♥ Sunday, May 2
sunday `
i'm still rushinq my model `
qotta finish by tomorrow `
really not in th mood to do it `
didn't put my heart into it `
ended up with pathetic workmanship `
forqet th 10% `
Jason came over to pick me up `
but i didnt have plans either `
screwed th day up `
wore some tee & shorts `
went over to tampines `
walked around a lil bit `
had swensons `
went over to his area to slack `
just didn't have th mood to shop `
or even eat `
th playqrounds were filled `
slacked around for awhile `
talked about all th randoms stuffs in th world `
talked about our problems `
& our lives `
sat at th busstop until 3 `
th area lacked cabs `
reached my block by 4 `
slacked riqht until 5 plus `
said qoodbye & he sent me home `
continued doinq my formex project `
didn't have th mood to sleep either `
he's qoinq in like in a few hours `
really cant accept th fact `
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its th last day that you're qonna be there for me today `
i really don't know to accept everythinq `
it just happened too fast `
from th day you stepped into my life `
as a chillinq/toninq buddy `
didn't really like you at first `
just found you entertaininq `
& annoyinq `
2 weeks later `
i saw you in a different liqht `
since then `
i've enjoyed your friendship & love `
your care & concern `
honesty & straiqhtforward attitute `
you were my main companion for th month `
than i knew you were enterinq NS in a month `
qot kinda upset `
but you'd have to qo in anyway `
sorry i can't make up my mind `
it's obvious which is th better one `
sorry for not tellinq you everythinq `
now no one's qonna hear me out `
no one's qonna force me to eat for 3 weeks `
fetch me to & fro school `
brinq me out after school `
play wrestlinq with me anymore `
no one's qonna make choices for me anymore `
ha , i started cryinq `
Jason , really miss you `
truckloads `
i found this on facebook `
makes sense somehow ;[ `
makes me treasure you more `
1) The way you stand by my side
2) The times you make sure nothing will harm me
3) How you always find a new way to wow me
4) When I'm sad, you take the pain away with a joke
5) How you always look deep into my eyes
6) How you can make my heart melt with your soft lips
7) The way you hold my hand so tight
8) The way you never let my hands go
9) How you always watch out for me
10) They way you make sure I have everything I need
11) How you always know what to say when I get mad at you
12) When you buy me things out of the blue
13) How you say the cutest things over and over and never gets old
14) The way you play with my hair when I'm falling asleep
15) The way you stare at me as if I am the most handsome person in the world
16) The times when you were determined for me not to be mad at you anymore
17) The way you look when I get all dressed up
18) The smile you give after I'm done kissing you
19) The way you act like a weirdo but make me laugh
20) The way your not embarrassed to say or do anything in front of me
21) How you can just defend me and not be scared
22) The way you walk when you get sad
23) The look you make when you get jealous
24) When I’m feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest
25) The way you sing to be all cheesy
sounds familiar don't you think `
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& everytime i liqht a new stick `
i think of you `
& my only companion 'J' `
Labels: i'm missinq you already `
