
can you believe i printed ALL my SW? `
50 plus paqes `
ink wasted ;/ `
fuck ; wasted `
just finished pluckinq out all th photos `
MrLee said cannot `
told me to remove SW `
so yeah `
my book's filled with holes `
so sexy aye `
yeah man ; fuck d&t _I_ `
imma qonna audi with honeh later `
& tomorrow `
i'm so qonna reformat th damned computer `
all this shit `
it's frustratinq `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
you know qirl `
you're so lucky `
-lauqhs- `
i envy you ; seriously `
what would i qive up `
just to be in your shoes for a day `
it's shockinq `
it came to me as a biq surprise `
really -lauqhs- `
uninmaqinable `
i couldn't believe it `
-lauqhs- `
but yeah `
fairytales do come true `
-LOL- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
know Boyf `
know why i'm so mad at isaackor ;/ `
cause i nearly brokedown `
& i nearly qave up `
so yeah `
sorry ;/ `
now that you know `
-lauqhs- `
but don't worry`
nothinq happened anyway `
LAUGHs `
can you believe i printed ALL my SW? `
50 plus paqes `
ink wasted ;/ `
fuck ; wasted `
just finished pluckinq out all th photos `
MrLee said cannot `
told me to remove SW `
so yeah `
my book's filled with holes `
so sexy aye `
yeah man ; fuck d&t _I_ `
imma qonna audi with honeh later `
& tomorrow `
i'm so qonna reformat th damned computer `
all this shit `
it's frustratinq `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
you know qirl `
you're so lucky `
-lauqhs- `
i envy you ; seriously `
what would i qive up `
just to be in your shoes for a day `
it's shockinq `
it came to me as a biq surprise `
really -lauqhs- `
uninmaqinable `
i couldn't believe it `
-lauqhs- `
but yeah `
fairytales do come true `
-LOL- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
know Boyf `
know why i'm so mad at isaackor ;/ `
cause i nearly brokedown `
& i nearly qave up `
so yeah `
sorry ;/ `
now that you know `
-lauqhs- `
but don't worry`
nothinq happened anyway `
Labels: DnT is awesome once you finished it `
bloqqer's stuffed `
-siqhs- `
was planninq to finish everythinq last niqht `
so i could qo down to find honeh&daddiie today `
unachieved mission `
qot so bored `
so screwed `
i fell asleep on th floor `
slept with my d&t work `
oh wow `
morninq `
i was late `
mum woke me on th dot `
7;15 `
& i qot so fucked up `
qave her fuckfaces and all `
slamminq doors `
hah ;/ shit attitude huh `
she even claimed i blabbed in my sleep `
blabbed that th paper started at 8 `
well it's true aint it -_- `
i just overslept `
so yeah `
i was planninq to skip amath prelims `
was seriously considerinq `
even jumped back to bed upon reachinq that thouqht `
-lauqhs- `
but i went anyway `
just for th sake of sittinq for th paper `
went home after th paper `
was so rushed i only brouqht my stationery `
didn't brinq anythinq else `
so yeah `
went home to do d&t myself `
it's much peaceful-er `
& no one's fiqhtinq over th comp with me `
yayness `
just no live entertainment -_- `
qotta redo alot of stuffs `
know ;/ `
facebook's so amusinq `
faces from across th qlobe talk funny `
lauqhs `
okays `
shall meet honeh & dy no matter what tomorrow `
shall finish d&t journal today no matter what `
shall forqet about your problematic shits no matter what `
-siqhs- `
was planninq to finish everythinq last niqht `
so i could qo down to find honeh&daddiie today `
unachieved mission `
qot so bored `
so screwed `
i fell asleep on th floor `
slept with my d&t work `
oh wow `
morninq `
i was late `
mum woke me on th dot `
7;15 `
& i qot so fucked up `
qave her fuckfaces and all `
slamminq doors `
hah ;/ shit attitude huh `
she even claimed i blabbed in my sleep `
blabbed that th paper started at 8 `
well it's true aint it -_- `
i just overslept `
so yeah `
i was planninq to skip amath prelims `
was seriously considerinq `
even jumped back to bed upon reachinq that thouqht `
-lauqhs- `
but i went anyway `
just for th sake of sittinq for th paper `
went home after th paper `
was so rushed i only brouqht my stationery `
didn't brinq anythinq else `
so yeah `
went home to do d&t myself `
it's much peaceful-er `
& no one's fiqhtinq over th comp with me `
yayness `
just no live entertainment -_- `
qotta redo alot of stuffs `
know ;/ `
facebook's so amusinq `
faces from across th qlobe talk funny `
lauqhs `
okays `
shall meet honeh & dy no matter what tomorrow `
shall finish d&t journal today no matter what `
shall forqet about your problematic shits no matter what `
Labels: ;] smile for deathday - `
♥ Wednesday, August 26
i stayed up th whole fuckinq niqht `
-_- and for what `
for th sake of d&t `
i printed out all th required stuffs `
only finished in time to qo for chinese prelims `
fuck ;/ `
i was fuckinq drowsy by then `
tryinq to stay awake `
lauqhs `
i didnt do th paper properly `
it was too cold `
& i didn't think about it `
MsLiao walked past twice `
stared at my paper before walkinq away `
lauqhs `
bad siqn huh `
so yeah `
for th first time in my entire secondary life `
i wrote th shortest letter `
i didnt mean it to be that way `
just that brain laqqed `
all th way `
-siqhs- `
paper 2 was much better `
thouqh i tikam-ed most of them `
lost all mood after hearinq somethinq `
d&t-ed `
i thouqht we had to finish by today `
finished all my presentation boards `
but th wrappinq sheet finished `
;/ so yeah `
nothinq to do `
Thanks HONGJYE&KEITH `
biqbiq THANKS to you all `
for photoshop help ;/ `
finally qot throuqh `
know how fucked up i was this week `
lauqhs `
wayne was super funny `
i still dont qet why he's so funny `
he lauqhs at th sliqhtest `
hahs ;/ `
when he lauqhs `
i follow suit `
weird huh `
lauqhs `
spent th entire day crappinq `
wasted th day `
MrLee promised to help me spray `
so sweet ;/ `
cause he claimed my product's dirty `
since it cant be washed `
so yeah he sprayed it ;/ `
THANKS MRLEE `
i wouldn't have minded `
i'm like so hackcare-d riqht now `
lauqhs `
they walked me home aqain `
sweet of them <3 `
lauqhs `
know what's awesome `
we share certain opinions `
& i thouqht i was th only one `
-lauqhs- `
but wayne `
i still don aqree about daryl `
没有安全感leh `
lauqhs `
know `
i'm still fuckinq confused `
who's tellinq th truth now `
-lauqhs- `
such situations remain unknown to me huh `
i don't know why this is happeninq `
perhaps isaackor is riqht `
he said you fainted but didn't know `
but yeah `
you said you were at home `
who do you want me to believe `
i'm so sick of mindqames `
seriously `
before i qo mental `
just . . . `
okays `
i'm qonna chionq d&t `
forth niqht doinq this `
pray ; all qoes well `
-_- and for what `
for th sake of d&t `
i printed out all th required stuffs `
only finished in time to qo for chinese prelims `
fuck ;/ `
i was fuckinq drowsy by then `
tryinq to stay awake `
lauqhs `
i didnt do th paper properly `
it was too cold `
& i didn't think about it `
MsLiao walked past twice `
stared at my paper before walkinq away `
lauqhs `
bad siqn huh `
so yeah `
for th first time in my entire secondary life `
i wrote th shortest letter `
i didnt mean it to be that way `
just that brain laqqed `
all th way `
-siqhs- `
paper 2 was much better `
thouqh i tikam-ed most of them `
lost all mood after hearinq somethinq `
d&t-ed `
i thouqht we had to finish by today `
finished all my presentation boards `
but th wrappinq sheet finished `
;/ so yeah `
nothinq to do `
Thanks HONGJYE&KEITH `
biqbiq THANKS to you all `
for photoshop help ;/ `
finally qot throuqh `
know how fucked up i was this week `
lauqhs `
wayne was super funny `
i still dont qet why he's so funny `
he lauqhs at th sliqhtest `
hahs ;/ `
when he lauqhs `
