♥ Friday, April 30
didn't have school today `
& i was stupid enouqh to qo & work fullday `
boss was super sweet ;/ `
had shit sales `
Jason picked me up from work `
slacked below block `
went home just before 12 `
Labels: stupid ;/ `
♥ Thursday, April 29
Happy Birthday ♥Kelvin dearest Boyf `
it's been quite awhile `
i quess we've drifted `
probably due to my packed schedule `
probably cause of me beinq selfish `
i don't know `
we'd see how thinqs qo alriqht `
i took off day `
but you aren't free either `
-lauqhs- `
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had my pathetic 2 hours of sleep `
had formex lesson aqain ;[ `
really upset about it `
there's practically no time `
i'm like so deprived of sleep `
did my last minute drawinqs `
consultation & released ! `
had history & culture `
nearly fell asleep halfway `
finished & left school `
metup with jason `
talked to him riqht until 6 `
jason's so nice ;] `
he brouqht my stuff home for me `
so i can qo for my crap date `
thanks jason `
so i sat a one hour busride `
reception sucked `
so kelvin couldn't call throuqh `
he qot pissed off at me cause of that `
made me damn fucked up `
wasn't in a fabulous mood either `
found kelvin on th 2nd floor `
he surprised me with a rose `
-lauqhs- `
qrabbed candy before dinner `
had pizza `
picked a fiqht with him aqain `
cause i'm petty & selfish `
ended up havinq problems `
shopped a lil before qoinq home `
jason metup with me after i showered `
was planninq to do more homework `
but didn't manaqe `
-lauqhs- `
went down to chat `
ended up cryinq aqain `
kinda stupid `
but yeah `
shit happens `
just sat at th opp block `
just cryinq for no reason `
i don't know `
i just need someone to talk to `
someone to hear me out `
home-d @ 3AM `
fell asleep somewhere in th middle of th call
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just wanna say thanks jason `
for beinq there `
lendinq me your shoulder `
holdinq me in your arms when i needed it `
& takinq care of me for th past month `
fetchinq me from school `
chillinq out everywhere `
beinq so thouqhtful & all `
i really don't know what i'd be when you're in NS `
just a few more days `
& perhaps i'd shed more tears when you're inside ;[ `
haaaa like i called you daddy that day `
kinda makes me happy that you're here `
sorry about wettinq your shirt `
& every bad thinq i did to you `
2 years ; it's a lonq time `
Labels: ♥ happy birthday boyf
♥ Tuesday, April 27
happy birthday ♥baby Jerrold ! `
lotsa love ♥ `
schooled as usual `
had some lessons before doinq projects `
tried finishinq a few projects `
cause there was a director's talk at 4 `
bouqht my project stuffs `
went cs to meet jason `
had th heels of my shoes chanqed `
went back to jason's house to put my stuffs `
he wanted to cook for me `
but th NTUC didn't have what he wanted `
hilarious `
so we bouqht takeaway instead `
lunched at his house `
left for school soonafter for director's talk `
kinda weird `
tells us to do stuff we did before O's `
th envelop thinq `
okay `
finished & metup with jason `
cabbed down to buqis to wait for th rest `
damien, jerr, bro, matt & xionq reached soonafter `
left for dinner ; steamboat `
finished everythinq & left for pool `
kinda tired so i chilled at th comfy sofa `
didn't want to move `
& a cockroach ran past below `
what th fuck `
they were qoinq on about it beinq jerr's lil bro `
had a few rounds of pool `
than left due to school tomorrow `
& timinq `
i think it's kinda failed `
cause its pathetic havinq stuffed up day `
like kinda ruined `
we could've had more time `
but at least baby enjoyed it `
-lauqhs- `
kinda hilarious `
th thinqs they did today `
cause jason's on th phone `
& he forbids me to reveal stuffs `
claims it ruins his reputation `
but really , funny stuff `
jokers -_- `
it's 3:48 AM `
still haven't finished my project `
qotta finish th ppt by tomorrow `
wake at 7 AM `
screwed up `
workinq tomorrow `
Labels: happy birthday ♥Baby `
♥ Sunday, April 18
i think i'm qettinq sadistic `
qot pissed off with my naval in th morn `
so i pulled th stud out `
& left it to close `
met up with Kelvin kinda late `couldn't find my stuffs `
dumped half my shadow contents on th floor `
