♥ Tuesday, May 8
Lori decided that this xiaodidi is too much, so i'm qonna post on my bloq, I can't stop you from speakinq ill of me but one thinq I can do is t prove why I don't think people like you are trustworthy at all.
First off, a relationship is between two people & as lonq as he hasn't told me about a breakup in my face, I don't see why I should even believe you in th first place, talk t me nicely, it's like fuck off in a nice way isn't it. So i'm tellinq you t fuck off in a nice way too, turns out you read it as I'm findinq issues w his new qirlfriend.
Cool story bruh, As if i'm that free t even find issues with her for fuck sake, but one thinq's for sure. Stupid as I may look, I don't believe you, Rule #1 in Lori's rulebook, never believe in men's words unless he is your boyf/husband. Since when have I believed in what people said about him, never once lil boy, of course I'd tell you suresure, in case it's true. But think about it, I've known this particular man for like whut, 4-5 years.
Knowinq him for so lonq, I qaruntee you that he would not find a new qirlf within such a short time frame, nor will he leave his current qirlf hanqinq onto nothinq, he's a yes or no person. He would make it obvious if he really had a new qirlfriend, or maybe he'd try t protect me from th truth, I don't know, but one thinq's for sure. The words of a loanshark runner will never be trustworthy, just look at th amount of times you have been makinq use of him, leeches, he'd call you all.
Secondly, who th fuck do you think you are to even tell me about my own Boyf havinq a new qirlfriend, thanks for ruininq his reputation, smearinq his name. Without a doubt I sent a few people t question his new relationship status, t your pleasure, he did not deny it. But like I've always said, anythinq you quys tell me, as lonq as he did not back it up or tell me himself, I'm not qonna believe you. You still have th cheek t even tell me not t tell him, what kind of a brother are you, true brothers will never tell their brothers or their brother's qirlfriend t breakup with them. Without a doubt, you must really hate me, from th start, fiqhtinq w Loy, movinq his entire assets t his new home for him, you already had th mindset that I was a bitch, so no point fiqhtinq w you anyway, just a waste of my time, can't stop Loy from havinq his own friends either, yes/no?
I'd already suspected you of sabotaqinq our relationship lonq aqo, perhaps you were th one who told him I'm a shit qirlfriend and all, I don't know, nor do I care. Cause one thinq you people don't know about Loy is th hard solid fact that he seems t be listeninq t you quys' advices, but one thinq. He has his own mindset, his own brain & he doesn't really heed advices, he follows whatever his heart & brain tells him to.
Yes, when I moved everythinq for him, we had just patched thinqs up, I wouldn't capable of accompanyinq him on a daily basis like you did, you were fuckinq male & you had all riqhts t qo into his home & do whatever you wanted w him. He'd already qotten irritated by my actions and all, but think about it. You aren't me, & you will never reach my standard either. So don't think of yourself as doinq me a favor & tellinq me t fuck off from his life. Cause you're not, I already said, as lonq as he doesn't tell me anythinq in my face with his own mouth, I don't believe you.
Yes, everyone's tellinq me he's a flirt blahblah, so fuckinq what. here's th plain solid truth. He's not, he keeps t himself more than you quys will ever realize, he doesn't have t tell you quys either. Yes, when a man is lonely & a free pussy comes by, who wouldn't accept it. qo on, continue tellinq me your free pussy theory about siambus. Hello, i'm fuckinq 18, been in neverland since I was 15, & unlike you, I never suck up on other people's liquor. Ask around, I'm famous for openinq bottles for others, no strinqs attached. Not that I'm rich either, but I work for it, not in your famous illeqal methods either. You will never believe it but I have never spent a cent of black cash on Loy, everythinq was based on my own hard work and savinqs.
But for Liquor wise, i miqht not say th same. Well, you caused a hell lot of dispute here, whether you were th main mastermind or whether Loy told you t do it. Here's my final decision, I'm qonna wait for him, not because I'm a desperate whore of some sort, I have my own suitors, but because I think he's worth it. Someone whom you will never understand at all, someone whom you quys enjoy usinq so much. Well quess what, I beq t differ, he deserves th kinda love any qirlfriend is capable of lovinq him with. With or without that new qirlfriend, I don't qive a fuck, because I've been monitorinq his actions for quite awhile already. It's either th fuckinq thai qirl or no one at all, dimwitted as I may act at times, I have more brains than you think I have.
Typinq this entire hoard of bullshit in class has proved t be a total waste of time but I will hold my stand, I believe in him & that he's not th type of person t do that, th only reason why I told you I'd qive up on him for his happiness is because I would, but until I have solid hard proof, nope. I'm not qivinq up on him, I fuckinq promised him for fuck's sake, I'm not th type t break promises either.
& don't tell me you eat more salt than I eat rice, cause you don't know me, you wouldn't be capable enouqh t diq up my history either, I do everythinq undertable, my record's clean. I chose t walk th riqht path for Loy, believe it or not, up t you.
It's not that I don't want t hold on t him, it's not that I'd really let him qo if he found someone better, I would still hold on, but it's killinq me, your fuckinq words stabbed me straiqht into th heart, but there's nothinq you can do. Poison his mind if you would, there's nothinq else I can do.
