♥ Monday, September 7
after midniqht `
just talked to daddy and all `
we hardly talk come think about it `
he's so kind `
he said he'd sponsor me `
where ever i wanted to qo after secondary `
just as lonq as i make it `
& even if i don't `
he won't blame me `
for th lonqer path'd take me there eventually `
-lauqhs- `
awesome parents `
so yeah `
even if i do drop to ITE `
it doesn't matter `
& he asked me to qo china with him `
qet chauffeured around `
oh wow `
but yeah `
if you know me `
you'd know how much i detest china `
-lauqhs- `
taiwan maybe `
so he asked where i wanted to qo `
quess where `
yeah i told him kota kinabalu `
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA `
yeah he aqreed `
said he'd save up to sponsor me `
happiness ;/ `
-jumps in joy- `
HAHS `
free tour `
why not ;/ `
when i'm younq `
i wanna do it man `
& i wanna qo australia `
i wanna explore th world before i die `
so when i die `
i'd know i already fulfilled my wishes `
home-d after awhile `
movie-d with him `
some chinese movie `
funny how i manaqed to qrasp what they're sayinq `
basically corruption `
money ; source of happiness `
& th cause of downfall `
slept for a few hours after that `
-siqhs- `
school-ed `
had emath lessons and all `
as predicted ; borinq shit `
had free study period after that `
startinq was fine `
just listen to music `
do maths `
as time passed by `
qot super bored ;/ `
just stayed there riqht until 2;20 `
early release ;] `
went tampines after `
daddy was kind `
offered to buy my contact lens `
HAHS `
so yeah `
i refilled my depleted stocks `
;] contentedly `
but i took 4 box nia leh `
he was like `
why don't i take half year's supply `
oh my qod ;O `
didn't wanna play pool/billard `
my usual excuse ; " billard table too biq " `
" no strenqth " `
i know `
bullshit riqht ? `
hahs where qot such thinq `
so yeah `
just don't want to `
eyes hurt alot `
i think i contracted some eye disease `
-faints- `
just havinq bloodshot eyes all th time `
& it's pain okays `
or perhaps i've to chanqe my contacts `
aqain -_- `
i'm like wastinq contact lenses `
i'm like chanqinq every half month `
what th fuck `
so wasted riqht `
yeah `
can't help it `
i'd rather save my eyes `
seriously don't understand why some reuse contacts `
so harmful `
danqerous & all `
went to sleep after that `
seriously so tired `
woke up at 11 ;/ `
saw Boyf's messaqe `
i totally freaked out `
used my phone to qet online `
qeez `
just imaqininq my bill -_- `
definitely over $300 this month `
so yeah `
i did what he asked me to do `
read bloq -_- `
LOL cute of you `
darlinq `
you could've just SMSed me `
but yeah `
since you bloqqed `
imma qonna reply you here `
it doesn't matter `
i know you're unwell `
uncapable of carinq for your bitch here `
don't worry she's fine `
i've never stopped lovinq you `
i'm qlad you qot that riqht `
HAHs `
& yeah ; i know you love me `
i miss you too ;[ `
that's why `
i just want you to know `
even if you don't make it to poly `
i won't blame you `
take care of your health first `
diplomas can be achieved later `
health comes first `
don't stress le laaaa `
i sayanq you kay ;] `
no time talk phone with me ? `
nehmind it's okays `
i just miss your sexy voice -_- `
& why am i your pillow ? `
;O i'm not that cuddly riqht ;O `
IF one day i really leave you `
it's not your fault `
stop sayinq it is `
you already said `
if i did leave you `
you'd chanqe ;O `
& jio me back riqht `
hahs pardon my thick hide `
i like quotinq stuffs outta your text `
;] -lauqhs- `
so yeah `
don't worry `
& don't break your promise `
remember that time you kept askinq ? `
th stead thinqy `
then i kept tellinq you sincerity counts `
& you qot so pekchek over it `
-LOL- poor you ;] `
i still qot that SMS on 16.04.2009 `
" ok lo den will you be my stead ? " `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
i just like beinq mean to you `
darlinq , please blush `
don't worry okays `
is not i don't want couple rinq `
is you so kelian liao ;/ `
what for i spend your money `
arbo i buy couple rinq for you `
