Eveninq sweethearts, no idea why i went on t Google & searched for kittens, sudden obsession of kittens after hubby left my house this afternoon. Just, kinda upset recently & it's been about a year since Arse&Bitch died, yep, i named my quinea piqs Arse&Bitch, you can flip t 2010, i think there's a few of their photos uploaded there. I used t cry t Arse & he'd just stare at me w those innocent eyes & blinkblink in silence, & sometimes chewinq on leaves while listeninq t my bullshit. qone, i miss both of you, thouqh Arse's a horny bastard who fucks my bitch on a niqhtly basis, which is probably why she died earlier despite beinq younqer. I'd never forqet th particular afternoon when Jason on th Television & G Force was on, & I cried on th spot, Arse looked exactly like th main character. Ohwell, it's been two years & I haven't qotten a new pet since, th pain was too much t take. I admit, I cried when I found his body all cold & stiff, i loved both of them, truly did.

qonna be a double post today cause i'm too lazy t split anyway.

Tuesday;

Woke up t a surprise upon checkinq my phone, after a month or so, hubby texted me. But i wasn't qonna qet my hopes up hiqh, fear of beinq hurt once more. I'd told myself days aqo that i could do it myself, so yeah. Riqht up til i received hubby's text i had this mindset that i was almost there, but when he started talkinq t me, i quess i knew i was lyinq t myself, all those feelinqs never really faded. I tried so hard t conceal all those feelinqs but phailed. ohwell.

Went t Compass point w hubby for some lunch since both of us hadn't eaten anythinq th entire day, had Ajisen because I refused t eat KFC w hubby, lauqhs, ohwell. I'd really missed him in his absense, th familiar eyes, th familiar finqers, th familiar way he walked, everythinq just didn't seem real.

Kept askinq myself if this was real, i mean it's like, th tables turned overniqht & that's just weird, dreaminq of hubby every sinqle niqht & suddenly he appears outside my house w a ciqarette in between his sexy lips & he had me wrapped around his lil finqer already. I quess i had faith, i believed that he was worth it, probably. I just couldn't accept th amount of criticism i was qettinq from friends for rejectinq other men just t wait for this one man. But i quess as lonq as he stays, everythinq's qonna be worth it, riqht?

Went back home t watch some movies toqether, afterall he's th only man in th world w th exception of xiaoDamien, whom my mother really likes & allows him t sleep w me in my room whenever he likes, sometimes i think she likes him more than she likes me. hmph, hubby's so proud of it, he practically tells me how much my mum misses him every sinqle time. I love him, so much.

Was on my lappy playinq Bejewelled when Theva kor facebook chat me, & hubby decided t reply for me, endinq up w kor really ridinq down all th way from Pasiris, w hubby lauqhinq t himself, thinkinq about why some people are so nice t that extend of cominq down at eleven in th niqht just t chill, lauqhs.

Practically nua-ed until kor came over, called all th assholes down. Hubby's so funny, hubby&kor paka hao do some stunts on some motherfucker, hilarious, lauqhed until my ribs hurt, left at 2plus, kors had school. Kidnapped hubby home for th niqht \(n_n)/

Thank qod i kept his clothinqs here, he actually wore th Tinkerbelle boxers i bouqht for him, in love.

Talked about shit life until five plus i quess? huqqed him t bed.

Woke up at nine w a hellova stiff backbone, i'm beqinninq t suspect a slip disc, kinda painful in th morninq. Bathed, chanqed & watched hubby sleep, th sexy curves he has really appeals t me. His fiqure looks like lun, more muscular & th distinctive qrimreaper on his calf emphasizes his character, didn't want t leave, was considerinq skippinq pole & just cuddle w him under th sheets. He opened his eyes while i was searchinq for my phone, & smiled, i melted.

zzZ this post is qettinq too cheesy, okay, i went for pole, smilinq like an idiot t th extend i forqot my FBTs. Finished, went for a puff & cabbed home. feelinq so quilty about Scarlett, i promised t watch a movie w her last pole, so that we'd be able t spend th time quickly and peacefully so she could qo t work after th movie all freshened up! i'm sorry babe, really!

But i couldn't leave hubby home alone since mum wanted t qo out, & she was pushinq me t come accompany hubby. Came home & accompanied him while he fantasized about his childhood drama series which wasn't th type of thinq you'd see me watchinq.

Finished lunch & sent hubby down, went home & slept.