♥ Thursday, July 31
nothinq much to say `
i prefer keepinq some comments to myself `
if i say somethinq more `
perhaps the consequences would be harsher `
but i must say some`
life is indeed about choices `
if you choose to leave `
no one can stop you `
it's not that no one will stop you `
but its because `
no one can stop you `
perhaps i didn't hear half of what you said `
perhaps i didn't understand `
but i did hear you riqht `
you said you left on that day `
do you reqret ? i think you don't `
lauqhs ` but i do reqret some thinqs `
i shouldn't elaborate ` why should i ? `
it's over ain't it ` !
hahs ` wadever -_- `
qrow up boy `
why help other's if you can't help yourself `
you said you'll stop helpinq other's `
qood for you ` -_-
don stand in the dark when there's liqht elsewher `
don't smile for other's happiness `
don't wait for the false hope `
cus it'll never come `
someone will help if you believe `
but do you ? no `
don entertain liars if you dont want to `
runninq away doesn't solve problems `
only throuqh hurt will we learn `
but it's still about choices `
why bother lockinq yourself deep inside `
your just wastinq your time -_- `
qet out ` with or without help `
you have to qet out `
be independant `
i'll most prob q0 back to the last yr me `
if you peepz noe wad i mean larhs _I_
lauqhs ` how bout eu ` hab eu chanqed ? eu chanqe b4 i d0 ` !
i prefer keepinq some comments to myself `
if i say somethinq more `
perhaps the consequences would be harsher `
but i must say some`
life is indeed about choices `
if you choose to leave `
no one can stop you `
it's not that no one will stop you `
but its because `
no one can stop you `
perhaps i didn't hear half of what you said `
perhaps i didn't understand `
but i did hear you riqht `
you said you left on that day `
do you reqret ? i think you don't `
lauqhs ` but i do reqret some thinqs `
i shouldn't elaborate ` why should i ? `
it's over ain't it ` !
hahs ` wadever -_- `
qrow up boy `
why help other's if you can't help yourself `
you said you'll stop helpinq other's `
qood for you ` -_-
don stand in the dark when there's liqht elsewher `
don't smile for other's happiness `
don't wait for the false hope `
cus it'll never come `
someone will help if you believe `
but do you ? no `
don entertain liars if you dont want to `
runninq away doesn't solve problems `
only throuqh hurt will we learn `
but it's still about choices `
why bother lockinq yourself deep inside `
your just wastinq your time -_- `
qet out ` with or without help `
you have to qet out `
be independant `
i'll most prob q0 back to the last yr me `
if you peepz noe wad i mean larhs _I_
lauqhs ` how bout eu ` hab eu chanqed ? eu chanqe b4 i d0 ` !
Labels: it's never too late `
♥ Tuesday, July 29
像我所答应的`
我会用华文来写`
哈哈`
我真的好累哦`
只能在这等我的死期到`
咳`
我真得很没有用`
想了这么久`
还不知写什么`
算了`
等到我想到东西写才写
就写到这`
老婆`
真得很想你`
命中真苦。
我会用华文来写`
哈哈`
我真的好累哦`
只能在这等我的死期到`
咳`
我真得很没有用`
想了这么久`
还不知写什么`
算了`
等到我想到东西写才写
就写到这`
老婆`
真得很想你`
命中真苦。
Labels: 笨蛋`
crapshitday `
lauqhs `
darn tired ` sleepy `
flunked ST's `
had E maths retest `
quess i'll flunk it aqain `
and Chinese test `
think i'll flunk tht tuhh `
T__T hais `
dhen finally release luhh `
after 1 h0ur qib JIAMIN come -_- `
lauqhs `
came with xiaOGWEN `
& huimin `
dhey were stalkinq 0thers -_- `
after tht `
c0me find me `
darn funny `
she th0uqht i lived 14 floOr ` !
LAUGHs SSSSSTM `
crapped til 6 + `
planned s0me shit's `
q0 BBQ -_- ? `
ECP ? ` ! -_-
SS ? -___- ` !
lame huh nbm fun jiu ha0 wadeva `
and dhey went ` YAY !
buddhen h0r -_-
dhey sae h0r `
wan tuh q0 stalk m0re ppl `
-_- tel me stalk ppl `
ZZZ `
okae my lamest post ever ` !
lauqhs `
darn tired ` sleepy `
flunked ST's `
had E maths retest `
quess i'll flunk it aqain `
and Chinese test `
think i'll flunk tht tuhh `
T__T hais `
dhen finally release luhh `
after 1 h0ur qib JIAMIN come -_- `
lauqhs `
came with xiaOGWEN `
& huimin `
dhey were stalkinq 0thers -_- `
after tht `
c0me find me `
darn funny `
she th0uqht i lived 14 floOr ` !
LAUGHs SSSSSTM `
crapped til 6 + `
planned s0me shit's `
q0 BBQ -_- ? `
ECP ? ` ! -_-
SS ? -___- ` !
lame huh nbm fun jiu ha0 wadeva `
and dhey went ` YAY !
buddhen h0r -_-
dhey sae h0r `
wan tuh q0 stalk m0re ppl `
-_- tel me stalk ppl `
ZZZ `
okae my lamest post ever ` !
Labels: lamest pOst ever `
♥ Sunday, July 27
sundae ` !
LAUGHs ` !
morniinqq ` -__- `
q0rt ready fer CIP ` !
went with RACHEL ` =D `
lunched 0ut at LJS ` -_______- `
i didnt think ppl wud q0 fer dhe CIP `
but hab a few ` surprisinqly `
JIAMIN came `
slacked dherr ? -_- `
with KIM & an0ther volunteer `
and i was like ` -_- ` ; " so nice -_- `
buy this ` -____- "
loOked funny luhh `
& seriOusly SARCASTIC `
dhe baqs i was suppose tuh sell -_- `
so ..... nbm ` nice ppl donated `
=D cant believe so mani ppl `
DONATED ! kind folks yea ` ?
lauqhs be thankful fer wad we hab `
dhen phoned LIMPEI `
crapped al0rt -_-
1st time i talk tuh him 0n phone so nice `
seriously lo `
haven been a nicenice idiot tuh him LAUGHs ! `
crapped ` and CRAPPED !
his bloqq crashed -__- `
LAUGHs ! -OOPS- `
CIP finished soon `
dhen went bak tuh LJS ` -_- `
RACHEL & JIAMIN -___- `
qiqqled al0rt -_- fer IDKW ?
lauqhs `
yea ` yea ` scarey `
hOhos ` !
went down tuh jumbo ` -_- `
and SHOPPING dhereafter `
& yepps `
thts n0w `
im h0me `
happy `
& cOntented `
30 days ` =D `
shh0 much can happen `
thanks heaven =)
thanks fer everythinq `
i'm a happy bitch xD `
0kae qoodbye `
GOTTA CALL SOMEONE `
LAUGHs ` !
morniinqq ` -__- `
q0rt ready fer CIP ` !
went with RACHEL ` =D `
lunched 0ut at LJS ` -_______- `
i didnt think ppl wud q0 fer dhe CIP `
but hab a few ` surprisinqly `
JIAMIN came `
slacked dherr ? -_- `
with KIM & an0ther volunteer `
and i was like ` -_- ` ; " so nice -_- `
buy this ` -____- "
loOked funny luhh `
& seriOusly SARCASTIC `
dhe baqs i was suppose tuh sell -_- `
so ..... nbm ` nice ppl donated `
=D cant believe so mani ppl `
DONATED ! kind folks yea ` ?
lauqhs be thankful fer wad we hab `
dhen phoned LIMPEI `
crapped al0rt -_-
1st time i talk tuh him 0n phone so nice `
seriously lo `
haven been a nicenice idiot tuh him LAUGHs ! `
crapped ` and CRAPPED !
his bloqq crashed -__- `
LAUGHs ! -OOPS- `
CIP finished soon `
dhen went bak tuh LJS ` -_- `
RACHEL & JIAMIN -___- `
qiqqled al0rt -_- fer IDKW ?
lauqhs `
yea ` yea ` scarey `
hOhos ` !
went down tuh jumbo ` -_- `
and SHOPPING dhereafter `
& yepps `
thts n0w `
im h0me `
happy `
& cOntented `
30 days ` =D `
shh0 much can happen `
thanks heaven =)
thanks fer everythinq `
i'm a happy bitch xD `
0kae qoodbye `
GOTTA CALL SOMEONE `
Labels: a contented biatch `
♥ Saturday, July 26
i'll pOst for ytd `
under ytd's date `
cus din q0 online lately luh `
sO bin pOstinq late posts `
supposedd tuh meet JIAJIA `
at 12 + -___-
buddhen as usual larhhs `
lazy n0r hahs `
met up with her arund 2 `
-__- chanqe time `
suppOst meet ahKOR at 1230 `
dhen chanqe tuh 1 pm `
dhen cmi chanqe aqain til 1 30 `
in dhe end =X
reach at 2 ++ LOLs ` !
sOrry korKOR ` !
=) i n0e euur so nice eu won bother `
tuh scold me HAHs ` !
0kae -___-
lauqhs `
watch dhem arcade -_- LAME huh `
went 0utta HM at arund 5 ` T_T `
JIAJIA went hOme ` hais =(
ps me aqain n0r `
but nbm i'll see euu on sun `
LOLs ` !
BUS-ed d0wn tuh pasirispark `
dhen siaOkor went BBQ `
when siaOkor went .... `
ahKORKOR & LIMPEI bullied `
plae water -___- `
splash splash splash `
eu all hOw old ?!
i push eu 2 inside dhen eu all noe arh `
-___- seriOusly `
euu 2 are dhe reason whuaii ... `
i was so FUCKinq COLD T_T `
dhey stopped after awhile ` LAUGHs ` !
