♥ Friday, July 31
definately unhappy `
think i qot th thinq from honeh `
just reached home from school `
super unhappy `
comfirmed case ;/ `
i cant finish my artefact `
don't qet me wronq `
i'm not that petty ;/ `
won't qet all fucked up for that `
minute cases nia `
just listeninq to sonqs `
thinkinq about stuffs and all `
i'm on th verqe of qivinq up `
just once more `
lauqhs `
such ridiculous thouqhts huh `
just when i finally sort'em all out `
i quess i need you `
but life was never a bed of roses `
& life isn't about choices anymore `
you do what your parents want `
freedom doesn't exist `
you do it to please your parents `
you do it to fulfil timestrains `
so what's a choice `
it doesn't matter `
life's a forced thinq riqht now `
don't qet mad when i tel you it is `
i know -_- `
it's annoyinq and all `
but what's life if you don't treasure `
i'm so sick of all these crap `
someone save me from all these shit `
-_- `
i'm so fucked up riqht now `
don't know why i'm actinq this way `
i'm super quai riqht now ;/ `
definately on task for homework `
no lonqer skippinq asp `
stayinq late into th niqht for D&T `
maybe cause my life don't have choices anymore `
qeez ;/ `
pray wayne dont read this `
qonna roll on th floor and lauqh `
bless you if you read this waynechan ;/ `
upset upset `
don't even know why i'm bloqqinq `
so fucked up `
still bloq `
-siqhs- `
thanks nuer `
for beinq there `
hearinq all my shit `
nonsensical bullshit `
th companion and all `
it's appreciated `
thanks for beinq my parttime boyf `
lauqhs ;/ `
fill in th cracks `
understand why i'm so upset `
and all `
i quess life's chanqed already `
thanks anyway `
dont know what i'd have done without you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i quess i do need you after all `
i've never thouqht it'd be like this `
perhaps ; just perhaps `
it's one reason why i didn't wanna see you `
it's just so fuckinq hard `
just acceptinq reality `
it hurts so damn fuckinq bad `
have been fantasizinq alot lately `
what if i die tomorrow `
and never see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
a few months more `
i doubt i'd make it `
i've already made it for 2months `
and strivinq for another 3 months `
it seemed so much easier before `
sometimes `
i wish i'd just pack up and run `
i don't qive threefucks to whatever `
somethinq's wronq with me `
but it's not th normal moodswinqs `
-siqhs- `
i often wonder `
when'd i see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
think i qot th thinq from honeh `
just reached home from school `
super unhappy `
comfirmed case ;/ `
i cant finish my artefact `
don't qet me wronq `
i'm not that petty ;/ `
won't qet all fucked up for that `
minute cases nia `
just listeninq to sonqs `
thinkinq about stuffs and all `
i'm on th verqe of qivinq up `
just once more `
lauqhs `
such ridiculous thouqhts huh `
just when i finally sort'em all out `
i quess i need you `
but life was never a bed of roses `
& life isn't about choices anymore `
you do what your parents want `
freedom doesn't exist `
you do it to please your parents `
you do it to fulfil timestrains `
so what's a choice `
it doesn't matter `
life's a forced thinq riqht now `
don't qet mad when i tel you it is `
i know -_- `
it's annoyinq and all `
but what's life if you don't treasure `
i'm so sick of all these crap `
someone save me from all these shit `
-_- `
i'm so fucked up riqht now `
don't know why i'm actinq this way `
i'm super quai riqht now ;/ `
definately on task for homework `
no lonqer skippinq asp `
stayinq late into th niqht for D&T `
maybe cause my life don't have choices anymore `
qeez ;/ `
pray wayne dont read this `
qonna roll on th floor and lauqh `
bless you if you read this waynechan ;/ `
upset upset `
don't even know why i'm bloqqinq `
so fucked up `
still bloq `
-siqhs- `
thanks nuer `
for beinq there `
hearinq all my shit `
nonsensical bullshit `
th companion and all `
it's appreciated `
thanks for beinq my parttime boyf `
lauqhs ;/ `
fill in th cracks `
understand why i'm so upset `
and all `
i quess life's chanqed already `
thanks anyway `
dont know what i'd have done without you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i quess i do need you after all `
i've never thouqht it'd be like this `
perhaps ; just perhaps `
it's one reason why i didn't wanna see you `
it's just so fuckinq hard `
just acceptinq reality `
it hurts so damn fuckinq bad `
have been fantasizinq alot lately `
what if i die tomorrow `
and never see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
a few months more `
i doubt i'd make it `
i've already made it for 2months `
and strivinq for another 3 months `
it seemed so much easier before `
sometimes `
i wish i'd just pack up and run `
i don't qive threefucks to whatever `
somethinq's wronq with me `
but it's not th normal moodswinqs `
-siqhs- `
i often wonder `
when'd i see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
Labels: - upsetupset- `
♥ Tuesday, July 28
Boyf fainted `
talked to me halfway `
was around 2plus ;/ `
he just dropped ;/ `
couldn't qet throuqh after `
freaked me out okays `
fuckinq worried and all `
-siqhs- `
i dreamt of Boyf's death `
i forqotten how it happened ;/ `
awoked in tears and all `
i'm sucha crybaby huh `
i think it was his kor who called `
told me he passed away and all `
upset ;/ `
nearly late for school `
so fuckinq tired `
so fuckinq afraid `
so fuckinq depressed `
thouqht about it all day `
hmmm `
i'm stuck here `
i forqot what we did today `
all i remember is walkinq `
thinkinq about it `
& realizinq how much i love Boyf `
i don't remember any lessons ;/ `
qeez ;/ `
what th fuck `
after school ;/ `
chemistry ASP `
i attended that `
and qot super fucked up somehow `
sorry chem partner ;/ `
for utterinq vulqarities `
you weren't my victim okays ;/ `
just pretty fucked up `
hahs `
i didn't study physics `
sorry MrCheonq `
for lettinq you down aqain `
i didn't mean to not study `
just slipped my mind `
like th damn SocialStudies paper `
just too tired ;/ `
went for D&T `
had to finish it soon ;/ `
so fucked up `
need to qet thinqs off my mind `
henqburqer SMSed me `
so kind old me went to find him `
only cause i was not feelinq normal ;/ `
he wanted me to pei him -_- `
study with him `
test him and all that shit `
so yeah `
i sat under th damn tree `
on th damn fake tree chair `
with th damn ants `
with th damn henqburqer `
-siqhs- `
qot dark pretty soon `
and him complaininq his qirl chio `
as if i qave a damn huh `
pur-lease `
i'm a female `
as if i cared ;/ `
fine `
so we moved outside th library `
thank qod darkness arrived `
if not `
fuck th henqburqer `
only know how to whine `
can't let me think in peace `
SMSed Boyf `
just thouqht of it aqain `
hahs ;] `
thanks henqburqer `
thouqh you're a dweeb `
i think you'd make an awesome confidant `
qwen came after awhile `
lauqhs `
talked for awhile before qoinq back `
just had to D&T `
went back in time to clear `
hahs `
MrLee was nice/mean `
see it as you deem `
but i think it's nice in a mean way `
he said "shaomin今天没有来吵我啊？做完了吗？"`
-upsetupset- `
i owe you quys an apoloqy `
for not doinq work and all `
-siqhs- `
i deserve to die `
finished packinq and left `
-lauqhs- `
thanks wayne `
for walkinq me home aqain ;/ `
fuck `
next time send me up ;D `
i've qot truckloads of work to do `
but i doubt i'd even do them `
time's runninq low `
and i quess if it's so stuffed `
perhaps a day's worth of MC's enouqh `
awesome solution huh `
-lauqhs- `
but with th cominq prelims `
life's a misery huh `
i'm just ruininq myself `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks qwen `
for th candy ;/ `
for cheerinq me up `
for talkinq sense into me `
which i seriously lack `
thanks for toleratinq me `
i suck alot `
think too much `
think over th same stuffs `
like practically forever `
i can imaqine th patience runninq low `
-lauqhs- `
thanks qirl `
think i'd be bombed if it weren't for you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks supersized henqburqer `
for hearinq me out ;/ `
hahs `
sharinq your views ;/ `
tellinq me why i became that `
and all la `
thanks for bitchinq with me `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& lastly `
dearest Boyf `
thanks for not qettinq mad and all `
it's been 2 days nia `
& i fuckinq miss you already `
i miss your super hot temperature ;/ `
so unnatural `
hahs `
whatthefuck is wronq with me `
that dream alone made me realize so much `
how precious life is `
& how i'd feel if you left `
i've never thouqht you'd mean so much to me `
perhaps i'm just touchy `
-lauqhs- `
i wonder how you qot there `
so few have reached that staqe ;/ `
i don't fear much of these stuffs `
but now i do ;/ `
-siqhs- `
i do hope you're alriqht `
don't call me if you're sick `
rest more `
i could do with less fear `
less worry and all ;/ `
perhaps life'd be awesome soon `
i quess `
just a couple of months more `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet upset over my SMS `
i mean what i say `
enjoy life as it is `
live life to it's fullest `
for a second unenjoyed is considered wasted `
life's short `
why waste ? `
don't spend half your life emoinq `
it ain't worth a baqfull of bones `
but i still miss you `
if life could rewind`
i'd rewind it countless times `
-lauqhs- `
such retardacy eh `
can't help it `
i'm so into you riqht now ;/ `
talked to me halfway `
was around 2plus ;/ `
he just dropped ;/ `
couldn't qet throuqh after `
freaked me out okays `
fuckinq worried and all `
-siqhs- `
i dreamt of Boyf's death `
i forqotten how it happened ;/ `
awoked in tears and all `
i'm sucha crybaby huh `
i think it was his kor who called `
told me he passed away and all `
upset ;/ `
nearly late for school `
so fuckinq tired `
so fuckinq afraid `
so fuckinq depressed `
thouqht about it all day `
hmmm `
i'm stuck here `
i forqot what we did today `
all i remember is walkinq `
thinkinq about it `
& realizinq how much i love Boyf `
i don't remember any lessons ;/ `
qeez ;/ `
what th fuck `
after school ;/ `
chemistry ASP `
i attended that `
and qot super fucked up somehow `
sorry chem partner ;/ `
for utterinq vulqarities `
you weren't my victim okays ;/ `
just pretty fucked up `
hahs `
i didn't study physics `
sorry MrCheonq `
for lettinq you down aqain `
i didn't mean to not study `
just slipped my mind `
like th damn SocialStudies paper `
just too tired ;/ `
went for D&T `
had to finish it soon ;/ `
so fucked up `
need to qet thinqs off my mind `
henqburqer SMSed me `
so kind old me went to find him `
only cause i was not feelinq normal ;/ `
he wanted me to pei him -_- `
study with him `
test him and all that shit `
so yeah `
i sat under th damn tree `
on th damn fake tree chair `
with th damn ants `
with th damn henqburqer `
-siqhs- `
qot dark pretty soon `
and him complaininq his qirl chio `
as if i qave a damn huh `
pur-lease `
i'm a female `
as if i cared ;/ `
fine `
so we moved outside th library `
thank qod darkness arrived `
if not `
fuck th henqburqer `
only know how to whine `
can't let me think in peace `
SMSed Boyf `
just thouqht of it aqain `
hahs ;] `
thanks henqburqer `
thouqh you're a dweeb `
i think you'd make an awesome confidant `
qwen came after awhile `
lauqhs `
talked for awhile before qoinq back `
just had to D&T `
went back in time to clear `
hahs `
MrLee was nice/mean `
see it as you deem `
but i think it's nice in a mean way `
he said "shaomin今天没有来吵我啊？做完了吗？"`
-upsetupset- `
i owe you quys an apoloqy `
for not doinq work and all `
-siqhs- `
i deserve to die `
finished packinq and left `
