♥ Sunday, April 15
lookinq superduper dead, shaq as qwen described me for th day; dead eyes. Emptiness
Hello, it's half past one & i'm not sleepy yet, so i think I'd just bloq for th past few days instead! Afterall Scarletty just called awhile aqo while i was in th shower so i quess i'm qonna wait up for her then.
Was supposed t meet Kenjibai today because he requested that i qo shoppinq w him in search of his perfect shoes that he really wanted, So i made an empty promise, knowinq that i wouldn't be there anyway, considerinq that he'd be at church in th morninq & i'd be super unwillinq t qo t church at 11AM in th morn, so i slept my way throuqh on purpose up t 3PM, when th qirls called.
Settled my own issues & met up w them at five, walked around for abit before qoinq for a lil bit of pool, practically played until eleven because some mother fuckers wanted t see me, make that one. & told me t wait until eleven, so i went home th moment they arrived, like seriously, 5hours of pool is enouqh t create a phobia already quys.
Biqbro bouqht me strawberry tauhuey, so qrateful for his existance sometimes, thouqh we've been fiqhtinq quite a bit on th recent side, touqh life t lead isn't it, ohwell, qotten used t it already, what's left of me anyway. i'm nothinq but a hollow hole filled w aqony.
Super duper pink! lauqhs, no idea what's wronq w my body nowadays.
Watched this really stupid movie, The 40 year old virqin, outta boredom, really
i quess it's kinda funny, but not exactly my type of movie, a lil too porny, i watched th unrated version by th way, haha. so me i know riqht. i just like th part where Andy's capable of acceptinq th qrandma for who she is. and sellinq off all his toys t start a business is a matured thinq t do! marryinq her was th riqht thinq t do, but th amount of times he tried t lose his virqinity t other whores bore th fuck outta me, so yeah.
Finished up & went t bed, bored stiff, qotta be early t reqister my fuckinq licence tomorrow, cause she said there'd be a hell lot of people, so yeah.
Life's qettinq borinq without you, th invitations i'm qettinq on a niqhtly basis is qettinq t me, not that i'm interested t qo, but i'm qettinq lonely.
