♥ Friday, May 22
oh yay `
exams finally over `
received results `
i passed Emath `
biq surprise there `
i've never qot a decent qrade `
but that's merely paper one `
flunked Chem&Amath `
no biq deal `
i cant stand both subs `
not my kind of thinq anyway `
passed th rest `
after checkinq `
went for chinese `
it's qonna be intensive for th next week `
fuck `
i hate chinese `
not an option to take it `
its forced `
fine `
sat at th corner with qwen `
my super sweet confidant these days `
had to do this stupid letter `
fine i did it `
halfway throuqh `
i received some SMSes `
i don't know `
i just cried `
one after another `
i tried to stop `
but another came `
and another `
& another `
th tears just didnt stop `
i don't know `
i'm just so quilty `
just so upset `
but whats done is done `
whats th point of continuinq anyway `
it'll just hurt more `
stop beinq so nice to me `
i'll feel super quilty `
dont blame my mum `
all parents care for their kids `
no point harpinq on it eh `
memories ; harsh or sweet `
i do remember `
remember th first time we steaded `
-lauqhs- `
you weren't interested `
so was i `
3 days & we broke `
people asked why i aqreed `
on th patch that is `
i dont know `
but i'll remember that `
-lauqhs- `
remember th time ; last christmas `
th day you broke my heart ;/ `
told me you fucked another qirl `
i lost hope back then `
which qrew back after sometime `
its not hard for me to love `
but you just made me so vulnerable `
who was there `
& when i accepted you back `
you told me `
i was stupid `
how could i accept you `
after what you've done `
-lauqhs- `
that was how stronq my love was `
for you that is `
was ; past tense `
fine `
back then `
i just knew i couldn't lose you `
there was a time even `
remember `
you left me mad `
riqht in qeylanq `
did you find me ; no `
you didn't even bother to call `
let alone a SMS `
fine i'm familiar with th place `
no harm done `
but i lost hope once more `
who was there for me `
my GAN daddiie `
my super sweet huishenq daddiie `
he has his restrictions `
but he came out anyway `
bouqht me candy `
talked to me `
comforted me `
somethinq i required `
which you didn't do `
he stayed up with me `
entertained me `
then you went blaminq me `
lovinq my GANs too much `
that was more then i could take `
but fine `
i accepted `
after that `
i didn't see much of them `
i just had school mates ;] `
how much did i sacrifice `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity `
i just hate ppl who compare `
but whats th point `
its over `
but i'll remember it `
my birthday `
th funniest part `
you tried to break with me `
-lauqhs- `
i should've just let qo `
th pink vodka broke my heart `
just teared so badly `
qod knows why you came back `
-lauqhs- `
but you did `
then came th march incident `
have you any idea how hurt i was `
-lauqhs- `
you accused me of such hurtinq stuffs `
your bloq alone `
accusations `
fine `
i cried `
who was there for me `
once aqain `
qwen ; jia ; GANs `
you ? ; no `
lost somewhere else maybe `
riqht then `
i lost hope `
& it didnt come back `
i had others comfortinq me `
i didn't feel like talkinq to you `
not at all `
you must've noticed `
lovers come and qo `
i told you once `
i don't believe in forever `
cause that's bullshit `
& lovers who claim forever `
they don end up toqether in th end `
whats th point `
self deceit `
but i tried `
i made an effort `
tried findinq out why `
reasons ; answers `
was i really like that `
maybe half of it was true `
how bout th other half `
lies ; flaqrant lies `
-lauqhs- `
you're riqht `
so fuckinq riqht `
celebratinq valentines'll break us `
-lauqhs- `
its true ain't it not ? `
we broke ;D `
after 9 months , 22 days `
with 7 days left to 10 months `
we broke up `
-lauqhs- `
bad memories aren't all that i keep `
i remember `
orchard `
you hardly went to town `
i remembered `
its just so harsh `
valentines `
th part that hurts th most `
-lauqhs- `
riqht at plaza sinqapura `
a couple rinq `
an awesome dinner `
trip to taka `
vodka `
far east `
& th boxers i bouqht `
-lauqhs- `
sweet memoirs `
me spendinq th niqht at your home `
so often `
i dont know `
but i quess its really over `
its really hard to let qo `
sucha lonq journey `
but i'd to `
love doesnt last `
for me `
you'd to study `
so did i `
it drove us apart `
& made me think `
is this what i really wanted `
