♥ Monday, May 30
he called, & i cried
♥ Wednesday, May 18
Wednesday `
i quess i'm only focusinq on Italian `
fuck Environment Technoloqy `
i missed 80% of lectures, bound to fail `
but i stayed up in school today, attemptinq t do someth `
at least i made an effort riqht `
qrandpa, cheemenq & bro picked me after school `
had Rocher since Seleqie closed `
& roundinqs for a bit `
metup w Nova for a lil while `
really fuckedup , qot screened twice `
& bro was in a hellbad mood toniqht `
lost a pack of ciqarettes `
i quess it was a fucked up niqht `
- i love your honesty - `
♥ Tuesday, May 17
i went t school today, surprisinqly `
i didn't know there were lessons aqain `
siqned attendance & cut class `
had italian & over to Boyf's home `
thankqod i brouqht my stuffs over `
studied a lil italian & off t bed with Boyf `
woke up late & continued my studies `
Boyf qot bored & started on his PSP `
stayed until eleven `
cabbed home & off t meet th quys `
they were sprawled on th table by th time i reached `
slacked for a lil while & home `
- i love th way you huq me t bed at niqht - `
♥ Friday, May 13
Happy Birthday Ben ! (;
thanks for everythinq `
hope you enjoyed today `
♥ Monday, May 9
supposed to have a breakfast appointment at 11 `
& i overslept for it, funnymuch `
everyone arrived on time, with th exception of awesome lori `
so i reached about 12-1, i wanted starbucks `
but since th quys had class at 3, we had lunch `
we went swensons, i'm so qoinq to swensons ! `
so we went over, & i ordered too much `
& th quys finished everyth up much t my deliqht `
went t school after lunch `
i didn't know there was lessons today `
i read th entire timetable wronq `
i was readinq week 2 , it's week 3 already `
& i thouqht there wasn't italian either `
so i slowly walked, until i reached th quys classrooms `
& saw liqhts on, in my class `
finished work, and back to italian `
took a biq round & back to senqkanq `
havinq an italian test tomorrow `
i dont think i'd be so lucky this time ;/ `
- #92 , i miss you my dear ♥ -
♥ Sunday, May 8
eiqhth may two-oh-one-one `
worked til 8, & th quys were supposed to pick me up `
qrabbed 5cups of koi & picked my bro up `
before qoinq for Matt, he's qot to book in today `
but he said he'd qo for dinner w me (; `
qrandpa's always th earliest, despite knowinq me for 3years `
everyone knows i'm never early, but qrandpa's never late either `
went over to some weird place near neesun `
had dinner & sent Matt back to camp `
went back to batok cause qrandpa has school later `
poor lil brother had a major headache & i qot him some panadol `
he felt better, & i fell asleep all th way to qeylanq `
& even after they stopped, i continued sleepinq `
riqht until we were back to senqkanq `
& there was this fuckinq roadblock, did i wake up `
" suspicious " or whatever, qod knows why `
they sent me home ;( cause i had school th next day `
unfair much, they went to pasiris for fishporridqe `
i wanted to qo but i already KO-ed `
so i went home & fell asleep an hour later `
- we'd be throuqh our 11th month anniversary `
our 1 year & 3months toqether, if we didn't break up ♥ -
♥ Saturday, May 7
Happy 3rd Monthsary Dearest Boyf `
had a rather tirinq day today at work `was at tamp watsons, stressful much `
wasn't able to sell alot, but as compared as without promoter `
i think th amount of tubes i sold today was acceptable `
went home, bathed & chanqe, excited much `
Boyf's meetinq me toniqht, it's saturday niqht `
we went for dinner, despite th elections `
Boyf's been so excited about th elections `
well, almost all th quys i know, are super into elections `
to me, it's just a waste of time, PAP's qonna win most of em `
so what's th point of everythinq `
went over to Juronq & someone saw me on th way `
up to Boyf's house while he watched th elections `
we went over to Holland Villaqe for dinner `
as usual, my pathetic habit of orderinq too much `
had ciders & a platter of all th fried stuffs `
i ate a hell lot, well it's okay, since i didn't have breakfast nor lunch `
couldn't finish & Boyf asked if i wanted to spend th niqht w him `
sweet to th max, but i have to work th next day `
but i spent th niqht with Boyf anyway `
i miss him so much, probably th only reason why i'm still here `
it pains me to know so much has chanqed `
& everythinq leads down to me, all my fault ); `
- day #89 i love you -
♥ Tuesday, May 3
went t school earlier then usual today `
supposed to be there by 9 `
but i reached about 2 `
couldn't wakeup anyway `
went straiqht to autocad lab `
did some nonsense sketch and down to cyber w Nova `
had abit of nonsense & up t Rosli's `
spent 2 hours outside w Ben cause i didn't finish my work `
listeninq to his, " Hi my name is Ebenezer " continuously `
funnymuch, i qot irritated cause he kept repeatinq `
but it was hilarious still, watchinq him rush throuqh his presentation `
dinner w Jiamin & saw Chanty ! `
i didn't recoqnize him, cause he cut his hair `
-lauqhs- he looked qood in his new hairstyle `
bumped into him halfway & had a ciqbreak toqether (; `
it's been about 6 months since i last saw him `
he claims he saw me at buqis, but i don't remember `
aha, he said he tapped me on th shoulder but i iqnored him `
back to Ricardo's; Italian's really touqh `
i think i'm qonna fail this shit, pray not but thinqs happen anyway `
well, so we had this plan to qo opposite for dinner `
& back to school for autocad `
but, by th time we came back, our cards wouldnt qet throuqh `
sway max, so we went home `
& here i am, procrastinatinq `
-lauqhs- , webcamminq away my hours of work (; `
awesome lori doesnt think she's qonna pass toiletdesiqninq this time `
oh well, qonna qo out naoz then `
