♥ Tuesday, December 21
after th lonq niqhts out, i'm really tired `
thank qod i woke up early enouqh to wake Boyf ♥ `
if not he'd be late for camp & all `
Mum's really cute `
i told her to wake me or Jason at 9AM `
& she went to wake biqbro up `
which wasn't super effective since he went back to sleep `
& cute ole Mum went back to sleep `
so thank qod i bothered to wake up `
in my semi awake state , Boyf left me ;( `
& i fell asleep until th doorbell ranq `
just couldn't qet enouqh sleep `
but somehow i manaqed to draq myself up `
met Sarine Darlinq at 5 at Compasspoint `
kinda near so yeah `
slacked for a lil before qoinq home `
had another arquement cause i'm too unreasonable aqain `
fuck my life `
so i went home & tried to download audition `
& lianqlianq talked to me `
i was kinda upset already so yeah , kinda screwed myself up `
talkinq to lianq just made me want to cry more `
i am very very unhappy `
but he was emphasizinq on one point `
i have that choice to whatever i want `
that choice to make `
kinda felt like cryinq aqain, so dumb `
& he just told me to cry if i wanted `
hmph, i just feel really upset `
that's all `
shall qo drinkinq w sister & Jie soon `
iqnore you & iqnore th world `
fucked up place (At th moment) `
Labels: an unhappy qirls loves cryinq `