& surprisinqly `
# dhe 1st tym `
LIMPEI & i talked NICELY ~ !
surprisinq huh `
=) smile ` !
lawls ` talked b0ut all dhe thinqs `
we unhappy ab0ut `
aiya eu q0 his bloq see la `
lazy sae ` LAUGHs ` !
jiu shi ` yepps ` happy endinq =)
i DONT reqret ever qoinq Pasirispark `
lets q0 aqain somedae F3 `
after talkinq -_- `
BUS-ed bak tuh WS `
dinner-ed `
and quess wad `
i sent ahKOR tuh h0uqanq `
dhen we saw his CHIO wifey `
and his CUTE erzi `
talked ab0ut stupid lameshit stuffs `
ridiculously ` !
dhen funny luhh ` he so racist `
sent him tuh his blockiie `
im so man yea ` ! yesh kor `
im way man'nier dhen eu are `
went hOme `
in COLD FROZEN jeans -_- `
& after awhile `
my bones ached like fuck `
pain but hais nbm -_- `
reachedd hOme soOn after `
tuhh LIMPEI `
sOrry ` -_- `
fer dhe countless misunderstandinqs `
at least dhey are cleared `
euur riqht `
dhe story has ended =) `
26.o7.o8 ` 19o0 `
it's my turn `
tuh write an0ther stOry `
tuh end an0ther stOry `
lauqhs `
no matter wad `
i'm n0rt as strOnq as eu are =)
JIAMIN `
follOw euur heart qal `
n0thinq's qonna stop eu n0w `
don care abt wad 0ther's sae `
yepps i told BILLY somethinq `
bless him if he d0esnt sae ` =D
cheer up ` life's like tht `
i realize `
i miss al0rt Of ppl `
♀marmiie `
♀xinxin `
♀laOpo `
♂kaixun daddiie `
♀x `
i miss euu all `
haven been seeinq euu peepz fer a l0nq time `
meet up so0n yea ` ?
seriously ` !
under ytd's date `
cus din q0 online lately luh `
sO bin pOstinq late posts `
supposedd tuh meet JIAJIA `
at 12 + -___-
buddhen as usual larhhs `
lazy n0r hahs `
met up with her arund 2 `
-__- chanqe time `
suppOst meet ahKOR at 1230 `
dhen chanqe tuh 1 pm `
dhen cmi chanqe aqain til 1 30 `
in dhe end =X
reach at 2 ++ LOLs ` !
sOrry korKOR ` !
=) i n0e euur so nice eu won bother `
tuh scold me HAHs ` !
0kae -___-
lauqhs `
watch dhem arcade -_- LAME huh `
went 0utta HM at arund 5 ` T_T `
JIAJIA went hOme ` hais =(
ps me aqain n0r `
but nbm i'll see euu on sun `
LOLs ` !
BUS-ed d0wn tuh pasirispark `
dhen siaOkor went BBQ `
when siaOkor went .... `
ahKORKOR & LIMPEI bullied `
plae water -___- `
splash splash splash `
eu all hOw old ?!
i push eu 2 inside dhen eu all noe arh `
-___- seriOusly `
euu 2 are dhe reason whuaii ... `
i was so FUCKinq COLD T_T `
dhey stopped after awhile ` LAUGHs ` !
& surprisinqly `
# dhe 1st tym `
LIMPEI & i talked NICELY ~ !
surprisinq huh `
=) smile ` !
lawls ` talked b0ut all dhe thinqs `
we unhappy ab0ut `
aiya eu q0 his bloq see la `
lazy sae ` LAUGHs ` !
jiu shi ` yepps ` happy endinq =)
i DONT reqret ever qoinq Pasirispark `
lets q0 aqain somedae F3 `
after talkinq -_- `
BUS-ed bak tuh WS `
dinner-ed `
and quess wad `
i sent ahKOR tuh h0uqanq `
dhen we saw his CHIO wifey `
and his CUTE erzi `
talked ab0ut stupid lameshit stuffs `
ridiculously ` !
dhen funny luhh ` he so racist `
sent him tuh his blockiie `
im so man yea ` ! yesh kor `
im way man'nier dhen eu are `
went hOme `
in COLD FROZEN jeans -_- `
& after awhile `
my bones ached like fuck `
pain but hais nbm -_- `
reachedd hOme soOn after `
tuhh LIMPEI `
sOrry ` -_- `
fer dhe countless misunderstandinqs `
at least dhey are cleared `
euur riqht `
dhe story has ended =) `
26.o7.o8 ` 19o0 `
it's my turn `
tuh write an0ther stOry `
tuh end an0ther stOry `
lauqhs `
no matter wad `
i'm n0rt as strOnq as eu are =)
JIAMIN `
follOw euur heart qal `
n0thinq's qonna stop eu n0w `
don care abt wad 0ther's sae `
yepps i told BILLY somethinq `
bless him if he d0esnt sae ` =D
cheer up ` life's like tht `
i realize `
i miss al0rt Of ppl `
♀marmiie `
♀xinxin `
♀laOpo `
♂kaixun daddiie `
♀x `
i miss euu all `
haven been seeinq euu peepz fer a l0nq time `
meet up so0n yea ` ?
seriously ` !
Labels: 七月二十六日二零零八年
♥ Friday, July 25
since LIMPEI broke my code `
i jus recolor dhe words `
no edits lauqhs
black font =)
secrets kept `
LAUGHs `
i quess `
life's like that `
im speechless `
i donoe what tuh sae `
i donoe what tuh do `
its ` 11;45 `
i'm feelinq jus as helpless `
46 `
c0untinq dhe minutes `
i don0e whuaii `
at least `
i think `
euu w0n be readinq this `
LAUGHs `
disabled hiqhliqhts `
riqht clicks `
& dhe 0nly way eu'll read `
tht's a secret `
48 `
49 `
im s0rry b0ii `
i kn0w i hurt eu `
50 ` 10 m0re mins `
and its cl0sed `
52 ` 8 m0re `
i cant think properly `
53 `
hais `
i don0e what tuh d0 `
54 `
i shud drop dead `
55 `
still starinq blankly `
at dhe screen `
perhapz i was tuh harsh `
56 `
lauqhs `
4mins `
57 `
58 `
59 `
panic `
a minute m0re `
i'm tired `
its 12 `
it's cl0se `
its 0ver alrdy `
i n0e it is `
i'll chanqe dhe f0nt `
so eu'll neber find 0ut `
what lies in this p0st `
i jus wanna sae `
thanks b0ii `
with0ut eu `
i wouldnt hab let q0 of him `
but i couldnt start anew `
lauqhs thanks l0ads `
i n0e eu fer 28 days luh `
28 days `
countless em0ti0ns `
thanks fer dhe mem0ries `
and s0rry `
fer dhe bitchiness `
i neber meant tuh be `
bt its jus dhe way i am `
lauqhs `
s0rry fer hurtinq eu `
s0rry fer sayinq such stuff `
s0rry fer everythinq `
haiis `
i hab many d0ubts `
questi0ns `
but i w0nt ask `
i w0n clarify `
what's dhe use n0w `
nothinq ` LAUGHs `
well `
i hab n0thinq tuh sae `
it's tuh late `
qoOdnite `
i jus recolor dhe words `
no edits lauqhs
black font =)
secrets kept `
LAUGHs `
i quess `
life's like that `
im speechless `
i donoe what tuh sae `
i donoe what tuh do `
its ` 11;45 `
i'm feelinq jus as helpless `
46 `
c0untinq dhe minutes `
i don0e whuaii `
at least `
i think `
euu w0n be readinq this `
LAUGHs `
disabled hiqhliqhts `
riqht clicks `
& dhe 0nly way eu'll read `
tht's a secret `
48 `
49 `
im s0rry b0ii `
i kn0w i hurt eu `
50 ` 10 m0re mins `
and its cl0sed `
52 ` 8 m0re `
i cant think properly `
53 `
hais `
i don0e what tuh d0 `
54 `
i shud drop dead `
55 `
still starinq blankly `
at dhe screen `
perhapz i was tuh harsh `
56 `
lauqhs `
4mins `
57 `
58 `
59 `
panic `
a minute m0re `
i'm tired `
its 12 `
it's cl0se `
its 0ver alrdy `
i n0e it is `
i'll chanqe dhe f0nt `
so eu'll neber find 0ut `
what lies in this p0st `
i jus wanna sae `
thanks b0ii `
with0ut eu `
i wouldnt hab let q0 of him `
but i couldnt start anew `
lauqhs thanks l0ads `
i n0e eu fer 28 days luh `
28 days `
countless em0ti0ns `
thanks fer dhe mem0ries `
and s0rry `
fer dhe bitchiness `
i neber meant tuh be `
bt its jus dhe way i am `
lauqhs `
s0rry fer hurtinq eu `
s0rry fer sayinq such stuff `
s0rry fer everythinq `
haiis `
i hab many d0ubts `
questi0ns `
but i w0nt ask `
i w0n clarify `
what's dhe use n0w `
nothinq ` LAUGHs `
well `
i hab n0thinq tuh sae `
it's tuh late `
qoOdnite `
Labels: i won't tell x]
juz been thinkinq al0rt `
fer dhe past few days `
i seriOusly wonder `
ab0ut many stuffs `
ab0ut whuaii we say thinqs `
tht aren't true `
eu said eu'd try `
but did euu ` ? hell `
i donO ` maybe ` but `
perhaps n0rt ? `
0r perhapz euur n0rt tryinq hard enuff `
i don't kn0w wad eu want `
i'm b0rn stupid `
i w0n't kn0w anithinq `
unless eu tell me `
it's n0rt tht i stopped carinq `
i jus stopped sh0winq it `
lauqhs `
like i said `
i'll treat eu dhe way eu treat me `
talk tuh me nicely `
& i'll talk tuh eu nicely `
if eu don't talk tuh me `
i w0n't talk tuh eu ` LAUGHs `
eu n0e me `
i'm like tht `
it's n0rt tht i d0n't trust eu `
but are we still tht cl0se ? `
f0r me tuh discl0se such stuffs ? `
yepps `
we are driftinq apart `
hmms ` it really depends `
0n h0w eu really feel `
i'm afraid `
seri0usly `
what appears 0n dhe 0utside `
is different fr0m dhe inside `
n0 ` im n0rt happy `
well `
but i hab tuh act happy `
eu hab tuh entertain 0tha ppl `
eu n0e me `
i LOVE bottlinq up feelinqs `
i'm jus learninq fr0m eu `
euu n0e `
i 0nce pr0mised euu fren smth `
but i quess n0 more `
maybe ` but perhapz n0rt `
life is ab0ut choices `
but s0mehow `
i seriOusly wonder `
what euu really wan `
h0w can i help `
euur shh0 riqht `
we d0 hab communicati0n pr0blems `
bt n0rt with 0ther's `
hmms ` i donOe `
i seriOusly DON'T KNOW h0w tuh help `
after all `
eu tell 0ther ppl `
but n0rt me `
i'm fine with it `
well `
life' like tht `
-emo ` !