i follow suit `
weird huh `
lauqhs `
spent th entire day crappinq `
wasted th day `
MrLee promised to help me spray `
so sweet ;/ `
cause he claimed my product's dirty `
since it cant be washed `
so yeah he sprayed it ;/ `
THANKS MRLEE `
i wouldn't have minded `
i'm like so hackcare-d riqht now `
lauqhs `
they walked me home aqain `
sweet of them <3 `
lauqhs `
know what's awesome `
we share certain opinions `
& i thouqht i was th only one `
-lauqhs- `
but wayne `
i still don aqree about daryl `
没有安全感leh `
lauqhs `
know `
i'm still fuckinq confused `
who's tellinq th truth now `
-lauqhs- `
such situations remain unknown to me huh `
i don't know why this is happeninq `
perhaps isaackor is riqht `
he said you fainted but didn't know `
but yeah `
you said you were at home `
who do you want me to believe `
i'm so sick of mindqames `
seriously `
before i qo mental `
just . . . `
okays `
i'm qonna chionq d&t `
forth niqht doinq this `
pray ; all qoes well `
Labels: so fuckinq sick of these `
♥ Tuesday, August 25
oh, i just don't know anymore `
Labels: - `
♥ Monday, August 24
extremely fucked up `
qoodbye `
i'm so qivinq up `
everythinq `
imma qonna enjoy my life from now on `
but i'm still qonna say this `
its not my fuckinq fault if your thinq's missinq `
i didn't delete it `
i keep my fuckinq nose outta your way `
blame me ; whatever `
you're just makinq me th scapeqoat `
fuck `
i'm seriously qivinq up ;] `
i had enouqh `
so yeah `
sorry if you feel i've chanqed `
it's always th case eh `
don't tell me about th past `
what's qone is qone `
people chanqe `
you do `
so do i `
but think about it `
it's just a different perspective `
13 full hours for me to complete d&t `
sleep deprivation is awesome `
i'd be th heaviest eyebaqqer soon `
qeez ;/ `
sorry honeh&daddiie `
unable to cheer you quys up `
so lonq as i open my mouth `
i ensure one of you'd qet hurt `
i'm so in th mood to hurt people -_- `
fuck `
i need to see a shrink `
seriously -_- `
its like a bottleneck inside `
all cominq toqether and stuffed `
iqnore me `
i'm seriously mental `
qoodbye `
i'm so qivinq up `
everythinq `
imma qonna enjoy my life from now on `
but i'm still qonna say this `
its not my fuckinq fault if your thinq's missinq `
i didn't delete it `
i keep my fuckinq nose outta your way `
blame me ; whatever `
you're just makinq me th scapeqoat `
fuck `
i'm seriously qivinq up ;] `
i had enouqh `
so yeah `
sorry if you feel i've chanqed `
it's always th case eh `
don't tell me about th past `
what's qone is qone `
people chanqe `
you do `
so do i `
but think about it `
it's just a different perspective `
13 full hours for me to complete d&t `
sleep deprivation is awesome `
i'd be th heaviest eyebaqqer soon `
qeez ;/ `
sorry honeh&daddiie `
unable to cheer you quys up `
so lonq as i open my mouth `
i ensure one of you'd qet hurt `
i'm so in th mood to hurt people -_- `
fuck `
i need to see a shrink `
seriously -_- `
its like a bottleneck inside `
all cominq toqether and stuffed `
iqnore me `
i'm seriously mental `
Labels: qoodbye ` i'm qivinq up
♥ Sunday, August 23
First thinqs first `
Sorry MsSuraiya `
i quess i flunked orals ; aqain `
merit at most ;/ `
fuck that's not enouqh `
sorry `
i qot speechless `
totally blurted `
i couldnt think fast enouqh `
sorry `
okays `
somethinq's fuckinq wronq with my bloqqer `
fuck -_- `
i haven been postinq for a super lonq time `
all thanks to my supersweet brother `
whom decided to drop my modemwire `
which refused to start thereafter `
okays `
about yesterday `
if you are wonderinq `
yes i am very anqry indeed `
i told you `
i hate people who put my airplane `
but of all people `
you ; YOU chose to do it `
first time `
oh wow `
fine `
be like that `
so be it `
i dont qive a fuck anymore `
so here's what happened -_- `
from yesterday up to today `
mei decided to cancel her BBQ `
oh wow ;/ `
fine.... `
uncle phoned me `
asked me to pass him stuffs `
and tell me some shit and all `
so yeah i went down for him `
just before my tuition ;/ `
as usual `
his superduperhumonqous plans `
asked me to do bbq `
qo dutch ;/ `
qeez -_- `
it was fuckinq last minute can `
so we planned la `
everyone pay a lil jiu okay liao `
sent him to parklane before tuition `
i told MrAman i'd drop Amath if i didnt make it `
qod ;/ `
that look on his face `
after i said it `
oh my qod `
heartbreakinq `
such dissappointment `
aiya `
i will try one okays ;/ `
but if fail ; Sorry ; seriously `
so yeah `
went home to qet chanqed `
qet stuffs before pickinq mei up `
met up with th quys at GL `
he was super anqry -_- `
dear Matthew , `
SORRY for makinq you wait for 1&1/2 hours can ;/ `
cabbed down to ECP ;/ `
uncle met us there `
he was so fuckinq lazy can `
he practically draqqed th charcoal `
too heavy `
& daddiie carried it okay `
lazy bum -_- `
after a full stretch of pits `
we noticed a trail `
YES ; a TRAIL `
and of what ; CHARCOAL `
like oh my qod ;/ `
people were starinq `
but we reached in th end `
kept our distance of course `
i found it so ridiculously funny `
so yeah `
went to buy th food from nearby areas `
mei was super pissed ;/ `
-_- `
went back and started `
qot bored ;/
so we were just chattinq `
talkinq about weird stuffs `
sorry `
i dont feel like bloqqinq about this `
stupid event `
-_- FORGET IT `
Boyf i know you want know about it riqht `
call me ;D `
i tell you `
typinq's sucha hassle ;/ `
a wonder we dont write out our thouqhts already `
okays -_- `
skip th damn bbq `
such a FAILURE `
so we talked up to midniqht `
& honeh&daddiie had to qet home ;/ `
went around 7-11 `
and th kiddo decided to steal `
trust me -_- `
th quy saw it `
as in th store assistant `
he saw `
so we went off quickly `
heh ;] `
was just standinq at th crossroad `
suddenly `
a policecar turned in th corner `
just where 7-11 was `
so yeah `
we chionq-ed off ;/ `
thanks honeh&daddiie `
for lettinq me hav th 1st cab ;/ `
mei&th kiddo followed me home `
hahs ;/ `
daddiie&honeh left toqether `
th fare was cheap `
so yeah `
happy happy `
Jovier was here too `
oh wow `
some ton-inq session ;/ `
so many people -_- `
many -_- 5 LOL `
pathetic `
iqnore me ;/ `
idk why i'm contradictinq myself anyway `
i was fuckinq hunqry -_- `
some bbq `
OOPS `
sorry -_- `
so i cooked `
& they didnt eat `
fuckfuckfuck `
sorry ;/ `
didnt cook lonq enouqh `
hahahas ;/ `
pray you all dont've stomachaches `
Jovier was tellinq us about qhost `
and we talked about random stuffs `
sickeninq movies ;/ `
youtube `
& kor qot bored -_- `
to th extent of extractinq his own MP3 `
qeez `
;/ talked all th way until 5am seh `
i cmi-ed already `
so i went to bed -_- `
they went home in th morninq `
so i went out `
qot home with my internet done `
know what's shockinq `
HE talked to me `
seriously `
i freaked out ;/ `
some kinda joke riqht `
like ohmyqod `
HE actually PMed me `
oh my qod -_- `
-SCREAMSOUTLOUD- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Dearest Boyf `
where are you T_T `
okays this seriously suck `
i miss you `
okays `
i dont want to bloq already `
this seriously suck `
Sorry MsSuraiya `
i quess i flunked orals ; aqain `
merit at most ;/ `
fuck that's not enouqh `
sorry `
i qot speechless `
totally blurted `
i couldnt think fast enouqh `
sorry `
okays `
somethinq's fuckinq wronq with my bloqqer `
fuck -_- `
i haven been postinq for a super lonq time `
all thanks to my supersweet brother `
whom decided to drop my modemwire `
which refused to start thereafter `
okays `
about yesterday `
if you are wonderinq `
yes i am very anqry indeed `
i told you `
i hate people who put my airplane `
but of all people `
