♥ Saturday, November 5
fifth november, best day of my life `
alot started talkinq t me on facebook `
he started by likinq my statuses & i feared `
i feared th end, i didn't really dare t reply `
i knew he was sick, pro-stalker2011 `
but i replied meekly anyway, had hopes for this `
so i just replied until i went t shower `
was supposed t meet yanna `
i hesistated whether i should have answered or not `
after like th zillionth time, i answered `
he talked nicely, i stopped my makeup t talk t him `
after he hanqed up, i told yanna i'd be very late `
or perhaps not qonna meet her `
so i sat there thinkinq whether i should meet him `
it's been exactly eleven days `
so i went thouqht about what i'd buy for him `
since he hadn't eaten & was runninq a fever `
cabbed down t tampines mall, bouqht din tai funq `
qrabbed some stupid drink& back t kembanqan `
it was about ten already `
th first thinq i did was t huq him `
i missed him so badly `
i quess everythinq, th wait & all was worth it `
th face when he saw what i qot for him; priceless `
-siqhs- & i wondered if we would have continued `
or if we would just end it there & then `
afterall, i'm not a superduper optimistic person eh `
no one understands th way i think `
i have lotsa wronq ideas at th wronq time `
we talked, & i spent th niqht there `
i really missed him, so fuckinq badly `
but i was lost, could we ever be th same aqain `
only time would tell, i hope this shit qets better `
i'm already dyinq, from what - only qod knows `
-siqhs- at least he's better now `
i'm sorry dear, but sorry doesn't mean anythinq t you `
does it ? `
alot started talkinq t me on facebook `
he started by likinq my statuses & i feared `
i feared th end, i didn't really dare t reply `
i knew he was sick, pro-stalker2011 `
but i replied meekly anyway, had hopes for this `
so i just replied until i went t shower `
was supposed t meet yanna `
i hesistated whether i should have answered or not `
after like th zillionth time, i answered `
he talked nicely, i stopped my makeup t talk t him `
after he hanqed up, i told yanna i'd be very late `
or perhaps not qonna meet her `
so i sat there thinkinq whether i should meet him `
it's been exactly eleven days `
so i went thouqht about what i'd buy for him `
since he hadn't eaten & was runninq a fever `
cabbed down t tampines mall, bouqht din tai funq `
qrabbed some stupid drink& back t kembanqan `
it was about ten already `
th first thinq i did was t huq him `
i missed him so badly `
i quess everythinq, th wait & all was worth it `
th face when he saw what i qot for him; priceless `
-siqhs- & i wondered if we would have continued `
or if we would just end it there & then `
afterall, i'm not a superduper optimistic person eh `
no one understands th way i think `
i have lotsa wronq ideas at th wronq time `
we talked, & i spent th niqht there `
i really missed him, so fuckinq badly `
but i was lost, could we ever be th same aqain `
only time would tell, i hope this shit qets better `
i'm already dyinq, from what - only qod knows `
-siqhs- at least he's better now `
i'm sorry dear, but sorry doesn't mean anythinq t you `
does it ? `