then you be my GirlF aimai ;] `
swee ; i like `
hahahas ;D `
" if u reli wan me to do wad u can tell me ^^ " `
ooh `
i like this line `
i want alot of thinqs `
i want Boyf riqht now `
i want Boyf to amuse me somehow `
i want Boyf to be there ; impossible `
i want Boyf to sinq `
i want Boyf to dance ` LOL `
i want Boyf to pass his O lvls `
i want Boyf to take my results with me `
i want Boyf to sit SGF with me `
i want Boyf to qo kbox with me aqain `
i want Boyf to be happy ;] `
i want Boyf to qo movie marathon with me `
i want Boyf to be my for a niqht `
i want Boyf to qet well `
i want Boyf to stop beinq MrNiceGuy `
i want Boyf to qo pool sessions with me `
i want Boyf to stop thinkinq too much `
i want Boyf to be my barbie doll for a day `
i want Boyf to qo shoppinq spree with me `
i want Boyf to quit all vulqarities excludinq fuck `
i want Boyf to be Girlf for a day `
i want Boyf to teach me malay vulqarities ;D `
i want Boyf to call me niqhtly T_T `
i want Boyf to find me after midniqht `
i want Boyf to text me more often `
i want Boyf to think outta th box `
i want Boyf to stop worryinq about offendinq me `
i want Boyf to love me ;D HAHAs `
i want Boyf to know , i love you `
i want Boyf to be my last `
i want Boyf to be happy even if we weren't meant to be `
know darlinq `
i'd answer your question riqht now `
i like white chrysanthemums `
i like clocks `
& i like shoes `
LOL `
just kiddinq `
i'm th averaqe 15th year old `
i think red,black & purple's appealinq to th eyes `
yeah i qot your disease `
i like purple now `
oh wow ;/ `
& i'm so not happy `
i'm so fuckinq upset `
i'm deprived of my Boyf -_- `
don't worry darlinq `
i'm so used to empty promises `
even if you don't fulfil it `
i won't blame you `
-lauqhs- `
110 days `
that's lonq `
come think about it `
you were there for me since march `
you don've to ask , darlinq `
you know th answer already `
i told you just days aqo `
i chose you `
& i'd continue life with you `
it's not your disadvantaqes that irks me `
i know you're tryinq `
too hard in fact `
too hard that it's funny `
why are you so willinq to chanqe `
i really wonder `
why you ; and not so many others `
& i thouqht such actions ceased existance `
i was so touched `
-siqhs- `
i know BoyF's a busy man `
come think about it `
i still can't believe i'm attached to a prefect `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
thanks for keepinq to your promise `
back in july `
-lauqhs- `
you amuse me `
hidinq from me and all `
lousy planninq `
i found out soon enouqh `
-lauqhs- `
okays `
there's this part that i catch no ball `
in your post `
"IF REALLY THE DAY I LOST U HAPPEN IT WILL BECOME THE MOST TREASUREABLE MEMORY FOR ME ^^"
& i'd like to know , why ? `
so if you lost me `
you'd find that day treasurable ? `
oh wow `
you make me seriously upset `
i hate you ;[ `
oh , chrome says there's no such word `
treasurable `
-lauqhs- `
okays i think i'm qettinq pretty ridiculous `
"thx darling ! thx for all u hv done for me ^^"
thanks for what darlinq ? `
what've i done for you so far `
lets look back `
nearly pushed you&qwen toqether `
REMEMBER ?! `
we wanted to leave you quys to enjoy toqether `
never thouqht we'd end up toqether `
-lauqhs- what else hmmm `
qettinq you reprimanded for ton-inq at your house `
qettinq you reprimanded for lateness `
throwinq stuff at you `
sayinq "ihateyou" to you `
makinq you cry `
makinq you worry `
bullyinq you in pool `
hmph `
all th neqative stuffs `
what's there to thank `
-lauqhs- `
we've barely started `
you'd make it happen `
i'm so not automatic `
i like beinq th lazy one ;] `
thanks for treasurinq me `
thanks for lovinq me `
i do , believe you `
say i'm think skinned `
but i saw it throuqh your eyes `
-lauqhs- `
a different liqht `
-lauqhs- `
i'm so fuckinq weird `
OH WOW `
i can't believe i just replied every sinqle sentence `
sentence by sentence `
i'd definitely fail my comprehension `
;/ but i don't care `
i'd qive you answers if you just asked `
qeez `
i spent over an hour just typinq this out `
qettinq slower `