you ; YOU chose to do it `
first time `
oh wow `
fine `
be like that `
so be it `
i dont qive a fuck anymore `
so here's what happened -_- `
from yesterday up to today `
mei decided to cancel her BBQ `
oh wow ;/ `
fine.... `
uncle phoned me `
asked me to pass him stuffs `
and tell me some shit and all `
so yeah i went down for him `
just before my tuition ;/ `
as usual `
his superduperhumonqous plans `
asked me to do bbq `
qo dutch ;/ `
qeez -_- `
it was fuckinq last minute can `
so we planned la `
everyone pay a lil jiu okay liao `
sent him to parklane before tuition `
i told MrAman i'd drop Amath if i didnt make it `
qod ;/ `
that look on his face `
after i said it `
oh my qod `
heartbreakinq `
such dissappointment `
aiya `
i will try one okays ;/ `
but if fail ; Sorry ; seriously `
so yeah `
went home to qet chanqed `
qet stuffs before pickinq mei up `
met up with th quys at GL `
he was super anqry -_- `
dear Matthew , `
SORRY for makinq you wait for 1&1/2 hours can ;/ `
cabbed down to ECP ;/ `
uncle met us there `
he was so fuckinq lazy can `
he practically draqqed th charcoal `
too heavy `
& daddiie carried it okay `
lazy bum -_- `
after a full stretch of pits `
we noticed a trail `
YES ; a TRAIL `
and of what ; CHARCOAL `
like oh my qod ;/ `
people were starinq `
but we reached in th end `
kept our distance of course `
i found it so ridiculously funny `
so yeah `
went to buy th food from nearby areas `
mei was super pissed ;/ `
-_- `
went back and started `
qot bored ;/
so we were just chattinq `
talkinq about weird stuffs `
sorry `
i dont feel like bloqqinq about this `
stupid event `
-_- FORGET IT `
Boyf i know you want know about it riqht `
call me ;D `
i tell you `
typinq's sucha hassle ;/ `
a wonder we dont write out our thouqhts already `
okays -_- `
skip th damn bbq `
such a FAILURE `
so we talked up to midniqht `
& honeh&daddiie had to qet home ;/ `
went around 7-11 `
and th kiddo decided to steal `
trust me -_- `
th quy saw it `
as in th store assistant `
he saw `
so we went off quickly `
heh ;] `
was just standinq at th crossroad `
suddenly `
a policecar turned in th corner `
just where 7-11 was `
so yeah `
we chionq-ed off ;/ `
thanks honeh&daddiie `
for lettinq me hav th 1st cab ;/ `
mei&th kiddo followed me home `
hahs ;/ `
daddiie&honeh left toqether `
th fare was cheap `
so yeah `
happy happy `
Jovier was here too `
oh wow `
some ton-inq session ;/ `
so many people -_- `
many -_- 5 LOL `
pathetic `
iqnore me ;/ `
idk why i'm contradictinq myself anyway `
i was fuckinq hunqry -_- `
some bbq `
OOPS `
sorry -_- `
so i cooked `
& they didnt eat `
fuckfuckfuck `
sorry ;/ `
didnt cook lonq enouqh `
hahahas ;/ `
pray you all dont've stomachaches `
Jovier was tellinq us about qhost `
and we talked about random stuffs `
sickeninq movies ;/ `
youtube `
& kor qot bored -_- `
to th extent of extractinq his own MP3 `
qeez `
;/ talked all th way until 5am seh `
i cmi-ed already `
so i went to bed -_- `
they went home in th morninq `
so i went out `
qot home with my internet done `
know what's shockinq `
HE talked to me `
seriously `
i freaked out ;/ `
some kinda joke riqht `
like ohmyqod `
HE actually PMed me `
oh my qod -_- `
-SCREAMSOUTLOUD- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
Dearest Boyf `
where are you T_T `
okays this seriously suck `
i miss you `
okays `
i dont want to bloq already `
this seriously suck `
Labels: fxck th weekends `
♥ Saturday, August 8
know what `
once more `
i'm on th verqe of tears `
just received th news from isaackor `
th date's been pushed `
to 22october-27october `
life seriously sucks `
just when i thouqht life'd be hell better `
fuck `
everythinq screwed `
so much for happy endinqs `
probably you don't know `
yet maybe you do after all `
but my O's would've started already `
fuck life `
fuck fuck fuck `
FUCK LIFE _I_ `
i hate this `
seriously `
but hey `
be riqht back `
let me check my timetable `
hmmm practical examinations on 22th `
oh wow `
think i'd have time `
but much too stressed to do certain stuffs `
so yeah `
i quess it's december break then `
doesn't matter `
i once told you `
i won't blame you no matter what `
-lauqhs- `
i'm so pissed off with myself riqht now `
screwed my life and all `
can't qet throuqh Boyf `
his dad's confiscated his phone `
i'm seriously screwed `
Boyf's most probably sleepinq aqain `
qet well soon `
awesome huh `
first time in 3 years `
my phone bill's qonna be below $300 `
awesome ;/ `
imma qonna save loads of money now `
only for phone bills `
im qonna prepare riqht now `
& meetup with ExBoyF&ahqonq `
i haven seen ahqonq in awhile ;/ `
must be qrowinq handsomer by th minute `
-drools- `
hahs ;/ `
okays `
shall bloq after im home `
danq ;/ `
cant believe im meetinq him `
so much for unpleasant moods `
once more `
i'm on th verqe of tears `
just received th news from isaackor `
th date's been pushed `
to 22october-27october `
life seriously sucks `
just when i thouqht life'd be hell better `
fuck `
everythinq screwed `
so much for happy endinqs `
probably you don't know `
yet maybe you do after all `
but my O's would've started already `
fuck life `
fuck fuck fuck `
FUCK LIFE _I_ `
i hate this `
seriously `
but hey `
be riqht back `
let me check my timetable `
hmmm practical examinations on 22th `
oh wow `
think i'd have time `
but much too stressed to do certain stuffs `
so yeah `
i quess it's december break then `
doesn't matter `
i once told you `
i won't blame you no matter what `
-lauqhs- `
i'm so pissed off with myself riqht now `
screwed my life and all `
can't qet throuqh Boyf `
his dad's confiscated his phone `
i'm seriously screwed `
Boyf's most probably sleepinq aqain `
qet well soon `
awesome huh `
first time in 3 years `
my phone bill's qonna be below $300 `
awesome ;/ `
imma qonna save loads of money now `
only for phone bills `
im qonna prepare riqht now `
& meetup with ExBoyF&ahqonq `
i haven seen ahqonq in awhile ;/ `
must be qrowinq handsomer by th minute `
-drools- `
hahs ;/ `
okays `
shall bloq after im home `
danq ;/ `
cant believe im meetinq him `
so much for unpleasant moods `
Labels: superscrewedlife ; qeez `
so yeah i went down clarkequay ;/ `
was just feelinq so upset `
-siqhs- `
feelinq so suffocated `
MRT-ed down `
went to qet ahqonq's dinner `
took so lonq to make up his mind `
so i qot my sticky -_- `
finally decided what he wanted to eat after awhile `
yayness `
-lauqhs- `
after his dinner ;/ `
we'd nothinq to do `
-lauqhs- `
sat by th river ;/ `
talked and all `
sad sad ;/ `
-siqhs- `
walked around `
went over to lianq court `
needed cash desperately ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
& they went mac -_- `
reason beinq nothinq to do `
so qo and eat `
-siqhs- `
qot super bored ;/ `
but hock was funny la `
th way he eats -_- `
you know shakerfries ;/ `
he put at least 5 packets of salt in `
addinq pepper and all moreover `
-lauqhs- `
& ate it down `
qeez ;/ `
ahqonq tried `
just lookinq at his face `
you can tell how salty it must taste -_- `
looked so constipated `
hahs ;/ `
decided to call kor down pei us ton `
th more th merrier `
-lauqhs- `
he came down from RP `
yayness ;/ `
but he took forever ; obviously `
so we waited for him at PS ;/ `
thus decidinq to qo PL `
pool ;/ `
qeez `
th tables and balls there suck `
-_- `
they don't even polish it ;/ `
and so expensive ;/ `
played one hour ;] `
so stupid `
i teamed with siao ;/ `
i was like so damn fuckinq pathetic -_- `
fanqshui `
finished our session and went out `
saw this shop ;/ `
& what do you do when you see a shop ? `
