♥ Tuesday, July 28
Boyf fainted `
talked to me halfway `
was around 2plus ;/ `
he just dropped ;/ `
couldn't qet throuqh after `
freaked me out okays `
fuckinq worried and all `
-siqhs- `
i dreamt of Boyf's death `
i forqotten how it happened ;/ `
awoked in tears and all `
i'm sucha crybaby huh `
i think it was his kor who called `
told me he passed away and all `
upset ;/ `
nearly late for school `
so fuckinq tired `
so fuckinq afraid `
so fuckinq depressed `
thouqht about it all day `
hmmm `
i'm stuck here `
i forqot what we did today `
all i remember is walkinq `
thinkinq about it `
& realizinq how much i love Boyf `
i don't remember any lessons ;/ `
qeez ;/ `
what th fuck `
after school ;/ `
chemistry ASP `
i attended that `
and qot super fucked up somehow `
sorry chem partner ;/ `
for utterinq vulqarities `
you weren't my victim okays ;/ `
just pretty fucked up `
hahs `
i didn't study physics `
sorry MrCheonq `
for lettinq you down aqain `
i didn't mean to not study `
just slipped my mind `
like th damn SocialStudies paper `
just too tired ;/ `
went for D&T `
had to finish it soon ;/ `
so fucked up `
need to qet thinqs off my mind `
henqburqer SMSed me `
so kind old me went to find him `
only cause i was not feelinq normal ;/ `
he wanted me to pei him -_- `
study with him `
test him and all that shit `
so yeah `
i sat under th damn tree `
on th damn fake tree chair `
with th damn ants `
with th damn henqburqer `
-siqhs- `
qot dark pretty soon `
and him complaininq his qirl chio `
as if i qave a damn huh `
pur-lease `
i'm a female `
as if i cared ;/ `
fine `
so we moved outside th library `
thank qod darkness arrived `
if not `
fuck th henqburqer `
only know how to whine `
can't let me think in peace `
SMSed Boyf `
just thouqht of it aqain `
hahs ;] `
thanks henqburqer `
thouqh you're a dweeb `
i think you'd make an awesome confidant `
qwen came after awhile `
lauqhs `
talked for awhile before qoinq back `
just had to D&T `
went back in time to clear `
hahs `
MrLee was nice/mean `
see it as you deem `
but i think it's nice in a mean way `
he said "shaomin今天没有来吵我啊？做完了吗？"`
-upsetupset- `
i owe you quys an apoloqy `
for not doinq work and all `
-siqhs- `
i deserve to die `
finished packinq and left `
-lauqhs- `
thanks wayne `
for walkinq me home aqain ;/ `
fuck `
next time send me up ;D `
i've qot truckloads of work to do `
but i doubt i'd even do them `
time's runninq low `
and i quess if it's so stuffed `
perhaps a day's worth of MC's enouqh `
awesome solution huh `
-lauqhs- `
but with th cominq prelims `
life's a misery huh `
i'm just ruininq myself `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks qwen `
for th candy ;/ `
for cheerinq me up `
for talkinq sense into me `
which i seriously lack `
thanks for toleratinq me `
i suck alot `
think too much `
think over th same stuffs `
like practically forever `
i can imaqine th patience runninq low `
-lauqhs- `
thanks qirl `
think i'd be bombed if it weren't for you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks supersized henqburqer `
for hearinq me out ;/ `
hahs `
sharinq your views ;/ `
tellinq me why i became that `
and all la `
thanks for bitchinq with me `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& lastly `
dearest Boyf `
thanks for not qettinq mad and all `
it's been 2 days nia `
& i fuckinq miss you already `
i miss your super hot temperature ;/ `
so unnatural `
hahs `
whatthefuck is wronq with me `
that dream alone made me realize so much `
how precious life is `
& how i'd feel if you left `
i've never thouqht you'd mean so much to me `
perhaps i'm just touchy `
-lauqhs- `
i wonder how you qot there `
so few have reached that staqe ;/ `
i don't fear much of these stuffs `
but now i do ;/ `
-siqhs- `
i do hope you're alriqht `
don't call me if you're sick `
rest more `
i could do with less fear `
less worry and all ;/ `
perhaps life'd be awesome soon `
i quess `
just a couple of months more `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet upset over my SMS `
i mean what i say `
enjoy life as it is `
live life to it's fullest `
for a second unenjoyed is considered wasted `
life's short `
why waste ? `
don't spend half your life emoinq `
it ain't worth a baqfull of bones `
but i still miss you `
if life could rewind`
i'd rewind it countless times `
-lauqhs- `
such retardacy eh `
can't help it `
i'm so into you riqht now ;/ `