pissed me off super badly `
left for town `
was tryinq to find MS `
cause im kinda picky `
couldn't resist qoinq into th stores `
qot some stuff from somerset `
& found Eric's red earsticks ;] `
picked that up as well as nosestuds `
taka's food was qreat `
qot clothes from ion `
th candy empire there didn't have what i wanted `
nor did sephora `
so we left for vivo `
qot my candies `
& bouqht mac shadow instead `
cause MS didn't have th shade i wanted `
dinner @ Earl's `
interestinq date `
fabulous sea view `
but kinda cold `
had pasta & fondue & drinks `
th bill resulted to $70-$80 `
made me feel bad that Boyf's payinq for everythinq `
he didn't let me pay either ;[ `
sickeninq `
i like Kelvin's credit card `
looks super cool ;/ `
th entire day `
when he used it `
all th salesqirl/waitress stared at his card `
hilarious `
qot him to remove th plastic sheet `
looked so much better after that `
qot stuffs for sinya @ candy empire `
slacked around `
left for home early `
Kelvin couldn't stand it either `
he fell asleep on th train `
he's qotta work tomorrow `
qotta be in school tomorrow `
kinda sickeninq `
-yawn- `
bro's beinq so mean `
says he can wake up late `
-siqhs- `
don't feel like qoinq school `
still considerinq transferrinq to ite `
& my timetable still sucks `
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love you dear `
thanks for today `
will date you every sunday ;] `
Labels: town date `
♥ Saturday, April 17
still not feelinq well `
but went to work anyway `
cause sinya's havinq her date `
-lauqhsoutloud- `
kinda okay la `
just that th customers today are damn weird `
talk crap ; as if i qive a damn `
but yeah , just listen `
kinda sucks `
there was a kid who vomited 5M infront of my workplace `
& th very same kid vomited in my neiqhbourinq shop `
lost my appetite ; like totally `
Carol came out to complain `
-lauqhs- `
qot Sinya to take over my shift `
cleaned up th shop `
Jason picked me up from work today `
for th very first time `
went for late dinner `
kinda idiotic `
we went to senqkanq 24hr `
didnt' have anythinq interestinq `
& th uncle don't wanna squeeze my apple juice `
so we left after awhile `
left for my area `
slacked awhile `
& he sent me home ;] `
sweet of him `
qonna call him in awhile `
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date with ♥Kelvin tomorrow `
elated kay `
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decided to closeup my naval piercinq `
no point anyway `
just qets in th way `
Labels: ♥ happy happy `
♥ Friday, April 16
came home yesterday thouqh i wasn't supposed to `
but boss was sick `
& sinya finishes late `
so i went home early `
-siqhs- `
felt super sick `
headache & dizziness `
but was supposed to worked in th morninq `
was expectinq to work half day `
than qo home rest after she reached `
but sinya called to say her other workplace needed her `
so yeah `
thouqht i'd be doinq full day `
after awhile `
she smsed to say she'd be cominq after dinner `
happy happy ;] `
kelvin wasn't cominq `
nor was jason `
so we enjoyed dinner ourselves `
sinya went shoppinq after awhile `
& i spilled th drinks `
on th floor , and myself `
kinda fucked up already `
cleared up & bad mood `
closed shop `
went home `
bathed `
& went to meet jason & jonathan sister `
qrabbed drinks & left for usual slackinq area `
talked until 3 plus `
sister left cause he was too tired `
jason accompanied me until 4 30 `
cabbed home `
& made a nuisance out of myself `
since mum confiscated my keys `
i spammed th doorbell til 5 30 ;] `
fun riqht `
don't qive me keys `
i'd create trouble for you ;P `
alriqht `
not beinq mean `
but hey `
ppl qoinq NS already `
can't i just accompany him `
it's th least i can do `
-siqhs- `
Labels: screwed up day at work `
♥ Monday, April 12
some idiot woke me up at ten `
pissed me off so badly `
was fuckinq tired can `
that idiot left me to sleep soon after `
but i just didn't have th mood to slp anymore `
so i called Kelvin `
he scolded me ;[ `
kinda upset but it's entirely my fault `
i bitched him some more ;[ `
he told me he'd call me at lunchbreak `
after he khup-ed my phone `
entirely no mood to sleep `
kept thinkinq about how horribly i treated boyf `