obviously you patronize it cause nothinq's left to do `
aqreed ? `
LOL `
bullshit `
kor bouqht me pocky -_- `
cause i stood there fuckinq lonq `
couldn't decide what i really wanted `
cause in fact `
i didn't want anythinq at all `
i just wanted to buy somethinq -_- `
qot our stuffs `
& their liqhter collection `
didn't know what to do just then ;/ `
so we walked ;/ `
until we saw 7-11 `
they wanted to qet drinks ;/ `
hock was searchinq for a particular vodka -_- `
and 7-11 doesn't sell it `
what does that show ? `
7-11 _______________ `
-lauqhs- `
after awhile `
qot bored `
what to do ? ; continue walkinq `
reached a 24hour kopitiam `
so we went in ! `
hahahas ;D `
what else is left to do ? `
th chairs were fuckinq zai can `
transparent one ! `
kor qot his supper ;/ `
alot of cars were racinq outside ;/ `
fuckinq noisy but super zai `
lala ;D `
after his supper `
walked around in circles `
;/ thus reachinq pennisula `
oh wow ;/ `
clarke quay to plaza sinq `
plaza sinq to parklane `
park lane to th art museum `
all th way to marina square `
marina to suntec `
all th way to pennisula `
okays `
we were planninq on buqis `
but hahs `
went around in circles `
was way after 12 already `
liqhtinq was scacre `
so had a super hard time lookinq `
so fuckinq ridiculous -_- `
4 people walkinq aimlessly `
okays fine `
settled below pennisula `
-lauqhs- `
kor qot his drinks `
& hock qot this super huqe ciqar `
oh my qod `
seriously fuckinq zai can `
it's way lonqer then an averaqe human palm `
i think Boyf's finqertips to th end of his palm `
just nice ;/ `
LOL `
bloqqer isn't allowinq me to upload photos `
how screwed can that qet -_- `
okays `
slacked just outside 711 `
nothinq else to do anyway `
riqht until 4 plus ;/ `
their friend came & picked them up `
so we continued walkinq ;/ `
we stayed riqht until 6:30 `
hahs `
bus-ed home & slept `
shall bloq later `
was just feelinq so upset `
-siqhs- `
feelinq so suffocated `
MRT-ed down `
went to qet ahqonq's dinner `
took so lonq to make up his mind `
so i qot my sticky -_- `
finally decided what he wanted to eat after awhile `
yayness `
-lauqhs- `
after his dinner ;/ `
we'd nothinq to do `
-lauqhs- `
sat by th river ;/ `
talked and all `
sad sad ;/ `
-siqhs- `
walked around `
went over to lianq court `
needed cash desperately ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
& they went mac -_- `
reason beinq nothinq to do `
so qo and eat `
-siqhs- `
qot super bored ;/ `
but hock was funny la `
th way he eats -_- `
you know shakerfries ;/ `
he put at least 5 packets of salt in `
addinq pepper and all moreover `
-lauqhs- `
& ate it down `
qeez ;/ `
ahqonq tried `
just lookinq at his face `
you can tell how salty it must taste -_- `
looked so constipated `
hahs ;/ `
decided to call kor down pei us ton `
th more th merrier `
-lauqhs- `
he came down from RP `
yayness ;/ `
but he took forever ; obviously `
so we waited for him at PS ;/ `
thus decidinq to qo PL `
pool ;/ `
qeez `
th tables and balls there suck `
-_- `
they don't even polish it ;/ `
and so expensive ;/ `
played one hour ;] `
so stupid `
i teamed with siao ;/ `
i was like so damn fuckinq pathetic -_- `
fanqshui `
finished our session and went out `
saw this shop ;/ `
& what do you do when you see a shop ? `
obviously you patronize it cause nothinq's left to do `
aqreed ? `
LOL `
bullshit `
kor bouqht me pocky -_- `
cause i stood there fuckinq lonq `
couldn't decide what i really wanted `
cause in fact `
i didn't want anythinq at all `
i just wanted to buy somethinq -_- `
qot our stuffs `
& their liqhter collection `
didn't know what to do just then ;/ `
so we walked ;/ `
until we saw 7-11 `
they wanted to qet drinks ;/ `
hock was searchinq for a particular vodka -_- `
and 7-11 doesn't sell it `
what does that show ? `
7-11 _______________ `
-lauqhs- `
after awhile `
qot bored `
what to do ? ; continue walkinq `
reached a 24hour kopitiam `
so we went in ! `
hahahas ;D `
what else is left to do ? `
th chairs were fuckinq zai can `
transparent one ! `
kor qot his supper ;/ `
alot of cars were racinq outside ;/ `
fuckinq noisy but super zai `
lala ;D `
after his supper `
walked around in circles `
;/ thus reachinq pennisula `
oh wow ;/ `
clarke quay to plaza sinq `
plaza sinq to parklane `
park lane to th art museum `
all th way to marina square `
marina to suntec `
all th way to pennisula `
okays `
we were planninq on buqis `
but hahs `
went around in circles `
was way after 12 already `
liqhtinq was scacre `
so had a super hard time lookinq `
so fuckinq ridiculous -_- `
4 people walkinq aimlessly `
okays fine `
settled below pennisula `
-lauqhs- `
kor qot his drinks `
& hock qot this super huqe ciqar `
oh my qod `
seriously fuckinq zai can `
it's way lonqer then an averaqe human palm `
i think Boyf's finqertips to th end of his palm `
just nice ;/ `
LOL `
bloqqer isn't allowinq me to upload photos `
how screwed can that qet -_- `
okays `
slacked just outside 711 `
nothinq else to do anyway `
riqht until 4 plus ;/ `
their friend came & picked them up `
so we continued walkinq ;/ `
we stayed riqht until 6:30 `
hahs `
bus-ed home & slept `
shall bloq later `
Labels: tonninq session ; YAYNESS `
♥ Friday, August 7
okays `
so i went out to meet chanq&yanq `
oh wow `
dont ask why `
i was seriously in a horrendously shit mood `
quilt `
treachery `
& moodless `
and so damn fucked up `
screwed shit life `
;/ `
went down alone `
walked to th crossroad `
usual meetup spots ;/ `
-siqhs- `
chanq was so mean okays `
i was deep in thouqht `
& he came up from behind `
and shouted ;/ `
obviously i screamed riqht `
totally fucked up `
evil person ;/ `
was planninq to walk `
since chanq didn't wanna cab with me `
oh ;/ `
i qave up halfway `
RP is fuckinq far okays `
& it's so dark and all `
hahs ;D `
after half th journey `
& him claiminq he saved $1 for me `
we cabbed down `
-lauqhs- `
went to mac `
met up with yanq `
after i qot my icecream ;/ `
went over to th kiddy area ;/ `
lauqhs `
th kiddy playqround `
obviously `
RP has nothinq else `
suck man `
was so funny ;/ `
i only wanted to play th merry qo round `
hahs ;/ `
yanq th matured just sit there `
qave me th bored face ;/ `
chanq and i were like playinq `
okays `
so much for matured kids ;/ `
they found me childish&noisy `
riqht ? ;D `
obviously la `
they were like persuadinq me to qo lan `
didn't want to `
so sick of th damn computer `
moreover `
they wanted to walk `
qeez `
senqkanq to kovan seh `
what th fuck ;/ `
fine `
i relented after awhile `
what's th point of toninq if its borinq `
so yeah `
walked & walked `
hahs ;/ `
reached houqanqplaza ;/ `
so i decided to detour `
-lauqhs- `
called mei `
and surprisinqly `
she could come down `
so YAYNESS `
we stayed at houqanq `
hahahas ;D `
they decided to continue anyway `
much to my displeasure `
so much for houqanq plaza `
they wanted to lan before my pool session `
fine ;/ `
so me and mei rotted there `
on th hard & cold chairs `
& th place was fuckinq cold okays `
some ton session `
was on th verqe of dozinq `
lack of sleep & all `
after complaininq to mei about them `
& their dota and all `
-lauqhs- `
fine ; whatever `
mei left soon `
she had to qo home & chanqe `
she does qo to school early ;/ `
livinq nearby is awesome `
-lauqhs- `
they finished their dota around 530 ;/ `
asked me if i still wanted to pool `
obvious question huh `
;/ -lauqhs- `
so yeah `
we went home ;/ `
decided to cab home `
seriously couldn't take it `
-lauqhs- `
qave yanq a lift `
droped off at econ's and all `
fuck th midniqht fair `
it was like 5;45AM already `
;/ whatever `
a lil more won't hurt ; just yet `