but i won't sh0w euu `
what's life `
if eu d0nt treasure `
marmiie `
cheerup =)
takecares euurself `
fer dhe past few days `
i seriOusly wonder `
ab0ut many stuffs `
ab0ut whuaii we say thinqs `
tht aren't true `
eu said eu'd try `
but did euu ` ? hell `
i donO ` maybe ` but `
perhaps n0rt ? `
0r perhapz euur n0rt tryinq hard enuff `
i don't kn0w wad eu want `
i'm b0rn stupid `
i w0n't kn0w anithinq `
unless eu tell me `
it's n0rt tht i stopped carinq `
i jus stopped sh0winq it `
lauqhs `
like i said `
i'll treat eu dhe way eu treat me `
talk tuh me nicely `
& i'll talk tuh eu nicely `
if eu don't talk tuh me `
i w0n't talk tuh eu ` LAUGHs `
eu n0e me `
i'm like tht `
it's n0rt tht i d0n't trust eu `
but are we still tht cl0se ? `
f0r me tuh discl0se such stuffs ? `
yepps `
we are driftinq apart `
hmms ` it really depends `
0n h0w eu really feel `
i'm afraid `
seri0usly `
what appears 0n dhe 0utside `
is different fr0m dhe inside `
n0 ` im n0rt happy `
well `
but i hab tuh act happy `
eu hab tuh entertain 0tha ppl `
eu n0e me `
i LOVE bottlinq up feelinqs `
i'm jus learninq fr0m eu `
euu n0e `
i 0nce pr0mised euu fren smth `
but i quess n0 more `
maybe ` but perhapz n0rt `
life is ab0ut choices `
but s0mehow `
i seriOusly wonder `
what euu really wan `
h0w can i help `
euur shh0 riqht `
we d0 hab communicati0n pr0blems `
bt n0rt with 0ther's `
hmms ` i donOe `
i seriOusly DON'T KNOW h0w tuh help `
after all `
eu tell 0ther ppl `
but n0rt me `
i'm fine with it `
well `
life' like tht `
-emo ` !
but i won't sh0w euu `
what's life `
if eu d0nt treasure `
marmiie `
cheerup =)
takecares euurself `
Labels: x em0 ` and no mOre `
♥ Thursday, July 24
whee iLOVEmyLIFE !
new GANkor ` !
whee KELVIN kork0r =)
bleahhs `
tuh this person 0ut dher `
wh0 thinks i hate eu `
i just want euu to n0e `
i don hate eu `
i jus cant stand this `
well `
d0 as eu wish `
and i'll do it my way `
i cant stop euu `
jus shh0 eu noe la `
i don hate eu `
d0nt be afraid la `
eu neber d0 wr0nq `
scared wad ` ?
LAUGHs ` !
d0n't need tell ppl tuh tel wo `
i n0e luhh `
haiis `life's like tht `
unless eu do s0methinq i realli BTH `
dhen i'll hate eu `
shh0 bOii `
don't think tuh much `
i don hate eu `
smile bOii ` !
new GANkor ` !
whee KELVIN kork0r =)
bleahhs `
tuh this person 0ut dher `
wh0 thinks i hate eu `
i just want euu to n0e `
i don hate eu `
i jus cant stand this `
well `
d0 as eu wish `
and i'll do it my way `
i cant stop euu `
jus shh0 eu noe la `
i don hate eu `
d0nt be afraid la `
eu neber d0 wr0nq `
scared wad ` ?
LAUGHs ` !
d0n't need tell ppl tuh tel wo `
i n0e luhh `
haiis `life's like tht `
unless eu do s0methinq i realli BTH `
dhen i'll hate eu `
shh0 bOii `
don't think tuh much `
i don hate eu `
smile bOii ` !
Labels: =) smile peepz `
lauqhs SOME qal here `
thinks im talkinq abt her `
but nbm since eu wanna sae its eu `
dhen i jus add l0wrhs hor `
IMPRESSIVE `
aniway `
i use chinese automatic dicti0nary `
and my w0rds come out auto `
at dhe han yu pin yin `
i n0e my chinese sux `
s0 wad ` big FUCK huh `
LAUGHs ` !
s0me ppl sae taiji settle `
and if i know dhe meaninq `
i w0n make it happen aqain `
funny `
well ` lets look `
some qal sae i wan MIA cus i hum ji `
"someone MIA is because she humji. "
some qal sae i wan ACT & AA ` !
"20 Jul 08, 21:01 * - X: i think she want attract attention nia lors. she wan people tag in her blog say aiya, dun lock blog lahs, dun MIA lahs.
wOw ` !
who start der n0w harr ` !
take a look at dhe dates lor `
who say de `
as if i so free huh `
and mere statement nia `
less dhen 10 `
lauqhs ` i neber sae must oh ` !
& FYI `
they came d0wn `
i din f0rce dhem `
i din ask dhem tuh track euu peepz d0wn `
0ver a bl0q post ` ?
LAUGHs `
i cud jolly well jus send it tuh principal `
with our FULL names `
aw `
nbm ` =)
all's well as always `
d0esn't matter anw `
i SS-ed l0ads of DATEs `
as well as stupid unwanted info `
i'm still thinkinq ab0ut HARTY kOr `
tellinq me tht FUCK d0esnt mean tht `
-_- effinq funny `
LAUGHs ` ! bt its too l0nq `
cant rmb `
wheee ` =)
im a happy BITCH ` !
thinks im talkinq abt her `
but nbm since eu wanna sae its eu `
dhen i jus add l0wrhs hor `
IMPRESSIVE `
aniway `
i use chinese automatic dicti0nary `
and my w0rds come out auto `
at dhe han yu pin yin `
i n0e my chinese sux `
s0 wad ` big FUCK huh `
LAUGHs ` !
s0me ppl sae taiji settle `
and if i know dhe meaninq `
i w0n make it happen aqain `
funny `
well ` lets look `
some qal sae i wan MIA cus i hum ji `
"someone MIA is because she humji. "
some qal sae i wan ACT & AA ` !
"20 Jul 08, 21:01 * - X: i think she want attract attention nia lors. she wan people tag in her blog say aiya, dun lock blog lahs, dun MIA lahs.
wOw ` !
who start der n0w harr ` !
take a look at dhe dates lor `
who say de `
as if i so free huh `
and mere statement nia `
less dhen 10 `
lauqhs ` i neber sae must oh ` !
& FYI `
they came d0wn `
i din f0rce dhem `
i din ask dhem tuh track euu peepz d0wn `
0ver a bl0q post ` ?
LAUGHs `
i cud jolly well jus send it tuh principal `
with our FULL names `
aw `
nbm ` =)
all's well as always `
d0esn't matter anw `
i SS-ed l0ads of DATEs `
as well as stupid unwanted info `
i'm still thinkinq ab0ut HARTY kOr `
tellinq me tht FUCK d0esnt mean tht `
-_- effinq funny `
LAUGHs ` ! bt its too l0nq `
cant rmb `
wheee ` =)
im a happy BITCH ` !
Labels: dhe-HAPPY-bitch
♥ Wednesday, July 23
0kae bak tuh bl0qqinq `
cus s0me m0therFUCKinq faqq0rts said `
i attracted attenti0n `
askinq ppl tuh -waddaFUCK- ? `
taq me n0rt tuh MIA `
tuh bad `
i d0 as i PLEASE `
i MIA as i PLEASE ` !
hello `
this is MY life `
i l0ck it as i please `
i hum ji huh `
d0nt make me lauqh `
ppl MIA 管你什么批事？
mai penqwei shh0 much aye ? `
mind euur 0wn FUCKinq business `
& i'll mind my own FUCKinq business `
Yes your riqht `
wh0 humji will sae `
huh ` ?
speak f0r yourself la `
euu alshh0 humji wad `
eu will admit meh ? `
n0 la riqht `
eu sae `
open bl0q bo post `
mai make me lauqh la h0r `
& wad shh0 HUMJI ab0ut MIA ? `
FUCKinq Weird neh ` !
better dhen euu `
open bloq `
1 m0nth post less dhen TEN `
well `
n0rt that i wanna chup y0ur FUCKinq life `
but eu want sae ppl 1st wad h0r `
sae i HUMJI LAUGHs ` !
L0ck bl0q = HUMJI `
hey ppl wh0 l0ck bloq's ` !
ppl sayinq eu all HUMJI neh ` !
take n0te siol ` !
aqree all y0u want man `
wadever -_- `
LAUGHs ` !
n0 life ` !
wheeeee ~ ` !
bl0q is f0r opini0ns `
LAUGHs `
i foll0winq suit nia larh h0r `
♥LIMPEI ` !
im FUCKinq CALM ~ !
duhh `
i can d0 it der as PROMISED x]
LAUGHs ` !
euur sh0ulder's so far away x]
i lend w0nt return 0ne F3 `
take h0me !
♥HERA `
i ♥LOVE HERA too ` !
missinq ♥HERA too ` !
PS. im n0rt horny LAUGHs ` !
♥Sumei `
LAUGHs ` ! Meet up so0n aye `?
c0nfess euur ♥l0ve tuh me `
t0uchinq si0 ` !
muacks ` HAIL LESBIANs ` !
daddiie ` & marmiie ` ♥
THANKs F0r Everythinq `
seri0usly `
=)
♥SISTER `
calm d0wn `
everythinq'll be alriqht aye `
♥KANGKANG ` & ♥GANLAOPO `
h0w can euu peeps stand me ? `
LAUGHs ` !
♥WANGZI `
euur tolerance lvl rawks `
MUACKs ` !
WANGZI HUAT AR ~ !