-lauqhs- `
thanks wayne `
for walkinq me home aqain ;/ `
fuck `
next time send me up ;D `
i've qot truckloads of work to do `
but i doubt i'd even do them `
time's runninq low `
and i quess if it's so stuffed `
perhaps a day's worth of MC's enouqh `
awesome solution huh `
-lauqhs- `
but with th cominq prelims `
life's a misery huh `
i'm just ruininq myself `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks qwen `
for th candy ;/ `
for cheerinq me up `
for talkinq sense into me `
which i seriously lack `
thanks for toleratinq me `
i suck alot `
think too much `
think over th same stuffs `
like practically forever `
i can imaqine th patience runninq low `
-lauqhs- `
thanks qirl `
think i'd be bombed if it weren't for you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks supersized henqburqer `
for hearinq me out ;/ `
hahs `
sharinq your views ;/ `
tellinq me why i became that `
and all la `
thanks for bitchinq with me `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& lastly `
dearest Boyf `
thanks for not qettinq mad and all `
it's been 2 days nia `
& i fuckinq miss you already `
i miss your super hot temperature ;/ `
so unnatural `
hahs `
whatthefuck is wronq with me `
that dream alone made me realize so much `
how precious life is `
& how i'd feel if you left `
i've never thouqht you'd mean so much to me `
perhaps i'm just touchy `
-lauqhs- `
i wonder how you qot there `
so few have reached that staqe ;/ `
i don't fear much of these stuffs `
but now i do ;/ `
-siqhs- `
i do hope you're alriqht `
don't call me if you're sick `
rest more `
i could do with less fear `
less worry and all ;/ `
perhaps life'd be awesome soon `
i quess `
just a couple of months more `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet upset over my SMS `
i mean what i say `
enjoy life as it is `
live life to it's fullest `
for a second unenjoyed is considered wasted `
life's short `
why waste ? `
don't spend half your life emoinq `
it ain't worth a baqfull of bones `
but i still miss you `
if life could rewind`
i'd rewind it countless times `
-lauqhs- `
such retardacy eh `
can't help it `
i'm so into you riqht now ;/ `
Labels: i love Boyf ` qodddddddddd `
♥ Sunday, July 26
don read if you hate words `
cause imma qonna bloq every sinqle thinq `
for i wanna remember today `
lauqhs `
i'm extremely elated today `
but just as well ;/ `
it's my last day of happiness `
planned to meet Boyf in th morn `
woke at 8 ;/ `
and he told me `
he was qonna cut hair ;/ `
so short already still cut `
lauqhs `
shave luh `
save money ;/ `
alriqht `
he lunched with his parents while i bloqqed `
oh wow ;/ `
he told me to meet at bishan `
damn ;/ `
so fuckinq far `
chanqed locations to plaza `
so we went there ;/ `
met up with boyf `
yayness `
hahs `
went in search of present `
had to buy for his kor `
went to th sex shop thinqy `
and bouqht th animated candy `
lauqhs `
boyf's qonna be th victim `
yayness `
jimmy kor jiayous ! `
hahs ;D `
was meetinq lianq at tampines `
chanq couldn't make it `
qwen wasn't qoinq `
so we went over ;/ `
met up with xun&honeh on th way `
waited for them at MRT `
hahs ;D `
Boyf folded me hearts ;/ `
money hearts ;/ `
covered my pictured `
so damn Fuqly `
bitch `
-lauqhs- `
xun daddiie reached first ;/ `
then honeh `
he couldn't find us `
hahs ;D `
went to tampines ;/ `
cause boyf said he's qonna treat swensons `
so yeah we went swensons `
lalalas ;/ `
icecreamed `
lauqhs `
talked about banana SPLIT `
and STICKY chewy chocolate `
hahas `
don't qet th joke ? `
thats too bad ;/ `
honeh felt cold ;/ `
so we told him to do hand exercise `
lauqhs `
ridiculous `
-siqhs- `
lianq came when we finished `
went off soon ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
walked around `
went to T1 `
which wasn't very sweet ;/ `
had another of those shops ;/ `
so damn fuckinq insultinq can `
VIP ; very impressive penis `
lauqhs ;/ `
oh wow `
so we're th VIP ppl `
remember daddiie ;/ `
lauqhs `
such ridicue `
after walkinq for aqes `
lianq had to leave with amanda ;/ `
so we cabbed back to my house ;/ `
yayness `
boyf went back after awhile `
i sent him all th way to seranqoon MRT `
so upset la ;/ `
fuck i hate this `
went back emo-inq `
;/ just thinkinq `
when will i see you aqain `
lauqhs `
perhaps a month later eh `
you promised ;/ `
lauqhs `
went back ;/ `
xun & honeh were like havinq so much fun `
honeh couldn't do his lic `
so damn cute ;/ `
hahs ;D `
lauqhs ;/ `
watched them play beatup ;/ `
so pro luh them `
2handers ;/ `
-envy envy- `
i haven seen boyf play yet ;/ `
lala `
stayed here takinq turns on th comp `
so funny ;/ `
finished it off with sonqs ;/ `
honeh was overhiqhed `
kept sinqinq `
qot sonqs transferred over for daddiie `
sent them downstairs to wait for bus `
lauqhs ;/ `
sweet huh `
lauqhs `
i told daddiie `
i'm so afraid i'd treat honeh like him `
-siqhs- `
know `
it hurt-ed `
okays ;/ `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
knowinq you won't be there for lonq sucks `
seriously `
how am i qonna survive this lonq `
when you're qone ~ `
th pieces of my heart are missinq you ~ `
oh wow ;/ `
one month `
promise me you'd be back `
it doesn't matter if you don't `
really `
i'd understand `
especially in such circumstances and all `
i shouldn't be a selfish bitch `
i know life's touqh `
i dread tomorrow `
knowinq you'd be qone `
and i'd be in school til 9 `
that's extremely fucked up `
why can't tomorrow be a holiday `
just let me see you one last time `
i really wonder `
what if i die on tuesday `
and never qet to see you aqain `
-siqhs- `
then my biqqest reqrets lies there `
not pon-inq school `
not seeinq you `
such frustration `
should i be qlad or sad ? `
lauqhs ;/ `
i don't know `
if you do have time `
do qo to beach road okays ;/ `
you know `
i seriously wonder how lonq we'd last `
lauqhs `
dont you ? `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
henqlee honeh aka di `
lauqhs `
cheerup kays `
i think you're happier in reality `lauqhs `
you're nice to be with `
especially when you're not emoinq `
hai ;/ `
i'd think you were a hyperactive kid `
but why do you sound so upset `
it's okays `
come out with us more often ;] `
i'd make you happy `
put th past behind you `
cause imma qonna bloq every sinqle thinq `
for i wanna remember today `
lauqhs `
i'm extremely elated today `
but just as well ;/ `
it's my last day of happiness `
planned to meet Boyf in th morn `
woke at 8 ;/ `
and he told me `
he was qonna cut hair ;/ `
so short already still cut `
lauqhs `
shave luh `
save money ;/ `
alriqht `
he lunched with his parents while i bloqqed `
oh wow ;/ `
he told me to meet at bishan `
damn ;/ `
so fuckinq far `
chanqed locations to plaza `
so we went there ;/ `
met up with boyf `
yayness `
hahs `
went in search of present `
had to buy for his kor `
went to th sex shop thinqy `
and bouqht th animated candy `
lauqhs `
boyf's qonna be th victim `
yayness `
jimmy kor jiayous ! `
hahs ;D `
was meetinq lianq at tampines `
chanq couldn't make it `
qwen wasn't qoinq `
so we went over ;/ `
met up with xun&honeh on th way `
waited for them at MRT `
hahs ;D `
Boyf folded me hearts ;/ `
money hearts ;/ `
covered my pictured `
so damn Fuqly `
bitch `
-lauqhs- `
xun daddiie reached first ;/ `
then honeh `
he couldn't find us `
hahs ;D `
went to tampines ;/ `
cause boyf said he's qonna treat swensons `
so yeah we went swensons `
lalalas ;/ `
icecreamed `
lauqhs `
talked about banana SPLIT `
and STICKY chewy chocolate `
hahas `
don't qet th joke ? `
thats too bad ;/ `
honeh felt cold ;/ `
so we told him to do hand exercise `
lauqhs `
ridiculous `
-siqhs- `
lianq came when we finished `
went off soon ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
walked around `
went to T1 `
which wasn't very sweet ;/ `
had another of those shops ;/ `
so damn fuckinq insultinq can `
VIP ; very impressive penis `
lauqhs ;/ `
oh wow `
so we're th VIP ppl `
remember daddiie ;/ `
lauqhs `
such ridicue `
after walkinq for aqes `
lianq had to leave with amanda ;/ `
so we cabbed back to my house ;/ `
yayness `
boyf went back after awhile `
i sent him all th way to seranqoon MRT `
so upset la ;/ `
fuck i hate this `
went back emo-inq `
;/ just thinkinq `
when will i see you aqain `
lauqhs `
perhaps a month later eh `
you promised ;/ `
lauqhs `
went back ;/ `
xun & honeh were like havinq so much fun `
honeh couldn't do his lic `
so damn cute ;/ `
hahs ;D `
lauqhs ;/ `
watched them play beatup ;/ `
so pro luh them `
2handers ;/ `
-envy envy- `
i haven seen boyf play yet ;/ `
lala `
stayed here takinq turns on th comp `
so funny ;/ `
finished it off with sonqs ;/ `
honeh was overhiqhed `
kept sinqinq `
qot sonqs transferred over for daddiie `
sent them downstairs to wait for bus `
lauqhs ;/ `
sweet huh `
lauqhs `
i told daddiie `
i'm so afraid i'd treat honeh like him `
-siqhs- `
know `
it hurt-ed `
okays ;/ `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
knowinq you won't be there for lonq sucks `
seriously `
how am i qonna survive this lonq `
when you're qone ~ `
th pieces of my heart are missinq you ~ `
oh wow ;/ `
one month `
promise me you'd be back `
it doesn't matter if you don't `
really `
i'd understand `
especially in such circumstances and all `
i shouldn't be a selfish bitch `
i know life's touqh `
i dread tomorrow `
knowinq you'd be qone `
and i'd be in school til 9 `
that's extremely fucked up `
why can't tomorrow be a holiday `
just let me see you one last time `
i really wonder `
what if i die on tuesday `
and never qet to see you aqain `
-siqhs- `
then my biqqest reqrets lies there `
not pon-inq school `
not seeinq you `
such frustration `
should i be qlad or sad ? `
lauqhs ;/ `
i don't know `
if you do have time `
do qo to beach road okays ;/ `
you know `
i seriously wonder how lonq we'd last `
lauqhs `
dont you ? `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
henqlee honeh aka di `
lauqhs `
cheerup kays `
i think you're happier in reality `lauqhs `
you're nice to be with `
especially when you're not emoinq `
hai ;/ `
i'd think you were a hyperactive kid `
but why do you sound so upset `
it's okays `
come out with us more often ;] `
i'd make you happy `
put th past behind you `
Labels: i love today ; and i love Boyf
♥ Saturday, July 25
i'm only bloqqinq cause ♥Boyf told me to `
i draqqed for 8 hours already ;/ `
was too tired last niqht `
so i'd do it now before qoinq out `
hah ;D `
i'm too lazy to on th comp these days `
esp with truckloads of homework `
such sadism ;/ `
lauqhs ;] `
i'm extremely elated today `
but this is so damn ridiculous `
hahs ;/ `
but i'd do it anyway `
chanqed my tuition to an earlier time `
cause of somebody ;/ `
qeez `
this is so damn fuckinq funny `
was just waitinq for him to touchdown `
and he took so damn fuckinq lonq `
and qwen qot so damn pissed off ;/ `
siao didnt wanna qo early `
ruin our planninq ;/ `
bitch `
hmph `
okays so we stayed at my place for 3 hours `
and qod ; i do wonder why `
my post came back ;/ `
walan `
it said " UNCOLLECTED " or somethinq `
which most probably meant `
someone didn't qo and collect it `
so i took it and went CP `
chanq and his supercute Girlf reached soon `
unlike somebody `
so we waited ;/ `
i thouqht he was earlier `
i was wronq HAH `
so we waited for him and lianq `
hahs ;/ `
damn stupid `
i was planninq to qive th "OH" `
" I DONT CARE " face ;/ `
failed ;/ `
freaked la `
then he reached while i wanted to qo down`
how fucked up `
he qot so freaked out ;/ `
cause i iqnored him hah ;/ `
& my baq became my weapon `
he SMSed me he was hurt ;/ `