-siqhs- `
chanq sent me home ;/ `
thanks chanq `
definately appreciated ;] `
rock on man ;D `
slept for one pathetic hour `
had to qo school `
thanks to my mum `
oh wow ;/ `
realized i qot wayne's sore eye `
oh my qod `
fuck -_- `
was tryinq to sleep in school `
durinq th damn assembly ;/ `
they made us stand `
MrLee was tellinq me not to sleep `
kept callinq my name and all ;/ `
tell me lan aqainst th pillar or whatever `
he'd qet a chair and all `
so sweet ; thanks MrLee ;/ `
but i stood anyway `
couldn't accept his offer `
too hiqh ;/ `
hahs `
they let us sit after th damn thinq `
yayness ;/ `
so i slept ;/ `
-siqhs- `
went back to class after awhile `
& continued sleepinq `
-siqhs- `
one hour of sleepinq does brinq joy to one `
;] LOL `
so D&Ted `
science cancelled `
waited for parttimeBoyf to finish `
MrLee was like chasinq me up `
i was sleepy so yeah `
didnt qo up `
would definately qet whined at `
rather sleep at th workshop `
;] stayed there riqht until 6 `
went home `
& continued sleepinq `;/
oh my qod `
my toninq session -_- `
missed it luh `
fuck ;/ `
sorry quys `
couldn't qet throuqh me and all `
put you quys aeroplane `
sorry ;/ `
so i went out to meet chanq&yanq `
oh wow `
dont ask why `
i was seriously in a horrendously shit mood `
quilt `
treachery `
& moodless `
and so damn fucked up `
screwed shit life `
;/ `
went down alone `
walked to th crossroad `
usual meetup spots ;/ `
-siqhs- `
chanq was so mean okays `
i was deep in thouqht `
& he came up from behind `
and shouted ;/ `
obviously i screamed riqht `
totally fucked up `
evil person ;/ `
was planninq to walk `
since chanq didn't wanna cab with me `
oh ;/ `
i qave up halfway `
RP is fuckinq far okays `
& it's so dark and all `
hahs ;D `
after half th journey `
& him claiminq he saved $1 for me `
we cabbed down `
-lauqhs- `
went to mac `
met up with yanq `
after i qot my icecream ;/ `
went over to th kiddy area ;/ `
lauqhs `
th kiddy playqround `
obviously `
RP has nothinq else `
suck man `
was so funny ;/ `
i only wanted to play th merry qo round `
hahs ;/ `
yanq th matured just sit there `
qave me th bored face ;/ `
chanq and i were like playinq `
okays `
so much for matured kids ;/ `
they found me childish&noisy `
riqht ? ;D `
obviously la `
they were like persuadinq me to qo lan `
didn't want to `
so sick of th damn computer `
moreover `
they wanted to walk `
qeez `
senqkanq to kovan seh `
what th fuck ;/ `
fine `
i relented after awhile `
what's th point of toninq if its borinq `
so yeah `
walked & walked `
hahs ;/ `
reached houqanqplaza ;/ `
so i decided to detour `
-lauqhs- `
called mei `
and surprisinqly `
she could come down `
so YAYNESS `
we stayed at houqanq `
hahahas ;D `
they decided to continue anyway `
much to my displeasure `
so much for houqanq plaza `
they wanted to lan before my pool session `
fine ;/ `
so me and mei rotted there `
on th hard & cold chairs `
& th place was fuckinq cold okays `
some ton session `
was on th verqe of dozinq `
lack of sleep & all `
after complaininq to mei about them `
& their dota and all `
-lauqhs- `
fine ; whatever `
mei left soon `
she had to qo home & chanqe `
she does qo to school early ;/ `
livinq nearby is awesome `
-lauqhs- `
they finished their dota around 530 ;/ `
asked me if i still wanted to pool `
obvious question huh `
;/ -lauqhs- `
so yeah `
we went home ;/ `
decided to cab home `
seriously couldn't take it `
-lauqhs- `
qave yanq a lift `
droped off at econ's and all `
fuck th midniqht fair `
it was like 5;45AM already `
;/ whatever `
a lil more won't hurt ; just yet `
-siqhs- `
chanq sent me home ;/ `
thanks chanq `
definately appreciated ;] `
rock on man ;D `
slept for one pathetic hour `
had to qo school `
thanks to my mum `
oh wow ;/ `
realized i qot wayne's sore eye `
oh my qod `
fuck -_- `
was tryinq to sleep in school `
durinq th damn assembly ;/ `
they made us stand `
MrLee was tellinq me not to sleep `
kept callinq my name and all ;/ `
tell me lan aqainst th pillar or whatever `
he'd qet a chair and all `
so sweet ; thanks MrLee ;/ `
but i stood anyway `
couldn't accept his offer `
too hiqh ;/ `
hahs `
they let us sit after th damn thinq `
yayness ;/ `
so i slept ;/ `
-siqhs- `
went back to class after awhile `
& continued sleepinq `
-siqhs- `
one hour of sleepinq does brinq joy to one `
;] LOL `
so D&Ted `
science cancelled `
waited for parttimeBoyf to finish `
MrLee was like chasinq me up `
i was sleepy so yeah `
didnt qo up `
would definately qet whined at `
rather sleep at th workshop `
;] stayed there riqht until 6 `
went home `
& continued sleepinq `;/
oh my qod `
my toninq session -_- `
missed it luh `
fuck ;/ `
sorry quys `
couldn't qet throuqh me and all `
put you quys aeroplane `
sorry ;/ `
Labels: pure sleepinq day `
12:49 `
qonna meet peeps now ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
i'm just so now in th mood `
shall bloq about it tomorrow `
for now `
i'd qo down `
meet these people ;/ `
and smile `
for fun `
qonna meet peeps now ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
i'm just so now in th mood `
shall bloq about it tomorrow `
for now `
i'd qo down `
meet these people ;/ `
and smile `
for fun `
Labels: ciao peopleeeee `
♥ Thursday, August 6
i found this fuckinq funny `
-lauqhs- `
kor said these `
rich people are snobs & stucked up `
i kept lauqhinq `
super funny ;/ `
especially th way he says it `
don't qet me wronq people `
i'm not aiminq you `
nor is he okays `
so don't qet pumped up or whatever `
-lauqhs- `
th next thinq he said was `
rich people are too hyqienic for their own qood `
-_- `
this was hilarious `
especially his shortscene on rich people `
th way he acted `
so real & funny `
nearly fell off th chair `
okays `
next thinq he said `
he thinks that 16 years old's are suaku `
th funniest of all `
he was actinq like a 16yr old qirl `
& pokinq with his finqer `
askinq damn redundant questions `
this was fuckinqly lauqhable `
somethinq i overlooked `
& i'm not even 16 `
how queer ! `
-lauqhs- `
& he said somethinq mean to me `
he said he'd suffer from asthma too if he was my Boyf `
super mean huh `
;/ said alot `
but yeah `
thanks kor `
for cheerinq me up `
& not qivinq up on me and all `
-lauqhs- `
beinq there and all `
thanks <3 `
schooled ;/ `
after school `
was planninq to qo home for a lil while `
saw wayne chan `
hahas ;D `
draqqed him to slack `
& my complain sessions and all `
hahas ;] `
he's just so amusinq `
told us about his sore eye `
& th spreader `
irresponsible and all `
i quess it's obvious who spread it `
he described his process of qettinq it `
we found it fuckinq funny `
so ridiculous `
& horrendously disqustinq okays `
i did NOT know `
hahs `
so yeah `
went up about 5 plus `
just had to sleep more ;/ `
& went back to D&T after that `
she draqqed me back anyway `
& i watched her finished her artefact aqain `
went home soonafter `
wayne chan was outside `
told us he'd be ponninq school tomorrow `
for that sore eye `
-_- `
im not wishinq i had it you know `
-lauqhs- `
we walked th usual route `
saw this GUY `
who was wearinq totally red `
& had seriously lonq white hair `
he was standinq pretty still `
& i qot freaked out okays `
i was like ohmyqodwhatthfuck `
i thouqht it was pontianak you know `
wayne kept lauqhinq `
mean person `
still dare lauqh `
as we qot closer `
we realized it was a quy `
how stupid `
wayne was tryinq to muffle his lauqhter `
after we passed th quy `
he burst out lauqhinq `
i was like "=_=" `
so mean okays `
its scary okays `
moreover it was 9 plus into th niqht `
a wonder wayne was there `
or i'd be starinq much lonqer ;/ `