sorry dear `
-siqhs- `
after an hour `
Kelvin called `
we didn't bitch over th phone `
instead, he talked to me nicely `
so i explained myself for MIAinq `
thank qod he understands ;[ `
really upset about it `
& i thouqht we'd have broken up on th phone `
oh well `
was planninq to meet him `
so i went online to checkout stuffs `
ended up playinq bejeweled `
kinda lame but addictive `
qot bored of it after 3 hours `
went over to workplace to help sinya `
kinda lauqhed pretty badly `
was fuckinq lame `
but facts remains as facts ``
so yeah `
supper-ed & homed `
kinda fucked up still `
what th fuck am i supposed to do tomorrow `
or wear tomorrow `
what th fuck `
Labels: sian -_- `
♥ Saturday, April 10
couldn't wake up today `
nearly late `
but boss didn't come `
so yeah `
happyhappy ;] `
peace day `
spent half th day slackinq at th counter `
sinya came to help ;] `
so sweet of her `
♥love her truckloads `
had cravinqs for junk food `
went down to dapao for all of us `
enjoyed life at th counter `
she makes me lauqh every sinqle time `
seriously `
made me have stomach aches `
;/ felt unwell `
went home early `
-lauqhs- `
but i'm qrateful `
thankful to qod that i sat beside you four years aqo `
on th first day of secondary school life `
& we clicked somehow `
-lauqhs- `
thank qod `
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still pissed off with myself `
can't remember billard rules `
but pool's borinq `
& no one trains with me ;[ `
Labels: thanks sinya `
♥ Friday, April 9
boss was sick today `
so i phoned sinya `
asked her to come over `
save my ass ;[ `
business was qreat `
considerinq certain aspects `
& it's friday `
was super tired `
michelle's sister came to help `
so we went back to th counter `
& she entertained me ;] `
♥ Ferrari sweets `
closed shop & went home `
went to find sister & Jason soonafter `
complained about everythinq aqain `
felt so much better after that `
kinda lame `
but beats keepinq everythinq inside `
talked until four before cabbinq home `
thanks quys ♥ `
for th care , concern & whatever `
Labels: kinda shaq already `
Dearest ♥Kelvin `
Happy Seventh Monthsary `
i didn't think we'd last that lonq `
i enjoyed th past few months tremendously `
despite both of us workinq `
i miss qoinq to town `
buyinq tons of nosestuds `
watchinq crap movies `
eatinq junk food `
ton-inq at town `
& me lauqhinq at your outraqeous pool skills `
love you still `
after seven lonq & pathetic months `
thouqh you suck `
so does your bestie `
thanks for beinq there `
& not fuckinq me ;] `
love you for that `
thanks for tryinq your best `
avoidinq me durinq your horny periods `
i really appreciate it `
i know it's touqh `
but you tried `
thanks `
P.S lets qo club toqether aqain `
kinda funny qoinq with you `
like weird `
feels more normal qoinq with friends `
Labels: happy seventh monthsary ♥dear
PS `
if you're aqainst Lesbians, Gays, Bisexuals & Transsexuals `
i just want you to know
you're absolutely close minded `
& i feel that you're extremely selfish `
cause i'm definately okay with them `
i think they're way more understandinq `
much more patient `
& more fun than th averaqe human beinq `
they deserve to live their life happily too `
people like you whom put them down `
you suck , seriously `
spare a thouqht for others `
like you want others to spare a thouqht for you `
stop beinq selfish `
they didn't beq to be that way `
so stop debatinq with me `
makes me sick `
& anqry >;[ `
Labels: PS i support LGBT `
♥ Thursday, April 8
thanks sister `
you're th best `
Labels: thanks sister `
♥ Wednesday, April 7
Kelvin picked me up from work today `
i'm kinda happy `
yet i'm thinkinq alot `
i'm considerinq alot `
it's kind of ridiculous `
but yeah `
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feel like qettinq my nose pierced aqain `
i enjoy pain `
alot ; at th moment `
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thouqh i'm qlad you're back `
sometimes i wish life wasn't that touqh `
Labels: life's touqh `
♥ Tuesday, April 6
Jason woke me up early `
would have overslept `
i tried iqnorinq his calls -_- `
he called my house `
so riqht . `
dropped my phone in th cab ;[ `
-siqhs- `
so didn't have phone th entire day `
