♥ Monday, February 20
quess i'll just bloq this before i start on th tremendous amount of work i've qot t finish before i visit school tomorrow, it's been exactly a week since i last stepped into th threshold of the school compounds, attendance has been horribly bad.
woke up pretty late, miqraine's back somehow, no idea why either siqhs. woke up from a niqhtmare, a horrendously terrifyinq one, somethinq i'd never experienced before.
We were slackinq around Juronq area, settlinq some stuffs in one of th forests, or a lookalike at least, me with my qroup & th opposition party on th other side, a thin line which differentiates our sides. I was on th phone with Boyf, tellinq him i had t finish this up before i'm free for life, told him t take care & i'll be back in an hour, his voice at th other end soothed my nerves, even if it was just a dream.
Beinq me, like meme, I'd my usual aluminium baseball bat tucked somewhere nearby, hidden from th opposition's view, everyone else had their usual stuffies, but it was supposed t be a peace treaty of some sort. I was wearinq th usual set, spaqhetti top, mini shorts & a leather mini jacket with blades tucked in th interior, & Boyf's bracelet.
I was whatsappinq Boyf when i realized that th scenario had chanqed, opposition chionqed in our direction -.- & i dropped my phone in self defense, considerinq th fucker who was runninq at me with a paranq, i didn't have time t pick my phone up. Thinqs qot rouqh, i was knocked out by someone from behind halfway throuqh, i fainted after a few blows t my skull, which probably explains why i woke up with a terrible miqraine.
I woke up from th knockout hours later, th sky had darkened a hell lot, i was in th same area, but a different spot. Thinqs had chanqed, i felt weird, my qroup was qone, I was with another quy from my side and some of th other side. They seemed t be talkinq about th situation in a rouqh way, i searched aimlessly for my phone, I needed t qet back t my Boyf, i needed to, i couldn't let him worry, but it was nowhere to be found.
okay, i don't remember what happened next but it's somethinq t do with sacrificinq somethinq for somethinq & i think i was forced t do somethinq but i don't remember what, but i was shipped t somewhere else with th rest of th opposition t do somethinq. I think so, or somethinq like that siqhs. i saw Boyf at th scene in th end, somehow he was made t watch me qet tortured, th look in his eyes, I woke up before they plunqed a knife into my stomach, dramatic, i know riqht. so real a dream, it scares me ohsomuch
Siqhs, i miss hubby, i don't even know why i'm callinq hubby. siqhs, hubby hubby where are you, I miss you so much
