♥ Friday, October 2
i quess nothinq last forever `
today's th last day of official school lessons `
so yeah `
i can't say i'm qlad `
but i won't say i'm not either `
just a mixture of feelinqs `
but yeah `
i know what i really want `
after days of considerinq `
i've made up my mind `
it's qonna hurt `
i know it is `
lookinq back `
i realized how much it hurts for quys especially `
-lauqhs out loud- `
a quilty conscience `
what's th point `
reqret won't brinq anythinq back eh `
sorry `
been thinkinq about it `
& someone's qonna qet hurt aqain `
it's all my fuckinq fault `
i was never that anqel you thouqht me to be `
very much th opposite `
it's been so lonq since we last talked `
SMSed or even contacted each other `
so yeah `
i know you cared alot `
askinq everyone `
spyinq on me and all that weird stuffs `
i really appreciate it `
in one way ; you're tryinq too hard `
in another way `
you're not tryinq hard enouqh `
fate ; it doesn't exist `
oh well , not to me anyway `
i just don't have that determination anymore `
i'm sorry `
it's just not th riqht time `
th wronq time & th wronq place `
i know it's qonna hurt alot `
i'm sorry `
sincerely `
but i'd rather tell you `
& not let it draq lonqer `
scarrinq you deeper `
that's worse isn't it `
after all `
i'm sure your GANs hate me already `
my style isn't what you quys deem decent `
ain't it not `
what'd your mum commented about me `
i'm sure your kors&di's will comment `
save yourself ;] `
i don't know `
perhaps we'd meet aqain someday `
or we could remain friends `
but that's qonna hurt `
qive yourself sufficient time to recuperate `
i was never worth th wait `
what's meant to be will be `
don't fret okays `
examinations are just around th corner `
so why not just study `
strive for th better `
work hard for yourself `
& not for th sake of others `
after you're done with everythinq `
or you really need help `
a listeninq ear `
or whatever `
ir's okay `
i'd be there `
thanks for your love, care & concern `
but i quess it's over `
qoodbye love `
don't worry kay `
i won't be online much `
i don't reply messaqes or calls anymore `
it'd just hurt worse anyway `
takecare of yourself okays ? `
i'm sorry `
Labels: ♥qoodbye love `
