♥ Saturday, February 11
it's been a lonq day, currently 4;33am & i'm bloqqinq via iphone. everythinq seems t be peaceful riqht now while i sit beside bestie & just talk thinqs out.
Was planninq on qettinq boxers for Boyf before he was released from camp. Called attica & she aqreed t have a short trip t pennisula t have a look at th darth vader desiqns with me. couldn't find any other nice desiqns & just bouqht another piece she chose.
Was planninq t have a short walk & a couple of drinks before brinqinq Boyf's present t him. Attica wanted t qo t th Esplanade for a look at th arts. Kenji recoqnized me & Attica halfway & pulled us into his shop for tea. & since we were planninq for a couple of drinks before her next appointment, we followed him in.
Kenji served us tea & cookies which i'm sure Boyf would definately love since he enjoys drinkinq tea. Planninq t brinq him here someday (; Hopefully Valentine! I cant stop thinkinq of Boyf, i just miss him so badly recently.
Finished tea & left for Boyf's home. Wanted t surprise him since i've not been talkinq t him much due t sleep&schoolwork. I already feel as if i've neqlected him th past week. Especially th part where i slept for fifty hours straiqht, shouldve sent him a text t tell him how i'm doinq.
Boyf wasn't home, & I thouqht I'd just wait for him t return home. Met Momo halfway, she was havinq dinner w her family. Boyf wasn't back in four hours & Bestie asked me t qo over. & i really needed someone t talk t, so i went over.
Bestie's really understandinq. She listened t me & lectured me on not informinq my Boyf about my sickness & told me anyone'd rather qo out w friends than watch a sick bitch sleep for fifty hours. Bestie told me so much, thinqs that i've done & mistakes & why i shouldn't do it.
Biqbro joined us halfway. biqbro added in about me always sayinq i'm just an option. He told me that Boyf had talked t him about " don't treat someone as a priority when they only treat you as an option ". So i asked if i was an option, & he told me i should know myself from th way Boyf treats me. I then realized that Boyf has never treated me as an option, i really dont know why i felt so before. Probably unwanted insecurities. I felt happy & tweeted Boyf. But i hope he's home, safe&sound in his warm bed.
Boyf's movinq house aqain & i've no idea when i'll ever have th chance t huq him t bed alone aqain. i hope i can qo over tomorrow t enjoy th comforts of his warmth. But Boyf's been so busy, i shouldn't have asked him t take me t th movies, with all th packinq t be done.
I love you Aloy ♥ You're th only one in my mind, i'm sorry for writinq nonsense on twitter. Bestie has scolded me like hell already. I know now. I love you, & miss you so much.
Everyday i learn somethinq new. Today i learnt that i've t treasure you.
Was planninq on qettinq boxers for Boyf before he was released from camp. Called attica & she aqreed t have a short trip t pennisula t have a look at th darth vader desiqns with me. couldn't find any other nice desiqns & just bouqht another piece she chose.
Was planninq t have a short walk & a couple of drinks before brinqinq Boyf's present t him. Attica wanted t qo t th Esplanade for a look at th arts. Kenji recoqnized me & Attica halfway & pulled us into his shop for tea. & since we were planninq for a couple of drinks before her next appointment, we followed him in.
Kenji served us tea & cookies which i'm sure Boyf would definately love since he enjoys drinkinq tea. Planninq t brinq him here someday (; Hopefully Valentine! I cant stop thinkinq of Boyf, i just miss him so badly recently.
Finished tea & left for Boyf's home. Wanted t surprise him since i've not been talkinq t him much due t sleep&schoolwork. I already feel as if i've neqlected him th past week. Especially th part where i slept for fifty hours straiqht, shouldve sent him a text t tell him how i'm doinq.
Boyf wasn't home, & I thouqht I'd just wait for him t return home. Met Momo halfway, she was havinq dinner w her family. Boyf wasn't back in four hours & Bestie asked me t qo over. & i really needed someone t talk t, so i went over.
Bestie's really understandinq. She listened t me & lectured me on not informinq my Boyf about my sickness & told me anyone'd rather qo out w friends than watch a sick bitch sleep for fifty hours. Bestie told me so much, thinqs that i've done & mistakes & why i shouldn't do it.
Biqbro joined us halfway. biqbro added in about me always sayinq i'm just an option. He told me that Boyf had talked t him about " don't treat someone as a priority when they only treat you as an option ". So i asked if i was an option, & he told me i should know myself from th way Boyf treats me. I then realized that Boyf has never treated me as an option, i really dont know why i felt so before. Probably unwanted insecurities. I felt happy & tweeted Boyf. But i hope he's home, safe&sound in his warm bed.
Boyf's movinq house aqain & i've no idea when i'll ever have th chance t huq him t bed alone aqain. i hope i can qo over tomorrow t enjoy th comforts of his warmth. But Boyf's been so busy, i shouldn't have asked him t take me t th movies, with all th packinq t be done.
I love you Aloy ♥ You're th only one in my mind, i'm sorry for writinq nonsense on twitter. Bestie has scolded me like hell already. I know now. I love you, & miss you so much.
Everyday i learn somethinq new. Today i learnt that i've t treasure you.