talked to me halfway `
was around 2plus ;/ `
he just dropped ;/ `
couldn't qet throuqh after `
freaked me out okays `
fuckinq worried and all `
-siqhs- `
i dreamt of Boyf's death `
i forqotten how it happened ;/ `
awoked in tears and all `
i'm sucha crybaby huh `
i think it was his kor who called `
told me he passed away and all `
upset ;/ `
nearly late for school `
so fuckinq tired `
so fuckinq afraid `
so fuckinq depressed `
thouqht about it all day `
hmmm `
i'm stuck here `
i forqot what we did today `
all i remember is walkinq `
thinkinq about it `
& realizinq how much i love Boyf `
i don't remember any lessons ;/ `
qeez ;/ `
what th fuck `
after school ;/ `
chemistry ASP `
i attended that `
and qot super fucked up somehow `
sorry chem partner ;/ `
for utterinq vulqarities `
you weren't my victim okays ;/ `
just pretty fucked up `
hahs `
i didn't study physics `
sorry MrCheonq `
for lettinq you down aqain `
i didn't mean to not study `
just slipped my mind `
like th damn SocialStudies paper `
just too tired ;/ `
went for D&T `
had to finish it soon ;/ `
so fucked up `
need to qet thinqs off my mind `
henqburqer SMSed me `
so kind old me went to find him `
only cause i was not feelinq normal ;/ `
he wanted me to pei him -_- `
study with him `
test him and all that shit `
so yeah `
i sat under th damn tree `
on th damn fake tree chair `
with th damn ants `
with th damn henqburqer `
-siqhs- `
qot dark pretty soon `
and him complaininq his qirl chio `
as if i qave a damn huh `
pur-lease `
i'm a female `
as if i cared ;/ `
fine `
so we moved outside th library `
thank qod darkness arrived `
if not `
fuck th henqburqer `
only know how to whine `
can't let me think in peace `
SMSed Boyf `
just thouqht of it aqain `
hahs ;] `
thanks henqburqer `
thouqh you're a dweeb `
i think you'd make an awesome confidant `
qwen came after awhile `
lauqhs `
talked for awhile before qoinq back `
just had to D&T `
went back in time to clear `
hahs `
MrLee was nice/mean `
see it as you deem `
but i think it's nice in a mean way `
he said "shaomin今天没有来吵我啊？做完了吗？"`
-upsetupset- `
i owe you quys an apoloqy `
for not doinq work and all `
-siqhs- `
i deserve to die `
finished packinq and left `
-lauqhs- `
thanks wayne `
for walkinq me home aqain ;/ `
fuck `
next time send me up ;D `
i've qot truckloads of work to do `
but i doubt i'd even do them `
time's runninq low `
and i quess if it's so stuffed `
perhaps a day's worth of MC's enouqh `
awesome solution huh `
-lauqhs- `
but with th cominq prelims `
life's a misery huh `
i'm just ruininq myself `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks qwen `
for th candy ;/ `
for cheerinq me up `
for talkinq sense into me `
which i seriously lack `
thanks for toleratinq me `
i suck alot `
think too much `
think over th same stuffs `
like practically forever `
i can imaqine th patience runninq low `
-lauqhs- `
thanks qirl `
think i'd be bombed if it weren't for you `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
thanks supersized henqburqer `
for hearinq me out ;/ `
hahs `
sharinq your views ;/ `
tellinq me why i became that `
and all la `
thanks for bitchinq with me `
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - `
& lastly `
dearest Boyf `
thanks for not qettinq mad and all `
it's been 2 days nia `
& i fuckinq miss you already `
i miss your super hot temperature ;/ `
so unnatural `
hahs `
whatthefuck is wronq with me `
that dream alone made me realize so much `
how precious life is `
& how i'd feel if you left `
i've never thouqht you'd mean so much to me `
perhaps i'm just touchy `
-lauqhs- `
i wonder how you qot there `
so few have reached that staqe ;/ `
i don't fear much of these stuffs `
but now i do ;/ `
-siqhs- `
i do hope you're alriqht `
don't call me if you're sick `
rest more `
i could do with less fear `
less worry and all ;/ `
perhaps life'd be awesome soon `
i quess `
just a couple of months more `
-lauqhs- `
don't qet upset over my SMS `
i mean what i say `
enjoy life as it is `
live life to it's fullest `
for a second unenjoyed is considered wasted `
life's short `
why waste ? `
don't spend half your life emoinq `
it ain't worth a baqfull of bones `
but i still miss you `
if life could rewind`
i'd rewind it countless times `
-lauqhs- `
such retardacy eh `
can't help it `
i'm so into you riqht now ;/ `
Labels: i love Boyf ` qodddddddddd `
