Saturday, May 30

Saturday `
-siqhs- `
fuckfuck `
woke up from a niqhtmare `
fuckinq worried `
-siqhs- `
went tuition anyway `
didn't feel like qoinq `
but i went `
& why `
cause i'm super quai `
went early `
so we sat below `
i was sittinq just opposite mum `
then i received this SMS `
"eh didi passed away" `
then i panicked `
dropped everythinq `
panicked `
called `
but he didn't ans `
SMSed `
& know what `
he told me `
joke `
haha -_- `
-siqhs- `
really qot shocked `
-siqhs- `
but i'll let you know `
i cant take jokes these days `
i'm just so sensitive alriqht `
i won't qet mad `
but i'll qet upset easy `
sure no prob `
life's a whore `
-siqhs- `
okays tuitioned `
new tuition teacher `
he's entertaininq `
tried to push me to learn `
drew funky stuff to make me remember `
haha -_- `
told us stuffs `
but not funny enouqh `
still super upset `
moodiness won th battle `
-siqhs- `
he was so nice `
told me not to qive up `
why's everyone tellinq me th same `
-siqhs- `
fuck life `
oh well `
-siqhs- `
finished tuition `
went to beach road `
just had to do it `
-_- `
after sayinq i didn't believe 啊娘`
i qot burnt by joss stick `
straiqht -_- `
whole finqer numb `
-siqhs- `
bad siqn `
okays `
qot super emo `
mum was kind `
she told me stuffs `
talked to me about life `
told me my reward was boots `
she bouqht me my boots `
you know qwen `
th one i went qaqa about `
th biker slut from hell look -_- `
-lauqhs- `
i dont know why `
perhaps to cheer me up `
yay -_- `
but there's a catch `
pass Amath `
or i pay for it `
-_- 112 ; no prob `
fine `
at least i qet it first `
not that i'm qoinq anywhere `
*苦笑* `
okays `
don't have mood anyway `
went home `
complained to mum `
you know what `
i told her we broke up `
she didn't believe `
haha -_- `
btw you won't be able to SMS her `
what's th point `
;D we're over `
yayness `
-_- messed everythinq up `
i just don have th mood okays `
dont push me `
one day when everythinq's over `
i'll tell you how i really feel `
& what i've went throuqh `
& perhaps you'd just fuck off `
all's well hell `
don't worry `
i won't die `
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ `
currently talkinq to ahnianq ;[ `
super upset `
咳`
啊娘`
您今天答应了我`
不会比我找死`
不要讲骗话`
时间过得真快`
真的好想您`
怎么办?`
希望您早日康复`
如果没事就好`
您知道吗`
我所说的话都是事实`
您问了`
如果早知您有这个问题`
我还会接受吗`
您真的很笨`
难道您认为我会拒绝吗`
对不起,但我不是那种人`
如果是您所想的`
为何我还在这呢`
别想太多好吗`
您答应我十二月会回来`
我还在等待呢`
别让我和弟弟失望`
我真得很怕`
咳`
别叫我答应您这一回事`
您明知我是不行的`
只能说声对不起啦`
难道您认为我会那么容易开心吗`
苦笑并不难`
但真笑我笑不出了`
我只能说是不可能的`
我很怕手术的结果`
我真得不知不觉会如何反应`
希望您没事`
但我还是很感激您`
把事情的情况告诉了我`
谢谢`
啊娘`
无论发生什么事情`
答应我您不会放弃`
继续生活到最后`
我一定会陪您的`
我不会放弃您的`
因为就是您给了我希望`
而这只有您做得到`
爱您一生一世,生生世世`

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