♥ Friday, March 18
I broke down, 7;04AM `
after certain stuffs `
i was havinq a lil hanqover `
i didn't drink much `
but i wasn't feelinq riqht `
i was fine, until he talked to me `
i told him th situation `
& he told me his opinions `
he was riqht, straiqht in my face `
& i kept quiet, then i started cryinq `
silent tears, -siqhs- `
& i thouqht i'd never be hurt aqain `
me & my wishful thinkinq `
i said i'd qive up every sinqle thinq `
yet i'm still stupid enouqh to qet hurt `
i didn't want to cry either `
every sinqle time i try to stop myself `
my itouch qoes on&on `
& th tears start flowinq aqain `
i had th front seaters freaked badly `
-siqhs- , this was a wronq move `
& lil brother says he warned me `
ciqarettes&music; my daily companion `
what's th point of beinq attached, i ask myself `
i knew from th start he wasn't my cup of tea `
but i picked him anyway `
& i'm wonderinq why, i only realized it now `
you'd never know what's qoinq on in my heart `
until you really bother, to find out `
- - - - ♥ - - - - `Strip away vanity
Just as you comsume me
Broken smile, starless sky
Save it all, Say goodbye ♥
