♥ Tuesday, September 29
dearest ahhock `
shall reply you here `
since i doubt you read my replies from your cbox `
-lauqhs-
i'd definately remember today's date `
twentyninth `
1 year & 1 month `
if we didn't part `
such a pity `
but life's like that `
ain't it not `
-lauqhs- `
i'm qonna admit somethinq stupid `
somethinq i just did `
i went back into my history `
& read th posts `
th colored posts `
such briqht & happy posts `
don't talk to me about forever `
you know i detest that word `
it doesn't exist in my dictionary `
even now `
it doesn't `
lately `
someone told me `
in love `
aqe doesn't matter `
so why fret `
6 years `
if you put your heart into it `
you'd make it ;] `
dawn riqht `
-lauqhs- `
she's practically qoinq qaqa over your pics `
facebook ; if you're wonderinq `
& yeah `
you're pretty blessed ;] `
beinq able to see your GirlF `
unlike me ;/ `
bitchy old me `
treasure her `
younq hearts break easily `
i quess i owe you an apoloqy `
sorry honeh `
for breakinq your heart `
it wasn't easy i quess `
but in life `
you either move forward `
or you stay there `
life's like that `
there's no returninq to th past `
even if we do reqret somehow `
nothinq's qonna chanqe th fact `
ain't it not `
-lauqhs- `
oh well `
whatever `
do find me when you're free `
perhaps qo double datinq ;/ `
or triple datinq ;/ `
i don't mind ; really `
only you won't see my Boyf `
either qet my Parttime Boyf `
or you'd see me lesbianinq ;/ `
so yeah `
either way it is possible `
ask ahqonq alonq `
i miss his supersexyass ;D `
qod bless you honeh `
♥ `
i quess i know who's readinq my bloq `
lonq aqo `
so yeah `
like i said `
i'm bitchy is several ways `
and below is one of them `
qet this straiqht into your mind `
beinq steady doesn't means i'm tied down `
but that doesn't mean i'm one cheap slut `
FYI i don't qo round fuckinq other quys `
if that's what you're thinkinq `
oh for fuck sake `
as lonq as i'm not married `
i've every riqht to qo out with any quy i want `
;] i'm sure you'd aqree with me `
cause if you don't `
don't let me see you outside with other qirls `
and other quys for th other party `
know what disqusts me th most `
it's women ; oops i mean lil qirls `
whom eavesdrop `
& spread fuckinq rumours to th entire class `
okays people `
i'd tell you what happened `
there's this lil qirl `
she's from Boyf's class `
& lately `
i've been qoinq out with laopo `
since Boyf's not here `
everyone's studyinq for th EOY `
no one qoes out on a weekly basis `
everyone's beinq a qoodie2shoes `
studyinq at home and all `
perhaps you don't understand me `
i won't live a day without steppinq outta here `
so yeah `
stay out late niqhts `
beach parties `
dinner dates `
lan niqhts `
movie marathons
beer parties `
last minute randomcy `
whatever `
pur-lease `
anyone who calls me to qo out `
i'd qo if timinq&mood permits it `
i'm sure GANs know ;] `
friends too `
even if you call me at 5:30AM `
& you need a listeninq ear `
i'd answer th phone if i do hear it `
& i'd definately make my way down `
if you require it `
so what's this nonsensical bullshit i hear `
a LILGIRL spreadinq rumours in Boyf's class `
and th content ? `
no doubt `
it's about my outqoinqs with quys `
she's just tryinq to ruin Boyf's reputation `
qo on bitch `
seriously `
its seriously revoltinq `
still doinq this at your aqe `
you're definately older then me `
qeez `
how childish can you qet `
i won't deny i didn't do it before `
but hey `
at least i'm not as ridiculously AA as you `
i know 14 year olds who are way maturer than you are `
Boyf trust me alot `
i won't say that's qood `
perhaps it'd be better if he didn't `
but too bad for you `
i know he's worried `
& th reason why i'm not bloqqinq much `
is cause of your biq fat mouth `
can't shut your ass up `
writinq more'd just qet Boyf's reputation worse `
so yeah `
so i shall be th biq mouth now `
know what `
no matter what i do `
i wouldn't be as cheap as you `
to take a picture of my nude body `
& send it to Boyf would be th last thinq i do `
pur-lease `
don't you have any respect for yourself `
i may be bitchy `
but such slutty actions `
you'd never see me doinq it `
you either fuck `
or you don't fuck `
what's th point of tradinq nude photos `
doinq some pornoqraphy trade ? `
hey `
i know how to photoshop `
i know th photos lack a face `
just send it to me @ shaomin93@hotmail.com `
or shaominlim@yahoo.com.sg `
& your face photo `
i could qet th pictures stuck toqether `
i could even qet them printed for you here `
it's cheap `
& you'd be famous `
if you want fame that much `
i'm just publish you on facebook `
no prob ;/ `
it's easy & can be done in seconds `
life's a breeze when there's internet `
so yeah `
but i must emphasis th fact that i hate such cheap lil qirls `
even if you were older than me by 10 years `
you'd still be a lil qirl to me `
utterly atrocious actions `
oops ;/ `
♥ `
i wonder where's my counsellor `
my beloved henqburqer `
i need him `
i wonder if she'd spread `
i've a henqburqer for a counsellor `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
don't worry `
he's a male `
qo on `
bitch about me `
at th most `
i'd just qive up `
then Boyf won't have to tolerate your vile actions `
-lauqhs- `
♥ `
okays `
i hate school `
fuck school `
but i love it too ;] `
last week in school `
i mean it `
th finale last week for th entire secondary life `
i'm so not lookinq forward `
school was short today `
don't know `
just felt so ;/ `
chemistry was fun `
splashinq all th acid `
ha ;] `
wonder if i'd die if i swallowed some `
skipped physics `
mainly to do my Emath `
1x plus papers `
to be done ASAP `
tomorrow's math `
she miqht check `
so yeah `
& moreover `
it's aqreed that we don't learn much in ASP `
so yeah `
& in th end `
i devoted my time bloqqinq about nonsense `
all these vile creatures `
qeez ;/ `
shall do my Emath `
maybe i'd qive up soon ;/ `
-lauqhs- `
Labels: lalals ` i'm back from MIA ha `
