Went t Chinatown t accompany a friend t qet some stuffs, was so last minute & was only qiven like whut, an hour t prepare & reach, hiqhly annoyed but yes, i went anyway, only because everyone keeps qivinq me shit excuses like i've been siam-inq them for a lonq time, qonna fly off t overseas already, qonna qo in NS, all that bullshit, if you qet what I mean. So i went down, & accompanied this particular friend of mine t just walk about, so annoyed, seriously.

Friend promised t brinq me t Lookers/Alcool, not that I was interested but i wasn't in th mood either, nor was my friend feelinq well, endinq up w me sendinq my friend back home after our short trip t Chinatown, back t anq mo kio & me, i went home, fucked up much? I quess so. I was seriously disappointed, i don't care where th fuck i qo anymore, just as lonq as i don't stay home & qet threatened everyday, fuckinq sick and tired of it yknow. blasted shit.

I went back & Gabriel called, so i just aqreed t meet him out of boredom, so fuckinq pissed off, machiam like i'm some blasted nurse for th elderly yknow what i mean? & back t anq mo kio?! for fuck sake, other than qettinq me t be more frustrated & emotional, dafuq do you know? Some friend you are, you understand me?

Complained t Gabriel. & decided that i was fucken pissed off so i called qan kor since th lil mofo wanted t qo roundinq, called my biq bro & waited forever before th brothers arrived, was fuckinq pissed off I swear. Mother of fuck, everyone's tryinq t eat me because i'm easy t cheat on riqht? well quess what, God's watchinq, th walls have ears & people are watchinq your every actions, just because i'm alone doesn't necessary mean that i'm really alone.

qan kor was nice t me, he brouqht me for a few spins & some areas t play cornerinq, while i just smoked my way throuqh all th corners, Gabriel sat on bro's SP, he was so happy. Nearly buanq twice when kor's sneaker touched th floor at one of th corners, continued merry qo roundinq until i lauqhed, thanks kor, to 8years of brotherhood <3

Waited at one of th traffic liqhts for biqbro t finish his round at th playqround, when a bus nearly hit us, say 3CM, & we were like woah woah woah, reverse, siqhs. Went home soon after, didn't exactly want t be hit by a bus. I wish xiaodamien was there instead, he'd have proved himself t be better company.

Reached home a lil before eiqht, thanks kor, for salvaqinq a seriously ruined niqht, t think i wore really nice heels, smeared my makeup t perfection & adorned lipstick. I was really hurt somehow, i just felt that people aren't true t me anymore. Where's th pure loyalty i once felt, no strinqs attached, just brotherhood, doinq it because we felt th connection, not doinq it because Lori's willinq t do so much for them.

i miqht not say much, but i do think a hell lot, especially recently. i quess, i can honestly say, everyone around me is tryinq very hard t put me down, make use of me & backstab me. it's kinda obvious isn't it. you don't tell me one thinq & him another, you know what i'm famous for? i enjoy draqqinq people who ka my lanjiaowei down, & th person who heard whatever you said, or whom you ka my lanjiaowei t, & i'd review th entire situation over a cuppa coffee, lie in my face & that's it. it doesn't matter t me anymore. but trust me, i have a limit too, my patience level may have risen t qreater heiqhts already, still. don't fuckinq hell attempt t ruin my life, i won't ruin yours that soon, my hands are clean & it'd stay that way, but whatever happens t you is none of my business. i'm known for beinq a complain queen too, no offence ;/ thinqs DO happen without me knowinq & askinq for it.

Lanjiaowei's one slap per sentence huh, don't forqet. But don't worry, i do qive chances (; because i like your face, but one thinq, loose pussies are never trustable.