♥ Saturday, October 22
Saturday - slept until eveninq `
not feelinq well recently `
aloy's been busy, he's qotta move stuffs t his new home `
so i slept while waitinq, went over around ten `
-siqhs- he saw some stuff in my phone `
nothinq t hide, but thinqs can qet hurtful `
just watchinq his expression chanqinq in seconds `
that's friqhteninq, & hurtful itself `
i mean, yeah i understand there's explicit content inside `
i don't even bother deletinq anythinq `
i don't have anythinq t hide `
but i saw a chanqe in him `
a flicker of hatred, disappointment & all `
-siqhs- i fell asleep while he continued readinq `
i was havinq a really hard time breathinq `
he didn't huq me t bed that niqht `
he always did, he never failed to `
but toniqht, he didn't huq me th way he used to `
i quess it's probably why i felt so empty toniqht `
i couldn't really sleep until dayliqht `
went home, while he went t find his buddy `
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emptiness from within `
i'd never understand `
i'm that one fuckinq bitch you probably reqret havinq `
you're on th verqe of lettinq me qo `
