♥ Tuesday, November 30
second post of th day `
it's 1230 at th moment `
i'm feelinq rather down aqain `
i really envy these women, whom my Jason wants to talk to `
instead of me, i'm borinq ;) `
he'd probably be tryinq to sweettalk you, bless you sweetheart `
they'd never know how blessed they were `
then aqain, i envy qirls with hot boyfs `
they can stand other women vyinq w them for their boyfs `
envy to th very fuckinq max `
stronq will, probably cause they're pretty `
beauty is skin deep, but uqly, is to th bone `
to me, all women are beautiful `
except for women who fucks married men, steals another's boyfs `
flash for men they adore , th rest are beautiful `
includinq prostitutes, i don't look down on prostitutes `
instead i look up to these wonderfully hot sexy ladies `
it's just a job where some sacrifice more & some enjoy `
still beautiful women to me `
even lesbians, i love these women `
more carinq then your averaqe boyf `
i'm thinkinq alot, lately, i enjoy pain, despite th hurt `
when tears reach th wounds, th wound burns, and numbs `
i'm considerinq a tattoo extension or a draqon on my leq `
& my industrial piercinq this friday, considerinq septum `
bodyart will be bodyart, but to me, it's a comfort `
have you ever wondered why i have so many holes on my body? `
what if today, i let you know th every sinqle hole has it's story `
a pained story behind every sinqle hole i've pierced `
special people would've qotten special parts `
take my nose for instance, kenq, i miss you `
thanks for lovinq me once, & probably still waitinq for me `
i want to tell you i'd never have th chance to qo back to you already `
but i don't have th heart to do it, so th piercinq, it's for you `
it'd stay with me for th rest of my life `
my tattoo, just to qet Jason's attention aside beinq a childhood dream `
this friday, my 18th piercinq, lauqhs, for you, & you only `
for hurtinq me, so badly that i slashed myself for th first time in my entire life `
at least nursinq another injury takes my mind off you `
i'm considerinq septum, if this dear friend of my departs `
ridiculous, but i like to remember these people as part of me, once `
bodyart, to be, is somethinq to be proud of, but not showoff `
appreciate it for what it really is, and not what it makes you seem `
i still cant believe i'm bloqqinq in a very old bloq `
but memories mean th world to me `
at the very least, even if Jason leaves me today `
i'd have you quys `
5 years of brotherhood with Baby `
4 years worth of Gan-Family w East side quys `
& 3 years worth of friendship w West side quys, dearest qrandpapa `
months with darlinq Sarine, who never fails to sayanq me `
& 17 years of brotherhood w siaoeh `
who drives back & fro school daily `
i love you all `
so yeah somebodehhhh pei me qo pierce can `
;( tell me what my face says after i pierced ;(
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i looked at my ticker at th side of my bloq `
it says " only 6months & 1week to my first year anniversary " `
i lauqhed, a sad lauqh, really `
where's my relationship heedinq anyway `
Labels: Second Post of th Dayyyyy `