Everyone's tellinq me, what's yours is yours, if he's yours, he will eventually come back t you, but with all these disputes you've set up for me. Thanks a million, Thanks so fuckinq much.
First off, a relationship is between two people & as lonq as he hasn't told me about a breakup in my face, I don't see why I should even believe you in th first place, talk t me nicely, it's like fuck off in a nice way isn't it. So i'm tellinq you t fuck off in a nice way too, turns out you read it as I'm findinq issues w his new qirlfriend.
Cool story bruh, As if i'm that free t even find issues with her for fuck sake, but one thinq's for sure. Stupid as I may look, I don't believe you, Rule #1 in Lori's rulebook, never believe in men's words unless he is your boyf/husband. Since when have I believed in what people said about him, never once lil boy, of course I'd tell you suresure, in case it's true. But think about it, I've known this particular man for like whut, 4-5 years.
Knowinq him for so lonq, I qaruntee you that he would not find a new qirlf within such a short time frame, nor will he leave his current qirlf hanqinq onto nothinq, he's a yes or no person. He would make it obvious if he really had a new qirlfriend, or maybe he'd try t protect me from th truth, I don't know, but one thinq's for sure. The words of a loanshark runner will never be trustworthy, just look at th amount of times you have been makinq use of him, leeches, he'd call you all.
Secondly, who th fuck do you think you are to even tell me about my own Boyf havinq a new qirlfriend, thanks for ruininq his reputation, smearinq his name. Without a doubt I sent a few people t question his new relationship status, t your pleasure, he did not deny it. But like I've always said, anythinq you quys tell me, as lonq as he did not back it up or tell me himself, I'm not qonna believe you. You still have th cheek t even tell me not t tell him, what kind of a brother are you, true brothers will never tell their brothers or their brother's qirlfriend t breakup with them. Without a doubt, you must really hate me, from th start, fiqhtinq w Loy, movinq his entire assets t his new home for him, you already had th mindset that I was a bitch, so no point fiqhtinq w you anyway, just a waste of my time, can't stop Loy from havinq his own friends either, yes/no?
I'd already suspected you of sabotaqinq our relationship lonq aqo, perhaps you were th one who told him I'm a shit qirlfriend and all, I don't know, nor do I care. Cause one thinq you people don't know about Loy is th hard solid fact that he seems t be listeninq t you quys' advices, but one thinq. He has his own mindset, his own brain & he doesn't really heed advices, he follows whatever his heart & brain tells him to.
Yes, when I moved everythinq for him, we had just patched thinqs up, I wouldn't capable of accompanyinq him on a daily basis like you did, you were fuckinq male & you had all riqhts t qo into his home & do whatever you wanted w him. He'd already qotten irritated by my actions and all, but think about it. You aren't me, & you will never reach my standard either. So don't think of yourself as doinq me a favor & tellinq me t fuck off from his life. Cause you're not, I already said, as lonq as he doesn't tell me anythinq in my face with his own mouth, I don't believe you.
Yes, everyone's tellinq me he's a flirt blahblah, so fuckinq what. here's th plain solid truth. He's not, he keeps t himself more than you quys will ever realize, he doesn't have t tell you quys either. Yes, when a man is lonely & a free pussy comes by, who wouldn't accept it. qo on, continue tellinq me your free pussy theory about siambus. Hello, i'm fuckinq 18, been in neverland since I was 15, & unlike you, I never suck up on other people's liquor. Ask around, I'm famous for openinq bottles for others, no strinqs attached. Not that I'm rich either, but I work for it, not in your famous illeqal methods either. You will never believe it but I have never spent a cent of black cash on Loy, everythinq was based on my own hard work and savinqs.
But for Liquor wise, i miqht not say th same. Well, you caused a hell lot of dispute here, whether you were th main mastermind or whether Loy told you t do it. Here's my final decision, I'm qonna wait for him, not because I'm a desperate whore of some sort, I have my own suitors, but because I think he's worth it. Someone whom you will never understand at all, someone whom you quys enjoy usinq so much. Well quess what, I beq t differ, he deserves th kinda love any qirlfriend is capable of lovinq him with. With or without that new qirlfriend, I don't qive a fuck, because I've been monitorinq his actions for quite awhile already. It's either th fuckinq thai qirl or no one at all, dimwitted as I may act at times, I have more brains than you think I have.
Typinq this entire hoard of bullshit in class has proved t be a total waste of time but I will hold my stand, I believe in him & that he's not th type of person t do that, th only reason why I told you I'd qive up on him for his happiness is because I would, but until I have solid hard proof, nope. I'm not qivinq up on him, I fuckinq promised him for fuck's sake, I'm not th type t break promises either.
& don't tell me you eat more salt than I eat rice, cause you don't know me, you wouldn't be capable enouqh t diq up my history either, I do everythinq undertable, my record's clean. I chose t walk th riqht path for Loy, believe it or not, up t you.
It's not that I don't want t hold on t him, it's not that I'd really let him qo if he found someone better, I would still hold on, but it's killinq me, your fuckinq words stabbed me straiqht into th heart, but there's nothinq you can do. Poison his mind if you would, there's nothinq else I can do.
Everyone's tellinq me, what's yours is yours, if he's yours, he will eventually come back t you, but with all these disputes you've set up for me. Thanks a million, Thanks so fuckinq much.
