♥ Saturday, June 18
saturday `
what a fuckinq wasted day, qeez -.- `
had t work today, not that i wanted to `
considerinq my contract ended `
but boss told me to, so yeah, i went t PP t work `
retarded much, it was a rather, entertaininq day i would say `
& slacky much i quess, i don't like PP, th old memories `
thinkinq back, i last visited th area a year aqo `
back then, i came for half an hour `
just t qet a phone from Eric, he's no lonqer workinq there `
miss him makmak, friends since pri 2 (; `
life's qreat, work ended soon, biqbro fetched me home `
Daniel kor & th rest came as well `
back t senqkanq & damien came over t meet me `
awesome lil brother i have, IKR (; `
everyone came over & slacked for abit while i bathed & chanqed `
went down t qeylanq for lateniqhtsupper `
we went t yonqhe, haven't been there for a month `
& BBQ after that, probably one of th worst incidents ever `
since i was fifteen, i've been walkinq around qeylanq `
more of explorinq & enjoyinq life as a teen `
so for th first time, this motherfucker, stared at me at th BBQ stand `
i swear i freaked out, he was starinq so hard `
machiam like an xray machine, pissed me off badly `
& after some time, i looked away, yet he continued his stare `
i started t freak out, i felt fuckinq, insecure `
then he asked, " you sinqaporean ah ?! " `
& i was like qeezfuckz , " fuck yeah , anzua eh " `
he was like -continueXrayinq- , " cause you look like thai qirl " `
& i was like " is that so, i don't think so " & i walked super fast back `
i was so scared, first time kana -.- , everytime qo also bo taiji `
sick pedophile, red liqht district don't mean everyone is kui you know `
i kept quiet all th way t punqqol beach, freakedoutbadly `
spent some time there before qoinq home `
thanks for th company Daniel kor, biqbro, JH, xiaoD & JC `
that's what happens t a lonely lori on a lonely saturday niqht `
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P.S - i feel so insecure about myself without you -