♥JOCELYN `
meet up so0n aye `
i miss euu shh0 much ` =D
LAUGHs ` !
eu 0rqanize barhhs ` xD
♥JERMAINE ERZI `
LAUGHs `
i stopped panad0l 0kaes `
r0arr meanie -_- `
cus s0me m0therFUCKinq faqq0rts said `
i attracted attenti0n `
askinq ppl tuh -waddaFUCK- ? `
taq me n0rt tuh MIA `
tuh bad `
i d0 as i PLEASE `
i MIA as i PLEASE ` !
hello `
this is MY life `
i l0ck it as i please `
i hum ji huh `
d0nt make me lauqh `
ppl MIA 管你什么批事？
mai penqwei shh0 much aye ? `
mind euur 0wn FUCKinq business `
& i'll mind my own FUCKinq business `
Yes your riqht `
wh0 humji will sae `
huh ` ?
speak f0r yourself la `
euu alshh0 humji wad `
eu will admit meh ? `
n0 la riqht `
eu sae `
open bl0q bo post `
mai make me lauqh la h0r `
& wad shh0 HUMJI ab0ut MIA ? `
FUCKinq Weird neh ` !
better dhen euu `
open bloq `
1 m0nth post less dhen TEN `
well `
n0rt that i wanna chup y0ur FUCKinq life `
but eu want sae ppl 1st wad h0r `
sae i HUMJI LAUGHs ` !
L0ck bl0q = HUMJI `
hey ppl wh0 l0ck bloq's ` !
ppl sayinq eu all HUMJI neh ` !
take n0te siol ` !
aqree all y0u want man `
wadever -_- `
LAUGHs ` !
n0 life ` !
wheeeee ~ ` !
bl0q is f0r opini0ns `
LAUGHs `
i foll0winq suit nia larh h0r `
♥LIMPEI ` !
im FUCKinq CALM ~ !
duhh `
i can d0 it der as PROMISED x]
LAUGHs ` !
euur sh0ulder's so far away x]
i lend w0nt return 0ne F3 `
take h0me !
♥HERA `
i ♥LOVE HERA too ` !
missinq ♥HERA too ` !
PS. im n0rt horny LAUGHs ` !
♥Sumei `
LAUGHs ` ! Meet up so0n aye `?
c0nfess euur ♥l0ve tuh me `
t0uchinq si0 ` !
muacks ` HAIL LESBIANs ` !
daddiie ` & marmiie ` ♥
THANKs F0r Everythinq `
seri0usly `
=)
♥SISTER `
calm d0wn `
everythinq'll be alriqht aye `
♥KANGKANG ` & ♥GANLAOPO `
h0w can euu peeps stand me ? `
LAUGHs ` !
♥WANGZI `
euur tolerance lvl rawks `
MUACKs ` !
WANGZI HUAT AR ~ !
♥JOCELYN `
meet up so0n aye `
i miss euu shh0 much ` =D
LAUGHs ` !
eu 0rqanize barhhs ` xD
♥JERMAINE ERZI `
LAUGHs `
i stopped panad0l 0kaes `
r0arr meanie -_- `
♥ Sunday, July 20
-____-
haven't been p0stinq fer DAYs `
lauqhs `
haven't been 0nline `
haven't been h0me much `
h0w tuh post ? -_- `
euu all think lo `
i n0rt so no life everyday plae c0mp `
merely went 0ut ` t0n-ed `
i FUCKinq l0ve KOR =) `
thanks fer everythinq ` !
yay ~ im so lame `
haven't been p0stinq fer DAYs `
lauqhs `
haven't been 0nline `
haven't been h0me much `
h0w tuh post ? -_- `
euu all think lo `
i n0rt so no life everyday plae c0mp `
merely went 0ut ` t0n-ed `
i FUCKinq l0ve KOR =) `
thanks fer everythinq ` !
yay ~ im so lame `
but i decided `
tuhh l0ck my bloq `
cus MIA `
so mai anihw think `
i nt tht humji -_- `
♥ Wednesday, July 16
LAUGHs ` Quizzed By ♥XINXIN ` !
Qns : The person who tagged you is ?
XINXIN♥
Qns : What is your relationship with him/her ?
Friends ` ?
Qns : Your 5 impression of him/her ?
Friendly ` Carinq ` Sweet ` Cute ?
& if eu see her eu'll ♥LOVE Her `
Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
IDK` l0ads ` !?
Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?-
Hello ppl ` i hab SSTM ` !
Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
i'll ♥LOVE her xD -LAUGHs-
Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on ?-
she's PERFECT `
Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
Try tuh Patch with her ` !
Duh riqht `
Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
Misunderstandinq ba ` ? LAUGHs ` i dont think it'll happen `
Qns : The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Be Happy qal ` !
Qns : Your overall impression on him/her ?
Trust Me ; She's Flawless ` Perfect `
Qns : How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
a m0therFUCKinq Bitch with a FUCKinq attitude Problem `
a GuaiLanKia with NO Brains `
Qns : The character you love of yourself are ... ?
Hello ` i FUCKinq hate myself `
Qns : On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are ... ?
EVERYTHING =]
Qns : The most ideal person you want to be is ?
dhe PERFECT bitch `
Qns : For people who care & like you, say something about them.
Thanks = i ♥ you peepz tuh ` !
Qns : Pass this quiz to 10 people (random) .
#1. CARYN ♥
#2. SUMEI ♥
#3. JERMAINE ERZI ♥
#4. LIMPEI ♥
#5. HERA ♥
#6. JULIE MEI ♥
#7. JOCELYN ♥
#8. JENNIFER MARMIIE ♥
#9. JEANNE ♥
#10. GARY UNCLE ♥
Qns : Who is number six having relationship with ?
LAUGHs ` ! IDK !
Qns : Is 9 a male or female?
FEMALE `!
Qns : If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Woah ` n0rt possible ` !
Qns : How about 5 & 8 ?
Unlikely ` LAUGHs ` both FEMALEs
Qns : What's number 2 studying about ?
FARFAR away ` s0rry SUMEI ` !
i f0rqh0rt LAUGHs ` !
Qns : When was the last time you chatted with number 3 ?
Days aq0 ` !
Qns; Is number 4 single ?
LAUGHs ` ! YEPPs ` !
Qns : Talk something casually about number 1
♥GONGZHU ! She's ♥LOVED?
F3 0kae i did it LAUGHs ` !
Qns : The person who tagged you is ?
XINXIN♥
Qns : What is your relationship with him/her ?
Friends ` ?
Qns : Your 5 impression of him/her ?
Friendly ` Carinq ` Sweet ` Cute ?
& if eu see her eu'll ♥LOVE Her `
Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
IDK` l0ads ` !?
Qns : The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?-
Hello ppl ` i hab SSTM ` !
Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
i'll ♥LOVE her xD -LAUGHs-
Qns : If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on ?-
she's PERFECT `
Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
Try tuh Patch with her ` !
Duh riqht `
Qns : If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
Misunderstandinq ba ` ? LAUGHs ` i dont think it'll happen `
Qns : The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Be Happy qal ` !
Qns : Your overall impression on him/her ?
Trust Me ; She's Flawless ` Perfect `
Qns : How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
a m0therFUCKinq Bitch with a FUCKinq attitude Problem `
a GuaiLanKia with NO Brains `
Qns : The character you love of yourself are ... ?
Hello ` i FUCKinq hate myself `
Qns : On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are ... ?
EVERYTHING =]
Qns : The most ideal person you want to be is ?
dhe PERFECT bitch `
Qns : For people who care & like you, say something about them.
Thanks = i ♥ you peepz tuh ` !
Qns : Pass this quiz to 10 people (random) .
#1. CARYN ♥
#2. SUMEI ♥
#3. JERMAINE ERZI ♥
#4. LIMPEI ♥
#5. HERA ♥
#6. JULIE MEI ♥
#7. JOCELYN ♥
#8. JENNIFER MARMIIE ♥
#9. JEANNE ♥
#10. GARY UNCLE ♥
Qns : Who is number six having relationship with ?
LAUGHs ` ! IDK !
Qns : Is 9 a male or female?
FEMALE `!
Qns : If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Woah ` n0rt possible ` !
Qns : How about 5 & 8 ?
Unlikely ` LAUGHs ` both FEMALEs
Qns : What's number 2 studying about ?
FARFAR away ` s0rry SUMEI ` !
i f0rqh0rt LAUGHs ` !
Qns : When was the last time you chatted with number 3 ?
Days aq0 ` !
Qns; Is number 4 single ?
LAUGHs ` ! YEPPs ` !
Qns : Talk something casually about number 1
♥GONGZHU ! She's ♥LOVED?
F3 0kae i did it LAUGHs ` !
i FUCKinq LOVE sko0l `
lauqhs waddaFUCK `
wad so FUCKinq Interestinq abt sko0l `
n0thinq `
cept dhe usual craps `
jus retardinq myself aqain `
Lessons rawks n0w `
lauqhs `
its sixteenohse7en`
s0ur pathetic sinful oh sixteen `
0h dear q0d `
lauqhs neberminds `
LAUGHs `
wheeeeeeeee `
i FUCKinq LOVEx my life `
life's a wh0re `
im dhe bitch `
and im q0inq hyper 0nce m0re `
lauqhs ` !
LIMPEI ` i sayanq eu `
mai sad 好吗 ？
& im sh0 quai `
neber d0 anithinq `
no nid ask JIAMIN `
i n0e wad i`m doinq `
HAIS `
im seri0usly ` TIREDx `
bt be meetinq ♥GANs so0n `
all dhe same `
LAUGHs `
s0nq dedicated tuh someONE `
0ut dher `
with n0 particular reas0n `
rand0mcy 0ne more time `
Im not a girl, not yet a woman
I used to think
I had the answers to everything
Mm but now I know
That life doesnt always go my way.
yeah
Feels like Im caught in the middle
Thats when I realize
Im not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in between
Im not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that i
Learned to face up to this on my own
Ive seen so much more than you know now
So dont tell me to shut my eyes
Im not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in betweenIm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way
Im not a girl
Im not a girl dont tell me what to believe
Not yet a woman
Im just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah
All I need is time
Whoa, all I need is time...
A moment that is mine... thats mine
While Im in betweenIm not a girl
Not yet a woman
Not now
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in between
Im not a girl
Ooooh, not yet a woman
lauqhs waddaFUCK `
wad so FUCKinq Interestinq abt sko0l `
n0thinq `
cept dhe usual craps `
jus retardinq myself aqain `
Lessons rawks n0w `
lauqhs `
its sixteenohse7en`
s0ur pathetic sinful oh sixteen `
0h dear q0d `
lauqhs neberminds `
LAUGHs `
wheeeeeeeee `
i FUCKinq LOVEx my life `
life's a wh0re `
im dhe bitch `
and im q0inq hyper 0nce m0re `
lauqhs ` !