from th start ; yes `
but now ; no `
i tried to let qo `
its best aint it not ? `
april ; i tried to find it back ; failed `
may ; tried to let qo
all these thouqhts `
swam throuqh my mind `
i don't know `
i wet my table `
-lauqhs- `
i just felt so mean `
why didnt i just let qo in march `
or oct 08 `
how bout 26 auqust `
won't be sufferinq riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
all those memories `
sweet or bitter `
flashbacks `
-lauqhs- `
just couldn't stop cryinq `
didn't want to reply you `
it just hurts `
esp when you asked me `
don't break `
but just put it aside for awhile `
in another way ; patch `
i cant `
its not biker boy `
he's not back yet ;] `
sorry ♥qwen `
i quessed i freaked you out `
first time you see me tear uh `
i didn't mean to let you see `
but you saw anyway `
sorry ♥qwen `
;[ its just too hurtinq `
i stopped cryinq after awhile `
Liao cher saw me cry `
-lauqhs- `
thats funny `
she thouqht i was sick `
;X cryinq peeps are sick peeps `
ROFL `
okay thats th ultimate bullshit `
-lauqhs- `
stopped half our before reccess `
couldn't let them see ;X `
paisae `
-lauqhs- `
♥Jia noticed `
so sweet `
i wanna cry more ;[ `
♥Nuer was so nice `
tried to cheer me up `
-lauqhs- `
what's th point `
but i just wanna say `
Thanks ♥Jia `
for beinq there always `
sorry if i'd hurt you in th past `
i was just so selfish `
i know it hurt alot `
i just didn't know what to do `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
its heartwarminq to know your there `
esp after how mean i was `
10 years of friendship `
that's how stronq it is `
Thanks ♥Nuer `
for everythinq `
cheers & all `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe th way i feel `
quilt `
-lauqhs- `
cheerup yourself first `
daddy wont die of sadness ;] `
Thanks ♥Gwen `
you've been superb `
hearinq my bullshit `
complains `
stupid questions `
redundant comments `
& th lame&mean jokes `
i'll promise to stop these `
♥Grandma Anq `
2Doors vehicles `
Mean stuffs `
thanks for everythinq `
esp th mean comments we share `
very enjoyable ;X `
& th *activities* `
Thanks ♥Di ; henqlee `
its been awesome knowinq you `
stop emo-inq `
its not qood ;[ `
life qoes on `
i'll be with you always `
thanks for th comforts `
i appreciate you ; alot `
for beinq there for me `
it's just so sweet of you `
we haven't met lonq `
but you're so understandinq `
promise me you won't quit school `
it's not worth it `
i'll study with you `
Thanks ♥Eric `
For th concern `
its so appreciated `
Thanks ♥Icy `
for somethinq `
only you & i know ;] `
-lauqhs- `
okay fine `
cut it short `
after school `
had to find ♥Di ; Daniel `
messenqer -_- `
had to see his reaction `
♥Jia & ♥Gwen were super sweet `
they accompanied me there `
as usual `
♥Jia fell asleep -_- `
wow ; always th case `
so we met up first `
-lauqhs- `
she woke upon callinq `
♥Gwen pei-ed me to houqanq mall `
this is funny ;X `
i couldn't resist tryinq out th hand sizes `
you know houqanq's MRT `
many hand prints `
i went qaqa over it ;X `
-lauqhs- `
reminds me of someone ma ;X `
-lauqhs- `
then we found funny finqers `
kept lauqhinq `
so funny ;X `
like aliens hand lidat you know `
♥Gwen finally said `
we'll never walk finish th whole passaqe `
its funny ;X `
but we did eventually `
qot my medicine `
& waited for ♥Jia `
she took 3 trains to arrive `
Hahs `
went over to boonkenq ;] `
Mac is awesome `
♥Di came soon `
he had NO reaction `
Boo for you , ♥Love `
he doesn't care `
Yay for me ;D `
-lauqhs- `
jokinq uh `
don't take it to heart `
we practically slacked there `
riqht until eveninq `
its so funny ;[ `
they took pictures `
ROAR -_- `
okay `
♥Jia's leqs were th cutest `
anyhow ;X `
victim ; ♥Gwen ;D `
-lauqhs- `
my hand qot itchy soon ;X `
fiddled with her pants ;D `
-ROFLMAO- `
okay sheesh `
after a superb lonq time `
♥Di came back to mac `
showed me his AWESOME results `
wow for you , ♥Di `
He qot full marks for Bio `
quess which topic -_- `
human sexual orqans ; i think `
okay how amusinq -_- `
sheesh `
-lauqhs- `
♥Di left soon after `
but we stayed on `
crapped ;X `
continued molestinq ♥Gwen `
poor you ;[ `
went home after awhile `
;D & hmm `
happiness `
bath & PHONE ! `
stupid -_- `
conferenced `
you should hear what they say ;O `
sounds so wronq la `
-siqhs- `
okays `
th end `
just look at all th bullshit `
like wow uh `
♥DARLING `
look at this ;] `
I LOVE YOU`
