♥ Tuesday, October 25
hi, i look really disqustinq today `
i think it comes with th sick packaqe `
cabbed t school today `
supposedly my first day considerinq my absence yesterday `
i was on MC for real, kinda cheezy but yeah `
sliqht fever with throat infections & stomach issues `
th fuckinq taxi driver was sucha pussy `
he was drivinq @ 80km/h; i was late, traffic wasn't bad `
& when i qot into th qates, th fuckinq tourbus died `
whats worse, th fuckinq bus died in th middle of th road `
th fuckinq uncle didn't U turn, instead, he waited for like 10 mins `
which he then bothered t U turn `
he made one fuckinq biq round & even lauqhed at me `
fucker, i swear i'll never sit yellowcabs ever `
i qot t class late, despite leavinq home early `
didn't brinq lappy t school, so i didn't do much classwork `
had a minor presentation & lessons for 3 hours `
left school & thouqht i'd just bus my ass home `
so i crossed th bridqe & started smokinq when my stomach hurt, badly `
it's not th cake bakinq issue, just pure stabbinq pain `
so i finished my ciqarette & cabbed home `
was planninq t qet a qift for Boyf `
but th pain was unbearable, went t bed once i qot home `
i slept until niqht, Boyf called me somewhere in between `
he's so sweet ♥ i felt much happier hearinq his voice `
thanks dear ♥ i love you `
mum cooked, my throat infection's really bad `
but i ate anyway, just so she'd leave me alone `
mum's been icecold t me recently `
i don't know why either `
it's kinda fucked up, this shithole feels so empty `
it's worse than a hotel, i feel so alone here `
i just had t qet out of home, i couldn't take th pressure `
Boyf was out w his friends, he didn't want t qo out either `
lil bro's on his o's math paper tomorrow `
so i called baby t qo prawninq w me `
at least somewhere i can just sit & emo `
& th best part, no one would question my silence `
just my luck, biqbro & his co. were there already `
so i qot chanqed & all prepared, & headed down t punqqol `
so i qot chanqed & all prepared, & headed down t punqqol `
& th fuckinq place didn't accept master nor nets, cash only `
so baby & sam accompanied me t cab t th nearest ATM `
& back - they pool-ed while i watched th quys lure prawns over `
qot a rod & did my usual silence-is-a-virtue act `
thouqht alot about recent happeninqs `
tryinq t fiqure out why people act this way today `
thouqht about it until seven plus eiqht `
kinda amusinq huh, sick qirl's brain still workinq `
processinq infomation at a sick rate `
watched th sky from indiqo t qold `
i wish you were here t watch th entire set w me `
beauty in silence, left unappreciated by th public `
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qonna qo t bed now, i took double dosaqe `
double fever pills `
double cold pills `
double couqh syrup intake `
double throat infection candy `
qod bless me `
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i miss you so much `
are you avoidinq me `
i know you're awake `
but what can i do `
i don't understand this `
but what can i do now `
-siqhs- th effect's here `
qonna KO in 3, qoodniqhts ♥ `
