♥ Tuesday, September 15
today `
wasn't in sucha qood mood `
school-ed `
felt super tired `
didn't know why `
lauqhs `
didn't pay attention to anythinq much `
just crapped alot `
told qwen&nuer stuffs `
so if i die `
i quess you should ask them why `
qot chased out from MsSuraiya's class `
cause i didn't do her homework `
-lauqhs- `
so upsettinq `
qwen was sweet `
she found means and ways to accompany me `
sat outside with me `
& i continued my crappinq `
home-d `
was to meet daddy&honeh `
so yeah `
just went down for awhile luh `
Boyf called `
& i bitched him `
dearest Boyf `
sorry if you feel that way `
i know you're anqry riqht now `
sorry for khup-inq your phone `
i could tell from your voice `
you're mad at me aren't ya `
sorry `
i just don't like sharinq problems `
problems are meant to be faced alone `
not toqether `
i'd rather suffer alone then qet you hooked in `
i'd rather be th selfish bitch who suffers alone `
rather than let myself see you suffer from th hurt `
i know it's selfish `
i know you're hurt about my outinqs `
jealousy `
& all th secretive shit la `
but you'd know soon `
it's okays `
i'd find a way out `
i'd solve it myself okays `
no one's qonna save me anyway `
i've qot to do it alone `
i don't want you to know `
cause it'd affect you even worse `
i'm perfectly fine `
don't need to phone honeh `
ask him what's wronq `
i know `
don't need him to tell me `
i know `
sorry dear `
it's just that `
certain thinqs are best left unsaid `
sorry `
for not tellinq you `
sorry `
for makinq you jealous `
sorry `
for khupinq your phone `
sorry `
for everythinq i've done today `
such redundancy `
it wasn't required `
but i did it `
hate me ; all th better for you `
you'd have a better life then `
sorry `
Labels: sorry dear ; i seriously suck `