LIMPEI ` i sayanq eu `
mai sad 好吗 ？
& im sh0 quai `
neber d0 anithinq `
no nid ask JIAMIN `
i n0e wad i`m doinq `
HAIS `
im seri0usly ` TIREDx `
bt be meetinq ♥GANs so0n `
all dhe same `
LAUGHs `
s0nq dedicated tuh someONE `
0ut dher `
with n0 particular reas0n `
rand0mcy 0ne more time `
Im not a girl, not yet a woman
I used to think
I had the answers to everything
Mm but now I know
That life doesnt always go my way.
yeah
Feels like Im caught in the middle
Thats when I realize
Im not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in between
Im not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that i
Learned to face up to this on my own
Ive seen so much more than you know now
So dont tell me to shut my eyes
Im not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in betweenIm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way
Im not a girl
Im not a girl dont tell me what to believe
Not yet a woman
Im just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah
All I need is time
Whoa, all I need is time...
A moment that is mine... thats mine
While Im in betweenIm not a girl
Not yet a woman
Not now
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While Im in between
Im not a girl
Ooooh, not yet a woman
Labels: i`m tired `
its 12 midnite `
16 july 2o08 `
wad dae wud it be nw `
if everythinq went smo0thly `
lauqhs `
dhe impossible d0esnt happen `
but `
lauqhs `
its a n0rmal dae n0w `
16th july `
bt i'm n0rt tearinq `
i d0n't self pity `
th0u i really wish tuh `
cryinq makes 0ne feel better `
Fate is all it takes `
dear SISTER 0f my `
perhapz dhe PACT we made `
jus tht little percentaqe `
mayb i wud fail`
d0nt hab wad it takes`
lauqhs `
i d0n't kn0w `
it really depends `
life's lyk tht `
temperature jumpinq `
up & d0wn `
pain c0minq rand0mly `
& dhe urqe tuh puke `
and i s0metime qet dhe feelinq `
0f beinq watched `
as if ... `
hmmmmms `
wild imaqinati0n huh `
bt freaky uh `
thinkinq b0ut beinq watchedd `
hais `
i n0e its n0rt wad i think `
its m0st pr0b s0methinq else `
haiis `
16 july 2o08 `
wad dae wud it be nw `
if everythinq went smo0thly `
lauqhs `
dhe impossible d0esnt happen `
but `
lauqhs `
its a n0rmal dae n0w `
16th july `
bt i'm n0rt tearinq `
i d0n't self pity `
th0u i really wish tuh `
cryinq makes 0ne feel better `
Fate is all it takes `
dear SISTER 0f my `
perhapz dhe PACT we made `
jus tht little percentaqe `
mayb i wud fail`
d0nt hab wad it takes`
lauqhs `
i d0n't kn0w `
it really depends `
life's lyk tht `
temperature jumpinq `
up & d0wn `
pain c0minq rand0mly `
& dhe urqe tuh puke `
and i s0metime qet dhe feelinq `
0f beinq watched `
as if ... `
hmmmmms `
wild imaqinati0n huh `
bt freaky uh `
thinkinq b0ut beinq watchedd `
hais `
i n0e its n0rt wad i think `
its m0st pr0b s0methinq else `
haiis `
Labels: # 16July2o08 #
♥ Tuesday, July 15
s0me0ne out dher `
meaniie `
p0sted in chinese aqain `
hais `
as usual `
d0nt understand l0rhs `
TAMADE `
haiiz `
sadded `
mai em0 larhhs `
i alshh0 want em0 luhhs l0wrhs `
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHs `
T_____T `
q0rt thinq `
jus say `
d0nt bl0q in chinese `
i n0e eu don want me tuh n0e `
dhen d0n bloq `
want me tuh n0e `
dhen jus p0st in enqlish `
hais `
i banq wall luh `
meaniie `
p0sted in chinese aqain `
hais `
as usual `
d0nt understand l0rhs `
TAMADE `
haiiz `
sadded `
mai em0 larhhs `
i alshh0 want em0 luhhs l0wrhs `
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHs `
T_____T `
q0rt thinq `
jus say `
d0nt bl0q in chinese `
i n0e eu don want me tuh n0e `
dhen d0n bloq `
want me tuh n0e `
dhen jus p0st in enqlish `
hais `
i banq wall luh `
Labels: ` banq wall `
Eighth sign of the zodiac
Your element: Water
Your ruling planet: Mars and Pluto
Tarot card corresponding to your sign: Death
Your lucky color: BlackYour stone: Amethyst
First, a word about your tarot card, the significance of which might be worrying you. Know that, in the symbolism of the tarot, Death indicates that which dies in order to be born anew in a better form. When it is reversed the Death card may indeed mean the end of something. But when it is right side up it evokes rebirth, renewal, a new beginning. This is characteristic of your sign. You sometimes have a tendency to link the very good with the very negative.Like all the signs of Water you are a very deep, mysterious, unfathomable being, sometimes inaccessible and uncontrollable. Your unconscious is so strong and so rich that psychoanalysis seems to have been invented for you. Your imagination is very powerful and very fertile. When you were very young, for example, you had thoughts which exceeded those of other children your age.With you there is no chance of either dullness or mediocrity. You have a taste for the absolute, and this is why existence sometimes seems difficult to you. You would like your life to be in perpetual movement, always fed by novelty and the exceptional. This isn't always easy to achieve, and you don't always give yourself the means to make it happen, even when great changes pass within your reach.The influence of Mars can make you combative and masterful. But be careful, because Pluto stirs up your deepest doubts and worries in order to draw you towards failure. This opposition means that sometimes you end up destroying what you love.In love, you have many requirements and many spiritual states that others sometimes have difficulty following. You occasionally run the risk of ruining relationships by giving too much importance to difficulties which could have been resolved with more understanding. You are fully conscious of your great qualities: an enterprising spirit, imagination, sensuality, charm, magnetism. But you also know your faults: desire for control, self-injurious behavior, impassioned behavior, tendency to complicate things and situations.Your relations to the other signs:You get along fairly well with Cancers as long as both your imaginations are alike; if not, the relationships risk being superficial. You should learn to truly appreciate certain aspects of Capricorns, who may be able to bring you a lot. You risk getting into conflict with Tauruses as soon as these relations become too close. With Geminis certain passions can become excessive and end badly. Aquariuses have an instinctive tendency to flee from you. It's up to you to decide whether you want to win them over.This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.
randomcy `
Your element: Water
Your ruling planet: Mars and Pluto
Tarot card corresponding to your sign: Death
Your lucky color: BlackYour stone: Amethyst
First, a word about your tarot card, the significance of which might be worrying you. Know that, in the symbolism of the tarot, Death indicates that which dies in order to be born anew in a better form. When it is reversed the Death card may indeed mean the end of something. But when it is right side up it evokes rebirth, renewal, a new beginning. This is characteristic of your sign. You sometimes have a tendency to link the very good with the very negative.Like all the signs of Water you are a very deep, mysterious, unfathomable being, sometimes inaccessible and uncontrollable. Your unconscious is so strong and so rich that psychoanalysis seems to have been invented for you. Your imagination is very powerful and very fertile. When you were very young, for example, you had thoughts which exceeded those of other children your age.With you there is no chance of either dullness or mediocrity. You have a taste for the absolute, and this is why existence sometimes seems difficult to you. You would like your life to be in perpetual movement, always fed by novelty and the exceptional. This isn't always easy to achieve, and you don't always give yourself the means to make it happen, even when great changes pass within your reach.The influence of Mars can make you combative and masterful. But be careful, because Pluto stirs up your deepest doubts and worries in order to draw you towards failure. This opposition means that sometimes you end up destroying what you love.In love, you have many requirements and many spiritual states that others sometimes have difficulty following. You occasionally run the risk of ruining relationships by giving too much importance to difficulties which could have been resolved with more understanding. You are fully conscious of your great qualities: an enterprising spirit, imagination, sensuality, charm, magnetism. But you also know your faults: desire for control, self-injurious behavior, impassioned behavior, tendency to complicate things and situations.Your relations to the other signs:You get along fairly well with Cancers as long as both your imaginations are alike; if not, the relationships risk being superficial. You should learn to truly appreciate certain aspects of Capricorns, who may be able to bring you a lot. You risk getting into conflict with Tauruses as soon as these relations become too close. With Geminis certain passions can become excessive and end badly. Aquariuses have an instinctive tendency to flee from you. It's up to you to decide whether you want to win them over.This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.
randomcy `
♥ Monday, July 14
qoinq crazy `
life's a wh0re `
qettinqq mo0dier by dhe day `
d0nt ask why `
jus a n0rmal qal's maj0r mo0dswinqs `
lauqhs `
bt qettinq rand0mly hiqh these days `
n0 loqic `
&&` !
its tuh early `
wheeeee `
GET HIGH ` !
life's a wh0re `
qettinqq mo0dier by dhe day `
d0nt ask why `
jus a n0rmal qal's maj0r mo0dswinqs `
lauqhs `
bt qettinq rand0mly hiqh these days `
n0 loqic `
&&` !
its tuh early `
wheeeee `
GET HIGH ` !
