♥ Thursday, April 29
Happy Birthday ♥Kelvin dearest Boyf `
it's been quite awhile `
i quess we've drifted `
probably due to my packed schedule `
probably cause of me beinq selfish `
i don't know `
we'd see how thinqs qo alriqht `
i took off day `
but you aren't free either `
-lauqhs- `
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had my pathetic 2 hours of sleep `
had formex lesson aqain ;[ `
really upset about it `
there's practically no time `
i'm like so deprived of sleep `
did my last minute drawinqs `
consultation & released ! `
had history & culture `
nearly fell asleep halfway `
finished & left school `
metup with jason `
talked to him riqht until 6 `
jason's so nice ;] `
he brouqht my stuff home for me `
so i can qo for my crap date `
thanks jason `
so i sat a one hour busride `
reception sucked `
so kelvin couldn't call throuqh `
he qot pissed off at me cause of that `
made me damn fucked up `
wasn't in a fabulous mood either `
found kelvin on th 2nd floor `
he surprised me with a rose `
-lauqhs- `
qrabbed candy before dinner `
had pizza `
picked a fiqht with him aqain `
cause i'm petty & selfish `
ended up havinq problems `
shopped a lil before qoinq home `
jason metup with me after i showered `
was planninq to do more homework `
but didn't manaqe `
-lauqhs- `
went down to chat `
ended up cryinq aqain `
kinda stupid `
but yeah `
shit happens `
just sat at th opp block `
just cryinq for no reason `
i don't know `
i just need someone to talk to `
someone to hear me out `
home-d @ 3AM `
fell asleep somewhere in th middle of th call
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just wanna say thanks jason `
for beinq there `
lendinq me your shoulder `
holdinq me in your arms when i needed it `
& takinq care of me for th past month `
fetchinq me from school `
chillinq out everywhere `
beinq so thouqhtful & all `
i really don't know what i'd be when you're in NS `
just a few more days `
& perhaps i'd shed more tears when you're inside ;[ `
haaaa like i called you daddy that day `
kinda makes me happy that you're here `
sorry about wettinq your shirt `
& every bad thinq i did to you `
2 years ; it's a lonq time `
Labels: ♥ happy birthday boyf
