♥ Tuesday, October 25
Happy First Monthsary, Dearest Boyf ♥ `
it's been a month since we've been officially toqether `
kinda quick, kinda bumpy ride, kinda excitinq `
i love everythinq about you, except your temper `
but it's okay, comes with th packaqe eh ♥ `
there's so much i want t say t you `
there's so many thinqs i love about you `
but we're driftinq, & those words, left unspoken `
i miss you, i really really do `
there's so much in th one month that i saw in you `
but th fact remains, i probably don't understand you either `
i'm tryinq, but sometimes i'm just an eqoistic bitch `
i'll try harder, but i need time t decipher what's qoinq on in you `
i just want t huq you tiqht & never let you qo `
but if there comes a day when you decide for someone better `
i quess i'll have t let you qo, but til then, you belonq t me `
i love your huqs at niqht, th heat your body radiates `
i love th way you used t send me qood morninq textes `
i love how you could wait for me for hours `
i love th way you held me, everywhere `
i love th way you arque with others playfully `
i love watchinq you carry weiqhts @ 4AM in th morn `
i love tracinq your tattoos with my nails `
i love th way you think, so differently from everyone else `
i love your random kisses, they fascinate me `
i love th way you played antique sonqs & sanq alonq `
i love watchinq you walk around in your boxers ♥ `
i love it when you make decisions cause i'm too lazy t decide `
i love th way you insult people & make fun of them `
i love how you wear my jewelry, it amazes me `
i love how you always attempt t look stronq ♥ `
i love th way you jump down 2 steps at a time, i know `
i love that particular expression of yours -.- , adorable `
i love how you straiqhten my piercinqs, examine them all `
i love th way you play with my hair, i miss your touch `
i love snatchinq smelly & seal w you, i love you `
i love how we can sit for hours, just you & me `
i love how we can spend th niqht, doinq practically nothinq `
but i really miss th way we used t talk, whatsapp & text `
th way you would care for me as if nothinq else mattered `
th way you used t call me baby, it means so much t me `
i miss everythinq about you, i haven't seen you since sunday `
i'm dyinq inside, but that's life isn't it `
you can't possibly have everyth you want `
i'd qive up th world t see you even for a minute `
if there's one thinq i could have in exchanqe for everyth i have `
i'd choose wakinq up beside you every morninq `
i miss those qood morninq kisses you used t qive without fail `
i miss you so much, there's so much i want t do with you `
so many thinqs left unsaid, unspoken `
i'm qettinq insecure, it's personal, really `
i'm probably PMSinq, havinq th devil whisper in my ears `
tellinq me stuff i shouldn't be thinkinq about `
i don't know what's qoinq on in your mind riqht now `
i wish i had th chance t tell you how much i needed you riqht now `
but you're so busy with your own stuff, your own life `
& i'm all alone here -lauqhs- ` bitterbitter `
i hate myself for thinkinq about all this `
i trust you, & i shall avoid thinkinq of these bullshits `
but at times, i really need emotional support `
