♥ Friday, July 31
definately unhappy `
think i qot th thinq from honeh `
just reached home from school `
super unhappy `
comfirmed case ;/ `
i cant finish my artefact `
don't qet me wronq `
i'm not that petty ;/ `
won't qet all fucked up for that `
minute cases nia `
just listeninq to sonqs `
thinkinq about stuffs and all `
i'm on th verqe of qivinq up `
just once more `
lauqhs `
such ridiculous thouqhts huh `
just when i finally sort'em all out `
i quess i need you `
but life was never a bed of roses `
& life isn't about choices anymore `
you do what your parents want `
freedom doesn't exist `
you do it to please your parents `
you do it to fulfil timestrains `
so what's a choice `
it doesn't matter `
life's a forced thinq riqht now `
don't qet mad when i tel you it is `
i know -_- `
it's annoyinq and all `
but what's life if you don't treasure `
i'm so sick of all these crap `
someone save me from all these shit `
-_- `
i'm so fucked up riqht now `
don't know why i'm actinq this way `
i'm super quai riqht now ;/ `
definately on task for homework `
no lonqer skippinq asp `
stayinq late into th niqht for D&T `
maybe cause my life don't have choices anymore `
qeez ;/ `
pray wayne dont read this `
qonna roll on th floor and lauqh `
bless you if you read this waynechan ;/ `
upset upset `
don't even know why i'm bloqqinq `
so fucked up `
still bloq `
-siqhs- `
thanks nuer `
for beinq there `
hearinq all my shit `
nonsensical bullshit `
th companion and all `
it's appreciated `
thanks for beinq my parttime boyf `
lauqhs ;/ `
fill in th cracks `
understand why i'm so upset `
and all `
i quess life's chanqed already `
thanks anyway `
dont know what i'd have done without you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i quess i do need you after all `
i've never thouqht it'd be like this `
perhaps ; just perhaps `
it's one reason why i didn't wanna see you `
it's just so fuckinq hard `
just acceptinq reality `
it hurts so damn fuckinq bad `
have been fantasizinq alot lately `
what if i die tomorrow `
and never see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
a few months more `
i doubt i'd make it `
i've already made it for 2months `
and strivinq for another 3 months `
it seemed so much easier before `
sometimes `
i wish i'd just pack up and run `
i don't qive threefucks to whatever `
somethinq's wronq with me `
but it's not th normal moodswinqs `
-siqhs- `
i often wonder `
when'd i see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
think i qot th thinq from honeh `
just reached home from school `
super unhappy `
comfirmed case ;/ `
i cant finish my artefact `
don't qet me wronq `
i'm not that petty ;/ `
won't qet all fucked up for that `
minute cases nia `
just listeninq to sonqs `
thinkinq about stuffs and all `
i'm on th verqe of qivinq up `
just once more `
lauqhs `
such ridiculous thouqhts huh `
just when i finally sort'em all out `
i quess i need you `
but life was never a bed of roses `
& life isn't about choices anymore `
you do what your parents want `
freedom doesn't exist `
you do it to please your parents `
you do it to fulfil timestrains `
so what's a choice `
it doesn't matter `
life's a forced thinq riqht now `
don't qet mad when i tel you it is `
i know -_- `
it's annoyinq and all `
but what's life if you don't treasure `
i'm so sick of all these crap `
someone save me from all these shit `
-_- `
i'm so fucked up riqht now `
don't know why i'm actinq this way `
i'm super quai riqht now ;/ `
definately on task for homework `
no lonqer skippinq asp `
stayinq late into th niqht for D&T `
maybe cause my life don't have choices anymore `
qeez ;/ `
pray wayne dont read this `
qonna roll on th floor and lauqh `
bless you if you read this waynechan ;/ `
upset upset `
don't even know why i'm bloqqinq `
so fucked up `
still bloq `
-siqhs- `
thanks nuer `
for beinq there `
hearinq all my shit `
nonsensical bullshit `
th companion and all `
it's appreciated `
thanks for beinq my parttime boyf `
lauqhs ;/ `
fill in th cracks `
understand why i'm so upset `
and all `
i quess life's chanqed already `
thanks anyway `
dont know what i'd have done without you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
i quess i do need you after all `
i've never thouqht it'd be like this `
perhaps ; just perhaps `
it's one reason why i didn't wanna see you `
it's just so fuckinq hard `
just acceptinq reality `
it hurts so damn fuckinq bad `
have been fantasizinq alot lately `
what if i die tomorrow `
and never see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
a few months more `
i doubt i'd make it `
i've already made it for 2months `
and strivinq for another 3 months `
it seemed so much easier before `
sometimes `
i wish i'd just pack up and run `
i don't qive threefucks to whatever `
somethinq's wronq with me `
but it's not th normal moodswinqs `
-siqhs- `
i often wonder `
when'd i see you aqain `
-lauqhs- `
Labels: - upsetupset- `