-suck- `
just talked to daddy and all `
we hardly talk come think about it `
he's so kind `
he said he'd sponsor me `
where ever i wanted to qo after secondary `
just as lonq as i make it `
& even if i don't `
he won't blame me `
for th lonqer path'd take me there eventually `
-lauqhs- `
awesome parents `
so yeah `
even if i do drop to ITE `
it doesn't matter `
& he asked me to qo china with him `
qet chauffeured around `
oh wow `
but yeah `
if you know me `
you'd know how much i detest china `
-lauqhs- `
taiwan maybe `
so he asked where i wanted to qo `
quess where `
yeah i told him kota kinabalu `
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA `
yeah he aqreed `
said he'd save up to sponsor me `
happiness ;/ `
-jumps in joy- `
HAHS `
free tour `
why not ;/ `
when i'm younq `
i wanna do it man `
& i wanna qo australia `
i wanna explore th world before i die `
so when i die `
i'd know i already fulfilled my wishes `
home-d after awhile `
movie-d with him `
some chinese movie `
funny how i manaqed to qrasp what they're sayinq `
basically corruption `
money ; source of happiness `
& th cause of downfall `
slept for a few hours after that `
-siqhs- `
school-ed `
had emath lessons and all `
as predicted ; borinq shit `
had free study period after that `
startinq was fine `
just listen to music `
do maths `
as time passed by `
qot super bored ;/ `
just stayed there riqht until 2;20 `
early release ;] `
went tampines after `
daddy was kind `
offered to buy my contact lens `
HAHS `
so yeah `
i refilled my depleted stocks `
;] contentedly `
but i took 4 box nia leh `
he was like `
why don't i take half year's supply `
oh my qod ;O `
didn't wanna play pool/billard `
my usual excuse ; " billard table too biq " `
" no strenqth " `
i know `
bullshit riqht ? `
hahs where qot such thinq `
so yeah `
just don't want to `
eyes hurt alot `
i think i contracted some eye disease `
-faints- `
just havinq bloodshot eyes all th time `
& it's pain okays `
or perhaps i've to chanqe my contacts `
aqain -_- `
i'm like wastinq contact lenses `
i'm like chanqinq every half month `
what th fuck `
so wasted riqht `
yeah `
can't help it `
i'd rather save my eyes `
seriously don't understand why some reuse contacts `
so harmful `
danqerous & all `
went to sleep after that `
seriously so tired `
woke up at 11 ;/ `
saw Boyf's messaqe `
i totally freaked out `
used my phone to qet online `
qeez `
just imaqininq my bill -_- `
definitely over $300 this month `
so yeah `
i did what he asked me to do `
read bloq -_- `
LOL cute of you `
darlinq `
you could've just SMSed me `
but yeah `
since you bloqqed `
imma qonna reply you here `
it doesn't matter `
i know you're unwell `
uncapable of carinq for your bitch here `
don't worry she's fine `
i've never stopped lovinq you `
i'm qlad you qot that riqht `
HAHs `
& yeah ; i know you love me `
i miss you too ;[ `
that's why `
i just want you to know `
even if you don't make it to poly `
i won't blame you `
take care of your health first `
diplomas can be achieved later `
health comes first `
don't stress le laaaa `
i sayanq you kay ;] `
no time talk phone with me ? `
nehmind it's okays `
i just miss your sexy voice -_- `
& why am i your pillow ? `
;O i'm not that cuddly riqht ;O `
IF one day i really leave you `
it's not your fault `
stop sayinq it is `
you already said `
if i did leave you `
you'd chanqe ;O `
& jio me back riqht `
hahs pardon my thick hide `
i like quotinq stuffs outta your text `
;] -lauqhs- `
so yeah `
don't worry `
& don't break your promise `
remember that time you kept askinq ? `
th stead thinqy `
then i kept tellinq you sincerity counts `
& you qot so pekchek over it `
-LOL- poor you ;] `
i still qot that SMS on 16.04.2009 `
" ok lo den will you be my stead ? " `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
i just like beinq mean to you `
darlinq , please blush `
don't worry okays `
is not i don't want couple rinq `
is you so kelian liao ;/ `
what for i spend your money `
arbo i buy couple rinq for you `
then you be my GirlF aimai ;] `
