♥ Monday, February 22
past few days with ♥Boyf `
enjoyed it tremendously `
too tired to bloq after i reach home anyway `
- `
just reached home `
went out with ♥Boyf today `
went shoppinq la ;D `
-lauqhsoutloud- `
cant believe i bouqht so much junk `
refilled most of th stuffs `
wasted money for th sake of doinq it `
-lauqhs- `
& qot my eyebrows done `
at lonq last okay -_- `
screwed up workinq schedule `
don't have much off days `
so yeah `
since he's like always late `
& i'm like so free anyway `
he reached about 2 PM or so `
lunched & left for buqis `
(screw th adult fare ; seriously) `
walked about for a bit ;/ `
qot stuffs & left `
like seriously fast `
i know ♥Boyf cant stand th heat `
hahaha -_- `
went for dinner at chompchomp `
♥Boyf's idea `
so yeah -_- `
th usual `
left soonafter walkinq th entire stretch `
;] slacked below my block `
love th playqround `
time flies `
like seriously fast `
he sent me home `
& he left ;[ `
read th stupid poly letters `
jesus `
there's so much to do `
don't know how to tell boss `
qonna be takinq loads of off days soon `
just to qet th stupid medical checkup done `
-_- crap `
think i'd qo for th juronq east one ;o `
than i can qo shoppinq -_- `
-siqhs- `
15 more days to half year anniversary `
been thinkinq alot lately `
;/ alriqht `
qonna wait for honeh to finish his homework `
than we can crap ;] `
ha `
after all ♥Boyf sleeps super early lately ;/ `
& i'm qonna think about my answer to you `
it's a touqh decision `
time flies `
think i'll spend th niqht with tertiary letters `
- `
OH FUCK ! -_- `
i forqot to redo my extensions `
sian la -_-
- `
just to say `
you don't have to haolian to me you've a boyf ;] `
cause it doesnt matter to me `
i'm not even related to you ;] `
no need haolian he picks you up ;] `
cause my does too `
& sends me to my doorstep `
takes me out shoppinq `
tons with me `
qoes clubbinq with me `
& endures my irritatinq crap `
but i dont think you ouqht to know ;] `
cause relationship means 2 of us `
not th entire world `
whether or not you're sinqle or attached `
or i'm sinqle or attached `
i don't think it matters ;] `
2 different lives `
2 different paths `
stop comparinq me with you ;] `
as you said `
my course may be 没有前途 `
but as lonq as family & boyf supports me ;] `
your opinion doesn't affect me `
for one thinq ;] `
at least my parents qive me & Boyf privacy ;] `
no intrusion or black faces `
restrictions or banninq `
not beinq mean or what `
but just to say ;] `
in life `
beinq low profile will ensure a peaceful road `
beinq proud doesnt ensure a prosperous future `
oh ya `
one more thinq `
you did better than me in O's `
by one pathetic point ;] `
& you must've went home `
screaminq & haolianinq to your mum `
but i've to say this `
its not my school's fault i did so badly `
i could've qotten your results easily `
but FFS `
i spent 80% of th days while you muqqed hard `
enjoyinq life with ♥Boyf `
watchinq videos `
surfinq th net `
bakinq & all those childish crap `
he ton-ed at my house most of th days ;] `
i did not study much okay ;] `
not proud of it `
in fact `
i'm very much ashamed `
didn't do my school proud `
didn't heed friends advice & all `
but facts will be facts `
& you only studied `
cause you fear your mum `
btw `
your mum told me okay `
not my quesswork or i ask ppl to count your life `
but she told me before results came out `
she freaked you out so you would study `
-_- my mum did not put pressure on me ;] `
& FFS `
people who visit me at workplace `
that handsome quy who visits frequently `
buys me chocolate milk tea everytime `
brouqht my itouch for me `
that's my real brother okay -_- `
don't jump to conclusions `
it's sickeninq `
don't qive me those biq eyes `
-imma qonna tell your boyf look- `
qo on , tell him -_- `
i know you look down on me `
pretty obvious `
but i would never cry if mum screamed at me `
in fact i would just justify what i think is riqht `
and not cry -_- `
like duh `
so yeah `
no point beinq proud of what you have `
;] cause you don't know what i have `
you don't know how much we're earninq monthly `
& my ♥Boyf qives me allowance monthly `
does yours ? `
think about it `
i'm just keepinq quiet `
;] no point throwinq your face `
you're workinq with your family ;] `
i'm not so evil to ruin their imaqe of you `
so yeah ;] `
be streetsmart `
thank jesus you aren't in my course `
would transfer to ITE if you were `
like seriously ;] `
okay so much for beinq mean `
- `
just wasted alot of time writinq that out `
but i had to `
so that i will remember you `
♥Boyf hasn't called yet `
honeh's not finished with his homework yet `
& i'm too lazy to redo my skin `
i hope you read my bloq , ♥Boyf `
cause i just want to say `
love you for beinq there, like always `
not 24/7 `
but 12/7 ;/ `
doesn't matter `
Labels: poly considerations `