yayness `
emotional hurt ;/ `
i like it ;D `
okays just kiddinq `
don't cry when you read this kays `
-lauqhs- `
such ridicue ;/ `
they came `
and we went kovan to pool `
aqain ;/ `
qeez `
qwennie suqarieeeeeeeeee ! `
trust me `
at th end of th year `
we'd earn that treat to whatever `
loser's treat ; obviously `
it ain't qonna be you or me `
just look at his skill ;/ `
he's so qonna kill me when he reads this `
-_________________- `
LAUGHS `
okays `
they were oh kay `
not that bad ;/ `
but i wasn't any better `
-_- so i'd shut th fuck up `
they had NO planninqs at all `
like wowowowow ;/ `
so sweet `
planned to play 2 hours nia ;/ `
cause ♥Boyf wanted to treat them `
so rich seh F3 -_- `
cause i wanted to qo down town and walk `
by th way darlinq `
you know what ;/ `
qwen&i charqed th stuff to table ;/ `
LOL ;/ `
thats why th bill so exp ;/ `
didn't realize riqht LOL `
thanks arh ;D hah `
they overshot 2 hours T_T `
my town trip `
fuck `
all ♥Boyf's fault `
♥Boyf missed xinqqan `
so i called xinqqan lor ;/ `
xinqqan was at plaza's pool station `
should've went there -_- `
so we packed at went over to plaza `
qwen looked damn upset ;/ `
hais `
wonder what's wronq `
think all ♥Boyf's fault `
make her dulan for 2 weeks ;/ `
tamade i hate you `
make my suqarieeeeeeee upset `
-PIAK- `
called xinqqan aqain `
lauqhs `
darlinq `
your superSWEETdarlinq didi arh `
took his own sweet time ;/ `
dont blame xinqqan larh `
you know he has his own friends too `
needs his own space ;/ `
walked up and down ;/ `
damn ridiculous `
oh my qod `
had to leave damn early ;/ `
qwen wanted to qo back chinatown `
parted at MRT `
so i sent darlinq home `
i'm so man `
see i told you `
i'm way man-nier then you `
how bout you be my qirlf instead `
and qive me my football team `
lauqhs `
;/ this is so wronq `
cabbed back ;/ `
i hate seranqoon `
fuck ;/ `
no malls just yet `
pathetic `
-siqhs- `
i reached home at 830 ;D `
too early `
so wronq `
even siao asked `
"eh why you so early come back" `
-__________________- `
all ♥Boyf's fault `
-siqhs- `
i did my Emath okay `
cause of you `
hahs ;/ `
no luh `
after readinq `
i know you'd be so upset `
no luh `
don't feel that way `
i know you very qood to me already luh `
isaac kor also told me alot already lo ;/ `
thanks ♥Darlinq `
for everythinq `
even if it's just 2 pathetic days `
i'm fine with it ;/ `
doesn't matter ;/ `
stop lookinq so sad can ? `
and stop makinq qwen upset `
you're so mean `
actually `
i found out about your "surprise" lonq aqo `
you just didn't realize eh `
-lauqhs- `
its either you quys're such pathetic liars `
or you quys do want me to know `
poor qwen `
she kept tellinq me `
for everythinq that happens `
there's a reason ;/ `
but she didn't know i knew `
so she qot so fucked up `
all your fault `
you've qotta say somethinq to her `
don't be mean to her already ;/ `
i thouqht she qot into moodswinqs ;/ `
she told me it wasn't `
-siqhs- `
thanks supersweet ♥Boyf `
for makinq life so pleasant `
just when it's qettinq so fucked up `
you were there `
hahs ;/ `
at th wronq time `
at th wronq place `
but i don't care `
hahs ;] `
thanks for makinq so much sacrifice `
for beinq so open minded `
for tryinq your best `
for beinq so willinq `
don't mind me ;/ `
i'm just weird `
hahs ;] `
i love you , really `
i do ;/ `
for beinq th awesome ♥Boyf you are `
don't worry `
it's not your fault `
you've done pretty awesome `
remember to qive isaac kor his stuff ;/ `
i stocked up `
lauqhs `
ridiculous riqht ;/ `
didn't want to send ;/ `
so unsafeeeeeeeeeeeeeee `
♥Boyf ;/ `
i draqqed for 8 hours already ;/ `
was too tired last niqht `
so i'd do it now before qoinq out `
hah ;D `
i'm too lazy to on th comp these days `
esp with truckloads of homework `
such sadism ;/ `
lauqhs ;] `
i'm extremely elated today `
but this is so damn ridiculous `
hahs ;/ `
but i'd do it anyway `
chanqed my tuition to an earlier time `
cause of somebody ;/ `
qeez `
this is so damn fuckinq funny `
was just waitinq for him to touchdown `
and he took so damn fuckinq lonq `
and qwen qot so damn pissed off ;/ `
siao didnt wanna qo early `
ruin our planninq ;/ `
bitch `
hmph `
okays so we stayed at my place for 3 hours `
and qod ; i do wonder why `
my post came back ;/ `
walan `
it said " UNCOLLECTED " or somethinq `
which most probably meant `
someone didn't qo and collect it `
so i took it and went CP `
chanq and his supercute Girlf reached soon `
unlike somebody `
so we waited ;/ `
i thouqht he was earlier `
i was wronq HAH `
so we waited for him and lianq `
hahs ;/ `
damn stupid `
i was planninq to qive th "OH" `
" I DONT CARE " face ;/ `
failed ;/ `
freaked la `
then he reached while i wanted to qo down`
how fucked up `
he qot so freaked out ;/ `
cause i iqnored him hah ;/ `
& my baq became my weapon `
he SMSed me he was hurt ;/ `
yayness `
emotional hurt ;/ `
i like it ;D `
okays just kiddinq `
don't cry when you read this kays `
-lauqhs- `
such ridicue ;/ `
they came `
and we went kovan to pool `
aqain ;/ `
qeez `
qwennie suqarieeeeeeeeee ! `
trust me `
at th end of th year `
we'd earn that treat to whatever `
loser's treat ; obviously `
it ain't qonna be you or me `
just look at his skill ;/ `
he's so qonna kill me when he reads this `
-_________________- `
LAUGHS `
okays `
they were oh kay `
not that bad ;/ `
but i wasn't any better `
-_- so i'd shut th fuck up `
they had NO planninqs at all `
like wowowowow ;/ `
so sweet `
planned to play 2 hours nia ;/ `
cause ♥Boyf wanted to treat them `
so rich seh F3 -_- `
cause i wanted to qo down town and walk `
by th way darlinq `
you know what ;/ `
qwen&i charqed th stuff to table ;/ `
LOL ;/ `
thats why th bill so exp ;/ `
didn't realize riqht LOL `
thanks arh ;D hah `
they overshot 2 hours T_T `
my town trip `
fuck `
all ♥Boyf's fault `
♥Boyf missed xinqqan `
so i called xinqqan lor ;/ `
xinqqan was at plaza's pool station `
should've went there -_- `
so we packed at went over to plaza `
qwen looked damn upset ;/ `
hais `
wonder what's wronq `
think all ♥Boyf's fault `
make her dulan for 2 weeks ;/ `
tamade i hate you `
make my suqarieeeeeeee upset `
-PIAK- `
called xinqqan aqain `
lauqhs `
darlinq `
your superSWEETdarlinq didi arh `
took his own sweet time ;/ `
dont blame xinqqan larh `
you know he has his own friends too `
needs his own space ;/ `
walked up and down ;/ `
damn ridiculous `
oh my qod `
had to leave damn early ;/ `
qwen wanted to qo back chinatown `
parted at MRT `
so i sent darlinq home `
i'm so man `
see i told you `
i'm way man-nier then you `
how bout you be my qirlf instead `
and qive me my football team `
lauqhs `
;/ this is so wronq `
cabbed back ;/ `
i hate seranqoon `
fuck ;/ `
no malls just yet `
pathetic `
-siqhs- `
i reached home at 830 ;D `
too early `
so wronq `
even siao asked `
"eh why you so early come back" `
-__________________- `
all ♥Boyf's fault `
-siqhs- `
i did my Emath okay `
cause of you `
hahs ;/ `
no luh `
after readinq `
i know you'd be so upset `
no luh `
don't feel that way `
i know you very qood to me already luh `
isaac kor also told me alot already lo ;/ `
thanks ♥Darlinq `
for everythinq `
even if it's just 2 pathetic days `
i'm fine with it ;/ `
doesn't matter ;/ `
stop lookinq so sad can ? `
and stop makinq qwen upset `
you're so mean `
actually `
i found out about your "surprise" lonq aqo `
you just didn't realize eh `
-lauqhs- `
its either you quys're such pathetic liars `
or you quys do want me to know `
poor qwen `
she kept tellinq me `
for everythinq that happens `
there's a reason ;/ `
but she didn't know i knew `
so she qot so fucked up `
all your fault `
you've qotta say somethinq to her `
don't be mean to her already ;/ `
i thouqht she qot into moodswinqs ;/ `
she told me it wasn't `
-siqhs- `
thanks supersweet ♥Boyf `
for makinq life so pleasant `
just when it's qettinq so fucked up `
you were there `
hahs ;/ `
at th wronq time `
at th wronq place `
but i don't care `
hahs ;] `
thanks for makinq so much sacrifice `
for beinq so open minded `
for tryinq your best `
for beinq so willinq `
don't mind me ;/ `
i'm just weird `
hahs ;] `
i love you , really `
i do ;/ `
for beinq th awesome ♥Boyf you are `
don't worry `
it's not your fault `
you've done pretty awesome `
remember to qive isaac kor his stuff ;/ `
i stocked up `
lauqhs `
ridiculous riqht ;/ `
didn't want to send ;/ `
so unsafeeeeeeeeeeeeeee `
♥Boyf ;/ `
Labels: cause ♥Boyf told me to ;/
♥ Friday, July 24
-siqhs- `
friday `
finished with Emath `
a wonder i missed th ST huh `
so damn fuckinq hard `
extremely chim ;/ `
didn't know how to do half th paper `
was shocked luh ;/ `
Mrs Yoqa wasn't pleased `
-lauqhs- `
went throuqh th paper `
and it all seemed so damn easy ;/ `
just need mind thinkinq `
she qave out 10Year series `
told us to do finish one paper by monday `
and we were to attend her NSP `
my mondays are so ruined ;/ `
what to do ? `
;/ `
finished lit and chinese with ease `
we were told we could qo back to class `
for chinese ; that is `
lauqhs `
we didnt `
and qwen said to MsLiao `
cause we loved her too much `
LOL la qwen ;/ `
i think i prefer beinq in her class `
she's so much sweeter riqht now ;/ `
i like her this way `
D&Ted `
th damn thinq didn't stick `
sat there 2 hours `
nuer came to school `
went out ;/ `
qwen was super frustrated `
hahs ;/ `
totally amusinq can `
after slackinq for like an hour or more `
we went back ;/ `
decided to be a qood qirl `
don't anyhow do anymore `
so i filed every sinqle edqe `
bit by bit ;/ `
end of th day `
i only finished one part `
apart from helpinq others luh `
wayne's so amusinq `
but i shall not say why `
later he qet in trouble `
then we'd GG toqether `
hahs ;D `
went home ;/ `
waited for qwen's bus as usual `
went home ;/ `
wayne's so funny `
on th way `
he kept sayinq leonq torture him `
his stomach damn pain `
cause of situps ;/ `
some man you are waynechan `
lauqhs ;/ `
so i was like `
"eew so erxin , didn't wash my apron for a week " `
and quess what he replied `
i was like LMAO `
and he ROFLMAO after sayinq it `
qeez ;/ `
some joker `
a professional entertainer doesn't lauqh at his own joke `
he said `
" please lo i didn't wash my for 2 weeks " `
seriously wayne chan `
what's wronq with you ;/ `
stop makinq yourself lauqh if it hurts `
so damn entertaininq larhs `
he's so nice sometimes `
today ; 24.07.2009 `
th first time he said `
i'm very nice `
P/S he added ; today `
lauqhs ;/ `
so mean of him `
hahs ;/ `
friday `
finished with Emath `
a wonder i missed th ST huh `
so damn fuckinq hard `
extremely chim ;/ `
didn't know how to do half th paper `
was shocked luh ;/ `
Mrs Yoqa wasn't pleased `
-lauqhs- `
went throuqh th paper `
and it all seemed so damn easy ;/ `
just need mind thinkinq `
she qave out 10Year series `
told us to do finish one paper by monday `
and we were to attend her NSP `
my mondays are so ruined ;/ `
what to do ? `
;/ `
finished lit and chinese with ease `
we were told we could qo back to class `
for chinese ; that is `
lauqhs `
we didnt `
and qwen said to MsLiao `
cause we loved her too much `
LOL la qwen ;/ `
i think i prefer beinq in her class `
she's so much sweeter riqht now ;/ `
i like her this way `
D&Ted `
th damn thinq didn't stick `
sat there 2 hours `
nuer came to school `
went out ;/ `
qwen was super frustrated `
hahs ;/ `
totally amusinq can `
after slackinq for like an hour or more `
we went back ;/ `
decided to be a qood qirl `
don't anyhow do anymore `
so i filed every sinqle edqe `
bit by bit ;/ `
end of th day `
i only finished one part `
apart from helpinq others luh `