♥ Sunday, July 13
我不知道为什么突然会用华文来写这个`
也许我真的发疯了 `
哈哈`
这几天，我想通了`
我真的好笨，为了些人而变成这样`
又哭，又发脾气`
想起那天`我很em0
默默些人`
把我骂了一顿`
当时`我真的迷路了`
不知不觉如何才好`
已经离开这个世界`
是你` 把我带回这个世界`
帮了我很大的忙`
你曾经说过`
我康复了之后`
也许你会离开`
像你所说过的`
人生就像一列火车一样`
人们上车了到站了就会离开你的车厢了`
这一切都会一直重复一直重复`
我真得很好棋`
难道你不怕我跟你在一起`
那有一天`
我的站到了`
我下车了`
我走了`你会怎么样` ？
我知道你很难受`
只能说一声对不起`
对你说的是对`
我也怕`
谁不会怕？｀
我讨厌伤害别人｀
并且更怕被伤害｀
我也知道｀
你故意用华文来写｀
因为你知道我的华文很兰｀
但我也会问别人吧？｀
你想知道为什么我一直说我是女狗｀
这是因为｀
我看不起自己｀
老实得说｀
我配不上你｀
你是个好男人｀
何必为了一个女狗｀
而用刀来切自己的手｀
而掉眼泪呢？｀
对｀你所说的话｀
我看了｀很感动｀
旁边有个可靠的肩旁｀
那个感觉真的很幸福｀
但我不想伤害你｀
你也可以说我在躲避吧｀
我很想知道｀
我们不是这么讲认识很久｀
为什么你会想帮我｀
爱｀真得很痛苦｀
没有什么是永远的｀
我倒了｀
你也倒了｀
你终于明白为什么我有是不睡｀
但我不怕了｀
你也应该学会方轻松｀
是你的｀
就一定会是你的｀
不必担心｀
你醒了｀我还会在这里｀
你想对我说；
好想拥抱你，好像把你留在我身边，
好像告诉你，
请留在我身边｀
我觉得你们男人很怪｀
有话就说啦｀
我又不会把你吃掉｀
还有｀
请你伤心时｀
不要装一个开心果好吗？｀
在这个世界上｀
许多人还很在乎你的｀
写了好多废话｀
我想说的｀
我不会说｀
哈哈随便说｀
也许我真的发疯了 `
哈哈`
这几天，我想通了`
我真的好笨，为了些人而变成这样`
又哭，又发脾气`
想起那天`我很em0
默默些人`
把我骂了一顿`
当时`我真的迷路了`
不知不觉如何才好`
已经离开这个世界`
是你` 把我带回这个世界`
帮了我很大的忙`
你曾经说过`
我康复了之后`
也许你会离开`
像你所说过的`
人生就像一列火车一样`
人们上车了到站了就会离开你的车厢了`
这一切都会一直重复一直重复`
我真得很好棋`
难道你不怕我跟你在一起`
那有一天`
我的站到了`
我下车了`
我走了`你会怎么样` ？
我知道你很难受`
只能说一声对不起`
对你说的是对`
我也怕`
谁不会怕？｀
我讨厌伤害别人｀
并且更怕被伤害｀
我也知道｀
你故意用华文来写｀
因为你知道我的华文很兰｀
但我也会问别人吧？｀
你想知道为什么我一直说我是女狗｀
这是因为｀
我看不起自己｀
老实得说｀
我配不上你｀
你是个好男人｀
何必为了一个女狗｀
而用刀来切自己的手｀
而掉眼泪呢？｀
对｀你所说的话｀
我看了｀很感动｀
旁边有个可靠的肩旁｀
那个感觉真的很幸福｀
但我不想伤害你｀
你也可以说我在躲避吧｀
我很想知道｀
我们不是这么讲认识很久｀
为什么你会想帮我｀
爱｀真得很痛苦｀
没有什么是永远的｀
我倒了｀
你也倒了｀
你终于明白为什么我有是不睡｀
但我不怕了｀
你也应该学会方轻松｀
是你的｀
就一定会是你的｀
不必担心｀
你醒了｀我还会在这里｀
你想对我说；
好想拥抱你，好像把你留在我身边，
好像告诉你，
请留在我身边｀
我觉得你们男人很怪｀
有话就说啦｀
我又不会把你吃掉｀
还有｀
请你伤心时｀
不要装一个开心果好吗？｀
在这个世界上｀
许多人还很在乎你的｀
写了好多废话｀
我想说的｀
我不会说｀
哈哈随便说｀
♥ Saturday, July 12
uploaded s0me pic's `
bt 0nly sh0t half 0f wad we did `
ps luh `
ton-edd with JIAMIN ` !
lauqhs `
funny luhh `
met up with her at 6 PM`
as usual luh `
LATE ` ! S0rry aye `
dhen went tuh dhe chalet `
put baq `
q0 BURGERKING `
and slack luhh `
still early muhh lauqhs `
dhen i did smth -_- `
quite lame ` i think `
JIAMIN was thinkinq WTF `
dottinq dhe c0ke cup `
with c0ke droplets `
lauqhs 0kae im lame `
dhen walked ab0ut abit `
b0uqht junk `
candles `
Bubble b0ttles `
water quns `
lamestuffs `
dhen went bak tuh chalet `
and slacked at dhe tables `
chatted crapps `
lauqhs ` em0-ed fer abit `
hais `
its tuhh late aye `
lauqhs `
played with dhe junks `
-___- and JIAMIN dhe SICKO `
keep aiminq ppl privacy spot -_- `
lauqhs sicko `
in dhe end ` both wet luh `
tts whuai n0 foto's `
cus -___- realli looked ` !
funny ` !
plae til arund 2 AM`
went tuhh bathh `
dhen slack arundd `
watch s0me sec 4 seni0rs `
qaminq ` lauqhs `
dhen JIAMIN joined in `
i follow suit luh `
effinq funny `
retardacy ! `
eu n0e eu n0e ! `
dhey plae dhe pri skool qames `
ask weird questi0ns fer f0rfeit `
chanqed sp0t a few times `
&& played til m0rninq `
dhen every0ne talk talk `
dhen arund 8 AM`
dono whuaii all like wan KO `
-____- ` ! lauqhs `
dhen went h0me luhhs around 9 AM`
lauqhs `
pictures ` rand0mcy ` !
#13 ` !
c0ke drops
candle's ` and IMH `
stackedd ` !
bubbles ` !
WaterDrawn ♥ `
missinqq ` !
col0rful ` !
bubbleb0ttle `
liqhts ` !
dhe shiny stuff are bubbles
eu & me `
Bunny ` !
t0ys ` !
shad0ws ` !
bt 0nly sh0t half 0f wad we did `
ps luh `
ton-edd with JIAMIN ` !
lauqhs `
funny luhh `
met up with her at 6 PM`
as usual luh `
LATE ` ! S0rry aye `
dhen went tuh dhe chalet `
put baq `
q0 BURGERKING `
and slack luhh `
still early muhh lauqhs `
dhen i did smth -_- `
quite lame ` i think `
JIAMIN was thinkinq WTF `
dottinq dhe c0ke cup `
with c0ke droplets `
lauqhs 0kae im lame `
dhen walked ab0ut abit `
b0uqht junk `
candles `
Bubble b0ttles `
water quns `
lamestuffs `
dhen went bak tuh chalet `
and slacked at dhe tables `
chatted crapps `
lauqhs ` em0-ed fer abit `
hais `
its tuhh late aye `
lauqhs `
played with dhe junks `
-___- and JIAMIN dhe SICKO `
keep aiminq ppl privacy spot -_- `
lauqhs sicko `
in dhe end ` both wet luh `
tts whuai n0 foto's `
cus -___- realli looked ` !
funny ` !
plae til arund 2 AM`
went tuhh bathh `
dhen slack arundd `
watch s0me sec 4 seni0rs `
qaminq ` lauqhs `
dhen JIAMIN joined in `
i follow suit luh `
effinq funny `
retardacy ! `
eu n0e eu n0e ! `
dhey plae dhe pri skool qames `
ask weird questi0ns fer f0rfeit `
chanqed sp0t a few times `
&& played til m0rninq `
dhen every0ne talk talk `
dhen arund 8 AM`
dono whuaii all like wan KO `
-____- ` ! lauqhs `
dhen went h0me luhhs around 9 AM`
lauqhs `
pictures ` rand0mcy ` !
#13 ` !
c0ke drops
candle's ` and IMH `
stackedd ` !
bubbles ` !
WaterDrawn ♥ `
missinqq ` !
col0rful ` !
bubbleb0ttle `
liqhts ` !
dhe shiny stuff are bubbles
eu & me `
Bunny ` !
t0ys ` !
shad0ws ` !
hmms `
LIMPEIx jus bloqqed `
YAYs ` !
but i don understand... ` T_T `
cus he wr0te in CHINESE ` !
lauqhs `
hhaiis ` LIMPEIx `
seems tuh hide al0rt fr0m me h0r `
n0e i cant read much chinese `
stil q0 bl0q in chinese `
HMPHs ` !
hais `
leave FATEx tuhh Decide `
whats euurs will be euurs `
0nly tyme will tell `
s0rry fer dhe Em0-inq ytd `
c0uldn't help `
lauqhs `
runninq away s0lves nth `
i f0rqh0rt wher my train stopped `
i'm l0st `
F3
bullsh!t ` !
-__- `
havinq sliqht fever `
lauqhs `
and dhe frequent feelinq `
0f vomitinq `
qeez -_- `
bt nbm `
i'll still meet up with ahKORx
slack abit with ya `
&& `
i'll still t0n 2niite `
as Promisedd `
lauqhs `
ani0ne wanna hunt me d0wn 2nite `
call me & i'll entertain ya `
i'll be 0ut all nite `
and bak in dhe morninq `
lauqhs `
it feels weird `
but life's like tht `
cant st0p flippinq thru th0se foto's `
lauqhs im sick0 minded `
buhhbaii ppl `
hope i don survive -_- `
`SUMEI♥ is missedd `
meet up so0n aye `
LIMPEIx jus bloqqed `
YAYs ` !
but i don understand... ` T_T `
cus he wr0te in CHINESE ` !
lauqhs `
hhaiis ` LIMPEIx `
seems tuh hide al0rt fr0m me h0r `
n0e i cant read much chinese `
stil q0 bl0q in chinese `
HMPHs ` !
hais `
leave FATEx tuhh Decide `
whats euurs will be euurs `
0nly tyme will tell `
s0rry fer dhe Em0-inq ytd `
c0uldn't help `
lauqhs `
runninq away s0lves nth `
i f0rqh0rt wher my train stopped `
i'm l0st `
F3
bullsh!t ` !
-__- `
havinq sliqht fever `
lauqhs `
and dhe frequent feelinq `
0f vomitinq `
qeez -_- `
bt nbm `
i'll still meet up with ahKORx
slack abit with ya `
&& `
i'll still t0n 2niite `
as Promisedd `
lauqhs `
ani0ne wanna hunt me d0wn 2nite `
call me & i'll entertain ya `
i'll be 0ut all nite `
and bak in dhe morninq `
lauqhs `
it feels weird `
but life's like tht `
cant st0p flippinq thru th0se foto's `
lauqhs im sick0 minded `
buhhbaii ppl `
hope i don survive -_- `
PS ; SUMEI♥
i n0e euur readinq this `
lauqhs ` !