worried about ferrari `
poor qirl was sick yesterday `
hope th stuff i qot her did her some qood ;/ `
met up with sister & jiamin `
went shoppinq `
kinda failure `
only purchased one manqo top & 3 earrinqs `
th rest was spent on cab fare `
starbucks & tidbits `
well compared to what th quys bouqht `
we are th failures `
riqht `
went to safra for pool `
ended up sittinq at th corner aqain `
loads to catch up on `
they wanted to qo kbox `
but we didn't `
so we went to Jason's voiddeck `
continued talkinq until 9 plus `
our feet hurt at th end of th day `
cabbed jiamin home `
than i went home ;] `
bath-ed `
& cabbed back to tampines ;/ `
talked for awhile `
& went home aqain `
phoned & fell asleep somewhere in between `
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remember your promise `
never to avoid me aqain `
cause you do know `
i don't blame you `
not at all `
Labels: failure shoppinq trip `
♥ Sunday, April 4
i chanqed my mind `
i quess i don't want to jio you anymore `
Kelvin says its okay `
i really intended to do it `
planned it all out `
all th stuff i was qonna say to you `
i quess i just wanted you back that badly `
just then `
i don't mind embracinq you in my arms `
beinq there for you always `
you're probably th only one i forqive time & time aqain `
despite doinq all those nonsense `
i only remember those qood parts `
& forqet those sad memories `
hardly happens since i'm very 记仇`
but i don't want to anymore `
thanks to Jonathan `
-lauqhs- `
but i don't mind if you want me back aqain `
i never blamed you `
just found your acts outraqeous `
just a phonecall's away `
but i've a new plan ;] `
hope it works out on tuesday `
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Jason's back ;] `
i'm happy `
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PS . I'M NOT LESBIAN -_- `
nor am i aqainst lesbians `
at most i'm bisexual `
i admit ;] `
nothinq to hide `
but women are really hot `
Labels: lalalas
♥ Saturday, April 3
i feel like jio-inq you `
Kelvin says i'm allowed `
so shut up `
would you consider me ? `
but i'd be th quy `
Labels: honey i miss you `
♥ Friday, April 2
after 3 hours of sleep -_- `
woke up `
was nearly late for work `
after reachinq `
i seriously felt pain in my stomach `
and a desperate urqe to vomit `
but since my boss doesn't come so early `
i opened th damn shop feelinq so shit `
sat there and stoned ;[ `
boss asked if i wanted coffee ;[ `
made me feel worse `
told her how i felt after some time `
boss was damn sweet `
brewed qreen tea for me `
told me to drink `
said it'd make me feel better `
than she went down to qrab coffee `
cause i brouqht my cup home lonq aqo `
for i only enjoy cupwalker @ work `
no more hot drinks `
;[ sadly `
damn touchinq can `
ferrari came around 3-4 `
super happy `
my ferrari `
-lauqhs- `
she helped out with sales while i duq for diamonds `
cause i couldn't stand th pain `
can't just sit there & do nothinq `
ferrari found it fun `
so we slacked at th counter `
playinq with blinqs ;/ `
hidinq from boss `
she found us soon after `
think she can't stand us either ;] `
she thinks i'm extremely happy `
well i am `
hahaha `
love both of them `
suddenly i love workinq ;] `
kinda cool isn't it `
my shift mate visits me `
my boss dotes on me `
i visit my shift mate too `
we take turns to serve thouqh its off day `
boss was funny today `
she tried teachinq me how to use nets `
-lauqhs- `
th customer lauqhed `
cause i was like so blank ! `
haaa , alriqht `
ferrari had to leave soon `
but she said she'd wait with me til boss came back `
;] sweet , touched `
so we started crappinq `
i can't help but share such private stuff with ferrari `
-lauqhs- `
we ended up creatinq new stuff `
totally inspirinq `
halfway throuqh th funniest joke we made `
boss came back from buyinq dinner `
qave us that "wtf are you all doinq" look `
we just lauqhed harder `
okay ;] `
huqqed ferrari & said qoodbye `
continued fixinq stuffs `
with her help ;] `
we fixed at least 16 items today `
happy ;] `
went home with Gwen ;] `
another love of my `
i still feel sick `
probably lack of sleep , or food poisoninq `
supposed to call Jonathan now `
new chat buddy `
but kinda lazy `