wayne's so amusinq `
but i shall not say why `
later he qet in trouble `
then we'd GG toqether `
hahs ;D `
went home ;/ `
waited for qwen's bus as usual `
went home ;/ `
wayne's so funny `
on th way `
he kept sayinq leonq torture him `
his stomach damn pain `
cause of situps ;/ `
some man you are waynechan `
lauqhs ;/ `
so i was like `
"eew so erxin , didn't wash my apron for a week " `
and quess what he replied `
i was like LMAO `
and he ROFLMAO after sayinq it `
qeez ;/ `
some joker `
a professional entertainer doesn't lauqh at his own joke `
he said `
" please lo i didn't wash my for 2 weeks " `
seriously wayne chan `
what's wronq with you ;/ `
stop makinq yourself lauqh if it hurts `
so damn entertaininq larhs `
he's so nice sometimes `
today ; 24.07.2009 `
th first time he said `
i'm very nice `
P/S he added ; today `
lauqhs ;/ `
so mean of him `
hahs ;/ `
Labels: such ridicue `
♥ Wednesday, July 22
it's your choice who to believe ;] `
it's a free world honeh `
lauqhs ;D `
believe him if you want `
but a lie cant be held forever `
th truth will reach you someday `
this is so damn ridiculous `
honeh `
did you realize your words are so damn contradictinq `
oh qeez `
i doubt you even realize `
just look at your pathetic stance `
you can't even master enqlish properly `
deep down you know yourself okays `
you disqust me `
qreatly `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
finished chinese o lvls LC with ease `
life's an awesome adventure `
ain't it not `
such contradiction eh `
;/ mood chanqes for th better `
D&Ted aqain ;/ `
i'm halfway throuqh already `
my artefact's so uqly ;/ `
it's worse then cowdunq `
extremely envious of those super chio ones `
people are like strivinq for th best `
and i'm like dyinq to just finish my `
wow ; biq difference huh `
qeez ;/ `
finished at 9 `
dearest nuer `
do take care of yourself okays `
i'd be there for you no matter what `
it's all in th mind love `
iqnore everythinq `
take pride in what you're doinq `
do it for yourself `
not others `
iqnore such redundancy `
no point thinkinq about it `
move on qirl `
you'd make it `
thanks waynechan ;] `
for sendinq me to my block aqain `
hahs ;D `
you are awesome `
thanks for blurtinq `
it's fuckinq hilarious when you do `
you quys are such pathetic liars `
;/ lauqhs `
stop runninq people `
i already quessed `
quess what `
he blurted too ;/ `
stupe `
hahs ;/ `
okay shall stop insultinq you quys `
thanks for beinq such super sweet blurts `
hahs ;/ `
qet well soon natalie ;/ `
qet well too jiamin ;/ `
and wendy `
do take care of yourself `
it's a free world honeh `
lauqhs ;D `
believe him if you want `
but a lie cant be held forever `
th truth will reach you someday `
this is so damn ridiculous `
honeh `
did you realize your words are so damn contradictinq `
oh qeez `
i doubt you even realize `
just look at your pathetic stance `
you can't even master enqlish properly `
deep down you know yourself okays `
you disqust me `
qreatly `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
finished chinese o lvls LC with ease `
life's an awesome adventure `
ain't it not `
such contradiction eh `
;/ mood chanqes for th better `
D&Ted aqain ;/ `
i'm halfway throuqh already `
my artefact's so uqly ;/ `
it's worse then cowdunq `
extremely envious of those super chio ones `
people are like strivinq for th best `
and i'm like dyinq to just finish my `
wow ; biq difference huh `
qeez ;/ `
finished at 9 `
dearest nuer `
do take care of yourself okays `
i'd be there for you no matter what `
it's all in th mind love `
iqnore everythinq `
take pride in what you're doinq `
do it for yourself `
not others `
iqnore such redundancy `
no point thinkinq about it `
move on qirl `
you'd make it `
thanks waynechan ;] `
for sendinq me to my block aqain `
hahs ;D `
you are awesome `
thanks for blurtinq `
it's fuckinq hilarious when you do `
you quys are such pathetic liars `
;/ lauqhs `
stop runninq people `
i already quessed `
quess what `
he blurted too ;/ `
stupe `
hahs ;/ `
okay shall stop insultinq you quys `
thanks for beinq such super sweet blurts `
hahs ;/ `
qet well soon natalie ;/ `
qet well too jiamin ;/ `
and wendy `
do take care of yourself `
Labels: - BLURTED `
♥ Tuesday, July 21
oh wow `
fuck school `
i'm so qonna breakdown soon `
-_- `
anyway `
to those whom think they deserve my sympathy `
you quys can fuck off `
dream on `
i hate such people `
you quys think you quys are th worst off `
hello people `
i've seen worse okays `
don't try to qain my sympathy `
cause it's jus disqustinq me `
today `
racial harmony `
first lesson `
Amath `
i just sat there `
and she was like scoldinq me `
eh what th fuck is this `
madamn `
i did your fuckinq homeworks okays `
i did NOT copy `
nor did i cheat in any way `
and of all people `
you chose me `
what kind of a teacher are you `
are you fuckinq blind `
or are you just plain biase `
whats with tellinq my mum all that shit `
hello `
if you hate me that much `
tell me to drop `
and i will `
it's easier that way `
you'd be happy no one's qonna ruin th school's reputation `
and i'd qet a load off my mind `
have my usual outinqs `
do my usual shit and all okays `
and i don't qive a fuck if you read this `
i had ENOUGH already okays `
th rest of th day passed way better `
obviously ; better then amath la `
MsSuraiya didn't come `
hai `
anyway `
if you're wonderinq why i kept quiet `
i'd tell you riqht here `
since im too paisae to tell you quys `
makes me sound so fuckinq weak -_- `
i was havinq dizzy spells `
major headaches that hurt ;/ `
thinkinq just makes it worse okays `
but i survived anyway `
but unlike early departers `
i won't leave th school early `
mainly due to my D&T `
and th fact that i enjoy school without amath `
-_- `
D&Ted `
finally qot th shit cut `
qeez `
i stayed back until 9 okays `
dear boonhock `
read this man `
anyway `
speakinq about you `
i just read your bloq `
i don't qet what your pointinq at `
by th way `
if you're wonderinq `
i haven been to houqanq for a lonq time `
no doubt `
i don't qo 835 anymore `
haven in houqanq town for 3months okays `
i don't even slack there anymore `
for your infomation `
i DON'T have abanq's number `
nor would i qo and find him `
not that i have th time either `
my earliest realease time is 5PM `
and my latest is 9PM `
you think i'm so free `
i've homeworks pilinq hiqh up `
test papers printinq already `
and why would i `
as if we had common topics or such `
you think i'd be so lame `
just qo all th way to houqanq `
just to whine to him about you ? `
hello boy `
i haven seen you in awhile either `
who knows whether you've a qirlf `
and it's none of my business anyways okays `
i'm not so KPO nor biqmouth to tell him `
yea qo diq out th truth `
sure no prob `
i can live my life quiltfree `
for i didn't say any of those bullshits `
ruin my life if you want `
it's not qonna affect me `
school's takinq up too much of my time anyway `
i just dont qet these quys `
seriously this is lame `
stop tryinq to sow discord `
i'm sick of such childish ways `
as if i'd nothinq else to do `
qeez `
slap me if you must people ;/ `
fuck school `
i'm so qonna breakdown soon `
-_- `
anyway `
to those whom think they deserve my sympathy `
you quys can fuck off `
dream on `
i hate such people `
you quys think you quys are th worst off `
hello people `
i've seen worse okays `
don't try to qain my sympathy `
cause it's jus disqustinq me `
today `
racial harmony `
first lesson `
Amath `
i just sat there `
and she was like scoldinq me `
eh what th fuck is this `
madamn `
i did your fuckinq homeworks okays `
i did NOT copy `
nor did i cheat in any way `
and of all people `
you chose me `
what kind of a teacher are you `
are you fuckinq blind `
or are you just plain biase `
whats with tellinq my mum all that shit `
hello `
if you hate me that much `
tell me to drop `
and i will `
it's easier that way `
you'd be happy no one's qonna ruin th school's reputation `
and i'd qet a load off my mind `
have my usual outinqs `
do my usual shit and all okays `
and i don't qive a fuck if you read this `
i had ENOUGH already okays `
th rest of th day passed way better `
obviously ; better then amath la `
MsSuraiya didn't come `
hai `
anyway `
if you're wonderinq why i kept quiet `
i'd tell you riqht here `
since im too paisae to tell you quys `
makes me sound so fuckinq weak -_- `
i was havinq dizzy spells `
major headaches that hurt ;/ `
thinkinq just makes it worse okays `
but i survived anyway `
but unlike early departers `
i won't leave th school early `
mainly due to my D&T `
and th fact that i enjoy school without amath `
-_- `
D&Ted `
finally qot th shit cut `
qeez `
i stayed back until 9 okays `
dear boonhock `
read this man `
anyway `
speakinq about you `
i just read your bloq `
i don't qet what your pointinq at `
by th way `
if you're wonderinq `
i haven been to houqanq for a lonq time `
no doubt `
i don't qo 835 anymore `
haven in houqanq town for 3months okays `
i don't even slack there anymore `
for your infomation `
i DON'T have abanq's number `
nor would i qo and find him `
not that i have th time either `
my earliest realease time is 5PM `
and my latest is 9PM `
you think i'm so free `
i've homeworks pilinq hiqh up `
test papers printinq already `
and why would i `
as if we had common topics or such `
you think i'd be so lame `
just qo all th way to houqanq `
just to whine to him about you ? `
hello boy `
i haven seen you in awhile either `
who knows whether you've a qirlf `
and it's none of my business anyways okays `
i'm not so KPO nor biqmouth to tell him `
yea qo diq out th truth `
sure no prob `
i can live my life quiltfree `
for i didn't say any of those bullshits `
ruin my life if you want `
it's not qonna affect me `
school's takinq up too much of my time anyway `
i just dont qet these quys `
seriously this is lame `
stop tryinq to sow discord `
i'm sick of such childish ways `
as if i'd nothinq else to do `
qeez `
slap me if you must people ;/ `
Labels: fucked up quys ;/ `
♥ Sunday, July 19
i'm just so fucked up this days `
-siqhs- `
i owe you an apoloqy `
sorry boyf `
didn't mean to dao you `
didn't mean to qet mad and all `
but qet this straiqht `
its not your fault i'm like that `
i don't know why you're so upset `
but from what i qather `
it's my fuckinq fault `
qeez ; i deserve to die `
i quess i'm losinq it `
i can't take this anymore `
major moodswinqs for th sliqhtest thinqs `
i need someone to confide in `
but i can't talk to you `
all th anqer's just qonna qush out `
you'd qet hurt in th process `
qeez `
i need some really close person `
someone to calm me down `
and not qet mad after hearinq my shit `
but i'd qive you th qeneral idea anyway `
anyway `
if you're sensitive to vulqarities `
i suqqest you skip this post `
bitch me ; what ever `
i don't care `
facts will be facts `
and after today `
may it be history `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
dear someone else `
for your infomation `
i do as i please `
& i'd only relent for valid reasons `
for instance `
if its really fuckinq urqent `
or you're my bestie of somesort `
or i'm free `
or if i want to `
if i do NOT want to `
why th fuck would i do it man `
qet this straiqht `
i'm qettinq fuckinq fed up with you `
bitch `
you know `
don't tell me to do stuffs `
just for your fuckinq sake `
i'm tired `
i'm stressed out `
and i do NOT want to `
what th fuck is wronq with you man `
is your EQ that low
come on `
anyone can tell when i qet mad `
even if
i dont reply sms spammaqe means somethinq `
riqht ?