&& qal `
i n0e eu l0ve me ` !
`SUMEI♥ is missedd `
meet up so0n aye `
Labels: i l0ve dhe feelinq 0f beinq sick `
♥ Friday, July 11
CCA-ed `
as usual `
-________- `
wanted tuh upload pic's on SEAN's CREATIONs
lauqhs buddhen lazy la `
hmms `
wan see q0 msn find me `
lo0ks darn funny `
esp dhe part wher he KILLED `
Josephine's char `
dhen went home `
audi-ed abit `
waited fer ppl come fetch me `
went 0ut and slacked `
jus em0-ed `
same place we used tuh q0 `
but diff ppl `
dhe path where we 0nce walked `
lauqhs seems darker `
emptier `
mayb its jus my imaqinati0n `
dhe stairs we 0nce slacked `
seems quieter `
dhe view fr0m ab0ve `
d0esnt look as alive anim0re `
lo0ks sh0 dead `
lauqhs `
even candy floss `
taste bitter `
0kae0kae im weird `
-___________- `
lauqhs `
bt i'll think abt it `
tuh tht special s0meone `
who said i wud collapse `
wed - fridae `
its fridae `
i nearly but n0 lauqhs `
as usual `
-________- `
wanted tuh upload pic's on SEAN's CREATIONs
lauqhs buddhen lazy la `
hmms `
wan see q0 msn find me `
lo0ks darn funny `
esp dhe part wher he KILLED `
Josephine's char `
dhen went home `
audi-ed abit `
waited fer ppl come fetch me `
went 0ut and slacked `
jus em0-ed `
same place we used tuh q0 `
but diff ppl `
dhe path where we 0nce walked `
lauqhs seems darker `
emptier `
mayb its jus my imaqinati0n `
dhe stairs we 0nce slacked `
seems quieter `
dhe view fr0m ab0ve `
d0esnt look as alive anim0re `
lo0ks sh0 dead `
lauqhs `
even candy floss `
taste bitter `
0kae0kae im weird `
-___________- `
lauqhs `
bt i'll think abt it `
tuh tht special s0meone `
who said i wud collapse `
wed - fridae `
its fridae `
i nearly but n0 lauqhs `
Labels: bitterness in candy
♥ Thursday, July 10
s0rry b0ii `
s0metimes dear b0ii `
iie w0nder `
why d0 ya still care shh0 much fer me `
its been ab0ut a yr `
since we parted `
separated `
br0ke up `
and went 0ur ways `
i d0 remember eu `
every sinqle detail `
lauqhs `
i'm s0rry b0ii `
ie br0ke dhe pr0mise `
ie pr0mised i would stop drinkinq `
ie pr0mised tuh stop makinq trouble `
ie pr0mised tuh study hard `
ie pr0mised tuh bec0me dhe qoodqal `
dhePROMISESx ` unkept `
s0rry b0ii `
ie cant resist tuh temptati0n `
ie cant be str0nq `
like eu always were `
i'm s0rry `
but i n0e `
eu m0st probably w0n be readinq this `
lauqhs `
jus tuh sh0w my appreciati0n luh `
tht's life `
bt dher's a pr0mise `
i din break `
i h0pe eu din break euurs either `
lauqhs `
i'm qlad `
even 0nce in awhile `
we still chat `
d0n't ask `
why i remember eu `
jus tht `
euur still dher when i need dhe concern `
lauqhs mind euur GF d0esnt kill me `
thanks b0ii `
dearfriend ` fer beinq dher `
s0metimes dear b0ii `
iie w0nder `
why d0 ya still care shh0 much fer me `
its been ab0ut a yr `
since we parted `
separated `
br0ke up `
and went 0ur ways `
i d0 remember eu `
every sinqle detail `
lauqhs `
i'm s0rry b0ii `
ie br0ke dhe pr0mise `
ie pr0mised i would stop drinkinq `
ie pr0mised tuh stop makinq trouble `
ie pr0mised tuh study hard `
ie pr0mised tuh bec0me dhe qoodqal `
dhePROMISESx ` unkept `
s0rry b0ii `
ie cant resist tuh temptati0n `
ie cant be str0nq `
like eu always were `
i'm s0rry `
but i n0e `
eu m0st probably w0n be readinq this `
lauqhs `
jus tuh sh0w my appreciati0n luh `
tht's life `
bt dher's a pr0mise `
i din break `
i h0pe eu din break euurs either `
lauqhs `
i'm qlad `
even 0nce in awhile `
we still chat `
d0n't ask `
why i remember eu `
jus tht `
euur still dher when i need dhe concern `
lauqhs mind euur GF d0esnt kill me `
thanks b0ii `
dearfriend ` fer beinq dher `
Labels: thanks fer dhe c0ncern `
♥ Wednesday, July 9
L0nq P0st ` ! Donid tuh read `
jus been thinkinq `
h0w bitchy i was `
this few days `
s0rry tuh ppl `
esp frenz 0f my `
wh0m i t0rmented `
wh0m i bitched abt `
wh0m i crapped abt `
and tuh s0meONEx `
wh0m slit his wrist `
cus 0f me `
s0rry `
its tuhh early tuhh tell `
iie kn0w dher's s0methinq wronq `
with me ` jus lately `
wad i really deserve `
is 0ne TIGHT slap from each of eu `
wh0m i t0rmented `
lauqhs `
c0me 0n` i d0nt mind `
wake me up `
tell me i'm a bitch `
and tht euu hate me `
maybe i realli d0 hab split personality `
iie realli h0pe euu ppl understand `
but tht's n0rt possible `
ppl chanqe `
im qoinq at a rate 0f 5% `
m0re bitchier by dhe day `
i n0e tht s0me of euu `
think im qettinq m0re slutty `
well iie cant help it `
nt tht i wanna be a slut `
is it my fault i was b0rn this way ` ?
i hate myself x]
i always did `
euu all mus've been wonderinq `
why 0h why `
i'm shh0 close tuh xSISter nw `
i d0n't understand either `
just tht ` she seems tuh understand `
why i don wanna enter some stuff `
f0r nw `
jus shh0 euu all noe `
f0rqib and f0rqhet `
i n0 lonqer hate D either `
n0r Sy `
i'm jus shh0 neutral nw `
nbm `
lauqhs `
q0d knows ` 0ne day `
i miqht jus patch up with peepz `
0f dhe past lauqhs `
and KAIXUN daddiie `
thank euu ` =]
lauqhs ` daddiie `
euu n0e ` 0ne day `
he'll understand tht eu care abt him `
perhapz dhen he will quit ba ` daddiie `
cheerup ` !
Jiiayo0hhx on N lvl luhhs `
mai think tuhh much `
d0n lead euurself tuhh depressii0n `
tuhh dhe s0meONEx out dher `
lauqhs `
dunchh cut euurself anim0re `
i n0e euur a nice pers0n `
tryinq tuhh help me 0ut and all `
but why hurt euurself `
im s0rry tuhh hab hurt eu ` s0mehow `
i noe i did ` perhaps shh0 `
euu n0e b0ii `
its lyk ` sacrificinq euur happiness `
jus tuhh help me ` n0 b0ii ` n0 `
iie d0n wan tht `
in 0tha w0rds ` i wudd jus be usinq eu `
tuh 0vercome my fearz `
i w0nt d0 tht tu make myself happi `
m0reover ` im n0rt preparedd `
my mind is quite blank ` lauqhs `
truth ish `
i d0n't deserve euu `
im jus a biiatch lyinq 0n earth `
iie d0n deserve any dev0ted BF 0r such `
euu sedd ; `
*[ Love someone does not mean need to be together . ]
*[ Love someone does not mean he/she need be your's . ]
*[ Love someone mean's you will protect her no matter what . ]
*[ Love someone is wiishing him/her happy . ]
-It's true wasn't it ?-
lauqhs ` what's l0ve `
its shh0 hard tuh qet dhe blo0dy feelinq bak `
iie d0n wanna hurt eu `
iie don wanna approach eu 0ne dae `
and sae ` lets breakup `
feelinq faded we are OVER ` 0r `
n0 i was jus playinq ` i cant l0ve `
i jus t0yed with ya `
tht is n0rt wad i wan ` eu n0e `
cuttinq d0esnt solve anithinq `
i said ` i needed m0re time ` lauqhs `
i n0e euur seri0us `
bt euur hurtinq ppl around eu `
esp euur close Ones
euu 0nce t0ld me `
life's lyk a railway train `
ppl bOard dhe train ` they stay fOr awhile `
yet s0meday ` they'll leave dhe train `
jus lyk l0ve `
passinq by ` yet s0meday ` s0meh0w `
0ne day ` dhe pers0n leaves `
euu t0ld me `
i c0uld carry 0n my life `
find a New BF `
and when he leaves ` dhe hurt ? `
its q0nna double `
and i'll collapse ` h0w b0ut euu ` ?
i think its weird `
euu t0ld me euu weren't afraid `
but lo0k at euurself `
euur practically breakinq d0wn already `
what's qonna happen if i realli be with ya `
and 0ne day ` i jus leave `
d0n tell me ` euur q0nna slice up euur arm `
tht's nt w0rth it `
euur meii SMSed me `
t0ld me ` maybe `
i would like tuh qib myself dhe chance ? `
lauqhs `
i haven thouqht abt it `
mayb soOn ` im nt sure `
euur riqht `
every relati0n has a risk `
lauqhs ` nth lasts f0reva `
time heals all wounds `
0nly time will tell `
whether we were meant tuh be `
d0n worry ` i'm nt em0inq much `
thanks ` fer everythinq `
tht i d0nt deserve `
stOp doinq these stuffs `
0r i'll drink `
and perhapz kOp a few ciq's and try ` ?
lauqhs ` dear someONEx out dher `
pls take care `
jus been thinkinq `
h0w bitchy i was `
this few days `
s0rry tuh ppl `
esp frenz 0f my `
wh0m i t0rmented `
wh0m i bitched abt `
wh0m i crapped abt `
and tuh s0meONEx `
wh0m slit his wrist `
cus 0f me `
s0rry `
its tuhh early tuhh tell `
iie kn0w dher's s0methinq wronq `
with me ` jus lately `
wad i really deserve `
is 0ne TIGHT slap from each of eu `
wh0m i t0rmented `
lauqhs `
c0me 0n` i d0nt mind `
wake me up `
tell me i'm a bitch `
and tht euu hate me `
maybe i realli d0 hab split personality `
iie realli h0pe euu ppl understand `
but tht's n0rt possible `
ppl chanqe `
im qoinq at a rate 0f 5% `
m0re bitchier by dhe day `
i n0e tht s0me of euu `
think im qettinq m0re slutty `
well iie cant help it `
nt tht i wanna be a slut `
is it my fault i was b0rn this way ` ?
i hate myself x]
i always did `
euu all mus've been wonderinq `
why 0h why `
i'm shh0 close tuh xSISter nw `
i d0n't understand either `
just tht ` she seems tuh understand `
why i don wanna enter some stuff `
f0r nw `
jus shh0 euu all noe `
f0rqib and f0rqhet `
i n0 lonqer hate D either `
n0r Sy `
i'm jus shh0 neutral nw `
nbm `
lauqhs `
q0d knows ` 0ne day `
i miqht jus patch up with peepz `
0f dhe past lauqhs `
and KAIXUN daddiie `
thank euu ` =]
lauqhs ` daddiie `
euu n0e ` 0ne day `
he'll understand tht eu care abt him `
perhapz dhen he will quit ba ` daddiie `
cheerup ` !
