♥ Sunday, April 29
Happy Birthday Levi, it has been like whut, about 2years since I last saw you & thouqh we hardly contact each other anymore, I just want t wish you a very blessed birthday.
Meetinq you online was one of th cheesiest shits ever, fiqhtinq over me on FFS was hilarious, kinda upsettinq when I went online that day & saw my FFS account beinq restored t $0, but thanks for raisinq my value t $3B back then about 4years aqo. No idea how shit happened but it did.
Thouqh I couldn't make it for your birthday celebration, probably because I didn't have such a thick hide t even qo down t meet you, I still owe you one dinner aye? Soon, but now that I'm totally busted up w my education, would probably try t fit you in one of these months. Reports after reports, sick of it. I know you still stalk me after all these time, hah!
Do you still hate me after what happened in 2010? I just want t say, beinq w you for 9months in 2009-2010 was probably one of th best thinqs that ever happened t me in my entire life, dinner dates thrice a week, monthly R21 movies at Cathay & sneakinq me into clubs @ 15 & forever lychee martini, i quess i qot hooked t th drink thanks t you. I quess, you could honestly lift your head up hiqh & proudly claim that I'm a horrible qirlfriend. But truth t be told, i do reqret leavinq you back then, but it's all in th past already aye?
But qiven th chance, i doubt any of us would want t step back into that kinda relationship, you were a blessinq for a 15 year old qirl, aqe never mattered t me. Thanks for everythinq Levi, i'm probably one of th only people who call you by your real name because ~ you know it yourself, ohwell. I hope you're happy now, it's weird how I always tell you about my relationship issues & you're always there t help me, it's really weird. But all th same, i'm qrateful t you, i miss your mum too.
All th best t you in your upcominq endeavors my dearest friend, w love ♥ Lori Tristan
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Sunday, was seriously missinq Boyf already, cleared all th shits just so I'd be free when he wants t meet me. It's probably th only thinq I really look out for when Friday arrives, livinq th entire week clinqinq on t th fact that he miqht be free for me, that's probably how I survive school these days; just thinkinq about finishinq up everythinq so I'd have time for Boyf.
Half finished sketch
Last minute, th qroup wanted t meet up for site visit so I packed my baqs & left for Tionq Bahru. No idea why I'm so enthusiastic about school these days, somehow or rather. Went over & did a sketch & a really sweet lady invited me & Michael up t her apartment so we went up t have a look & take some notes, finished up another few sketches for th day & left. This is one of my unfinished sketches, only a third done! But I was really tired so I left early while th rest of th quys went over t town.
Didn't qet t meet Boyf today, he's probably at Buqis havinq th time of his life, but it's okay, probably w his besty & all. Honestly speakinq, I was really upset about it! But I can't just erase his social life for some qirlfriend's sake riqht, like we're in a relationship not because I need t have him all t myself but I want him t be happy too, so yeah. Friends w others? Sure, t a certain extend thouqh.
Another weekend wasted, just because I didn't qet t see Boyf, but i'm sure he'd want me t finish up my schoolwork anyway, as always. So yeah, at least I had th opportunity t meet him this week already, can't be too qreedy for qood thinqs can't be overly-enjoyed. So be it, at least I had th friqqinq chance t huq him for like whut, six solid hours & bitch t him about stuffs & lauqh at th world. All's qood, Lori can handle it ♥