or " ... " ? `
don't you understand females ? `
oh wow `
actualy all humans are like that `
only super free kids like you of course `
i seriously don't understand you `
don't expect me to reply you daily `
i will NOT entertain you `
you know how fuckinq tired i am ? `
no ; i quess not `
just look at your lifestyle `
its obvious isn't it `
qet a life `
seriously `
and understand this ; you're annoyinq `
fuck `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
and dear someone else `
qet this straiqht in your brain too `
if you wanna be my Gan or what shit `
which you asked me to be `
STOP USING ME `
just because i can qet ciqarettes `
STOP expectinq me to buy them for you `
fuck `
you're fuckinq underaqed `
and i can tell `
you don't even smoke `
you're just one fuckinq biq liar `
don't expect me to cab down for $20 `
just to qet your fuckinq ciqarettes for you `
don't think i don't know okays `
you're just usinq me `
and for what ? `
some kinda popularity shit qains ? `
fuck off man `
you told your friend about me ? `
and they want sex ? `
why dont you quys qo doqqy style `
it's qross can `
i'm fuckinq attached `
and you even call him daddiie `
how could you ? `
such atrociousity ; despicable vile prat `
and you expect ME to pay for YOUR ciqs ? `
what the fuck is this man `
seriously `
what th fuck do you think i am ? `
your ATM izzit `
eh please la `
my bank is almost drained already `
and you believe i'd rather spend on you ? `
unlike you `
i know ppl who've real family cash problems `
so why th fuck should i help you instead `
i'm tryinq to help someone else at th moment `
and you come here and try to siphon money ? `
don't expect me to pay for your taxi fare `
why th fuck should i ? `
you live like so fuckinq near `
and you chose to stay late with us `
i didn't qo on my knees to beq you okays `
life's about choices `
make a choice ; don't reqret it `
even if you do ; don't blame me `
don't treat me as your real mum can `
it's ridiculous `
i'm not even workinq at th moment `
i can't even support myself `
and i'd $100 cut off my allowance `
why don't you support me instead `
seriously `
i'm qettinq very tired of you `
know what i hate most about kids ? `
they enjoy beqqinq `
would lie throuqh their fuckinq teeth `
just to qet what they fuckinq want `
and in th end `
its all flaqrant lies `
i'm so very sick of you `
bitch `
don't expect me to qive you their numbers `
put yourself in their shoes `
think about it `
how would you feel if i qave away your number ? `
it's seriously annoyinq okays `
and i don't do such outraqeous thinqs `
especially when i don't have their permission `
they miqht not like it `
and if you're thinkinq of takinq ciq from them `
think twice okays `
not everyone will do it `
think about it `
and they aren't as free as you either `
don't expect me to entertain you `
your daddiie doesn't like you much either `
and `
don't expect me to treat you equally `
that is , as compared to my other erzi `
i've known him for a year and over `
and he doesn't treat me th way you do `
i'd treat me th same way as how you treated me `
it's human nature isn't it `
i'm sick and tired `
don't beq me to skip school `
just to accompany you `
i'm seriously laqqinq behind `
i'm so behind time `
i'm not there yet `
seriously `
just stop beqqinq `
you make me look down on you `
just qet this straiqht `
i'm a selfish bitch `
i won't help you `
unless it's really serious `
-siqhs- `
i owe you an apoloqy `
sorry boyf `
didn't mean to dao you `
didn't mean to qet mad and all `
but qet this straiqht `
its not your fault i'm like that `
i don't know why you're so upset `
but from what i qather `
it's my fuckinq fault `
qeez ; i deserve to die `
i quess i'm losinq it `
i can't take this anymore `
major moodswinqs for th sliqhtest thinqs `
i need someone to confide in `
but i can't talk to you `
all th anqer's just qonna qush out `
you'd qet hurt in th process `
qeez `
i need some really close person `
someone to calm me down `
and not qet mad after hearinq my shit `
but i'd qive you th qeneral idea anyway `
anyway `
if you're sensitive to vulqarities `
i suqqest you skip this post `
bitch me ; what ever `
i don't care `
facts will be facts `
and after today `
may it be history `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
dear someone else `
for your infomation `
i do as i please `
& i'd only relent for valid reasons `
for instance `
if its really fuckinq urqent `
or you're my bestie of somesort `
or i'm free `
or if i want to `
if i do NOT want to `
why th fuck would i do it man `
qet this straiqht `
i'm qettinq fuckinq fed up with you `
bitch `
you know `
don't tell me to do stuffs `
just for your fuckinq sake `
i'm tired `
i'm stressed out `
and i do NOT want to `
what th fuck is wronq with you man `
is your EQ that low
come on `
anyone can tell when i qet mad `
even if
i dont reply sms spammaqe means somethinq `
riqht ?
or " ... " ? `
don't you understand females ? `
oh wow `
actualy all humans are like that `
only super free kids like you of course `
i seriously don't understand you `
don't expect me to reply you daily `
i will NOT entertain you `
you know how fuckinq tired i am ? `
no ; i quess not `
just look at your lifestyle `
its obvious isn't it `
qet a life `
seriously `
and understand this ; you're annoyinq `
fuck `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
and dear someone else `
qet this straiqht in your brain too `
if you wanna be my Gan or what shit `
which you asked me to be `
STOP USING ME `
just because i can qet ciqarettes `
STOP expectinq me to buy them for you `
fuck `
you're fuckinq underaqed `
and i can tell `
you don't even smoke `
you're just one fuckinq biq liar `
don't expect me to cab down for $20 `
just to qet your fuckinq ciqarettes for you `
don't think i don't know okays `
you're just usinq me `
and for what ? `
some kinda popularity shit qains ? `
fuck off man `
you told your friend about me ? `
and they want sex ? `
why dont you quys qo doqqy style `
it's qross can `
i'm fuckinq attached `
and you even call him daddiie `
how could you ? `
such atrociousity ; despicable vile prat `
and you expect ME to pay for YOUR ciqs ? `
what the fuck is this man `
seriously `
what th fuck do you think i am ? `
your ATM izzit `
eh please la `
my bank is almost drained already `
and you believe i'd rather spend on you ? `
unlike you `
i know ppl who've real family cash problems `
so why th fuck should i help you instead `
i'm tryinq to help someone else at th moment `
and you come here and try to siphon money ? `
don't expect me to pay for your taxi fare `
why th fuck should i ? `
you live like so fuckinq near `
and you chose to stay late with us `
i didn't qo on my knees to beq you okays `
life's about choices `
make a choice ; don't reqret it `
even if you do ; don't blame me `
don't treat me as your real mum can `
it's ridiculous `
i'm not even workinq at th moment `
i can't even support myself `
and i'd $100 cut off my allowance `
why don't you support me instead `
seriously `
i'm qettinq very tired of you `
know what i hate most about kids ? `
they enjoy beqqinq `
would lie throuqh their fuckinq teeth `
just to qet what they fuckinq want `
and in th end `
its all flaqrant lies `
i'm so very sick of you `
bitch `
don't expect me to qive you their numbers `
put yourself in their shoes `
think about it `
how would you feel if i qave away your number ? `
it's seriously annoyinq okays `
and i don't do such outraqeous thinqs `
especially when i don't have their permission `
they miqht not like it `
and if you're thinkinq of takinq ciq from them `
think twice okays `
not everyone will do it `
think about it `
and they aren't as free as you either `
don't expect me to entertain you `
your daddiie doesn't like you much either `
and `
don't expect me to treat you equally `
that is , as compared to my other erzi `
i've known him for a year and over `
and he doesn't treat me th way you do `
i'd treat me th same way as how you treated me `
it's human nature isn't it `
i'm sick and tired `
don't beq me to skip school `
just to accompany you `
i'm seriously laqqinq behind `
i'm so behind time `
i'm not there yet `
seriously `
just stop beqqinq `
you make me look down on you `
just qet this straiqht `
i'm a selfish bitch `
i won't help you `
unless it's really serious `
Labels: - dear someones - ` fuck off man `
♥ Friday, July 17
super fucked up `
whats with late niqht asp `
mock examinations tomorrow `
some shit examination on monday `
which includes enqlish science and math `
& Chi O lvls on wednesday `
A math homework undone `
enqlish unhanded in `
if i could `
i would just MC myself from school `
there's hardly any breathinq space `
-siqhs- `
school is so fuckinq shit `
had listeninq compre aqain `
practice ;/ `
and my results are just qettinq worst `
qettinq so fucked up `
i even lost track of time -_- `
thouqht today was thurs and had SS `
thus forqettinq my literature file `
and my enqlish homeworks `
i'm seriously so damn fucked up -_- `
D&Ted `
i FINALLY qot my shit laser cut `
manaqed to qet all done `
with some major help `
MRDEAN is KIND okays `
he helped me bend th damn base ;/ `
which minutes later, dropped on th floor `
and cracked `
fucked ;/ `
screw D&T _l_ `
went to find mr lee ;/ `
tell me my problem `
tell me qo qlue it back `
and th damn fuckinq thinq didnt stick `
so i sat at his table -_- `
emoinq ;/ `
Wendy was kind ;/ `
qo say Mr Lee *TOUCHED* `
then i walked away `
hahs ;/ `
was on th verqe of tears ;/ `
so i just went next door ;[ `
nearly lost it ; aqain `
third time in one week `
think imma qonna breakdown soon ;D `
decided to redo ;/ `
perfection is what i want `
unachievable eh `
finished super soon ;/ `
i wore th apron home can `
they didnt wanna `
so mean of them ;/ `
supposed to pei me wear ma `
especially wayne chan `
-siqhs- `
waited bus with qwen `
;/ and homed `
seriously `
waynechan's very interestinq `
dont judqe a book by its cover `
he has hiqh knowledqe in stuffs `
you know `
i'm so emotional these days `
somethinq's qettinq to me at last `
lauqhs `
doubt ? `
yeah ; anyone would `
i qet all tearry at th sliqhtest displeasure `
seriously ;/ `
its not that i want `
i'm just losinq th damn fuckinq control `
i'm neqlectinq boyf ;/ `
neqlectinq my kor's `
and outinq buddies `
qeez ;/ `
qwenie love `
