♥ Saturday, June 11
iphone frontcam's quality; suck my dick
@ liquid with lil brother `
Saturday niqht `
metup w lance kor & michael `
lil bro met me too (; `
wentover t Janice's BBQ after work `
bouqht her a cutecake (; `
probably th only one that cauqht my eye `
small, simple, but th rest, seriously phail `
so we went over & met qary uncle & jason there `
stayed for awhile before leavinq for drinks `
was cauqht in th decision of drinkinq, or slackinq `
considerinq that there's no transportation for th niqht `
not much activities either, so we went t drink @ liquid qold `
was kind of fun, drinkinq, watchinq them sinq `
& playinq cards, everyth was qreat `
until i thouqht about him `
i just started cryinq as he held me `
told me t stop cryinq & all `
then i ordered another tower `
kill th thouqhts `
some bullshitty idea; i ended up vomitinq on my boots `
-.- after i vomited everyth, continued drinkinq `
was a happy qirl aqain, but i was really tired `
qary&jason came t meet me after i nearly KO-ed `
was just sleepy `
Jason was really pissed off w me that niqht ;'( `
he scolded me for drinkinq, askinq if tht's qoinq t work `
yes, i know i'm suicidinq, but it's better then thinkinq `
cry th pain away, they qot into some dispute `
thanks Lance kor, for settlinq my retarded problem `
& my dearest lil brother, for sacrificinq your sleep for me `
holdinq me when i vomit & all `
after we finished everyth, & they didn't want t qo home `
we headed down t neverland for round 2`
ordered another tower & continue `
i miss that place, where we used t hanqout weekly `
it's been so lonq, it ended soon `
but i was calm, at least `
cabbed home at 7 `
thanks for sendinq me home, lun `
have no idea what i'd have done at home `
thanks for beinq there, uncle `
3 years, thanks for takinq care of me all th way `
thanks Mike, for tryinq `
but, i'm scared of men, really `
& my dearest lil brother, for always, beinq there `
sacrificinq your sleep, your relationship & all `
thanks kor, for talkinq t me `
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& you, for everyth you've ever done for me `
baby come back t me `
i'd be all that you need `
let me make up for what happen `
& come back, baby come back t me `
cant stop thinkinq of you `
