♥ Sunday, February 12
Day3
th third day that Boyf hasn't talked t me already. i'm feelinq quite empty, as if someone duq every orqan out & placed them infront of me. th third day that i haven't put a sinqle piece of solid food in my mouth. i'm lost without you.
i fiqured that i'd qo over in th morninq since it was already six plus seven when i reached home. Couldn't qet t sleep anyway. Bathed & chanqed & cabbed down t Kembanqan only t realize he wasnt home but i stayed anyway.
I left after five hours, he doesn't talk t me anyway and i know its irritatinq. so i thouqht i'd just leave him alone. Afterall, i'm not qoinq t be th one t make th final decision. I'd respect whatever he has t say.
Went t town t collect th items i ordered for Boyf for Valentines. Stayed for abit & cauqht up w Faith for a bit. She's facinq a hard time too. Stay stronq & follow your heart qirl, you'll make it throuqh.
Went home t bath & chanqe. & here I'm riqht now. Sittinq somewhere. typinq a bloqpost while wallowinq in sorrow. I'm broken t pieces, but that's okay. Just as lonq as he's happy w whatever he's doinq. I'm fine. Or at least, i will be.
Dear qod, show me th liqht once more. I'm down t th 4th pack of iceblast in twentyfour hours. I must say, it's th first time my body's capable of takinq in so much tabacco. Show me th path once more. I need a quide, a siqn. Somethinq t keep me qoinq on once more
th third day that Boyf hasn't talked t me already. i'm feelinq quite empty, as if someone duq every orqan out & placed them infront of me. th third day that i haven't put a sinqle piece of solid food in my mouth. i'm lost without you.
i fiqured that i'd qo over in th morninq since it was already six plus seven when i reached home. Couldn't qet t sleep anyway. Bathed & chanqed & cabbed down t Kembanqan only t realize he wasnt home but i stayed anyway.
I left after five hours, he doesn't talk t me anyway and i know its irritatinq. so i thouqht i'd just leave him alone. Afterall, i'm not qoinq t be th one t make th final decision. I'd respect whatever he has t say.
Went t town t collect th items i ordered for Boyf for Valentines. Stayed for abit & cauqht up w Faith for a bit. She's facinq a hard time too. Stay stronq & follow your heart qirl, you'll make it throuqh.
Went home t bath & chanqe. & here I'm riqht now. Sittinq somewhere. typinq a bloqpost while wallowinq in sorrow. I'm broken t pieces, but that's okay. Just as lonq as he's happy w whatever he's doinq. I'm fine. Or at least, i will be.
Dear qod, show me th liqht once more. I'm down t th 4th pack of iceblast in twentyfour hours. I must say, it's th first time my body's capable of takinq in so much tabacco. Show me th path once more. I need a quide, a siqn. Somethinq t keep me qoinq on once more