i promise to qo out with you luh `
;/ no doubt `
-siqhs- `
whats with late niqht asp `
mock examinations tomorrow `
some shit examination on monday `
which includes enqlish science and math `
& Chi O lvls on wednesday `
A math homework undone `
enqlish unhanded in `
if i could `
i would just MC myself from school `
there's hardly any breathinq space `
-siqhs- `
school is so fuckinq shit `
had listeninq compre aqain `
practice ;/ `
and my results are just qettinq worst `
qettinq so fucked up `
i even lost track of time -_- `
thouqht today was thurs and had SS `
thus forqettinq my literature file `
and my enqlish homeworks `
i'm seriously so damn fucked up -_- `
D&Ted `
i FINALLY qot my shit laser cut `
manaqed to qet all done `
with some major help `
MRDEAN is KIND okays `
he helped me bend th damn base ;/ `
which minutes later, dropped on th floor `
and cracked `
fucked ;/ `
screw D&T _l_ `
went to find mr lee ;/ `
tell me my problem `
tell me qo qlue it back `
and th damn fuckinq thinq didnt stick `
so i sat at his table -_- `
emoinq ;/ `
Wendy was kind ;/ `
qo say Mr Lee *TOUCHED* `
then i walked away `
hahs ;/ `
was on th verqe of tears ;/ `
so i just went next door ;[ `
nearly lost it ; aqain `
third time in one week `
think imma qonna breakdown soon ;D `
decided to redo ;/ `
perfection is what i want `
unachievable eh `
finished super soon ;/ `
i wore th apron home can `
they didnt wanna `
so mean of them ;/ `
supposed to pei me wear ma `
especially wayne chan `
-siqhs- `
waited bus with qwen `
;/ and homed `
seriously `
waynechan's very interestinq `
dont judqe a book by its cover `
he has hiqh knowledqe in stuffs `
you know `
i'm so emotional these days `
somethinq's qettinq to me at last `
lauqhs `
doubt ? `
yeah ; anyone would `
i qet all tearry at th sliqhtest displeasure `
seriously ;/ `
its not that i want `
i'm just losinq th damn fuckinq control `
i'm neqlectinq boyf ;/ `
neqlectinq my kor's `
and outinq buddies `
qeez ;/ `
qwenie love `
i promise to qo out with you luh `
;/ no doubt `
-siqhs- `
Labels: i'm mentally unstable for now ;/ `
♥ Thursday, July 16
;/ what day is today ? `
nah i dont know `
PE-ed `
i went `
qod knows why `
to rerun 2.4 `
shouldn't have you know `
muscle crampinq ;/ `
and i think i didn't qet a better qrade `
nevermind ;/ `
at most i'd take th first passinq mark `
classed ;/ `
and chanqed `
this is damn fuckinq ridiculous `
we were like chanqinq `
then qwen said somethinq about 10cents `
hahs ;/ `
quess what `
she dropped her 10 cent in th toilet bowl `
it was fuckinq hilarious la `
i told her to qet a picture ;/ `
and called it th wishinq toiletbowl `
LOL `
not meh `
you've seen wishinq wells before `
hahs ;/ `
don't th people drop coins in `
and make their wish ? `
make a link there honeh ;] `
had physics `
damn stupid larhs ;/ `
th experiment was sadistic `
and mean `
murdered countless brainscells of my `
not that i've many eh `
but MrCheonq was kind enouqh `
he let us jot his answers down `
amaths didn't come aqain ;D `
yayness man `
qwen calls her happiness `
so one's called amaths `
and one's called happiness `
was playinq th hold hands thinq with nuer `
lauqhs ;/ `
cause qwen's very affected by us `
lauqhs `
ended up snatchinq th hollow tube `
i qot super fucked up here `
cause some people are fuckinq deaf `
if you catch no ball `
just ask me i'd tell you honestly `
last lesson enqlish ;/ `
i qot super unhappy somehow ;/ `
-siqhs- `
most prob cause of someTHING `
okays ;/ `
i shut up `
SMSed jason and all ;/ `
complaininq `
just dont qet it `
you dont possibly think you're not ? `
cause i think you're way worse okays `
speak for yourself as i speak as th bitch i'm `
you think you're all that perfectionist `
let me tell you this `
you aint any better from what you claim `
qeez `
did th works MsSuraiya qave `
seriously wasn't payinq attention `
just did everythinq `
startinq from behind `
until th end of th lesson `
was thinkinq deep down `
whats wronq `
and why th fuck does thinqs like that happen `
until bell rinq `
i realized i didn't have to do it `
i did th WRONG thinq la bitch `
i did compre and compo `
i skipped th fuckinq letter `
which was obviously what she wanted `
qot super fucked up ;/ `
qave up on everythinq `
MsSuraiya told me to stayback ;/ `
talked to me ;/ `
made me more upset `
dont qet me wronq `
she left qood comments `
-siqhs- `
made me so fuckinq quilty `
so fuckinq dissappointed and all `
oh wow `
boyf knows what happened next `
so does nuer ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
this is so wronq `
im not what i used to be ;/ `
not anymore `
nah i dont know `
PE-ed `
i went `
qod knows why `
to rerun 2.4 `
shouldn't have you know `
muscle crampinq ;/ `
and i think i didn't qet a better qrade `
nevermind ;/ `
at most i'd take th first passinq mark `
classed ;/ `
and chanqed `
this is damn fuckinq ridiculous `
we were like chanqinq `
then qwen said somethinq about 10cents `
hahs ;/ `
quess what `
she dropped her 10 cent in th toilet bowl `
it was fuckinq hilarious la `
i told her to qet a picture ;/ `
and called it th wishinq toiletbowl `
LOL `
not meh `
you've seen wishinq wells before `
hahs ;/ `
don't th people drop coins in `
and make their wish ? `
make a link there honeh ;] `
had physics `
damn stupid larhs ;/ `
th experiment was sadistic `
and mean `
murdered countless brainscells of my `
not that i've many eh `
but MrCheonq was kind enouqh `
he let us jot his answers down `
amaths didn't come aqain ;D `
yayness man `
qwen calls her happiness `
so one's called amaths `
and one's called happiness `
was playinq th hold hands thinq with nuer `
lauqhs ;/ `
cause qwen's very affected by us `
lauqhs `
ended up snatchinq th hollow tube `
i qot super fucked up here `
cause some people are fuckinq deaf `
if you catch no ball `
just ask me i'd tell you honestly `
last lesson enqlish ;/ `
i qot super unhappy somehow ;/ `
-siqhs- `
most prob cause of someTHING `
okays ;/ `
i shut up `
SMSed jason and all ;/ `
complaininq `
just dont qet it `
you dont possibly think you're not ? `
cause i think you're way worse okays `
speak for yourself as i speak as th bitch i'm `
you think you're all that perfectionist `
let me tell you this `
you aint any better from what you claim `
qeez `
did th works MsSuraiya qave `
seriously wasn't payinq attention `
just did everythinq `
startinq from behind `
until th end of th lesson `
was thinkinq deep down `
whats wronq `
and why th fuck does thinqs like that happen `
until bell rinq `
i realized i didn't have to do it `
i did th WRONG thinq la bitch `
i did compre and compo `
i skipped th fuckinq letter `
which was obviously what she wanted `
qot super fucked up ;/ `
qave up on everythinq `
MsSuraiya told me to stayback ;/ `
talked to me ;/ `
made me more upset `
dont qet me wronq `
she left qood comments `
-siqhs- `
made me so fuckinq quilty `
so fuckinq dissappointed and all `
oh wow `
boyf knows what happened next `
so does nuer ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
this is so wronq `
im not what i used to be ;/ `
not anymore `
Labels: seriously fucked up `
♥ Tuesday, July 14
;/ `
sad day `
early in th morninq `
was told i had been chosen `
and for what ? `
some fuckinq examination `
of so many people `
;/ me and a few others `
how fuckinq unlucky huh `
went back to class `
Amath;/ `
a wonder she wasn't screaminq la `
-siqhs- `
D&Ted `
didn't do anythinq seriously ;/ `
just mere drawinqs `
waitinq for th room to open `
hai ;/ `
didn't open anyway `
SSed `
daryl was funny ;/ `
ridiculous ;/ `
th thinqs they suqqest `
hahs ;/ `
enqlish was last `
always th funniest `
had some brainwaves `
started sayinq qay stuffs `
ridiculous `
for example `
i'd just think of th word qay `
then qay qalore `
hahs ;/ `
qay qlamour `
noveau qayness `
exqusite qays `
qay extraordinare `
okays ;/ `
seemed funny for awhile ;/ `
ceased after awhile ;/ `
MsSuraiya was sweet ;/ `
let us watch movie `
twiliqht `
made me think about him ;/ `
quilt `
hais `
chemistry-ed `
qot super fucked up ;/ `
just realized how noob i'm at it `
fuck `
i'm so qonna flunk `
qeez ;/ `
had physics `
tried to pay attention luh `
don't have much choice `
tryinq to qrasp from physics `
pull up chem `
hard huh `
went Mac ;/ `
walked a super lonq distance `
-siqhs- `
D&Ted `
spent time at desiqn studio `
solidworkinq ;/ `
& tried to FB there ;/ `
didn't manaqe and nearly qot cauqht `
th damn paqe stuck there `
hahs ;/ `
finished in time `
but th damn queue still didn't reach me luh `
;/ fuck `
homed ;/ `
with wayne's complains all th way `
hahs ;/ `
its hilarious sometimes `
qwenie honeh `
do hope you rest more kays `
iqnore all th pressure `
your own pace ;] `
you'll make it `
hahs `
;] rest more huh `
bless you ;]
sad day `
early in th morninq `
was told i had been chosen `
and for what ? `
some fuckinq examination `
of so many people `
;/ me and a few others `
how fuckinq unlucky huh `
went back to class `
Amath;/ `
a wonder she wasn't screaminq la `
-siqhs- `
D&Ted `
didn't do anythinq seriously ;/ `
just mere drawinqs `
waitinq for th room to open `
hai ;/ `
didn't open anyway `
SSed `
daryl was funny ;/ `
ridiculous ;/ `
th thinqs they suqqest `
hahs ;/ `
enqlish was last `
always th funniest `
had some brainwaves `
started sayinq qay stuffs `
ridiculous `
for example `
i'd just think of th word qay `
then qay qalore `
hahs ;/ `
qay qlamour `
noveau qayness `
exqusite qays `
qay extraordinare `
okays ;/ `
seemed funny for awhile ;/ `
ceased after awhile ;/ `
MsSuraiya was sweet ;/ `
let us watch movie `
twiliqht `
made me think about him ;/ `
quilt `
hais `
chemistry-ed `
qot super fucked up ;/ `
just realized how noob i'm at it `
fuck `
i'm so qonna flunk `
qeez ;/ `
had physics `
tried to pay attention luh `
don't have much choice `
tryinq to qrasp from physics `
pull up chem `
hard huh `
went Mac ;/ `
walked a super lonq distance `
-siqhs- `
D&Ted `
spent time at desiqn studio `
solidworkinq ;/ `
& tried to FB there ;/ `
didn't manaqe and nearly qot cauqht `
th damn paqe stuck there `
hahs ;/ `
finished in time `
but th damn queue still didn't reach me luh `
;/ fuck `
homed ;/ `
with wayne's complains all th way `
hahs ;/ `
its hilarious sometimes `
qwenie honeh `
do hope you rest more kays `
iqnore all th pressure `
your own pace ;] `
you'll make it `
hahs `
;] rest more huh `
bless you ;]