- `
Jason's off to Malaysia ;[ `
do take care of yourself `
will see you in a few days `
- `
Kelvin's made peace with me `
i'm happy `
but i quess nothinq's qonna be easy anymore `
Labels: ferrari my love `
♥ Thursday, April 1
Happy Birthday Damien honeh `
riqht `
so what happened exactly `
full recount -_- `
Ferrari sweety came at 2 with Jiamin `
they lunched and shop while i served `
slacked for abit before leavinq `
missed you quys thouqh ;] `
Jason & Jon were kind enouqh `
they volunteered to come down & help me out `
thanks quys ♥ `
so we loaded everythinq up & left for ECP `
Jon & I walked so much faster than bro & Jason `
mainly due to weiqhtaqe and their ciqs `
qot th fire startinq soon ;] `
Damien came soon `
in fact `
everyone came slowly after that `
& since i've qotten anti social ;/ `
happily iqnored them `
continued our stuffs `
♥XINXIN twin & Gary uncle reached soonafter `
seriously missed them alot `
i'm qlad they came too `
Jerrold baby , Daniel Di & ♥Gwen love came soonafter `
missed them too ;] `
especially baby `
since he started IA `
he hadn't had time for me `
Kaixun daddy , Aaron & Laisoon came as well `
riqht `
Uncle talked to me for awhile `
♥XINXIN & Uncle left after that `
kind of upset ;[ `
probably th people i miss th most ;/ `
Siyu mei came but left soon `
too tired `
take care mei `
Daddy left after ;[ `
his friends were waitinq for him `
Bro & matthew came soonafter `
didn't feel like stayinq there `
qrabbed mat & went for th beach for some seabreeze ;] `
Jon & Jason came & talked to me `
Thanks ♥ `
kinda don't like th noise & heat `
slacked there with th quys for awhile `
saw a close-to-red moon `
& countless stars `
damn pretty `
went back after that & continued our bbq `
Bro piqqybacked me to th pit ;] `
but i forqot my slippers `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
so when i wanted to qo back `
i didn't have any footwear `
so Jason carried me instead ;/ `
piqqy me all th way back to Jon ;D `
i was happy ;] `
everyone left one by one ;] `
finished everythinq around 3 `
decided to pack and chanqe location `
since they were so spontaneous `
went to another pit `
which was pretty ridiculous `
slacked up to 6:30AM `
decided to cab home ;] `
baby & Kimberly left first `
than Jason & Jon & Bro & me `
3 hours of sleep before work `
- `
Thanks ♥XINXIN twinnie `
you mean th world to me ;] `
thanks for cominq `
it really touched me when you said `
you came just to see me `
even if it was just a lil while `
i'm really sorry `
i could've handled it better ;[ `
sorry for makinq you quys feel so left out `
would've spent more time with you ;[ `
promise to celeb birthday with you this year ;] `
seriously `
thanks for turninq up `
means alot to me ;] `
- `
♥Gwen Suqar `
thanks for cominq over last niqht `
for always beinq there `
for lendinq me your dad's icebox `
for always beinq so understandinq `
for turninq up despite your packed schedule `
for beinq so patient with me `
you make me smile ;] `
i'm qlad we're still friends ;] `
- `
♥Gary `
first and foremost `
thanks for cominq `
i really appreciate it `
i didn't know how to talk to you `
but i'm qlad you told me everythinq `
you're riqht `
you've been my uncle for years `
i should've known `
i'm sorry for th misunderstandinq `
from mia-inq from you `
i was really freaked out `
but i'm qlad its solved `
don't hesistate to call me `
always here for you `
just a call away `
just to let you know `
you're never alone `
- `
♥Jonathan `
thanks for cominq `
don't worry about her `
i'd quide you all th way if you need me `
just make th phonecall `
will answer if i can `
don't worry about disturbinq me `
i won't qet mad at you `
i'm too free after MIAinq from them ;] `
you can ask me anythinq `
will fulfil if within my means `
i just want to tell you `
your jokes are really funny `
th tap one lauqhs `
& that you can find me if you really need help `
someone to talk to `
a shoulder to lean on `
or just a silent friend `
i'm okay with it ;] `
text or call me `
i'd cab down to find you ;] `
don't worry about th time `
no problem , what are friends for `
- `
th rest of you `
thanks for cominq ;] `
honeh `
i still hate you `
Labels: honeh fuckzxc `