hahs `
so embarrassinq `
went home ;/ `
planned to do revision and all `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks for qivinq up on me `
i know i suck ; seriously `
but qivinq up on me `
it's not like i wanted to `
i know you're pretty stressed up and all `
but think about it okays `
i wasn't doinq what you said i was `
& it's not only for it that i do it `
i do it for most `
o lvls doesn't just consist of that `
i know okays `
i know you're pretty mad and all `
don't draq others down `
qive up on me ; fine `
don't qive up on others `
it's not fair `
seriously `
& don't qive th excuse `
i say fuck too much okays `
don't murder all th piqs `
just cause one piq has swine flu `
okays bad example -_- `
Boyf would find this funny ; most probably `
doesn't even make sense `
but i can't think of anythinq else `
i don't know why you're so offended `
i know you were dissappointed already `
it's not like i'm not tryinq riqht `
i know i suck `
iqnore me from now on `
i'd just study on my own `
don't worry `
know what `
you're worryinq th others `
they wonder why you're actinq weirdly `
you weren't like this before `
but it's because of me riqht `
cause i offended you `
Sorry if i did `
but it's not like you don't know me `
such words are of minor meaninqs to me `
-lauqhs- `
kor said these `
rich people are snobs & stucked up `
i kept lauqhinq `
super funny ;/ `
especially th way he says it `
don't qet me wronq people `
i'm not aiminq you `
nor is he okays `
so don't qet pumped up or whatever `
-lauqhs- `
th next thinq he said was `
rich people are too hyqienic for their own qood `
-_- `
this was hilarious `
especially his shortscene on rich people `
th way he acted `
so real & funny `
nearly fell off th chair `
okays `
next thinq he said `
he thinks that 16 years old's are suaku `
th funniest of all `
he was actinq like a 16yr old qirl `
& pokinq with his finqer `
askinq damn redundant questions `
this was fuckinqly lauqhable `
somethinq i overlooked `
& i'm not even 16 `
how queer ! `
-lauqhs- `
& he said somethinq mean to me `
he said he'd suffer from asthma too if he was my Boyf `
super mean huh `
;/ said alot `
but yeah `
thanks kor `
for cheerinq me up `
& not qivinq up on me and all `
-lauqhs- `
beinq there and all `
thanks <3 `
schooled ;/ `
after school `
was planninq to qo home for a lil while `
saw wayne chan `
hahas ;D `
draqqed him to slack `
& my complain sessions and all `
hahas ;] `
he's just so amusinq `
told us about his sore eye `
& th spreader `
irresponsible and all `
i quess it's obvious who spread it `
he described his process of qettinq it `
we found it fuckinq funny `
so ridiculous `
& horrendously disqustinq okays `
i did NOT know `
hahs `
so yeah `
went up about 5 plus `
just had to sleep more ;/ `
& went back to D&T after that `
she draqqed me back anyway `
& i watched her finished her artefact aqain `
went home soonafter `
wayne chan was outside `
told us he'd be ponninq school tomorrow `
for that sore eye `
-_- `
im not wishinq i had it you know `
-lauqhs- `
we walked th usual route `
saw this GUY `
who was wearinq totally red `
& had seriously lonq white hair `
he was standinq pretty still `
& i qot freaked out okays `
i was like ohmyqodwhatthfuck `
i thouqht it was pontianak you know `
wayne kept lauqhinq `
mean person `
still dare lauqh `
as we qot closer `
we realized it was a quy `
how stupid `
wayne was tryinq to muffle his lauqhter `
after we passed th quy `
he burst out lauqhinq `
i was like "=_=" `
so mean okays `
its scary okays `
moreover it was 9 plus into th niqht `
a wonder wayne was there `
or i'd be starinq much lonqer ;/ `
hahs `
so embarrassinq `
went home ;/ `
planned to do revision and all `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks for qivinq up on me `
i know i suck ; seriously `
but qivinq up on me `
it's not like i wanted to `
i know you're pretty stressed up and all `
but think about it okays `
i wasn't doinq what you said i was `
& it's not only for it that i do it `
i do it for most `
o lvls doesn't just consist of that `
i know okays `
i know you're pretty mad and all `
don't draq others down `
qive up on me ; fine `
don't qive up on others `
it's not fair `
seriously `
& don't qive th excuse `
i say fuck too much okays `
don't murder all th piqs `
just cause one piq has swine flu `
okays bad example -_- `
Boyf would find this funny ; most probably `
doesn't even make sense `
but i can't think of anythinq else `
i don't know why you're so offended `
i know you were dissappointed already `
it's not like i'm not tryinq riqht `
i know i suck `
iqnore me from now on `
i'd just study on my own `
don't worry `
know what `
you're worryinq th others `
they wonder why you're actinq weirdly `
you weren't like this before `
but it's because of me riqht `
cause i offended you `
Sorry if i did `
but it's not like you don't know me `
such words are of minor meaninqs to me `
Labels: Thanks for qivinq up on me ; seriously ;] `
♥ Wednesday, August 5
fucked up day `
screwed and all `
pretty short ;/ `
finished all th lessons `
MrYoqa didn't come `
free lesson ;/ `
finished up with physics and all `
i revised okays `
lunched with nuer -_- `
i didn't end it okays ;/ `
still qoinq on `
went home `
PartTimeBoyf sent me home `
oh wow ;/ `
now i'm th lady `
& you're th man `
oh my qod ;O `
today's yellow ;/ `
ask PTBF why `
yellow's sweet `
i like yellow ties on blue Us `
don you ? `
hahs ;/ `
iqnore me i'm qoinq crazy `
reached home `
& continued studyinq okays `
i did NOT play th whole day `
merely on msn `
loqin facebook to let RC run `
& plurk ;/ `
so th karma wont drop lor `
& brouqht my texts `
notes `
& TYS-es `
i'm so qonna try at least 5 year's papers `
i slept for awhile ;/ `
lauqhs `
and came back to study okays `
qot so fucked up ;/ `
complained to Boyf and all `
;/ Thanks darlinq `
for listeninq to my utmost bullshits `
doesn't make sense to complain now `
qot scolded ;/ `
-siqhs- `
thank qod i finished D&T `
oh wow ;/ `
fuck up `
i seriously qot pissed off okays `
i wasn't playinq okays `
-_- `
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thanks Janine `
for always listeninq to me and all `
i seem a pain `
;/ thanks for your words of concern `
of understandinq `
and beinq so patient with me `
& Thanks Josephkor `
for tryinq to cheerme up `
i'd love to MC til O lvls end `
but that really turns ppl off ;/ `
i mean th cause `
lauqhs `
thanks for hearinq me out too `
sweet of you `
ITE welcomes me riqht ? `
thanks kor ;] `
& DanielKor `
for your concern THANKS ;] `
-lauqhs- `
&PartTimeBoyf `
for beinq so nice ;/ `
but i still suck okays `
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45 days more until i see you aqain `
& i'd count down `
strike th days off one by one `
awaitinq th day `
-lauqhs- `
seems a lonq time `
but let it pass ;/ `
it'd come eventually `
thanks Boyf `
full time Boyf `
for listeninq `
understandinq `
& your support `
it's really fuckinq appreciated `
everythinq you've done `
even if you can't do much `
i know you've tried hard `
too hard in fact `
you need rest ;/ `
who's qonna support me when you're sick ? `
don't tell me isaac kor ;/ `
or jimmy kor ;/ `
or some other person or so whatever `
you know it deep down `
i only want you ;/ `
i'm so petty huh `
yeah sure ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
so you must qet enouqh rest `
& hear me whine `
& complain `
-_- `
oh wow `
-lauqhs- `
i love th way you dont force me `
th way you try even thouqh you cmi `
LOL ;/ `
thanks darlinq `
for everythinq you've done `
since th day i met you `
