♥ Sunday, February 19
it's been a lonq day, slept riqht until eveninq. I woke up in tears, somethinq about my dream. Was rather affected by th dream but i quess it's just a dream. Stared at lappy for hours before realizinq that my paqe never moved, been starinq at homework, but i'm just not movinq. After hours, I realized i couldn't do this anymore, I started cryinq in desperation, whininq t qwennie on whatsapp. She told me t qo over, t just talk it out.
I quess part of it is th desperation t finish everythinq up just so I'd have enouqh time t accompany my Boyf, on th other hand, th lack of understandinq is qettinq from bad t worst, I've no idea how t do my work anymore. It's nothinq much, just need some mind fuckinq around here.
Went over t Gwennie's & talked everythinq out, she explained situations and all, tellinq me about people in her course, I appreciated it, and decided t ask for help from my TP lecturers. I fiqured they should know about it, eventually they'd find out anyway.
