Tuesday - `i'm rushinq for a major deadline i'm bound t fail `
i know it myself, considerinq th amount of time i've left `
i'm not feelinq well either, so how t pass eh `
i'm tryinq t finish up everyth in time `
-siqhs- `
Ebenezer called me today `
he's really that sweet `
probably one of th only true poly friends i'd ever find `
cruel, realistic & skeptical world `
he always calls at th end of submission `
askinq if i manaqed t finish my work & how i'm doinq `
he prayed for me, on th phone toniqht `
i cried somewhere in between `
i was deeply touched, a devoted christian, prayinq for me `
who am i, no one but a qirl you met last year `
thanks Ben, for beinq so nice, reachinq your hand out t me `
especially at times of need, breakups & falls `
watchinq me throuqh 2 breakups `
pullinq me back up despite all th messed up timetables `
thanks for beinq there `
you're so sweet sometimes, -siqhs- `
thank God for brinqinq such a sweet younq man into my life `
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i'm so tired , i need a doctor `