for tryinq to entertain me and all ;/ `
qeez i still remember ;/ `
first outinq ;/ `
qod knows why i attended `
didn't want to you know `
hahs ;/ `
fate ; perhaps `
yet perhaps not ;/ `
nah i don't care `
th present's th most important `
don't you aqree `
jiayous on your BM `
-lauqhs- `
you'd make it `
& i'd try my best despite how much i suck `
;/ thanks `
for everythinq `
for th past few months `
screwed and all `
pretty short ;/ `
finished all th lessons `
MrYoqa didn't come `
free lesson ;/ `
finished up with physics and all `
i revised okays `
lunched with nuer -_- `
i didn't end it okays ;/ `
still qoinq on `
went home `
PartTimeBoyf sent me home `
oh wow ;/ `
now i'm th lady `
& you're th man `
oh my qod ;O `
today's yellow ;/ `
ask PTBF why `
yellow's sweet `
i like yellow ties on blue Us `
don you ? `
hahs ;/ `
iqnore me i'm qoinq crazy `
reached home `
& continued studyinq okays `
i did NOT play th whole day `
merely on msn `
loqin facebook to let RC run `
& plurk ;/ `
so th karma wont drop lor `
& brouqht my texts `
notes `
& TYS-es `
i'm so qonna try at least 5 year's papers `
i slept for awhile ;/ `
lauqhs `
and came back to study okays `
qot so fucked up ;/ `
complained to Boyf and all `
;/ Thanks darlinq `
for listeninq to my utmost bullshits `
doesn't make sense to complain now `
qot scolded ;/ `
-siqhs- `
thank qod i finished D&T `
oh wow ;/ `
fuck up `
i seriously qot pissed off okays `
i wasn't playinq okays `
-_- `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks Janine `
for always listeninq to me and all `
i seem a pain `
;/ thanks for your words of concern `
of understandinq `
and beinq so patient with me `
& Thanks Josephkor `
for tryinq to cheerme up `
i'd love to MC til O lvls end `
but that really turns ppl off ;/ `
i mean th cause `
lauqhs `
thanks for hearinq me out too `
sweet of you `
ITE welcomes me riqht ? `
thanks kor ;] `
& DanielKor `
for your concern THANKS ;] `
-lauqhs- `
&PartTimeBoyf `
for beinq so nice ;/ `
but i still suck okays `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
45 days more until i see you aqain `
& i'd count down `
strike th days off one by one `
awaitinq th day `
-lauqhs- `
seems a lonq time `
but let it pass ;/ `
it'd come eventually `
thanks Boyf `
full time Boyf `
for listeninq `
understandinq `
& your support `
it's really fuckinq appreciated `
everythinq you've done `
even if you can't do much `
i know you've tried hard `
too hard in fact `
you need rest ;/ `
who's qonna support me when you're sick ? `
don't tell me isaac kor ;/ `
or jimmy kor ;/ `
or some other person or so whatever `
you know it deep down `
i only want you ;/ `
i'm so petty huh `
yeah sure ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
so you must qet enouqh rest `
& hear me whine `
& complain `
-_- `
oh wow `
-lauqhs- `
i love th way you dont force me `
th way you try even thouqh you cmi `
LOL ;/ `
thanks darlinq `
for everythinq you've done `
since th day i met you `
for tryinq to entertain me and all ;/ `
qeez i still remember ;/ `
first outinq ;/ `
qod knows why i attended `
didn't want to you know `
hahs ;/ `
fate ; perhaps `
yet perhaps not ;/ `
nah i don't care `
th present's th most important `
don't you aqree `
jiayous on your BM `
-lauqhs- `
you'd make it `
& i'd try my best despite how much i suck `
;/ thanks `
for everythinq `
for th past few months `
Labels: 45 days ; and i'd strike th days off one by one `
♥ Monday, August 3
-lauqhs- `
monday `
don't bother quessinq `
i was riqht `
i'm so qonna flunk that paper `
but i don't qive a fuck still `
slept throuqh half th lessons today ;/ `
really can't take any more `
brain damaqed already `
-lauqhs- `
know Boyf `
sorry about that day `
made you panic and all `
doesn't make me qlad or what `
just fuckinq upset `
i suck ; seriously `
today `
i was just SMSinq isaackor `
;/ heard about your conditions and all `
sorry darlinq ;/ `
all my fault `
-siqhs- `
you wouldn't have suffered `
help me thank he would ya `
for updatinq me and all `
heard you were screaminq my name ;/ `
shockinqly ; in your sleep `
tell me about them `
this is like so "ohwow" interestinq `
-lauqhs- `
alriqhts ;/ `
takecares 0kay `
call me when you're feelinq better `
don't blame him from not lettinq you call `
for your own qood sticky ;/ `
monday `
don't bother quessinq `
i was riqht `
i'm so qonna flunk that paper `
but i don't qive a fuck still `
slept throuqh half th lessons today ;/ `
really can't take any more `
brain damaqed already `
-lauqhs- `
know Boyf `
sorry about that day `
made you panic and all `
doesn't make me qlad or what `
just fuckinq upset `
i suck ; seriously `
today `
i was just SMSinq isaackor `
;/ heard about your conditions and all `
sorry darlinq ;/ `
all my fault `
-siqhs- `
you wouldn't have suffered `
help me thank he would ya `
for updatinq me and all `
heard you were screaminq my name ;/ `
shockinqly ; in your sleep `
tell me about them `
this is like so "ohwow" interestinq `
-lauqhs- `
alriqhts ;/ `
takecares 0kay `
call me when you're feelinq better `
don't blame him from not lettinq you call `
for your own qood sticky ;/ `
Labels: -lauqhs- flunkeddddddd `
♥ Sunday, August 2
saturday `
qer&daddiie jioed me out `
seriously felt like sleepinq ;/ `
but yeah `
since qer hardly qoes out with us ;/ `
i went `
-siqhs- `
quess where we metup `
yeah ; binqo `
GL `
hahs ;/ `
they were like audi-inq when i reached `
oh wow `
so amazinq -_- `
qo there just to audi `
oh wowowowow `
realized Erzi was there too `
audi-ed riqht until 8 ;/ `
-siqhs- `
decided to qo CP `
-lauqhs- `
we crossed th road when Erzi said somethinq `
didn't catch thus walkinq back to GL `
like oh wow `
-_- `
decided to call honeh out `
yes Boyf `
your rambutan ;/ `
why don't you be sticky then ? `
hahs ;/ `
okays honeh was kind `
he decided to come too ;] `
joyjoyjoyjoy ~ `
;] `
more company `
went to CP `
walked around `
;/ qod knows why `
it has been years since i last visited `
old place ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
qer wanted her arnoldchicken -_- `
oh wow `
honeh arrived super soon ;/ `
happiness `
walked up and down `
;/ qod knows why `
just followed th crowd `
they went all th way up `
and diao th toy -_- `
-lauqhs- `
oh well ;/ `
went back to GL `
nothinq else to do `
sunday ;/ `
borinq shitty sunday `
fuck it ;/ `
pool-ed ;/ `
what'd you expect `
when its GL its either pool `
or LAN `
or just K-inq `
which is equally borinq ;/ `
so yeah `
opt for pool ;/ `
know `
we played 2-a-side team `
;/ th team with xun `
won every round `
we did mix and match okays `
still won with him around `
then qer asked `
xun wearinq red thonqs izzit ;/ `
lauqhs `
funny `
-siqhs- `
th funniest ;/ `
i teamed up with daddiie `
then honeh hit th black ball in `
GO `
we won ;/ `
shockinq huh `
daddiie's a lucky charm `
-lauqhs- `
went off near 11 `
as predicted `
reached home at 12 ;/ `
straiqht on th dot `
-siqhs- `
i hate sundays `
tirinq , hopeless sundays `
& th fuckinq Amath exam tomorrow `
i'm so qonna flunk `
but i don qive a damn `
so much for wastinq my time `
1year 7 months of Amath `
if i qet below 30% `
i'm so qonna drop `
;/ `
qer&daddiie jioed me out `
seriously felt like sleepinq ;/ `
but yeah `
since qer hardly qoes out with us ;/ `
i went `
-siqhs- `
quess where we metup `
yeah ; binqo `
GL `
hahs ;/ `
they were like audi-inq when i reached `
oh wow `
so amazinq -_- `
qo there just to audi `
oh wowowowow `
realized Erzi was there too `
audi-ed riqht until 8 ;/ `
-siqhs- `
decided to qo CP `
-lauqhs- `
we crossed th road when Erzi said somethinq `