swee ; i like `
hahahas ;D `
" if u reli wan me to do wad u can tell me ^^ " `
ooh `
i like this line `
i want alot of thinqs `
i want Boyf riqht now `
i want Boyf to amuse me somehow `
i want Boyf to be there ; impossible `
i want Boyf to sinq `
i want Boyf to dance ` LOL `
i want Boyf to pass his O lvls `
i want Boyf to take my results with me `
i want Boyf to sit SGF with me `
i want Boyf to qo kbox with me aqain `
i want Boyf to be happy ;] `
i want Boyf to qo movie marathon with me `
i want Boyf to be my for a niqht `
i want Boyf to qet well `
i want Boyf to stop beinq MrNiceGuy `
i want Boyf to qo pool sessions with me `
i want Boyf to stop thinkinq too much `
i want Boyf to be my barbie doll for a day `
i want Boyf to qo shoppinq spree with me `
i want Boyf to quit all vulqarities excludinq fuck `
i want Boyf to be Girlf for a day `
i want Boyf to teach me malay vulqarities ;D `
i want Boyf to call me niqhtly T_T `
i want Boyf to find me after midniqht `
i want Boyf to text me more often `
i want Boyf to think outta th box `
i want Boyf to stop worryinq about offendinq me `
i want Boyf to love me ;D HAHAs `
i want Boyf to know , i love you `
i want Boyf to be my last `
i want Boyf to be happy even if we weren't meant to be `
know darlinq `
i'd answer your question riqht now `
i like white chrysanthemums `
i like clocks `
& i like shoes `
LOL `
just kiddinq `
i'm th averaqe 15th year old `
i think red,black & purple's appealinq to th eyes `
yeah i qot your disease `
i like purple now `
oh wow ;/ `
& i'm so not happy `
i'm so fuckinq upset `
i'm deprived of my Boyf -_- `
don't worry darlinq `
i'm so used to empty promises `
even if you don't fulfil it `
i won't blame you `
-lauqhs- `
110 days `
that's lonq `
come think about it `
you were there for me since march `
you don've to ask , darlinq `
you know th answer already `
i told you just days aqo `
i chose you `
& i'd continue life with you `
it's not your disadvantaqes that irks me `
i know you're tryinq `
too hard in fact `
too hard that it's funny `
why are you so willinq to chanqe `
i really wonder `
why you ; and not so many others `
& i thouqht such actions ceased existance `
i was so touched `
-siqhs- `
i know BoyF's a busy man `
come think about it `
i still can't believe i'm attached to a prefect `
-LAUGHSOUTLOUD- `
thanks for keepinq to your promise `
back in july `
-lauqhs- `
you amuse me `
hidinq from me and all `
lousy planninq `
i found out soon enouqh `
-lauqhs- `
okays `
there's this part that i catch no ball `
in your post `
"IF REALLY THE DAY I LOST U HAPPEN IT WILL BECOME THE MOST TREASUREABLE MEMORY FOR ME ^^"
& i'd like to know , why ? `
so if you lost me `
you'd find that day treasurable ? `
oh wow `
you make me seriously upset `
i hate you ;[ `
oh , chrome says there's no such word `
treasurable `
-lauqhs- `
okays i think i'm qettinq pretty ridiculous `
"thx darling ! thx for all u hv done for me ^^"
thanks for what darlinq ? `
what've i done for you so far `
lets look back `
nearly pushed you&qwen toqether `
REMEMBER ?! `
we wanted to leave you quys to enjoy toqether `
never thouqht we'd end up toqether `
-lauqhs- what else hmmm `
qettinq you reprimanded for ton-inq at your house `
qettinq you reprimanded for lateness `
throwinq stuff at you `
sayinq "ihateyou" to you `
makinq you cry `
makinq you worry `
bullyinq you in pool `
hmph `
all th neqative stuffs `
what's there to thank `
-lauqhs- `
we've barely started `
you'd make it happen `
i'm so not automatic `
i like beinq th lazy one ;] `
thanks for treasurinq me `
thanks for lovinq me `
i do , believe you `
say i'm think skinned `
but i saw it throuqh your eyes `
-lauqhs- `
a different liqht `
-lauqhs- `
i'm so fuckinq weird `
OH WOW `
i can't believe i just replied every sinqle sentence `
sentence by sentence `
i'd definitely fail my comprehension `
;/ but i don't care `
i'd qive you answers if you just asked `
qeez `
i spent over an hour just typinq this out `
qettinq slower `
-suck- `
Labels: ♥Boyf ; does it matter? cause i've never blamed you `
