♥ Saturday, December 4
Saturday `
Probably th first Saturday in my entire life i'm stayinq at home `
Boyf's still at Malaysia & i'm missinq him terribly `
Brothers asked me qo out ;( but i do have a hellshitlotta homework to finish `
A3 Landscape drawinq w full shadinqs `
complete 3 Shadinqs correctly `
a bloody fuckinq 30CM kinetic wire model `
Redo my entire fuckinq sketchbook for 3D A.Fund `
& complete drawinqs from camera to sketchbook `
fuck this, seriously, complete shit `
so as usual, i procrastinated, i actually slept th entire day `
just to skip doinq all these nonsense `
it'd be fine if i had Sunday off `
but it's qrandmother's birthday & Boyf's cominq back `
i do have to attend th dinner ;( `
& i absolutely have qot to see Boyf before he qoes in `
even if it's just a fuckinq bloody half hour, or even, 5minutes `
so yeah, after a few wakeup calls & textes `
i did wake up for 5minutes or so, only t return to bed minutes later `
i practically woke up fully only at 11PM `
had a one-way-conversation w Mars w me only blabbinq mmm... mm... `
& started my work;( this seriously suck `
once i started ;( i broke my nail, resultinq in blood all over my keyboard `
hais, fuck life, seriously `
i'm cravinq for Starbucks Black Cherry Coffee ;( `
korkors are really nice to me ;) `
it's 3;37AM , Sunday morninq `
i'm stuck in th midst of shitwork `
& korkors dapao-ed Egg,Chess&Mushroom Prata for me ;) `
i love you quys th most ♥ `
- - - `
I hope you're okay in Malaysia `
I hope you meet me before you book in tomorrow `
it means so fuckinq much to me `
i miss you more than you'd ever know `
-siqhs- , wishinq you were here `
i miss th times you stayed w me while i finished my homework `
wastinq your life over here with me, i love you `
for beinq probably th best Boyf one could ever have `
been thinkinq alot, talkinq to others `
tryinq to qet th thouqht of your actions out of my mind `
i'm beinq childish `
-siqhs- , i pray to God on this day for you `
in th hope we'd still be toqether on our 6th Month Anniversary `
i'm cancellinq all appointments this weekend `
& will probably plan somethinq for you, if we're still toqether `
i miss th times when it was just you & me `
i miss listeninq to your heartbeat, th way my hand fits into yours `
th way you held me in your arms when i cried for practically everythinq `
th way you huq me to bed at niqht `
th morninq kisses you used to qive me `
th path we used to walk down toqether, holdinq hands `
th stuff we used to do `
th niqhtly calls with endless qoodbyes that never really ended `
th ridiculous fiqhts we used to have over our ridiculous actions `
i love th way you looked at me, before `
i miss you, when you really loved me `
seriously, i do `
- - - `
Sorry i never told you `
All that i want to say `
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Labels: Sorry i never told you `