but maybe i'm really Bi-Sexual `
;D Smile `
exams finally over `
received results `
i passed Emath `
biq surprise there `
i've never qot a decent qrade `
but that's merely paper one `
flunked Chem&Amath `
no biq deal `
i cant stand both subs `
not my kind of thinq anyway `
passed th rest `
after checkinq `
went for chinese `
it's qonna be intensive for th next week `
fuck `
i hate chinese `
not an option to take it `
its forced `
fine `
sat at th corner with qwen `
my super sweet confidant these days `
had to do this stupid letter `
fine i did it `
halfway throuqh `
i received some SMSes `
i don't know `
i just cried `
one after another `
i tried to stop `
but another came `
and another `
& another `
th tears just didnt stop `
i don't know `
i'm just so quilty `
just so upset `
but whats done is done `
whats th point of continuinq anyway `
it'll just hurt more `
stop beinq so nice to me `
i'll feel super quilty `
dont blame my mum `
all parents care for their kids `
no point harpinq on it eh `
memories ; harsh or sweet `
i do remember `
remember th first time we steaded `
-lauqhs- `
you weren't interested `
so was i `
3 days & we broke `
people asked why i aqreed `
on th patch that is `
i dont know `
but i'll remember that `
-lauqhs- `
remember th time ; last christmas `
th day you broke my heart ;/ `
told me you fucked another qirl `
i lost hope back then `
which qrew back after sometime `
its not hard for me to love `
but you just made me so vulnerable `
who was there `
& when i accepted you back `
you told me `
i was stupid `
how could i accept you `
after what you've done `
-lauqhs- `
that was how stronq my love was `
for you that is `
was ; past tense `
fine `
back then `
i just knew i couldn't lose you `
there was a time even `
remember `
you left me mad `
riqht in qeylanq `
did you find me ; no `
you didn't even bother to call `
let alone a SMS `
fine i'm familiar with th place `
no harm done `
but i lost hope once more `
who was there for me `
my GAN daddiie `
my super sweet huishenq daddiie `
he has his restrictions `
but he came out anyway `
bouqht me candy `
talked to me `
comforted me `
somethinq i required `
which you didn't do `
he stayed up with me `
entertained me `
then you went blaminq me `
lovinq my GANs too much `
that was more then i could take `
but fine `
i accepted `
after that `
i didn't see much of them `
i just had school mates ;] `
how much did i sacrifice `
-lauqhs- `
stupidity `
i just hate ppl who compare `
but whats th point `
its over `
but i'll remember it `
my birthday `
th funniest part `
you tried to break with me `
-lauqhs- `
i should've just let qo `
th pink vodka broke my heart `
just teared so badly `
qod knows why you came back `
-lauqhs- `
but you did `
then came th march incident `
have you any idea how hurt i was `
-lauqhs- `
you accused me of such hurtinq stuffs `
your bloq alone `
accusations `
fine `
i cried `
who was there for me `
once aqain `
qwen ; jia ; GANs `
you ? ; no `
lost somewhere else maybe `
riqht then `
i lost hope `
& it didnt come back `
i had others comfortinq me `
i didn't feel like talkinq to you `
not at all `
you must've noticed `
lovers come and qo `
i told you once `
i don't believe in forever `
cause that's bullshit `
& lovers who claim forever `
they don end up toqether in th end `
whats th point `
self deceit `
but i tried `
i made an effort `
tried findinq out why `
reasons ; answers `
was i really like that `
maybe half of it was true `
how bout th other half `
lies ; flaqrant lies `
-lauqhs- `
you're riqht `
so fuckinq riqht `
celebratinq valentines'll break us `
-lauqhs- `
its true ain't it not ? `
we broke ;D `
after 9 months , 22 days `
with 7 days left to 10 months `
we broke up `
-lauqhs- `
bad memories aren't all that i keep `
i remember `
orchard `
you hardly went to town `
i remembered `
its just so harsh `
valentines `
th part that hurts th most `
-lauqhs- `
riqht at plaza sinqapura `
a couple rinq `
an awesome dinner `
trip to taka `
vodka `
far east `
& th boxers i bouqht `
-lauqhs- `
sweet memoirs `
me spendinq th niqht at your home `
so often `
i dont know `
but i quess its really over `
its really hard to let qo `
sucha lonq journey `
but i'd to `
love doesnt last `
for me `
you'd to study `
so did i `
it drove us apart `
& made me think `
is this what i really wanted `
from th start ; yes `
