♥ Saturday, October 29
i wrote my report until 9AM in th morninq `
went t bed & woke up when mum opened my door `
she wanted me t eat, but i was dead, dead `
so i went back t sleep, i dreamt of him aqain `
aqain & aqain, niqht after niqht `
i don't know what t think of it `
you, in my dreams `
it's as if i'm livinq in an entire different world altoqether `
it's kinda heart achinq, t even wake up riqht now `
i'm supposed t orqanize an outinq for qirlf's birthday `
she's not qonna be free til very late `
but i qotta shop for her present too `
quess i miqht as well brinq th kids for icecream `
i wish you'd join me toniqht, a lil company perhaps `
probably what i need riqht now `
lil bro's probably pissed off already `
considerinq th lonq hours i require t paint my face `
alriqht, qonna shower now & makeup `
purplelips, or pink, i'm feelinq blue thouqh `
shorts, spaqhetti & slippers `
not in th mood t dress up anyway `
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i wish you'd join me `
i should ask `
but i don't have th balls to `
can't take disappointment today `
i'll just snap `
i don't have th face t ask you either `
i probably did some huqe shameless mistake `
& i don't even know about it `
i'm stupid `
i need t be told in th face `
-siqhs- ` bitterbitter `
what's love `
