♥ Wednesday, December 29
mummy brouqht me shoppinq today `
i haven been that happy since th end of O levels `
hmmms , just been talkinq to mum about life `
she's my bestest friend ever who understands me inside out `
-siqhs- ` i'm really tired but i neqlected mum th past 2weeks `
so yeah `
went out w th quys `
not that i wanted to `
but it's probably th best way to keep boyf outta th reach of sluts `
dumbfuck but yeah `
so we went to katonq to play pool after supper `
which was rather dumb since it's so fuckinq ulu and all `
but yeah, memories of Eric honeh `
honeh i miss you , better start readinq my bloq aqain `
& start findinq me for pool sessions & traininqs ! `
homed around 4-5 `
super tired & watched half of Hell `
Boyf fell asleep halfway anyway `
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after talkinq to mum `
i just realized i really hate beinq touched `
i hate it when people touch me `
make noises or irritate me `
i hate all those motherfuckinq pot callinq kettle black `
;/ riqhto lil bitch `
but truthfully `
i really detest when people touch me `
or try to do stuffs to do so `
i like beinq conservative `
i just want somebody to love me `
is it wronq ? `
one thinq that didnt leave my mind on Christmas `
when BoonHock looked me in th eye & said `
a relationship without sex more sweet isn't it ? `
i know & i aqree `
which is why we cant have sex `
i dont want to end up at some hospital cryinq `
cryinq for fuck `
& everyone'd think i'm a whininq slut `
i'm seventeen , if i can't satisfy you `
than qoodbye . . . `
i will not let my parents down `
even if you will . i wont `
i don't need a Boyfriend, i'm not desperate `
no . . . `
Labels: 29th december - somebody save me `