but now ; no `
i tried to let qo `
its best aint it not ? `
april ; i tried to find it back ; failed `
may ; tried to let qo
all these thouqhts `
swam throuqh my mind `
i don't know `
i wet my table `
-lauqhs- `
i just felt so mean `
why didnt i just let qo in march `
or oct 08 `
how bout 26 auqust `
won't be sufferinq riqht now `
-lauqhs- `
all those memories `
sweet or bitter `
flashbacks `
-lauqhs- `
just couldn't stop cryinq `
didn't want to reply you `
it just hurts `
esp when you asked me `
don't break `
but just put it aside for awhile `
in another way ; patch `
i cant `
its not biker boy `
he's not back yet ;] `
sorry ♥qwen `
i quessed i freaked you out `
first time you see me tear uh `
i didn't mean to let you see `
but you saw anyway `
sorry ♥qwen `
;[ its just too hurtinq `
i stopped cryinq after awhile `
Liao cher saw me cry `
-lauqhs- `
thats funny `
she thouqht i was sick `
;X cryinq peeps are sick peeps `
ROFL `
okay thats th ultimate bullshit `
-lauqhs- `
stopped half our before reccess `
couldn't let them see ;X `
paisae `
-lauqhs- `
♥Jia noticed `
so sweet `
i wanna cry more ;[ `
♥Nuer was so nice `
tried to cheer me up `
-lauqhs- `
what's th point `
but i just wanna say `
Thanks ♥Jia `
for beinq there always `
sorry if i'd hurt you in th past `
i was just so selfish `
i know it hurt alot `
i just didn't know what to do `
-siqhs- `
thanks for everythinq `
its heartwarminq to know your there `
esp after how mean i was `
10 years of friendship `
that's how stronq it is `
Thanks ♥Nuer `
for everythinq `
cheers & all `
but nothinq's qonna chanqe th way i feel `
quilt `
-lauqhs- `
cheerup yourself first `
daddy wont die of sadness ;] `
Thanks ♥Gwen `
you've been superb `
hearinq my bullshit `
complains `
stupid questions `
redundant comments `
& th lame&mean jokes `
i'll promise to stop these `
♥Grandma Anq `
2Doors vehicles `
Mean stuffs `
thanks for everythinq `
esp th mean comments we share `
very enjoyable ;X `
& th *activities* `
Thanks ♥Di ; henqlee `
its been awesome knowinq you `
stop emo-inq `
its not qood ;[ `
life qoes on `
i'll be with you always `
thanks for th comforts `
i appreciate you ; alot `
for beinq there for me `
it's just so sweet of you `
we haven't met lonq `
but you're so understandinq `
promise me you won't quit school `
it's not worth it `
i'll study with you `
Thanks ♥Eric `
For th concern `
its so appreciated `
Thanks ♥Icy `
for somethinq `
only you & i know ;] `
-lauqhs- `
okay fine `
cut it short `
after school `
had to find ♥Di ; Daniel `
messenqer -_- `
had to see his reaction `
♥Jia & ♥Gwen were super sweet `
they accompanied me there `
as usual `
♥Jia fell asleep -_- `
wow ; always th case `
so we met up first `
-lauqhs- `
she woke upon callinq `
♥Gwen pei-ed me to houqanq mall `
this is funny ;X `
i couldn't resist tryinq out th hand sizes `
you know houqanq's MRT `
many hand prints `
i went qaqa over it ;X `
-lauqhs- `
reminds me of someone ma ;X `
-lauqhs- `
then we found funny finqers `
kept lauqhinq `
so funny ;X `
like aliens hand lidat you know `
♥Gwen finally said `
we'll never walk finish th whole passaqe `
its funny ;X `
but we did eventually `
qot my medicine `
& waited for ♥Jia `
she took 3 trains to arrive `
Hahs `
went over to boonkenq ;] `
Mac is awesome `
♥Di came soon `
he had NO reaction `
Boo for you , ♥Love `
he doesn't care `
Yay for me ;D `
-lauqhs- `
jokinq uh `
don't take it to heart `
we practically slacked there `
riqht until eveninq `
its so funny ;[ `
they took pictures `
ROAR -_- `
okay `
♥Jia's leqs were th cutest `
anyhow ;X `
victim ; ♥Gwen ;D `
-lauqhs- `
my hand qot itchy soon ;X `
fiddled with her pants ;D `
-ROFLMAO- `
okay sheesh `
after a superb lonq time `
♥Di came back to mac `
showed me his AWESOME results `
wow for you , ♥Di `
He qot full marks for Bio `
quess which topic -_- `
human sexual orqans ; i think `
okay how amusinq -_- `
sheesh `
-lauqhs- `
♥Di left soon after `
but we stayed on `
crapped ;X `
continued molestinq ♥Gwen `
poor you ;[ `
went home after awhile `
;D & hmm `
happiness `
bath & PHONE ! `
stupid -_- `
conferenced `
you should hear what they say ;O `
sounds so wronq la `
-siqhs- `
okays `
th end `
just look at all th bullshit `
like wow uh `
♥DARLING `
look at this ;] `
I LOVE YOU`
but maybe i'm really Bi-Sexual `
;D Smile `
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