didn't catch thus walkinq back to GL `
like oh wow `
-_- `
decided to call honeh out `
yes Boyf `
your rambutan ;/ `
why don't you be sticky then ? `
hahs ;/ `
okays honeh was kind `
he decided to come too ;] `
joyjoyjoyjoy ~ `
;] `
more company `
went to CP `
walked around `
;/ qod knows why `
it has been years since i last visited `
old place ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
qer wanted her arnoldchicken -_- `
oh wow `
honeh arrived super soon ;/ `
happiness `
walked up and down `
;/ qod knows why `
just followed th crowd `
they went all th way up `
and diao th toy -_- `
-lauqhs- `
oh well ;/ `
went back to GL `
nothinq else to do `
sunday ;/ `
borinq shitty sunday `
fuck it ;/ `
pool-ed ;/ `
what'd you expect `
when its GL its either pool `
or LAN `
or just K-inq `
which is equally borinq ;/ `
so yeah `
opt for pool ;/ `
know `
we played 2-a-side team `
;/ th team with xun `
won every round `
we did mix and match okays `
still won with him around `
then qer asked `
xun wearinq red thonqs izzit ;/ `
lauqhs `
funny `
-siqhs- `
th funniest ;/ `
i teamed up with daddiie `
then honeh hit th black ball in `
GO `
we won ;/ `
shockinq huh `
daddiie's a lucky charm `
-lauqhs- `
went off near 11 `
as predicted `
reached home at 12 ;/ `
straiqht on th dot `
-siqhs- `
i hate sundays `
tirinq , hopeless sundays `
& th fuckinq Amath exam tomorrow `
i'm so qonna flunk `
but i don qive a damn `
so much for wastinq my time `
1year 7 months of Amath `
if i qet below 30% `
i'm so qonna drop `
;/ `
Labels: sunday sunday ` borinq shitty sunday `
♥ Saturday, August 1
currently eatinq icecream `
well `
not really `
thinkinq alot just lately `
th icecream's melted `
-lauqhs- `
i'm just thinkinq about last weekend `
icecream `
-siqhs- `
just so tired
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replies to ♥Boyf `
it's not that i wanna be cold to you or what ;/ `
sorry if you feel that way `
perhaps you don't know `
but i'd tell you anyway `
maybe weird's th word `
just thinkinq about last saturday `
it fuckinq hurts `
just thinkinq about it `
sayinq this sounds fuckinq stupid `
and it doesn't make sense at all `
i know i'm beinq all bitchy and all `
but talkinq to you just reminds me so much `
-siqhs- `
2 months `
that's fuckinq lonq `
qeez ;/ `
sometimes i'd just sit here `
& think & think & think `
it hurts so fuckinq much `
knowinq you wont be there `
for 2 months `
-siqhs- `
ps `
not everyone understands that feelinq `
people'd say i'm dumb and all `
they'd be like `
how weird can i qet and all `
so i'd just shut th fuck up `
or talk to PartTime Boyf `
cause only she understands ;/ `
i know you cant defy your parents `
like most kids out there `
aint it not ;/ `
i don't blame you `
i've never did `
what for `
blaminq you won't make your parents dissappear `
i know `
it's common & understandable `
i know you sacrificed alot for me already `
what's with takinq MC to pei me and all ;/ `
-siqhs- `
qettinq your parents mad `
rushinq back and forth `
all for my fuckinq sake `
thanks Boyf <3 `
it's not that i don want to talk to you `
it just reminds me you aren't here riqht now `
-siqhs- `
just tryinq to forqet that fact `
-lauqhs- `
reality set in just riqht after you left `
-lauqhs- `
makes me realize how much i took you for qranted `
th past & before `
not now ;/ `
but my chance is over `
next chance's like 2months away `
-lauqhs- `
and it's not your fault `
i'm dyinq to finish up everythinq `
incomplete works and all `
sorry i've hurt you `
i know i suck `
seriously ; i do `
i've never meant it that way `
i think it's awesome we don't fiqht already `
like "ohwowshockinqlyamazinq" `
don't think too much `
nothinq chanqed my views of you `
i'm just beinq quiet lately `
you did nothinq wronq `
everythinq riqht `
perfect Boyf and all `
i know you don't want me to be upset `
i'm upset ;/ `
but it's not your fault `
like my previous post `
i already said `
life aint about choices ;/ `
it's a forced thinq `
no one's to be blamed `
do take care of yourself ;/ `
i know it's touqh over there `
sorry i can't do anythinq `
makes me feel fuckinq worse `
do update me on your blood test `
don't hide from me anythinq okays `
i'd find out eventually ;/ `
like your "surprise" which i found out `
which was like days after you planned `
-lauqhs- `
it's cute ; th way you do it `
but i'd find out `
-siqhs- `
i don't need to take care of myself `
what's meant to be will be `
i won't die ;/ `
that soon `
-lauqhs- `
♥Boyf ; i love you too `
what's th point of sayinq it `
all that matters is you know it `
ain't it not ;/ `
well `
not really `
thinkinq alot just lately `
th icecream's melted `
-lauqhs- `
i'm just thinkinq about last weekend `
icecream `
-siqhs- `
just so tired
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replies to ♥Boyf `
it's not that i wanna be cold to you or what ;/ `
sorry if you feel that way `
perhaps you don't know `
but i'd tell you anyway `
maybe weird's th word `
just thinkinq about last saturday `
it fuckinq hurts `
just thinkinq about it `
sayinq this sounds fuckinq stupid `
and it doesn't make sense at all `
i know i'm beinq all bitchy and all `
but talkinq to you just reminds me so much `
-siqhs- `
2 months `
that's fuckinq lonq `
qeez ;/ `
sometimes i'd just sit here `
& think & think & think `
it hurts so fuckinq much `
knowinq you wont be there `
for 2 months `
-siqhs- `
ps `
not everyone understands that feelinq `
people'd say i'm dumb and all `
they'd be like `
how weird can i qet and all `
so i'd just shut th fuck up `
or talk to PartTime Boyf `
cause only she understands ;/ `
i know you cant defy your parents `
like most kids out there `
aint it not ;/ `
i don't blame you `
i've never did `
what for `
blaminq you won't make your parents dissappear `
i know `
it's common & understandable `
i know you sacrificed alot for me already `
what's with takinq MC to pei me and all ;/ `
-siqhs- `
qettinq your parents mad `
rushinq back and forth `
all for my fuckinq sake `
thanks Boyf <3 `
it's not that i don want to talk to you `
it just reminds me you aren't here riqht now `
-siqhs- `
just tryinq to forqet that fact `
-lauqhs- `
reality set in just riqht after you left `
-lauqhs- `
makes me realize how much i took you for qranted `
th past & before `
not now ;/ `
but my chance is over `
next chance's like 2months away `
-lauqhs- `
and it's not your fault `
i'm dyinq to finish up everythinq `
incomplete works and all `
sorry i've hurt you `
i know i suck `
seriously ; i do `
i've never meant it that way `
i think it's awesome we don't fiqht already `
like "ohwowshockinqlyamazinq" `
don't think too much `
nothinq chanqed my views of you `
i'm just beinq quiet lately `
you did nothinq wronq `
everythinq riqht `
perfect Boyf and all `
i know you don't want me to be upset `
i'm upset ;/ `
but it's not your fault `
like my previous post `
i already said `
life aint about choices ;/ `
it's a forced thinq `
no one's to be blamed `
do take care of yourself ;/ `
i know it's touqh over there `
sorry i can't do anythinq `
makes me feel fuckinq worse `
do update me on your blood test `
don't hide from me anythinq okays `
i'd find out eventually ;/ `
like your "surprise" which i found out `
which was like days after you planned `
-lauqhs- `
it's cute ; th way you do it `
but i'd find out `
-siqhs- `
i don't need to take care of myself `
what's meant to be will be `
i won't die ;/ `
that soon `
-lauqhs- `
♥Boyf ; i love you too `
what's th point of sayinq it `
all that matters is you know it `
ain't it not ;/ `
Labels: i ♥ you still ; really do `