Labels: qay qalore `
♥ Monday, July 13
nearly late aqain `
-siqhs- `
th outcome of not enouqh sleep `
and niqhtmares about him `
totally moodless `
& honeh `
you thouqht you were th late one `
hahs ;X `
complained throuqhout recess `
hoho ;] `
i love qwen `
she brouqht me cake ! `
lovelovelove `
peanutbutter oreo cheesecake `
hahs <3 `
thanks love `
i hate amath `
seriously considerinq droppinq `
ease my burden `
;/ hai `
chinese was a breeze `
she's so nice lately `
hahs `
she so cute seh `
we were doinq th listeninq compre `
she qave out all th papers `
and prepared th disc `
we heard th speaker `
but no link towards th questions `
we all blanked ;/ `
then we realized she took CLB's `
oh qod `
hahs ;/ `
could have free lesson `
she said she saw 2 same disc `
so she took th cleaner one `
hah ;/ `
turns out to be CLB she didn't notice `
qod ;/ `
so she went to take th CL one `
& we completed th exercise ;/ `
and th lesson ended like that `
hah ;] `
chinese is fuckinq fun now `
had enqlish `
qwen th meanie strikes aqain `
we were doinq th passaqe toqether `
like some kinda pri school style `
but its fun cause answers are qiven `
murder less of my brain cells ;D `
which i seriously lack `
i forqot why `
but i only remembered one part `
qwen said this to MsSuraiya `
"just look at her face its hilarious" `
and i kept lauqhinq `
seriously `
i was totally hysterical la ;/ `
seriously wonder why she's so funny `
esp comments `
hahs ;/ `
lit was canceled `
she didn't come `
happiness `
ASP cancelled `
they had th workshop `
pure free day ;/ `
LCE is th funniest `
seriously luh `
started talkinq about maple `
and qirui kept sayinq his name -_- `
lauqhs `
went on about sex education `
nuer was super mean `
we communicated throuqh sms `
yeah riqht `
awesome example `
LOL `
seriously ;/ `
it was damn hilarious `
i cant say ;/ `
but i'd qive you hints `
words like `
qay `
40 yr old virqin `
example is `
;/ mean huh `
nah i don care ;/ `
went home soonafter ;D `
happiness `
slept all th way `
erzi called me 5 times ;/ `
iqnored iqnored `
hahs ;] `
sorry `
sleepinq in proqress `
lauqhs `
didn't wanna qo find him anyway `
super far la `
qwen was kind `
she made strawberry cheesecake `
and she sent it to my doorstep <3 `
SO TOUCHED LA `
-CRIES- `
its nice to know `
you're so understandinq `
a wonder i met you `
lauqhs `
thanks for helpinq `
for educatinq him `
;D `
-siqhs- `
th outcome of not enouqh sleep `
and niqhtmares about him `
totally moodless `
& honeh `
you thouqht you were th late one `
hahs ;X `
complained throuqhout recess `
hoho ;] `
i love qwen `
she brouqht me cake ! `
lovelovelove `
peanutbutter oreo cheesecake `
hahs <3 `
thanks love `
i hate amath `
seriously considerinq droppinq `
ease my burden `
;/ hai `
chinese was a breeze `
she's so nice lately `
hahs `
she so cute seh `
we were doinq th listeninq compre `
she qave out all th papers `
and prepared th disc `
we heard th speaker `
but no link towards th questions `
we all blanked ;/ `
then we realized she took CLB's `
oh qod `
hahs ;/ `
could have free lesson `
she said she saw 2 same disc `
so she took th cleaner one `
hah ;/ `
turns out to be CLB she didn't notice `
qod ;/ `
so she went to take th CL one `
& we completed th exercise ;/ `
and th lesson ended like that `
hah ;] `
chinese is fuckinq fun now `
had enqlish `
qwen th meanie strikes aqain `
we were doinq th passaqe toqether `
like some kinda pri school style `
but its fun cause answers are qiven `
murder less of my brain cells ;D `
which i seriously lack `
i forqot why `
but i only remembered one part `
qwen said this to MsSuraiya `
"just look at her face its hilarious" `
and i kept lauqhinq `
seriously `
i was totally hysterical la ;/ `
seriously wonder why she's so funny `
esp comments `
hahs ;/ `
lit was canceled `
she didn't come `
happiness `
ASP cancelled `
they had th workshop `
pure free day ;/ `
LCE is th funniest `
seriously luh `
started talkinq about maple `
and qirui kept sayinq his name -_- `
lauqhs `
went on about sex education `
nuer was super mean `
we communicated throuqh sms `
yeah riqht `
awesome example `
LOL `
seriously ;/ `
it was damn hilarious `
i cant say ;/ `
but i'd qive you hints `
words like `
qay `
40 yr old virqin `
example is `
;/ mean huh `
nah i don care ;/ `
went home soonafter ;D `
happiness `
slept all th way `
erzi called me 5 times ;/ `
iqnored iqnored `
hahs ;] `
sorry `
sleepinq in proqress `
lauqhs `
didn't wanna qo find him anyway `
super far la `
qwen was kind `
she made strawberry cheesecake `
and she sent it to my doorstep <3 `
SO TOUCHED LA `
-CRIES- `
its nice to know `
you're so understandinq `
a wonder i met you `
lauqhs `
thanks for helpinq `
for educatinq him `
;D `
Labels: strawberry cheesecake ;D `
♥ Sunday, July 12
its 3AM in th morninq ; 13th july `
i'm seriously wonderinq `
why am i qettinq so fuckinq bitchy `
-_- i'm sure you aqree with this `
-lauqhs- `
moodswinqs too early in th month `
temperate ;/ `
fuck `
siqhs `
quess my house phone bill `
215 `
mum bitched me ;/ `
and tomorrow th phone bill's arrivinq `
i can jolly well say tatas to my contract `
definately more then 500 total `
i qaruntee you `
-siqhs- `
was just sittinq here today `
spamminq plurk with mei `
-lauqhs- `
its fun ;/ `
try it ! `
http://www.plurk.com/xTristan/invite
Join pl0x `
hahs ;] `
Billy was decidinq for DPA `
ridiculous choice `
i don't mind enterinq ITE `
no doubt `
lauqhs ;/ `
i rather have a choice `
-siqhs- `
was tryinq to play MW `
laqqed like fuck la `
bitch ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
qot super bored `
JosephKor asked want qo pool anot `
i was like yay luh `
finally someone pei me ;/ `
didn't meet kevin kor ;/ `
cause of this plan & homework `
hahs ;/ `
so was planninq all th way `
when kor told me `
i kana bombed `
so yeah `
you know what happened next `
decided what to do ;/ `
went to prepare anyway `
th oikia came hahas ;O `
i'm mean `
dont know how to spell luh `
since he came `
meant he wants to use th comp `
qod ;/ `
mum asked why cant he qo to Joseph's `
;/ LOL `
didn't have anythinq else to do `
so went out with mum ;O `
fanzhenq no one pei me ma -_- `
sunday's peace day `
even jerroldineh baby busy ;x `
late bookinq `
i hate late bookinq -_- `
fine ;/ `
went out to buy stuff ;/ `
ended up buyinq chips for siao `
see `
i'm a kindheartedlovinq sis kays `
came back and MWed aqain `
;D `
i'm so fuckinq addicted `
plurked after awhile `
MW laqs ; bad `
kor qot dulaned with me ;/ `
sorry kor `
cheerup kays `
i qot time i qo find you kay ;/ `
sorry luh `
tiqht schedule `
-siqhs- `
started talkinq to honeh `
& emo-ed `
everytime talk to honeh `
sure i'm emoinq one ;/ `
why huh honeh `
everytime emo `
i find you first ;/ `
birds of th same feather flock tqt izzit `
qwen was comfortinq `
lauqhs ;/ `
i dont know `
but quys are weird `
seriously `
wanqzi&honeh `
mark my words `
certain thinqs you shouldn't be ;] `
hahs `
i feel like i'm talkinq to myself aqain `
what the fuck `
aqreed bitch ! `
HAHS `
oh whatever ;/ `
i was tryinq to find out somethinq obscene `
so i asked honeh `
th sex expert -_- `
hah ;/ `
qot answers pretty fast and all ;/ `
but still `
i wanna thank you quys ;/ `
qwennie love <3 `
janine sweet lady <3 `
henqlee honeh <3 `
joseph kor <3 `
kevin kor <3 `
wanqzi <3 `
siyu mei <3 `
sidney love <3 `
yilinq <3 `
jason <3 `
for cheerinq me up ;/ `
horrensously ridiculous reason to tear `
but yeah `
smart asses qot me outta th dunq `
hmph ;/ `
i wonder whats wronq with me ;/ `
i'm seriously wonderinq `
why am i qettinq so fuckinq bitchy `
-_- i'm sure you aqree with this `
-lauqhs- `
moodswinqs too early in th month `
temperate ;/ `
fuck `
siqhs `
quess my house phone bill `
215 `
mum bitched me ;/ `
and tomorrow th phone bill's arrivinq `
i can jolly well say tatas to my contract `
definately more then 500 total `
i qaruntee you `
-siqhs- `
was just sittinq here today `
spamminq plurk with mei `
-lauqhs- `
its fun ;/ `
try it ! `
http://www.plurk.com/xTristan/invite
Join pl0x `
hahs ;] `
Billy was decidinq for DPA `
ridiculous choice `
i don't mind enterinq ITE `
no doubt `
lauqhs ;/ `
i rather have a choice `
-siqhs- `
was tryinq to play MW `
laqqed like fuck la `
bitch ;/ `
hahs ;/ `
qot super bored `
JosephKor asked want qo pool anot `
i was like yay luh `
finally someone pei me ;/ `
didn't meet kevin kor ;/ `
cause of this plan & homework `
hahs ;/ `
so was planninq all th way `
when kor told me `
i kana bombed `
so yeah `
you know what happened next `
decided what to do ;/ `
went to prepare anyway `
th oikia came hahas ;O `
i'm mean `
dont know how to spell luh `
since he came `
meant he wants to use th comp `
qod ;/ `
mum asked why cant he qo to Joseph's `
;/ LOL `
didn't have anythinq else to do `
so went out with mum ;O `
fanzhenq no one pei me ma -_- `
sunday's peace day `
even jerroldineh baby busy ;x `
late bookinq `
i hate late bookinq -_- `
fine ;/ `
went out to buy stuff ;/ `
ended up buyinq chips for siao `
see `
i'm a kindheartedlovinq sis kays `
came back and MWed aqain `
;D `
i'm so fuckinq addicted `
plurked after awhile `
MW laqs ; bad `
kor qot dulaned with me ;/ `
sorry kor `
cheerup kays `
i qot time i qo find you kay ;/ `
sorry luh `
tiqht schedule `
-siqhs- `
started talkinq to honeh `
& emo-ed `
everytime talk to honeh `
sure i'm emoinq one ;/ `
why huh honeh `
everytime emo `
i find you first ;/ `
birds of th same feather flock tqt izzit `
qwen was comfortinq `
lauqhs ;/ `
i dont know `
but quys are weird `
seriously `
wanqzi&honeh `
mark my words `
certain thinqs you shouldn't be ;] `
hahs `
i feel like i'm talkinq to myself aqain `
what the fuck `
aqreed bitch ! `
HAHS `
oh whatever ;/ `
i was tryinq to find out somethinq obscene `
so i asked honeh `
th sex expert -_- `
hah ;/ `
qot answers pretty fast and all ;/ `
but still `
i wanna thank you quys ;/ `
qwennie love <3 `
janine sweet lady <3 `
henqlee honeh <3 `
joseph kor <3 `
kevin kor <3 `
wanqzi <3 `
siyu mei <3 `
sidney love <3 `
yilinq <3 `
jason <3 `
for cheerinq me up ;/ `
horrensously ridiculous reason to tear `
but yeah `
smart asses qot me outta th dunq `
hmph ;/ `
i wonder whats wronq with me ;/ `
Labels: my naval's hurtinq ;/ jeez `
♥ Saturday, July 11
i'm so in love with this sonq `
-siqhs- `
darlinq i miss you `
seriously ;/ `
fuck `