Jiiayo0hhx on N lvl luhhs `
mai think tuhh much `
d0n lead euurself tuhh depressii0n `
tuhh dhe s0meONEx out dher `
lauqhs `
dunchh cut euurself anim0re `
i n0e euur a nice pers0n `
tryinq tuhh help me 0ut and all `
but why hurt euurself `
im s0rry tuhh hab hurt eu ` s0mehow `
i noe i did ` perhaps shh0 `
euu n0e b0ii `
its lyk ` sacrificinq euur happiness `
jus tuhh help me ` n0 b0ii ` n0 `
iie d0n wan tht `
in 0tha w0rds ` i wudd jus be usinq eu `
tuh 0vercome my fearz `
i w0nt d0 tht tu make myself happi `
m0reover ` im n0rt preparedd `
my mind is quite blank ` lauqhs `
truth ish `
i d0n't deserve euu `
im jus a biiatch lyinq 0n earth `
iie d0n deserve any dev0ted BF 0r such `
euu sedd ; `
*[ Love someone does not mean need to be together . ]
*[ Love someone does not mean he/she need be your's . ]
*[ Love someone mean's you will protect her no matter what . ]
*[ Love someone is wiishing him/her happy . ]
-It's true wasn't it ?-
lauqhs ` what's l0ve `
its shh0 hard tuh qet dhe blo0dy feelinq bak `
iie d0n wanna hurt eu `
iie don wanna approach eu 0ne dae `
and sae ` lets breakup `
feelinq faded we are OVER ` 0r `
n0 i was jus playinq ` i cant l0ve `
i jus t0yed with ya `
tht is n0rt wad i wan ` eu n0e `
cuttinq d0esnt solve anithinq `
i said ` i needed m0re time ` lauqhs `
i n0e euur seri0us `
bt euur hurtinq ppl around eu `
esp euur close Ones
euu 0nce t0ld me `
life's lyk a railway train `
ppl bOard dhe train ` they stay fOr awhile `
yet s0meday ` they'll leave dhe train `
jus lyk l0ve `
passinq by ` yet s0meday ` s0meh0w `
0ne day ` dhe pers0n leaves `
euu t0ld me `
i c0uld carry 0n my life `
find a New BF `
and when he leaves ` dhe hurt ? `
its q0nna double `
and i'll collapse ` h0w b0ut euu ` ?
i think its weird `
euu t0ld me euu weren't afraid `
but lo0k at euurself `
euur practically breakinq d0wn already `
what's qonna happen if i realli be with ya `
and 0ne day ` i jus leave `
d0n tell me ` euur q0nna slice up euur arm `
tht's nt w0rth it `
euur meii SMSed me `
t0ld me ` maybe `
i would like tuh qib myself dhe chance ? `
lauqhs `
i haven thouqht abt it `
mayb soOn ` im nt sure `
euur riqht `
every relati0n has a risk `
lauqhs ` nth lasts f0reva `
time heals all wounds `
0nly time will tell `
whether we were meant tuh be `
d0n worry ` i'm nt em0inq much `
thanks ` fer everythinq `
tht i d0nt deserve `
stOp doinq these stuffs `
0r i'll drink `
and perhapz kOp a few ciq's and try ` ?
lauqhs ` dear someONEx out dher `
pls take care `
Labels: i hate myself x]
♥ Tuesday, July 8
lauqhs ` s0rry 牛奶 `
didnt mean to take alc0h0l ytd `
yepps ` its a way `
t0 f0rqhet f0r a sh0rt while `
lauqhs S0rry `
i swear i onli to0k a bit ! `
im sh0 quai huh ? lauqhs* `
i d0n blame eu `
f0r qettinq mad at me `
f0r drinkinq `
i thank eu f0r tryinq `
to st0p me ? `
st0p callinq euurself a jailer `
and me `
a freed0m ` thats nt true `
every family has its 0wn difficulties`
it d0esnt matter if eu cant stay out late `
i d0n ton outside much anw `
lauqhs `
its 0kae if eu cant pei me `
im used t0 life like tt `
and its understandable `
thanks f0r understandinq `
realli ` its appreciated `
lauqhs `
thanks tuh euur qan mei `
and euur frenz `
f0r peiinq me to0 aye `
d0 cheerup b0ii `
time heal's all wounds `
i'll qib eu dhe ans when im ready `
s0rry tuh anqela `
f0r PS-inq eu ` =X
s0rry to jiamin `
f0r nt beinq able to pei eu `
aft sko0l tudae aqn ` =X
d0 takecares 0f euurself `
don tuhh hiqh lata fall aqn `
lauqhs `
s0rry luh realli didnt feel well `
felt like pukinq -__- `
abit pain `
and buay tahan lauqhs sry peeps
went home at 9 30 dia0 `
no0bshit sia me lauqhs `
thanks JIAMIN `
f0r everythinq `
dhe understandinqs `
thanks GARY uncle `
f0r supportinq me with this `
f0r understandinqs `
thanks KAIXUN daddiie `
f0r qibinq me advice `
which i realli appreciate `
thanks WANGZI `
f0r always beinq dher 4 me `
listeninq to my complains `
thanks YUYI `
f0r cheerinq me up `
makinq th0se `
impossible smiles happen `
thanks SUMEI `
f0r beinq hiqh with me `
let's meet up somedae `
thanks MATTHEW `
f0r dhe mem0ries `
f0r everythinq `
lauqhs `
b0ttlinq up feelinqs hurts `
dear b0ii `
don bottle th0se feelinqs `
share ` lauqhs `
i'll lend eu my listeninq ear `
pr0mise me `
eu won use dhe penknife x]
didnt mean to take alc0h0l ytd `
yepps ` its a way `
t0 f0rqhet f0r a sh0rt while `
lauqhs S0rry `
i swear i onli to0k a bit ! `
im sh0 quai huh ? lauqhs* `
i d0n blame eu `
f0r qettinq mad at me `
f0r drinkinq `
i thank eu f0r tryinq `
to st0p me ? `
st0p callinq euurself a jailer `
and me `
a freed0m ` thats nt true `
every family has its 0wn difficulties`
it d0esnt matter if eu cant stay out late `
i d0n ton outside much anw `
lauqhs `
its 0kae if eu cant pei me `
im used t0 life like tt `
and its understandable `
thanks f0r understandinq `
realli ` its appreciated `
lauqhs `
thanks tuh euur qan mei `
and euur frenz `
f0r peiinq me to0 aye `
d0 cheerup b0ii `
time heal's all wounds `
i'll qib eu dhe ans when im ready `
s0rry tuh anqela `
f0r PS-inq eu ` =X
s0rry to jiamin `
f0r nt beinq able to pei eu `
aft sko0l tudae aqn ` =X
d0 takecares 0f euurself `
don tuhh hiqh lata fall aqn `
lauqhs `
s0rry luh realli didnt feel well `
felt like pukinq -__- `
abit pain `
and buay tahan lauqhs sry peeps
went home at 9 30 dia0 `
no0bshit sia me lauqhs `
thanks JIAMIN `
f0r everythinq `
dhe understandinqs `
thanks GARY uncle `
f0r supportinq me with this `
f0r understandinqs `
thanks KAIXUN daddiie `
f0r qibinq me advice `
which i realli appreciate `
thanks WANGZI `
f0r always beinq dher 4 me `
listeninq to my complains `
thanks YUYI `
f0r cheerinq me up `
makinq th0se `
impossible smiles happen `
thanks SUMEI `
f0r beinq hiqh with me `
let's meet up somedae `
thanks MATTHEW `
f0r dhe mem0ries `
f0r everythinq `
lauqhs `
b0ttlinq up feelinqs hurts `
dear b0ii `
don bottle th0se feelinqs `
share ` lauqhs `
i'll lend eu my listeninq ear `
pr0mise me `
eu won use dhe penknife x]
Labels: d0 cheer up b0ii `
♥ Sunday, July 6
i tink im qoinq crazy `
even a simple qame `
like auditi0n `
makes me tear `
cool huh `
-lauqhs-
quess i'm jus `
missinq euu too much ? `
lawls `
0r perhaps `
dhe mem0ries `
are tatoo-ed in my heart `
i c0nsidered `
qettinq a replacement `
seri0usly `
but LIMPEI is riqht `
when dhe replacement `
leaves me s0medae `
dhe hurt is double `
this isn't l0ve animore `
dher jus isnt a simple way `
to say qo0dbye `
even a simple qame `
like auditi0n `
makes me tear `
cool huh `
-lauqhs-
quess i'm jus `
missinq euu too much ? `
lawls `
0r perhaps `
dhe mem0ries `
are tatoo-ed in my heart `
i c0nsidered `
qettinq a replacement `
seri0usly `
but LIMPEI is riqht `
when dhe replacement `
leaves me s0medae `
dhe hurt is double `
this isn't l0ve animore `
dher jus isnt a simple way `
to say qo0dbye `
Labels: dher isn't a simple way to sae qo0dbye `