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i ever glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you
whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you
yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you
that I'll love you the rest of my life
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
-siqhs- `
darlinq i miss you `
seriously ;/ `
fuck `
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i ever glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you
whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you
yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you
that I'll love you the rest of my life
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you
when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
Labels: darlinq ` i fuckinq miss you ;[ `
♥ Friday, July 10
super sweet friday `
don't you just love fridays ? `
fuckinq awesome fridays `
finished all th lessons fast `
even D&T swiftly passed luh `
haa;/ `
lunched at my house `
;/ `
was tryinq to qet thinqs done `
qwen was like super kind luh `
bleah ;X `
i dropped icecream on kor's N95 `
-__- `
a wonder he went to bed ;/ `
pink strawberry icecream `
hahs ;/ `
pray you don't see this `
qot super fucked up `
couldn't find my thumbdrive `
-siqhs- `
went back to school `
D&T-ed `
th queue was damn fuckinq lonq `
-_- so i went up to redo solidworks `
lauqhs ;/ `
saw carmen there ;/ `
hmmm `
darlinq called ;D `
YAY `
hahas ;D happiness `
i miss his voice ;/ `
i'd definately not hear it toniqht ;/ `
comfirmed ;D `
sad case huh -_- `
after editinq at desiqnstudio `
i qot super bored `
so we played FB `
hahs ;/ `
i wanted to qo down `
but we wanted to play `
so i set th rule `
if i lost i'd stay `
if i won i'd qo down `
-lauqhs- `
quess what -_- `
i was there for more than an hour `
-_- `
qeez `
so mean of me huh `
neqlectinq D&T `
nah `
i just suck in that qame `
haha ;] `
D&T-ed at 6 `
had bloody consultations aqain -_- `
he chanqed my thinq aqain `
-_- for th fifth time `
& definately still countinq `
considered qoinq at 6;30 `
but didn't finish consultations `
so yeah `
like a super qood qirl `
i stayed for th sake of th damn consultation `
at least i can laser cut th whole damn thinq -_- `
worth it huh `
less work ;/ `
waynechan is very mean `
mark my words , love `
he is very mean `
baotohkia -_- `
ruinerrrrr `
-PIAK- `
i hate you ;O `
suck `
no luh `
just that `
waynechan `
you should be wary ma `
it's pretty fuckinq obvious riqht `
hmph `
okays fine `
i know he didn't mean it `
finished at 9 `
left school -_- `
qate locked `
so they were like tryinq to qet their hands throuqh `
uh huh `
so i tried lor -_- `
then halfway `
cher come out say `
its not lidat one lor -_- `
suck `
-_- `
say its th mini qate keys `
then opened th mini qate luh `
think th other key is also main qate de `
-_- mean -_- `
-_- `
planned to qp punqqol `
but didn't `
and why `
cause life sucks ;[ `
qwen is tired `
poor qirl ;O `
hmph -_- `
waited for her bus with her and waynechan `
lauqhs `
he damn funny la `
tell him do what he really do ;/ `
WAYNECHAN `
i miss secondary 2 `
and you know why ? `
cause i still enjoy bullyinq you la `
hah ;D `
funny ;/ `
remember ? `
of course you do `
you keep sayinq 'IWILLREMEMBERYOU' `
LOL `
okays `
after qwen left `
we went home `
like wow `
he lives just behind me la ;O `
!#!$!%!@!@ `
-_- `
don't you just love fridays ? `
fuckinq awesome fridays `
finished all th lessons fast `
even D&T swiftly passed luh `
haa;/ `
lunched at my house `
;/ `
was tryinq to qet thinqs done `
qwen was like super kind luh `
bleah ;X `
i dropped icecream on kor's N95 `
-__- `
a wonder he went to bed ;/ `
pink strawberry icecream `
hahs ;/ `
pray you don't see this `
qot super fucked up `
couldn't find my thumbdrive `
-siqhs- `
went back to school `
D&T-ed `
th queue was damn fuckinq lonq `
-_- so i went up to redo solidworks `
lauqhs ;/ `
saw carmen there ;/ `
hmmm `
darlinq called ;D `
YAY `
hahas ;D happiness `
i miss his voice ;/ `
i'd definately not hear it toniqht ;/ `
comfirmed ;D `
sad case huh -_- `
after editinq at desiqnstudio `
i qot super bored `
so we played FB `
hahs ;/ `
i wanted to qo down `
but we wanted to play `
so i set th rule `
if i lost i'd stay `
if i won i'd qo down `
-lauqhs- `
quess what -_- `
i was there for more than an hour `
-_- `
qeez `
so mean of me huh `
neqlectinq D&T `
nah `
i just suck in that qame `
haha ;] `
D&T-ed at 6 `
had bloody consultations aqain -_- `
he chanqed my thinq aqain `
-_- for th fifth time `
& definately still countinq `
considered qoinq at 6;30 `
but didn't finish consultations `
so yeah `
like a super qood qirl `
i stayed for th sake of th damn consultation `
at least i can laser cut th whole damn thinq -_- `
worth it huh `
less work ;/ `
waynechan is very mean `
mark my words , love `
he is very mean `
baotohkia -_- `
ruinerrrrr `
-PIAK- `
i hate you ;O `
suck `
no luh `
just that `
waynechan `
you should be wary ma `
it's pretty fuckinq obvious riqht `
hmph `
okays fine `
i know he didn't mean it `
finished at 9 `
left school -_- `
qate locked `
so they were like tryinq to qet their hands throuqh `
uh huh `
so i tried lor -_- `
then halfway `
cher come out say `
its not lidat one lor -_- `
suck `
-_- `
say its th mini qate keys `
then opened th mini qate luh `
think th other key is also main qate de `
-_- mean -_- `
-_- `
planned to qp punqqol `
but didn't `
and why `
cause life sucks ;[ `
qwen is tired `
poor qirl ;O `
hmph -_- `
waited for her bus with her and waynechan `
lauqhs `
he damn funny la `
tell him do what he really do ;/ `
WAYNECHAN `
i miss secondary 2 `
and you know why ? `
cause i still enjoy bullyinq you la `
hah ;D `
funny ;/ `
remember ? `
of course you do `
you keep sayinq 'IWILLREMEMBERYOU' `
LOL `
okays `
after qwen left `
we went home `
like wow `
he lives just behind me la ;O `
!#!$!%!@!@ `
-_- `
Labels: - complains `
♥ Tuesday, July 7
updatinq cause darlinq told me to `
-_- `
sianded day `
SIT-ed `
& noticed some stuffs `
which i obviously told qwen `
had th usual lessons `
D&Ted `
& science `
we were told to move back `
oriqinal seats `
couldn't be bothered lauqhs `
qot so moodless ;/ `
separated from qwen T_T `
no more entertainment `
moreover wayne wasn't there `
hmph `
sianded `
so we SMSed `
it qot pretty amusinq luh `
whats with catalyst honey ? `
lauqhs `
riqht ;/ `
speeds up reactions `
but remains unchanqed `
mmhmm `
riqht `
so yeah ;/ `
but cant see th results `
only qwen knows why ;D `
lauqhs `
okays `
enqlish was pretty weird `
qod knows why `
but i was talkinq to waynechan `
th super mean person `
sourqrapes -_- `
all his fault that we started `
stupid subject ;/ `
*quilt* `
riqht `
was planninq to continue even after `
mean riqht ;/ `
all waynechan's fault `
hmph `
went home to qet stuffs `
thanks nuer for companiance `
i LOVE you ;D `
had chemistry `
horrendous shits `
failed ;] `
stupid me huh `
yeah i know `
;/ `
physic-ed `
had to complete papers `
saw this word toybird on th paper `
so i said `
qwen i wanna name it toybird `
and she qave me th flabberqasted look `
hmph `
its cute what `
finished soon `
waited for waynechan aqain `
he said he was stayinq `
;/ doubt `
planned to qo home ;/ `
qet chanqed and stuff `
but didn't return to school `
lauqhs ;/ `
didn't finish AMATH `
fuck it ;/ `seriously `
-lauqhs- `
was planninq to meet qwen `
but hello -_- `
its 1020 already `
hahs ;] `
wonder what he's up to ;] `
-_- `
sianded day `
SIT-ed `
& noticed some stuffs `
which i obviously told qwen `
had th usual lessons `
D&Ted `
& science `
we were told to move back `
oriqinal seats `
couldn't be bothered lauqhs `
qot so moodless ;/ `
separated from qwen T_T `
no more entertainment `
moreover wayne wasn't there `
hmph `
sianded `
so we SMSed `
it qot pretty amusinq luh `
whats with catalyst honey ? `
lauqhs `
riqht ;/ `
speeds up reactions `
but remains unchanqed `
mmhmm `
riqht `
so yeah ;/ `
but cant see th results `
only qwen knows why ;D `
lauqhs `
okays `
enqlish was pretty weird `
qod knows why `
but i was talkinq to waynechan `
th super mean person `
sourqrapes -_- `
all his fault that we started `
stupid subject ;/ `
*quilt* `
riqht `
was planninq to continue even after `
mean riqht ;/ `
all waynechan's fault `
hmph `
went home to qet stuffs `
thanks nuer for companiance `
i LOVE you ;D `
had chemistry `
horrendous shits `
failed ;] `
stupid me huh `
yeah i know `
;/ `
physic-ed `
had to complete papers `
saw this word toybird on th paper `
so i said `
qwen i wanna name it toybird `
and she qave me th flabberqasted look `
hmph `
its cute what `
finished soon `
waited for waynechan aqain `
he said he was stayinq `
;/ doubt `
planned to qo home ;/ `
qet chanqed and stuff `
but didn't return to school `
lauqhs ;/ `
didn't finish AMATH `
fuck it ;/ `seriously `
-lauqhs- `
was planninq to meet qwen `
but hello -_- `
its 1020 already `
hahs ;] `
wonder what he's up to ;] `
Labels: waynechan's th meanie `
♥ Sunday, July 5
阿娘`
您如何会问呢？`
为何担心我呢？`
我还好吧`
并没出事`
只是最近感觉怪怪而已喔`
您担心什么？`
我还没死啦`
哈哈`
命苦啊`
当做我没说到吧`
您想回到普通的命？`
既然您已经走到这么远了`
为何放弃呢？`
值得吗？`
别死了啦`
这只是叫做用功吗`
多五个月就结速了`
虽然自己很累`
但只要您坚持到底`
得到了自己所期待的成果`
那不是很好吗？`
生病了`
在家休息几天吧`
别伤害自己的身体`
别跳楼啦`
您死了我怎么办？`
您很自私leh`
摆脱拉阿娘`
随叫您上网`
您很可爱了`
不会用多余的时间休息？`
咳`
我只能说`
别放弃吧`
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
you know `
i just realized how fuckinq fortunate i am `
qod ;/ `
i think i told qwen what happened ;] `
but seriously `
life's awesome `
i've a super awesome GAN family `
super understandinq qirlfriends `
and a super lenient family `
as well as my super sweet boyf ;] `
thank qod `
i promise to stop beinq pessimistic la `
its not a fake smile nuer ;] `
sompa ;D `
您如何会问呢？`
为何担心我呢？`
我还好吧`
并没出事`
只是最近感觉怪怪而已喔`
您担心什么？`
我还没死啦`
哈哈`
命苦啊`
当做我没说到吧`
您想回到普通的命？`
既然您已经走到这么远了`
为何放弃呢？`
值得吗？`
别死了啦`
这只是叫做用功吗`
多五个月就结速了`
虽然自己很累`
但只要您坚持到底`
得到了自己所期待的成果`
那不是很好吗？`
生病了`
在家休息几天吧`
别伤害自己的身体`
别跳楼啦`
您死了我怎么办？`
您很自私leh`
摆脱拉阿娘`
随叫您上网`
您很可爱了`
不会用多余的时间休息？`
咳`
我只能说`
别放弃吧`
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
you know `
i just realized how fuckinq fortunate i am `
qod ;/ `
i think i told qwen what happened ;] `
but seriously `
life's awesome `
i've a super awesome GAN family `
super understandinq qirlfriends `
and a super lenient family `
as well as my super sweet boyf ;] `
thank qod `
i promise to stop beinq pessimistic la `
its not a fake smile nuer ;] `
sompa ;D `
Labels: - 阿娘；别放弃`
